http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:elusiveastruth&section=today deviantART RSS for by:elusiveastruth en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 05:48:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/13674750/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/13674750/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 18:00:17 PDT seven days you will:

* have someone fall in love with you
* find money you've been missing
* your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money,


BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

"Guess who i kissed last night!"
"I'm a lesbian"
"who you..Never..."
"I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN"
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did"
"I'm getting married!"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!"
"I miss him"
"I'm gonna be a daddy!"
"I'm gonna be a mommy!"
"I'm moving : ("
"guess who i want to kiss"

BEWARE IF U DON'T REPOST THIS U WILL HAVE BAD
LUCK




... Anyway, the point is I'm not really 'allowed' to be at deviantart anymore, and my subs are always in the multiple thousands, even though I used to regularly monitor who I watched, updated my list regularly and deleted heaps.
There's just no point of being on an art site if I'm not creating or posting art.

I don't think I'll close the account yet... Even though it was hard enough to remember the password this time (it's been MONTHS)...

Plus, as always, I'm working heaps, esp. as I have this new car to pay off... also, I'm still trying to get into uni. Honestly, I have no idea what I want to do...

You can still find me at livejournal under chocolatesnaps ... I'm part of jr_nal...

This site just... Well I think I might have out grown it for now.

We'll see.



Cheers,

the workaholic.

xoxox

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/11123638/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/11123638/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 04:35:05 PST Well then, this is a work in progress. There are some I will forever be adding to just to get it away from my mind, and some I will be done with now.
I got the idea from ~oddballoffun's journal, and decided that this could be a gradual catharsis. So, here we go:

1. What you did was wrong, and in your position, you should have known better. I did not deserve any of what you said to me yesterday. I hate that you could send my brother to 'apologise' to me, tell my boyfriend you were sorry, but you couldn't even approach me yourself. (Why am I so unapproachable?)
I love you, but you make it fucking hard to like you.

2. Thank you for believing me, in me, and backing me up on these endeavors. Thank you for showing me reason to trust you and loving me and letting me enjoy loving you. Thanks for being alive.

3. I hope you enjoy the effort I went to. It took thought, money, time and deliberation to come to this conclusion. I miss you.

4. You're annoying, but if you could tone it down you'd be totally cool.

5. Go back to your cheap wine and stop talking to me; all you say is mean and empty anyway. And if you wanted me gone you'd have made it happen by now, so fuck off.

6. You're immature and stuck inside of your fantasies and your ideals of how your life shouldacouldawoulda turned out to be. You say I'm too extroverted and I 'scare' you.. If you gave theREAL world a chance to show you what is really out there, maybe you'd be able to grow past highschool and be able to enjoy people and experiences.
Oh and alcohol isn't evil unless you develop a dependance, and no one you live with has one, so don't preach to me, when I live with an alcoholic. The difference is that I have self control and he doesn't. You'll probably never have the chance to see if you do.

7. I know you're probably in Scandinavia somewhere, but could you just post something so I know you're alive?

8. Get out of my head NOW! I don't want to remember you, even if there were good times. I want to be able to erase you now. Please, just leave me alone.

9. Thanks for the opportunity. I appreciate that I was one of many; I'll try my best not to screw it up.

10. I hope your entire business goes south for how you treated us.

11. Help me??

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10944273/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10944273/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 04:35:01 PST So, you want to be a Jedi of the Foods? First, you must master the Way of the Bad Foods, Grasshopper!
Experience MacFattyThighs
Hungry Jackson's (Beware, small boys)
Kentucky Fresh Cellulite
Noodle Botox
Pizza HardVeins

The, Grasshopper, turn your back on all these things that make your taste buds happy and discover
Salady Goodness
Wholemeal Happiness
Wheat/Gluten-free Harmony
Sugarless=sinless

Blah blah blah... I'm back into the fitness thing. Dagnabbit, the McDonald's and Pizza Cake were getting to be addictive. Now to nibble on some carrot and lettuce, then hit my head against the brick walls until I feel thinner.


