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                <title>why i'm not at school today.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 12:00:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so did you hear about the griffith park fire last night on the news? well griffith park is between my house and my school that mean it's between glendale and hollywood. los feliz, the street that connects glendale with atwater, riverside, griffith park, and hollywood was closed. so to get to school, my mother would have had to pass the only other way. that is to pass through los angeles (echo park-silverlake kind of, i guess...). but because she didn't know how to get to school from that area, she became frustrated and decided to let me stay home. well. other kids actually got to school. and, yes, the school is still open despite the tons of burnt ash falling through the air and the huge traffic that people have to go through to get there... <br />
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some of my friends stayed home like me. <br />
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so today. i will have school by myself at home. for have to study and read a couple of books for english.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>wooo.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 May 2007 12:31:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so yesterday i went to the marketplace at 5:20 to find out that all my friends went to watch spiderman3 at 5:10. so yeah i was pretty lonely. instead i went to borders. and i bought a book by ernest hemingway: the sun also rises. i think it's a good book so far. i sat in borders for like a while and got through about 100 pages. lmao. wow. i'm such a nerd. <br />
<br />
<br />
why didn't i watch spiderman3? because i got free tickets somewhere else. so imma watch it with my brother sometime this weekend.<br />
<br />
meanwhile i have to finish my bio project. i have a group report to do on the taiga. it won't take me long. and i think i'm going to buy some batteries for my camera. i feel like taking pictures today...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>a ranting.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Apr 2007 10:30:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i got into neopets again. that's so sad... lmao.<br />
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so anyway yeah. i'm at my brother's place in valencia. it's kind of boring here.<br />
<br />
oh man. it's just one more month of school. finals start on may 31st. i'm so sad that i didn't make it into the summer school program. now i have to take my theology classes over the school year. i want more electives ._. now i can't take yearbook senior year unless i join a team. i'm so not in shape to be on a team...<br />
<br />
it's alright. i registered late anyway. i think i'll get a job this summer at thee galleria or something. and i think i'm going to the hip hop competition at redondo beach. oh man. that should be fun.<br />
<br />
i'm still debating whether i should go to AX this year, since my original summer plan backfired. i'll go if oreskaband goes. i missed them at the knitting factory down here in LA last month. <br />
<br />
or maybe i should go to disneyland...<br />
<br />
i don't know what to do. AX just seems like bleh to me right now. the last thing i want to see is a group of die hard otaku trying to impress other otaku with their unadulterted knowledge of naruto or  samurai champloo. not that i'm saying those anime suck, it's just that, when too many people like the same thing, it's a complete turn off. and i know you know what i mean. <br />
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and YAY. i'm gettin a guitar soon. a limited ed epiphone les paul special II. just can't wait... my friends and i formed a band for fun. but then we never really practiced like a band should. haha. how exciting. too bad we aren't able to be in this year's talent show. like i said, we've never practiced in the past 7 months or so.  <br />
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ok i should let you guys go now. as the title says, this is a ranting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>hmm.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Mar 2007 22:17:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow its been several months. almost a year since i posted up a journal. well, i'm humor you guys then.<br />
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i have 6 projects due this month. i just can't wait till spring break <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>its been long.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 May 2006 22:26:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a228/xendohx/beforeafter.jpg" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></img></a></div><br /><br /><i>please don't mind my language.</i><br />
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ugh. life can be such an ass. *sigh* but then again it's the greatest shit ever. well i'm parent-less this week. and its kinda lonely at home. same fuckin routine everyday. wake up, go to school, get home, go to bed. over and over again. (i should be in bed by now lol but i took a nap erlier...)<br />
<br />
ANYWAY.<br />
<br />
anime expo. like. YES. actually. i wanna go to fuckin DISNEYLAND. *sigh* i need to get ppl to come wid me. like katherina, arielle, val, caroline, jessa, jenna akaCHARIZARD, dylan, oniko, amy, etc etc etc...... its boring these days. OMG XMEN 3. YES. and pirates of the carribean? cmon. LEGOLAS. uh................... i guess i'm just bein random at the moment... just got over cryin. i feel better now. so much better. <br />
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my music life:<br />
i like morning musume. yes. i like morning musume lol. i never thought i would. but but but but they're like little childreeeeeeeeeeeen (omg SEXY BOY is such a cute song.........). OMG. and fuckin MARIA dude. they're so tiight.... i love them. and HITOMI. she's so hott. and and and remioromen. omg they're the shiet. <br />
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owiiiieee.... my knee..... T.T i was so fuckin retarded erlier. fuckin pushing the desk on carpet. not such a good idea. note to self: PICK UP THE DAMN CHAIR. yeah the desk tipped over and my knee banged it. it feels so weird now. its like goin through hell at the moment.<br />
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our school is having this "party" to celebrate its 100th year anniversary and stuff. and like... OMG A CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN... i wish. and so my brothers are comin since i asked them to... they were like "hey nina! are ur friends ready for us??" yup they're so crazy ass conceited juss cuz they get a lot of girls. and yes i go to an all girl school. and they're like. 23. cough<b>illegal</b>.<br />
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ok i guess i'm ready to go bed now. nighty night. PEACE.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>myspace.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 10:11:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><a href="http://photobucket.com"><img src="http://i12.photobucket.com/albums/a228/xendohx/beforeafter.jpg" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></img></a></div><br /><br />you should check out my myspace.<br />
<a href="http://myspace.com/endoh">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>changed my mind?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 10:00:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i guess i changed my mind about leaving.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>Leaving.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Mar 2006 21:36:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* i dont want to be here anymore. but i'm leaving mah stuff up. <br />
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to all mah watchers: i love you. thanks <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
peace out. imma bounce.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>GLASSES.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Mar 2006 21:18:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AUGH. ASTIGMATISM. well... i possibly have it. that means dun dun DUN... YEP GLASSES. goin to the eye doctor tomorrow. *sigh* i'm scared. D:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>SINGLE'S AWARENESS DAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 19:31:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>i'm still single...</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>HAPPY V-DAY &lt;3</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:25:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <u>QUOTE ME</u>:<br />
<br />
<div align="center"><sub><i>if i could write songs, all of them would be about you.<br />
<br />
"i love you" -----<br />
such bittersweet kisses<br />
left your lips.<br />
it was so painful yet<br />
so soothing.<br />
say it again<br />
because it's<br />
addicting.<br />
your words were<br />
ecstacy, pure<br />
bliss.<br />
i need more.<br />
i want more.<br />
i'll make you<br />
<i>mine</i>.<br />
<br />
it aint easy to let ya go...<br />
you knoe i'll still be holding your hand.<br />
<br />
i was born into a world with you in it.</i></sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>initial D.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 20:04:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><i>if i could write songs, all of them would be about you.</i></sub></div><br /><br />dude i watched the movie. the live action one. that was one of the tiightest shiet ever. makes me wanna race.<br />
<br />
