To all the Pokemon fans + Avatar Site Lovers

~emizelenka — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 21:30:42 PDT

JOIN THE FAMILY: [link]
*the Jasmine of the family*

Be sure to mention you came from the journal if you join (You better join XD)

Family-show offness:

Professor Layton 3 = Saddest ending ever.

~emizelenka — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 13:23:42 PDT

I won't spoil anything. I'll just say I'm super depressed now T___T

X___x

~emizelenka — Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:02:28 PDT

I really need to commission someone before the creative juices flowing through my head cause my brain to explode because I'm having no luck getting it all doooone.

WHY IS NOTHING GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, CREATIVITY? WHY? AND WHY DO PENCILS HATE ME?

Oh, and I don't feel regretful, but I sure feel like doing what that icon is.

R.I.P.Christy:December 28th,1992-August 23rd, 2009

~emizelenka — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 18:04:41 PDT

I figured I should write a deeper entry now that I've "calmed down" a bit...meaning I'm not crying hysterical constantly, but rather every five minutes.

I don't know how much I mentioned Christy or how much everybody knew her, so I figured I'd take this time to say some words. And look at that, five minutes, here comes the tears.

I got Christy when I was 4 years old (1993). It was sometime around Christmas. Every night for as long as I could walk and talk, I'd look out the window, find my first star, and make a wish. It was always always always for a dog. I wanted one more than anything and we'd go to the mall and browse the pet shop and look at all the dogs and just leave. I hated doing that--I still do so. By stepping in there, you give so many animals hope...to just leave is painful.

This time though, it was different. I saw an old lady carrying a black dog. As we stepped in the store, she put it in my arms and I was overjoyed. I fell in love and I actually got my parents let me and them play with her in one of those pen things. I quickly started calling her Christy--I don't know why, I'm not even sure where I got the name from, but it's what I called her and she instantly responded. So, we got out and I begged, pleaded, cried, to get the dog. My parents told me if the money came out of the "magical machine" (aka an ATM), we could get her. I sat there and prayed like heck for the money to pop out. To my parents' surprise and my glee, it did, and Christy came home with us. I still wish on stars since that day--maybe it was just a coincidence, but it meant a lot to me.

She was fairly well-trained for a dog. She'd jump on me and lick me, of course. Sit next to me... She was also quite perceptive. She'd dance with me. She'd "clean" (lick my legs and arms) me. We'd even share ice cream (she'd hold it inbetween her paws and we'd take turns licking the cone). I adored her so much. And when it was time for bed, my mom would just have to say the last word and Christy would bite onto my nightgown and drag me off to bed. Something, as annoying as it was then, I missed a lot as I got older. She at least ran with me to bed for the longest time. And whenever I was feeling sick or sad, she'd be at my bedroom door to keep me company because she could tell I needed it.

And one special thing we had was that she'd give me a high five. My dad taught her how to give paw and I guess I turned it a step further. It got to the point where I could just put my hand up and she knew exactly what it meant. And no matter how old she had gotten, she always knew and did it. Maybe not as much in a row, but she did it and it was our thing.

It was in the car when I noticed she wouldn't no matter how hard I tried that I really felt it was bad. And some words from family members didn't help. And I kept petting her the whole way until my wrist hurt from the position. And we got there and we waited...and waited... We got a bit better when they told us that everything seemed fine and they couldn't find anything so they were going to take a blood test.

And then it came back with "Kidney Failure". I think that was the icing to top the cake of disaster. Seeing how that's what my dad had when I was younger, it was hard. Christy was like my saving grace during that time so when Christina and Melissa couldn't visit or Tommy couldn't come and my mom was busy helping my dad, I had her. I had her there to keep me in check and make sure I was okay. And the first thing I said when I heard that was "Couldn't she get a kidney transplant? That's what Daddy did." and I kept repeating it, as tears streamed down my face. "But Daddy did. Why can't she?" And it hurt. It hurt like heck. After everything we went through, that still came back to bite us and take something precious away. And it sucks. And I don't know why they don't do Doggy transplants. And I'm so angry at everything--that they didn't notice, no matter what they say about her blood being fine during her surgery a month or so ago. And I'm pissed off at my mother for not taking her right away. And I'm upset with my parents who thought it was fine when I said she wasn't eating or coming over to me while I ate because she ate earlier.

And in the end, I know it's not their fault. Maybe they already knew it wasn't going to go well and that there was no choice, so they just stuck to it as long as she was moving and fine. And maybe it wasn't the stupid doctor's fault and it really did come on suddenly.

But all I can do is sit here and I want to scream and punch something and cry some more and I've been crying to the point where my entire face and head hurts. And I think of how I want to go and cuddle the dogs...and then it hits me that one isnt there and I suddenly feel destroyed again. Eating won't be the same, sitting there won't be the same, none of it will be the same.

And even...

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~emizelenka — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 00:57:28 PDT

Rambling...

~emizelenka — Thu, 13 Aug 2009 12:52:06 PDT

I don't really check here much... I'm not sure why, maybe it's because the grey layout depresses me (I don't care if it's called green, it's always looked grey to me) or maybe it's because I've never been "big" on art. I mean, it's nice and some things give off a lot of meaning and uniqueness, but I've never been one to just stare at art and be OMGYAY. 90% of the time I request/commission art, it's always for a purpose, never just for fun. I think maybe once...no, that had purpose too. It just looked like it was for fun.

The other reason maybe is because I really don't have much drawing talent. I can never get what's on my mind onto the paper and can barely draw a straight line, if anything at all. It's pretty odd too as practically all my friends are really awesome artists so not being able to draw gives me another reason to look like a freak among most people.

I do doodle a lot though--even if they're just sucky little sketches, I enjoy doodling and to some extent, drawing as well. I used to decorate all my notes and a lot of my tests with doodles around it as I'd finish quickly and then be bored. I didn't like having nothing to do and always liked giving myself more work.

Over all though, in all aspects of art, I probably prefer writing. I'm not very good at it (heck, I suck at nearly everything), but I enjoy it and have fun doing so. Maybe I'm just a bit odd, but so be it.

Happy Birthday to me =D

~emizelenka — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 21:00:37 PDT

Yep. Happy Birthday to me agaiiin~ I am officially 20 which means... NO MORE TEENAGE STEREOTYPES! Woo!

Thank yous + MMSF3 + More (Added Friend Code! XD)

~emizelenka — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 23:51:35 PDT

I really should update more... But I guess I tend to forget easily.