Oh, don't worry. I'll be fine. It's another test of my self-discipline. Wonder if I'll make it through without maiming anyone? Bets are on! Please make your bets in the Comment section before you!!!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10310496/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10310496/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 03:25:45 PDT (O.o)
'(_ _)' Yeeeah... the bunny grooveth!
Sooo... of late I have been working and TAFEing and wishing to high heaven I had a little digital cam instead of my SLR (but only for mobility and fear of theft - no other reasons!!) and that blah blah blah... whinge whinge whinge. You know?

Ahahahaha! ZAP! ZAP!! Oh, Star Wars!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10231397/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10231397/ Fri, 29 Sep 2006 23:04:57 PDT [link]
i love it!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10105280/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/10105280/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 19:49:20 PDT pyromaniac (some answers have remained the same, as it's what I would have put, or I couldn't think of anything better).


1.- If I were a fruit I'd be... a dark grape.
2.- If I were a colour I'd be... electric blue.
3.- If I were an animal I'd be... a polar bear.
4.- If I were a dometic appliance I'd be... an iPod.
5.- If I were a book I'd be... The Accidental by Ali Smith.
6.- If I were a clothing item I'd be... a pair of worn denim jeans.
7.- If I were a jewel I'd be... lapis lazuli.
8.- If I were an object I'd be... a journal.
9.- If I were a car I'd be... a Honda Civic or Toyota Yaris or one of those enviro-friendly ones...
10.- If I were an element I'd be... wind (changing all the time).
11.- If I were a tree I'd be... afraid of development.
12.- If I were a drink I'd be... a choclate milkshake (full cream, please!).
13.- If I were an ice cream flavor I'd be... choc-chip cookie dough.
14.- If I were a person I'd be... myself.
15.- If I were a planet I'd be... saturn.
16.- If I were an insect I'd be... these blue and shiny beetles.
17.- If I were public transport I'd be... a train.
18.- If I were a song I'd be... more than just one.
19.- If I were a movie I'd be... can't choose one.
20.- If I were a season I'd be... autumn.
21.- If I were a flower I'd be... a gerbera.
22.- If I were a job I'd be... photography.
23.- If I were a cartoon I'd be... something along the lines of *kris-wilson or *Rimfrost.
24.- If I were a place I'd be... my grandparents' home (my last childhood place).
25.- If I were a gift I'd be... a homemade one.
26.- If I were a memory I'd be... a long, golden afternoon spent with loved ones.
27.- If I were a city I'd be... a big one.
28.- If I were a sense I'd be... touch.
29.- If I were a game I'd be... Scrabble.
30.- If I were a candy I'd be... a Hello Panda. (Samll biscuit with chocolate in the middle and pandas printed on the outside.)
31.- If I were a time of the day I'd be... mid-afternoon.
32.- If I were an invention I'd be... the phonograph.
33.- If I were a bodypart I'd be... lips.
34.- If I were a country I'd be... Australia.
35.- If I were a flavor I'd be... sweet.
36.- If I were a sport I'd be... rugby league.
37.- If I were a smell I'd be... Ralph Lauren (that pretty new one).
38.- If I were a subject I'd be... an art related one.
39.- If I were a flag I'd be... high.
40.- If I were a building I'd be... historic.
41.- If I were a month I'd be... November.
42.- If I were a perfume I'd be... Ralph Lauren.
43.- If I were a gummy candy I'd be... a red gummy teddy or snake.
45.- If I were a toy I'd be... a flipping, squeaking puppy or My Little Pony.
46.- If I were a textile I'd be... worn denim.
47.- If I were a shape I'd be... undefined.
48.- If I were a answer I'd be... a vague one.
49.- If I were a common liquorice I'd be... I would not be liquorice!!
50.- If I were a word I'd be... one of those you need to say twice. ]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/9706778/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/9706778/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 20:52:10 PDT by ~MatchStick9


Go check out the gallery. It picked me up no end.