went to venice beach erlier. it was pretti cool there. nice weather too. its kinda weird cuz its winter and it feels like summer already. damn. los angeles is a crazy place to be in.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>FINALS.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jan 2006 19:31:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><i>if i could write songs, all of them would be about you.</i></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>eh. i got finals next week. i am so not looking forward to it. especially the essays. cuz i'm shit at them. ANYWAY. I FOUND OUT THAT I NEED TO GET A 100% ON THE ALGEBRA EXAM FOR ME TO GET A FLAT 94. well its not like its possible for me. OMG MY ENGLISH EXAM. I HATE WRITING. ITS TOTAL SHIT. -cough- i like my ipod. i can watch videos on it. like deperate housewives. yes. i want all the seasons of THE O.C. cuz its hott. like sizzle. i want PARADISE KISS TOO. and TOMMY FEBRUARY/HEAVENLY6. cuz she's so cute and random in her mv's. yes this is my life.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>recommended</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jan 2006 12:23:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i was recommended to take other art classes: art center's saturday high, the ryman program, otis, and innersparks at CALarts. i still have to apply fer them tho. i might be able to take AP art at school when i'm a senior hopefully. but then i would need like 2-3 free periods for that. the only way to open my schedule up is to take summer classes. so i cant take the summer workshops. -sigh- i'm still thinkin about them. <br />
<br />
other stuff:<br />
i miss you ateh oniko.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>[.gloria in excelsis deo.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:58:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/meditate.gif" alt="Meditative / Reflective" title="Meditative / Reflective" /> salva nos<br /><br />woo hoooo. i held the pope's left hand!! i'm serious!! omg PUERI CANTORES was so awesome... i love italy (btw i'm still here)!!! but our flight back home is tomorrow. yup yup goin back to cali. meh. i lost my ipod. someone prolly stole it from me yesterday when i was at the trevi fountain. -sigh- its ok tho. my dad's gettin me a new one surprisingly. so sleepy.... hardly had any sleep these past 10 days... got bags under my eyes now. so FRIKKIN FUGLY MAN. o well. oh yeah... the other day while waiting in line, our choir sang with one of the spanish choirs. we sang FELIZ NAVIDAD!! it was so frikkin awesome!! lmao.... yeah then jenna and i were like talkin to each other in spanish. carlos es muy feo. raul es un amigo de carlos. es feo tambien. pero esteban es un joven muy guapo. lmao. yes i have no life at all. i kinda felt bad erlier tho. i fell asleep during the pope's sermon... well it wasnt like i could understand wut he was talkin about; it was in italian. so yeah... i kinda felt claustrophobic too. relli crowded out there ._. didnt like it at all. I WANT ADIDAS. wasnt able to go to a frikkin shoe store here. no time to. just like these flea markets and stuff with fake wallets and crap. it was the same EVERYWHERE. we also saw like the sculptures made by michelangelo. dude the one with david. the naked david. even tho he wasnt a real person he looked kinda hott. lmao. just keeding. or am i?? DUDE HIS @$$.... -cough cough- ok i hav to go to sleep i'll edit this later.......<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>[.salva nos.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 18:46:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>dominus deus<br />
exaudi nos et misrere<br />
exaudi, dominus<br />
<br />
dona nobis pacem<br />
et salva nos a hostibus<br />
salva nos, deus<br />
<br />
dominus exaudi nos<br />
dominus misrere<br />
dona nobis pacem<br />
sanctus, gloria<br />
<br />
dona nobis pacem<br />
e dona eis requiem<br />
inter ovas locum<br />
voca me cum benedictis<br />
pie jesu domine, dona eis requiem<br />
dominus deus, sanctus, gloria</sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>[.canta per me adio.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 08:07:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>[.I  L O V E  Y O U.]</sub></div><br /><br /><sub><u>TODAY:</u><br />
ok our last concert that we will perform is tonight. ON THURSDAY THE 22ND I LEAVE FOR ITALY. iunno if i will bring my laptop. hmm... still thinkin about it.<br />
<br />
<u>YESTERDAY:</u><br />
got a skateboard yesterday. element deck, element wheels, element risers, independent trucks. ride is so smooth. well... maybe because i was skating on asphalt. so yeah i take that back. <br />
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watched KING KONG. it was kinda long and maybe there were a lot of unimportant scenes in the movie but it was ok. i think i loved it. maybe not. but yeah.</sub><br /><br /><a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://angelicdaughter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelicdaughter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelicdaughter" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://harukoharuhara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/harukoharuhara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="harukoharuhara" /></a><a href="http://pompi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pompi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pompi" /></a><a href="http://studio-neks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/studio-neks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="studio-neks" /></a><a href="http://demon-of-nirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/demon-of-nirvana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="demon-of-nirvana" /></a><a href="http://mianna.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mianna.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mianna" /></a><a href="http://mintchips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mintchips" /></a><br />
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<sub><i>to caroline, cairene, and jessalie</i>: i luv ya guys lol u'r da best. we should make a group!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!</sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>[.dance to this beat.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 11:05:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>[.I  L O V E  Y O U.]</sub></div><br /><br /><sub><b>Listening to:</b> lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off - <i>panic! at the disco</i> (its such a long title that i had to put it in the body.)<br />
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k anyway. i'm getting a skateboard. yay! lol.</sub><br /><br /><a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://angelicdaughter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelicdaughter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelicdaughter" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://harukoharuhara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/harukoharuhara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="harukoharuhara" /></a><a href="http://pompi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pompi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pompi" /></a><a href="http://studio-neks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/studio-neks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="studio-neks" /></a><a href="http://demon-of-nirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/demon-of-nirvana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="demon-of-nirvana" /></a><a href="http://mianna.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mianna.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mianna" /></a><a href="http://mintchips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mintchips" /></a><br />
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<sub><i>to caroline, cairene, and jessalie</i>: i luv ya guys lol u'r da best. we should make a group!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!</sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>[.S K A T E R S  &amp;  I N D I E.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Dec 2005 20:50:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>[.I  L O V E  Y O U.]</sub></div><br /><br />aiight. well i think i'm finally developing a white side to my asian-ness. yes. i'm cool wid it doh. ehehe. i like it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> now i can skate. like seriously i can definitely ride it (not necessarily do tricks) without dyin. and i relli relli relli like indie rock now. it makes me wonder why i hadnt discovered any sooner. <br />
<br />
I LOVE <b>THE ACADEMY IS...</b>. i luv their songs. LIKE OH EM GEE. <br />
I LOVE <b>PANIC! at the disco</b>. they make electro sound relli hott. lol.<br /><br /><a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://angelicdaughter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelicdaughter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelicdaughter" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://harukoharuhara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/harukoharuhara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="harukoharuhara" /></a><a href="http://pompi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pompi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pompi" /></a><a href="http://studio-neks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/studio-neks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="studio-neks" /></a><a href="http://demon-of-nirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/demon-of-nirvana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="demon-of-nirvana" /></a><a href="http://mianna.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mianna.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mianna" /></a><a href="http://mintchips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mintchips" /></a><br />
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<i>to caroline, cairene, and jessalie</i>: i luv ya guys lol u'r da best. we should make a group!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>[.feel the beat.]</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Nov 2005 14:41:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>[.I  L O V E  Y O U.]</sub></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><i><sub>aiight some tila tequila for y'all...</sub></i><br />
<br />
this is like the longest weekend i've gotten so far. 5-day weekend!! i'm gettin used to not goin to school. hmmm. i'm kinda bored. <br />
<br />