First, I want to give a belated Thank you to the Christmas Gifts that many people drew for me...that I completely missed... *failure* Every single day I get on DA, I have over 100+ things to look at and thus, don't pay as much attention as I should. If you do anything for me, please send a note! I'd hate to miss something T~T Especially since you're all wonderful, awesome, people.

Next, I'd like to thank everybody who gave nice comments on my last entry and my Bee, and another big Thank you to for their really nice featuredness of my Giant Bee here: [link] T~T *feels so special and honored and stuff*

In a different note, I beat MMSF3...days ago. It only took me like 2 days to beat it. I enjoyed it mostly...and I spent hours on my awesome team and team badge so yay.
Edit: Wow. I'm stupid, I forgot to add my friend code XXD here it is: 4125-3015-0519

Finally, I'll be going out of state next weekend (17th-19th) as it's my 20th Birthday next Saturday (July 18th) ^_^ So if I don't respond that weekend much, that's why :3

Anyway, just need to hope my cold settles before then...being sick sucks.

Oh! And UniCreatures added a new PINK DOLPHIN OMGYAY:
[link] <-- Please click for me if you can and spread the link ;3 It can be fed/played with/groomed every 24 hours (or you can do it more than once if you're registered and have components that she likes~). She needs 10,000 clicks so if you could help, I'd really appreciate it!

6 years...

~emizelenka — Mon, 25 May 2009 21:47:06 PDT

...and people STILL feel the need to flame me over that bee.

To Try and Do List - Updated: 4/29/2009

~emizelenka — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 20:16:38 PDT

Project SC: 1 Full, 3 Chibis, detailed BG. Fountain.

Project AA: Just a single full drawing.

Project PM: Lots and lots of things + detailed BG

Project KK: Just a single full drawing. Possible background.

Project SO: See KK.

Project SH: One simple drawing for fun.

Project KD: Another simple drawing for fun.

Project DC: Same as SH and KD.

Project PB: Objectness

~~Project CL: Same as KK and SO.~~

Project MP: Cross between SO and SH.

Project IC: Similar to AA

Project: LP: Similar to MP.

Switching Accounts -_- (or not)

~emizelenka — Sat, 28 Mar 2009 21:41:16 PDT

Sorry, not posting it here. You'll have to find some way to find it.

Edit: Actually, I may just keep it and delete other stuff. Nothing big here anyway :/

SO. INFURIATING.

~emizelenka — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:44:31 PDT

Ya know, sometimes I wish I could get an Artist's Block more often.

But instead, I get the complete opposite. I get so many ideas for so many things and I just want to try them out.

But I can't. Because I can't draw worth crud. So all my ideas, everything I see, can't be put on paper because I can't draw a head or an eye or anything. It just comes out hideous.

And it's getting to the point where I can't think straight because SO MUCH is building up in my head of ideas and things.

And it's not fair. Seriously. If you're going to give me such wonderful ideas, please give me the ability to actually do them.

*sighs*

Yes, I'm alive. (big edit)

~emizelenka — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 05:34:47 PST

EDIT EDIT EDIT:

I'd also like to give a big Thank You to everyone who has posted such nice comments on our big Giant bee of bee-yness lately. It really means a lot! So Thank you!
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Yes, I'm aware my subscription is dead I sadly don't have the money right now to keep it running. I have a few other things I need to prioritize first and I haven't even had much time to check DA either so...

Anyway, I've still been obsessing over LBP. My PSN is rini124 so feel free to add me if you play I'm hoping to get art or homemade stuff or something of my sackgirl ( [link] Her bunny ears are cut off and you can't see her black boots or her bunny tail, but you et the idea) at some point... I luffs her muchly.

I've also gotten new shelves up for my Pullips which is nice. I need to do a new layout for my Pullip journal eventually. My photos suck though so I'll probably use some of the official photos with some of my favorite dolls or something.

And I've been really enjoying Pet Society (an application on Facebook). I think it's really cute, but the mystery boxes can get depressing...

There's lots of other stuff I want to look into getting too, but as mentioned before, do not have the money for right now. Anyway, like I said, I'm still alive :3 If you want to talk to me, try IMing me on MSNM or sending me an e-mail or something.

You can send me a note too but I can't guarantee I'll see it right away.

Anyway, that's all for now. ^_^

Little Big Planet

~emizelenka — Mon, 05 Jan 2009 13:05:12 PST

I realized I never made an entry about this game, so I'm doing so now... If anybody plays, let me know I'd love more people to play with...only bad part is I'm stuck with my dad's username. Much sadness.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

~emizelenka — Wed, 24 Dec 2008 03:51:29 PST

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone! ^___^

Things have still been insanely busy on my end... but if anybody wants to talk to me, there's a reason all my IMs are below

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...is so incredibly addicting. Must play more. @-@

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Back, but... + AC:CF + Favor

~emizelenka — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 15:50:01 PST

...Things are still pretty busy. I've also been playing Animal Crossing: City Folk like 24/7 since I got it yesterday. If you have it, let me know and I'll give you my friend code I have pears and I've been given peaches and cherries so I'm looking for oranges, apples, and coconuts. ^_^

...Though, most of my pears are gone (sister raided down) and the latter two are growing into trees as we speak so I'm not sure how many I can give >>

In a different note, I've entered a contest for Pet Society (and application on facebook), so if anybody has time, PLEEEEEASE give Pinkette a vote of 10:

Thank you!

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I'm on vacation in Disney right now So Responses will be late. Excuse slow responses please <3

But yes, things have been busy lately and after the trip, stuff should finally calm down.

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Just figured I'd make a list here as it'd make more sense to, so for future reference, just things I want to commission sooner or later. A * means quite soon.

1. Custom Sackgirl Plushie
2. Tadase Plushie
3. Secret Commission ET
4. Secret Commission #2 GJ
5. More Subaru x Luna-ness *
6. Present for ZC *
7. My Solia Avatar *
8. A Custom My Little Pony
9. A few custom Pullip outfits
10. Pinkachu plushie

There's probably some more, but it's late so I'll just end it here right now...

And as a reminder, unless it has a *, I'm not really looking into it right this very second.

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They're addictive T~T

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New Journal Layout~

~emizelenka — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 19:27:49 PDT

And it has nothing to do with Subaru x Luna XD *gaspness* Nah, I still adore them, but looking through some old things made me want to do a layout featuring where the actual name of this DA account comes from--Emi.

If you don't know about her, feel free to ask questions. If you do know about her and ask something you should know, you'll get a brick thrown at you instead.

<3

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No, I'm not feeling much better.

If you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?

And no, that's not a rhetorical question. Please respond and answer it.

