This is just a reminder for those who adopted one of the christmas adoptables- I said in the rules that they needed to be drawn within a month and that month is over. But since I've been gone for most of that time and wasn't able to remind you, those of you who haven't drawn them can have two more weeks and I'll post more journals within those weeks so you don't forget. But if they aren't drawn by then, then i will have to take them back and give them to someone else. So yeah, this is just a reminder to get them drawn

Hola peoples I know I haven't been on, I'm sure you know too I mean look at my journal! Its still all frickin christmas-ly I haven't much of any thing when it comes to art, sorry. I know I have contest prizes to do (1 from Joelie's contest and 1 from my own) and I also know I never got the adoptables up, sorry again. It'll happen. . . . . . . . eventually

Sorry, I'm just not inspired, AT ALL! Everything I sketch looks the same- the posed are too similar or the tails aren't right or something. I've just kind of lost it and I don't know when or if I'm getting it back. I will get the things done that I need too, but first things first! I HAVE to change my journal! Its driving me crazy! And then when I get the things done that I need too, NO MORE TO DO LIST! That is also driving me crazy! I love doing things for you guys! Really I do! But I think that may have something to do with my absence, I start piling all these things on myself and then I feel presured because I don't feel inspired to make anything WORTH posting and then I feel bad for not doing it in a timely manner *slaps-self* I don't know, I have problems I guess

So yeah- schools great, Westernaires is better
thats pretty much it, I'll try to work on some stuff and post
some, but I'm not making any promises- I will reply to my many comments soon, that I do promise

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends''"

in response to ~0Ash0 's journal


EDIT I want you guys to know that its OK if you don't want to repost this journal! I know very well who my friends are, I know who's here because they love me and my art! I don't need a journal to tell me that! I posted this because I want ~0Ash0 to know that I do support her even if I may not fully show it. She was one of the first people I met on DA and she made me feel very welcome, I just wanted to show her that I do care- even if it may not seem that way. I Love you all!

Thank you guys for your concern! I feel loads better today!! I think I'll live
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~Kaji-Onna ! You are the winner of the special holiday wish!!
Hope everyone had some great holidays!!! Feel free to tell me what you got!!!


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Its true, my everything hurts. I planned on pulling a name from the hat saturday, but I didn't wake up until like 10:30 and my grandparents were picking me up at 11:30 to take me to vaulting and I still needed to get ready. But I'll pull a name tomorrow.

Back to the "my everything hurts" I bet you people have put some of it together by now. Vaulting was the only hint you needed. My partner and I were assigned Mcgee, but we couldn't ride double cuz he has a sore spot on his back so I rode another horse named Toby who was owned by my new partner. Toby was very sensitive, the slightest twitch of my foot and he reacted.Towards the end of the ride, my parnter(Kristie?) had asthma, and wanted me to pull Toby into the center of the arena so she could get off. After that I'm not really sure what happened. But I think Toby got excited, We tensed and Toby reared.

The ground hurt like a BITCH! It was all hard and packed in from being riden on all day, so yeah it hurt like hell. The wranglers said we looked like a pretzel with our legs all tangled. I don't even remember feeling (Kristie?) next to me. I just remember I couldn't breath and my entire right side was on fire. It was a while before I could even open my eyes.

Guess what I did when I did open my eyes? I laughed, I get goofy in these situations, even though THAT hurt like a bitch I still laughed at myself- even though I felt like crying. My parnter and I layed on the ground for a bit catching our breath then I was ready to get up and thats when I got a good look at Kristie. I think she got it way worse than me and I feel like it was all my fault we fell in the first place. She was crying and couldn't get up. My papa had to carry her out of the arena. I didn't get a chance to talk to her after she was out of the arena. I really hope shes OK.

I can't imagine the pain shes in right now, cuz my entire body hurts. My whole right side is black and blue, I can't lift my arm much higher than my shoulder, I can't lift my neck from my pillow on my own(I refuse to see a doctor)- I don't think I realized until this morning just how hard we hit. I can't move without some part of my body screaming bloody murder at me. But all that will heal At the moment though, I'm not doing so hot don't expect to much from me this week.

On the brighter side of things I got My LG Dare touch screen phone with the christmas money I got- yay

*EDIT
15 names in the hat already! Get yours in too if you want that Christmas wish!
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*OK! This year SnowFlake is back ! And shes in the mood for giving! So this years gifts are going to start with gift wrapped adoptables! 3 out 0f 10 designs are done so far!

Once they are all done, I will upload them and post them all in a journal BEFORE they are up for adoption, so don't be messaging me and say oh can I have that one! The answer will be no! I'll post them on a journal so that you guys can look at at them and see what you're getting!

THEN I will post a deviation and it will have SnowFlake at the top of it! This will be when you can ask to adopt! BUT theres a twist! Because you won't see the adoptables themselves! you'll see 10 prettyful gift wrapped BOXES! And inside each of these boxes will be one of the adoptable! You request a # and I'll send you a note with the link to that adoptable!

RULES
- You can only have ONE!
- If you don't like your adoptable you may put it back, but you may NOT have another
- If you get an adoptable that you put back DO NOT tell people what box # that adoptable has! I will be extremely upset, please respect this rule!
- You must CARE for them! I'm working hard on these and I expect them to be taken well care of! I'm not saying you have to draw them every week, but every now and then would be nice! I understand people are busy, and I know I don't have time for all of my charries, but they must at least be drawn once!
- You must draw them once within the next month or I will have to take them back

HAT DRAWING
I've got a hat! And I'm putting names in it! I'm going to grant one deviant a special Holiday wish! If your name is drawn from the hat then you can ask me for anything (art related of course, I can't buy you anything, I'm broke ^^")! NO limits! Only 1 deviant will get this! If you want your name in the hat then note me!!