(and the link won't work why??) ]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/9073147/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/9073147/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 03:36:59 PDT Mood: Hehe
Listening to: Depeche Mode
Reading: Scarecrow, Matthew Reilly
Watching: Domino

You can now find my traditional works at [link] because i got sick of them cluttering my gallery.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/8974706/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/8974706/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:43:49 PDT

Mood: Naughty
Listening to: Panic At The Disco
Watching: Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

Stolen from ~Woodle

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job/school.
[x] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.

Experiences

[x]I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x]I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x]I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I've been bungee jumping.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kisse... ]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/8473070/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/8473070/ Fri, 14 Apr 2006 20:29:35 PDT

Mood: rawr
Listening to: staind
Watching: Kiss Kiss Bang Bang

Well, slowly and surely my art is making a comeback on my side of the website - being reality. Sadly, though, the 'family', or 'rental' computer is ready to cark it soon - which regrettably and frustratingly means no way for me to upload my work *tears hair out*.

On the flipside, I'm now working in a cafe in the mornings and at Subway in the afternoons. Hopefully, after Easter (when I start getting back into the swing), things will start turning out better financially, which eventually may mean my own scanner, tablet etc. (Squee!)

Oh, and this relationship is going sooo well. We're talking long, long term, but nothing cement. I like it.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7842173/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7842173/ Wed, 08 Feb 2006 22:16:06 PST

Mood: ready to rock
Listening to: deathcabforcutie wheresoulmeetsbody

PARTY THIS SUNDAY CAAAALLLLL MEEEE!!!! (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.)

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7603891/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7603891/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 17:25:23 PST

Mood: ready to rock
Listening to: boxcarracer
Reading: love song by nikki gemmell
Watching: harry potter, because i am so effing scene

Okay, I know that I am guilty of only submitting every so often, and not so regularly as I would love to, but I am SO over these mainstream submissions going on right now. Snapshots, barely worked on photoshop bits, lazy art. Yeah, I'm stabbing at lazy art.
When I came to dA I was challenged by the mind-opening art that most people put out there. Over time, and perhaps it is just a few of the people that I watch... But the quality has dramatically turned.
For those of you who continue to challenge and delight my artistic tastebuds, congrats and thank you. I really don't like to criticise people this way, but when 200 out of 243 submissions in the inbox are shite, I just had to say something (that I know no one will read).
So thanks again.

Feel free to now go and attack me in that little comment box down below.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7171729/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/7171729/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 20:34:59 PST

Mood: another leaf turned
Listening to: ashlee simpson
Reading: Gossip Girl Series
Watching: Any Studio Ghibli

Congratulations to JEFF AND JASON - married on Friday in Sydney or someplace.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6753558/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6753558/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 00:17:05 PDT

Mood: trapped
Listening to: Midtown
Reading: Gossip Girl Series
Watching: Any Studio Ghibli

so, trying to get through about a thousand devs right now and catch up on things i have missed. i hate how artworks disappear from my watch after a while.

a few more artworks in my notebooks, but they're for my eyes only until i have access to working equipment. might go and stay at Mango Hill or Kallangur this weekend... might just bring him back.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6638467/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6638467/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 22:23:23 PDT

Mood: Missing you-know-who
Listening to: Love Outside Andromeda
Reading: The Room-Mating Season by Rona Jaffe
Watching: Spirited Away

Sorry guys, no shoot this sunday.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6566418/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6566418/ Wed, 21 Sep 2005 18:14:34 PDT

Mood: Missing you-know-who
Listening to: 'Right Where it Belongs' by NiN
Watching: Shower

Listening to a
thoughtful song
reflections in my eyes
cannot see the
truth right now
not sure what are lies

thinking how it used to be
and how it is right now
driven mad by you
clawing my way slowly back
leaning on art

[[yes i do
yes i lean on music too
yes the visual helps me
sleep
]]

i feel as though i'm
coming down
i feel the hit has finally
worn me down
i've never been
an addict
but i wish i had been
now
[[just to say that
is why]]
and then i think
i would not lower myself
i would not be her
that i despise


i'm hiding from your eyes
lies
time
hands
words
thoughts
abuse


my bruises are hidden
from the world

but i feel them
i see them
the control me

you wear the bunny suit
i travel in time
i wear the stupid man suit
you kill my mind

i make no apologies
this time.