For now, I'm going to try and give HM:IoH another chance. So, if anybody wants to ~~brother~~ ADD ME (God, I've played RnR too much T~T), my friend code is 4124-7401-1235.

That is all. Oh, wait, one more thing...my voice keeps going. Bleh.

I want chocolate

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........

~emizelenka — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 22:18:42 PDT

*sighs* I don't get it.

Whenever I try my hardest and really think I'm helping out somehow, no matter what, I'm not. I just fail and nobody cares.

And for whatever reason, when I don't think I'm doing that well and not proud of myself, everybody is all YOU'REAWESOME.

It's the same thing when I draw, if I like it, nobody notices it. If I hate it, people say it's good.

Do I have that bad of taste? Or does all my stuff and efforts suck so much, that people just try to pity me when I think so too?

I'm just going to head to bed. I feel all sad and frustrated right now... I just want to give up on everything...

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Thank you and You're Welcome~

~emizelenka — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:22:21 PDT

First of all, Thank you to all my watchers. I think you're all nuts, but Thank you ever. Similarly, Thank you to anybody who has favorited any of my stuff...again, I think you're nuts, but still. :3

Anyway, You're welcome to everybody who has said Thank you to me ^_^ I've been pretty busy (Mostly with WSA thingys ( [link] ) We're always looking for new submissions which is why I've been commissioning people a lot as it's very rare to find people who will actually draw the two together just because. Such an unpopular pairing T___T) so I haven't had time to actually reply, but I do appreciate the Thank you's :3 And I'm not ignoring you! I do read them.

Also, for those wondering why the following is currently my featured deviation...

...It still remains my most popular and some of the comments still amuse me.

Big recognition to , , , and ~ Not to mention everybody else who wasn't a complete jerk <3

But yes, that is all~

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Well, to put it simply, I was hacked a few weeks ago and got my account back a few days ago... This stupid hacker did three things:
1. Take everything out of storage (I managed to get the account frozen before they could fully sell or trade anything) screwing up my inventory which I can not rearrange as the inventory arranger is broken.
2. Delete all my PMs.
and finally, which I just noticed now: 3. Deleted my entire friends list.

So yeah, if any of you had me on your friends list, would you please re-add me?

My username is still Emi. I am still user 3,001. That is all. Thank you in advance.

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Typing up a quick update before work. My throat is a bit sore though which sucks so I'm taking my medicine now. Allergies are really annoying, but what's more annoying is how people constantly tell you things or assume things and don't really understand it. And it gets worse when doctor's do the same thing. There is nothing I hate more when a doctor more or less tells you you're wrong when you are telling them that they are the one who is in the wrong as you've been through this before.

I hate people telling me allergies are just a cold. They are NOT just a cold. A cold goes away, allergies, for a lot of people, do not. And allergies can easily get as bad as the flu or quite fatal.

I don't like people asking me if I'm sick or why I sound funny. -I- don't think I sound funny. I'm sorry that YOU had to hear me one of the days I didn't sound like there was a hankerchief shoved up my face, but there's no need to make mention of how I sound or my breathing as it sounds perfectly normal to me.

I don't like when people stay away from me simply because I have to wipe my nose a lot due to my allergies or because I "breathe" funny. It's not fun. It's not contagious :/ The only thing you can get allergies from is some of the things in the world themselves, but if I accidentally sneezed on you, it will not make you suddenly allergic to snot. -_- Like AIDS, it may be a disease, but you can not get it just from touching the person. Go give those people hugs.

I am sick of being recommended to medications and having to tell everyone just one works for me.

I'm sick of being suggested to have a surgery that there is such a good chance will be rendered useless.

I'm sick of people saying they know what's best for me when they've only known me a few months to a few years. I've known me for 19 years, I think I'd know what's best.

I'm sick of people saying they'll go away. A LOT of my allergies went away, but I highly doubt the rest will. If they all went away, I'd probably be a miracle and a future test subject and being a miracle baby -twice- over is more than enough. The only thing is I hopefully won't have to worry about future allergies because it would suck to learn to love things and then just not be able to eat them anymore. I feel bad for people like that.

Anyway, I better go now... My mom is yelling and I'm feeling more frustrated than before. I hate allergies :/ Big sorry to Melissa for her having to do so much on WSA while I have been useless and horrible and stuff.

The ROM also seemed to save "savefiles" not "screenshots" despite labeling it that way...and none of them even work. What does this mean? This means I have to save ALL OVER AGAIN and not with this ROM or I have to keep print screening, but with the lag of doom ROM. Luckily, I found a way to use the mouse which finally got be through the first zone of Taurus... However, I don't know if it'll work in the second zone which was heck. -_- Seriously need to figure out how to make codes work for IdeaS because replaying games sucks. Replaying them when they are super laggy byond all reason sucks so much more.

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Woo. I'm in Baltimore now~ Gonna try and get through some things before heading on the already crowded line for the Pre-reg.

A lot of people are enjoying the pink car (we ended up having to bring it as my dad has been all moody lately and didn't want to be driving it so yeah...).

Anyway, things haven't gone too well. I don't feel great. We got to stop at IHOP, but I didn't eat much. I don't have much of an appetite. I feel bad we didn't arrive earlier, but it's not like we really arrived late...

I ended up getting stung by a sweat bee v-v My hand still kind of hurts...

At the rest area we stopped at though after I got stung, some people asked if we were going to Otakon and said they were too so that was weird...and all these people were crowding the pink bug and taking pictures of it...

And finally, if anybody sees pictures of my bug somewhere, let me know >_>

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YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! I WON THE LUNA CARD OMGYAY.

It ended up not going higher than about 45 dollars (which is good as I bid 100 dollars after it went there) so yay That's only about half my daily paycheck so I don't have to panic as much T___T BUTYAYLUNACARD I'm so happy right now.

In a different note, Otakon is only a few weeks away so I'm pretty excited for that ^___^ I'm not sure what panels I'll be going to, but I'm still excited for the Dealer's Room and Artist's Alley... I'll probably just shop for cute little handmade things in the latter as I'm way too shy to ask people to draw stuff (even if I'll pay them) Why is it so hard for me to request stuff?

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Because I must :P (Meme)

~emizelenka — Thu, 24 Jul 2008 02:22:57 PDT

Comment and I'll:
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal

That is all XD

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I kind of want to set some stuff straight :3 As I just want to give people more of an idea about me and how I update this and stuff like that.

1. "Can you please give me a comment?! I saw you favorited this and I like comments so much better!"

