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                <title>Possible move.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 14:27:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So! I have a bit of news. ItÂs not all that interesting, but itÂs news all the same. X3;;<br /><br />First off, IÂm considering creating a new account. There are a whole bunch of pros and cons Â I donÂt particularly like the idea of starting all over again Â but I just feel like this account still belongs to the me from 5 years ago, and IÂm just so far from that person now.<br />I guess I could make my new account exclusively dedicated to my cosplays and keep this one as a writing account, but I do so post so few stories these days that this account would probably become inactive.<br />At the same time, I really donÂt want to rewatch all the people I already watch and start new favourites and everything lol. I meanÂ I have 16K pageviews on here, you know? A big part of me really doesnÂt want to start all over. <br />ItÂd probably be a good thing to do, butÂ X3;;;<br /><br />So could I get some opinions please?? For those of you who watch me, would you rewatch me if I started up on a new account? I would only delete my cosplay stuff from this account (which would then be reposted on my new one) but IÂd leave everything else up. I dislike when people move accounts and delete their entire gallery. X3; <br /><br />Anyway! Other news just includes the awesomeness of Hobart. I really want to move down there Â just to spend more time with all my friends down there Â but at the same time, I canÂt help but wonder if it would take away from the awesomeness of seeing them a bit. I mean, itÂs such a treat every time I go down thereÂ Ah, I donÂt know lol. ItÂs still my goal to move down there. WeÂll see how things go over the next few months.<br /><br />Current priorities are way off lmao. They go something along the lines of; <br />1.	Finish cosplays for AI-Con.<br />2.	Get new, full time, well paid job in something (ANYTHING) other than hospitality.<br />3.	Get PÂs.<br />4.	Save craploads for Korea.<br /><br />XD;; Fairly sure the first one should be a bit closer to the bottom. IÂve only got a few months before the convention now. I really want to be finished at least 2 weeks before the con! Last minute costuming hurts my head. <br />I just cannot wait for the con. LikeÂ I canÂt put into words. IÂm determined to watch Black Cat beforehand so I know who the characters areÂ ThereÂs going to be a fairly big group on one of the days, I think! <br /><br />Gurren Lagann is a freaking awesome anime. It makes me smile.<br /><br />And so do other things, but I wonÂt talk about them yet because I donÂt know if IÂm getting ahead of myself or not. I wish I had mind reading capabilities. They would come in handy at times. <br /><br />Aaah~~ *hides behind desk and squeals a bit*<br /><br />I love you all. Please give me some feedback on the new account idea? IÂd really, really appreciate it. <br /><br />xox misun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cosplay, cosplay!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:35:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was going to write something in-depth but instead IÂm just going to list some cosplay plans.<br /><br />This summer is going to be full of cosplay, photoshoots, and hard work. I canÂt wait for AI-Con next year, but I have two cosplays IÂm going to have to get out of the way first. *sigh* Not that IÂm complaining, I just wish they were ready right now so I didnÂt have to worry about all those little things, like how IÂm going to make a little skinny school tie. XD;;<br /><br />So!<br />AI-Con:<br />Day1: Ritsuka Aoyagi (his outfit from Vol.2 with the green top thing idk) - Loveless<br />Day2: Yuki Sohma (winter uniform) Â Fruits Basket<br /><br />Planned photoshoots:<br />Mello (Death Note)<br />Death (The Sandman Series)<br />Misa Amane (Death Note)<br />Harry Potter (with my very own Draco~~!)<br /><br />So IÂm going to much more active cosplay wise this year. I have to do some more OC cosplays too X3;; Sashaaaa yes. <br /><br />I wish I had a Matt/Light/Dream/Haru pfft. A cosplay buddy up here! That would own like nothing else. I want to make videos for youtube. LikeÂ a lot. I have a whole bunch of stupid cosplay blog things (heaps of HP ones) but my computer is lame and my internet is way too slow for me to upload them successfully. ItÂs lame. *more sighs!* I love being a badass mafia bitch when I cosplay Mello though. Damn. He rocks. XD;;<br /><br />So~~ I have a bunch of wigs to get, and as much as I love my current hair, IÂm thinking of returning to short/easy to manage and save myself having to buy/style and extra wig. It makes me sad, because I love this bob like nothing elseÂ Oh well. I can always return to it before Korea next year, ne?? <br /><br />IÂd really like to cosplay Mikami tooÂ Why do I have more Death Note cosplays than anything else?? XD;; Anyway. I really donÂt have too much to talk aboutÂ I really have to start these cosplays soon! Hopefully I can get some pictures up soon as well. Watch this space.<br /><br />xox mii<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The day before yesterday.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:30:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today is Halloween!<br /><br />Despite living in a sleepy little seaside town in Australia where people arenÂt too big on celebrating Halloween, IÂve actually been quite into it this year. IÂve spent the past couple of weeks preparing a costume, and am off to a party to celebrate tonight. I canÂt wait actually! IÂve got a Halloween phone hanger on my nokia, and am listening to Halloween-ish music as I type this. <br />IÂd quite like to be somewhere that celebrated properlyÂ I wish I was in Hobart, as the anime society people down there are having a party and I just know itÂd be fun. <br />ItÂs been a good day.<br />ItÂs strangeÂ It feels just like Summer and has done all day. Despite being kind of overcast this morning itÂs been really hot. IÂm not too keen on Summer itself Â hot day after hot day wears me down and makes me sick Â but this has been nice. If there was like a random day every two months that was hot and the rest of the time was just that weather you get on the cusp of Winter and Spring, thatÂd be, likeÂ beyond words awesome. <br /><br />I wrote up a journal about a week ago that I didnÂt post because it was full of emo and stupidÂ But next year I may be moving to Hobart. ThatÂs the general idea! This town inspires nothing but wishing I could be somewhere else. And the people I want to hang out with are all in Hobart, soÂ XD;; I want more opportunities/excuses to cosplay. <br /><br />IÂm really not in the mood to talk heaps about whatÂs happening with me, so IÂm going to write up a little list of all the things that make me happy currently.<br /><br />Good stuff:<br /><br />Chatting to the Chinese man who comes into work<br />Filling sugar bowls and cleaning tables<br />Hanging out on the AI-Con forums<br />Seeing the Prince in a suit and serving him food<br />Sa Dingding<br />Hyoyeon and Seohyun<br />Saying the Korean word for everyday objects in my mind when I see them<br />Cosplaying MisaMisa<br />Cosplaying with the gang from Hobart!! *tears of joy*<br />Working on my Silent Hill nurseÂs outfit for Halloween Â even if it is just a quick job Â it looks super cool. <br />Weather making my hair go all fluffy<br />My glasses<br />Loveless<br />Daydreaming of cosplaying Ritsuka next year and being all shy and ÂbetsuniÂ to the Soubi cosplayer IÂll be hanging with<br />All my Japanese style dolls<br />Skyping with Amy (the best unnie in the world <3 )<br />The wonderful randomness that is /b/<br />Chatting to Ed when itÂs quiet and finding even more stuff we agree on<br />Carrot cake<br />Cypriot style homemade lemonade with lots of ice and water (aka Magic Juice from the old country)<br />Being told I have a gift for languages<br />High heels that cost too much and are super difficult to walk in<br />The fact that some of my friends will soon be returning from overseas<br />Shim Ramyun noodles<br />Washing out the rice before making sushi<br />Texting Zach<br />Texting Greed<br />Kawaii things<br />Torchwood<br />Skins Â more specifically, Naomily <33 <br />Survivor and the wonder that was Sugar <3 Also, Jeff will forever be a super host and I will never, ever stop loving him<br />My beautiful little pirate cat<br />Hour long relaxation massages with Nicole Â even though I canÂt afford one right now because I keep buying goddamn shoes<br />Watching things on my ipod before I sleep<br />Long, lazy mornings that follow sleep ins<br />Buttered toast with cheese on for breakfast<br />Not eating until dinner<br />Dreaming about being back at school<br />Talking to Nath<br /><br />Yeah. ThereÂs lots more, but those are the main ones. Just typing them makes me happy. <br /><br />SaranghaeyoÂ I love you all. <br /><br />xox misun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Springtime.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Oct 2009 21:09:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have actually started to pick up a little bit! (At long lastÂ ) <br />I couldnÂt be happier, because things have been so damn boring in this tiny town of late. ItÂs pretty much birthday season among my friends, most of them have their birthday days over the course of September and October, so itÂs been present buying and small parties all about the place. ItÂs good. I need to spend more time with my wonderful friendsÂ I miss them too much otherwise.<br /><br />After that thirty hour week at work, my job has gone back to minimum shifts, mostly because theyÂve just put a new girl on, but I donÂt mind all that much atm as I know things will pick up soon. People are going on holidays and leaving, so hopefully the 30 hour week can be a regular occurance!! It would be made of win to be pulling in that amount of money every weekÂ Really, it would. I might actually be good at saving, that way!<br /><br />The American kids I babysit have recently acquired a new dog and I met him last night for the first timeÂ I have to sayÂ Dogs are suddenly starting to really grow on me! HeÂs a golden retriever poodle cross, golden fur, very, very cute. HeÂs only a baby still so heÂs pretty hyperactive, but heÂs so cute and soft and fluffy that you just canÂt help but adore him. Also, I have plans to get a dog when I finally wind up living in Korea. I want a white teacup Pomeranian which IÂm going to name Bokshiri (it means fluffy in Korean). I plan to get a cat at the same time and name it BimBim so they wind up team BokBok and BimBim. XD;; *has thought waaaay too much about this!*<br /><br />In other news, The Ai-Con Northern Exposure Theme Launch is happening next weekend, which means a night away in a gorgeous hotel and an excuse to cosplay!!<br />I cannot wait to see everyone again. I wish it was Ai-con again already! But yes, at the moment, IÂm planning to cosplay Misa Misa both days, so expect some pictures. IÂve got one outfit sorted already which IÂm exceedingly happy with (likeÂ happier than any other cosplay IÂve ever done, and thatÂs including my Mello one) but IÂve still got to sort the other one out. I have so many clothes that I get disorientated after a little while and donÂt know whatÂs in MisaÂs style and whatÂs just stuff I like lol. ItÂs kind of sad. I need new clothesÂ IÂm thinking of buying from this <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.bodyline.co.jp">[link]</a> website, because it is made of win and awesome, but IÂm a little reluctant to buy online without actually being able to try shit onÂ Ah, well, I should be saving anyway, so I might leave it a while. I must make food for these cosplay picnics!! But IÂm at a loss for what to bake/buyÂ Some big ass gothloli decorated cake? Signed by Misa? XD;; IÂm joking.<br /><br />Ah! I almost forgot! A massive, MASSIVE thank you to all my watchers and just the random that visit my page. BecauseÂ IÂve just passed 16,000 pageviews. So happy omo. I never imagined IÂd get so many! Hopefully IÂll get more after this weekend, because IÂm planning to make Misa cosplaying a much more regular thing. SheÂs really, really grown on me all of a suddenÂ I used to hate her because she got in the way of Light getting gay with, well, everyone, but IÂve come aroundÂ SheÂs so cuteÂ And even though Light just uses her and she did kind of make a bit of a mess of things at the start there, sheÂs just a kid, you know, and sheÂs not famous for being smart, is she? So yes. I shall be getting a better wig soon and putting together numerous Misa outfits. I like that you can go a little crazy with clothes, just as long as theyÂre in her style, you know? I will be getting that cute Goth loli dress she has happening when she first meets Light together though. Because I saw a necklace that would be perfect for it. ChaÂ WellÂ I better go!<br /><br />Love, sarangi and skullcandy headphones for everyone,<br /><br />Saranghaeyo,<br /><br />xox misun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Storms..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Sep 2009 20:35:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I actually have a reason for being so slack with my updates lately! IÂve had over 30 hours of work over the past week and our computer was off having repairs it didnÂt need by very slack I.T. people who took much longer than they should have. <br />Work, omoÂ So exhausted!! IÂm very thankful because I will have a lot of money this week Â most of which I have to put away and save for Korea!! Â and will be able to get my new shoes, and birthday presents for my friends. Joint birthday party this weekÂ I plan to be dignified. <br /><br />Nothing has been happening latelyÂ Literally nothing. IÂve been working and that really is it. Many of my friends are still away, so yeahÂ I feel quite sad sometimes, because I miss them all so much, and I miss the way we used to just hang out every day, but itÂs made much better by the friends I still have, and the new friends IÂm making through work. I wish I had someone I could just see all the time. ZoeÂs often in Hobart or busy working, Eri has uni and work and is often with her partner, AmyÂs in Seattle, JessieÂs in London, ZachÂs on the mainlandÂ I need to make more of an effort to catch up with Steph and KathleenÂ And perhaps make the effort to get down to Hobart more often! <br /><br />I have cosplay stuff planned out for next yearÂs AI-Con, and shall start putting things together soon (as cost effectively as I can, because I really have to start making an effort to save!) but itÂs going to be Ritsuka Aoyagi on day 1 and a pink/blue decora outfit for day 2. Rei Ayanami may have to wait a while, but IÂm still going to do her. Maybe IÂll even attempt her plug suit. ^w^ *only half joking* <br /><br />Certain things are quite annoying latelyÂ Mainly the wind that is sweeping through my town today, there are trees and such coming down everywhere, but at least my cat is having fun running around playing with the leaves outside. Also, people who come into work and just GET IN THE WAY because all they do is stand right where I have to put the dockets or just walk really slowly around the only way out from behind the bar. And donÂt even move when I say Âexcuse meÂ. Idiot woman. So annoying. I really dislike stupid people. People that walk out on the road without even looking and get all surprised when they see there is actually a car there. People who stop in the middle of the footpath. People who stand in doorways. I dislike people who donÂt take other people into consideration. /end rant. <br /><br />All I can listen to is Dong Bang Shin KiÂ IÂve regressed into YunJae fangirl mode and itÂs making me so upset because we wonÂt be seeing any YunJae for another month and a bit at the very least. IÂm proud of Jaejoong for taking SM to court over their shockingly low cut of their profits, but I wish SM would just agree to give them a bigger cut and leave it at that. I mean, Lee Soo Man is a genius, but god, he can be an ass. Poor Yunho. It must be so difficult to watch this discord in his formerly happy little family. I hope he and Jaejoong are still enjoying a happy relationship. DonÂt anyone get angry at me. Even if you see their relationship as a close friendship, just think of it that way. TheyÂre so beautiful together. Soul mates, you know? The real definition of it. I havenÂt seen any other male Korean celebrities act the way they do around each other. That hug. Omo. Fighting, oppas. Please. WeÂre all keeping the faith. <br /><br />The wind is so strongÂ Strong wind really scares meÂ ^_^;;;; <br /><br />I think after Korea, I want to go to Japan for a bit. WeÂll see how much money I have left, but reallyÂ ItÂd be nice. Maybe China too. ItÂs all I can think aboutÂ I want to live in Korea with my husband and kids and take them to Japan and China for holidays. It would be really nice. I wish it was now. <br /><br />AishÂ Getting all deep and emo here! I need to listen to happier music, I think! Well, itÂs probably time I made some lunch and got Amy unnieÂs birthday things ready to send. <br /><br />As always, saranghamnida, <br /><br />xox Mi Sun <33<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heartbreaker Review</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Aug 2009 22:42:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay! I promised a more substantial journal entry, so here it is. <br /><br />My new job is going really well, but unfortunately IÂve been quite unwell lately and have to take a couple of days off. I had a really high fever the other night and have been feeling run down and generally exhausted by nothing ever since. ItÂs not exactly fun. Yay for losing weight and not being able to eat heaps though. If I want to get a nice Korean boy, IÂm gonna do my best to at least resemble the girls over there at least a little bit.<br /><br />Stuff thatÂs been happening lately!!<br />Worky work at my great job.<br />A bit of Death cosplay Â as you saw.<br />Looking after my pirate cat Â sheÂs only got one eye now for real! The surgery went really well and sheÂs running around like a spaz again. SheÂs better than she was before the actual operation lol, itÂs great.<br />On and off rp with <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif?5" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> - yay Lu/Abby!!<br />Partying to G-DragonÂs new album Heartbreaker and plans to buy the actual thing.<br />SNSD on Intimate Note Â wellÂ this is actually happening today at some point so IÂll be watching it on the weekend at some point, more than likely.<br />Fangirling over G.D.Âs new look. HOT. HOT, HOT, MALE LADY GAGA. 8D<br /><br />Seeing as how everyone else in the world is doing it, have a Heartbreaker review.<br /><br />IÂve been stoked about this ever seeing the concept pictures in which G.D. went blonde. It suits him more than I could have ever imagined. My friend :little-known-facticon: kindly sent me a few links, and IÂve got his wonderful album!<br />SoÂ<br /><br />1.	ìëì´ì¬ Â I wasnÂt too sure about the falsetto in this track when I first heard it, but IÂve grown to really like it. ItÂs very G-Dragon and a good way to start off the album. The music is really cool. ItÂs not a stand out or anything, but still a good listen.<br /><br />2.	Heartbreaker Â Easily the best track on the album. Like, I have literally not heard anything this catchy sinceÂ well, some could argue Flo RidaÂs ÂRight RoundÂ, but I beg to differ. This song is so G.D. that it hurts. HeÂs been this electro pop baby all these years, just longing to bust out from behind his hip hop band. The mv to this song is like a trip (pun intended) into G.D.Âs mind, and I love it. Legendary. Up there with Sorry Sorry, Wrong Number and ItÂs You as some of the best shit IÂve ever heard in the kpop world.<br /><br />3.	Breathe Â OmoÂ When I saw the teaser for this song on the end of the Heartbreaker mv, I knew I was going to love it. Turns out I was right. IÂve read a lot of comments saying it has a ÂEuropeanÂ sound, and I get where theyÂre coming from. ItÂs totally fresh, cool, and I canÂt wait for the release of the full mv. G.D. arching up from a bed any day please!! Love it.<br /><br />4.	1ë ì ê±°ì¥ Â This is my least favourite song on the album. Sorry to those of you who like it, but it just isnÂt growing on me. It sticks out from the rest of the songs, and I generally just skip it. Not catchy, not smoothÂ Mm. Sorry, G.D., baby.<br /><br />5.	Hello (feat. Dara) Â Hell yes. Cute, catchy, fresh. This is exactly the sound that I love from this album. DaraÂs voice contrasts so nicely to G.D.Âs and the whole thing just works. I like that G.D. thinks heÂs so smooth with the ladies. ThereÂs not a whole lot else to say about this song, itÂs just good.<br /><br />6.	Butterfly (feat. Jin Jung) Â If someone had said something to me about G.D. going acoustic before this album, I doubt I would have believed them, but this song is just so beautifulÂ It makes me smile. I wonder who G.D. had in mind when he wrote this, cause itÂs just so pretty and romantic. XD; TOP, youÂre a lucky man!! *shot*<br /><br />7.	Gossip Man (Feat. ê¹ê±´ëª¨ ) Â This is a good, solid song, the kind that could be a single if released, just maybe not the one that went straight to number one, you know? It is good though, particularly like G.D.Âs Âyes, I am cool!Â Lol. HeÂs a cutie.<br /><br />8.	She's Gone (Feat. KUSH) Â Okay. I really donÂt know what to say about this one, apart from WOW. The whole song is great, but the absolute desperation in G.D.Âs voice, the begging, the apologies, the ÂsaranghamnidaÂ in the 3rd verse just gets me right in my heart. He sounds so absolutely desperate. I love it. Makes one think of G-Dragon on his knees, and this is always a good thing. LOL.<br /><br />9.	Korean Dream (Feat. íì ) Â Yay Taeyang lol!! I would have been a lot happier if it was TOP, but we canÂt get everything we want. This song is another one thatÂs just plain good. ItÂs very Big Bang, in its style, if you get what I mean, but yeah. Good stuff, boys. This would be one of those ones itÂd be good to see live. Like it a lot. ÂIÂm... ]]></description>