ho shiet... *yawn* pretti tired.... hmmm imma update this later.</div><br /><br /><a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://angelicdaughter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelicdaughter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelicdaughter" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://harukoharuhara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/harukoharuhara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="harukoharuhara" /></a><a href="http://pompi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pompi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pompi" /></a><a href="http://studio-neks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/studio-neks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="studio-neks" /></a><a href="http://demon-of-nirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/demon-of-nirvana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="demon-of-nirvana" /></a><a href="http://mianna.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mianna.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mianna" /></a><a href="http://mintchips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mintchips" /></a><br />
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<i>to caroline, katherina, and jesolie</i>: i luv ya guyssss lol ur da best. ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>juss shake it off babee.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2005 08:29:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>[.I  L O V E  Y O U.]<br />
<i>it aint easy, babee, to let ya go...<br />
but hey i dont hav to----<br />
i'll still be holding ur hand.</i></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>aiight thanksgiving!!! like OMG!! lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> yes FINALLY. i need a life... i might be at the mall this week. like ALWAYS. i'm such a mall rat. i mean its not like i hav a job or i buy anythin there.... i'm... just, u knoe? THERE. <br />
<br />
wow. in a month i'm goin to italy!! wooo!! yes gonna sing fer the pope! lol. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
*cough* i'm sick ._. but i guess its ok. atleast i'm still alive. <br />
<br />
i should make money at school. and sell some of mah drawings. iunno. i dun wanna get into trouble... yeah but i needa make a lot of stuff before i can actually start sellin em... hmm iunoo. i'm still thinkin about it though.</sub><br /><br /><a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://angelicdaughter.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/angelicdaughter.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="angelicdaughter" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://harukoharuhara.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/harukoharuhara.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="harukoharuhara" /></a><a href="http://pompi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/pompi.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="pompi" /></a><a href="http://studio-neks.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/studio-neks.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="studio-neks" /></a><a href="http://demon-of-nirvana.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/e/demon-of-nirvana.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="demon-of-nirvana" /></a><a href="http://mianna.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/mianna.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mianna" /></a><a href="http://mintchips.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mintchips" /></a><br />
<br />
<b>MYSPACE</b>: <a href="http://myspace.com/endoh">[link]</a> <br />
<br />
<i>to caroline, katherina, and jesolie</i>: i luv ya guyssss lol ur da best. ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>AMONTILLADO!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:32:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AMONTILLADO!!!!<br />
<br />
6 more years my dear friends.... then imma learn how to DRINK. OH YEAH. ohkay i knoe its not good to drink but i'll be a responsible drinker.<br />
<br />
*ahem*<br />
<br />
WALKIN 6 MILES TOMORROW!! OH YEAH!! <br />
<br />
*HOLDS UP A GLASS OF APPLE CIDER*<br />
CHEERS MY DEAR FRIENDS! TO LONG LIFE... <sub>AND BLISTER-FREE FEET...</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>.LA.LA.LA.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Nov 2005 18:14:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>yay. i my gpa is a 3.8. yay. so happee.<br />
<br />
K ANYWAY. might go to six flags on the 12th. yessss. but uh... i'm kinda afraid of riding rollercoasters... how sad indeed.<br />
<br />
also:<br />
i'm gettin into enon and relient k and and and daphne loves derby. i like their songs... so prettiii...<br />
<br />
I'M GOIN THROUGH SO MUCH IN ART. AUGH. SO PAINFUL. THE ROLEX IS SUCH AN EVIL DEMON. I JUST NEED TO FINISH DRAWING/SHADING IT AND I'M THROUGH WITH IT. AUGH. I'M NOT LOOKIN FORWARD TO TOMORROW. I HAvE TO BE PATIENT DANGIT.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>if i had one wish...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 22:12:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>if i had one wish<br />
i would fly back to you<br />
i would give you my everything<br />
my hopes my dreams<br />
my pain my tears<br />
through it all <br />
it'll be okay<br />
as long as we're together<br />
it'll feel right <br />
it'll just feel right<br />
if i had one wish:<br />
to be with you.</sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>unwanted</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Oct 2005 20:09:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub>in a dark corner<br />
i sit quietly and motionless.<br />
gathering dust<br />
i lay untouched.<br />
seconds tick,<br />
minutes are lost,<br />
the season changes,<br />
and still<br />
i remain unstirred.<br />
what happened to my owner<br />
who was that innocent child?<br />
i waited for her in my sleep.<br />
but she didnt come back. <br />
i wish you didnt grow up.<br />
i wish i wasnt forgotten.<br />
i wish i wasnt unwanted<br />
anymore.</sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>got tagged. dangit.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:29:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>got tagged by ateh. dangit. <br />
ok anyway... i must fulfill my obligation of listing 20 things about myself.<br />
<br />
<sub><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i dont believe in love-at-first-sight, but i do believe in true love.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i think theology is very interesting.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> all i want is respect.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i'm obsessed with the internet.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i love everything asian.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i cry easily if i witness something very poignant (ooo... vocab word...).<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i want a gay guy friend. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i prefer shoujo ai/yuri over shonen ai/yaoi.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i dont like it when others mention my name.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> my two favorite moles are located diagonally under my right eye.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i like embarassing people even if that means embarassing the hell out of myself.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i hate racists, sexists, and homophobes (although i aint lez, homophobes disgust me).<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i was a wannabe gangsta.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i hate it when others assume things abnout me.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i love sailormoon.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> when its raining, i think of love stories that happened in the rain. or atleast make em up...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> if u cry, and i cry with you, that means i relli love you. but as a friend though...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> music is my life.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i'm a killjoy.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i think i'm bipolar at times.</sub></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>trance</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Oct 2005 17:55:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><sub><br />
<i>entranced by the beat<br />
embraced by the music<br />
trapped in the everlasting<br />
harmony of the electronic melody<br />
join me<br />
and we can live<br />
the entire song</i></sub><br />
<br />
Trance music is a subgenre of electronic dance music (EDM) that developed in the 1990s. Perhaps the most ambiguous genre in the realm of EDM, trance could be described as a melodic, more-or-less freeform style of music derived from a combination of techno and house. Regardless of its precise origins, to many club-goers, party-throwers, and EDM adherents, trance is held as a significant development within the greater sphere of (post-)modern dance music. By some, it is even regarded as a personal rediscovery of the origins of music and the effect that rhythm and melody has on our introspective and extrospective selves.<br />
--------> SAYS WIKIPEDIA!!!!!<br />
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<sub>yup. i'm into trance. i want trance cds fer christmas. lol. iunno. but COME ON!!! u gotta have some techno music in your life!! ok.... i guess i'm a dork oO;; o well. i luv it. if u dont. i dont care. thats ur problem. anyway. TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL. i'll edit this journal later. yeah... lol. sophomores and juniors have PSATs wooo. i'm a freshman though so it doesnt matter fer me. I'M COMIN OUT LIKE BEFORE 12nn!!! YAY!<br />
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btw. TAKE MY QUIZ -----> <a href="http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz_IM.php?quizname=051012203743-51433">[link]</a></sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>"i love you"</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Oct 2005 05:58:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><sub><br />
