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                <title>Photography Rates</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Nov 2009 08:08:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>[DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY: PORTRAITURE]  </b><br />Rates are flexible based on each individual's needs. <br /><br />Portrait Packages include 1/2-hour consultations.<br />A deposit of 50% is required.  Cancellations will be refunded 48 hours prior to the scheduled photo session.  <br /><br />DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY SERVICES ONLY <br />(PORTRAITURE)<br /><br /><b>Package 1: 500php</b><br />1 Location Only; Several Settings<br />1/2 hour Photo Session<br />CD of medium resolution images<br />5 Edited Pictures (Digitally Retouched)<br /> <br /><b>Package 2: 900php</b><br />1 Location Only; Several Settings<br />1 hour Photo Session <br />CD of medium resolution images<br />10 Edited Pictures (Digitally Retouched)<br /><br /><b>Package 3 (Minimum Package for Group Shots): 1,700</b><br />More than 1 Location<br />2 hour photo session <br />CD of medium resolution images<br />20 Edited Pictures (Digitally Retouched)<br /><br />Prints of the Edited Photos are available if requested.  However, extra charges will apply.  <br />Subsequent Hours will be added on to the Package Cost.<br /><br />Other Expenses: <br />- Cost of CD: 12 php <br />- Travel Expenses: Dependent on Venue<br /><br />All Photos Taken Are Subject to Online Posting for Photographer's purposes.<br />---<br />Please Contact me at thea.deleon@gmail.com for inquiries and bookings.<br /><br />Thank You!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Few Thoughts on Typhoon Ondoy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Oct 2009 06:34:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>UPDATE</b>: Oct. 5,2009<br />A little over a week ago a deadly Typhoon by the name of ÂOndoyÂ hit the Philippines and left half the country submerged in floodwaters.  The typhoon resulted in thousands of homeless individuals and caused hundreds of deaths and injuries.  In just one day, many lost everything they had.  My heart goes out to all of you who may have lost someone/something because of the typhoon. Condolences. <br /><br />ItÂs funny how it is only during times of hardship when one can really make a very big difference.  However, making a difference does not mean that you must do superhuman things.  ItÂs as easy as doing what you can for the benefit of others.  In the span of a week, I was able to truly understand the concept of <i>Bayanihan</i> (A spirit of communal unity or effort to achieve a particular objective) at work.  Almost everyone I knew volunteered to help give back what ÂOndoyÂ took away.<br /><br />Yet despite all the heroic and selfless acts of most of my fellow countrymen I was still exposed to things that I did not agree withÂ things that really disturbed me.  I refuse to lie.  Corruption, ulterior motives, and self-serving acts were still carried out during the whole relief-time period.  In this sense, the Philippines still needs a lot of work.  Following this note Â the Philippines still needs a lot of help.  I'm sure many of you already have contacts on where to donate and volunteer.  If you don't have any and you're willing, don't hesitate to send me a note. <br /><br />We are facing a difficult time for the Philippines right now.  There are talks of following Typhoons, signs of social ordeals, and even rumors of erupting volcanoes.  Frankly, IÂm worried.  However, I canÂt discount the fact that I learned a lot Â about myself and about my country.  IÂm damn proud of The Philippines... Damn proud to be a Filipino... and most of all, I'm damn proud of my fellow Filipinos.  All of this was a huge step you guys.  I think we all learned a lot.  I hope we can all carry and utilize all of this in the future.  Kudos.<br /><br />---<br /><br /><b>SEPT. 22, 2009</b><br /><b>FIRST AND FOREMOST</b>:  HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY <a href="http://www.lihim.deviantart.com">KAT!</a>  <br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theadl/1u.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theadl/2u.jpg"><br /><br />This girl and I go way back.  We've been through so much together. It's insane. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />On a completely vain note... I finally dyed my hair black: <br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theadl/3u.jpg"><br />Colored hair is too expensive to maintain. <br /><br />IÂm not going to lie - times are certainly hard nowadays.  I have to deal with a lot of new expectations now; the majority of which border the impossible.  All the stress IÂm currently going through has really put me in a dry spell in regards to my photography.  However, I hope to overcome this forced hiatus as photography really helps me deal with the added stress of life.  It forces me to focus and in a way - relax.  It gives me a sense of fulfillment which I find, is really hard to come by nowadays.  Thus, comes my new resolve -> <b>to start shooting again</b> - anything and everything.<br /><br />Find me @ <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/pages/Thea-De-Leon-Photography/126384965608?ref=mf">FACEBOOK</a><br /><br /></img></img></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>A few words.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Jul 2009 09:54:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been ages since I last updated!  I haven't been myself for months.  Today, I even talked to my dog about my problems, concerns, and angst.  I figure I'm turning insane.  <br /><br />I'll be updating my <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/pages/Thea-De-Leon-Photography/126384965608">FACEBOOK PAGE</a> with old photo sets, as well as new ones.  Facebook and Deviant Art are the only other accounts I really use.  <br /><br />I'll leave with a promise to update again soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>FIRST CONCERT IN MALAYSIA!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 05:23:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>  <a href="http://www.plurk.com/user/tetot">PLURK</a>   <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/theadl">FLICKR</a>  <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/ben1.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/ben2.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/ben3.jpg"><br /></img><br /><br />Unfortunately, I wasn't able to use my DSLR to take photos of the concert, because I had to surrender my memory card upon entering.  However, my friend somehow smuggled hers in, so I settled with taking photos on her camera.  Normally, this would've put me in a a foul mood for more than one night.  Yet surprisingly, my temper tantrum only lasted a few minutes... because once Jason Mraz appeared on stage, all I could do was stand staring stupidly at him with a lovestruck expression stamped on my face.  <br /><br />His performance was phenomenal!  Right down to his singing, his movements, the lighting, and his band... everything was - for lack of a better term... freaking perfect.  For all those who may not know - Jason Mraz actually preforms 100x better live compared to his studio recordings.  He improvises/freestyles with every song and makes things sound totally different and more awesome than what you normally hear on the radio.  I highly suggest to go see him live if ever you have the opportunity to do so!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />Some of my friends actually got the chance to meet him.  I can't share how because of reasons unmentionable to the public. <br /><br />Two completely unrelated Notes:<br />1. <b>FOR ALL THOSE WHO LIVE IN MALAYSIA</b>: I have two tickets to Rihanna that I am trying to sell.  If anyone is interested, please note me. <br />2. Left 4 Dead is awesome.</img></img></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>BACK FROM THE DEAD [UPDATED]</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Feb 2009 23:47:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>  <a href="http://www.plurk.com/user/tetot">PLURK</a>   <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/theadl">FLICKR</a>  <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /></div><br /><br />It's been a long time since my last update!  I apologize for being so inactive online.  Anyway, all is well here in Malaysia.  Homesickness just really hits me when I think about my family, friends, and Filipino food.  Otherwise, I manage to keep myself busy with work, study, and the occasional drunken nights *cough*...Kidding.  <br /><br />I'm really learning a lot here - I'm finally stationed at the Front Desk and I'm working crazy hours.  By "crazy" I mean, I have four different shifts that are set at random.  Morning shift, which is 7AM-3PM is my favorite, however even though I have more time to bum around after work, it's always a struggle having to wake up extra early just to commute to work, eat and get ready.  My other shifts are Afternoon Shift (3PM-11PM), Super shift (4PM-12AM), Relief Shift (9AM-5PM), and Night shift (11PM-7AM) which I am starting next week.  Thus, it's quite an understatement to say that work is super tiring... physically, emotionally and mentally.  However, I never forget to remember that I'm really fortunate to be where I am now.  I'm really learning a lot in Malaysia and I think I've matured a hell of a lot more here compared to my two years at college.  In fact, I'm really dreading going back to college.  I have too many experiences to share here... ranging from having to deal with stupid guest requests, to angry guests, and making some really serious mistakes myself.  Yet, at the end of it all I know I will treasure all these experiences and not regret a thing. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />   <br /><br />I leave you with the promise that I will update soon again, as well as a few random pictures from Malaysia. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><img src="http://img239.imageshack.us/img239/8039/dev1ww1.jpg"><br />Random Photobooth Sillyness with ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a>  Back when my hair was black.  Do you see how much makeup I'm wearing?  That's what I have to wear to work everyday.  It's disgusting!<br /><br /><img src="http://img18.imageshack.us/img18/7169/dev2kf0.jpg"><br />More Photobooth Sillyness with ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a>  I just colored my hair reddish brown recently.<br /><br /><img src="http://img5.imageshack.us/img5/2170/dev3hu7.jpg"><br />recently dyed reddish brown hair. <br /><br /><img src="http://img12.imageshack.us/img12/5862/getlostsmallcd2.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/7429/getlostsmall4sw1.jpg"><br />I got lost in KL... so I took photos. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /></img></img></img></img></img></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>MALAYSIA HERE I COME + FEATURED</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 00:26:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>  <a href="http://www.plurk.com/user/tetot">PLURK</a>   <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/theadl">FLICKR</a>  <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /></div><br /><br /><a href="http://www.project-three.net/">Thank you Project Three for featuring and interviewing me as an On the Rise Artist!</a>  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br />--  <br /><b>IF YOU ARE WILLING TO MODEL - OR KNOW ANYONE AT ALL WHO'S WILLING TO MODEL AND LIVES IN MALAYSIA PLEASE COMMENT HERE, NOTE ME OR EMAIL ME... AND I WILL GIVE YOU ALL A BIG HUG! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" />  Please help me out here guys!  I hardly have any connections in Malaysia and I really want to continue to shoot out here.  Thank you!</b><br /><br /><br />--<br />SeasonÂs Greetings!  IÂve finally decided to update you guys on my life in Malaysia!  Well, to be more exact Â IÂve finally found the time to update my Deviant Art Journal!  