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                <title>Character Quiz: Mattathiah</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 21:18:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a while since I did one of these.<br /><br />1. What is your character's name?:<br />Crown Prince Mattathiah. <br /><br />2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc):<br />HeÂsÂ a vampire royal lol.<br /><br />3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?:<br />sex. Lol.<br /><br />4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?:<br />He used to wear tight black things but recently heÂs been into Armani suits.<br /><br />5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?:<br />If heÂs gained or lost any weight. He hasÂ issues with that.<br /><br />6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?:<br />Lol, I donÂt actually drink bloodÂ So, no, not really.<br /><br />7. How is your character similar to you?:<br />He loves the smell of roses, he loves gold and elaborate baroque style houses/decorating, he loves seeing people in cute outfits, heÂs lazy, he loves bathsÂ A few too many things to list, really lol. Out of my many, many characters, I think Matt is the most similar to me.<br /><br />8. How is he/she different?:<br />Um, heÂs a total pedophile?? X3;; He thinks very highly of himself (but is really a bit pathetic) , he gets LOTS of sex (lol) , he doesnÂt just have one boyfriend, heÂs got about 7, and thatÂs not including all his random partners heÂs come across over the yearsÂ Lol, heÂs a Âvampire- Â UmÂ Yeah, again, there are lots of things.<br /><br />9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?:<br />No, not at all. HeÂs got nice, smooth American accent, with an underlying German accent. His voice isnÂt super deep, itÂs justÂ smooth. When he goes back to Germany, he always winds up with a thick German accent.<br /><br />10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as him/her?:<br />GO SEE SASHA OMG. Wow. Wow, I donÂt even know! What a fucking party, that would be the coolest thing ever! Sex with Lughnasadh would also be top of the list. And hugging Virgo.<br /><br />11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?:<br />UmÂ WellÂ HeÂs pretty pathetic. It annoys Âme- how pathetic he is half the time. He makes out heÂs this big badass, then he gets put in mortal peril and immediately resorts to begging/groveling/patheticness. Lol.<br /><br />12. What advantages does your character have over you?:<br />Super seducing powaz. And heÂs well hot. And German. Where is that not an advantage?<br /><br />13. What disadvantages?:<br />IÂm not quite as pathetic as him lol. And no way near as sex obsessed.<br /><br />14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?:<br />One or two I think. But Zach knows pretty much everything there is to know about him.<br /><br />15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?:<br />No. If I could draw him, IÂd submit it on dA, but as it is, I suck.<br /><br />16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?:<br />MattÂs been likeÂ my major character for years now. I want to write a book, but I donÂt know if itÂll ever happen. My ultimate dream is to have him in a movie. Or a tv show. <br /><br />17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?:<br />I guess he might come across self absorbed, but thatÂs not really the case. He puts his boys first no matter what. All other misconceptions (i.e. heÂs lazy, heÂs a pedo, heÂs a loser) have foundation lmao. Sorry, Matt.<br /><br />18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?:<br />His sexiness? I donÂt know. His weird power would be pretty sweet tooÂ IÂd just want all of them, I couldnÂt choose just one.<br /><br />19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?:<br />NoÂ Lol.<br /><br />20. Have you written any stories about your character?:<br />Yeah, a few short ones, mostly heÂs just the star of all my rps. XD;<br /><br />21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?:<br />HeÂs grown up a hell of a lot. He went from being a mean, badass to an extremely complicated guy who can actually be really lovely. And his clothes have improved. HeÂs hotter now than he was when I first developed him (as a minor character lol) .<br /><br />22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.<br />ÂOne glass of O-Negative once every three daysÂÂ<br /><br />23. Weaknesses and DRAMA<br />Weakness Â People he loves. Sasha, Alex, Virgo, Lughnasadh. He also canÂt handle thinking about his Master.<br />Drama Â Everything? XD;; Sorry Matt.. Ich leibe dich!! <3<br /><br />Saranghae!!<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Short update..</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 18:29:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah.. This is just because it's been AGES since I've actually updated my journal with anything worthwhile lol. Since the last one, Merlin has finished! But I went out and bought the whole first season, so it's all good.<br /><br />Things have been... strange to say the least over this past week. I met a boy that I thought I might like to get involved with only to have my feelings to a complete turn around on me. So... Yeah. Those of you who have been following me for a while, I know for sure this time. Boys are great, but as friends. I just can't seem to get past that. I think I might stop trying for a while to<br /><br />Things to expect in the near future!!<br />Death cosplay (with ankh necklace this time0<br />Harry Potter cosplay<br />Possibly stories<br />General productiveness (hopefully lol)<br /><br />There's really not too much else to say at the moment. All I've had to eat today is... well, pills and a cup of tea, so i'm off to make some lunch then go to work. <br />New job is heaven by the way. <br /><br />More substancial entry soon! X3;;<br /><br />Saranghamnida!<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The best thing about BBC's Merlin...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 02:59:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well... one of them anyway. Visits to the Great Slash Dragon. Because they are always as follows.<br /><br />(BTW I'M NOT WORRIED. THE FUCKING THING WON'T LET ME CHANGE TO AN EMOTICON OF UNSURPASSABLE JOY IS ALL)<br /><br />EVERY SINGLE VISIT:<br /><br />Merlin: Dragon!! Dragon, omg, omg, omg, I need your help!! Camelot is-<br />Dragon: YOU AND ARTHUR.<br />Merlin: Â NO! CAMELOT IS IN DA-<br />Dragon: ARTHUR IS YOUR DESTINY.<br />Merlin: WTF NO, PLEASE LISTEN TO ME, CAMELOT IS IN DANGER AND I-<br />Dragon: ARTHUR. AND YOU. TOGETHER. FOREVER.<br />Merlin: SHUT THE FUCK UP, DRAGON, IÂM TRYING TO GET SOME HELP! CAMELOT IS IN DANG-<br />Dragon: YOU ARE BUT ONE SIDE OF A COIN. ARTHUR IS THE OTHER. HE IS YOUR DESTINY AND YOU ARE HIS.<br />Merlin: OMFG FINE. IÂLL GO DEFEND CAMELOT BY MYSELF, SHALL I?! AT THE RISK OF EXPOSING MY POWERS AND GETTING MYSELF KILLED, ALL BECAUSE-<br />Dragon: YOU WILL NEED ARTHUR. ONLY WITH YOU BY HIS SIDE CAN YOU OVERCOME ALL EVIL. TOGETHER. LALALALALA.<br />Merlin: FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU RIGHT IN YOUR FAT SCALEY ASS YOU FUCKING CRACK WHORE OF A DRAGON. *leaves*<br />Dragon: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. *flies off*<br /><br />AND THEN THERE WAS THAT ONE TIME:<br /><br />Gaius: Hey, Dragon, thought IÂd just pop down for a visit.<br />Dragon: YO GAIUS. <br />Gaius: ÂÂÂÂ<br />Dragon: ARTHUR IS MERLINÂS DESTINY. ARE YOU AWARE OF THIS?<br />Gaius: Yeah, I was ac-<br />Dragon: WELL NOW YOU KNOW. THEY ARE A COIN. <br />Gaius: ÂÂWhat?<br />Dragon: I SAID. THEY ARE. A COIN.<br />Gaius: Dragon, what have you been smoking?<br />Dragon: I AM THE LAST GREAT DRAGON. AND GUESS WHAT. ARTHUR AND MERLIN ARE DESTINED FOR EACH OTHER AND THEY WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER YAAAAAAAY. 8D<br />Gaius: Has Merlin been down here? HeÂs been-<br />Dragon: YES AND I HAVE BEEN GIVING HIM WORDS OF AMAZING DRACONIAN WISDOM. YES. HE IS DESTINED TO BE BY ARTHURÂS SIDE, PROTECTING HIM UNTIL DEATH. Y HALLO THAR.<br />Gaius: Well, itÂs been awesome, but IÂve got stuff on, so IÂll-<br />Dragon: WAIT.<br />Gaius: What. What do you want.<br />Dragon: LALALALLALALALALALALALLALALA. I FORSEE SOME BAD SHIT.<br />Gaius: What the hell, could you be a bit more specific?<br />Dragon: YOUR FACE IS SPECIFIC. I AM NOT. I AM NOT BOUND BY THE LAWS OF SENSE AND LOGICAL CONVERSATION. BTW GAIUS. GUESS WHAT. MERLIN. HE IS DESTINED FOR ARTHUR.<br />Gaius: Yeah, you said that already, thanks.<br />Dragon: I SAY IT AGAIN. THEY ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER. THE KING AND HIS WIZARDING WARLOCK. BUT THIS BAD SHIT, GAIUS. IT WILL ALSO INVOLVE UTHER BEING A FUCKFACE AND THROWING SOMEONE IN THAT LITTLE CELL DOWN THAR BELOW THE CAMELOT.<br />Gaius: That happens every week, Dragon, what are you, new?<br />Dragon: *flies off* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.<br />Gaius: IÂm not ever coming down here ever again.<br /><br />Lmao. THIS SUNDAY NIGHT, FOLKS. GET YO ASSES READY FOR SUMMA THAT GAY.<br /><br />Btw. I lost my job. 8D<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hai gaiz...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Jun 2009 18:21:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi gaiz. I doubt anyone even reads this anymore because I fail hardcore at keeping loyal followers due to my inability to update frequently (with decent material) but hey, whatÂs the harm in a little blogging anyway?<br />The news at the moment is thus; I have human swine influenza. <br />WellÂ ItÂs not actually confirmed yet. ThereÂs a lady coming to do a swab today and then I have to wait about 7 months (more like one week, but still, itÂll probably be gone by then) for my results, but itÂs looking pretty likely. You see, my dad came back from Melbourne, Victoria about a week ago, and for those of you who donÂt know, the vast majority of Australian cases are located in Victoria (itÂs like 90% or something crazy) and so when he started coughing and Âdisplaying flu like symptomsÂ the immediate reaction was HOSHIT. Now, I have to admit, I was one of the people who thought everyone was overreacting like a hell of a lot, but seeing how my dad has been, I donÂt really think they are anymore. We donÂt even know if he has it yet cause weÂre waiting on his test results from Tuesday or something, but heÂs only just had all his flu shots and you know, IÂve never seen him this knocked down by a common cold. <br />IÂve been fine for the whole week, but unfortunately, I woke up with all symptoms but one this morning. So now I have to get tested too. Woo. Cannot wait to have some stupid thing shoved down my throat and up my nose. IÂm pretty pissed. Not at my dad but at the whole thing. People in Melbourne have been breaking their quarantine and itÂs stupid shit like that that winds up spreading things to the point of pandemic. ItÂs not even like itÂs just a flu either. This shit is bad. And now I have to call my boss and be all ÂHey, so IÂm really sorry cause I know I was sick just the other week, but I pretty much have the zombie swine flu now so I canÂt really come in unless you gaiz all want to become zombies and your kids too? 8D Â *desperately unhappy*<br /><br />UmÂ There is other news lol. I went out with some friends for the first time in ages on Friday night and wound up probably giving the zombie flu to this poor girl who I now have to text and let her knowÂ DX I really shouldÂve stayed home considering what was happening. IÂm gonna feel so guilty if she ends up with it. And she has a kid too, omo. The night itself was really, really fun though and IÂm thinking IÂm going to have to start doing it more. But. La, I must make sure I do not become a zombie first. There are like 9 zombies in the area I live in atm. 10 if you count my dad lol. ZOMBIE PIGS. <br /><br />IÂve been mapping out and planning my Fast and Furious style SM Town (and by SM Town I mean DBSK and Super Junior) fanfiction, writing up profiles for all the boys and getting cars and relationships and shit sorted out, but IÂm yet to sit down and start on the thing itself. IÂve done aboutÂ three little mini stories, but IÂm lacking decent plot here. The last thing I wrote consisted of Kangin going apeshit at Heechul because they had to cancel a race cause it was suddenly raining lol. It just screams fail at the top of its lungs, donÂt it? But IÂm gonna <strike>break my quarantine</strike> head out and get Tokyo Drift just for some inspiration. Cause it is an awesome movie you gaiz.<br /><br />OMG. Merlin is so rocking my socks atm. Srsly. It is so cool. IÂd seen all this stuff about it on dA and about the nets, and after sitting down and watching the first episode (like six weeks ago lol) I totally got why it was everywhere. THE GAY. IT IS SO BRIGHT AND BRILLIANT. I am that stoked whenever Sunday rolls around. But! Last nightÂs episode was a little (LOT) unsatisfying as far as the Merlin/Arthur, or in fact ANY Arthur was concerned. He was in it for a combined total of about 3 minutes I think. Meanwhile, Merlin is bumming around doing some shit, I donÂt even remember because I was wondering where his boyfriend was whereas heÂs still obviously emo about handsome Lancelot leaving. I was surprised Arthur wasnÂt more pissed about that last week lol but I think he liked him a bit too, hence the lack of reaction at MerlinÂs fanboying. Oh. Speaking of which. I remember last nightÂs episode! Basically, a disfigured guy tricked his way into Camelot and got Gaius fired. Then he turned out to be dodgy. WHAT A SURPRISE. I really have to laugh at Uther and his utter retardedness sometimes. Also, his use of capslock is eternally entertaining. <br /><br />Also on the tv run, Torchwood is finally starting here soon! I canÂt wait. I mean, an MA version of Doctor Who featuring Captain Jack Harkness as its lead, sleeping around with LOTS OF MEN can only mean good. IÂm excited. I should be focusing on things other than the next gay tv show to come on, but IÂm not really up to it atm. <br /><br />In other news!! My little cat Jazzi/Jazz Jazz/Beanie/her many, many other nicknames, has suddenly lost sight in one eye! WeÂre n... ]]></description>
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                <title>Goodbyes and non stop rain.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Apr 2009 19:42:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It has been way, way too long since IÂve updated on here!!! Omg. I canÂt believe IÂve been so lazy lol. But I have a bit of news, and all of it is good.<br /><br />After looking for work rather intensively since, wellÂ February/March, IÂve finally managed Â though IÂm still not quite sure how Â to score a job in a fantastic little coffee shop opening up in town very soon. Initially it was just going to be a waitressing job, which I would have been stoked with, but talking to the couple that owns the business further; itÂs become apparent that theyÂre quite keen to make me their main barista. Which I am just so, so happy about. IÂm just praying this all works out, for them and for me, itÂs a tough time to be starting a new business, but IÂve seen the shop, and itÂs coming along really, really well. ItÂs so pretty. IÂm so excited. The couple are absolutely lovely people, and their enthusiasm kind of has me pumped up more than ever lol. So theyÂll be opening some time this week, and thatÂs when IÂll be starting. <br /><br />In other news, IÂve decided I really need to start submitting stuff on here again, and delete some of my crappy deviations that really donÂt even count as deviations because they suck so much. I.e. pictures of my hair. Which I got cut again yesterday lol. And it looks fab, if I do say so myself. My hairdresser and I are keen to get the concave bob (ala Victoria Beckam) happening, but itÂs got a bit of growing to do first. I want to look like a girl when I see DBSK next year, yah!! <br />But back on topic! So! I have been unable to write HP stuff or original stuff of late. ThereÂs no point in trying to force myself to write it, I simply canÂt get the flow going, and, as sad as it makes me, I think I may have passed that phase. But! The other day, as I was pondering over what I could possibly attempt to write, my pen just sort of started moving on its own and I wound up with a six page Super Junior fanfiction. NowÂ IÂve really never been a fan of band fanfiction, and kind of thought I would never write it ever, butÂ ItÂs turning out to be my only creative outlet atm. So! Kpop bandfic it is for a while. IÂve got plans to do a Fast and Furious style street racing epic featuring DBSK primarily, but with Suju hanging around in the background, and HoRella dropped in everywhere along with some weird K.R.Y. thing with Sungmin joining in. IÂm not particularly sure that dA is the most conducive environment to my new interest lol, but I would still like to post on here. I do, however, plan on resurrecting my LJ account and joining a bunch of the communities on there. Oh, Kyuwook, sweet nectar of lifeÂ The best thing about Super Junior fanfiction is that every pairing works. IÂm serious. I havenÂt found one that hasnÂt. But thinking about itÂ Ryeowook and KibumÂ? No, hang on, it does lol. NVM, THEY ALL WORK. 8D Yay for KangTeuk also!! I wasnÂt keen on this pairing to start out with, but yah~~~ The more I see of it the more I love it. ItÂs kind of like YunJae except Kangin is a psycho. Lmao.<br /><br />AhÂ I should really do this. My best friend is leaving for Seattle for a year early next month, and itÂs kind of crept up much sooner that I thought it would. IÂm so, so excited for her, butÂ At the same timeÂ Yeah. I really canÂt help but feel sad. I was thinking about this the other day, and she is the one friend I have never had a disagreement with. SheÂs put up with my weirdness over the past six years, sheÂs been there for me no matter what, and sheÂs also been the only one to understand this whole crazy kpop thing which now rules my life. SheÂs going to Korea next year after she finishes in America, and while IÂm hoping IÂll be able to make it, IÂm not sure if I will. I also know that if she wants to stay in Korea, sheÂll find someway to make it happen. <br />So, <a href="http://little-known-fact.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/little-known-fact.png" alt=":iconlittle-known-fact:" title="little-known-fact"/></a> Â I just want you to know that, no matter what happens, IÂll come over there too one day. I expect you to be married or at least on the tune with Micky!! And IÂll only speak to you in Hangookmal for the first day we see each other so you better be fluent too by then. Love you, girl. Thank you so much for being there for me, and I want you to know that IÂll be here for you too, no matter where you are in the world. LetÂs attempt video calls over msn over the next few months, yeah? *so many kisses and hugs and tears* If you come back next year we are having a week long catch up! Parties filled with nothing but our Dong Bang and Suju boys. I promise to write and email and everything else lol. How will we share our videos/music/funny pictures of Max? Ah, I have to stop now, IÂm actually getting really emotional. Okay. <3333333 you.<br /><br />OhÂ I have a translated interview for you. Btw. X... ]]></description>
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                <title>Much Ado About Nothing</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2009 20:59:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>EDIT: My sister has just set up an account on here. It'd be great if you could head over and give her some support, a quick welcome to dA, etc. Kamsamnida! She's right here <a href="http://letsgosailing.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconletsgosailing:" title="letsgosailing"/></a> </b><br /><br />For some reason, it feels like ages since IÂve done a journalÂ Mm, anyway. HereÂs some news; <br /><br />Or lack there of lmao. Still havenÂt worked, still looking for a new job. IÂve gotta admit, I havenÂt exactly been proactive when it comes to jumping into the job hunt, but I have realized that I need to start putting more effort into it, because the economic crisis means that much more people are going to be out of work, and IÂll have lots more (experienced) competition. Lame. I just wish the difficulty with the restaurant had never come along. IÂd be kitted out in my Winter wardrobe right now, IÂd have paid mum back for AI-Con and made a sizable dent in paying back my car. Goddammit. ItÂs actually pretty annoying. Like, even one night a week would be welcome, and seeing as one of the other staff members is back at school, I wouldÂve thought IÂd start getting something at least. Whatever. The point is, they canÂt expect me to wait around for them to need me again, so IÂll quit as soon as IÂve picked something else up.<br /><br />WeÂve had builders at our house fixing something ( *pays no attention to anything* ) these past few days, and IÂve been cranking the KPop and confusing them. Lmao. ItÂs been fun. Ah, YunJae, the sweet nectar of life.<br /><br />What else? I doubt anyoneÂs noticed, but a few of my HP fics are gone from my gallery. Sorry about that, HP: Stargazing got removed cause of some violation or something, so I decided to take a few of my others down too. I donÂt really like my work being removed by anyone except me, so yeah, thatÂs why thereÂs some missing. I donÂt really like my old stuff anyway. New stuff? Is nonexistent, mainly because I can only actually write YunJae atm, along with DBSK song parodies and general DBSK crack lmao (mostly featuring Jaejoong doing something cute and Changmin going off his head at him, slamming on the caps lock and swearing. ItÂs retarded but it keeps me amused and Changmin/Yunho showdowns never get old) . ItÂs really sad how little the stuff I write these days matters. I imagine IÂll put something up at some point in the future, but I really, really donÂt know when thatÂs going to be. IÂm hyper critical of my own work right now, so not a lot gets finished.<br /><br />I was thinking, if I canÂt get any work or if I fail at university, I might just move to London and become the next Belle de Jour. She makes it look so glamorous and fun. Even with the weird clients, wouldnÂt it be great? Lots of money. IÂm not really hot enough for that to be realistic though roflcopter. Note to self; stop typing exactly what IÂm thinkingÂ >_>;;;<br /><br />Already decided on a cosplay for next yearÂs AI-ConÂ orz IÂm fairly sure I wonÂt be able to make Manifest this year, and AI-Con is lovely and cheap even with accommodation and things. IÂm hoping to secure more friends in Hobart so I can be rude and impose on them when I go down ha ha. So, expect a Ritsuka Aoyagi at AI-Con 2010. I put the call out on the forums for fellow Loveless cosplayers, and IÂve had a potential Soubi suggested to me, as well as a volunteer for Seimei, so it should be sweet. I have this dream of getting a big group together, but who knows how likely that is to happen. Imagine! Soubi, Yuiko, Yayoi, Kio, Natsuo, Yoji, NiseiÂ *gets distracted by epic daydream* Waa~<br /><br />Okay! Back to journal stuff. The more I see of it, the more IÂm convinced YunJae is real. I mean, I know this gets said a lot, but YunJae fans/supporters are so damn observant, and always manage to point out things I would never notice on my own. And itÂs so lovely, seeing all the little touches, the glances that hold so much loveÂ TheyÂre just lovely together, and as much as I would love JaeJae or Yunho to myself, I think they probably take a lot more care of each other than I ever could of either of them. Ah. TheyÂre beautiful. <br /><br />My Sex Kitten Playboy lipgloss is sitting beside my laptop mocking me and my current lack of social life. Curse you, awesome lipgloss or awesomeÂ *shameless plugging* It really is the best lipgloss IÂve ever used~! 8D<br /><br />Oh!! My new bright green ipod finally has a name! IÂve been meaning to name it for months, but havenÂt been able to come up with anything. I mean, Spencer the Suzuki and Benjamin the BenQ laptop were easy enough, but a bright green ipod?? Lol, and I was hardly going to name him (yes, be worried about me) something unoriginal like ÂRingoÂ or ÂAppleÂ. The answer to this dilemma came to me when watching an episode of Happy Together featuring the fantastic DBSK~!... ]]></description>