kinda sounds familiar as the one above. apparently i used some of the same lines. i wrote it during algebra. i was bored. i couldnt help it. its not like i fail the class. i think i'm a good student. anyway. ENJOY:<br />
 <br />
"i love you" -----<br />
such bittersweet kisses <br />
left your lips.<br />
it was so painful yet<br />
so soothing.<br />
say it again<br />
because it's<br />
addicting.<br />
your words were<br />
ecstacy, pure <br />
bliss.<br />
i need more.<br />
i want more.<br />
i'll make you<br />
<i>mine</i>.<br />
<br />
I LOVE YOU ATEH ONIKO. and I LOVE YOU, KUYA PHIL AND KUYA MIKO. I LOVE YOU JIE JIE. and yeah. I LOVE YOU GOD. I LOVE YOU!!!!<br />
<br />
i love you aki. ur my girl. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
ok i'm done. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
BTW:<br />
utada hikaru has a new single!!<br />
"be my last"<br />
iunno. maybe i'm the last one to find out.<br />
anyway i'm happy i found out. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /></sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>last week...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Sep 2005 09:15:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>ai yah..... *sniff* i watched the joy luck club last night. SO SAD. i cried. several times during the movie. shiet that movie is old.<br />
<br />
mmkay. goin to ROME this christmas. yeah together with my choir. my parents arent coming but thats ok. too bad i wont be home. otherwise i couldve hung out with saku or haruko or maybe even ateh. hmmm.... i need to save money. fer christmas presents. it would be sad if i dont buy anything for anyone. <br />
<br />
hmmm i bought the third dvd of bakuretsu tenshi the other day. i still havent finished watching it. same thing with advent children. SO MANY DISTRACTIONS. GOSH. <br />
<br />
wut else wut else. i didnt go to our school's dance that was on friday. i had better stuff to do then watch ppl have vertical *u-knoe-wut* on each other. dancing has gotten a bit out of hand nowadays. i still cant believe that no one's gotten arrested yet. but if they did, then i take back wut i just said. <br />
<br />
mixed media. i was able to finish the first project among the others who take the subject during my period. i felt accomplished. but then again she prolly found some mistakes in the shading. the shading was frikkin lines. wut can u expect from a girl like me?<br />
<br />
i cleaned up my room (OH EM GEE. yup its gonna get messy one of these days... AGAIN). and i got another desk. my room sorta looks different now, just that my bed is still in the same position like last time. <br />
<br />
last week i went to swain's. i bought myself a 48 set of prismacolor -premier- colored pencils. ON SALE. i got it fer like $30. compared to $60, thats a good price. and bought a couple of marker pads. buy1 get1 shiet. so yeah. one is for me. and the other one is fer my ateh oniko. yeah. i found out that she wouldnt use the copics i gave her unless she had the right paper. all i have to do now is send it to her. iunno when though. <br />
<br />
i got my school ID the other day. OH EM GEE. i actually like this one compared to all my others ones... it was either my hair was too long or too short. MY HAIR WAS PERFECT. *praises the LORD* its just that since i have chinky eyes, they appeared as slits cuz i was smiling. but thats ok. i'm used to it.<br />
<br />
yay i was complimented the other day. the sophomores say that i blend easily with them. they say i'm not obnoxious as SOME people are (i wont mention any names even though they dont knoe wut the hell dA is). yeah... they dont believe that i'm a freshman.<br />
<br />
i hung out with 3 of my friends yesterday after the choir practice: matthew (i think he's cool. he lends me his skateboard lol.), jon (i think he's cool too. he's relli tall for a 14 yr old. and he lends me his skateboard too.), and jinah (i think she's pretti. a relli relli pretti korean.). yeah we went to C&C, this internet cafe, and stayed there for an hour. OMG I LUV THE COMPS THERE. so pretti. i want those rolling chairs that they have. after that we had lunch. GUESS WHERE WE GOT OUR FOOD!!! MICKEY D'S YO!! LOL. yup yup mcdonald's. matthew got like the dollar meal, jon got a happy meal, jinah got a salad, i stuck to the nuggets. thats kind of like suicide right there. lol. then i walked jinah home. finally i walked myself home. jon and matthew had to go back to the church. so yeah. we parted ways. this was the only time that i was able to see matthew's noncynical side. he was relli talking. and thats a big deal for me. he's actually cool to be with. yup that was the highlight of my day yesterday. <br />
<br />
i made a tat design. sooner or later imma put it up. its a tat fer the lower back. and i was workin on it during my 2nd and 3rd periods. lol. i wasnt caught. thank GOD. it was first try and i think it came out well. but the lines were pretti thick. i should make em thinner next time.<br />
<br />
this is wut happened in mah life last week. peace out.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>advent children</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6509203/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Sep 2005 05:51:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><br />
the rose petals fall<br />
slowly<br />
slowly to the floor<br />
dancing gracefully <br />
as gravity harshly<br />
pulls them down<br />
i tried to save one<br />
but it was too late<br />
what used to be gentle<br />
turned into pain<br />
what used to be laughter<br />
turned into blood</sub></div><br /><br /><sub> YAY. I FINALLY DOWNLOADED IT. WOOO. final fantasy VII: advent children.... such pretti pretti people. *sniff* WHY DID AERITH HAV TO DIE. SHE WAS CGed SO PRETTILY.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>the rose petals...</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6469862/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Sep 2005 17:31:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><br />
the rose petals fall<br />
slowly<br />
slowly to the floor<br />
dancing gracefully <br />
as gravity harshly<br />
pulls them down<br />
i tried to save one<br />
but it was too late<br />
what used to be gentle<br />
turned into pain<br />
what used to be laughter<br />
turned into blood</sub></div><br /><br /><sub> *yawns* boredom caught up with me once again. writing relli makes me feel good. hmm... should i write a song? someone offered to sing it and play it for me on the guitar. that would be nice... to hear the voice of my work. <br />
<br />
anyway. i'm so exhausted. haruko used me as her means of transportation yesterday. and she wrestled me. owie. and i think i got sick cuz of her. but its ok. i'll get better soon. hopefully. oO;; <br />
<br />
nuthin much to say relli. just bored. oh. and i might make a fanclub fer my ateh. once again... out of boredom... and pondering about what the name for it shall be is actually kinda fun. so entertaining it is.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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          <item>
                <title>untitled</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6444740/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 19:17:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><br />
i hope i can be there<br />
to make u happy<br />
to feel ur pain<br />
to wipe your tears<br />
to fight your fears<br />
i hope i can be there</sub></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>my priorities.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6436279/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:29:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>i uh wont be on dA fer a while. my school work is very important to me at this moment. so i dont think i'll be updating fer some time. peace out, homies. i... just dont want to be such a burden to my parents anymore. i wanna change fer the better. u knoe? it's time fer me to stop procrastinating... (finally...) i'll be on dA once in a while. but yeah. that's pretti much. have fun y'all. take care.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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          <item>
                <title>goin to frisco, homies.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6399819/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:03:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>gonna chill at frisco this weekend, ladies!! shiiiiieeetttttt..... I HAVE TO GET SOUVENIRS FER MY FRIENDS---> FER THE PPL I LOVE!! LOL. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> prolly (hopefully) gonna visit my ateh =<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/">Oniko</a> isnt that awesome??? hmmmm...<br />
but right now i gotta like. finish my homework and shieettt. grah. how tedious. i feel so indolent right now. not good not good. tsk tsk tsk... now i gotta like do my homework... </sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>PLEASE VISIT:</i><br />
<a href="http://usagi-mylene.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/s/usagi-mylene.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="usagi-mylene" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i></sub><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seramyu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sera... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>yes!!! i'm so happee.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6292304/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 22:02:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>yes!!! ok i was given these used, but still in good shape, pair of roller blades. and i think i'm gettin better at skateboarding. SO AWESOME. i feel talented. and i kept my promise!!! to finish the books fer the summer reading thingie before school starts. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> i'm so happee. cuz i actually fulfilled my duty over the summer. but now, tis time fer us to part once again. i must retire and prepare for the next sunrise, for tomorrow is the commencement of my first year in the secondary course of education. (ppssssh.... i dun even knoe whether i typed that right... anyway wut i mean is, tomorrow is the first day of school.) kk. anyway bai. take care. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /></sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>PLEASE VISIT:</i><br />