To be clear, IÂm still alive and kicking here Â though I really donÂt have much time to bum around anymore since IÂve started working.  Whenever I do have free time, IÂm usually out with my friends exploring the area.  To those who may not know, IÂm currently working as a front office trainee/assistant at <a>Traders Hotel Kuala Lumpur.</a> however I donÂt have a specific job as I often shift between different departments.  IÂve met a lot of really awesome people here and although work does come with its downs IÂve really been enjoying my time thus far.   Since IÂm no good with words, I hope the pictures below will do the talking. âº<br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/kl1.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/kl2.jpg"><br /><br />IÂve also cut my hair quite short Â itÂs very layered nowÂ very azn.  IÂll post a picture of it once I get around to shooting it. âº  The cool thing about Traders is theyÂre really not so conservative as far as appearance and personal grooming go.  They encourage self-expression through oneÂs physical appearance, which has led me to consider actually going blonde by February.  IÂll try to push a photoshoot soon Â I have a lot of cool ideas I want to put into pixels. âº<br /><br />ThatÂs it for now!  IÂll update again soon!<br />--<br />I'll be working in Malaysia for six months, for my OJT Internship as a Front Office Attendant at Traders Hotel KL. My flight leaves in a few hours and I'll be leaving my house in a few minutes.  Unfortunately, the Mac Service Center has failed to repair my laptop this week - I won't be traveling with it.  This has forced me to go on a <b>HIATUS</b> for an indefinite period of time.  I'll try to be as active as I can here (possibly leeching off the laptops of my friends <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" />), but I can't promise new photos since I won't have a computer to work with + I'll be working A LOT. <br /><br />Oh!  I'll be turning 19 on November 30!~ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> It's a bummer I'll be celebrating my birthday without my family. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  But, I think they'll be coming for Christmas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  <br /><br />I'm rambling now, so here's the message, plain and simple: BYE GUYS <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I will miss you all. <3<br /><br /></img></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>MAJOR UPDATE - HUGE NEWS.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:28:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>  <a href="http://www.plurk.com/user/tetot">PLURK</a>   <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><b>HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN / <a href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lihim.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlihim:" title="lihim"/></a></b><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/journa1.jpg"><br />My best friend turned 19 last September 22.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I'm so proud of her <3  She's accomplished so much and I SERIOUSLY owe her my life.  If it weren't for her, I wouldn't have survived high school.  She's been there during the best and worst of times, and I sincerely thank her for that. <3  <br /><br /><b>HUGE NEWS: INTERNING - MOVING TO MALAYSIA</b><br />Yep, that's right!  I'll be moving to Malaysia this October to intern for five to six months.  BIG BIG LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCE.  Besides my family and friend's, I'll FRIGGIN miss the Philippines, Filipinos, and Filipino Food.  But I'm looking forward to Malaysia, I hear it's REALLY nice there.  Not really sure about the details yet, but I'm leaving October 24. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I've had two job interviews so far and I got accepted to Trader's Hotel - which was my first choice for internship... haven't gotten the results from my second interview yet.  So yeah, I'll be going there with a few of my schoolmates. <br /><br /><b>BEAT MUSIC EVENT</b><br />Overdue update.  Haha.  <a href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lihim.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlihim:" title="lihim"/></a> <a href="http://ceejay7.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconceejay7:" title="ceejay7"/></a> Mina and Pax played for an event arranged by the music org.  I messed up tons, but overall it was a very enjoyable experience.  I'm not a good bass player.  To put it bluntly, I'm a newbie.  This event was the first time I ever slapped a bass. EVER EVER.  So yeah, result was NOT PRETTY NOR NICE SOUNDING.  LOL.  But oh well, I love my bandmates~ <3<br />We played: Sweet Child of Mine (Guns N' Roses), Fly Away (Lenny Kravitz), and Best I ever Had (Vertical Horizon).<br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/journa3.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/journa4.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/journa5.jpg"><br />leather jacket courtesy of <a href="http://xnighthawkex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/n/xnighthawkex.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxnighthawkex:" title="xnighthawkex"/></a> I OWE YOU BIG TIME!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.youtube.com/v/SK8DPgwQqys&hl=en&fs=1">Here is a video link from a friend</a> audio is a bit wonky, but oh well!   Thanks Tyn <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> OH I REALLY DUNO HOW TO SLAP A BASS OKAY. PlZ don't kill me avid bass players - I ARE NEWBIE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />Thank you <a href="http://karwahe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/karwahe.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkarwahe:" title="karwahe"/></a> for zee pictures <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><b>ROBOTNICC <a href="http://robotnicc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/robotnicc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrobotnicc:" title="robotnicc"/></a> <3</b><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/journa6.jpg"><br />I got a package recently in the mail with two of <a href="http://robotnicc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/robotnicc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrobotnicc:" title="robotnicc"/></a>'s COMICS - Vendor and Random Encounter <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> (one he illustrated; the other he wrote and il... ]]></description>
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                <title>LO Yaoi Convention, Plurk, and Laziness</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:38:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><b><u>PLURK</u></b><br /><a href="http://www.plurk.com/user/tetot">Here's my Plurk <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  Add me if you want.</a> <br /><br /><b><u>LO Convention</u></b><br />Congratulations to the LO Staff, Booths, and Butlers in the Cafe! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> The event was a huge success - and that's quite an understatement to say the least.  It was my first time attending a Yaoi convention - I didn't really know what to expect - but I ended up fangirling over everything and everyone.  MHMM apologies to anyone who found it quite scary.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <b> I AM SCARY!</b>  I got there kinda late and left quite early.  Despite my short stay, it was totally fun and I got to see/meet a lot of cool people. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  I saw at least... eight. yes. eight of my girl crushes (NAMES WILL BE OMITTED to keep what's left of my dignity AHAHA) <i>*bows head*</i>.  I did however have a few regrets:<br />(1) I missed the opportunity to meet Sandra aka <a href="http://littlesailboat.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/littlesailboat.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlittlesailboat:" title="littlesailboat"/></a> I don't exactly know why I didn't approach her - I admire her work TONS! D:  I guess I was star struck and I blame a huge percentage of it to my shyness! GAHH!  <br />(2) Not meeting SHINJI aka <a href="http://hideto-niji.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hideto-niji.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhideto-niji:" title="hideto-niji"/></a> I WAS LOOKING ALL OVER FOR HER. GOD DAMNITTT. D:  HAPPY BIRTHDAY BY THE WAY DEAR <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />(3) I wasn't able to take as much pictures as I wanted.  I wanted to take A LOT for Xandra - one of my good friends studying abroad who trained the Butler Staff. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />(4) <a href="http://rosiael.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/o/rosiael.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrosiael:" title="rosiael"/></a> WAS THERE. I HEARD. OH SHIT. I didn't get a chance to meet her either! D: (is a fangirl)<br />(5) <a href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lihim.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlihim:" title="lihim"/></a> wasn't able to go with me so I ended up not cosplaying <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> next time Evan! <3<br />(6) Not enough time to laugh and poke fun at <a href="http://skullpion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skullpion.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconskullpion:" title="skullpion"/></a> muwahahaha. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br /><br />I went with my brother: <a href="http://hazarddeleon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/hazarddeleon.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhazarddeleon:" title="hazarddeleon"/></a> HAHA if you saw a weird guy with black spikey hair and chubby cheeks walking around looking confused than that was him!  <a href="http://yanilyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yanilyn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyanilyn:" title="yanilyn"/></a> <333, Julius and Domenico.  <a href="http://xnighthawkex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/n/xnighthawkex.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxnighthawkex:" title="xnighthawkex"/></a> you should've come! <img src=... ]]></description>