...I don't comment. Simple as that. I'm not an art critic (I even stayed home on day so I would miss the critique session in my art class) and I have a small vocabulary, so I'm not great with compliments. Unless the image is for me in some way, shape, or form or REALLY gets me to say something like "Wow. That's beautiful. I wish I had that" or something, I won't comment. The least I can do when somebody does something for me is to comment and say Thank you, but my comments on each one will always be the same--Thank you, I love it, and it's awesome because I DO mean it, I just suck at thinking of stuff to say.

Favorites do mean something and if you got like 50 "Awesome's" from me on each work, I think you'd just prefer the favorite. I don't need people making me feel bad because I favorited your work and didn't comment on it.

2. "Hey! I saw you favorited *insertthinghere*! It's nice to find more fans! Let's talk about it, okay? "

A lot of the stuff I favorite, I do not actually like. Some examples are Naruto, Kingdom Hearts, later Digimon series (I prefer the first two seasons), most Mecha series, most really perverted series, yaoi/yuri (I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GAY PEOPLE OR LESBIANS! I'm just not a yaoi/yuri fangirl like some people. I do like some yaoi couples, but I'm not OMGSQUEE and look for random images of two guys making out. Just no.) and several other things. I'm not a pervert at all and most of the time, completely miss the "joke" or don't get something at all. Heck, a lot of comics I add because I like how it's drawn--not the content. There are several comics I have added though for both the drawing style and what it's about. I add things because I think they're drawn well or cutely and not always because I love the series.

There are characters I won't add no matter how well drawn they are though:
Misora from Ryuusei no Rockman - Anyone who knows me (or heck, even doesn't) should know by now I hate her guts. I disliked her to begin with and after bad experiences with her overly popular fanbase, I detest her beyond all reason. There was a chance I could like her before and now there isn't. You can find out more about why I dislike her my own RnR meme that I filled out and if you'd like more, just note me. I'd rather not offend people. Also, I am not looking to debate with anyone. The only time I will add something of her is if it's a neutral love triangle thing or it's a big group image and she's not the focus.

Samus - I actually don't mind the character as much as the fanbase really hurt me. It was a bad experience in Jr. High, but just most things with her, I won't add unless I think the drawing style is great or I like most other things in the image.

Ran from Detective Conan - I used to adore Ran, but with a series that is going on for over 500 episodes and 60 volumes of manga, it gets annoying to have a Karate Champion who ends up being a damsel way too much :/ You see her do some awesome things once in a while and then it's like she's just a scared lost puppy who can't help but whine. I'll admit, I've whined quite a bit about things before, but it just gets to the point where it's like "If you make her a karate champion, don't you think she should show it a bit more often?". I'm not asking her to be less girly--I'm asking for her not to constantly end up at the killer's hands for Conan to save her. If I think the drawing is fantastic though, I still will add something, just not usually.

May - I actually don't hate May that much. I'm just sad that she replaced Misty XD So I will add some stuff, but she's not my cup of tea.

3. Wow! You're from NY! Awesome!

No. Not really. It's boring and sucks. The end.

4. So...what about stuff you do like?
I only like a few anime and manga. I am not that fully cultured, despite the fact I go to Otakon every year. I have a bigger variety with video games, but not that much. I do like a lot of cartoons still and I am a fan of reality shows and most mystery crime sho...

Friend Clarification

~emizelenka — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 18:16:45 PDT

I just want to re-explain my friend list here... See, I don't want to add anyone who actually doesn't see me as a friend and stalks me for some other reason, so if you'd like to be added to the friend list in my journal, JUST LET ME KNOW! I'll add you, no problem :3

I'm just weird and can't help but ask. If anything, maybe I'll just start adding everybody who watches me there....

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So...

~emizelenka — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:19:41 PDT

My 19th birthday is now over. It sadly kind of sucked in real life :/ But thanks to all of you (and many people from other sites), my birthday online was quite nice.

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes and gifts ^_^ I really appreciate them and I shall keep them forever <3 Especially as I printed them out

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Well, it is officially my birthday now ^___^ So yay.

And all the super awesome fantastic gifts I got here <3 Thank you guys so much and everybody who gave me birthday wishes or things on other sites and everything and stuff and yeah (I'll be updating this all day <3) :

And this may not be a present, but I'm considering it as one ANYWAY.

's to all <3

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Well, I slept late. I woke up at like 3:30 though...ZC woke up at like 4-4:30...

Not much is going on...I'm still a bit tired. Less than 12 hours until my birthday...about 15 hours if you use the exact time I was born (8AM).

I've gotten several nice birthday wishes (Much luff to all of you who gave me them <3) and ~~two~~ three more presents

Plus the still awesome present from yesterday:

I feel so loved and special. T~T They were just so unexpected so I really appreciate this. Thank you all!

In a different note, ZC is mean. We were supposed to have a small snack to hold us over for dinner and he made a full lunch-dinner thing so now I'm full. Bleh.

And there was just a bug in a room so now I'm all itchy T___T

Anyway, I have to take a shower in about an hour and look for art for WSA... And that's really it. But still. YAYPRESENTS!

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T~T

~emizelenka — Wed, 16 Jul 2008 10:35:42 PDT

I feel special. I already got a present

So cute and awesome <3 Just two days until the day too~

THANK YOU <3 <3 <3

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ANIMAL CROSSING WIIIIIII! EEEEEEEEE SO MUCH AWESOME. AND A CITY. AND OMGYAY. *so excited*

I can't waiiiit. It should be here by the end of this year ...I'm hoping in the US since the guy who said that speaks English well >_>

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Now people should be able to read ALL the text...

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Bleh. I can't concentrate. I just keep looking on WSA and I can't concentrate on updating T___T So depressing. And now it's passed 1AM and the next day and I didn't get the stuff up! And today was the small amount of art sites update

If that wasn't enough, I found out Club Penguin made the pink version of the castle I was dying for and I just found out -now- so now I'm scrambling to save up before the catalog changes And once again, I CAN'T CONCENTRATE.

Oh, and ZC electrocuted himself while trying to unplug something. He's fine though.

And DittoXChewing Gum = OTP.

And just three days until my birthday, however, as each day goes by, I just feel less excited and more frustrated because I can't concentrate on anything...

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Well, I'm slowly getting adjusted to DA's new layout. I like how it tells you when people comment on your page. THAT is helpful.

However, I dislike more or less everything else about it. Seeing only 4 thumbnails per "page" and 3 "journal entries" per page makes it really annoying as everytime I check DA, I have nearly 20 pages of EACH thing to go through.

My computer doesn't do well with DA and the new layout isn't helping so bleh :/

In a happy note, my birthday is only 5 days away Yay.