(c)nomi september 2005

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6428291/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6428291/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 01:17:45 PDT

Mood: Missing you-know-who
Listening to: Bright Eyes/ Death Cab For Cutie
Watching: My Summer of Love

I found this on someone elses page, and Im not gay, or bisexual or anything but Im definately not homophobic. I think this has a strong message that everyone should read.



Gay is a three letter word
just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6384377/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6384377/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 03:34:07 PDT

Mood: Birthdae spirit

Twas the day of my birthfae (yesterdae)
And all through the house
Not a sound could be heard
Above my step relations




So celebrate... nothing special.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6211316/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6211316/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 21:15:14 PDT

Mood: Garr!!
Listening to: Ooh La La by Goldfrapp

Okay, just so you know [not that you care, but whatever], I shan't be here as obsessively often as I usually am.
The reason being that my sister has gotten into some [more] serious trouble, and this morning the rest of my family left home to drive interstate and rescue her little boys while I stayed and rearranged [meaning safety-proofed] the house in preparation.
((So far I've moved two beds into opposite rooms, gone through all the washing and done it all, brought it in, fed animals, vacuumed, taken some stuff out to the garage [meaning carport - shitty cheapo demo house] and a bunch more, like attending to general duties. It's been three and a half to four hours.
All on my own by the way, seeing as the fiance hasn't rung or come home yet .))

I'm worried for her safety, and theirs.

/end of my stupid rant.

Oh, and by the way. To all of those who come here and say thanks, I say thanks. The art i fav and the watches i commit to are because i believe and am inspired by you. (conry, i know, sorry.)

so please understand that if i don't go by your page and say 'you're welcome', it's because i'm watching more than three hundred Deviants. but don't get discouraged, loves, because the fact that you said thanks, well it downright made my day, and i appreciate all of it!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6137644/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6137644/ Fri, 05 Aug 2005 00:13:16 PDT

Mood: Whee
Listening to: They by Jem
Reading: (4 millionth time) The Second Summer of the
Watching: SisterHood by Ann Brashares

She is my sponsor child in Chile, & is absolutely gorgeous. I received the info pack today, and smiled sooo hard! She is pulling the most wonderful face in her photo. Her parents must be so proud!







]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6080056/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6080056/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 17:28:57 PDT

Mood: humph
Listening to: With Teeth by NiN

Okay, folks. Here's the deal.

By now, you've heard that Scott Jarkoff, aka °jark, is now a FORMER Staff Member.

I'm not privy to the whys, wherefores, and whatever-the-hells are going on behind the scenes here. Don't ask me anything about that. I know probably just as much as you do.

DeviantArt, in my opinion, is becoming less about COMMUNITY and more about CORPORATION.

So what we need to do is bring back THE COMMUNITY.

Here's my suggestion.

On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.

If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .

We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.

But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.

Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt.




`krash has also made a suggestion that on hte same day, August 7th, everyone submits something yellow, themed around yellow or featuring yellow to support °jark


but remember. it's about community on August 7th. (though you don't need to wait!)

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6034855/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/6034855/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 22:41:28 PDT

Mood: Yaarrrr :ahoy:
Listening to: Honey & the Moon (The O.C: Mix 1)

After two weeks careful planning and about $200, last Sunday [according to my wonderful friends] went greatly. Went to T & spent time with =MysteryRealm and her fam [melovesthemhorses] & went and saw Sin City for the second time. Timmay (!) wore his combat boooties & ~kay-d seemed so happy! ( s the friends) *sigh* I'm glad.



(I get my camera this week! D)

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5919377/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5919377/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 01:17:05 PDT

Mood: Romantic (oh no)
Listening to: 'Trouble Sleeping', by the Perishers

[link]

fantastic read. please use the link.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5871123/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5871123/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 20:20:39 PDT Mood: Compassionate
Listening to: '3 Libras' by APC

Prayers for London and the people who happened to be there. Prayers for the people who were so messed up that they felt this was necessary.