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                <title>Another AI-Con done..</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Feb 2009 14:38:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AhÂ I meant to put a journal up almost immediately after getting back from Hobart on the Sunday that AI-Con finished, and even typed one up, but I was lazy and now itÂs too late to put it up..! <br /><br />But, umÂ The basic point of it was that AI-Con was awesome, I had a fantastic time, and IÂd like to do a wee shout out to <a href="http://haraju2girls.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/haraju2girls.jpg?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconharaju2girls:" title="haraju2girls"/></a> , Talisen, <a href="http://nanwilliems.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nanwilliems.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnanwilliems:" title="nanwilliems"/></a> , <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif?5" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> , <a href="http://100-percent-hp-fan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/0/100-percent-hp-fan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon100-percent-hp-fan:" title="100-percent-hp-fan"/></a> and <a href="http://strawberryhedgehog.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/strawberryhedgehog.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconstrawberryhedgehog:" title="strawberryhedgehog"/></a> for being just plain awesome. And then to <a href="http://homicidalmaniac69.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/homicidalmaniac69.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhomicidalmaniac69:" title="homicidalmaniac69"/></a> for being so patient when it came to camera stuff and carting all our junk around. Next year IÂll do a cosplay of someone who has a bag, so you wonÂt have to carry my stuff! Lol! <33 Also, Syn, Athena, and everyone else on the committee, IÂd just like to say what a wonderful job all you did despite the little hitches, such as the half empty trading hall and the lack of volunteers. I wish I lived in Hobart, I would volunteer without hesitation!<br /><br />My Mello went better than expected, considering it was my first real cosplay, and I was feeling less than confident in it lol. The only qualm I have is that it probably wasnÂt the best costume to do in the SummerÂ Those boots weighed about five tones each lmao. But yeah, to all those people who were nice, took pictures, or complimented my costume, thank you heaps and heaps.<br /><br />I was seriously low on cash this year after living expenses and, you know, the $400 Mello cosplay (SO making my own next yearÂ ) but I managed to come away with a few lovely little mangas, namely Volumes 1 through 3 of Gravitation, Vol 2 of Ouran High Host Club and Vol 1 of Tarot CafÃ© (NEED SECOND VOLUME NOW OMGGG) . I just love the Gravitation manga so, so much. ItÂs much more epic/funny/full of fanservice/sexy times than the anime. The anime sucks compared to the manga lmao. Tarot CafÃ© is epically good. As usual, the Koreans have come out on top, Sang-Sun ParkÂs art is just so beautiful, and itÂs a good mix of Shojo/yaoi. Just my type of manga. Slightly goth, a touch of humor, and lots of bishonen. Fabulous, thank you. <br />I also bought a couple of boxes of pocky and about a million bottles of Ramune. Yummo. I wish theyÂd get calpico water happening though, IÂm seriously suffering from the lack of it.<br /><br />I need a bigger bookcase for my manga. *insert evil Changmin laugh, and crossed arms*<br /><br />Thanks also to Kathleen for putting up with my insisting to do the Suji Q dance every five seconds. XD;; <br /><br />AnoÂ What elseÂ Um, the job thing! I actually havenÂt worked once since the Friday after new years, so IÂm on the look out for a new job. I love my job at the restaurant, not only because it paid well, but damn those dresses we wore were cool, but I canÂt just sit at home waiting for it to get busy again. I owe my parents a lot of money, and I need to start paying it back or else IÂm never going to get to Korea next year.<br /><br />Ah! I have not told you of this plan! Well, basically, my best friend is off to au-pair in the U.S. this year, and will be returning in late March/early April next year. NowÂ She is pretty much the only one who understands and shares my interests, and sheÂs been right there with me with all of them, Gackt, Hyde, and most recently, Dong Bang Shin Ki (THE RISING GODS OF THE EAST *cue epicness* ) , and sooooÂ Since we both love the DBSK boys more than life, we are quite keen to go to Korea together and see them. On her way back from the U.S. next year, sheÂs planning to take a stop in Korea, and hopefully catch some DBSK action if theyÂre in the country. I want nothing more than to meet her there! 1, I donÂt want my first trip to a foreign country to be without a good friend, and 2, she cannot go to a DBSK concert without me! We will find and seduce... ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>A new year, and more rambling..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:00:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hi all!<br /><br />First off I must apologize for the lack of substantial journal entries of late. IÂve been busy (in other words <i>lazy</i> ) and just havenÂt managed to sit down and actually write about some of the stuff thatÂs been going on.<br />As you probably all recall, many of my previous journals have mentioned how happy I was with my new job. Well, great job it may be, but since New YearÂs Eve (on which we had over one hundred people in) the restaurant has had next to no bookings. I have not worked once since the Friday following NYE. And IÂm starting to get irritable. I know itÂs not their fault that business is slow. It always happens this time of the year. ThereÂs nothing anyone can do about it. Fact is, people donÂt feel like going out because theyÂve all just started work again, theyÂre low on cash because of Christmas, and thereÂs not really any call for celebratory dinners. So, no work, and no money. IÂm actually looking around for another job atm, because I really, really just want something reliable. I need something reliable. I owe my parents a lot of money atm, and IÂm only going to owe them more after AI-Con. I hate being in debt of any form. So it sucks.<br /><br />To take my mind off things, IÂve been downloading copious amounts of music, by Dong Bang Shin Ki (my new favourite band in the world) and Empire of the Sun (who are fab; look up their songs ÂWe Are The PeopleÂ and ÂWalking on a DreamÂ, super love) as well as a fair few DBSK music videos. God, how hot is Jaejoong? All these people seem to think heÂs had plastic surgery, but seriously, I donÂt think he has. Is it so hard to accept that some people are just naturally beautiful? HeÂs.. HeÂs amazing, isnÂt he? Hot as, and with an incredible voice to match. Lol. Sorry, donÂt get me started on him; I could honestly talk for hours. XD;;<br /><br />After watching all my friends get tattoos this year, IÂve been determined to get one myself, but I really want something different. Something original that IÂm never going to regret, and something thatÂs going to help me, to push me in my everyday life. I thought itÂd end up being in Japanese and Chinese Â thatÂs what everyone gets Â but I recently have developed an infatuation with the Korean script; Hangul. ItÂs so different; so distinctive in comparison to the other scripts of East Asia. But to pull off a Hangul tattoo, you canÂt just have one word. It needs to be something a bit longer; and I stumbled across something and knew it was perfect immediately. There is an old, very famous Korean proverb that goes ÂDonÂt try to cover the whole sky with the palm of your handÂ. It means you should always face up to what is happening, and never try and run away from reality and pretend something isnÂt there. So IÂll be getting that Â in three lines Â on the lower right hand side of my back in black Hangul, with a red ÂartistÂs stampÂ beneath it or on the bottom right hand corner of it. IÂm not getting it until the end of this year, but I thought I may as well let you all know and perhaps gather some opinions on it. IÂm not moving on it. I may contact some Korean deviants and ask them to draw it up for me, as my Korean handwriting sucks even worse than my Japanese. IÂll pay, of course.<br /><br />Oh, I almost forgot! Happy Chinese New Year everyone! It actually feels like the new year now that thatÂs passed. Lol. It happened on the same day as Australia Day so Â in my intense anti-patriotism Â every time I was wished a happy Australia Day, I would return with a Happy Chinese New Year. XD; People were a bit put off. But I was happy. <br /><br />AI-Con is less than two weeks away! Oh no! IÂm so scared lol!! Seriously though, it is my first ever proper cosplay, and IÂm just so worried it isnÂt going to go smoothly. I want to look awesome, and to have people take my picture and pay me attention; but yeah. IÂm probably just being paranoid, because IÂve had way too much time to think about this, but seriously. IÂm so excited/nervous/paranoid/worried/happy/ecstatic/obsessed with Jaejoong shi!! *descends into nervous rambling about aforementioned Adonis of Korea*<br /><br />So epic is my obsession with the beautiful Youngwoong and his good, GOOD *wink hint nudge cough* Â<i>FRIEND</i>Â Jung YunHo (U-know YunhoÂ DonÂt you? XD; Sorry, lame joke) that I have even sunk so low as to begin writing fanfiction for them. I blame this solely on their Banjun Dramas Â ESPECIALLY Dangerous Love. Why. Why do you put these thoughts in my head. Why do you make Jaejoongsu so damn CUTE, with his stuttering (ÂT.. Train.. Train yaru..Â ) and his ÂWHAT?!Â ???? Just why is all. Why do you force me to write fanfiction for a frickinÂ BAND. Uggghhh. So ashamed of myself. I am probably the most epic retard on this stupid little island.<br /><br />My new goal in life is to marry Jaejoongsu. Because he wants to marry a fan one day. And IÂm like a massive fan, oka... ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Youngwoong Jaejoong.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2009 21:48:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please. I am desperate. If there is -anyone- out there who knows of a place I can download mp3s of Hero/Youngwoong Jaejoong speaking (there can be other members too! I don't care just as long as Jaejoong hyung's in it!!!! ) then please please PLEASE link it to me. I love this man's voice so much I want to listen to it when I'm going to sleep. <br /><br />As you can probably tell, my latest obsession is indeed Jaejoong, and funnily enough, JaeHo, that is the relationship between Jaejoong and U-know YunHo (his bandmate, they're in TVXQ also known as DBSK, and Tohoshinki) . I LOVE THEM. XD;; And all their Banjun drama called Dangerous Love. *sigh*<br /><br />I'm an obsessive weirdo, I know. Off to eat!<br /><br />Thanks for putting up with me, hyungs, and don't forget to please help me out if you happen to know of any mp3s that involve Jaejoong shi speaking. Thanks so much.<br /><br />Haseyo~!!<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>2008~!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2009 19:20:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stolen from <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif?5" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> because it seems a good way to remember the year just passed.<br /><br />IN 2008 I:<br /><br />[ ] stayed single<br />[x] got kissed<br />[x] kissed someone new<br />[x] made out<br />[ ] made out in a car<br /><br />[ ] kissed in the snow<br />[ ] kissed in the rain<br />[ ] fell in love like<br />[ ] fell in love like with a fool<br />[ ] had my heart broken<br /><br />[x] broke someone else's heart<br />[ ] had a stalker<br />[x] lost a friend<br />[ ] had a good relationship with someone<br />[x] questioned my sexual orientation<br />[ ] came out of my closet.<br />[ ] got pregnant<br />[ ] had an abortion<br />[ ] got married<br />[ ] had a divorce<br /><br />[x] kissed someone of the same sex<br />[x] met someone that I will never forget<br />[x] did something I regret<br />[ ] lost my true love<br />[ ] lost faith in love for awhile<br /><br />[ ] kissed under mistletoe<br />[x] got a job<br />[ ] got a promotion<br />[ ] changed jobs<br />[ ] lost my job<br /><br />[ ] quit my job<br />[ ] dated a co-worker<br />[ ] dated my boss<br />[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter<br />[ ] got fired from my job<br /><br />[ ] got straight A's<br />[ ] almost got straight A's<br />[ ] failed a class<br />[x] cut class<br />[x] skipped school<br /><br />[x] did something I was proud of<br />[x] proved myself an idiot<br />[ ] embarrassed myself in front of the class<br />[ ] fell in love with a teacher<br />[x] was involved in something that I will never forget<br /><br />[ ] painted a picture<br />[ ] wrote a poem<br />[ ] ran a mile<br />[x] listened to music I couldn't stand<br />[ ] double dipped<br />[ ] skinny dipped<br />[x] went to a sleepover<br />[x] went to camp<br />[ ] threw a surprise party<br />[x] laughed till I cried<br /><br />[ ] laughed till I peed my pants<br />[x] flirted shamelessly<br />[ ] visited a foreign country<br />[x] visited a foreign state<br />[ ] cooked a disastrous meal<br /><br />[ ] lost something important to me<br />[x] got a gift I love<br />[x] realized something new about myself<br />[ ] tried to gain weight<br />[x] dyed my hair<br /><br />[ ] came close to losing my life<br />[ ] someone close to me died<br />[x] went to a wild party<br />[ ] got arrested<br />[x] read a great book(s)<br />[x] saw a great movie<br />[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry<br />[ ] saw a favorite band live<br />[x] did something that I want to tell everyone<br />[x] experienced something new<br /><br />[x] made new friends<br />[x] found out who your real friends are<br />[x] lied to your parents<br />[ ] snuck out<br />[ ] got in trouble with police<br /><br />[ ] kissed in a pool<br />[ ] kissed under the stars<br />[ ] did an illegal drug<br />[x] went to a party<br />[x] had the time of your life<br /><br />[x] danced<br />[x] fell out of love like<br />[x] had a crush on someone<br />[x] changed your sexual preference<br />[x] swam in a pool<br /><br />[ ] made a snowman<br />[ ] went snowboarding<br />[ ] went sledding<br />[x] slept in past 2pm<br />[x] held someones hand<br /><br />[x] held someones hand that you care about<br />[ ] told someone you like them as more than a friend<br />[x] gone on vacation<br />[ ] gone on vacation with a friend<br />[x] driven a car<br /><br />[x] played strip poker<br />[x] danced in the rain<br />[x] seen someone get in a car accident<br />[ ] got in a fist fight<br />[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe<br /><br />[x] had an amazing year<br />[x] missed someone<br />[ ] got hit by car<br />[ ] sent someone to the hospital<br />[ ] got a new pet<br />[x] enjoyed this year overall <br /><br />But I'm glad to be starting a new!!! AI-Con is coming up.. I can't wait, but I am worried and nervous as it will be my first proper cosplay. Expect fanfics in the near(ish) future.<br /><br />Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, and a fab New Year.<br /><br />xox Emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Mattathiah Character Quiz - Updated</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Dec 2008 19:59:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Mattathiah, cause heÂs changed heaps and old answers no longer apply. HeÂs now a crazy fucking spastic, apparently. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />What would you character do if they where...<br /><br />1. Glomp Attacked: ÂWAS IS DAS?!?!?! WAS WOLLEN SIE?!?!? Get the hell off me! For the love of Gott, you donÂt do that to a <b>royal</b>..Â<br /><br /><br />2. Kissed on the cheek: *insert stupid girlish giggles* ÂVeilen dank!Â<br /><br />3. Butt Pinched/Grabbed: Someone would probably get slapped down. Like this: Â<b>NEIN.</b>Â<br /><br />What would your character do when...<br /><br />1. A huge Comet / Rock / Space Colony ( lol ) was rushing to earth: Freak the fuck out and call Alex up. It would go a little something like ÂHOLY FICK, ALEX, WEÂRE ALL GOING TO DIE OH MEIN GOTTTT ICH WEIÃ NICHT WEITER, I HAVENÂT FUFILLED ALL MY LIFE GOALS NEIIIIIIIIIIIN!Â<br /><br />2. A huge water monster was destroying the city: Get on the phone to Alex again. ÂWHAT DO WE DO?! ITÂS NOT JUST A WAVE, JESUS, ALEX, A MONSTER WAVE, GOTTT NEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!!! I WANT MEIN MEISTER!!Â<br /><br />3. The police arrested them for something they didn't do: ÂIÂm calling my lawyer. Suing your ass. And then, thanks to you gentlemen, IÂll be off to purchase that lovely holiday house in Switzerland that IÂve been eyeing off for the past couple of years!Â<br /><br />How would your character react to...<br /><br />1. Death of a friend: He would shut himself in his room for a couple of months Â just long enough for people to start getting worried about him Â and sulk the whole time. Refuse to see people, burst into tears on the phone, declare himself unable to do taxes or cook.. That sort of thing.<br /><br />2. Someone fell in love with your character: ÂHello there, mein Schatz.. Just.. how old are you exactly?Â Because, you see, 16 is his cut-off age, unless youÂre super, SUPER special.<br /><br />3. If a friend turned evil on your character: ÂVerrÃ¤ter. Get out of mein fucking house or I will break your fucking kneecaps.Â The funny thing is, heÂs totally serious! *50Âs housewife smile* 8D<br /><br />Your character has fallen in love, how would they express it?...<br /><br />1. Shower them with gifts? Yep, extremely inappropriate ones which he would then educate the poor child on how to use. <br /><br />2. Try and make them fall in love with your character through flirting / romancing? Not so much flirting as a ÂDu bist schÃ¶n..Â then copious amounts of sex, with no regard for whether consent was given or not.<br /><br />3. Wait and see what the future holds? Most certainly not. Never put off till tomorrow what you can <b>do</b> today! <br /><br />Your character's last words.<br /><br />ÂVeilen dank, everyone! YouÂve been wunderbar! Until next time, tschÃ¼ss tschÃ¼ss!Â *blows kisses and disappears with a flourish*<br /><br />Lol'd. MERRY CHRISTMAS GAIZ.<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>As an adult, which I now am..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Dec 2008 20:20:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It feels like a long time since I last updated!! A lot has certainly happened since my last entry. First off, I am no longer a teenager, but an adult. And it feels fantastic. On the stroke of midnight, I went out on the town with my boss and two work colleges, later catching up with a few of my other friends. My boss paid for literally <b>everything</b>. Drinks, entry to the places he couldnÂt get me into for free, and he proceeded to come home with me, and walk me to the front door, just to make sure I got home safely. My party was great fun, though looking after my silly little sister did take a bit out of my night.. But overall, I get the feeling everyone had a rather good time. I got waaay too much stuff, and now have to find a place for everything.. Two bottles of champagne and a whole bunch of things to help me out with cocktails were among my presents, as well as a Cantonese phrasebook to help me impress Jina and the other Cantonese ppl at my work lol! After my night out on Saturday, I was thoroughly tired the next day Â my actual birthday Â but went out with my family for lunch anyway, and stuck to water and small portions of food. Bleh.. XD;; But among the amazing gifts received from my mother, father and sister were a new ipod (a green one!! ) , a laptop (which I am currently writing this journal on) and.. A car. I couldnÂt believe it. ItÂs a teal Â98 suzuki swift, and IÂve named him Spencer. Washing him has been added to my list of current hobbies. IÂll be sure to put a picture of him up on here at some point in the near future. Promise. <br /><br />We went out for one of my friendÂs 18ths last week, and as her big brother is good friends with my boss, he came out with us. We wound up sitting at the bar, with him buying me drinks, and talking about all manner of things. He thinks IÂm pretty. ItÂs kinda flattering. I also happened to meet a boy called Mateland or something similar, who spotted me through a car window and introduced himself with a modest ÂHi, IÂm Mateland. IÂm kind of a big deal.Â I couldnÂt help but laugh, but he was gorgeous, so I hardly complained. Maybe IÂll see him around town some time? IÂm really enjoying life at the moment. IÂm not going to be able to afford to go out until.. new years eve most likely, but that suits me fine. IÂve spent a lot on Christmas presents this year. My sister has been talking about wanting a Âsigniature scentÂ for some time now, and IÂm sick of her having to borrow my Versace and Chanel, so IÂve taken her out to try some perfumes. We went through a lot of different ones, narrowed it down to Flower by Kenzo and Allure by Chanel. Guess which one she chose? IÂm proud of her for having exceedingly expensive taste, but this is the most expensive gift IÂll have ever gotten her. But even I canÂt deny that Allure is unmistakably her. It suits her lol! So yeah, thatÂs what IÂm getting her for Christmas. <br /><br />Um.. WeÂre off to spend Christmas with the slightly less nuts half of my motherÂs family, which should be good. IÂm just gonna drink as much alcohol as I can get my hands on and hide under my playboy cap. Nothing against them, I just canÂt be bothered making an effort to connect or be friendly. IÂm getting sick of them and their problems. My boss is talking about maybe heading down on boxing day or something, so we may just be heading out on one of the nightÂs IÂm down there. Which would be good. <br /><br />Playboy!! IÂve become addicted (no joke) to The Girls Next Door Â or The Girls of the Playboy Mansion as they call it here Â and have aspirations to pick up work as a bunny in a playboy club, or even be in the magazine itself (not that thatÂs in any way likely to happen) . I adore the girls Â even if they are no longer with Hef Â and the whole Playboy brand. I want to be a part of it, and pretty badly. IÂm also dead set on going blonde next year. IÂd like to head over to Miami next year as thatÂs where a good friend of mine is likely to be, and will commemorate to trip with a playboy tattoo, if it happens. ItÂs just something I want to be a part of, as IÂve already said, and while it is a pretty strange aspiration to have, itÂs mine and I wonÂt have anyone saying anything badly of it. I know itÂs unlikely. IÂm probably too different? Too.. unconventional? But, whatever. ItÂs still something I want.<br /><br />Now that schoolÂs over, thereÂs not a whole lot I have to talk about. I wonder how itÂs going to be now.. what direction my life will take.. ItÂs scary to think about sometimes, but I donÂt let it intimidate me too much. All I can do is look forward to what the future will bring.<br /><br />xox emi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Birthday shiz, Seimei, and a Loveless cosplay..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 16:35:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ÂMaybe itÂs because I kill? I kill. Ritsuka. Do you hate me?Â Ritsuka. Do youÂ hate me?...Really? Think hard. Really think. If you lie even once, itÂll be over. If you commit it to words, then you can never take it back. This is serious. True words are bullets, sent flying the second you open your mouth. They always pierce your opponentÂs heart. If you say even once that you hate meÂ Then IÂll never listen to you again, Ritsuka. I love you, Ritsuka. YouÂre more important to me than anyone. ItÂs true. See. IÂ My words, right nowÂ Do you think IÂm wrong, Ritsuka? Is that why youÂre angry? But this is me. Are you saying that unless IÂm ÂgoodÂ, from your perspective, Ritsuka, you wonÂt love me? Can you say thatÂs love? Why canÂt you accept me the way I am? You see, I love you no matter how you are, Ritsuka. Are you saying you canÂt love me unless I fit your image of me? ThatÂs not love. You donÂt love me then? I love you. Even if you donÂt love me, Ritsuka. I love you. From the first day I met you, there was never a dayÂ that I didnÂt love you. You may not know this, RitsukaÂ But when we first met, I was five years old. The day you were born, RitsukaÂ Mother gave birth alone in the hospital. Father took me there so I could see you, Ritsuka. I had no interest in babies. I thought they were disgusting, in fact. ButÂ Mother was saying that, ÂRitsuka.Â This woman, she gave birth to a child just for me. She gave Ritsuka to me. Ritsuka is the only one in the whole world who is the same as me. If you love meÂ Then let me do as I please. DonÂt get angry. DonÂt bind me. Let me be free. DonÂt order me. DonÂt shut me in. donÂt kill me. If you love meÂ Then let me do with Ritsuka as I please. Give Ritsuka to me. If you love me, RitsukaÂ Will you give yourself to me? Will you sacrifice yourself completely to me, Ritsuka? IsnÂt thatÂ What it means to love someone?Â Â Seimei Aoyagi, Loveless Volume #8. <br /><br />I would just like to express right now how happy, sad, and all together confused I am feeling.<br /><br />There are things I am happy about; like turning 18, going out with Justin tomorrow night at the stroke of midnight, the exact second at which I turn 18, my new hair, and the absolute possibility of me pulling out a Ritsuka cosplay in the next couple of days. <br />Then there are things that I'm sad about; I've had around 10 ppl cancel on me for my party tonight, I'm never going to see lots of ppl I love after this year, and I have to grow up pretty damn quickly.<br />Then there's the confusion; What if I don't end up going to uni..? I keep telling everyone my plans; work here next year, maybe travel a wee bit, then head to uni in 2010 to study children's psychology.. But I don't know if it's going to happen. Other things could happen first. I could discover a whole new passion and choose to follow it. I could meet someone. I could pick up work in another country. Anything could happen. But what if nothing does? It's all just a little scary.<br /><br />I'm distracting myself from everything with everything. Cakes and anime and shoes and work. It's silly.<br /><br />You'll get a Ritsuka cosplay within the next week. And that's a promise. <br /><br />I cannot express how much adoration I feel for those of you who have supported and been kind to me on here over the past few years. Especially, I would like to thank; <a href="http://schieben.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/c/schieben.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconschieben:" title="schieben"/></a> and <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif?4" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> .<br />More recently, just for being kind, I would like to thank; <a href="http://sohuiii.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/o/sohuiii.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsohuiii:" title="sohuiii"/></a> , <a href="http://malfoymation.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/malfoymation.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmalfoymation:" title="malfoymation"/></a> and <a href="http://agnosticgrrl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/g/agnosticgrrl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconagnosticgrrl:" title="agnosticgrrl"/></a> . Thanks for being so nice guys. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />Love you all so very much.<br /><br />xox Emiri<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Strange things and cake.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Nov 2008 02:13:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well.. This time next week I will officially be an adult. 18 years old. I can't wait. My party is happening on Friday, and then my boss is taking me out on the stroke of midnight Saturday night.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I can't wait. He's such a legend. <br /><br />I like lots of things right now.