<a href="http://usagi-mylene.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/s/usagi-mylene.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="usagi-mylene" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i></sub><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a hr... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>yay! oh. em. gee.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6283143/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Aug 2005 21:20:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>LOL. yay. i knoe how to ride a frikkin skateboard now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> i'm happy. cuz yeah. i thought i would die. er sumthin. i should get me one. it will be SO awesome. i... i just hope i dont die. oO;; no actually i want blades. since i'm much more experienced at it lol. <br />
<br />
meh. school is on MONDAY. >< ...and thats practically it. <br />
<br />
THANKS FER READING THIS ABSOLUTELY SHORT JOURNAL OF MINE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
...i just wanted everyone to knoe that i can ride a skateboard. TIS GOOD NEWS INDEED. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /></sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i></sub><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.c... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>orientation. and other stuff.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6256355/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Aug 2005 21:09:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>wow. orientation is TOMORROW. oO;; we have to wear our formal uniform for our ID pics. shoot. =.= frikkin skirt, oxford shirt, PENNY LOAFERS, and knee high socks. uh huh. hey the uniform isnt THAT bad though. but i kinda wish that ties were included. but oh well. *shrugs it off* i wonder what we'll be doing. meh. ok somehow. i SORTA feel excited. new challenges. mwhahahaahahah.... but then i'll miss all those late night phone calls and the INTERNET. *tear. well. i'll just miss the late night phone calls. cuz. i'll be online. everyday. just like last school year. LOL. yeah... ppl keep wonderin why i'm on the pc all the time. hmmm. i'm so attached to my laptop. oO;; that's not a good thing, relli. DAMN. =.= yeah... i'll definitely miss the 2-4 hour long calls.... RIGHT, ATEH???? RIGHT SAKU???? *sniff* i'll miss u guys. TT.TT hmmm.... my priorities come first so yeah. i'll get over it sooner or later. <br />
<br />
hmmm..... *looks out the window* no stars out tonight. *sigh* well it's not like there ever are. *starts singing softly*---><i>summer days just sittin around but when the sun goes down... i'll be ready to party... aint nuthin like them summer nights...</i> time passes by so fast. so yeah. i cant wait til summer '06. i just cant wait... should i grow my hair this year? meh. i'll think about it. <br />
<br />
atleast there's one thing i'm lookin forward to... GOIN BOWLIN ON SAT. YES!!! fer my friend. omg she's just like a lil sister/cousin or sumthin. iunno. she makes me want to hug her all the time. oO;; and that's a big thing for me cuz i dont do hugs. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> ehehehehehe...</sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="5... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>NO FRIKKIN WAY. and other stuff, etc.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6245949/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2005 18:13:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>NO FRIKKIN WAY. THE CABLE BOX IS GONNA BE TAKEN AWAY. TT.TT *sigh* i was gettin to attached to mtv. shiet. it's all cuz my brother wont pay the frikkin the bill. GRAH. he's one confused guy. he can never stay in one job for more than 2 months. he keeps changin his mind. the hell, man. he needs a life. more than i do. HE KEEPS DOIN THIS. DOES HE EVEN KNOE IT'S NOT GOOD FER HIM. i still wonder how ppl still hire him. it's stupid. he has all these dreams about gettin all these cars and shit and that's the thing... AUGH he just keeps dreaming. he such a lazy ass to do anythin productive. just keeps goin to clubs, chillin wid his homies er sumthin. HOW RETARDED. SUCH A PISS-OFF. he shoulda just stayed in school. but NO. he cant do jack shit. he's still young and he already ruined wut coulda been there for him. he wants the EASY way in life. but the thing is, THERE ISN'T ANY. YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR IT. does he even knoe that? augh he's such a mo-fo...... shit. i hope he realizes soon. cuz once i start workin, hell, no way am i gonna spoon-feed him. <br />
<br />
*sigh* he can be SO immature.<br />
pssssshhhh..... wutever meng. <br />
<br />
whoa i like downloaded the new version of the d-player. OMG OMG OMG OMG. so frikkin hott!! >< i cant believe i payed fer those extra stuff. and i hope i wont pay again. but but but it's just so awesome how these little 3D characters DANCE. *.* pure eye candy.... <br />
<br />
i want it to rain so bad. but then i might get all emo and wut not. i like staring out the window when it rains. questions like, "when's it gonna stop?" keep poppin into my head. and one of my wishes... i knoe it's sad but... i wanna cry in the rain. i wanna feel the warmth of my tears slide down my cheek while cold drops of condensed air hit my face. *sigh* such an immaculate feeling, such an immaculate moment. <br />
<br />
i kinda feel relaxed now. compared to erlier. while i was ranting about the laziness of my older male half sibling. anyway. we must part yet again. my father calleth me, saying, "NINA!!! KAIN NA TAYO!!!"-----> which is tagalog for, "NINA!!! LET'S EAT!!!"</sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>HOUSE MUSIC... oh yeah.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6217059/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Aug 2005 14:15:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br /><sub>lookie, the text is smaller!! *ahem* ok. i'm starting to love house music now. it's so awesome. oh, house music "refers to a collection of styles of electronic dance music, the earliest forms beginning in the early- to mid- 1980s. The name derives from the Warehouse club in Chicago, where the resident DJ, Frankie Knuckles, mixed old disco classics and Eurosynth pop. Club regulars referred to his selection of music as "house" music. House Music also had its origins in Detroit and Hamilton, Ontario," as wikipedia says. so awesome. i think i should buy some trance too. i should buy those imported cd's from the UK. shoot. TECHNO MUSIC IS AWESOME. makes u wanna dance. and it kinda makes me feel good. compared to some music nowadays. a lot make you feel relli mad or sad. others make u feel stupid and gross, like eminem's "@$$ like that". dont u think? i relli prefer asian music, namely jap and flip. cuz when translated... the songs have actual meanings. u knoe?<br />
<br />
i have to cut some spending. money is important. although it comes back... sorta. i have to start saving cuz i'm plannin to buy christmas presents fer ppl and get some stuff from rome and of course, ANIME EXPO '06. OH YEAH. lol. <br />
<br />
waiii.... i still need to finish my summer readin. i'm still on my second out of 3. I HAVE ONE MORE WEEK. LOL. OMG. i think i should lay off the pc fer a while. it's not good. i might become more dependent on it then i already am. i need to take care of my priorities. hell naw do i wanna be some lazy hobo. ._. GOSH. lol. </sub><br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i></sub><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>THE PAIN... of feeling light-headed.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6201326/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Aug 2005 19:31:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div align="center"><sub><-----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
<-----------------------------------------></sub></div><br /><br />OMG. THE PAIN OF FEELING LIGHT-HEADED. i feel like i'm goin to collapse er sumthin. pshhhh. i cant believe school is goin to start soon. hmmmmm.... *scrathes chin* i relli wonder wut will happen to me this year. will i go through emotional trauma??? lol. jk. but seriously. will i? i dont relli think that's possible for me, is it? sure i got depressed-like-sort-of but i thought it was pathetic for me to feel that way. waiiiiiii...... cmon. they say that high school is like one of the most difficult times. socially. OMG. i dont wanna be a pathetic dork. well. to hell with them if they hate me er sumthin. and like. i'm goin to an all GIRLS SCHOOL. it's not like i'm saying that i would die or i would hate it cuz there arent guys. its just that, you knoe? GIRLS GOSSIP TOO MUCH. of course i knoe that. EVERYONE KNOES THAT. it's annoying. --; yes we cant help but gossip but whenever i think about it, KARMA pops into my head. INCLUDING THE FRIKKIN SONG (wut comes around goes around wut comes up must come down...). NOOOOO THE SONG!!!!!! *breathes in then out* ok im dun. i hope i get good grades fer my freshman year. shoot. if i fail sumthin, it's gonna haunt me and make me feel miserable my whole life. TT.TT i cant afford a failing grade on my report. atleast i dont got any honor classes (though i wish i couldve gotten it in english atleast. hmmm maybe its cuz i dont read much... hey my grammar is awesome meng), i dont have to worry about any extra stuff. but but but i do want a challenge though. it makes me feel like i'm actually workin on stuff. <br />
<br />
OK ENOUGH OF MY COMPLAINTS. >< IM TIRED OF EM. I HATE EM SO MUCH. wow. sayin that contradicted myself. i just complained right there.<br />
<br />
theres nuthin for me to say. shoot. OMG IS THAT A SKIRT MARIAH'S WEARIN??? IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE ONE!!! OMG. it's like a micro-mini skirt er sumthin. like whoa. oO;; <br />
<br />