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                <title>Elements Shoot, Red Hair, &amp; Other Random Updates.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Sep 2008 00:10:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><b><u>ELEMENTS SHOOT</u></b><br />My most recent shoot was a conceptual photoshoot based on the four elements.  I'm sorry I haven't had time to upload the pictures - I have been really busy and stressed out these past few days.  To make up for it, here's a sneak peek of what I'll be uploading within the week.<br /><br /><b>DEVIATIONS</b><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/96669014/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs36/150/f/2008/244/3/a/Elements__Water_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="87" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/96368409/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs36/150/f/2008/242/2/7/Elements__Air_II_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/96290264/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs36/150/f/2008/241/a/9/Elements__AIR_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/journal5.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/journal6.jpg"><br /><br />A HUGE SHOUT OUT AND THANKS to <b>MY WONDERFUL MODELS</b>, who so graciously agreed to model for me in such short notice.  <br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/n/endintears.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconendintears:" title="endintears"/></a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />  <a href="http://karwahe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/karwahe.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkarwahe:" title="karwahe"/></a> <a href="http://hazarddeleon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/hazarddeleon.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhazarddeleon:" title="hazarddeleon"/></a> <a href="http://skullpion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/k/skullpion.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconskullpion:" title="skullpion"/></a> <a href="http://mkanahashi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/k/mkanahashi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmkanahashi:" title="mkanahashi"/></a> JULJUL & ADRIAN.  <br />THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!<br /><br />I have a backlog of images I want to put up (not just from this photo shoot), however I'm really not satisfied with the way I've been editing them - so they're staying in my computer until I'm decisive and content enough to upload them!  <br /><br /><b><u>RED HAIR</u></b><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/journal4.jpg"><br />I finally dyed my hair red.  I've been wanting to for a long time.  Can't say I like the result though, since it's not as RED as I wanted it to be, but it does succeed in not making me look so pasty white - which is what I wanted.  <br /><br /><b><u>RANDOM THINGS</u></b><br /><b>1.</b> smitten. <br /><b>2.</b> moody.<br /><b>3.</b> Going to start playing WoW again.  Thanks ~<a class="u" href="http://skullpion.deviantart.com/">skullpion</a> lol. bad influence! <br /><b>4.</b>AVATAR SEASON 3 = WIN WIN WIN<br /><b>5.</b> My friends and I abuse photo booth a lot during our breaks.  It's a disease.  <br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/journal3-1.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/1journal.jpg"><br /><img src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y192/subaqueous/journal2.jpg"><br /><br /><b><u>IMPORTANT REMINDER</u></b><br />Let me just make one thing clear - I am totally okay with people manipulating/using my photos, so long as it's not for commercial use and I am notified first.  However, if you're going to plug me/feature my photos somewhere you don't even have to ask; I'd be HONORED and GRATEFUL if you guys did do this and credit me.  On the other hand, if you want to manipulate my photos in any way please contact me first.  It's really not hard to do - my contact information IS IN MY DEVIANT ART.  My gmail account can easily be found in this journal, and I will almost always agree to your requests so long as the manipulation is not offensive.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Journal Features and NEED RECOMMENDATIONS</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:01:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><br><div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /><br /></div><br /><br />Random Journal Update.  I'm currently sick <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I lost my voice this morning, and I think I'm coming down with a cold. Gahh.  How troublesome.  <br /><br />Anyway, can anyone recommend me anything? Comics, Books, Music, Movies, or Games?  I realized I'm pretty one-sided when it comes to these things, so any recommendations would be great. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Thanks Ped for the recent gift art:<br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/93227235/"><img src="http://tn1-3.pv.deviantart.com/fs32/150/i/2008/211/3/5/70__s_shirt_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="102" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br /><3 i labbb it.  I look like speed racer. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br /><br />FEATURED ARTISTS FROM MY WATCH LIST:<br />First time I'm doing this <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Hope to keep it up, until IÂve featured ALL the artists that I currently watch.  Could be due to boredom?  Whatever.  I basically just picked 10 Deviants from my watch list randomly.  Anyway, I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worship.gif" width="30" height="15" alt=":worship:" title="Worship" /> the ground these artist's walk on. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br /><br />(1)<a href="http://mkanahashi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/k/mkanahashi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmkanahashi:" title="mkanahashi"/></a> <br />The main reason this girl is one of my favorite model's to photograph is because she's a photographer as well.  She's a hardcore model that does anything I ask of her with no complaints - no matter how absurd my directions are! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> She's also got a spunky attitude - and it shows through in her pictures (If you have the good fortune of meeting her in person you'll know what I mean).  She sort of reminds me of Buttercup from the Powerpuff girls hahah - a whole lot of attitude in one cute little girl. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  It's also her birthday today, so please <a href="http://mkanahashi.deviantart.com/">wish her a happy birthday!</a><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/85619913/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs25/150/f/2008/134/0/7/smirking_devil_loki_by_mkanahashi.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/65422309/"><img src="http://tn1-4.pv.deviantart.com/fs19/150/f/2007/264/3/8/Asian_Checkerboard_by_mkanahashi.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/72775508/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/357/3/a/3ae684aeea99dc44.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br />(2) <a href="http://morpheus306.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/morpheus306.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmorpheus306:" title="morpheus306"/></a><br />*<a class="u" href="http://mkanahashi.deviantart.com/">mkanahashi</a>Âs boyfriend.  HeÂs extremely good at what he does!  IÂve always been a big fan of The Simpsons and he often combines SimpsonÂs characters with Naruto characters.  ItÂs trippy.  Definitely in my Âmust watchÂ list! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/89101966/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs25/150/f/2008/170/6/8/Uchiha_Margie_Ver_2_by_Morpheus306.jpg" width="150" height="116" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="... ]]></description>
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                <title>Hippie Shoot Out-takes and HUGE Picture Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jul 2008 22:52:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><br><div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /><br /></div><br /><br />Overdue Journal Post! @_@  This month, my friend's (~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://karwahe.deviantart.com/">karwahe</a>, and Mina)and I had a Seventies themed shoot.  It was really short, yet very tiring.  <br /><br />Deviations <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />:  <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/92246754/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs31/150/f/2008/202/5/8/All_You_Need_is_Love_by_lihim.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/92244279/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs31/150/f/2008/202/d/2/Contemporary_Hippie_by_lihim.jpg" width="150" height="131" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/92326853/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/203/c/3/Won__t_Get_Fooled_Again_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="144" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/92645159/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs31/150/f/2008/206/0/8/Fighting_for_Peace_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="132" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/92062339/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs32/150/f/2008/200/a/f/Modern_Hippies_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br />Might upload more this week, if I'm not lazy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />Below are a few out-takes from the shoot... unedited, because I'm lazy. <br /><br /><img src="http://img378.imageshack.us/img378/8175/journal3hv2.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img257.imageshack.us/img257/5889/journal1sx2.jpg"><br /><br />We did our own styling and makeup.  Some of us actually brought several outfits, but we only did one set due to laziness and hunger.  Thanks to all of you for being so cooperative! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> Let's do it again sometime <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <3<br />--<br />So Midterm's are coming up, and the teachers think it's a good idea to pile us students up with loads of tests and projects. =_= Sometimes I just get so lazy and tired that I don't bother listening in class.  I end up surfing the internet instead. >.> Anyway, one day instead of studying for an upcoming test, my best friend ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a> and I ended up playing with photobooth. <br /><img src="http://i20.photobucket.com/albums/b232/amaranta_katrina/webcam-1.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img209.imageshack.us/img209/4379/lolphotoboothee4.jpg"><br /><br />In the last few pictures, we're imitating Batman and Joker <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> When you're around us, there's really no such thing as "too dorky". <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  <br /><br /><img src="http://img241.imageshack.us/img241/6900/lolphotobooth2nl4.jpg"><br />with ~<a class="u" href="http://karwahe.deviantart.com/">karwahe</a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ...in humanities class. >.><br />--<br />Although I can definitely say "I'M SO OVER HIGH SCHOOL", I still miss my batchmates - most especially my high school barkada(group).  I graduated from an International School, so many of my batchmates went abroad for college... This month many came back and visited the Philippines - but next month it'll be time for many to return.  I got to see some of my batchmates in Serendra last week, but forgot to take pictures.  Surprisingly, no one's changed. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ...it makes me feel really happy.  <br />I still wish I coul... ]]></description>
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                <title>Toycon Update Part II</title>