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Umm...wow...DA updated.

Sorry I haven't responded to comments on my page lately. I've been SO busy and stressed out x___x I hope you guys can forgive me.

But more or less, a big You're welcome to everyone who said Thanks and to whoever decided to watch me or complimented something of mine: THANK YOU!

But yes, much luff to all of you people who watch me <3 You're all awesome.

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...............

~emizelenka — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 10:24:05 PDT

I feel like utter crud. My stomach is in spasms and I have no idea why so I just feel like I'm going to puke my guts up

I also need to brush my hair, but I feel so sick, I'm just not in the mood to v___v; Not to mention that as soon as I'm "ready", I have to go and return stuff which I feel bad about. I really hate returning things

I also feel really incredibly depressed for who knows why... I just am so stressed out...

I also have this fandub song stuck in my head...and I don't even like that show...

*sighs* I just want to go lay down and cry. I'm not in a good mood at all.

At least only 12 days until my birthday I guess...

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Slept late. Have to go to the Party in like an hour. Allergies are kicking... My mouth is bleeding because I accidentally picked too hard getting something out of my tooth I guess...

Umm...ZC is trying to get out of the party which is making me upset and frustrated. I have to go constantly, I'm not exactly thrilled about it, but I have to go. And the party IS notorious for happening on the worst allergy days ever. They're my family, I can't just miss it, and I was hoping I'd be able to stand it more with him being there, but all he wants to do is try and find a way to stay home. The only time I ever get relief is if Marc Anthony ends up going and he's only gone like once and it was the one time I DIDN'T go (I believe I was throwing up). It's not that Marc Anthony tries to get out of it...It's that Uncle Marc either forgets or just doesn't bring him or his other kids every time. Really annoying.

In a way, it's like having to stay at home watching a bunch of little kids while your parents all go out at a block party to have fun. I mean, I guess it's not that bad, but if anybody leaves the kitchen, I'm the one stuck in charge of the kids...The same kids who broke my laptop last year. I mean, I guess it makes sense because I just stay in the living room and don't go outside...but yeah... It just gets annoying at times.

I mean, I never go outside at parties :/ I don't mean any harm by it, but I have three reasons as to why and two always apply:
1. The Weather -- I have horrible allergies. I also get cold easily for colder whether and in the heat, I can burn pretty fast (even if it turns into a tan), not to mention get dehydrated very easily. It's just not good for me.
2. The Bugs. -- Not only am I allergic to bugs, but I have a phobia of them. I can't eat outside because of this and even inside, if there is a bug in the room, it's very hard for me to eat.
3. Wood -- Ever since I was little, wood actually does freak me out a bit. I hate wooden floors, I hate wooden desks... I don't care if it's "fake" and just looks like wood or is "sanded", it really freaks me out. I always have to make sure I'm not touching it or have an article of clothing covering it. Like I said, this doesn't apply with everyone, but at the party we're going to, it's on their WOODEN DECK with their barbeque-bar thing. For those wondering what happened, it was at our hold house. To get to the backyard, you had to go down a long stair case (I would say about 10 feet long), with both banisters made of wood. I held on and slid my hand down those banisters the whole way. My entire hands were covered in splinters. Yeah. Not fun.

They do have a heated pool, but I highly doubt I'll go swimming... Just too many people.

But bleh... And I wish my mom would stop telling other people to tell me stuff. It's so rude.

HOWEVER, THIS JUST MADE EVERYTHING AWESOME:

LUNA IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE FORMS AND FIGHT WITH ROCKMAN! OMG OMG OMG YES!

It's named Mode. I have no idea why and I do not care because I'm too happy. Need images. Now. Please. Thank you.

More info. Go see. NOW.

*goes to add to Luna's RnR3 Profile thingy*

Edit: AND YES. WE DON'T HAVE TO GO! WOO!

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Bleh...

~emizelenka — Fri, 04 Jul 2008 07:33:06 PDT

Ugh..Still tired. I was up late working on stuff and then ZC and I watched stuff and yeah. ZC is still currently laying down all sick while I'm downstairs and awake, but feel like crud due to allergies.

God, I hate allergies. I took my medicine so I'm not sneezing like crazy, but my allergies are still going insane.

My mom cooked breakfast though which was nice... But yeah, we should be going soon so I'm going to try and hurry up and get through WSA stuff and upload when I finish, then add it when I get back later (yay for a July 4th folder).

My head is hurting on and off... I can't tell if it's from allergies though or from when ZC and I smashed our heads together.

My mom and Becca were watching Home Alone 2 and the Rugrats Movie and switching between them...they ended a bit ago so now they're watching a movie with cows that I'm too tired to remember the name of.

Bleeeh....I wish ZC would get up. I'm lonely And everybody keeps telling me to relax and take breaks. Why does everyone think I work too much?

Anyway, Happy 4th everyone~ And just 2 weeks until my birthday

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MMSF2 100% COMPLETE!

~emizelenka — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 11:30:48 PDT

Yep. All beaten.

I still need to get the HP Mems though...

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Entry of the day~

~emizelenka — Tue, 01 Jul 2008 09:54:44 PDT

Well, TM woke me up XD I didn't have the phone with me the first time so I just ignored it, but the second time I decided to just get up and get it. I actually thought it was my mom, so I was surprised when it ended up being him.

I had fun talking to him...as I usually just leave messages on his phone. He just got MMSF2 so yay I reserved my last brotherband slot for him.

ZC is all jealous though >> He said I was flirting XP Which I wasn't.

But I'm all excited so yeah~

And Happy Birthday to Rec In honor of Rec's birthday, the four things of awesome that happened while I was there:
1. Kicking Rec's and ZC's butts in Brawl when ZC kept being Samus. Luff to Kirby. I just let the computer kill me after that in Sudden Death because I didn't care XD
2. Rec trying to read his cards with Ethan's nice sound effects and grammar checking.
3. Firefly Light Show
4. Watching Rec, ZC, and Rec's friend get their butts kicked by computers on several occassions.

...I just realized 3/4 include humiliation for Rec....WE LUFF YOU ANYWAY

But yeah, I'm just really hyped up and all smiley and happy. And only 17 days until my birthday~

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Well, I just got up. I didn't go to bed that late, but was just exhausted and I still am pretty tired. My right hand is also numb and my ankle is still a bit sore.

There isn't much else to say about the trip other than I'm happy when the...issue happened, the officer we got was really nice. Even when I corrected him to use a more equal term rather than boys as I was a girl and it'd be sexist, he laughed it off and said it was nice to meet me I still feel pretty cruddy over all though, but my mom already took my car to get the scratches puffed out and whatnot so yeah...

