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Has three years come and gone.
This profile tells me it has.
And i have so little work posted to show for it.

I feel as if things are incomplete. Not that anyone reads this anymore. Im sure everyone has moved on with their lives.

Memories.

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By Nothing-Iknow [link]


All i can say is wow. If i thought i was depressed before this poem pulls out a feeling i know all to well. Makes me just want to fall away. A wonderful piece with so much emotion. ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3062159/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3062159/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 00:06:46 PDT [link]
By FragileFacade [link]

This poem shows a depth of character not usually associated with a writer of her age. She is an unbelievable poet with a knack for turning raw emotion into words that make your core tremble. This piece shows so much pain its almost hurts to really read it as you fight back the tumultuous feelings it brings forth. A lovely piece indeed. ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3040613/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3040613/ Wed, 04 Aug 2004 09:06:48 PDT [link]
By Herbie Jonesie [link]



Its dark overtures and sheer emotional strength gives this piece a deep visual beauty. Each line creating a picturesque view of when realism meats idealism. Its abstract qualities and allusions to art and symetry radiate the pain that everyone hides inside. Beauty trully is the cliche..... only skin deep. The emotional scars are held forever below a shallow shell. A wonderful piece and worthy of a favorite on Deviantart. ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3015129/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/3015129/ Sat, 31 Jul 2004 23:54:01 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2925846/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2925846/ Tue, 20 Jul 2004 10:54:07 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2560497/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2560497/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 17:57:21 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2416859/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2416859/ Wed, 12 May 2004 20:42:37 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2270021/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2270021/ Wed, 21 Apr 2004 17:32:32 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2186124/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2186124/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 13:03:04 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2111026/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2111026/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 18:33:08 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2021979/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/2021979/ Tue, 16 Mar 2004 06:31:59 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1906700/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1906700/ Wed, 25 Feb 2004 20:28:34 PST

Thank you so much. ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1895858/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1895858/ Mon, 23 Feb 2004 18:39:22 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1880598/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1880598/ Fri, 20 Feb 2004 22:12:50 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1823084/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1823084/ Tue, 10 Feb 2004 12:06:31 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1709491/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1709491/ Mon, 19 Jan 2004 22:20:09 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1687670/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1687670/ Thu, 15 Jan 2004 22:39:30 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1572511/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1572511/ Wed, 24 Dec 2003 14:23:24 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1418163/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1418163/ Tue, 18 Nov 2003 11:45:18 PST
if the chill of the night does not make him shiver, does it mean he is cold

if the weight of the world does not weigh on his shoulder, does it mean he does not care

if the pain in your eyes does no stir his soul
does it mean he is dead ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1384665/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1384665/ Tue, 11 Nov 2003 00:27:29 PST ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1326137/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1326137/ Sun, 26 Oct 2003 17:38:29 PST and handing out free awards god its so much fun and im seeing a much wider view of the commmunities work by doing so

rocks


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i just want to escape. to run from my pain. Im dieing inside, as if it wasnt enough that im slowly dieing anyways, christ depression makes you feel lik your the only one that matters. So now i grapple with feelings that im self centered, and selfish on top of not knowing why i care. I want to leave, to run far far away and just wait for an end. I cant be happy, because for some reason i have a habit ruining whatever happiness i find. Im so scared of being content it isnt funny. Now im rambling, jesus and the only song i can think of is "Behind Blue Eyes". Sometimes i think im a lost cause. I have the drive, the motivations, but just no will to live. I think about dieing alot. I dont tell anybody. They all have enough problems of their own. Ive considered doing it myself, but i cant, i just dont want to hurt anybody else. So i lay at the bottom of my hole, waiting for someone to someday stumble over me , to pull me free and love me for who i am. i give and give and give and never take back. Im on the verge of being empty again. Devoid of caring, love, compassion. i cant seem to see past my anger anymore, my hatred,... my pain. Im just clicking of the words till my burden lightens slowly. I just want to let it all fall to the ground, i dont want to carry it anymore. People say your supposed to live life to the fullest, right now i could care less about life. I could care less about anything than myself, and that disturbs me, because i dont think im worth it.




I wish i could say its self esteem, but its not, i have it all, self esteem , self confidence, drive. But i cant save them. No matter how much i try i cant solve my friends problems, i cants fix their mistakes, nor soothe their pains. It leaves me feeling lost, alone, and useless. god im rambling and nobody else needs to here this, everybody here has their own problems, they dont need mine, I wish i could help you all, but i cant, and that troubles me. Im sorry......



just another rant
well im off to continue planning my return to gainesville. Sometimes trying to save world means you have to save yourself. With the girl of my dreams at my side, i feel I could conquer the world instead of saving it. Freedom, what a beautiful feeling. ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1307521/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1307521/ Tue, 21 Oct 2003 22:40:47 PDT ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1220158/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1220158/ Tue, 30 Sep 2003 10:32:31 PDT ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1186026/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1186026/ Sun, 21 Sep 2003 02:57:28 PDT ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1170913/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/1170913/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 00:07:35 PDT ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/948303/ http://elysiumdarkstone.deviantart.com/journal/948303/ Tue, 15 Jul 2003 13:45:17 PDT A moment so poignant that time stops and all you see is how far you've fallen.
When turning back is not an option but going forward is impossible.
Dreams are for the weak,
for those who havent touched the stars,
for those who havent seen the other side.
I cant seem to make much sense of my life these days,
probably because i havent had much of a life.
I sit and i wonder and never accomplish anything,
its so hard to see myself crumble under the pressures of reality.
Yet i just sit and watch, and do nothing.
To think a few years from now ill look back and wonder......
Where did it all go ]]> ~elysiumdarkstone