                <link>http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/18848812/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 22:59:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.facebook.com/pages/Thea-De-Leon-Photography/126384965608">FACEBOOK</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.ssashimi.livejournal.com">LIVEJOURNAL</a>  <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a> <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.flickr.com/photos/theadl">FLICKR</a>  <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">PORTFOLIO</a> <br /><a href="mailto:thea.deleon@gmail.com">CONTACT ME</a> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PERSONAL SITE.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS (includes personal photographs, cosplay, and other artistic endeavors).</a> <br /><br />THANK YOU.<br /></div><br /><br />Thank You To (for the pictures): ~<a class="u" href="http://sakuramiyu.deviantart.com/">sakuramiyu</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.mikabundo.com">Mike Abundo</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://eklektik.multiply.com">Allan Melivo</a> =<a class="u" href="http://spell-weaver.deviantart.com/">spell-weaver</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://z3ll.deviantart.com/">z3ll</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://ralphcrisostomo.multiply.com/photos/album/38/TOYCON_2008?replies_read=13">Ralph Crisotomo</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://niko26.multiply.com/photos/album/38/7th_toycon_2008_Day_2">niko26</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://yuusuki.net/gallery/toycon-2008-day-2/?nggpage=2">, ~<a class="u" href="http://alansong.deviantart.com/">aLaNsOng</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://candyworx.deviantart.com/">candyworx</a> <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://shoevampire.multiply.com/photos/album/52/ToyCon_2008_-_Day_2_-_June_15">shoevampire</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://sushimaki15.deviantart.com/">sushimaki15</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://discordia24.deviantart.com/">discordia24</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://zuinx.deviantart.com/">zuinx</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://blackflamewhiteashes.deviantart.com/">blackflamewhiteashes</a>  Okay I know I missed a few people (SORRY)  If I missed you, please tell me.<br /><br />I did cosplay for the first time ever. And yes, I basically sucked ass, but it was definitely an experience. Very tempted to cosplay again, but next time I'll find a better suited character that fits my personality more! haha!  *cough cough* iamnotperkyenoughtobemomiji *cough* Yes, I am painfully shy and I'm so sorry if I did seem a bit awkward - I was really nervous and conscious and well all sorts of things! haha! But it was nice meeting all of you truly. I wasn't able to take pictures LIKE I SAID I WOULD. AND I'M REALLY MAD ABOUT IT.  My camera kinda died on me. OH AND YES AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW I AM TERRIBLE WITH NAMES. And I have this thing against calling people by their deviant art pseudonyms - just seems a tad bit impersonal to me! haha! Don't get me wrong though, I have no problem if you guys call me endintears. Speaking of which, I hate my username. ehh. Oh and as trivial and vain as it may seem, I do have to mention that my face was not cooperating with me at all today. I broke out the night before, so I had to put like concealer everywhere. That didn't help at all - it just made me look pasty white... which kinda sucked. <br /><br />I DID NOT GET TO TAKE MUCH PICTURES    WTF. Stupid hat made it difficult to take any at all.  But I met so much cool people.  <3<br /><br />I TOOK DOWN THE PHOTOS BECAUSE THEY WERE BEING USED W/OUT MY PERMISSION IN SEMI-DEROGATORY SITES.<br /><br /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Please Do Not Mind Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jun 2008 04:14:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><b><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a><br /> <br />WELCOME TO MY PORTFOLIO.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS.</a>  <br />THANK YOU.<br /></b><br /><br />Kiriban for 70K - whoever gets my 70th pageview wins a prize - just show me a screenshot of the hit. Don't know what the prize is yet - you can request for anything (gift art whatever - BUT I SUCKKK AT DRAWING   so I don't think you'd want that), but it'll probably be a feature in my journal.<br /></div><br /><br />oops<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Is Anyone Going to Toycon?     ...Kiriban for 70K</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 02:40:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><b><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">MULTIPLY</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFTART</a><br /> <br />WELCOME TO MY PORTFOLIO.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS.</a>  <br />THANK YOU.<br /></b><br /><br />Kiriban for 70K - whoever gets my 70th pageview wins a prize - just show me a screenshot of the hit. Don't know what the prize is yet - you can request for anything (gift art whatever - BUT I SUCKKK AT DRAWING   so I don't think you'd want that), but it'll probably be a feature in my journal.<br /></div><br /><br /><b>I know this is a weird request, but if anyone is going to Toycon next week can you please tell me?  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  I'm planning to take a shit load of pictures again of everyone, and I really want to take pictures of people I actually know/are on Deviant Art! </b> So if you're going, please comment below so I can keep my eyes open for you!  And if possible (I understand sometimes people want to keep their cosplay plans a secret)please tell me who you're planning to cosplay as!  Also please leave your first name here (if I don't already know it) so when/if I see you I don't have to call you by your deviant art username! haha!  Oh, and all the pictures I take on these events can be found in my <a href="http://ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>, so add me there if you haven't done so already! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Lastly, if ever you see me there don't hesitate to approach me.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  A lot of people tell me I exude a weird "Sadako/the Grudge" vibe, but trust me, I will not pop out of your TV screen late at night/pull a ringu on you (I SWEAR).  Despite, my pale skin and eyebags I am really not as scary as I look.  Oh and despite popular belief, I DO NOT HAVE BAD AURAAA!!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" />    <br /><br />---<br /><br />Just watched Indiana Jones IV. Screw the bad reviews it was good [is a huge fan of the Indiana Jones series].  Shia is total love!<br /><br />Congratulations to <a href="http://mangaholix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaholix.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmangaholix:" title="mangaholix"/></a> to a job well done!  It was a an awesome convention!  Sorry I wasn't able to drop by the booth!  Did anyone else go to the art gallery part of the con?  The works exhibited there were amazing. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />I looked/acted pretty sabog that day - no sleep does wonders for me... =_=  I actually did end up staying for a long time, because my friend's car was late picking us up (due to the traffic).  Oh Oh and I cosplayed a trash bag ROFL.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />Mangaholix Pictures Part 1 -<br /><img src="http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/7269/manga1qe1.jpg"><br />I really liked the Mayuri and Yuko cosplayers.  Bleach cosplayers were pretty good too.  *<a class="u" href="http://slumberdoll.deviantart.com/">slumberdoll</a> and *<a class="u" href="http://crissey.deviantart.com/">Crissey</a> you guys are as adorable in person as you are in your pictures. <3<br /><img src="http://img126.imageshack.us/img126/522/mangaholix2iv6.jpg"><br />the lighting outside the hall was pretty awesome haha!  A lot of good Death Note cosplayers <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><img src="http://img151.imageshack.us/img151/3703/mangaholix3dp8.jpg"><br />Happy Belated Birthday to <a href="http://vincikun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/v/i/vincikun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconvincikun:" title="vincikun"/></a>  <333  I got a bear hat thingy and <a href="http://chanbarariot.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/h/chanbarariot.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconchanbarariot:" title="chanbarariot"/></a> got a pikachu one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /></img></img></img></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG UPDATING(M3 Convention) - Kiriban for 70K</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2008 17:37:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><b><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>     <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br /> <br />WELCOME TO MY PORTFOLIO.  PLEASE CLICK ON:<br /><a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS.</a>  <br />THANK YOU.<br /></b><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/85717740/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs29/150/f/2008/136/e/5/Fruits_Basket__Prince_Yuki_by_lihim.jpg" width="150" height="139" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/85719695/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs29/150/f/2008/136/c/2/Fruits_Basket_Trial__Momiji_by_endintears.jpg" width="150" height="112" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /><br />Lately, I have been avoiding Deviant Art like the plague... and I really have no idea why.  I've gotten into making videos and random stuff like that - I even made a youtube account that nobody knows about haha!  Most of my videos have been useless and stupid, but I'm working on a more serious video right now - kinda like a movement of sorts.  Anyway, PARKER IS CURED / MY CAMERA IS FIXED.  Meaning more photos and more updates.  woot.<br /><br />I might be going to the M3 convention: (<a href="http://mangaholix.deviantart.com/journal/18540225/#comments">[link]</a>) please support the mangaholix staff everyone!  They are so awesome!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  I WILL NOT BE "COSPLAYING", and I'll be going with some of my <i>non-otaku</i>(pardon my usage of the term) friends so I probably won't be staying long.  Regardless, be sure to say Hi so I can take your pictures!  I am very very friendly haha... I love cosplayers - kudos to all of you!  I don't care if you actually made your costume/your costume is simple it still takes enormous guts to cosplay. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  See you there <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://img259.imageshack.us/img259/2844/lolwt1.jpg"><br />My Macbook Pro is bigbigbig love.<br /><br />Never done this before... <b>Kiriban for 70K - whoever gets my 70th pageview wins a prize - just show me a screenshot of the hit.</b>  Don't know what the prize is yet - you can request for anything (gift art whatever - BUT I SUCKKK AT DRAWING <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> so I don't think you'd want that), but it'll probably be a feature in my journal.</img><br /><br />I'm in full GEEK MODE NOW.  Yesterday, ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a> and I had a trial cosplay shoot; EMPHASIS ON <b>TRIAL</b>.  It was a really short shoot, and given the circumstances (the rain and bad lighting)we really shouldn't have shot at all!  Although unproductive, I did learn something: It's damn hard to pose in front of the camera, as well as portray your given character.  I have so much respect for cosplayers now!!  It's also damn hard not feeling conscious about what you're wearing, and not shying away from strangers that give you weird looks! haha.  <br /><br />Anyway, ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a> and I looked like total NEWBIES in costume while my brother ~<a class="u" href="http://hazarddeleon.deviantart.com/">hazarddeleon</a> shot some of the photographs.   If you couldn't tell already, I cosplayed Momiji Sohma, where as Kat cosplayed Yuki Sohma from the popular anime/manga Fruitsbasket.  We shot for about 20 minutes and a great deal of that time was spent saying stuff along the lines of: "Uhm, wait... how do you do this?  How should I pose?  Oh crap, people.  HIDE.".  Yes, we are total newbies, and totally embarrassing newbies at that!<br /><br />I just got to thinking though, that <strike>not much people in my school like anime</strike> are geeky enough to cosplay with us.  In fact I can only name, about two people in my college that actually share my adoration for anime!  HAHA.  Hopefully, next time Kat and I cosplay we'll be able to find a bigger group to cosplay with! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  But, as of now I guess it's okay since we're still beginners, and we're still really self conscious about the whole thing!<br /><br />SECONDLY, I'm playing <b>WoW</b> now.  AHAHAHA.  I never thought I would, but I have to admit it's crazy addicting.  Bet... ]]></description>