Anyway, I have 53 sites to go through today for WSA, so I shall work on that now and then upload thingys. I should have time unless ZC pulls me off again or we end up going out and I wasn't told.

And it's officially 18 days until my birthday...woo.

And ZC is up now. It's a miracle. We also got a new member for the celestialship community on LJ YAY!

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Visiting a friend for the weekend. Got here yesterday. Using the internet, but not sure how long it'll last. Slow responses exspected.

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MMSF2 = Finished.

Now to just 100% it.

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OMGYAY.

Conversation between Geo and Luna after they form a brotherband in MMSF2:
Luna: "Um...You...How should I say it? You...Y-You were awesome."
Geo: "Huh?"
Luna: "Let me rephrase that! MegaMan was awesome. Got that?!"
Geo: "Why are you embarrassed?"
Luna: "I'm not. You're the one who's embarrassed. It's not like I was complimenting you! I was complimenting MegaMan."
Geo: "My mistake..."
Luna: "Why would I say you were awesome!? Aargh! Now I really do feel embarrassed!"
Geo: "So what should I do?"
Luna: "Forget it! Just transform already. I want to say thanks to MegaMan directly."
Geo: "I don't know..."
Luna: "But, um... You did a good job, too. You were a tiny bit awesome. Just a little, tiny bit. Oh, that's right!"
Geo: "What's right?"
Luna: "I guess to show my thanks I should..."
Geo: "??"
Luna: "You know...It's the next step in our friendship. Usually the boy asks the girl though."
Geo: "Um...Wait, what?"
Luna: "Aargh!! You are so thick! BrotherBand! You and I are going to form a BrotherBand!"
Geo: "Oh, oh! That!"
Luna: "I can't believe it. This is something I shouldn't have to ask for."
Geo: "I-I'm sorry..."
Luna: "Whatever. Anyway...Thank you. Seeing you go that far to save me, well... You'll always be an important friend to me."
Luna: "I wish I could form a BrotherBand with MegaMan though..."
Geo: "What!?"
Luna: "Ha, ha. Just kidding! Anyway, thanks, Geo!"

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Oh my god. I had commented on this image saying how I thought it was really cute But with Tsukasa as Kanaria, which I thought was fitting due ot the green hair...at least...I think that's Tsukasa...if not, I fail, that Luna would work as Hina-Ichigo as she has blonde hair, green eyes, and the curls.

So, I go back today to look for CUTESTUFFOFDOOM and find this because of my comments. I can't believe they drew it out XD I'm seriously squeeing right now. I feel so special and I'm happy they liked my comment.

I feel so special right now T~T

AND WHAT IS THIS?! *points all the way at the bottom with Luna and Misora* I need the Luna thing. Now. Badly. And it seems she has a Rockman plushie in her hands (I can tell Misora does, but Luna's image is of course smaller and harder to see because Capcom sucks)

...TO JAPAMART.

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I feel so sick right now. My stomach hurts and my allergies are going pretty crazy. It's pouring out so that could be why. At least I'm up in the morning.

Also, I ended up sleeping on something and just noticed it this morning which could be partially why I'm in pain...Stupid...things...girls have to wear for their extra parts of pure fat that guys don't have to suffer from that appeared under my blanket that I was laying on T___T

In a different note, we were supposed to go to California this Summer, but due to drama here, the trip was cancelled.

Anyway, I'm going to do Wii Fit later...I'm just not feeling well and in a really bad mood....

And my mom's not doing well either as she just went across the park in the pouring ran looking for Becca as she was supposed to have a trip there and it started raining--only to put her phone on and have a message from Becca that the trip was cancelled. Yeah... >_>

In a different note, I am now downstairs and eating waffles and ZC will be here tomorrow Yay. Now to check sites for WSA...

And for those wondering, it won't let me change the mood which is why it's been "Emotional" for the last several times.

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WSA HAS NOW WON AWARDS. YES. WOO! *danceness* OMGYAY! EEEEEEE!

I think I overdid it with WSA's update though...

BUT JUST SO EXCITED. OMGYES!

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Well, it's 3:32AM and I'm up...ew. XD

More or less, woke up about an hour or so ago and I couldn't get back to sleep. I'm tired, but I just can't fall asleep.

So, I called ZC who picked up the phone and have been talking to him. Just hung up now to talk online as to give both our hands a break from holding the phones I luff him muchly~ He just seems so much sweeter in the wee hours of the morning, even if he is a jerk XD

My eyes are exhausted, I just can't seem to sleep at all. I brushed my teeth for now as that was bothering me and I drank some water as I was dehydrated which may have been why I woke up to begin with.

I'm just really annoyed because I FINALLY got to go to bed early only to wake up at like 2AM and not be able to sleep which will probably ruin my sleeping even MORE. My aunt and I watched Camp Rock on the Disney Channel as we had nothing on (it was an okay movie, music was good, but too many weird parts and plot holes, especially near the end).

Just bleh...It doesn't help that my stomach hurts and I feel fairly nauseated -_-

2 Surveys:

Stolen from Jelli:

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
I don't believe so...

When is the last time you cried?
Yesterday.

Talk to your ex's?
Nope. Well, I talk to ZC, but we break up and get back together like every other minute XD (I am exaggerating)

What does your 15th text message in your inbox say?
No clue.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with the letter N?
Nope. Well, maybe family members?

Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Nope.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"Too early, but must get up. Have work to do." or well, if you mean now at like 2:30AM "WHY AM I UP?!"

Last party you went to?
Treasure's last weekend next door.

Who slept on your couch last?
Emilio I think.

Has anyone ever come up behind you and pinched your butt?
Somebody tried once. I forget where. They just ended up touching it though. I wish I got a chance to slap them.

What does the 8th message in your outbox say?
No idea

Who is someone you'd like to fix things with?
Anyone I ever offended. I hate fighting. I hate feeling like I did something wrong. I don't like when things are messed up as it always makes me feel awkward and want to cry. I think I fixed stuff with Mayu and Mio. Or at least hope so. ...Mayu and Mio is fun to say (no offense you two XD)

Kissed someone whose name started with M?
Yeah. XD

Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yes

What's bothering you right now?
The fact that I woke up before getting enough sleep.

Who was the last person you layed in a bed with?
ZC

What were you doing 3 hours ago?
Sleeping.

Regret doing anything in the past week?
Not that I can think of.