<br /><br />I'm playing Tekken 5 (it's hard compared to DOA2!! ) and listening to lots of Peaches. She's fantastic. <br /><br />I'm obsessed with the idea of extremely messy cakes with lots of cream that goes everywhere when you eat them. I think I may have to take some pictures. I love it. Anyone who's seen Marie Antoinette may understand it.. Heh, but I'll admit, it's a little weird. I just love the thought of it for some reason. I went out with my family this afternoon and we had some very lovely sponge cake complete with cream and jam. I'm still full from it.<br /><br />I will put up pictures from my party! I'm really looking forward to being 18 at long last.<br /><br />I have lots of new ideas. And a new bikini.<br /><br />I want to dye my hair blonde next year, and get a tan. I want to do lots of things, but we'll see, ne?<br /><br />My cousin won a tv show.. He's off to be a supermodel.<br /><br />Not a whole lot else to say, so I'll leave that here!<br /><br />School is finished forever and it feels wonderful.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas Character Quiz II and Messed up things.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 22:01:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy things first.<br />I know it's a bit early, but...<br /><br />Pick 4 Characters:<br />You get bonus characters ha ha haÂ And one leaves about three questions in.<br />a)	Mattathiah and Sasha (now living together in Germany)<br />b)	Virgo and Lakshimdal (living together in NYC)<br />c)	Lulu (Lughnasadh Â now working in a seedy brothel as he is unable to get any other work)<br />d)	Aras and Solace (also living together in NYC)<br /><br />1) ItÂs getting close to Christmas time! How do you feel?<br /><br />Matt: IÂm very excited. We have guests coming over this year, and Sasha is having a very special dress made.<br />Sasha: *making shapes with his hands* TheyÂre all bringing Sasha presents. Everyone. The baker man down on the street is baking me a special red cake.<br /><br />Virgo: YeahÂ I donÂt know. If Bee Bee comes home, itÂd be a great Christmas.<br />Lahki: ItÂll be fun, V! IÂm looking forward to it.<br /><br />Lulu: Fuck Christmas. IÂll be working.<br /><br />Aras and Solace: Yaaay, Christmas!!<br /><br />2) Do you *cough*believe*cough* in Santa Claus?<br /><br />Matt: *laughs* Of course we do! HeÂs going to bring you lots this year isnÂt he, Princess?<br />Sasha: *nods, beaming*<br /><br />Virgo: Not anymore. I found it very interesting how he stopped delivering presents the same year His Majesty left. *shrugs* DoesnÂt matter. <br />Lakhi: I thought it was nice of His Majesty to keep it up as long as he did. It was nice he tried to keep the magic alive, you know? ÂCourse, I never believed in him to start outÂ I was brought up by Hindu parents.<br /><br />Lulu: Why the fuck would I believe in Santa? Fuck you.<br /><br />Aras: Nah, Âcause we donÂt have the Prince around to leave presents in our stockings anymore. <br />Solace: ItÂs okay! We just buy each other double the presents to make up for it. We fill each otherÂs stockings. *winks*<br /><br />3) Do you put up the traditional Christmas tree?<br /><br />Matt: Oh, yeah. The whole thing, baubles, lights, tinselÂ Christmas is big in Germany.<br />Sasha: I like the pretty tree.<br /><br />Virgo: Yeah, we have a little one. ItÂs nothing like the big pines His Majesty would bring in, but it does the job.<br />Lahki: We couldnÂt fit a massive tree in our apartment anyway, loveÂ<br /><br />Lulu: You know what? Fuck this whole quiz. IÂm losing money here. *leaves*<br /><br />Aras: Mm, of course we do. We have, likeÂ the coolest tree you will ever see. ItÂs about 6 foot tall, and likeÂ ItÂs so realistic. <br />Solace: ItÂs an awesome tree.<br /><br />4) Who usually puts the ornaments on your Christmas tree?<br /><br />Matt: We both do. I help Sasha put the star at the very top, donÂt I, Princess?<br />Sasha: *nods* Mm hmm! AndÂ thereÂs all littleÂ reds and golds and green!<br /><br />Virgo: We both do. We just have an afternoon for decorating it and we drink likeÂ eggnog and stuff. ItÂs a little tradition. ItÂs pretty stupid, butÂ Yeah, itÂs fun.<br />Lakhi: ItÂs good fun.<br /><br />Aras: UmÂ us?<br />Solace: Sometimes, if weÂre busy, our butler helps. But heÂs usuallyÂ like, cooking a turkey or whatever.<br /><br />5) Hot Chocolate?<br /><br />Matt: CanÂt get enough of the stuff.<br />Sasha: I like red better.<br /><br />Virgo: Mm! Oh, god, yes.<br />Lahki: I really love hot chocolate. We have this huge block of Mexican drinking chocolate in the cupboard that His Majesty sent us last year. Seriously, it makes the best hot chocolate you will ever taste. <br /><br />Aras: I donÂt know about you, Solace, honey, but I prefer chocolate fondueÂ<br />Solace: Oh, no, I completely agree. With strawberries, and bananas and cherries and things. Much nicer than hot chocolate. <br /><br />6) Candy canes and peppermints?<br /><br />Matt: We still get special red candy canes made for little Sasha. IÂm not too fond of peppermint.<br />Sasha: Red, red, red, red, redÂ<br /><br />Virgo: Peppermint. Reminds me of him.<br />Lakhi: Yeah, I donÂt knowÂ I donÂt really like either. <br /><br />Aras: Chocolate.<br />Solace: Yeah, chocolate is the best! We like milk chocolate. Swiss milk chocolate.<br /><br />7) Do you dress up as Santa Claus/Mrs.Claus/elves?  <br /><br />Matt: I dressed up as Santa Claus last year. It wasÂ a good idea at the time?<br />Sasha: *giggles* <br /><br />Virgo: No. Thank god. I looked so ridiculous in that elf costume.<br />Lahki: I think you looked cute. But still. If I never see another pair of green stockings, IÂll die happy.<br /><br />Aras: *bursts into laughter*<br />Solace: *grinning* Last Christmas Eve we went out dressed up as elvesÂ People were like Âwoah, getting into it at all, kids?Â<br /><br />8) Do you have someone to love on Christmas day?<br /><br />Matt: My pretty little Princess of courseÂ *cuddles Sasha*<br />Sasha: My Prince. Always. Always, my Prince. Er liebt mich und Ich liebe ihn.<br /><br />Virgo: Depends if he decides to come home or not.<br />Lahki: VÂ You have... ]]></description>
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                <title>The Last Stand</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 16:58:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, itÂs the day before my first exam, and I figured.. Journal time! Lol, take that study!<br /><br />But seriously, I do have some news. Oh for the love of god. One look at a picture of Calpico water and IÂm craving. Gdi. I need to be in a big city some time mighty soon or I might just get a bit crazy from lack of Calpico in my system. Lol. If youÂve tried it (especially the melon one) then you KNOW what IÂm talking about.<br /><br />The job is still going well. My boss (the 15 year old one) is back in the kitchen for a bit, as his lovely older brother is back from uni for a few months. Oh, god. HeÂs.. really lovely. IÂm working tomorrow night. ^w^ We went there for dinner the other night and it was strange cause IÂm so used to doing everything.. and there was Al and Jack getting stuff for me lol. I canÂt wait for my birthday dinner there. Justin says heÂll buy me a drink. *o* HeÂs so lovely!! I get a pay rise when I turn 18 too, which is only in a couple more weeks, so horray! More cosplay money lol!<br /><br />IÂve got exams this Friday, and Monday, Tuesday and Friday next week, then the Graduation Ball next Friday night, and the Friday night after that is my party. Oh godddd!! I canÂt wait. IÂm actually seriously gonna just party my ass off for the duration of December. ItÂs my birthday. Yay!! Justin reckons I shouldnÂt have to buy one drink that night, and that everyone else should shout for me. Haha.. Hear that guys? XD;; No, I donÂt mind buying my own. I have to go easy at the restaurant anyway so I can go hard at my place afterwards!!<br /><br />I finished HP#7!! I really liked it, to be honest. It was a little strange with them not being at Hogwarts and everything, but still a really great book. Thank you, JKR. Thank you for leaving us the opportunity to write immense amounts of fantastic NextGen fanfic. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I honestly adore the idea of the new trio, Albus, Scorpius and Rose. And of course, thereÂs the AS/S. I love that Al and Rose are DIRECTLY RELATED so thereÂs no potential for fanfic there. And.. Sorry to all those who for some reason think Scorpi/Rose works, but the Malfoys and the Weasleys are actually distantly related so yeah gtfo please, because that doesnÂt work either. Rose is a smart little ginger, and Scorpius inherited his gay from his daddy, soÂ XDD; <br /><br />IÂve been playing FFXII again! IÂm 150 hours into it now, and only have the final battles to go. WooÂ But IÂm busy studying, so.. IÂm just on there every now and then to level up Penelo, Ashe and Balthier. TheyÂre almost at level 50! Granted, Vaan, Fran and Basch are almost at 60, but thatÂs not the point! TheyÂre catching up! ItÂs surprising me, but I really, really love Balthier/Fran when the game hints at it. TheyÂre gorgeous together. Ashe.. Can go do her dead hubby. Stupid girl. With no skirt. Lol. Penelo and Vaan..? Super cute, but I like emo, moping over Reks!Vaan too much for that. Plus.. two het pairings in one game? ThatÂs honestly a big ask of me. Lol. Basch.. Is gay, isnÂt he? HeÂs shown no interest in any womens, except Ashe, but only cause heÂs always all like ÂFOR QUEEN AND COUNTRY, THAT MEANS YOU, YOUR MAJESTY, MY LADY, ASHALIA VON RONSENBURGEN FINGER, CHAAAARGEÂ . >_>;;;  <br /><br />Confession time. IÂve been watchingÂ Girls of the Playboy Mansion (a.k.a. The Girls Next Door, in the US of A) Â And I adore it quite a lot. TheyÂre lucky girls. And IÂm aware that all three have since left Hef, and have moved on, with Holly dating Chris Angel of all people, and Kendra on the tune with some football star (surprised? IÂm certainly not) . IÂm not sure what BridgetÂs doingÂ But her pets, Gizmo and Wednesday are so hilarious.. ItÂs just a really funny, cute show, and I really like watching it. ItÂs seriously made me consider going blonde next year. IÂm thinking I will. After AI-Con? I need my hair black for that so I can do HP, but after that.. Hell yeah, I wanna go blonde. Tan and everything. If only I had boobs. ^_^;;;;;;;<br /><br />Speaking of AI-Con.. Two of my friends from this yearÂs Grade 11 have opted to come down, with both planning cosplays, and one keen to be my Draco! Aaahh! Kathleen, you legend! SheÂs gonna be a fab Draco, I know it! SheÂs doing.. Chibi Usa (? IÂm not too familiar with the Sailor Moon scene.. ) on the first day. So yeah. I have someone to hold my hand on Sunday, yaaay!! <br /><br />Ooh! News on Sharu.. Turns out she actually was a girl! We took her to the RSPCA, but were soon contacted by a couple who gave us an identical description of the little miss, told us she was a girl, and that they had named her Richo or something similar. Dumbasses. Mum was like Âum, well.. my daughter actually renamed her. With a cute Japanese name. And it suits her. Like, super hard.Â Haha.. Sharu also means ÂmonkeyÂ in Japanese, IÂm told... ]]></description>
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                <title>Suddenly.. SHARU!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Oct 2008 20:25:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Journal time once again!<br />This is mainly to offer up my sincerest thanks to Âeveryone-, those of you who watch me, the randoms who have stumbled across my page, and of course, all the friends I have on here. I never imagined IÂd be at 10,000 hits considering I only ever do my own thing on here. It really means something to me, so yeah. Thank you all so much. <br /><br />In other news, work is going exceedingly well. IÂm really enjoying it, get along well with all my co-workers, and am actually getting the hang of things a lot quicker than I thought I would. WhatÂs more, the pay is fantastic. I canÂt believe I actually have money lol. ItÂs a nice feeling. My Mello belt is still on the way, and I plan to head into town and pick up some pants I have on lay-by. Instead of the traditional vinyl/leather/pvc black pants, IÂm going with some baggy black cargos which I plan to decorate with as many chains as I can get my hands on. ItÂs going to be a bit of a variation, but I kinda like the idea of mixing things up a bit. ItÂs good to put your own spin on a costume I think. Artistic licence and all. <br /><br />Oh lmao, btw, IÂve been watching shota (pico x chico x coco) and itÂs inspired me to make my own!! ItÂs basically just a kid dealing with the aftermath of a week with Matt and forcing his <i>urges</i> (lol) on his two best friends. He is 9. They are 8 and 9. Hahahahahaaa rachellll. <br /><br />Have also been reading Potter#7! IÂm driven by a hardcore determination to finish the book before I turn 18, because then I will no longer be 17 and subsequently will be unable to relate to Harry! *makes no sense ever at any point in her life.. EVER*<br /><br />Man, only a few paragraphs and IÂm already rambling. <br /><br />I have to chuck and extra special thanks out there for <a href="http://2-of-a-kind.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/2/_/2-of-a-kind.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon2-of-a-kind:" title="2-of-a-kind"/></a> for inspiring me to get back up and running with my HP fics. There will be more from here on in, I promise. <br /><br />Um!! Suddenly, SHARU! Lol. ThereÂs a story behind this. My cat, Jasmine, is having some stresses atm. Every time she goes outside, there is a little ginger cat hanging around, and Jazz is subsequently always chasing it around and trying to get it to piss off. This cat, however, always comes back. ItÂs been trying to get into our house and is constantly crying outside. ItÂs hungry, and most likely lost or abandoned. My sister hates it, my dad thinks itÂs cute, my mum is getting sick of it but still wants to help it, AND I WANT TO KEEP IT. IÂve named it Sharu. I donÂt know whether itÂs a boy or a girl (though weÂre pretty sure itÂs a boy.. we keep calling it ÂsheÂ ) . My sister keeps getting pissed off at me when I go out to wave at Sharu, but Sharu meows heaps and tries to crawl up the wall and get to me. Waaaa.. SheÂs so cuteÂ Some people have like 7 cats, and I would look after Sharu if we could keep her! (itÂs a BOYÂ ) *tears and puppy eyes* Aaaa.. SheÂs cute! IÂm going to try getting a picture of her tonight. So I can share the plight of Sharu with everyone. Only problem is, Jasmine would no doubt try to Âkill- her. No joke. She hates any cat or animal other than herself.<br /><br />Also, I want a pika. They live in Tibet, are fluffy, and squeak. Super cute. *wiggles three fingers, Harley style* This is a pika: <a href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/183/437283616_fb70407780_b.jpg">[link]</a> Please look, you will fall in love. I also really like Tibetan foxes and bears. I should get on with this work.. Hmm. <br /><br />Uh! ItÂs nearly recess. I plan to continue this.. Though IÂm not sure what else IÂll have to talk about. More Sharu perhaps? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />IÂm back, but in AAP now. I should be doing work.. >_>;; Yep, IÂve got a free this afternoon, so thatÂs when IÂll do it! Ha ha! *dedicated to gaining the knowledge, as per usual* IÂm planning to get into town during lunch to pick up a McChicken and my Mello pants. Squee! IÂm planning to get my cosplay done and dusted early this year so thereÂs no last minute rush. Cause no one needs that. And we do want to be ready early, and in town for a bit before hand so ya! A couple more of my friends want to come down now, so IÂll have a big group this time! Yey! *is having a happy just thinking about this all*<br /><br />Also coming up soon is my 18th. By soon, I mean.. Like, a month and a bit away. IÂm having my party at the restaurant where I work (lol, my boss is willing to lower cocktail prices for me) , and then heading back to my house with my friends to party into the wee hours. Cannot wait. I have this vision of black and pink everywhere, and I plan on getting a tiara for the occasion. *is such a loser sometimes* NEW SHOE... ]]></description>
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                <title>Time for some good old fashioned rambling.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Oct 2008 00:33:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THE JOB HUNT IS FINALLY OVER.<br /><br />I am currently a waitress at one of the local Chinese restaurant, run by a friendÂs little brotherÂs friend. Lol. My boss is a 15 year old boy, but heÂs very good at what he does. IÂve worked... like... two shifts, and have another tonight. Excitement plus. I can finally start paying for my Mello cosplay!<br /><br />Uh.. In other news, an otherwise successful drive in my mumÂs VW Beetle on Sunday resulted in a hubcap getting knocked off the front right hand wheel. Lmao. My sister was in the back seat laughing her head off. <br /><br /><a href="http://little-known-fact.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/little-known-fact.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlittle-known-fact:" title="little-known-fact"/></a>Âs 18th birthday party is happening on Friday! I canÂt wait! After the terrible weekend IÂve just had, itÂll be good to have a wee drink and a good time with friends. IÂm rather keen to wear high heels, but weÂll see. I have plans. Plans that may not eventuate, but plans all the same. *grin*<br /><br />Facebook still rules my life and what I do each day. Some people get addicted to mayonnaise. I get addicted to certain websites. And people. And books. And tv shows. WIPEOUT. Possibly the best thing ever. I love it because itÂs basically a whole hour of people failing. I love the big balls most of all. And when people make it across three, then faceplant and fall off the fourth. HA. ThereÂs nothing better than watching overconfident AmericanÂs getting punched in the face, falling in mud, or otherwise injuring themselves. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />Apparently survivorÂs starting again. Why do they have to put it on so late? ItÂs among my favourite shows, and IÂm not going to be able to watch it. <br /><br />Um... <a href="http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/behindinfinity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbehindinfinity:" title="behindinfinity"/></a> ?? I... kinda adore you. YouÂre such an inspiration. I know for a fact heÂs not reading this, but that doesnÂt stop me from admiring him. Everyone reading this, pay his page a little visit. Look at his gallery. Read his journalÂs and look through the photo by photo recaps of the cons he attends. They keep me sane at school. Thanks, Jin, just for being a legend. One day, I swear, IÂm gonna head up to the Philippines, on the off chance IÂll run into you, or just see you, at a con. <br /><br />*has recently been informed of how to use myspace at school* Yay!<br /><br />What else...? IÂve been perving on some of the many sexy jrock/visual kei boys that are about, and have fallen in love with Shou, from Alice Nine. He is HOT. HOT HOT HOT. Damn, that boy is fine. The rest of the band are pretty alright too, but DAMN. GOD DAMN. He is HOT. So too is Miyavi sama. As always. <br /><br />Music...? IÂm addicted (and I mean <i>addicted</i> ) to Sa DingDing right now. Not only is her music awesome, but the girl herself is thoroughly fascinating. I like.... The Chinese version of Alive, Mama Tian Na, and the Chinese version of Holy Incense. All very pretty. <br /><br />Writing and stuff... Ugh... DonÂt even get me started. IÂm really quite stressed out and busy at the moment, so I canÂt promise anything any time soon. ItÂs depressing, but IÂm so busy lately, and when I do eventually get the chance to sit down with a pen and paper, IÂll either end up drawing, or get distracted by something and just not be able to concentrate on a single thought for more than a few seconds. Sorry guys. I got a note the other day asking when I was going to do more HP fic. I... yeah. IÂm having some real trouble with anything HP related right now. Sorry again.<br /><br />Um.. Melbourne kicked ass! I was there for about three nights, and went shopping on Thursday and Friday, first with <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> (who showed me all the great little shops I would never have found on my own) , then with <a href="http://homicidalmaniac69.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/o/homicidalmaniac69.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhomicidalmaniac69:" title="homicidalmaniac69"/></a> . That was THOROUGHLY fun, Phoebe. Lol.  I had such a great time. Bought up big on the yaoi.. *cough* I got... Uh.. Boy Princess 1, 2 & 3 (not that thatÂs Âreally- yaoi, but you know) , Love Recipe 1, After I win! , and Loveless 7. Also, a sonic screwdriver. ThatÂs right. And in case you didnÂt hear me... I GOT A SONIC SCREWDRIVER LMAO NO ITÂS TRUE, IÂM ACTUALLY THE 11TH DOCTOR. HAHAAHHA. <br /><br />They call... ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh mai.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:07:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Gendo Ikari. Sexy man bitch.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back from Melbourne. Goddamn you school.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Sep 2008 20:27:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So! Back from Melbourne and am on the verge of heading back to school. Tomorrow. I cannot express how much I donÂt want to go back. But, on the up side, one term and IÂll be out of there for good.<br />Things are looking rather promising on the job front (touch wood, and pray I didnÂt just jinx it) as IÂve had a trial night at a local Chinese restaurant and am due to have another this week, I believeÂ Fingers crossed for me please! I need this so badly! First off to pay my mum back for the Falls tickets, and secondly to start serious work on my Mello cosplay next year. Unfortunately, <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> can no longer attend AI-Con, but itÂs all okay. <br />I really should be doing homeworkÂ Ugh. Damn you, school. I have no problem with the social side, footy fags aside obviously because theyÂre all dumbass wankers with no life and no reason for existence, but IÂm so sick of pointless work and assignments and the fact that when you finish one thing, they reward you with another goddamn 2000 word essay. SCREW. <br />I should just whip out my sonic screwdriver on those biatchs and send them into a parallel universe. Doctor Who, I love you. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />What elseÂ<br />In Melbourne, I went shopping and disappointed my parents by buying manga, plushies and Calpico water instead of girly clothes. HA. I gotÂ Loveless #7 (finally) , Boy Princess #1, #2, and #3, After I win!, and Love Recipe #1 (thank you for inspiring me to buy that one, <a href="http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/behindinfinity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbehindinfinity:" title="behindinfinity"/></a> sama~!!! ItÂs fantastic) . Also, a Mokona plush, which IÂm sure most of you have seen, A SONIC SCREWDRIVER (OH, SHI- REALLY?!?!?!) , a littleÂ green leaf creature which also happens to double as a coin purse, earrings for Millie, a cross for my Mello, about 7 cans of Calpico water (I WANT MOAR NOW OH GOD MELONMELONMELON OM NOM NOM) umÂ AndÂ more stuff that I canÂt remember.<br /><br />Lolol at Fairly Odd Parents. Probably among the favourites shows at the moment. Along with QaF!! God, I LOVE Queer as Folk. Brian Kinney is actually in the running for the Most-Awesome-Person-On-The-Planet-Earth award, along with the current Doctor Who AND Tim from the British The Office. And Richard Hammond, of course. OLIVER.<br /><br />I want to go to bed for a couple of days. IÂm so tired and never seem to get any sleep. I always wake up early. u_u Hence, getting a job (hopefully) at a restaurant. That does lunches and dinners. ONLY. <br /><br />IÂve got a car, maybe, hopefully. My cousin is selling her old Suzuki Swift (LOL itÂs teal) and IÂm on the top of the list of potential buyers. It already has a name (Suzie) and I kinda wanna call it SpencerÂ But apart from thatÂ ItÂs a great little car. Cute and reliable too, IÂm told. So many black Hummers in Melbourne oh godddd it made me think of Matt who is being a silly uke teacher atm donÂt ask please lol rp is life. *is a total dumbass*<br /><br />I love Coco Rosie. She is great. So too are Basement Jaxx. <br /><br />18 SO SOON.<br /><br />I really need a dress for the grad ballÂ I should have been a lot more proactive about getting one when I was in Melbourne, but I am a fool, so that didnÂt happen. Shibuya or Today = top stores. Why am I such a retard lolÂ <br /><br />SoooooÂ London is a nice place, I hear. *wants to travel Europe as well as Asia now* Germany here I come! Wuppdich lol!