------------------------------>SOOOOOO random.<br />
<br />
*rubs eyes then yawns* i want sumone to talk to. like. <i>talk</i> to. u knoe? because just writing down wuts on my mind and havin it posted up on here doesnt help me at all. and like. when u talk about random stuff over the phone or personally its way funnier.<br /><br /><div align="center"><-------------------------------------------><br />
<sub><i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkot... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>i learned some new things today!! and etc etc etc.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6186492/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 09:12:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br />i just learned some new things today!!! yay!!!<br />
<br />
#1: one jap gurl + one flip gurl = one HOTT korean gurl.<br />
#2: <u>NEVER</u> play with sharp objects!<br />
#3: white out and colored pencils dont mix.<br />
#4: if no one offers you a ride goin sumwhere, ur better off walking.<br />
#5: The blue color of the sky is due to Rayleigh scattering. As light moves through the atmosphere, most of the longer wavelengths pass straight through. Little of the red, orange and yellow light is affected by the air.<br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
wai. i have to walk to school today fer choir practice. i think imma stop by the mall first and buy more dance/electronica/techno music at tower records. i'm gonna be alone. how fun. and i'm gonna be drinking starbucks. alone. how fun. ;_; i might go to borders. check out the manga and zines and shtuff like that. hmmm. iunno. *shrugs* <br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
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labor day weekend: sept 3-5. <br />
I'M GOIN TO FRISCO FOOLS!!!! MWAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!!!<br />
*ahem* wai. iunno wut to do over thurr though. can i catch a sea lion?<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
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<i>MY ATEH ONIKO'S PETS!! MAKING <br />
THEM MY PETS TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a> <a href="http://crossmirage.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/r/crossmirage.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="crossmirage" /></a><br />
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<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
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<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
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<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
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<i>CLUBS!:</i><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.devian... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>TAKE 2: RANDOM THOUGHTS about....</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6151090/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6151090/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Aug 2005 15:16:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br /><b>WELCOME TO MY RANDOM THOUGHTS! TAKE 2!</b><br />
today we will be focusing on my thinking of the anime, kannazuki no miko, a shoujo-ai anime filled with mecha (yesh, mecha...) and uh other strange stuff. ehehehehe... *gulp* oh yeah btw. if you i havent watched the series at all, you wont understand a damn thing i typed. <br />
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BACK TO MY RANDOM THOUGHTS:<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> O.O i am now afraid of purple-haired, dark-skinned, anthy (from the utena movie)-looking nuns/sisters.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> my reaction after watching KnM fer the first time: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! OMG!!!!!! THATS SO HOTT!!!!! ok i'm done.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> is it me, or... uh... do chikane and himeko remind of hazuki and hatsumi from yami to boushi to hon no tabibito?? *blinks*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> tsubasa and souma make a hott shonen ai couple. UH OH. GAY INCEST. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *sniff* WHY!?!?! NAZE?!?!?! WHY DID CHIKANE HAVE TO DIE!?!??!?! IT'S ALL SOUMA'S FAULT!!!! *shoots souma*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> have u noticed that in the shower, in the bathtub-like thing, and at the well (where chikane dumps water on herself), chikane is full of angst?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> THE OPENING AND THE ENDING SONGS MAKE U WANNA GET UP AND DANCE. LIKE. O. M. G.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> is it even POSSIBLE TO LEARN ALL THOSE SHTUFF THAT CHIKANE HAS?? O. M. G. I'M JEALOUS.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> himeko cries too much. like. her tears burst out of her eyes like water coming out of a faucet oO;;<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *GASP* MIYAKO IS A FRIKKIN SISTER/NUN AND SHE.... OMG.... SHE MOLESTS CHIKANE. *shoots miyako*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> if only himeko rejected souma in the first place, chikane and himeko wouldve been happily together. BUT NO. CHIKANE BECOMES INEXISTANT, FORCING HIMEKO TO FERGET EVERYTHING ABOUT HER. *shoots souma. again.*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *calls out Kenshi Ame no Murakumo* OOOOOHHHH YEAAAAAHHHHH. *shoots souma*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *sniff* i cried too much watching KnM. *watches it again* ._. *sniff* DAMN U SOUMA.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> chikane. like. whoa... WHOA. O.O <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> wait... WUT R YOU DOING???<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> THATS HIMEKO!!!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> WAIT!!!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> NOOOOOOO!!!!! *watches chikane rip himeko's clothes off*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> O.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpu... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>flip rock bands and sumthin else</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6105645/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6105645/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2005 20:15:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br />FLIP ROCK BANDS MAN!!!<br />
so amazing...<br />
like barbie's cradle<br />
or sandwich<br />
or eraserheads.<br />
i never thought that<br />
they were so amazing.<br />
lol. i was there fer 7 years <br />
and i didnt relli know that<br />
they were so<br />
awesome man.<br />
HOW PATHETIC OF ME.<br />
i wanna cry now.<br />
aww.<br />
*tear.<br />
asians are so<br />
awesome,<br />
makin filipinos<br />
even more awesome.<br />
LOL.<br />
GRAAAAAAAAH.<br />
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you know you live in 2005 when....<br />
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1. you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.<br />
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2. you haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.<br />
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3. the reaL reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have a screen name.<br />
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4. you'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing to button on the tv.<br />
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6. your boss doesnt even have the ability to do your job.<br />
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7. you read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.<br />
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8. as you read this list, you think about sending it to all your<br />
friends.<br />
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9. and... you were to busy to notice number 5.<br />
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10. you actually scrolled back up to check that there was number 5.<br />
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11. and now you're laughing at your stupidity.<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH'S PET!! MAKING <br />
HER MY PET TOO!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><br />
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<i>MY KUYA!!!!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://riokshte.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/riokshte.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="riokshte" /></a><br />
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<i>SHE'S MINE:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.devia... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>meh.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6079316/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6079316/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 15:55:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br />LOL. <br />
yeah. cleaned out my gallery.<br />
didnt want to get banned er anythin. >>;<br />
all my precious avys. *sigh*<br />
meh. i already had that feeling that<br />
i was gonna get caught anyway.<br />
so i'm cool wid it.<br />
so now what?<br />
i have to write?<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH'S PET!! MAKING <br />
HER MY PET TOO!!!</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><br />
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<i>SHE'S MINE:.</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
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<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
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<i>CLUBS!:</i><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seramyu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seramyu" /></a><a href="http://starfireraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/starfireraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="starfireraven" /></a><br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>HOLLYWOOD!!</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6076864/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6076864/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 11:07:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br />LOL. IM GOING TO HOLLYWOOD TODAY!!!<br />