Have you been pressured to do anything in the past week?
I don't believe so.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
ZC

Do you hate being alone?
Sometimes

Last time you were hugged?
I forget

Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes. ZC. T___T

Stolen from Kasu-chan:

72 Common Fears

[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 5

[~] being touched (It depends on who it is and what they're doing. Like I can't stand people putting their head on my shoulder and holding hands with someone other than ZC bothers me. I don't mind high fiving people or shaking hands and stuff)
[~] fire (Only when cooking. I enjoy fireplaces)
[ ] deep water
[~] snakes (Only some. I think garden snakes are cute and I like animals over all.)
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my bo...

Just to get this straight...

~emizelenka — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 19:35:49 PDT

Just because I favorite something does not mean I like what it's of.

I favorite a lot of things from anime I can't stand because I think it's drawn well XD

I just don't want people accidentally thinking I like something that I don't.

The only thing I ever won't favorite no matter what (it could be a masterpiece you could sell for millions, I don't care) are things of characters or couples I despise. Don't like and hate is one thing, despise is another

Other than that, I still suck at commenting so don't expect comments from me please ._.

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Finally...finished... x___x Took much longer than I wanted, but at least it's done. I still have to make sure I didn't forget any poses, but I think I may sleep first.

I have to be up in like 6-7 hours to make sure I miss nothing. I just have waaay too much to do T___T

But yes, tomorrow's schedule:
1. Midsummer Event at Smile-Recipe.net
2. Search through 53 sites for WSA (though, I believe I'm on Day 4, which means I haven't hit 50 there yet, but still)
3. Fill Pokekids Orders
4. Check Club Penguin
5. Check Neopets
6. Check Build a Bearville.
7. Make signatures for people at the Build a Bearville forum I visit.
8. Find the god forsaken base I used for the doll that you see partially in the Fangirl icon I have.
9. Practice drawing. Then yell at it, cry, and think about how much I suck.
10. Write
11. Check if Chibi Charms re-opened yet.
12. Visit a few select Gaia shops.
13. Play a bit in the Altador Cup on Neopets.
14. Check DA and clear out my messages and whatnot so they don't get overloaded.
15. Try and see if I get any luck at finding someone to help/someone I can commission to help with the LWP
16. At 6:12PM EST, Celebrate ZC's and my 4 year and 11th month anniversary. (To think, next month marks 5 years )

....Plus other stuff that I can't remember at the top of my head. *falls over* Ugh...

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YES! I found an easier way to make the big images for the Evolving Item Guide.

What I did was change my resolution so only 6 will appear across so I can just keep print screening and paste rather than only being able to do the first 6 like that and then having to copy and paste one at a time after that.

Other than that...let's see...umm... *thinks* Oh, the resolution change is giving me a headache. Everything is all blurry and stuff, but if I can get this done, that means I won't be up until like 4AM and I think finishing this quicker is more important, even if I get a bit of a headache and feel like I need glasses.

In a different note, my creativity is driving me nuts @-@ I really want to draw and write... What, you ask? RnR-related things XP Duh. Still obsessed. And the second game comes out in less than a week. I can't wait to get it so I can get more proof-y thingys up. I really need to finish the Sprite section for the first game though. Why must the ROM suck so much? While the one Raphirius gave me is great, it can't save...which...well, I'm good, but I'm not -that- good. I mean, I have to be somewhat good to get as far as I did with only the basic cards XD But again, I saved a lot so...

For writing, I do have two ideas, but one is sort of lame and the other is just not thought out enough so bleh.

But still, Yay for me hopefully finishing up the Evolving item guide-ness! VICTORY.

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Well, so much for a happy mood. OCD hit full high and now I'm depressed as heck.

It sucks when you join something early enough to not miss anything, but the way they do it, unless you're rich (which, contrary to everyone's belief, we're NOT), you still have no chance. And that's how I feel with Build a Bear right now--I joined right away, but I don't have money to get more bears for the PSIs and I don't have the money to get roughly 400 accessories to get the boutique credits I need for their other items because it wasn't money grabbing enough.

Then there's still all the WSA stuff. For one, the ROM is a pain in the butt and RnR2 comes out on the 24th and I really wanted that finished beforehand (along with getting all of Luna's transer messages).

Then there's the various graphic projects :/ And I feel the most recent is going to be like the #5b one which took 4 months to finally get smoothened up so it could actually be displayed which sucks. It's backlogged enough and with three more, it'll probably get backlogged more. And while I'd love to commission someone, I don't know how I'd ask anyway. *sighs*

I just feel so frustrated. Why can't I get anything finished...?

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Well, Louize is awesome as always.

Itzel is awesome too for super cute animation-y icons. Please stare at the preview:

Melissa is awesome as always as well for AWESOMESTUFF.

All my friends are awesome because of awesome-y thingys.

Today is aweso--okay, that's pushing it.

YAYFORAWESOMEMOODS. Even if I'm not really feeling that awesome and I'm still tired, but everybody ELSE is awesome (except for people I hate) so who cares Yay awesome!

...I feel like Captain Awesome now...

... @-@ *stuff*

And now, a survey!

SECTION 1: TV

Current favorite TV show?
iCarly, I guess, as it's the only one on right now...however, I believe the finale ended so...

All-time favorite TV show?
No clue. I like way too many quite a bit @-@ It's hard for me to pick a favorite. So, I'll just pick my favorite out of the ones that have started recently: Chuck

Favorite character?
*thinks* I seriously have no idea. I've never really had an OMGYAY character from a show--mostly just anime (even if I didn't know it was anime at the time). There's characters I like, but I can't think of a favorite.

Box sets owned for favorite TV shows (Not limted to what was listed earlier)?
I have no box sets XD I do think the boxes are pretty though.

Least favorite TV show?
Most stuff ZC puts on *killed*

SECTION 2: ANIME

Current favorite anime?
RYUUSEI NO ROCKMAN! ...Okay, so some of the anime sucks, but watching episodes 46 and 47 over and over make me happy.

All-time favorite anime?
Detective Conan, Pokemon, and CCS

Favorite one-shot anime (Movie/OVA)?
I'll go with Spirited Away as it's the only one I've seen.

Favorite character?
Misty from Pokemon, Luna from RnR, ChibiUsa from Sailor Moon, Syaoran from CCS, and Shinichi/Conan from DC

Favorite attack/spell/ability?
Misty attacking people with a hammer and Luna attacking people with her bag is always fun.

Favorite intro?
No clue. XD Umm..I'll go with the Detective Conan opening when he's dancing. It amuses me.