<br /><br />IÂve been writing Matt as a nazi, but I fail at German so he speaks in singular word sentences. *hugs German dictionary* YouÂre great, but I really wish you were a phrasebookÂ!! <br />*wishes she was half-german, half-japanese* Cause, reallyÂ TheyÂre both probably the best languages around the place. Chinese aside, of course, of course. <br />Well. IÂm off to do homework and hopefully make a sizable dent in this A.A.P. shit that keeps popping up about the place. FACEBOOK, STAY AWAY. YOU WILL ONLY DISTRACT ME. OH, YOUTUBE. DEV. LJ. 4CHAN. GENDO IKARIIIIIIIIII. <br /><br />Do you see why I find it so hard to do homework?<br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ACE!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 18:44:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I did promise a more substantial journal entryÂ So here it is!<br /><br />Things at the moment are, well, ace! Very good, indeed. New hair makes me immensely happy (though more so when it is straightÂ )<br />IÂm off to Melbourne on Wednesday, meeting up with <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> on Thrusday, then <a href="http://homicidalmaniac69.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhomicidalmaniac69:" title="homicidalmaniac69"/></a> on Friday, shopping both days. MORE ACE. IÂm actually that pumped. Bringing out the boy clothes/manner both days, because thatÂs what Light Yagamis the world over do. <a href="http://malfoymation.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/malfoymation.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmalfoymation:" title="malfoymation"/></a> you absolute legend. IÂm addicted to your youtube. Heh. <br /><br />So, ah, IÂm kinda hoping a letter will arrive today, though it may be tomorrow. But thatÂs at the latest. IÂm uber excited for Melbourne. Chinatown here I come! Chinatowns are possible my favourite places to be in big cities. Those and comic book/anime and manga stores of course. LOL.<br /><br />Have decided I love Korean manga again. Haha. Also, the 1st season of the mighty boosh is absolute LOVE. Vince is a legend in every sense of the word. Grin.<br />Ah, man. This isnÂt turning out to be quite as substantial as I had planned. WhatÂs more, I fail at spelling. <br /><br />RP is great! I missed it so much, and now itÂs back I am happy! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Thank yoooouuu for being such an awesome person. Matt: *glomps*<br /><br />I have a feeling homework is not going to get done for some time. I should go upstairs and straighten my hairÂ <br /><br />The leveling up has resumed on FFXII, lol. Penelo, Ashe and Baltheir (who were all around level 25, can I just remind you all) are now level 43! Horray! Soon they will all be even and I can go back and finish the game at long last oh god OTL 18347834734 hours in front of the tvvv bwaaaa. <br /><br />I really wish I was in China atm. Or South Korea. Ugghh. Somewhere other than Australia, how bout?!?!?! Bleh. Quite sick of this place. I want to go to London and hang out with Eloise. I get the feeling she wants to introduce me to the British pub experience. Lol. <br /><br />I will take a camera to Melbourne, and we will take pictures of it. Big cities honestly enthrall me. I love them so much. Comes from living in a small town I guess. <br /><br />Well, I should probably post this and head back upstairs. Get straightening and whatnot so that I am ready for tonight. Bbq with Uncle and his new girlfriend. Ugh. HereÂs the situation. HeÂd been having an affair for 13 years, then he broke up with the woman he was having the affair with, and this is after he divorced my aunt who is now crazy so yeah cool I actually hate my family sometimes. <br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy making things.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 20:32:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things that currently fill me with happiness;<br /><br />Bjork<br />Neon Genesis Evangelion<br />Mushishi<br />xxxHolic<br />Light Yagami<br />Britain<br />Sa Ding Ding<br />Amelia<br />Hadouken!<br />Miyavi<br />China<br />Final Fantasy XII<br />Singing<br />Bob Fossil<br />Facebook<br />Japan<br />Talking to nice boys<br />My Ipod<br />Losing weight<br />Lemonade<br />FullMetal Alchemist<br />Burlesque<br />Parties<br />Chinatowns<br />Top Gear<br />The Mighty Boosh<br />Angus and Julia Stone<br />Richard Hammond<br />Class of the Titans<br />Tania and Edgar<br />Sam, Sam, Sam and Sam<br />Drawing<br />Little Jared<br />Jana Shaiming Yu<br />Vampires<br />Driving<br />Fiat500s<br />Kingdom Hearts II<br />Big cities<br />Back streets and alleyways<br />Making new friends<br />Gold things<br />Cute shoes<br />xXWeirdWorldXx and BadassNotebooks<br />Writing letters<br />Having money<br />Dressing like a boy<br />Confusing people<br />Keith<br />KeithÂs head massages<br />Getting my hair cut<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br />P.S. More substantial entry on the way, I promise.. XD;;;<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Actually freaking out a little...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 00:15:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ive seriously been looking for about two hours...<br />Where the hell is all the Howl (Howl's Moving Castle) yaoui!? There is nothing. I want HowlxHowl, and there is absolutely NOTHING.<br />I mean.. Surely I'm not the only one in the world who has had this thought? I love Sophie to pieces, but Howl looks like he just walked out of a yaoi epic. And so, my brain needs to be fed. HOWL YAOI.<br />O_o;;;;;;<br /><br />Guys, if you know of ANY, please.. PLEASE.. just link it to me. <br /><br />UGHHHHGHHHHHH!!<br /><br />*little frustrated. My head hurts*<br /><br />And there's plenty of LightxLight. Nom nom nom. <br /><br />//end retardedness.<br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Oliver...!!! 8D</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2008 22:47:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It feels like ages since I last updated! <br />Lots has happened. Exams are over, and I have my results back. I didnÂt go as well as I wouldÂve liked, but, as usual, I only have myself to blame for that little slip up. <br />ItÂs silly having exams around this time of year, because this is when everyone loses all their drive and motivation and returns to, in my case at least, couch-potato-attached-to-playstation mode. OTL.<br />Things are rather horribly hectic, and I do need to knuckle down, but I just canÂt bring myself to. ItÂs always like ÂYeah, yeah, IÂll do it tomorrow. Busy, atm. Gotta check my facebook.Â Lol. Another reason I havenÂt been on dA all that much lately... Facebook is my new best friend. My livejournal sort of died a while back... <br /><br />I havenÂt been driving for a while, unless you count playing with the new steering wheel for the PS my dad got, but I have been drooling over cars... In particular, this; <a href="http://www.autospectator.com/cars/files/images/2007-Fiat-500-11.jpg">[link]</a><br />Which happens to be the new Fiat 500. I always liked to retro sort of look that the Mini cooper, and the Volkswagen beetle had going on, but the Fiat just wins over everything. The boys at top gear loved it, and so do I. I want one lol!! TheyÂre perfect and cute, and even fuel efficient and have low carbon output or whatever so I wonÂt feel guilty about killing to world. I like them in white and silver. And the insides make me happy. Check it outttt; <a href="http://static.blogo.it/autoblog/nuova-fiat-500-interni-e-dettagli/fiat_500_dettagli_am_01.jpg">[link]</a> and <a href="http://www.carpages.co.uk/fiat/fiat_images/fiat-500-interior-24-02-08.jpg">[link]</a> awwwww...! Great car. Just, all round, great, wonderful car. Mum and dad were so shocked I like it, cause I generally go for things with huge grills and a big chunky gangsta feel about them. Such as the Chrysler 300C (behold... <a href="http://www.news-blogs.com/_images/auto/chrysler300_2006.jpg">[link]</a> LOVE. GOD, beautiful... ) , and the Hummer in all itÂs disgustingly huge glory; <a href="http://img.alibaba.com/photo/101146776/Used_Hummer_H3_Automobile.jpg">[link]</a> . That, my friend, is one hell of a car. In fact, I love them so much, one of my dearest OCÂs, Prince Mattathiah (yeah, the pedophilic German vampire prince) has a collection of them. <br />I also like the OLD jaguar S-type (I think the new one made me throw up a little in my mouth) , and anything else big, luxurious, and bad for the environment. *shame* But, no. If I was to have any of them, it would be that lovely little Fiat. Any day of the week.<br /><br />JessieÂs party was on Saturday night! It was a fantastic night... One of the best this year, IÂd say. We danced, and laughed at JamesÂ sad attempt at a striptease, and just generally had fun. I was a little drunk, I hear. But itÂs a wonderful way to be, so IÂm glad. <br /><br />David Tennant makes me happy in my pants.<br /><br />There are certain people who think they know things about my life, despite having no contact with me for roughly three weeks, and they irritate me. Does anyone else know people who are constantly bringing everyone else down? Have you made an effort to be nice? I have, and IÂm fast getting sick of it. DonÂt really care too much though, because I have plenty of lovely, wonderful friends to make up for it.<br /><br />Sumin noodles are waiting to be eaten... They are sitting in my bag with a pair of chopsticks and I want them in my mouth... *trying not to drool at the thought*<br /><br />I have cars on the brain today. <br /><br />Party at KathleenÂs this weekend...<br />Party at IrisÂ next weekend...<br />ZoeÂs is coming up...<br />So too is EricaÂs, AmyÂs, and many other peopleÂs, IÂm sure. <br />I cannot get enough of parties right now. They make me feel lovely. I love when the common room crew comes together and we all just pretty much rock out. <br />I have to wait until very end of November before IÂm 18, though... And while there are pros, the cons are that itÂs not now!! <br /><br />Job searching is going slowly but surely. ThereÂs a nice little Chinese restaurant in town that IÂll put in at, and I hear woollies is hiring too. Man... x_x;; It has to be by the end of this month... I made a pact and I really wanna keep it!! Really, really, really. The owner of my favourite little coffee shop/bar and I had a chat just the other day, and he was very keen for me to get my R.S.A. so I could work there. IÂd have a ball with him and Tania. TheyÂre both legends and far too cool for this town. <br /><br />Oh, lame. I just lost my maths work. W/e foo. <br /><br />I have this urge to sit down, read some good Remus/Sirius, and get writing. I met a person is very fond of the pairing, and would like to get into it a bit more. IÂve always been a RxS supporter, IÂve just never really looked outside Harry/Draco. <br /><br />OH! Lol, I totally forgot... IÂve... ]]></description>
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                <title>Kingdom Hearts, Exams and Cosplay</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:32:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time for a little Kingdom Hearts II musing, I think. <br /><br />So, itÂs a great game. ThereÂs no denying that. It would probably be about 500 times better without Donald and Goofy following me around everywhere, and some sort of control that enabled me to turn off or at least turn down the music (IT NEVER STOPS) would be super coolÂ But overall, it is kickass.<br />The best thing about the game is, without a doubt, the Organization. LetÂs be honest. Hell, Axel is pretty much the best thing about the game. The battle between him and Roxas in the mansion basement at the very start of the game was, without a doubt, my favourite battle in the whole game. Mostly because of the way Axel said ÂRoxasÂ in that sexy voice when I beat him, but thatÂs not the point. <br />As entertaining as it was to see Sora singing, and the ever funny appearance of both turtle-dog and squid-duck, I found ArielÂs world really annoying. <br />They should make, likeÂ Well, not an adult version, but at least a teenage version of KH. With moar yaoi lol.<br />IÂm borderline finished the game. So far, my favourite worlds were probably Hollow Bastion (CLOUD AND LEON YUM) , Halloween Town (just cause I love that movie) , and the Pridelands (cause I love Sora-lion. And turtle-dog. )<br />But the World That Never Was is cool too. If there wasnÂt an endless supply of Heartless. And if Marly, Axel, Demyx, and Zexion were still alive. On a side note, Demyx Time is so much funnier now I know who each of the characters are lol! LexaeusÂ Tempting? XXD;; Episode VI ftw. <br /><br />UmÂ Has anyone here actually beaten Sephiroth? Cause I found him (heÂs hotÂ I get why you like him so much, Cloud) and he killed me in about two seconds. HeÂs got about 70 lives!!! D< *outraged* You get a cool keyblade if you kill him, right? ARG. I want it!! <br /><br />In other newsÂ SamaraÂs party was great fun, aside from a yucky boy who wanted to pick up. HeÂs gotten hold of my number now and wonÂt leave me alone. ÂWhat u doin?Â ÂSend me a pic?Â ÂWhat u up 2?Â FUCK OFF ALREADY. Yuck. <br />IÂm more sure than ever that I donÂt like boys right now. FreyaÂs all Âjust give him a chance!Â and IÂm like Âwomen, plzÂ. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> You know how some things just make you feel gross? LikeÂ when someone scrapes a fork across a china plate? ThatÂs how I get when boys try anything beyond a hug or a kiss on the cheek. I think this boyÂs got the msg tho. <br /><br />UhÂ what elseÂ The Hellyer social went off! It was great fun. I wanna do it every week. But maybe not in high heels next time *owwwww* They played the ÂI kissed a girlÂ song, and all the slurries were dancing all over each other, and making out and shizzang. Lol. But yeah, it was a good time. A random touched my ass. >_>;; <br /><br />In the way of art and stuff, I should have a KH fic up some time in the near future (though thatÂs not a promise) . IÂm finding HP really difficult atmÂ I was thinking about writing some AS/S, but yeah. WeÂll see. Busy times coming up so I probably wonÂt have much time for anything other than school work and hopefully work if I can get any. The drivingÂs going okayÂ  Country roads freak the hell out of me though. <br /><br />Cosplays for next yearÂs AI-Con have finally been put into preparation. ThereÂs not going to be anything last minute about it this time lol! To Nikki; weÂll be staying at a hotel or something this year, due to extra ppl coming down, and not wanting to crowd your house lol! But IÂm still keen to go into town and do some purika and random stupidness beforehand!! <33 <br />FreyaÂs not too sure about Ritsuka anymore; as her hair wonÂt be the right length, so sheÂs thinking about doing Light Yagami instead, as sheÂs in love with him. My Mello cosplay is going ahead, as too is ZachÂs ( <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> ) Matt. I canÂt tell you how excited I am. Picked up a pair of leather gloves for 50c at an op shop yesterday, but I have the rest to get still. IÂm looking at wigs onlineÂ If anyone could suggest a good quality, but affordable site, IÂd be forever grateful~!! IÂm after a blonde bob, with a fringe, preferably honey blonde. Other than that, IÂm after biker-esque boots, vinyl/leather pants, a quilted black vest, a couple of rosaries, sunglasses, a fake gun, and a big black jacket with a fur edged hood. O_o;; <br />UhÂ On the second day, itÂs still Harry Potter plans. FreyaÂs set to do Pansy Parkinson (lol, day out with the GryffindorsÂ?? ) , and IÂm still doing Harry. Horray~! FreyaÂs going slut!Pansy. It makes me laugh. You should see the skirt. We also have matching grey knit vests to keep it... ]]></description>
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                <title>Some much needed rambling.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:01:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okidoki~!! Time for a bit of a ramble, cause I need to. <br /><br />I want to do all this stuff right now! I want to go to the hellyer social tomorrow night, just so I can dance, and dance, and forget about all the trouble and stress of school and exams and everything. I want to go driving every day, so I can get my license, and just drive with my friends away from this silly little place. I want to sit down and write something so good that itÂll resonate with people, and stay in their minds, and bring back some of the people I feel like IÂve lost. I want to just be with someone, and kiss them, and love them, even if itÂs just for a few hours. I want to sing in front of everyone, and sing so they can see how wonderful things really are. I want to sit with Caroline, put my ear to her stomach and listen to the little person growing inside her. I want to go somewhere with my friends where we can take off all our clothes, and go swimming in the ocean, and just be together. I want to live life. <br /><br />I really like things at the moment. Everything is lovely. JustÂ lovely. IÂve been driving twice now, and my instructor says IÂm really good at it, which is reassuring! Driving on the highway was kinda intimidatingÂ But I would be lying if I said I didnÂt love every minute of it. IÂm learning that if you just put your foot down and go, itÂs kinda nice. <br /><br />How many of you have heard that song thatÂs just come out (lol, no pun intended) ? Goes something along the lines of; ÂI kissed a girl and I liked it, the taste of her cherry chapstick, I kissed a girl just to try it, hope my boyfriend donÂt mind itÂÂ ?? People at my school are obsessed with it, and I think it may be one of my new favourite songs. YouÂve gotta love it when some mainstream song comes along with an abundance of lesbian musings. It makes me lol when she starts talking about being ÂconfusedÂ.<br /><br />My little cat came into my room to sleep the other night, and she was absolutely drenched because sheÂd been outside in the rainÂ LolÂ But she crawled under the covers and curled right up against my side, and we slept like that until morning. If I go next year, IÂll miss her so much. SheÂs one of my besties. <br /><br />Iced water winsÂ <br /><br />I must say, IÂm getting rather sick of Catholic priests abusing little boys. I really am. If youÂre going to destroy the name of your entire church, wouldnÂt you maybe stop to think about what you were doing? I mean, fair enough, you might be caught up in the throws of passion, or whatever the fuck, but surely, itÂs not that hard to just stop and say to yourself; ÂNo. IÂm <i>NOT</i> going to rape this defenseless boy! IÂm going to pull my pants up, apologize, and go have a good pray!Â  But, no. I honestly didnÂt used to mind the Catholic Church, but this ongoing exposure of pedophilic priests is really starting to affect my opinion. <br /><br />IÂm seriously considering Buddhism. It seems to be the nicest, simplest, most pure religion out of all of them. IÂll research it and see what I can do. IÂm already in love with the prayer flags and prayer wheels. The big ones that you spin as you walk past them, just contemplating life. I would love to travel to Tibet. <br /><br />AhÂ I was planning to do some form of a cosplay this afternoon, but due to extenuating circumstancesÂ >_>;; Damn you, Mrs. Viney and your ability to make me feel terrible for missing your classesÂ I did two damn essays this afternoon to make up for it, and I still know sheÂll lecture us all for our commitment to the subject this year! <br /><br />*listening to mum bitch to a friend and keeping the laughter containedÂ* LOL. <br /><br />All my characters are feeling a littleÂ distant. I havenÂt been able to write a THING lately, roleplay with <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> asideÂ ItÂs so tricky with study and homeworkÂ AndÂ playstationÂ X3;; LOL. <br /><br />IÂve been thinkingÂ and I really wish I had more friends in other places. Like in Hobart? IÂd love to be able to go to the cosplay meetups and everything, but IÂm not close enough to any of the attendees or organizers to, you know? ItÂs something I can work on, but I feel like IÂm imposing if IÂm too pushy or anythingÂ *bites lip* HmmÂ I wanna get more into fruits fashion up hereÂ set some trendsÂ break out the cat earsÂ ^w^;; I need to start work on my Mello cosplay for next yearÂs AI-Con, too. IÂm praying Zach will still be able to make it as my Matt. IÂd love so much to treat all the awesome AI-Con goers to some yaoi~!!<br /><br />Oo, on the off chance that <a href="http://nanwilliems.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/nanwilliems.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnanwillie... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update... At long last... *edit*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2008 00:55:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well! I'm stuck in sociology with nothing to do, so I figured I may as well attempt to write a journal~! I know it's been ages since I last updated (in any way... ) so I have a fair bit to talk about... I'll try not to ramble! (destined to fail lol)<br /><br />Current obsession; Kingdom Hearts II<br />Best fucking game ever. If I could beat Demyx lol. I seriously love it!! It's such great fun, and who ever knew I'd get such a kick out of running around saving Disney worlds from random peril!? It's great!! I watch each cut scene with uninterrupted dedication in the hope that either Axel, Roxas or Riku will make an appearance. AXXXELLLL BWAAAAAAAAA!!!! I love him so much!! He's hot as, and him and Roxy are so canon it's not even funny... >_>;;  Kairi makes me scowl... Sorry Kairi fans, but... >_<; <br />I'm sad that Marly isn't in this game. I kinda wish Zexy was too. *loves calling them by their pet names* But OMG Siax is pretty fine! I love his voice. Axel still wins over everyone. And Demyx cracks me up. Well... He would if he didn't keep beating me. <br /><br />I went to Hobart in the holidays; and have been wishing I lived in a big city ever since. It now seems that this wish may not be so far from what is to happen. Over the last few days, a rather awesome and appealing offer has come up, and I'm very, very keen to work towards it. Here's the thing... I need a job and my drivers license a.s.a.p. for it to work, but I'm that determined, that I actually think it could work out. <br />I have two close friends; Sam and Sam, funnily enough; who have plans to move to Brisbane come the new year, and I've been invited to join them. It's a bloody fantastic idea. I can get a job up there; in a bar or art gallery or something similar; make lots of money, and have the government pay for some of my eventual tertiary education. I still want to go to uni and work in childrens psychology, but I want a year off from school and study and shit too. I'm determined. I want to do this. I want to be independent and self sufficient. I'm excited as hell for this to happen. <br /><br />In other (not-so-new) news... THE SCHOOL COMPUTERS SUCK ASS. <br /><br />Oh, wait... They don't anymore. XD;;<br /><br />But, anyway~!! I will have both fic and picture updates to put up soon, but for now, my internet at home is playing up, so it may be a while.<br /><br />Love you all,<br /><br />xoxemi<br /><br /><b>EDIT:</b> Fixed whatever the fuck weird shit was going on with the text... >_>;; Have also beaten Demyx~!! WOO!!! Xigbar is an ugly. Failed first L's test...<br /><br />HP<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" />ther: Chapter<b>5</b> is UP!! You can find it right here; <a href="http://emily-moore.deviantart.com/art/HP-Other-Chapter5-90018821">[link]</a> Don't be afraid to comment. :3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mole crickets and A.U. ficlets...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 23:08:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This has been one strange, strange week. I am suddenly and inexplicably willing and able to complete and hand work in on timeÂ ItÂs confusing even me. But I really, really do want this application to study award. I want some proof that I have been working so much harder this year. *sighs* <br /><br />UhÂ Found a mole cricket downstairs this afternoon. I was on the computer, watching Demyx TimeÂ ( X3 Yes, that WAS cross promotion!! Watch it!!) and I heard something scratching around on the floor elsewhere in the roomÂ I looked around, rather expecting to see my little cat, Jazzi, stirring and emerging from one of her nests, butÂ. LoÂ and beholdÂ It was some freak of nature bug. And I mean, totally FREAK of nature. It crawled back under the desk, so I went back to the computerÂ But later, when my sister went down to do some homework, it ran out and sat under the chair, and I was summoned with some rather panicked screams. I caught the poor little thing in a glass, took it upstairs, and set it down on the table to await my dadÂs return home from work, so that we could show it to him. AndÂ WaaÂ While I was waiting, the little bug was running around in circles in the bottom of the glass, and trying to dig its way out with its weird little scratchy things!! OwO Poor thing!!! I felt so sorry for itÂ! But itÂs outside now, digging around happily in our front yard.