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5833552/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5833552/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 23:43:05 PDT

Mood: Grateful
Listening to: 'Magdalena' by APC
Watching: Sin City this week!

Thanks so much to RiNgLeS [link] (i don't know how to link) .. .anyways, she bought me my sub, and i owe her a bonfire!


Thanks buddy!

also check out [link]

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5605921/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5605921/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 03:48:23 PDT

Mood: Resigned
Listening to: 'The Great Below' by NiN
Reading: Two Canadian Clubs and Dry.. by Gabrielle Williams
Watching: Donnie Darko

It looks like my time is running out. two more day and this lovely DeviantArt trial subscription expires. Three days and I hand in my resignation at work. Two weeks and unless I'm lucky, I'll be unemployed once more.

My stepdad was made redundant today. There's no more work there for him. The same would happen to me if I weren't going to bite the bullet (clichecliche) and step in myself.

I'm praying that something's going to go well sometime soon.. But my mind and heart are aching.

I apologise: I was all bouncy when I got this wonderful trialsubscription and now I seem downright ungrateful. Well I'm not ungrateful. It's the one thing besides my family and fiance that has kept me looking up this week. So, as I have done in the previous few entries, I'm dedicating this space down here in thanks to those who work at DeviantArt, those who appreciate the art, those who create it, and those who accidentally or on purpose stumbled onto my small section of this great site.


THANKS!!!!!!!!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5593538/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5593538/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 21:41:30 PDT

Mood: Wishing
Listening to: 'Pug' by The Smashing Pumpkins
Reading: Two Canadian Clubs and Dry.. by Gabrielle Williams
Watching: my life

*sobs* I wanna keep this subscription so much. It's the best part of this week (except getting my Engagement Ring back from resizing on Monday ). I've been so all week. Even had to go home from work today - FIRST TIME EVER!

Once more I'd like to THANK DEVIANTART ANGELS :claps: for the support and the trial subscription status they have granted me for one WHOLE week. It has been really wonderful. Hopefully soon I will be able to pay for an actual subscription. Till then, thanksthanksthanks.

It will not be forgotten.




...Just as a final note: teehee.



That's me out!






]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5571846/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5571846/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 16:03:08 PDT

Mood: Still stoked
Listening to: 'Gone Away' by The Offspring
Reading: Eleven Hours by Pallina Simons
Watching: Episode Three (blech)

Weeeeellllll... I am so happy about this dA sub account thingie... still wish it was permanent though!

I just feel awful because as yet I have nothing to contribute to dA as a Deviation... *sniff*


THANKS AGAIN DEVIANTART ANGELS - YOU MADE MY WEEK T-H-A-T MUCH BETTER (what with work sucking major dirt and all... heehee)!!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5557036/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/5557036/ Sun, 05 Jun 2005 02:55:01 PDT

Mood: Overjoyed
Listening to: 'They', by Jem
Reading: Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
Watching: Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy

Oh my Goodness! A hugehugehuge thanks to those at DeviantArt Admin who chose me to have this one week free trial of subscription status! This is so awesome!

Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!!

I am SO grateful - and the quality of subscription status is amazing. The thumb view, the journal settings.... *drools*


...By the way, (tee hee) THANKS DEVIANTART!!!!!

]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/4455405/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/4455405/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 16:56:38 PST
anyways, i hope you like my stuff... please comment, i need guidance.

~pandora~ ]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/3546100/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/3546100/ Fri, 08 Oct 2004 22:00:36 PDT
*dances around the living room ecstatically*

Yay!!! I realise they are not bordered well or touched up or perfect, but they are there now.. So if you feel the need to tell me what to do to make them as good as yours, please do.

lbc. xo ]]> ~elusiveastruth http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/3185569/ http://elusiveastruth.deviantart.com/journal/3185569/ Sun, 22 Aug 2004 06:18:08 PDT
Hopefully I can sort this server business out, but most likely after my majors.

strawberries and paintball.

lbc. xo ]]> ~elusiveastruth