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                <title>OMGZ DRAMAA :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:22:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>     <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br /> <br /><br />WELCOME TO MY PORTFOLIO.  PLEASE CLICK ON <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/gallery/">BROWSE GALLERY ON THE LEFT TO VIEW MY PHOTOGRAPHS.</a>  THANK YOU.<br /></div><br /><br /><b>UPDATE 4/16/08</b><br />Okay so, I just found out that people I don't even know or know well bitch about me!  I'm scared because I'm not aware of how I've offended them.  So, please if I have offended you in any way, please let me know.  I can be quite bitchy and blunt at times and I sincerely apologize!  Oh my God, I hate it when people hold grudges against me so if you are one of them, please forgive me if I've offended you in any way!!!<br /><br />I am usually pretty tolerant with insults and the like, but I guess this journal entry pretty much surfaced because I was pushed to my limit (This is not the first time this has happened... Pretty sure it happens to everyone) because someone I really admired/still do admire a ton said something really mean about me.  Gahh.  I hope they as well as many of you here understand that I'm not vain/stuck up with my photography.  I don't really see myself as an art snob, and I appreciate art in all different forms.  I see Art as a form of expression, and although I know most of the stuff I shoot is pretty amateur I still really enjoy it!  I really do want to improve and I will gladly take constructive criticism!  But please don't attack me so harshly!  :S  Please remember that this is just the internet and I will not/do not force anyone to look at my stuff.  Also I upload whatever I want here, and I'm really not forcing anyone to look at them!  Lastly, I'm not even freaking taking art in college so please understand that photography is just my hobby.<br /><br />You guys I'm not posting this just to get attention.  I sincerely want to apologize to anyone who harbors any dislike with me/my persona on the internetz.  It was not my intention to offend you/annoy you in any way.  Seriously, I am very very sorry.<br />  <br /><b>Ozine</b><br />It's Summer now, but I'm currently working, and have plans of taking summer classes.  Today was the first "BUM DAY" I've had this summer!  I went to Ozine Saturday and Sunday for a very very short time.  I regret not staying longer, because there were a lot of awesome cosplayer's!  I didn't take much pictures since my D70 is broken... instead I gave my brother my awesome lens and flash system to use.  <br /><br />You know, regardless of what I sometimes say about cosplay, it still takes an enormous amount of guts to do it and I admire people who DO do it!  I had a costume that I was supposed to wear to Ozine but I really couldn't wear it cus I was too scared!  HAHA!  Oh well, I hope I have enough guts next time though!  No, but seriously sometimes I joke about otaku's with my friend's but I don't mean anything bad about it at all - afterall I AM a friggin Otaku haha!  It was really pretty cool to see a lot of people with the same interests/taste as me in the con. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />I met my friend's in Mega mall (which was why I couldn't stay long) for like 5 minutes and left to eat dinner and hit Phi Bar.  I'm so glad I got to see ERIN (my High school friend from Australia)again if only for one day.  <br /><br />COSPLAYERS - If you see your picture here and you don't want it up here just tell me to take it off!  Otherwise, I hope you don't mind! haha!<br /><div class="deviationsbox"> <br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/7-1.jpg"><br />I got a picture with HARD GAY!!  Wooh!<br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/1-4.jpg"><br />My favorite cosplayers - Iron man and Hell boy!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/4-2.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/2-4.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/3-3.jpg"><br /></img></img></img></img></img></div><br /><br />MOMIJI<br /><img src="http://i11.photobucket.com/albums/a152/ssashimi/14.jpg"><br />Okay, so... next convention I'll be going as <a href="http://accel95.mettre-put-idata.over-blog.com/0/17/54/02/fruit-basket/momiji-sohma.jpg">Momiji Sohma</a> from Fruitsbasket with ~<a class="u" href="http://lihim.deviantart.com/">lihim</a> as Yuki hahaha.  So we're both dudes that look like girls.  Problem is I need to look more manly.  So help!  Tips?  I'm sure I need binding even though I'm flat hahahah.  Yeah I'm a total NOOB with all things cosplay! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/em... ]]></description>
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                <title>March Update: New Hair</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 03:25:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>     <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br /> <br /></div><br /><br />I was supposed to do a long update post for March, but I'm feeling really lazy.  I haven't slept for the past three days for various reasons.  I just got back from my Tagaytay trip with my Enderun schoolmates.  T'was fun; Tagaytay really is beautiful.<br /><br />Anyway, to anyone who doesn't already know... I look like a poor man's version of Yuffie / A little boy now!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br /><br />I had to chop off my hair because it caused some controversies with the school faculty.  I moped for about three days and am still in my post-mourning stage, but I think I'm over it now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  Gahh... It's just hair afterall!  It'll grow back! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HAIR. </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:19:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>     <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br /> <br /></div><br /><br /><b><br />Welcome to my online portfolio!  If you want to see my photography, please click on <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">BROWSE GALLERY!</a> <br /></b><br /><br />I want my hair back... I feel like a twat.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Massive Picture Post and Updates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jan 2008 09:38:38 PST</pubDate>
                
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Welcome to my online portfolio!  If you want to browse through my pictures, please click on <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">browse gallery!</a> <br />
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Comments + Favorites are appreciated!<br />
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First post of 2008!  ...And it contains overdue pictures haha.  Sorry I've been pretty inactive here on Deviant Art.  I'm still really jet lag - I spent my holidays in the States.  I became really homesick after just a few days of staying there though.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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Highlights of the Trip include:<br />
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1. Being able to see my Family and in turn spending Christmas and New Years with them.<br />
2. Feeling like a kid again (Legal age there is 21).<br />
3. Snowboarding - thus falling on my bum several hundred times.<br />
4. <b>ATTENDING AN ANSEL ADAMS AND ANNIE LEIBOVITZ EXHIBITION!!!!  IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</b><br />
5. Revisiting all the old places I used to go to when I was a kid.<br />
6. Eating A LOT.<br />
7. You guys have to see the film <i>I'm not There</i>!  Watch it Watch it Watch it!!!  Cate Blanchett is phenomenal.  I would MARRY her!<br />
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Question for you guys (just cus I am curious) - I know Christmas aint all about material things and everything, but out of curiosity what's the most favorite gift you received for Christmas?<br />
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I'm SUPPOSED to be studying for two tests later on today (it's 1:23AM) but I haven't started.  So much for New Year's resolution's.    Below are some pictures from my US trip - most are unedited because I'm lazy... <br />
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<a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com">Oh yeah, New Icon and Webcam Picture lol.  Chubby Cheeks.</a><br />
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</img></img></img></img></img></div><br /><br />Below are some pictures of Mina's birthday and The Enderun Christmas Party.  haha sooo lateeee.   T__T  Oh yeah, and to those who've asked - I did dye my hair last year - it's like in between brown and red right now. =/  Once again unedited (lazy). <br />
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                <title>LAZY</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:53:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Oct 2007 10:05:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>     <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>     <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br />
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Welcome to my online portfolio!  If you want to browse through my pictures, please click on <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">browse gallery!</a></div><br /><br />College sucks.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:42:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://www.ssashimi.multiply.com">multiply</a>  <a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">salutes from friends</a>  <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">giftart</a><br />
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Welcome to my deviant art site!  If you want to browse through my pictures, please click on <a href="http://www.endintears.deviantart.com/gallery">browse gallery</a> <br />
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FIRST AND FOREMOST, HAPPY SUPER DUPER BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER/PARTNER IN CRIME:  <b>KAT!!!</b>  Yesterday was her birthday, and it was celebrated in Absinthe Bar (Greenbelt).  I had to go home early for some seriously embarrassing reasons which involved me puking all the way from the escalator to the entrance of greenbelt.  I have the best friend's in the world.  I have the best <b>sister's</b> in the world.  I look like some deformed tomato in all of these pictures <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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I'll be turning eighteen by the end of November.  Am I ready for that? <b>Undoubtedly no</b>.  This led me to create a list of things to do before I turn well, legal.  They are as follows:<br />
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<b>18 things to do before I turn 18</b><br />
1. Milk a Cow.<br />
2. Ride a ferris wheel.<br />
3. Get something published in a newspaper or magazine.<br />
4. Kiss a guy.<br />
5. Be on TV.<br />
6. Cosplay.<br />
7. Win an award.<br />
8. Learn how to Dance.<br />
9. Get a tattoo.<br />
10. Go on a road trip with friends.<br />
11. Learn how to Bass Slap.<br />
12. Kiss a girl.<br />
13. Read the lot of Spiderman.<br />
14. Write an article in wikipedia.<br />
15. Speak Tagalog.<br />
16. Get over my fear of milk.<br />
17. Get over my fear of heights.<br />
18. Ride the MRT.<br />
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Any other suggestions? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rofl.gif" width="29" height="27" alt=":rofl:" title="rofl" /> <br />
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Photos from the table setting competition are below.  It was a lot of fun, though my group placed fifth place <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  Sorry for the craptacular pictures - they aren't that good <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I also only have the table setting pictures of the first group.  I don't have much of the second group.  Themes included: pop art theme, harry potter theme, pirates theme, phantom of the opera theme, the godfather theme, wes-eastern theme, sex and the city theme, underwater theme, lion king theme, nightmare before Christmas theme, and Popeye theme.<br />