Favorite closing?
In all honesty, I'm rarely into the closing themes. I don't even tend to like them much. I'll go with one of the DC end themes (June Bride, one of the few I like) or one of the Pokemon ones (which tend to have quite a few good songs)

Least favorite anime?
Ryuusei no Rockman. It's a love hate relationship *bricked* XD Well, in all seriousness, I only hate two episodes of it....so a real anime I hate is....nearly everything ZC likes *killed* We're opposites, what do you expect?

Box sets/complete series owned of favorites (Not limted to what was listed earlier)?
Again, no box sets

SECTION 3: MANGA

Current favorite manga?
Detective Conan

All-time favorite manga?
Detective Conan

Favorite character?
Conan/Shinichi

Least favorite manga?
No clue. I guess I'll go with the RnR one because it seems so random and off...and they have no Luna. Jerks.

Any complete series?
Nooope.

SECTION 4: COMICS

Current favorite comic book?
I don't have one

All-time favorite comic book?
N/A

Favorite character?
I LIKE KITTY! Shadowcat Yayness. ...so what if I never read the comic book, I read some pages online T~T

Least favorite comic?
N/A

Any tradebacks/compilations?
N/A

Now just to work on waking up earlier...

But her...

Survey~

~emizelenka — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 22:25:15 PDT

Hi, my name is: Jennifer

When IÂm nervous I:
Talk really fast, don't talk at all, swing my right leg back and forth, and/or pick at my lip.

Last night I watched: The Moment of Truth, America's Got Talent, and Hell's Kitchen

PART 1: YOU
Were you a planned baby?
Nope

Were you the first?
Yep

PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem?
I don't have any.

Are you happy right now?
No

PART 3: APPEARANCE
Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Nope

Describe your hair:
Really long, wavy, curly, and thick.

PART 4: RANDOM
Ever been kicked out of a bar?
Nope

PART 5: THE OUTDOORS
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
Indoors.

HowÂs the weather?
Random.

Do you like walking in the rain?
Depends how much rain and where I am.

Do you like thunderstorms?
Not really. They're okay though.

PART 6: FOOD
Are you a vegetarian?
No.

Anything you absolutely could eat forever?
Cheese and Chocolate And mashed potatoes.

What is your favorite dessert?
HOT FUDGE BROWNIE SUNDAE WITH EXTRA WHIPCREAM!

PART 7: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
Do you want to get married?
Yes

Been married before?
No

Are you truly in love?
I think so

PART 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS
Where is your cell phone?
No clue Thus why I use my personal phone.

Cheesecake?
It's okay. I'm not crazy about it :/ I love cheese and I love cake, but I don't like cheesecake much...

Your dream last night?
Something Subaru x Luna related which slowly then turned into something Saved by the Bell related.

Your favorite drink?
Water.

Where did you grow up?
NY.

Tattoos?
No

Ketchup?
Ew.

Your computer?
Is a pink laptop.

Your life?
Bleh.

What are you thinking about right now?
The answers to this survey.

Favorite color(s)?
Pink, White, Turquoise, and Pastel Green

When is the last time you laughed?
I don't know...

Last received call?
ZC I think.

Part 9: LIFE
What friend knows the most about you?
*thinks* Probably ZC or Louize.

Who do you blame for your mood today?
ZC

What should we do with stupid people?
Punch them in the face, throw them into a ditch, stomp on their faces, blow them up, cut them into pieces, burn them again, throw them into a river, and throw rocks on their fac--oh wait, you mean stupid people in general and not people I hate... Well, then, get them some schooling lessons.

What is making you sad right now?
People. The lack of being perfect. How hard it is to like something on the lower side of the fandom.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
Go back to sleep.

Last person you went out to dinner with?
My mother.

Do you drink lots of water?
Yes.

How do you vent your anger/sad?
Cry and rant.

What theme does your room have?
It doesn't have one O-o

Are you a mamaÂs child or a daddyÂs child?
Both.

The last website you visited?
DATS/DJ/LJ/DA (In the order I'll be postign this survey in XP)

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
I don't know. ZC probably.

Last person you went to the movies with?
ZC.

What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
I don't know yet...

Is anything alive in your room?
Nope

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Forward. Ryuusei no Rockman 2. On the otherhand, I hate how fast days go...

What are you looking forward to right now?
RnR2.

Part 10: IF YOU HAD TO
If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
A more browner brown.

If you HAD to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
I'd find a way out of...

More blehness

~emizelenka — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 21:22:47 PDT

Well, I feel pretty cruddy to say the least. I have a headache and my throat is all flemmy, plus ZC upset me again so we're fighting again and thus, I am not talking to him Of course, the latter is nothing new.

After all, quoting the Notebook:
Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Of course, I'm not THAT bad...I think.

I really want to do something, make something, play something, read something...but at the same time I'm tired and will probably head to bed soon.

Just looking forward to Friday now. An awesome event at Smile-Recipe will be starting @-@ ...And there was something else, but now I can't remember. Also, in a few minutes or later tomorrow, Build a Bearville will have new furniture.

My mom said if I go on the bus by myself, I can go and buy some things to catch up on stuff...but I'd really rather not do that :/ Sure, the bus stops right in front of it, but still.

I also really need to upload the images I took of my May Pullip and Dal--Diana (Dita) and Tweety (Tweety) @-@ Well, actually, I need to resize them and upload them to my server. I already have them all done...

I also have Pokekids orders to do and Build a Bearville signatures to make...but I want to do something that'll let me free my head. That's why I suck at this stuff. I'm not a robot, I can't sit here and just get all these things out immediately. I need to be able to do stuff for -me- too. I'm not perfect, not matter how much I'd love to be.

At least next week MMSF2 will be out...so not too much longer... And that should give me something to do and help cheer me up.

And while I have decided to go to Rec's party, I am so wearing a paper bag over my head.

I'm going to go and update WSA now... Plus think what's a good number of images to have per page with the new organized Support section... I just wish I could concentrate. My mind feels so random right now.

Clubs and Stamps

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To all the Pokemon fans + Avatar Site Lovers

Professor Layton 3 = Saddest ending ever.

X___x

R.I.P.Christy:December 28th,1992-August 23rd, 2009

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Rambling...

Happy Birthday to me =D

Thank yous + MMSF3 + More (Added Friend Code! XD)

6 years...

To Try and Do List - Updated: 4/29/2009

Switching Accounts -_- (or not)

SO. INFURIATING.

Yes, I'm alive. (big edit)

Little Big Planet

MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

Back, but... + AC:CF + Favor

New Journal Layout~

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Thank you and You're Welcome~

Because I must :P (Meme)

Friend Clarification

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Bleh...

MMSF2 100% COMPLETE!

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Just to get this straight...

Survey~

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