THEN I'M GOIN TO D-LAND TOMORROW!!!<br />
mwahahahahhahahahaa......<br />
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ok thats about it relli.<br />
no poems fer me to put up....<br />
awww. *tear...  TT.TT<br />
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but after all that. imma have to read these<br />
books fer school. THREE MORE WEEKS<br />
AND I WONT BE ON AS MUCH ANYMORE.<br />
hey i'll still be on. like during the night. <br />
so yeah. IM GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU.<br />
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meh... i better get moving.<br />
talk to ya later peeps. <br />
call me?<br />
pshh....<br />
yeah, right.<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
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<i>MY ATEH'S PET!! MAKING <br />
HER MY PET TOO!!!</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE.</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seramyu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seramyu" /></a><a href="http://starfireraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/starfireraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="starfireraven" /></a><br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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          <item>
                <title>i'll never forget.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6056918/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6056918/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jul 2005 10:42:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br /><i>i'll never forget that cold day your warm lips<br />
gently touched mine, in front of all the people,<br />
yound and old, tired and restless, weak and bold.<br />
the countless whispers, the unavoidable stares,<br />
and the silent thoughts constricted our <br />
whole entities, our bodies, our souls.<br />
but we didnt care then, because we knew<br />
what they didnt know.<br />
<br />
i'll never forget the first day i met you.<br />
it was the same as that cold day <br />
we kissed. you were soaking <br />
wet from the pure drops of rain.<br />
i watched you search for shelter,<br />
i watched you linger in the dark,<br />
until i finally stood up and offered you<br />
an umbrella. i gently walked away<br />
hoping that time would bring<br />
us back together.<br />
 <br />
i'll never forget the day when we fell in love.<br />
it was if fate attracted each other once again.<br />
you were the only one i ever thought<br />
about; you were the only one i ever<br />
cared for. you were standing<br />
underneath the lamp post across<br />
the street, holding that<br />
simple contraption i gave you. <br />
our eyes met. with a soft smile<br />
on your face, you came forward.<br />
i'll never forget the tears that<br />
flowed slowly down my cheeks.<br />
you wiped them off, and held me tight.<br />
i wanted time to stop at that precise moment.<br />
i didnt want it to end so soon.<br />
<br />
the funny things was that...<br />
we still didnt know each other's name.<br />
<br />
but now i'm lost.<br />
i'm wandering aimlessly without you.<br />
all this time i was hoping<br />
that you would come back to me.<br />
i was hoping that God would <br />
give you back.<br />
you didnt have to leave.<br />
you could've stayed here with me.<br />
we could've lived together<br />
not ever understanding<br />
the word 'separation'.<br />
things could've been better.<br />
<br />
i'll never forget you.<br />
you were my first love,<br />
my first kiss,<br />
my first friend.<br />
i'll always love you.</i><br />
<br />
*sniff* i wanna cry now.<br />
i cant believe i wrote this.<br />
too bad it never happened<br />
to me though. i think<br />
it's one of my fantasies.<br />
so wut do u think of it?<br />
wut do u think happened to<br />
the guy(or girl. i never said that<br />
was ME in that thing.)?<br />
the one who didnt come back?<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>MY ATEH'S PET!! MAKING <br />
HER MY PET TOO!!!</i><br />
<a href="http://sakuranek0.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sakuranek0.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="sakuranek0" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>SHE'S MINE.</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>come with me.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6034945/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6034945/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Jul 2005 22:56:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------------------------><br />
it's more than me just<br />
needing to see your face.<br />
it's more than me just<br />
wanting to touch your skin.<br />
it's an attraction;<br />
an inclination;<br />
an <i>addiction.</i><br />
i'll make you mine.<br />
-----------------------------------------><br /><br /><i>take me with you. <br />
show me what <br />
makes this world <br />
interesting.<br />
take me to where<br />
the sun sets,<br />
and to where the<br />
stars shine above <br />
you so bright at night.<br />
persuade me to <br />
believe that<br />
all the good things<br />
in life will eventually<br />
happen.<br />
come with me.<br />
i'll take you away.<br />
only if u agree <br />
to become my<br />
partner in crime,<br />
a friend who<br />
will not give up<br />
on me, so<br />
i wont give up<br />
on you. <br />
and so we can <br />
lightly brush off<br />
all of our problems<br />
suppressing us<br />
at the tip of our shoulders.<br />
let's uncover<br />
the wings,<br />
that are supposedly<br />
tucked in our backs.<br />
come with me,<br />
and i'll get us out of here.<br />
we'll find our own sun<br />
to look up to, <br />
our own moon to <br />
talk to,<br />
and our own stars<br />
to wish upon.<br />
let's run away.<br />
</i><br />
<br />
meh. THAT was basically random.<br />
so im not shure whether there <br />
is unity among all those thoughts.<br />
hmm. just sumthin to put on a journal <br />
entry. cuz im bored...<br /><br /><-------------------------------------------<br />
<i>MY ATEHS!!:</i><br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><a href="http://hikkiaddict.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/i/hikkiaddict.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="hikkiaddict" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>my so called 3-in-1 azn sister:</i><br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>NNnK:</i><br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
<i>CLUBS!:</i><br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seramyu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seramyu" /></a><a href="http://starfireraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/starfireraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="starfireraven" /></a><br />
<------------------------------------------ ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>out.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6011401/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6011401/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Jul 2005 08:48:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />pssssssshhhhhhhh......<br />
imma be out this weekend. <br />
gonna be at santa barbara. <br />
cousin's wedding.<br />
yup. imma miss ya all.<br />
gonna be bored. <br />
but even more so.<br />
pssssssshhhhhhhh......<br />
<br />
be good ok? <br />
dont smoke!<br />
dont drink!<br />
dont drive AND DRINK!<br />
DRINKING AND DRIVING DONT MIX.<br />
dont flash at ppl!<br />
dont be someone whom you are not!<br />
dont give in to peer pressure!<br />
cuz if u do, thats pathetic!<br />
DONT LOOK AT PR0N, CHILDREN!<br />
THERE'S A LOT OF IT ON THE INTERNET!<br />
PRAY, not only for yourself, BUT FOR<br />
OTHERS, TOO.<br />
BE GOOD WHILE I'M GONE.<br />
not that you ARE while i am HERE. <br />
i just want to think so.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
bai bai.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> PLEASE VISIT: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://tallonkarrde23.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tallonkarrde23.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tallonkarrde23" /></a> <br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> NNNK: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> CLUBS: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="htt... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>i just realized sumthin...</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6005646/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6005646/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 14:54:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />i just realized sumthin!!!!!!!!<br />
i just realized what NANCY MEANT BY 'LITTLE SISTER' ON R.O.D.!!!!! <br />
I WANTED TO TELL THE WORLD!!!<br />
ok im dun.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://oniko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/o/n/oniko.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="oniko" /></a><br />
<br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
<br />
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<b> PLEASE VISIT: </b><br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>why?</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/6004920/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 13:20:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br /><i>why give up easily,<br />
when you can die trying?<br />
why cry because of the past,<br />
when you can laugh about the present,<br />
when you can smile about the future?<br />
why be someone whom you're not,<br />
when you can enjoy the moment as yourself?<br />
<br />
why is life so hard to live?<br />
why is death so hard to run away from?<br />
why is love so hard to give out?<br />
why is pain so hard to endure?<br />
<br />
what should i do?</i><br />
<br />
isn't that interesting? lol <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
written by me for the general public. <br />