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New WEBCAM PIC:<br />
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makes me want to dye my hair black again... bahh i have no money though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /></img></img></img></img></img></div><br /><br />---><strike><br />
You are all inivited to the EM2010 Arts Exhibit of Class EB entitled "Musmos".  This will be held in the FOURTH floor of THE PODIUM at 4PM today (September 22 - 23). <br />
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Please come see the exhibit!  My brother spent a lot of time putting it up.  I think four of my photographs will be exhibited there too.  This exhibition is for charity, so please come and support!  Hope to see you there! </strike><br />
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                <title>Harry Potter!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jul 2007 01:02:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School's been keeping me busy these past few days.  I haven't had the time to use the internet these past two weeks.  Actually, today has been my only <i>real</i> bum day in a while.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  <br />
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I had a photo shoot with Kaori last week, but it was barely planned and we shot late afternoon.  The sun was annoying.  Damn sun.  I don't really like my photos of her from last week, so she's modeling for me again tomorrow.  Poor Kaori.<br />
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It was also my Grandpa's birthday last week too!  Here are just some random pictures... from food, photoshoots, hangouts, and others.<br />
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By the way, I LOVE SNAPE.  He was my favorite character since Book 1.  I'm not going to say anything about Book 7... Just that, it was good.<br /><br /><div align="center"><br />
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<b><br />
Please recommend...<br />
(1) Books<br />
(2) Games (mainly for ps3 - one's that will come out, etc.)<br />
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                <title>SO GROSS!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jul 2007 20:21:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YUCK YUCK YUCK.  I HAVE SUCH BAD SKIN NOW!  I BROKE OUT REALLY BADLY THIS WEEK, AND MY WHOLE FACE IS LIKE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /> <b>PIMPLY</b>! SICK!!!!<br />
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It's so gross!!!!  <br />
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...THIS IS WHAT NO SLEEP DOES TO YOU.<br />
GET SOME SLEEP PEOPLE!<br />
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...Good news is I finally touched my camera instead of letting it rot away. haha.  I had a photoshoot with Mina! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
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I suck. Lack of practice =_=<br />
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<b>TOYCON</b><br />
Forgive my lack of words in this post!  I'm not in the <i>writing mood</i>.  Anyway, I went to Toycon last Sunday for a very VERY short time (like an hour).  I didn't buy ANYTHING, because I was <b>broke</b>.  <br />
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My brother was looking for Kingdom Hearts stuff, but we didn't really find any.  <b>Side note</b>: I would kill to do a Kingdom Heart's inspired shoot!  <br />
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It was still pretty fun oogling at the really expensive toys they were selling there.  Below, are some pictures I took at Toycon!<br />
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                <title>Toycon, New Hair, Band Cover, &amp; Others</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 22:43:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <small>FIRST AND FOREMOST, I'm really in love with these photographs.  They seriously kick some major ass!<br />
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I went to Toycon, but only for an hour... and I didn't buy anything because I was broke T___T<br />
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I can't go to Toycon today, because I have to do some MEGA SHOPPING for school!  Orientation was pretty hectic yesterday, and I wasn't able to do a lot of the things I should've done! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  I might go tommorow though, if I'm not too busy. <br />
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START OF KIKAY THEA!<br />
...I'm not really that kikay. haha.<br />
Anyway, I dyed my hair back to dark brown.  It looks kind of weird... I think I like lighter colors better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  My stylist really liked my blonde tips, even though I'm starting to really hate them now (I've had them since 11th grade >.>  So he put blonde highlights in my hair again.  I want my hair back to my <i>Rinoa</i> hairstyle (the one with my face scratched out in the bottom... I CAN'T FIND THE ORIGINAL PICTURE where i'm really ugly there! hahaah), where it was really thin and LONG. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> WHY DID I CUT IT!?<br />
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</img></a></div></small><br /><br /><small>It's <b>A LOT DARKER</b> in real life... I wonder why whenever I'm in a picture my hair is always a lot lighter (Even when it's equally exposed).  I'm always a lot whiter in pictures too!  Stupid.  Anyway I have major MAJOR major eyebag issues + bad skin due to lack of sleep.  I wonder why it's vacation, and yet I don't sleep. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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Next week, I'm going to start schooling and I'm really excited!  Hope I don't make a fool of myself so soon. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />  I find it really strange that I miss high school.  I never thought I would.  Speaking of High School, I found a cover of a song that my highschool band and I did.  Hahah, it was our first ever (and sadly, best) performance.<br />
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<a href="http://www.zshare.net/audio/229303209436ef/">CLICK CLICK CLICK TO LISTEN!!<br />
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Fishcake Cover of Let Me Go by 3 doors down<br />
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Our singer is korean - english is his second language, so sorry about the mispronunciations.<br />
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Wow, Good times.  <br />
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Anyway, much thanks to <a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/morphine-sedatives.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmorphine-sedatives:" title="morphine-sedatives"/></a> and <a href="http://defiance185.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/defiance185.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondefiance185:" title="defiance185"/></a> for <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/57472847/">the gift art!</a><br />
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I wana make some gift art soon, but I want to learn how to draw first!<br />
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<a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">SALUTE'S</a> and <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387200/#comments">GIFT ART</a>.  Much thanks!<br />
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NEW DEVIATION!<br />
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                <title>Prom + Graduation</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 May 2007 08:04:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center">Graduation was pretty surreal.  I'm <b>really</b> just fresh out of high school.  I really don't have any clue what to do with my life... now that my daily routine of school has been thrown out of the picture.  Because I come, or <i>rather CAME</i> (that feels weird) from an International School, more than 3/4's of my batchmates are expected to leave the Philippines, and school abroad.  I don't know how that feels... not being able to see a lot of them anymore.  It feel's weird I guess.  So prom and graduation was a clash of relief and anxiety, yet nonetheless a celebration!  Pictures below!<br />
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THEY ACTUALLY MADE MY HAIR LOOK PRETTY!  Though I did think I looked like some weird asian Goldilocks.  haha.  <br />
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                <title>Mangaholix Cosplay Pictures</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2007 09:00:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Basically, I got dragged to the Mangaholix convention at the spur of the moment by my two brothers!  Mikey also brought two of his Ateneo friends Kata and Mika.  Kata cosplayed as a demented nurse from silent hill, which was really creative!  Anyway, the experience was interesting - and I enjoyed it, because like everyone else who was there, I'm a huge anime/manga geek!  <br />
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I've got to say - cosplaying sure takes<b> a lot of guts</b>.  I felt really bad because when people were presenting on stage, some people behind me were making really mean comments.  I guess a lot of cosplayers get bashed - which kind of sucks!  Which is why, if ever I do cosplay, I would probably never compete!<br />
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Anyway, here are some pictures from the convention - not all of them though!<br />
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Overall, it was a very interesting experience.  Although there were a lot of people, it was still pretty fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> I WAS PRETTY DARN <b>HAGGARD/GROSS/STINKY/GREASY</b> during the con though, cus I was in the middle of at least 3 sweaty guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  <br />
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This event made me kinda want to set up a <b>COSPLAY THEMED SHOOT</b>.  Originally, I wasn't so into cosplay, but it does seem quite interesting!  My brother and I work together with photoshoots at times (if he likes the theme), and he brought up two good ideas.  One is Battle Royale, cus we have a location and weapons already, except there are certain concerns like:<br />
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(1) WHERE IN THE HELL AM I GOING TO FIND A HOT CHIGUSA??!?!<br />
(2) WHERE IN THE HELL AM I GOING TO FIND FAKE BLOOD (eewwhhhh)<br />
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The second cosplay idea is a secret!<br />
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So, this week I have <b>GRADUATION, PROM, AN EXAM and 2 SHOOTS</b>.  I'm really excited for the TEAPARTY shoot I'm having with Caroline.  Unfortunately a lot of people won't be able to make it, so we'll be a small group... again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Contemplating Graduation</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 May 2007 02:11:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GRADUATION IS EXACTLY SIX DAYS FROM NOW.  I'll no longer be in high school!  I don't exactly know if that's a good thing for me, or a bad thing.  I've been really busy recently because I've had exams for TWO WHOLE WEEKS NOW!  Currently, I'm pretty brain-dead due to my Psychology HL exam.  We had to write three papers all in all for the exam - my whole exam was equivalent to around 10 pages back to back.  I felt really bad for the business + psychology people (They stayed in school doing exams for like 6 hours <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wow.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":wow:" title="Wow!" /> , I would've never have survived that!  <br />