<br /><br />AhemÂ<br /><br />//end The Woe Of Mr. Mole Cricket.<br /><br />UhÂ IÂve been thinking about what I should be writingÂ I wanna do a fanfic of some kind, as all IÂve been doing lately is the rp, and original stuffsÂ ItÂll be eitherÂ HP or FurubaÂ I was thinking IÂd like to do something with Yuki and Haru, sorta A.U., living together in their early 20ÂsÂ ItÂs just that Groove ArmadaÂs been awful inspiring latelyÂ I have a need to write something really chilled out, and realÂ You know? Urban sort of stuff. <br />Have also been inspired by SkinsÂ A wonderful series from the U.K., which SBS has just started screening the second series of. ItÂs so good. ItÂs one of those things that really makes you think, and wonder how the world came to be how it is today. ItÂs also pretty great research for my St. I. story, as the characters on Skins are high school/college age British students. I heart Maxxie foreverrrr. <br /><br />I need a job stillÂÂÂ.. O_O; Freya kicked me off the computer before I could go onto the websites I need to go onto. Maybe at school tomorrowÂ??? <br />Ugh. Debates tomorrow in AAP. ÂDue to the treatment received by the western powers, Japan was left with no other option but to go to war.Â My teamÂs opposing. But all Sian, Francessca and I do is talk about fashion. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> HehÂ <br /><br />Stuff at school atm = nothing extraordinarily exciting. ThereÂs a cute blonde who winks at me in corridors. ThatÂs about it.<br /><br />ItÂs gotten so cold down here all of a sudden!! I wish I was somewhere warmerÂ! The PhilippinesÂ! *puffs out cheeks* <br /><br />Drinking night this Saturday at my friendÂs boyfriendÂs place. THANK YOU, GOD. IÂve been needing drinks with friends <i>badly</i>. And it feels like ages since IÂve seen Jess. <br />Yay for Erica coming this time too!! And I cannot WAIT until post-ball drinks at JessieÂs place. I hope I donÂt rant too much, guys. X3;;; <br /><br />Straightened my new hairs todayÂ I like the way it looks!! I can cosplayÂ someone like this, IÂm sure! <br /><br />Oh, Jin, Jin, JinÂ <a href="http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/behindinfinity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbehindinfinity:" title="behindinfinity"/></a> *BLATANT ADVERTISING* GO~!!! <br /><br />Do you guys notice how my journals always seem to just descend into retarded babble after the first few paragraphs?? X3 *must get out of this habit!!*<br /><br />ManÂ LolÂ My dad got a new mouse for the laptop, cause the old one was likeÂ screwed, but this one isÂ PURPLE. 8D And itÂs like a frickinÂ disco mouse! It flashes all different colours <i>ALL</i> the time! I can see it going out of the corner of my eyeÂ LmaoÂ OMGGGGD. <br /><br />*blows raspberry* So we had dance practice (for the dumbass ball) the other dayÂ And I didnÂt want to do itÂ But Mrs. Stretton and Juan made me. TT_TT No, I shouldnÂt complain, I actually did enjoy it a fair bit. The guys in my grade rockkkk long time. I never realised how many of them I was actually friends with until then lol. Half way through dancing I decided Âwell, shit, I should be a dude now!!Â and abandoned my post as female to dance with all the girls. Lol. IÂm sorry, itÂs just more fun being a guy. I like leading when we do the waltz. XD; <br /><br />Straight hair is straightÂ =3<br /><br />So guys, about my new onliney nameÂ??? HALP??? PLUZ??? <br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>Well, shit...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 21:52:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *big, long sigh*<br /><br />Well... Hey everyone! It's been a while since I updated, but here's what's been going on...<br /><br />I recently applied at the local E.B. games outlet for a casual job, as i seriously need to start earning some money so that i can pay for my birthday/trip to sydney/ai-con cosplay. I got called in for an interview - which went really well, the guys seemed to take to me - then a second interview - which i was quite happy with - and they have just called me again to let me know that my application wasn't successful. I'm not too upset, because I know this happens to everyone, but I really thought I had it. I'm just praying it goes to one of the girls i talked to at the interview, because no one else there deserved it even in the slightest. *pissed off, please excuse nastiness*<br /><br />Ugh. Whatever. I'll keep applying at places. Retail places. Subway. W/e. I just have to get a job. My sister, Freya, started working at Maccy D's very recently, and I can tell she's going to do really well. She always does well at the things I just fail at. She does well at rubbing things in too. <br /><br />Gotta pump out a 2000 word essay this weekend... I've got pretty much all my information, but it doesn't make it any more appealing. <br /><br />On a happier note; I've discovered some more hilarious cosplayers (yay!!) on youtube.... Please check them out, they don't have half the views they should. British accent!Axel FTW. <br />The Sora Show (with super funny Sora and pervy Riku): <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/TouchMyKeyblade">[link]</a><br />Demyx Time (LOL): <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/JenxtheJinx">[link]</a><br /><br />Please, please watch?? <br /><br />Anyway... Not much else has been happening. The Senior College Ball (... the Yule ball lol) is coming up, the first week after the holidays, and I'm hoping that there'll be a decent afterparty organised this time. <br /><br />I NEED CONS OMGGGG. ANIME CONVENTIONS OR I WILL GO CRAZY. I'm thinking of going to the Phillipines when I go travelling late next year. That would be sweet. The Phillipines, Japan, South Korea, China, Hong Kong, and... Sydney. X3;; <br />I'm looking to meet up with fellow deviants too. Maybe just spend some time living in Singapore or something. No, I'm totally serious, I need this. <br /><br />Mm... But now that I have all that out of my system... I'm going to go write something for all my fantastic watchers. Cause I owe you guys x100000000000000. Thanks for everything. For the favs, for the lovely comments... It's great to come home to that after a hard day at school.<br /><br />On a closing note.... I need help getting an online name~!! Emily-moore is fail... Something cool and punchy, that I will come to be known by, and that will go on my name tag at cons... Okay?? Please help me out, guys~!<br /><br />Much, much love,<br /><br />xoxCaitlin.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A lesson in stealth...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 May 2008 23:33:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today...<br /><br />Ugh... >.<**<br /><br />Today Amy and I decided to skip out on English for the first time ALL FRICKIN YEAR, and what do you know... Mrs. Viney and the rest of the English class came up in the second lesson to do some study and we were caught out. She was actually pretty okay about it after the initial 'i'm really pissed off' wore off, but still... I was filled with a sense of absolute fail.<br /><br />STEALTH. UR DOIN IT WRONG.<br /><br />Fuckkkkkk. Not doing that ever again. EVER.<br /><br />Um... So... I also got all my hair chopped off and now look like a very girly boy! Am extremely happy with it... And I no longer have to straighten it! It's just a 10 minute shower, towel dry, wax, and I'm good to go. It's crazy having it so low mantinence now... But I absolutely love it. I'm thinking I might do a Gabby duBois (he's an oc of mine...) cosplay, cause he has the same kind of hair! I'll put pics up if I do. <br /><br />Air Gear = LOVE. SEXY LOVE. It's an awesome anime... Even if some of the english voice actors (*cough* AGITO!! *cough, cough*) make me cringe with horror. I prefer subs anyway... The english is just funny cause of all the swearing.<br /><br />Also made of teh awesome is Chrono Crusade... Kickass series. Rosette is one of the few female characters who I actually like. She cracks me up, especially when she's yelling and going nuts.<br /><br />We got the second volume of the Death Note anime today!! Woo!! Pachi, pachi!! Thoroughly happy... And also thoroughly in love with Light Yagami. MIKAMI, I UNDERSTAND YOU. 8D KAMI FTW!!! Best Light cosplayer of all time is Jin~! <a href="http://behindinfinity.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/e/behindinfinity.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbehindinfinity:" title="behindinfinity"/></a> He seriously is like... a real life version of Light. *tries not to drool over Tuxedo Team's amazing-awesomeness* You guys are inspiring!!<br /><br />I'm getting so pumped up over my Mello cosplay for AI-Con next year~! Turns out that my sister's growing her hair, and I get to be Harry Potter on the second day instead of her!! *fangirls and faints with happiness* We will very likely be doing The Mysterious Ticking Noise in our little group... I can't wait. I'm gonna be Draco fanboying all day. XD;; "I wonder what Draco's doing..."<br /><br />Anyway... <br /><br />Zach, I miss you so much..... It's weird, I don't even have to check my phone now, cause I never get any msgs... X3; <br /><br />I think I'm coming down with something...<br /><br />Will leave it here!<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update... Gyaru gyaru~!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Apr 2008 00:48:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm so omg over gyaru 'Galz' atm... They're so awesome and kickass. They look so cool. Wish we had a gyaru group at schoooool... OwO<br /><br />Um... So this journal is basically an update for the sake of updating. I've been that unmotivated this weekend... >.<;; I'm supposed to be working on my deviance essay for sociology, but i really just cannot be bothered. It's been raining non-stop today, and it's freezing, so i've spent most of the day in the lounge room by the fire sitting on a beanbag playing FFXII. Stuck again... I got through Giruvegan or w/e its called but now I can't beat that goddamn freak of a boss and it pisses me off cause i go to kill him and he has a tiny bit of life left, and he still manages to finish me off first. UGHHH. Boss battles make me saddd. <br /><br />In other news... RoiWorld is my heaven atm. I'm so addicted. Go here if you love dress up games, and don't mind a bit of Korean; <a href="http://www.roiworld.com/fashion/f_game/dress/">[link]</a> . The whole website's in Korean, but I'm absolutely addicted to it. YAY.<br />If anyone knows of any gyaru dress ups...?? <br /><br />RP is my antidrug. Seriously... I love it long time. It keeps me sane. <br /><br />Um, um...?? Trying to think of things.... <br /><br />I'm thinking about getting my hair cut short soon. Really short. Everyone reckons I should get a bob, but i really want a layered sort of boy style to my... mid-neck?? Maybe. I just want it done. I'm gonna dress up like a guy and bluff my way ito Melbourne Church Grammer school for boys. Lol. I wish. If you haven't seen it (or, hell, even if you have) get out and watch She's The Man sometime soon. I know it's mainstream, but I absolutely love it. It's funny as. And inspiring lol. Boys school nao. I might do a photo shoot or something with my new hair. St. I stylez. <br />I'll talk to Keith about my hair... He'll know what will look good, but i'm kinda worried that he'll be like 'you should do it, yes, right now, absolutely, let's go', cause i know how bad he wants to cut off my hair. He gets excited cause there's so much of it... <.<;;; <br /><br />But anyway... I think I've rambled sufficiantly!! Hope you're all safe and well.<br /><br />Much love~!<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ramble tiemz!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Apr 2008 00:27:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone!!<br /><br />Well, today I went to my last school fete... Well... My last fete as a Marist student. *sighs* It was... It went really quickly lol I spent the morning grabbing random kids in the ghost tunnel, and the afternoon dancing (IN THE RAVE CAVE WOO!!!) to daft punk with the grade 9's. Um... <br />Had an actual conversation with my 14 year old stalker. He's adorable and blonde lol.<br /><br />Everybody look!!! <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> drew my boys!! Right here... <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/art/MY-Prince-82496526">[link]</a> *so happy...* I really love how Matt looks!! Sasha too, of course. ^w^<br /><br />Aw, man, I wanna cosplay so bad... You know when you just really wanna do something? Well, that's the thing I really wanna do! I can't wait to be Mello... He's the kind of character I wanna do all the time, just cause of his attitude and his gangsta-ness, and his sticking his gun down the front of his pants thing... X3;; He's cool!!<br /><br />That fanfic I mentioned in my last journal is in the process of being typed up. It's long... And there are a bunch of things I need to change to make it better, seeing as I wrote it in like... one afternoon. *usually takes a couple of days...*<br /><br />I can't wait to have a sleepover with <a href="http://captive-quill.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/captive-quill.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaptive-quill:" title="captive-quill"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> We need to write, hon!! Our characters have not have crossoverness for far to long now. Gabby misses Ash lol. Emily misses the girls!! Ari misses Toby. And... Hamish misses Oli.<br /><br />That frigging GabrielMethod ad is everywhere... O_o;;<br /><br />I'm thinking I might give some HP nextgen a bash... What'd you guys think?? It'd be hell fun... And basically just Harry/Draco, but with different names and different houses. I've seen a lot of Scorp in Ravenclaw... But I tend to think he'd be in Slytherin with Al. It's be cool that way! They could give Slytherin a new name. A <i>good</i> name. And... they could hang out with Rose or something. Horray!! I like the idea of nerdy!Scorp and shy!Al. Lemme know what you all think on this one? Any suggestions for characterization would be super appreciated!!<br /><br />Mm... Speaking of fanfic... I've noticed my Draco has transformed into superslut!Draco... It's how he is in a lot of the fics I read, and I guess it's kinda stuck.. But yeah. It's funny to think of him as a get around. Sleepin' with all the Slytherins. And the Ravenclaws. Lol, cause they're smart, so they know he's good!! Makes total sense, haha. <br /><br />Nicola, I miss yooouu!!! Got any plans for AI-Con next year, cosplay wise??<br /><br />Well, I should probably finish this up now. Next journal will include a taggie!!<br /><br />Much love to you all!!<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br />EDIT:** dA... You fill me with happiness. I'm sorry for the times I've abused in the past... Thank you x1000000 to all the amazing people on here. I love you all! You've made me the person I am today.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I can haz fanfic...??</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Apr 2008 18:44:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alrighty!! I'm pretty pumped today, if only because last night I sat down, really focused, and wrote an... (are you ready...) EIGHT PAGE FANFICCY!!! Woo!!! <br />It was supposed to be a DracoxHarry, but... It kinda came out more of a DracoxBlaise (O_o) with little bits of Harry thrown in...<br />It's a big birthday party Draco's put together, and it's pretty... yeah. But I like it. And I like writing Draco on pixie dust (or whatever the hell is the equivalent of drugs in the wizarding world).<br /><br />Nnuh.... So tired...<br /><br />But anyway... <br /><br />I've been craving cons all freaking week, and it's starting to annoy me... I have costumes figured out for next years AI-Con (which translates to 'love-con' as someone pointed out the other day!), and will be doing Mello with <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> as my Matt.<br />YAY FOR YAOI!!<br /><br />But, yes!! Class is finishing up now, so i might leave this one here...<br /><br />Hope you're all safe and well!!<br />Tis the season to be... conning... X3;;<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Post con blues...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Mar 2008 21:05:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah... Well... What can I say about AI-Con that hasn't already been said? It kicked ass, basically, and I want to do it again right now. But alas... The only social interaction I get atm, is school. <br /><br />Freya's L cosplay turned out to be very popular, and I think she was a bit overwhelmed by all the attention lol! But we had an absolute blast.<br /><br />Mm... What else... <br /><br />I was supposed to be at rehearsal this afternoon (for our school musical) but due to womanly problems, it hasn't happened. It pisses me off that I get these god annoying cramps... But there's not a whole lot I can do other than complain and take pills.<br /><br />*sighs* I'm really over school... It's just like... Work, food, homework, bed, then it repeats and sometimes we get an assembly. And they suck even more cause those seats make my ass hurt!!! D<<br /><br />But anyway... <br /><br />My subscription runs out soon, so I have to get used to looking at all my dA msgs one by one again! Lol, I don't mind too much. I'm just glad that I was able to have a sub for the time I did! Thank you Zach, honey... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />Next journal will be better, I promise... It's just that... When i'm in pain I tend to be grumpy and not in the mood for making any form of funniness... u_u;; Next time!!<br /><br />Take care of yourselves,<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>AI-Con! </title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Mar 2008 13:51:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YEY!! Today, my friends, I am attending my first ever anime convention (in Tasmania lol).<br />But anyway... I'll have plenty of pictures up on here, as my sister and I are cosplaying (I'm doing MisaMisa, she's doing L, ala Death Note), and our friends are doing Yuna and Lenne from FFX-2. Trust me when I say their costumes are <i>amazing</i>...<br />We're planning on catching the bus in, just to stir up a little fun among the 'normals' XD.<br />It's gonna be GREAT.<br />I cannot tell you just how excited I am... AH!!<br />Will update later... But for now, I hope you're all safe and well.<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>D8</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:10:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First off, Happy Valentines Day everybody!! I hope you all got love <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />Now, onto other things... My internet has gone really, really strange, and I can no longer get into my deviant messages without it freaking out and 'aborting the mission'. I'm pretty worried actually, cause I can't get to comments or anything... It's doing it with my deviantwatch too now... Whether it's the internet or dA, I really don't know, but if I don't comment back or thank you for faving or something, I'm really very sorry. Ugh. I hate this.<br /><br />Back to the positive!!! Valentines Day was just... Gods, I can't put into words how good I felt. First time I've ever gotten roses, let's put it that way. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> for my lovely boy.<br /><br />FFXII !! Yay!!! I just got to Archades this morning, and I'm really, really happy because I've been wanting to go there for AGES now. So, yeah... I won't be able to play as much now school's back, but I'm still happy. It's good. <br /><br />Best finish my homework and making my onigiri...<br /><br />Love to you all!!<br /><br />xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gamers meme/quiz, and back to school...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:22:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone!! Feels like I haven't updated my journal in forever... Um, I'm in the process of sorting my gallery into those folder things, but it turns out you have to put them in in the right order. LOL. I've got chapters all over the place atm. So... working on it!! <br />Not much has been happening here at camp Caitlin... I can't believe how much I HAVEN'T caught up with people these holidays. This ALWAYS happens. Sorry guys... I feel like I should've been organising things every week. School starts back in about a week, and I'm not looking forward to it... But I am... I'm excited, but I'm not... >.< I don't know. <br /><br />Here's a meme, stolen from <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> a while ago... Video Game Meme<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~<br />Genres/firsts.<br />~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />1.What was the first video game you have ever played?<br />OoÂ UmÂ I <i>think</i> it was probably Super Mario 64 lol on my cousinÂs old school Nintendo when I was aboutÂ ten?<br /><br />2.What was your first console?<br />PlayStation2. Still got it!<br /><br />3.Have you ever visited a video game arcade?<br />Yeah, to play Dance Dance RevolutionÂ That was only recently too!<br /><br />4.What was your first handheld?<br />u__u SadlyÂ. IÂve never had my own handheld. I wish I had a DS or a PSP, but alasÂ<br /><br />5.What was the first game you've beaten/cleared completely?<br />DOA2. IÂm pretty sure IÂve finished itÂ<br /><br />6.Games based off of real sports: Yay or Nay?<br />I once played a tennis one with this little boy I was babysittingÂ But he kicked my ass lol. It was good fun!<br /><br />7.Online games: Yay or nay?<br />Never playedÂ<br /><br />8.Do you play any Massively Multiplayer Online RPG games?<br />Nope. Kinda wish I didÂ Apparently WoW is pretty awesomeÂ<br /><br />9.Do you play any virtual pet games? (Neopets, Teripets, Aftermathzone, etc.)<br />Dude. Who DIDNÂT play Neopets?? I had a really cute cow, a ball of fluff, a cat thing andÂ I canÂt remember what else lol. But I was always poor.<br /><br />10. Puzzle games and Strategy games: Yay or Nay?<br />MmÂ. Nay? Some strategy games are okayÂ<br /><br />11. Do you play any RPGs?<br />YES PLZ. RPGs are my favourite. <br /><br />12. Do you play any Platformer games?<br />?? ^w^;;;<br /><br />13. What was the first game/console/handheld of yours that stopped working?<br />Game: NoneÂ<br />Console: Again, noneÂ<br />Handheld: WaaÂ<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~<br />Characters/Plot<br />~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />14. Do you actually care if a game has a plot or do you just play games for the gameplay?<br />It dependsÂ I like a plot sometimes, but if the gameplayÂs awesome, it doesnÂt really bother me at all.<br /><br />15. Name a few video game characters that are your favourites.<br />Okay! I LOVE Helena Douglas (DOA) and Reks and Fran (FFXII).<br /><br />16. Name a few series that are your favorites<br />DOA definitely, and FF.<br /><br />17. Has a video game ever made you cry?<br />Â No. ButÂ I get upset when Vaan has ÂReks flashbacksÂÂ<br /><br />18. Has a video game character annoyed you so much that you wanted him removed from the game? If so, name the character.<br />ActuallyÂ I really hate Hermione on the HP4 gameÂ And Ashe and Penelo used to piss me off no end. I wouldnÂt play with them and so all the other characters were past Lv.20 and they were both still at Lv.13 or somethingÂ ^w^; IÂve grown to like them both now.<br /><br />19. Do you "pair" or "ship" characters up with one another? (make/create/write romance involving them)<br />As a matter of fact, I do. Reks/Vaan is a great pairing, if you ask me, and I wish there was more fanfic around.<br /><br />20. Do you write video game fanfiction?<br />Â YesÂ<br /><br />21. Do you draw video game fanart?<br />Lol, no, I tried, but the failure was epic.<br /><br />22. Do you come up with theories on how a character came to be/what he or she would do in a situation/why he or she is moody/etc.<br />SumtiemsÂ. I meanÂ Squall is obviously a moody asshole cause heÂs confused about his sexuality and his feelings towards Seifer. OBVIOUSLY LOL.<br /><br />23. Are you a "fanboy" or "fangirl" of any character?<br />I really like Reks, okayÂ?<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br />Boss Battles/Villains<br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />24. Hardest Boss Battle<br />MmÂ FuckinÂ Elder Wyrm was pretty difficultÂ<br /><br />25. Most Frustrating Boss Battle<br />My most recent oneÂ I canÂt remember what the bitchÂs name was, but she was like a big wiggling scorpion snake of ice thingÂ SHE WORKS FOR ME NOW HAHA.<br /><br />26. Most Rewarding Boss Battle<br />TiamatÂ Cause I freed Mjrn and that was awesomeÂ Cause I had an excuse to go hang out at the viera village. WOO 8D ME LIEK TEH BUNNEH LADIEZZ<br /><br />27... ]]></description>