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For all those who don't know IB exams are hell - it's a program where you're expected to take 3 higher levels minimum and 3 standard levels.  Some people take four <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/omg.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":omg:" title="OMG" />  Then they force you into completing 150 hours of service, action, and creativity, whilst throwing internal assessments, orals, a 4000 word extended essay, and a TOK essay on GOD KNOWS WHAT and send that ALL to Switzerland in order to be assessed.   Since Im stupid, I took the easiest HLs I could handle  art, English, and psychology.  I took Spanish B, Math Studies, and Biology (3 sems  Chemistry 1 sem.) for my SLs.  Little did I know that assessing the level of difficulty of each course really didnt matter.  I think my art grade was the one that suffered the most  having to complete all works (around 15), was practically the bane of my existence for this second semester of high school.  Not to mention all the crap orals  which I probably FAILED.  What sucks is I dont need IB anyway!  IB just basically exists because people want to skip the first year of college  but my college doesnt even acknowledge IB.  So SERIOUSLY WTF?! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wtf.gif" width="16" height="16" alt=":wtf:" title="WTF?" />  I should've taken IB Certificate, or BRENT DIPLOMA.  That would've been as easy as pie.<br />
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Here are some old pictures of high school friends, photoshoot outakes, and etc.  I look stupid!<br />
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<a href="http://ssashimi.livejournal.com/1002.html">If you make a salute, i'll put it in my LIST!</a>  Just upload it to <a href="http://www.imageshack.us">imageshack</a>, and notify me -- and yay for <a href="http://endintears.deviantart.com/journal/12387... ]]></description>
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                <title>A Random MESS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 May 2007 08:57:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>S  C  H  O  O  L  !</b><br />
So, I've been lazy recently.  I just took my paper 1 and paper 2 English Higer Level Exams, and they were exhausting to say the least.   My paper two was a five page essay on some excerpt I've never even seen before - it was five pages of complete rambling about the author's confrontation of the ideal woman, and her place in society.  It was complete crap.  For my paper two I used  the novels <u>Beloved</u> by Toni Morrison, and <u>The Stranger</u> by Albert Camus.  It was another five plus a half page of complete BULLSHIT.  I think I should just follow Camus example, and become an existentialist.  I wouldn't care about my grades at all.  Sweet... Yusss.  <br />
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<b>F  A  Q  '  S</b><br />
I've been getting some notes in my inbox lately, and other deviants , friends, and lj people have asked me some questions - some are really silly - most are redundant, so I decided to answer them via journal.<br />
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<b>(1) Who do you admire in deviantart?  Can you recommend some good artists?</b><br />
There are really good artists in deviantart - from photographers to traditional artists.  It's pretty easy to find good artists here - most of the people I watch are awesome.  Here are A FEW OF my favorites...<br />
PHOTOGRAPHY >> <br />
<a href="http://zemotion.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zemotion.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="zemotion" /></a>  <a href="http://hakanphotography.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/hakanphotography.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hakanphotography" /></a>  <a href="http://slumberdoll.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/l/slumberdoll.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="slumberdoll" /></a>  <a href="http://nullermanden.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/u/nullermanden.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nullermanden" /></a>  <a href="http://badlydrawndoll.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/badlydrawndoll.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="badlydrawndoll" /></a>  <a href="http://gesong2005.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/e/gesong2005.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="gesong2005" /></a>  <a href="http://slm80.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/l/slm80.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="slm80" /></a><br />
DIGITAL ART>><br />
<a href="http://blackmage9.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackmage9.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="blackmage9" /></a>  <a href="http://artgerm.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/r/artgerm.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="artgerm" /></a>  <a href="http://alexs-art.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/l/alexs-art.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="alexs-art" /></a>  <a href="http://yanilyn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/yanilyn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="yanilyn" /></a><br />
TRADITIONAL ART>><br />
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There are too much underappreciated artists here on DA, so don't forget to support them as well!<br />
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<b>(2) Who are your favorite photographers?</b><br />
Look in my profile!  Haha - Richard Avedon, Tim Walker, and HCB.<br />
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<b>(3) How old are you?  Are you still in High School?</b><br />
Seventeen and Yes, unfortunately I'm still a senior in high school - not for long though!<br />
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<b>(4)What's your heritage?</b><br />
I'm 100% Chinese, but a Filipino at â¥<br />
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<b>(5)Do you cosplay?</b><br />
No.<br />
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<b>(6)What's your myspace?</b><br />
I hardly use myspace anymore, but I do use facebook.  Unfortunately I try to only add people I personally know there.<br />
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<b>(7)Do you live in Japan?  Are you Japanese?</b><br />
No and No - plus I don't even look remotely Japanese.<br />
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<b>(8)Are you lesbian?</b><br />
No.<br />
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<b>(9)Do you edit your photos?</b><br />
Yes, I do edit my photos.  The way I see it, why have an expensive digital camera if you aren't going to somehow manipulate it via computer?  The option is o... ]]></description>
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                <title>Leaving for HK (YET AGAIN)!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 06:12:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Hey Guys, I'll be leaving once again for Hong Kong.  This time it's just my Mom and I.  Anyway, summer's been really great, but it's crunchtime for IB.  Now we're talking standing the actual exams, which is seriously going to be a pain in the ass.  I'm pretty thankful I have a week off from school, but i'll be reviewing the whole time in the plane.  My spanish teacher already gave me a 2inch load of mock IB examinations to practice over.  JOY.<br />
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Anyway, I'm really looking to buy the 17-55 Nikkor lens to replace my stock lense.  I've practically given away my stock lense to my brother (<a href="http://www.hazarddeleon.deviantart.com">[link]</a>) who ownes a D200.  <b>YEAH I USE NIKON BTW! NOT CANON.</b> (How come everyone assumes I use Canon? LOL).  Oh, and also to clear up some things - people (mothers, relatives, and etc) have been calling me <i>a spoiled brat</i> for having camera equipment.  I PAY FOR MY OWN STUFF OKAY!  I don't run to my momma to spend on my things!<br />
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On a side note: So much people keep giving me crap lately.  Sometimes I just take it, because it's really pathetic for me to unleash my anger on others.  Sometimes I feel really stupid, because I'm feel like I have to lie to stupid people just to make them feel good about themselves.  I'd rather they unleash their anger and selfishness out on me, because at least I know how to ignore it.  Not like some others.  But then again, sometimes I don't think I have the right to be mad.  I feel guilty when I get mad, and I say some pretty stupid stuff which I don't mean.<br />
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When I get back from Hong Kong, I'll be uploading the rest of my pictures from past photoshoots held last week, and maybe a trial run of my brother.  I'm pretty sure most of you will hate it, and delete me from your watch list (which will most likely be the case) because of this hidden shoot!  Nobdoy knows about it except for <a href="http://www.lihim.deviantart.com">katrina</a>.  <br />
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All I can say is it involves: <br />
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I don't usually do shoots like this, and I'm not too sure about it either.  It'll most probably SUCK ASS.<br />
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                <title>HONG KONG PICTURES AND ART EXHIBITION!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2007 03:03:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>FIRST AND FOREMOST, I'M BACK EVERYONE!</b> I haven't been able to go online for so long due to my long vacation, stress in school, and awaiting IB exams.  So much fun.  Anyway, I'm trying to avoid a lot of drama in my life, and focus on my priorities.  Too much people have given me shit for things, I don't think I deserve.  Besides that, my life has been quite dandy - Two random things: (1)I'm eating a lot now, I think it's because of all the stress.  (2) I'm going back to Hong Kong April 24-27.<br />
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I have 2 Photoshoots planned out this week; sorry for the lack of updates seriously!!!<br />
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Here's a photo of my exhibition - SUCKS.  Worst one there, and my interview is on Monday.  <br />
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</img></div><br /><br />Below are some pictures from my Hong Kong and Macau trip; some were taken by my brothers even though all my siblings carry a camera now - we should be nicknamed family paparazzi. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />  <br />