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                <title>Good news ^_^</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:02:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today has been full of it! It's nice, finding out about good things... <br />
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Recently, my papa went to the doctor about a lump around his chest, near his shoulder, and she sent him to Melbourne to see our country's cancer expert... As you can probably gather, my family has been very worried, as we were all expecting the worst, as you tend to do in situations such as this. But now, after 10 days on the mainland for testing, etc, he's back, and brought with him the news that it's NOT cancer. So thank the gods for that... <br />
But yeah, it really was hard for a while. *hugs dad*<br />
He even brought stuff back for my sister and I... He got me some Chanel No.5 Eau de Parfume, which I've loved since I was young, but have never got around to getting because... Well, the $$$$ that I do not have... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> It smells like heaven... And he got me a phone charm, so i have two now. My phone won't fit any more. >.< A little ninja and a sailor hello kitty is all I have. I want a phone like those crazy gyaru girls in Japan! He brought Krispy Kreme too! Kyaa~!<br />
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Anyway! I recently went down to Hobart, and stayed with my good friend <a href="http://100-percent-hp-fan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/0/100-percent-hp-fan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon100-percent-hp-fan:" title="100-percent-hp-fan"/></a>'s while I was there. We went to this gaming arcade solely for the Dance-Dance-Revolution!! Then a bunch of ppl who were crazy good at it showed up and started kicking ass on the highest levels, so we... left. XD; I also extended my manga collection by two books (Loveless Vol#4 and Boy Princess Vol#4) and got a bunch of addresses for gay clubs/lounge bars/cafes ^w^ It was great!!<br />
I want the game Okami... If only cause it's so beautiful. I actually like watching it better than I think I'd like playing it... X3;<br />
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Mm... That's about it for now. I hope everyone's safe and well!!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>2008... </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2008 14:40:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Firstly... I just wanna let everyone know that I pretty much failed at every subject last year, English Writers aside, and it looks like I may just have to do a year 13 or something. So... It's a little depressing, but this stuff happens, right? So I'm trying not to get upset or worried over things. It doesn't matter. <br />
Also, I'm no longer aiming for journalism as my career path, because it just isn't something I want to do. At the moment... I'm going to start looking into social work, because I'm never going to make it into psychology, and social work is the next best thing. I can get into counselling and stuff from there. Ultimate job: Children's Psychologist. But... I'm working on it.<br />
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In other news... Zach got me a subscription for Christmas, along with a big, adorable bear that we're calling Monty. If you're interested in owning a beautiful, one of a kind bear, please visit his page, and get in touch with him! <a href="http://19thcenturyfleabag.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/1/9/19thcenturyfleabag.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icon19thcenturyfleabag:" title="19thcenturyfleabag"/></a> ^w^<br />
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Mm... So... Not a lot else has really been happening. Christmas has come and gone, and so too has New Years... All without anything to spectacular happening. But... I'm actually hoping that this year will be good. I'm going to do my best at school... I do want to get into uni. <br />
We'll see how things turn out!<br />
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Jazzi has decided to start sleeping on my pillow... u____u;;; I can't sleep with her there, because everytime I go to move or roll over or anything, she like... squeaks or meows or something... But I put her on the covers and she sits and stares at me then goes back onto my pillow... DX And she keeps appearing with cobwebs all over her face... <br />
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HOLY FUCK THE DOOR IS OPEN! Omg... XO ! XXOO!!!! Lemme explain... This comp is in the downstairs room of my house... And there's a door in this room which leads to SCARY UNDER THE HOUSE (incidentally, this is Jazzi's favourite part of the house) and it's OPEN right now!! Yuck.... Yuck... I'm going to go close it... <br />
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Um... As far as writing goes... I've been working on this piece, which probably won't be suitable for dA lol, so... Yeah... The only thing I'm writing atm is that. Some smut on the side! <br />
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*lurking on 4chan...* I really must get onto trying to start up my fanfic again... I've been disctracted with stupid housework for ages now, so there hasn't been anything... Much less inspiration... <br />
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But, anyway... My life is pretty much boring atm, so I'll stop sharing it with those of you who actually read this.<br />
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Feel free to shout in my shoutbox! And be wowed by my stamps of cool!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas Character Quiz ^w^</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Dec 2007 20:27:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pick 4 Characters:<br />
Okay! I chooseÂ<br />
a) Mattathiah<br />
b) Sasha<br />
c) Virgo<br />
d) Lughnasadh<br />
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1) ItÂs getting close to Christmas time! How do you feel?<br />
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Matt: Wonderful! The boys get so excited this time of year.<br />
Sasha: MmÂ My Prince likes the house to sparkle now. Red and green and red.<br />
Virgo: I canÂt wait! IÂm counting down the days Âtil St. Nicholas comes!<br />
Lughnasadh: *shrug* I donÂt really care.<br />
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2) Do you *cough*believe*cough* in Santa Claus?<br />
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Matt: *warning look* YESÂ St Nicholas visits us every year without fail. You may want to get that cough seen toÂ<br />
Sasha: *distracted by gold and red tinsel*<br />
Virgo: Of course! He always gets me exactly what I ask forÂ And he knew when I moved here from my momÂs, so he must be real!<br />
Lughnasadh: *snort*<br />
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3) Do you put up the traditional Christmas tree?<br />
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Matt: Yes, we send out for a large pine tree each year.<br />
Sasha: In my PrinceÂs room. ThereÂs a tree.<br />
Virgo: Mm hmm!<br />
Lughnasadh: Yeah. ItÂs a bitch to get up the stairs, thoughÂ<br />
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4) Who usually puts the ornaments on your Christmas tree?<br />
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Matt: The boys! Though I help with the high up places and the star.<br />
Sasha: They put on redÂ On the big tree. Gold, too. ItÂs like the sky.<br />
Virgo: Solace, Lakshimdal and I do most of it. Last year His Majesty lifted me up so I could put the star on top! My favourite ornaments are the angels that hold candles but I like all the gold baubles, too. I love decorating the tree!<br />
Lughnasadh: Not me. <br />
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5) Hot Chocolate?<br />
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Matt: IÂll pass.<br />
Sasha: No.<br />
Virgo: Oh! Please?<br />
Lughnasadh: If you could slip some Cognac in there too, thatÂd be perfect.<br />
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6) Candy canes and peppermints?<br />
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Matt: We hang candy canes on the tree and eat them on Christmas!<br />
Sasha: My Prince has them made red.<br />
Virgo: I love them, but His Majesty has specially made ones that are only red so Sasha will eat them too.<br />
Lughnasadh: IÂmÂ not big on lollies.<br />
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7) Do you dress up as Santa Claus/Mrs.Claus/elves?  <br />
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Matt: Well, actuallyÂ Aras, Solace, Lakshimdal and Virgo have little elf outfitsÂ ItÂs the most adorable thingÂ<br />
Sasha: I wear my Princess dress. ItÂs for those like the Giving Day. ThisÂ that you keep askingÂ Giving Day. They give.<br />
Virgo: *blushes* YeahÂ I have an elf outfitÂ<br />
Lughnasadh: <i>I</i> donÂtÂ But a bunch of the others do. V looks <i>fantastic</i> in his elf costume.<br />
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8) Do you have someone to love on Christmas day?<br />
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Matt: Six someones!<br />
Sasha: Always. My Prince. Always, always. We love.<br />
Virgo: Yes. His Majesty likes Christmas kisses from me.<br />
Lughnasadh: Believe me when I say YES. <br />
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9) Have you ever been lucky enough to get a kiss under a mistletoe? <br />
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Matt: Oh, yes. We hang mistletoe <i>everywhere</i>.<br />
Sasha: The littleÂ I thinkÂ ThatÂ hurts peopleÂ I donÂt like thatÂ<br />
Virgo: *giggles* Yes!<br />
Lughnasadh: Done more than kiss under itÂ<br />
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10) Red or green?<br />
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Matt: I like both.<br />
Sasha: *stares*<br />
Virgo: I like white things at ChristmasÂ White and goldÂ<br />
Lughnasadh: Probably green. I look good in dark, Christmas green.<br />
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11) The Christmas ham or the Christmas turkey?<br />
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Matt: We have ham. I cannot stand turkey.<br />
Sasha: I will not eat. Not animals.<br />
Virgo: I like ham.<br />
Lughnasadh: Ham, I suppose. I canÂt really remember what turkey tastes like.<br />
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12) Last question: The thing you want for Christmas (not including a person)?<br />
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Matt: A wonderful day at home, watching the boysÂ faces light up when they open their presents. ThatÂs all I want.<br />
Sasha: AÂ crown. For a PrincessÂ GoldÂ With... redÂ It must glitter like ruby starsÂ And make me tingle when I have itÂ<br />
Virgo: This year IÂve asked St Nicholas for a new coat. I drew him a picture and everything so he knows how to make it!<br />
Lughnasadh: WouldnÂt mind a newÂ toyÂ *looks at Mattathiah with raised eyebrows* For my toy chest? Something nice andÂ big?<br />
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So... Matt gets the boys to celebrate in the way he did when he was a child. Hence the St Nick. I had fun!<br />
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Hope you all had a wonderful, wonderful xmas!!!!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>CHRISTMAS TEIM 8D</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Dec 2007 17:34:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, firstly, I'd like to apologise for being off for so long... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> My sister managed to use up all our broadband usage for the month so we had about 20 days with SUPERSLOW interents... And I hate slow internets... My mum still won't get unlimited lol.<br />
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Uh... I'm not sure what it is about xmas... But everybody seems to be going just a leetle bit crazy... Caps locking in their journals and doing lots of faces liek this 8D D8 8< ... Hur hur... Not that I'm complaining! I love when people get like this!! <br />
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But yus.... For all those of you up North... Have fun in the SNOW this year!! I'll be fine just baking down here in the hot summer... My family's having a big lunch or w/e and I'm making the cocktails (YUS WIN) Can't wait ^w^ *has been warned repeatedly not to get Grandmama drunk...* Ku ku ku... <br />
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But yeah, hopefully I'll be able to get a bit more writing done, cause all I've had time for lately is rp, Loveless, FFXII and xmas shopping... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> *slack....*<br />
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Oh! I got past the battery mimics of FFXII! Yayz!! I'm pretty much good atm, except I suck at planning ahead and so I always run into problems sooner or later. <br />
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Have a great Christmas everybody!!!! PARTY!!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>OC Quiz: Mattathiah</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 19:28:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Pick an original story of yours. :3 Your favorite you've made, or if you don't have a story, just think of your favorite OC's<br />
2. Then, err uhh fill out the answers yuh. 83;;; <br />
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QUESTION:<br />
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1. Which OCs would you most likely have fights with? <br />
UmÂ probably Lughnasadh cause heÂd bag me out and call me a loser. I donÂt know who elseÂ I think IÂd get along pretty well with most of them.<br />
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2. The fanservice OCs? xDD (<-- pissing me off&#133<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
Mattathiah and LughnasadhÂ I think they have the most graphic sexÂ In all the stories I donÂt put up on here! Lol!<br />
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3. The unpopular ones? D:<br />
Lakshimdal cause I never do anything with him outside of rps.<br />
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4. Okay, so giant OC olympic event. Who would win what events?<br />
Oh my goodness. All Mattathiah would do is sit back and watch all the boys working themselves into a sweat cause heÂs a pervert like that. Lughnasadh would get all competitive and <i>have</i> to beat everyone elseÂ Aras and Solace would never come out of the changerooms (HAHA). I donÂt know whoÂd win what.<br />
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5. Who would be disqualified for indecent conduct and what would it be? xD<br />
Mattathiah for molesting the athletes. Sasha for deciding the sporting equipment was the wrong colour and bleeding all over it.<br />
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6. Illnesses/Injuries (mental or otherwise): Discuss them!<br />
OkayÂ Sasha has some mystery mental illness, though itÂs suspected to be an extreme case of Haematomania, which is an intense need to see/smell/taste blood. <br />
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INDIVIDUAL OC STUFF<br />
Okay. Pick ONE OC. Any one. Doesn't have the be the main character. :3<br />
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Mattathiah ^w^<br />
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1. Jobs/Goal?<br />
HeÂs a PrinceÂ <br />
His main goal is to find someone to continue his royal blood line.<br />
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2. Successful or not?<br />
Not really. He doesnÂt perform his duties when/how he should.<br />
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3. I just walked in on them naked.<br />
LUCKY YOU.<br />
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4. I am a nudist man-bear-pig. Does that effect your answer for #3?<br />
Well youÂre a fucking lucky man-bear-pig!!<br />
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5. Threshold for pain on a scale of 1 to 10. 1 being a wuss and 10 being "huh? did I just get hit by a car?"<br />
AboutÂ 5? HeÂs not too good with pain.<br />
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6. Scantily clad?<br />
Depends on the company.<br />
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7. If he was in prison, how would he fare, and what put him there?<br />
Oh manÂ HeÂd be in there for raping a minor, and he would not fare well at all.     <br />
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8. Cradle-robber, or grave-robber? <br />
Cradle robber. Certainly.<br />
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9. Who do they lurrvvvv~?<br />
Sashaaaaa~!<br />
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10. If you had to sum up their personality into an element..<br />
Air.<br />
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11. What's the worst thing they've done?<br />
A seven year old.<br />
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I tag all those of you who have OCs of which you are proud!! ^w^<br />
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THAT WAS FUN GAIZ OwO<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>GAMIN' YO! FFXII!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Dec 2007 20:12:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAI GAIZ!! <br />
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Well, if you've read my latest deviation, you probably know that playing FFXII so solidly for the past couple of days has in fact brought out my inner fangirl. <br />
Which otp could it be!?!?!?<br />
I was instantly in love with Reks/Vaan. When looking through the little booklet, I thought, 'oh man, that Baultier dude, he's pretty hot! Him an Vaan LOLOL!' but then... well, I really think him and Fran work, cause let's face it fellow gamers, she's freakin' hot. *secretly likes playing as her best* <br />
But that bit where Vaan was in the desert and was all OHFLOWAS! I was like '...' until he had his FLASHBACK! Then my brain went (are you ready...) "OMFG THATS WAI VAAN LEIK FLOWAS! CAUSE HIS BROTHA LEIK THEM OMFG THEY GAYAYAY!!!!!!!!! OTP!!!!!!!!" And hence my new otp was born.<br />
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And that's all I have to say about that!!<br />
<br />
In other news, I really heart Qi lolita stuff atm, but there's hardly any pictures of good Qi lolis anywhere... <br />
<br />
But anyway! <br />
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Love you all~!<br />
<br />
xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Best Birthday... ever...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 17:35:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And at long last... I'M SEVENTEEN! *feels she has finally FINALLY caught up to everyone* <br />
One more year and I'm LEGAL GAIZ!!<br />
<br />
X3 So anyway... Main point of this journal is to share my haul with you all! I was almost moved to tears this year. I had no idea my family knew me so damn well... Every single gift was just... perfect.<br />
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From my dear, sweet Zachary...<br />
Yami no Matsuei/Descendants of Darkness - complete series... ^w^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> So, so wonderful!<br />
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From okasan!! My mother...<br />
A $100 gift voucher for my favourite shoe shop... *cries with utter joy*<br />
A new memory card for the PS2...<br />
And Final Fantasy XII!! *melts*<br />
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From my father...<br />
A shirt and compact mirror, both by a favourite artist of mine named Misery, who is based in New Zealand... Should probably point out that there's only one boutique in Australia I know of that sells her stuff... And it's on the mainland! All my luff dad!!<br />
2 heart shaped lollipops... (Made me a bit sad, Zach! Lol!!)<br />
An adorable miffy-esque badge...<br />
A $50 gift voucher for a bookshop that stocks some great CLAMP manga, such as xxxHolic!<br />
And an extra $50....<br />
<br />
From my gorgeous little sister, Freya-chan...<br />
THEEPICMOVIESPECTACULAROMFG 300!!!!!!!!!! OwO...<br />
Corpse Bride... *worships Tim Burton and would marry him despite that beard*<br />
And the kindest words I've heard for a long time... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blushes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":blushes:" title="Blush" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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And last, but most certainly NOT least, from my relatives in Victoria...<br />
A fantastic, beautiful, deliciously scented bottle of Versace perfume............ O-O *stunned and in awe of pretty designer label scent*<br />
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I just... I'm speechless. And so happy. This has been utterly wonderful. And I know I'm materialist, but I do not care. <br />
<br />
Love you all~! So much~! <br />
<br />
xoxCaitlin<br />
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P.S... TAGGIE TIEM!<br />
Was tagged by <a href="http://emo-neko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/m/emo-neko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconemo-neko:" title="emo-neko"/></a><br />
<br />
Three names for myself...:<br />
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1. Caitlin.<br />
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2. Cait.<br />
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3. CaiÂ (I just noticed how they get smaller each timeÂ )<br />
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And names of three friends:<br />
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1. Erica <a href="http://captive-quill.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/captive-quill.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconcaptive-quill:" title="captive-quill"/></a><br />
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2. Tamara <a href="http://tohru80.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/o/tohru80.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontohru80:" title="tohru80"/></a><br />
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3. Sandra <a href="http://emo-neko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/m/emo-neko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconemo-neko:" title="emo-neko"/></a><br />
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<br />
AND NOW... Three objects close to me.<br />
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Objects On My Desk:<br />
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1. One of my many, MANY notebooksÂ ItÂs got an orange cover.<br />
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2. Really funky lookinÂ scalesÂ<br />
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3. Pretty box of pretty paperÂ<br />
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Objects I Am Attatched To:<br />
<br />
1. Michael the angel bear.<br />
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2. My loli skirt.<br />
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3. My wallet. When it has monies in it.<br />
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I tags!! Anyone who wants to do it!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>FTW!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Nov 2007 20:08:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So everything is thoroughly AWESOME right now.<br />
<br />
Labour won!! It was a landslide victory, and our old P.M. Johnny, is GONEY!! He's lost his seat, Labour's win was that big. And I know why it happened. BECAUSE KEVIN07 IS MADE OF WIN AND AWESOME.<br />
It's the truth. I just hope he doesn't screw this up. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
Also! I've found a new style of music which I am just crazy about... Enka? I think it's called? It's very traditional sort of Japanese stuff... Check out the song called 'Gods Poetry' on this page: <a href="http://www.myspace.cn/helenadragonmusic">[link]</a> . Love it. The first one's good too. I'm looking out for more Enka/Edo period style stuff, so if you happen to come across any, I'd love to know the html. Thanks guys!<br />
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My birthday is on Friday this week! I'll be 17 at last!! It's completely unfair... Next year, all my friends will go out celebrating their 18th birthdays, and I won't be able to because I'll still be underage. D8<br />
But it's alright... Cause they'll all be able to party with me once it's mine!!<br />
<br />
Guys! Who live around and near me! I'll be sending out texts once I get more credit, but I'm thinking Beowolf on Saturday night, then drinks at Europa or somewhere... How's that sound? Lemme know if you're free...<br />
<br />
Well... I should probably get going...<br />
<br />
Please check out my latest piece! <a href="http://emily-moore.deviantart.com/gallery">[link]</a> And let me know what you think!<br />
<br />