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                <title>Gift Art and Salutes</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 06:22:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks for the GIFT ART guys!   Here are some cool gifts I've received over the years from some friends and rad rad deviant artists. <3  Pretty soon I'm going to be making Gift Art for other deviant artists that I respect <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Just have to get off my lazy bum and do it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://28thrapture.deviantart.com/art/Thea-s-Boyfriend-22802325"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs7/150/i/2005/254/0/2/Thea__s_Boyfriend__by_28thrapture.jpg" width="110" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://img79.imageshack.us/my.php?image=theadeleonportrait3nx7.jpg"><img src="http://img79.imageshack.us/img79/8001/theadeleonportrait3nx7.th.jpg"></img> <a href="http://www.moodyrcf.deviantart.com"><img src="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theadl/th_endintears_by_moodyrcf.jpg"></img> <a href="http://www.redscreamingrain.deviantart.com"><img src="http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v220/theadl/th_swing_by_redscreamingrain.jpg"></img><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://xkarlaxc.deviantart.com/art/cupcake-mafia-50986627"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs15/150/f/2007/075/9/3/cupcake_mafia_by_xkarlaxc.jpg" width="150" height="137" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://roycesgame.deviantart.com/art/Thea-the-Photographer-52032477"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs14/150/f/2007/089/f/d/Thea_the_Photographer_by_roycesgame.jpg" width="135" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://roycesgame.deviantart.com/art/Goth-Thea-52032624"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs14/150/f/2007/089/c/f/Goth_Thea_by_roycesgame.jpg" width="131" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/one-lazy-morning-51783381"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs15/150/i/2007/085/c/c/one_lazy_morning_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://xkarlaxc.deviantart.com/art/Punk-versus-Preppy-Wallpaper-52077888"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs13/150/i/2007/089/c/1/Punk_versus_Preppy_Wallpaper_by_xkarlaxc.jpg" width="150" height="115" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/thea-50331937"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.net/fs15/150/f/2007/066/f/9/thea_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="150" height="120" /></a></span></span>  <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/SPIDEY-THEA-50811467"><img src="http://th00.deviantart.net/fs15/150/i/2007/072/d/4/SPIDEY_THEA_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="99" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/ABOUT-A-GIRL-52375173"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs13/150/i/2007/093/d/e/ABOUT_A_GIRL_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="103" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/beat-it-Cajun-52849368"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs15/150/i/2007/099/a/1/beat_it_Cajun_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="103" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://lovelykacy.deviantart.com/art/Nana-56468692"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs16/150/f/2007/150/8/0/Nana_by_lovelykacy.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/SNAPSHOT-56789744"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.net/fs16/150/i/2007/154/0/a/SNAPSHOT_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://defiance185.deviantart.com/art/snapshot-full-colored-57472847"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs17/150/f/2007/163/6/2/snapshot__full_colored_by_defiance185.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span>   <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/ASWANG-BUSTERS-preview-58499836"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs17/150/i/2007/177/d/4/ASWANG_BUSTERS_preview_by_morphine_sedatives.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://morphine-sedatives.deviantart.com/art/WORK-IN-PROGRESS-59675824"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.net/fs18/150/f/2007... ]]></description>
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                <title>Subscription and Pictures from this weekend!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 19:23:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School's been pretty hectic.  So glad we had a three day weekend this week!  Here are some pictures from the Intl. Food Fest held at Brent, I'm not going to say much on our preformance, mainly because I don't want to think about it anymore, but overall it was nice to see all my friends there... and all the good food <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><div align="center"><br />I'm OFF to HONG KONG!<br />see you guys when I come back!<br /><img src="http://img109.imageshack.us/img109/104/3xtj3.jpg"><br /><b>ON PHOTOGRAPHY</b><br /><br /><a href="http://www.lihim.deviantart.com">Katrina</a> and I finally did our Nana THEMED shoot (Once again, <b>NOT COSPLAY</b>).  It was pretty fun, despite being totally awkward on the other side of the lense.  It was weird, because I had no idea how to pose or anything like that.  I absolutely fail at being a model!  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Not everyone is perfect <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />Here are the one's Katrina and I have uploaded:<br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51483694/"><img src="http://tn1-2.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/083/d/f/Punk_vs_Preppy_2_by_lihim.jpg" width="106" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51489751/"><img src="http://tn1-5.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/082/0/4/Punk_versus_Preppy_by_endintears.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/51467839/"><img src="http://tn1-1.pv.deviantart.com/fs14/150/f/2007/082/a/0/Stereotypes_yet_Best_Friends_by_endintears.jpg" width="100" height="150" /></a></span></span>  <br />Please check them out!<br /><br /> <img src="http://img107.imageshack.us/img107/1979/4xmh7.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img61.imageshack.us/img61/3153/5xyz9.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img107.imageshack.us/img107/6915/7xee1.jpg"><br /><br /><div align="center">Our photographer, <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45050512/?qo=19&q=by%3Aendintears&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps">Mina Maruyama</a> a very talented art student and aspiring photographer,  shot us last week, so here are some photos, that katrina and I haven't uploaded/have yet to upload/will not upload.  Some of these AREN'T EDITED, because I got lazy.<br /><br />If you like a photo, please suggest it to be uploaded!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I pretty much suck at choosing pictures. <br /><br /><img src="http://img78.imageshack.us/img78/9276/photo673ri9.jpg"><br /><b>ON SCHOOL AND RECENT HAPPENINGS</b><br /></img><br /><br />School's been wicked stressful this week, yet I am glad to say that I am FREE from it all soon!  Orals are done - <b>I GOT A 6 ON MY SPANISH ORAL!!!!</b>, I got a quote based of Henry V for my English oral.  I don't think I did so well in my english oral - I thought speaking in spanish for 10 minutes was hard... rambling on about shakespeare and the rhetoric of Henry V was painstakingly difficult - not to mention embarrassing.  Art sketchbooks were sent already - I still have to redo some of my projects, because they are falling apart.  I can't wait to go to college already...<br /><br />And yet I don't.  I've been getting pretty sentimental these past few days.  I've been bringing my camera everywhere in order to document my last few weeks of high school.  Speaking of cameras my brother is thinking of getting a <b>NIKON D200</b>.  It's weird, now practically my whole family is turning into a photography community (my other brother is getting a Leica M8).<br /><br /><img src="http://img461.imageshack.us/img461/7126/ahen9.jpg"><br /><b>RECENT HAPPENINGS</b><br /><br />HOLY MOTHER OF GOD.  I <strike>MET</strike>  RAN INTO CHAMP from the OPM band <b>HALE</b>.  I'm a FAN of this GUY.  HIS FACE THAT IS! hahahaha.  I like their old songs better than their newer songs, but woah he is seriously one good looking guy.  And he does a good job of representing himself as well.  Not SNOBBY in ANY WAY.  He was really nice though I think I scared him off.  I had to make this picture black and white because the settings were overexposed when I took this shot.  Hale isn't my FAVORITE OPM band - if anyone wants to know it's Urbandub and Rivermaya. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><img src="http://img297.imageshack.us/img297/7827/12pw0.jpg"><br /><b>ON MY BAND - FISHCAKE</b><br /><br />I uploaded <b>A PRACTICE VERSION</b> of our rendition of the popular Garbage song Cherry Lips.  We preformed this in the foodfest, but totally SCREWED U... ]]></description>
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                <title>Update &amp; 10Facts About Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Jan 2007 00:57:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 10K Pageviews finally!  God, that took a really long time.  I only just started using deviantart, and am planning to buy a subscription - Only I did try and get my Mom to pay for it and for some reason it didn't work!  <br />
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Future plans for this deviantart page...<br />
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1. A friend and I are planning a Nana photoshoot (first cosplay thing ever), and it might not be accurate so don't skin us for it!  Okay so far I know 3 people who have mentioned Nana photoshoots.  Don't behead me!  My friend and I have planned this since last year!!!  We're only just getting to work on it now!<br />
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2. The major production is upcoming and I'm really going to take advantage of that photo opportunity.  I'm handling makeup designs with my friend for 3 major characters, so I'm really happy about that!<br />
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I got colored contacts!  Not a drastic change, but they sure are expensive!  I want to get gray contact clenses (what my brother has), but I'm too scared - I'm not sure I can pull it off!<br />
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Senior Pictorials Tuesday, and Band Practice this week.  My bass is like dead.  It's so ugly too -_-<br />
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I've picked Enderun as my college, I realized I really want to persue HRM, and later become an entrepreneur, and start my own restaurant/gallery.  No other college really offers it, so I'm really set on this school. High School is getting more and more challenging. The work load has increased considerably, and IB (International Baccalaureate) is steadily pushing me to my level.  I finished my Extended Essay (which was way over 4,000words), Psychology IA, TOK Essay, and English WL.  God art is hard too.  I have 4 Overdue SKETCHBOOKS (all in all 80pgs :S).  Talk about bad time management. pshhh good job Thea.  Although I got honors last year, my grades were the worst ever.  So I quit all my extracirricular activities.<br />
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I encourage everyone to do this!<br />
10 things you probably don't know about me:<br />
1. My last name isn't really "De Leon", it's "Leung".<br />
2. Adding to the above fact, I'm really 100% or so Chinese.<br />
3. I've lived/grew up in Maryland for 2-3 years, and I really miss it there.<br />
4. When I was a kid, I loved broadway shows.  I used to watch them with my family all the time. <br />
5. I haven't changed my eyeglass frames for so long, I still use ones resembling Harry Potter's.  My eyeglass grade is -3.50.<br />
6. I have a bald spot on my right eye, where no eyelashes grow.<br />
7. I have horns on my head like Jennifer Gardner/Hellboy<br />
8. I sing in the shower!<br />
9. The Philippines is my homeland; I love it very much, and it's embarrassing to say that I can't speak my native language, but can only understand it >.> <br />
10.  I have REALLY TINY hands and Feet.<br />
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                <title>movies and music!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2006 00:49:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ favorite movies! favorite musicians! I need some good recommendations please!<br />
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                <title>restarted ... :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Oct 2005 19:22:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i cleaned out mostly everything in my deviantart page. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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i hate looking at pictures that suck.<br />
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