My love to you all <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
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To you especially, my sweet boy.<br />
<br />
xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Election Day~!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Nov 2007 18:25:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...! It's that time of year! Today is the day of the Federal Election, and everyone is off to vote!! ^w^ I'm excited, because for a very long time, our Prime Minister has been that absolute dickhead, John Howard. But things are certainly looking like they may be changing... Not only is the current favourite, Kevin Rudd, much more attractive than our current P.M., he also makes a lot more sense.<br />
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Get out there and vote, those of you who can!! Labour, Labour all the way!! Kevinisgod 8D<br />
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Love you all!<br />
<br />
xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~emily-moore</author>
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                <title>Top 10 Anime Hotties</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2007 16:16:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by <a href="http://tohru80.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/o/tohru80.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontohru80:" title="tohru80"/></a> 8D YAY!!!!!<br />
<br />
Okay... My top ten guys from anime... Here goes X3 In no particular order...<br />
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1. Soubi Agatsuma - Loveless - Cause he's a total pedo/pervert/'lolita freak' and I LOVE HIM 8D (This includes Fighter kun... XD) Soubi kun: <a href="http://www.onigiri.blogger.com.br/soubi_ritsuka.jpg">[link]</a> He's the hot tall one!!! Btw, I like little Ritsuka too... <br />
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2. Hisoka - Yami no Matsuei/Descendents of Darkness - His eyes, and his poor traumatized little mind thanks to MurakiTheFreak... >3 Ku ku ku... Yus, I no I would've molested him too! Hisoka chan: <a href="http://ynm.moonliteshadow.net/gallery/gallery/98.jpg">[link]</a> and a kitty~!<br />
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3. Mello - Death Note - Cause he's a psycho and he likes licking chocolate/wearing tight leather and heeled boots/looking like a chick/having smex with Matt and Near. YUMZ. Mello san: <a href="http://www.deathproject.com/img/capas/8.g.jpg">[link]</a> Big fuckin' sexy picture...<br />
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4. Yuki Sohma - Fruits Basket - Well, I don't really have to say, do I? He's pretty, femenine and softly spoken, has the manners of a prince and the fashion sense of one too. Yuki kun: <a href="http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/3/31/FB_yuki.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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5. Howl - Howl's Moving Castle - Because he's SEX. Mysterious and adorable and throws tantrums over his hair. I luff him much ^_^. Howl san: <a href="http://www.theage.com.au/ffximage/2006/03/20/howls_moving_castle_050928042932722_wideweb__300x409.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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6. Gakuen Heaven cast - Gakuen Heaven - Yep... I'm going with the entire cast cause I can't choose one. Plus, I think it's the combined cast that makes the show hot, not just one or two characters. Love, love! Gakuen Heaven (Boys love hyper!!) boys: <a href="http://bestanime.co.kr/newAniData/HNY_img/img/GHEAVEN+++/GHEAVEN+++img001.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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(O_o;;; Running out of idead ALREADY...)<br />
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7. Muraki - Yami no Matsuei/Descendents of Darkness - Because he's a FREAK, and quiet frankly, I like that. Muraki san: <a href="http://www.vamppire.com/snowdrop/muraki/18.jpg">[link]</a> YA PLZ.<br />
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8. Seimei Aoyagi - Loveless - Um...? I'm not sure why I like him so much... He's hardly in the manga or anime at all, but he seems like he was really cool... Seimei san: <a href="http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/4/43/Loveless_(manga">[link]</a>)_-_Aoyagi_Seimei.jpg<br />
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9. Lawrence - Boys Next Door - He's a really gorgeous little prostitute from a short manga called Boys Next Door by Kaori Yuki... I just... really liked him. He was a realist character. Lawrence: <a href="http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/thumb/c/c4/200px-Boys_Next_Door.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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10. Fai - Tsubasa - Popped into my head at the last second! XD I like Fai cause he acts really, really gay... And he's really cute... Fai san: <a href="http://www.nautiljon.com/images/perso/grandes/Tsubasa_Chronicle/fai.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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Anyway!!<br />
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I'm not tagging, but feel free to take if you like.<br />
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That was harder than I thought it would be...<br />
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I'm going back to bed.<br />
<br />
xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>EXAM TIEM!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 18:29:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just got back from doing my last exam!! YEAR 11 IS OFFICIALLY OVAH!!!!! YAYZ!!!!<br />
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Finished in the first hour and spent the next hour drawing on some piece of paper 8< Which they took!! They'll think I'm German though cause everything I wrote was in German... HAHA...<br />
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Examiners: *marking* Alright, lets give this K27 FOO a C---- ! LOLZ!!! AHAHA- Wait, what? German? IT'S GERMAN? 8l<br />
<br />
<a href="http://totenveloren.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/o/totenveloren.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontotenveloren:" title="totenveloren"/></a> ... You make me laugh so hard I wee...<br />
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Not really. <br />
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Dad has a Learn German cd in his car and it plays everytime we go for a drive anywhere. 8l I know how to say a heap of stuff now. And Matt's always, always speaking it now. XD<br />
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My computer makes me laugh! It's being super slowz for everyone... except me! Haha! That's what you get for being a MYSPACE HOR FREYA 8<<br />
<br />
Um...?<br />
<br />
Now it's the SUMMA!! And I have to do a buncha stuff, liek... <br />
CLEAN MA ROOM<br />
GETS A JOB<br />
HAVE MA BIRFDAY<br />
BUY XMAS PRESSIES FOR EVERY111<br />
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And that's about it atm. <br />
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As far as writing and stuff goes... I'm taking a little time to just get stuf written, and start figuring things out, so I reckon it'll be a while before I get anything up again. <br />
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Gonna make some super fucked up in the head characters for my new story... If it goes ahead... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> <br />
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Um! Not much else to say... Except...<br />
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ICH LEIBE DICH!!! ICH BIN EIN AFFE!!! NICHT STREITEN 8<<br />
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Sie kommentieren..................................!!! Jetzt beeilen!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Character Quiz: Mattathiah/Sargent/Arian</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Nov 2007 23:04:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rules<br />
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.<br />
2. Make them answer the following questions.<br />
3. Tag three other people<br />
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1. Whats your full name?<br />
Matt: MattathiahÂ (He has no last name D: )<br />
Sargent: But that would be tellingÂ <br />
Ari: Arian Pendragon. No way in hell youÂre getting my middle name.<br />
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2. Whats your age?<br />
Matt: Six hundred and thirteen last time I checked.<br />
Sargent: Possibly sixteen.<br />
Ari: Seventeen.<br />
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3. Height and weight, if known.<br />
Matt: Around 5Â7ÂÂ, and 50kg/110Ibs(approx).<br />
Sargent: 5Â4ÂÂ, 47kg.<br />
Ari: 5Â6ÂÂ, 53kg.<br />
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4. What is your species?<br />
Matt: Vampire.<br />
Sargent: HumanÂ What the hell kind of question is that? <br />
Ari: East Dorm Boy. HahÂ<br />
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5. Do you believe in love?<br />
Matt: I do, but I donÂt go out of my way to endorse it. <br />
Sargent: *cracks up*<br />
Ari: I certainly do.<br />
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6. Who do you like?<br />
Matt: Little boys. And my princess.<br />
Sargent: My beautiful brother, Shea.<br />
Ari: DanÂ<br />
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7. Name your best buddies.<br />
Matt: Lughnasadh and Alex. IÂd trust them both with my life.<br />
Sargent: Shea.<br />
Ari: I have a few! Here goesÂ Gabby, Q, Dan, Toby, Ash, Hayley, Oliver, Belle, Emily, Hamish and Fabs.<br />
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8. At what date were you born?<br />
Matt: I donÂt remember. 1300Âs I think.<br />
Sargent: A while back.<br />
Ari: UhÂ (Author canÂt remember!!128! D: )<br />
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9. Favorite Movies.<br />
Matt: I like all the ones with attractive children in them.<br />
Sargent: I donÂt have time for movies.<br />
Ari: I have too many! I liked Hairspray!<br />
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10. Do you consider yourself a sexy or cute person?<br />
Matt: Not to blow my own horn, butÂ<br />
Sargent: Well I get paid, so that must say something about me.<br />
Ari: NoÂ <br />
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11. How would you describe yourself? (in a physical and psychological matter?)<br />
Matt: Needing to go on another 0 Negative diet.<br />
Sargent: More expensive than I look.<br />
Ari: UmÂ has a tendency to be overly-camp?<br />
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12. Who do you hate?<br />
Matt: Vampire elders who think IÂm an Âincompetent child molesterÂ. <br />
Sargent: Lolita. <br />
Ari: I donÂt really hate anyone.<br />
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13. What do you hate?<br />
Matt: People who steal whatÂs mine.<br />
Sargent: Pretty boys who dress up in girls clothes and get five hundred fucking dollars and hour for giggling and blushing.<br />
Ari: People who hurt other people, emotionally or physically. <br />
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14. Do you think fashion is important in your life?<br />
Matt: Defiantly. More so when IÂm in the city.<br />
Sargent: Half the fun is in the unwrapping.<br />
Ari: Yes!<br />
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15. Where do you live?<br />
Matt: My estate, just out of New York.<br />
Sargent: Fucking fairy land.<br />
Ari: England.<br />
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16. What are your hobbies?<br />
Matt: Visiting orphanages, clubbing, sex.<br />
Sargent: Working, spending time with Shea.<br />
Ari: Organizing parties, partying at said parties, avoiding my dad and spending time with my friends.<br />
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17. Tell us some secret that you have.<br />
Matt: IÂve let a kid top me.<br />
Sargent: IÂm fucking my twin brother.<br />
Ari: No! My secrets are secret!<br />
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18. Favorite Foods.<br />
Matt: Children.<br />
Sargent: I hate eating.<br />
Ari: Healthy thingsÂ and bubble gum.<br />
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19. Random Question. Do you think Spam tastes like human flesh?<br />
Matt: Never had spam. <br />
Sargent: Not really.<br />
Ari: *nervous laugh* UhÂ What?<br />
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20. FINAL QUESTION. (stop cheering) Why did you take this quiz?<br />
Matt: I didnÂt really have a choice.<br />
Sargent: Â <br />
Ari: Quizzes are fun.<br />
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That was fun. Matt was in such a bad mood... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/noes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":noes:" title="Noes!" /> I'm sorry!!<br />
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OH SHI-<br />
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Yes, I'm in an odd mood.<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>10 hottest men...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Nov 2007 21:14:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I saw this in <a href="http://tohru80.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontohru80:" title="tohru80"/></a>'s journal and I thought I'd do one too... Make a list of the top 10 hottest characters/actors around that is!! So, in no particular order...<br />
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1. Jared Leto - (Hephaistion in Alexander) Because of his eyes. He is really very gorgeous. And in this movie he was just to die for... *sighs happily* Yes! And he can sing really well too, so that's a plus. Proof of hotness: <a href="http://www.theboxset.com/images/reviewcaptures/2838ALEXANDER_DISC1-3.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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2. Antonio Banderas - (in everything...) I think I spelt his name wrong... But anyway! His accent, his face... I like his latinoness! Over all his accent though. My mum agrees. We have the same taste in men. HAH. Proof of hotness (not that you need it!!) : <a href="http://blogs.voices.com/voxdaily/antonio-banderas.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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3. Johnny Depp - (EVERYTHINGOMFG) I... really don't think I need to explain this one. He's gorgeous. End of story. <br />
(Inner fangirl: I LEIKD HIM IN WILYWONK~!!!! LOLOL!!! 8B) Proof of hotness: <a href="http://www.bigpictureradio.com/jdepp.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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4. Jake Gyllenhaal - (Donnie in Donnie Darko and Jack Twist in Brokeback Mountain) I like this guy both cause he's adorable, and because he was brave enough to do Brokeback. I really like how cute he is. He's got a real... doll look about him. It's his lips I think. Proof of hotness: <a href="http://img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2006/celebdatabase/jakegyllenhaal/j_gyllenhaal1_300_400.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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5. George Clooney - (just everyday life) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> A few older men in here!! Um... I just like how he looks... And that he's Australian. He's got a really nice classic look to him. Just gets me. Proof of hotness: <a href="http://www.webwombat.com.au/lifestyle/fashion_beauty/images/clooney-1.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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6. Hugh Jackman - (Logan/Wolverine in X-Men and Van Hellsing in Van Hellsing) HOSHIT! I only just saw X-men2 for the first time the other week and ah.... He was the best thing! I... don't know why I found him so hot but haaaa.... *fans self* He was good in that... Proof of hotness: <a href="http://www.kkwondo.com/attach/1/1065565414.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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7. Gale Harold - (Brian Kinney in Queer as Folk) Yeah. Do I need to explain?? He is so damned hot in this. His attitude, his look, his smile... I really like him both as a character and a person. He's pretty much the embodiment of sexy. Proof of hotness: <a href="http://the-goddess.org/QAF/images/ORIG/brian11-pp.JPG">[link]</a> AND... just for fun: <a href="http://home.arcor.de/heevensmellsgood/OT/fb8efeb8.jpg">[link]</a> Hee!<br />
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8. Orlando Bloom - (Legolas in Lord of the Rings) He's just sexy, okay? Like, I don't know what it is!! He's so damned androgenous that it's hard not to be attracted to him <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> It's fangirl of me, I know, and I'm ashamed, believe me... But I like him. And the fact that he's TOTALLY SCREWING the King of Gondor. LOL! Proof of hotness: <a href="http://blogs.allocine.fr/blogsdatas/mdata/2/4/2/Z20060506224858560806242/img/legolas16.jpg">[link]</a> YES. FOR DINNERPLZ.<br />
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(I'M RUNNING OUT OF GAIZ, GAIZ!!!!!!!!1W82189)<br />
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9. Jason Isaccs - (Lucius Malfoy - Harry Potter) Because while the guy playing Draco is steadily growing more and more unattractive, HIS DADDY'S BIN HOTT FROM DA START!!!!!! And remains so! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> But really... Not only does he play his role extremely well, he's just plain gorgeous. I like him very much. He... makes me giggle when I watch HP... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Proof of hotness: <a href="http://us.i1.yimg.com/img.movies.yahoo.com/ymv/us/img/flickr/95/78/000465209578.jpg">[link]</a> Pimp stick lol.<br />
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10. Sendhil Ramamurthy - (Mohinder Suresh in Heroes) Oh my goodness. Where to start? He's absolutely gorgeous for a start... Then there's his sexy voice... And his ability to remain hot even after skipping a few shaves... I just love him. He's defientely my favourite Heroes character too. Lol... I choose the one with no powers O_O Proof of hotness: <a href="http://www.imdb.com/gallery/ss/0813715/Ss/0813715/2122.jpg?path">[link]</a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=p" title="=p (Razz)" />gallery&amp<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p"... ]]></description>
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                <title>HP update!! Watchers, plz read!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 18:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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Just posting this journal as I realise many of you will not have picked up on my latest deviation. <br />
For all those of you who were patiently awaiting the next chapter of HP: Say My Name, it is now up!! You can find it here: <a href="http://emily-moore.deviantart.com/art/HP-Say-My-Name-II-69056638">[link]</a><br />
It does, however, have mature content on, because Draco has a potty mouth and it's rather... adult... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> i.e. They're totally tripping XD<br />
But I'd be more than happy to email it out to all those of you willing to note me your email addresses!<br />
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Thanks everyone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bossa Nova for the summer nights to come.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 23:53:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's what I'll be playing. Hopefully.<br />
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Do you ever just cry?<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I am 50% retarded...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 21:11:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Was tagged by <a href="http://emo-neko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/m/emo-neko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconemo-neko:" title="emo-neko"/></a> , so here goes! Let's find out just HOW retarded I am!!<br />
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THA RULES:<br />
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1- Add your points up & mulitply by 5<br />
2- Repost as " I am __% retarted "<br />
3- tag 3 ppl <br />
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1. [x] You have choked on water before.<br />
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2. [x] You have tripped down the stairs before.<br />
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3. [x] You have walked into a door.<br />
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4. [x] You have pushed a door the wrong way.<br />
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5. [x] You have walked into a wall.<br />
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6. [x] You have fallen going UP the stairs.<br />
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7. [x] You have jumped off something.<br />
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8. [ ] You have been electrocuted.<br />
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9. [ ] You have put metal/aluminum in the microwave.<br />
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10. [ ] Right after a commercial comes on you forgot the show you were watching.<br />
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11. [x] You have forgotten something that someone said.<br />
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12. [ ] Your friends / family call you blonde a lot.<br />
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13. [ ] You barely ever understand stuff / jokes, or it takes a long time to figure them out.<br />
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14. [ ] You have been bleeding and not even noticed it.<br />
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15. [ ] You've worn something backwards / inside out the whole day without knowing.<br />
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16. [ ] You have stuck a fork / knife in a toaster before.<br />
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17. [x] You have played with fire.<br />
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18. [ ] You have thought USA was a state.<br />
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19. [ ] You've stepped on a flat iron / curling iron / straightener.<br />
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20. [x] You had to write this down or use a calculator or use your fingers to figure out your answer of how retarded you are.<br />
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50% percent... Know what that means everybody??<br />
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<b>I AM HALF RETARDED</b>.<br />
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Yep. Figured that one out with the half that isn't retarded.<br />
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Wee!! No more school for me as of today!!<br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Beautiful days.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Oct 2007 17:48:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey!<br />
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Uh... Thought I better put a happy journal up, so here goes!!<br />
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School finishes THIS FRIDAY (AAHH!!), however I have two exams in the two weeks following that. So Summer Holidays are basically just around the corner, which is just... beyond fantastic. I can't wait. It's supposed to be a nice hot summer this time round too.<br />
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New pictures up!! I'd love for you all to check them out; <a href="http://emily-moore.deviantart.com/gallery">[link]</a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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There's one for you in there, sweet boy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> You know I love you so much, I hope. I think of you and only you when the songs get like this. This is for you, darling heart. <br />
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To all you yaoi/shota fans out there!! If you're one for big fat historical novels of HOT, then may I reccomend; The Persian Boy, by Mary Renault. It's a fantastic read. Also, I'm back into Neil in a big way X3 Sandman series = <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />
He's a genius... Not to mention, my idol!!<br />
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Anyway... I may just finish up now. Hope you're all well!! <br />
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xoxCaitlin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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