so what i wrote is basically <br />
what most people ask themselves,<br />
it not all.<br />
<br />
grrrraaaaaahhhhh.<br />
<br />
i hate it when i lose<br />
myself like this.<br />
its like so annoying<br />
because i<br />
unconciously become<br />
another part <br />
of me.<br />
the serious part<br />
of me.<br />
eww.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>happee burthday to me!</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5984327/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Jul 2005 07:24:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />yay. im now officially 15.<br />
i think that's all i have to say.<br />
cuz nuthin happened yet.<br />
besides finding out that<br />
my russian name<br />
is KATRINKA<br />
and that<br />
my male name<br />
is KEN.<br />
that's so<br />
awesome.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>GRAH x INFINITY = GRAH.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5970684/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 17:57:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br /><b>HEAR ME RANT IN TAGALOG/FLIP!!!</b><br />
>< GRABE, TALAGA!! wala akong magagawa sa bahay na 'to. grabe talaga. wala akong kotse. wala ibang tao rito. SAKLOLO!! <br />
<b>OK IM DUN.</b> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br />
i just realized that voluptuous is my fav word now. well. second to OBSOLETE. >< meh, ok third to DESTRUCTION. SO MUCH BETTER IN ENGURISH! DESUTURAKUSHION!!!! or sumthin like it. im too lazee to double chek it. meh. <br />
GRAAAAAAAAAAAH.<br />
lol. MY FAV FAKE WORD <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> isn't awesome?<br />
well. of course it cant be AS awesome as UTADA HIKARU.<br />
...<br />
or can it?<br />
nah i guess not. <br />
PFFTT. <br />
LOL. GUESS WUT! GUESS WUT!<br />
i'm goin to apply fer a driver's permit this year!! well.... hopefully. OMG. I CANT WAIT TO HIT A TRASH CAN. IT'S GONNA BE SO FRIKKIN AWESOME MAYUN. I'LL BE ON THE NEWS!!! LOL. THE SMALLEST ACCIDENT EVER TO OCCUR!!! <br />
ok im dun....... or am i???? MWAHAHHAHAHHAHA...... ha..... a.... ECHO!!!!!! ......cho..... o........<br />
*stares blankly at ceiling*<br />
would it be a bad thing if the ceiling was made out of cement?<br />
would u like die if u painted ur whole room black?<br />
or would u just get a phobia er sumthin?<br />
is it possible to get ALL the phobias?<br />
that would so frikkin suck.<br />
but then. it would be so frikkin awesome.<br />
you can like scare that person easily!!<br />
like if u hand him/her a spoon!! "AHH. A SPOON!!' and then him/her would FAINT. THAT WOULD BE A BIG THING. 0_0;;<br />
A SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER BIIIIIIG THING. <br />
LMAO.<br />
THAT WOULD BE SO AWESOME.<br />
but that would suck....<br />
if u were afraid of everythin. <br />
that would be like.<br />
so SUCKKEE.<br />
like when you 'accidentally' wash a red cloth with ur whites. <br />
or like if your dog 'actually' ate ur homework.<br />
or like if your car got jacked.<br />
or like if ur ride just exploded.<br />
or like if u get locked out of ur own house.<br />
or like if u found out that the person u fell in love with was a relative of yours.<br />
or like if u found out that the person u fell in love with was gay and ur opposite his/her gender, realizing that u dont got a chance.<br />
or like. or like.<br />
or like if you found out that a drunk driver killed ur friend, and that drunk driver was a friend of urs <a href="http://too.TT.TT">[link]</a><br />
yeah. the suckee list can go on forever and ever.<br />
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AND EVER.<br />
THE END. <br />
><<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
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<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>graaaaaaaah.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5942223/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jul 2005 12:20:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />TT.TT isnt it sad? like. if i didnt invite anyone to come to my place on july 20, i would be like. ALONE. ON THE DAY OF MY BIRTH. lol i knoe 2 ppl are comin. iunno bout the other 3. we CAN have a party. we'll think of sumthin. u knoe. or go to the mall which is like a block away. or just do stuff to keep us busy. like burn the house down. yeah. that might work. hmmm. <br />
<br />
omg. i actually cleaned my room last night. its like. the perfect role model for all bedrooms. yeah but i bet in 2 days im gonna like drop an a-bomb er sumthin. shoot. why can i let the cleanliness stay fer a week or two. <br />
<br />
wow. my life is boring. i need a chauffer. i seriously do. so i can go to van nuys once in a while since there's a huge arcade there. <br />
<br />
anyway.<br />
im goin back to playin guilty gear isuka. hell it makes my hands tired but i luv the game oO; its its oh so violent.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY WONDERFUL ATEH: </b><br />
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<br />
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<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
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<a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><br />
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<b> PLEASE VISIT: </b><br />
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<a href="http://tallonkarrde23.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/a/tallonkarrde23.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="tallonkarrde23" /></a> <br />
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<b> NNNK: </b><br />
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<a href="http://daifukuusagi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/daifukuusagi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="daifukuusagi" /></a><a href="http://ichigonogenki.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/c/ichigonogenki.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ichigonogenki" /></a><a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a><a href="http://mangaeva.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/a/mangaeva.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="mangaeva" /></a><a href="http://nekocookie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/nekocookie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nekocookie" /></a><a href="http://nikkotaiga.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/i/nikkotaiga.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="nikkotaiga" /></a><a href="http://anim34ever.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anim34ever.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anim34ever" /></a><a href="http://anonymous14.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="anonymous14" /></a> <a href="http://amon-kun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amon-kun.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="amon-kun" /></a><br />
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<b> CLUBS: </b><br />
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<a href="http://kuleet-inc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/u/kuleet-inc.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="kuleet-inc" /></a><a href="http://the-utena-club.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-utena-club.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="the-utena-club" /></a><a href="http://utena-fc.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utena-fc.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utena-fc" /></a><a href="http://utenaclub.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/t/utenaclub.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="utenaclub" /></a><a href="http://seramyu.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/e/seramyu.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="seramyu" /></a><a href="http://starfireraven.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/t/starfireraven.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="starfireraven" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>the many hott things in life. EDIT.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5906024/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Jul 2005 14:23:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br /><b>WELCOME TO MY NOT-SO-RANDOM WORLD!!!! REWRITE!!!!</b><br />
(cuz i got a complaint. and i understand that complaint. and that complaint still bothers me.)<br />
this will be a revision of my previous journal entry... about the terribly hott things in life. and remember:<br />
if you dont think that whatever i think is hott, i dont care. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
<br />
TT.TT but sadly i do care... ANYWAY.<br />
<br />
oh and. that list i gave u. omg. i like only knew half of em.<br />
<br />
BACK TO MY NOT SO-RANDOM-THOUGHTS!<br />
...about the hott things in life!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> wut turns u on?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> hott chicks?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> hott guys?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> hott chicks kissin hott guys? hott chicks guys kissin hott girls?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> hott chicks kissin other hott chicks? hott guys kissin other hott guys?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> wut turns u on?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> gwen stefani. alicia keys. nicole kidman. cameron diaz. salma hayek. carmen elektra. penelope cruz.<br />
janet jackson. catherine zeta-jones. jennifer aniston. angelina jolie. halle berry. jennifer lopez. jessica alba. yes.<br />
jessica alba. (i'm sorry ateh TT.TT i relli am. u got mad at me. TT.TT your ading is pathetic.)<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> but dont we all knoe that asian chicks can be hotter? hotter than hott? u see? thats hott.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> ok time for the asian chicks. yes. the asian chicks.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> boa. koda kumi. utada hikaru. ayumi. hyori lee. those chicks from baby v.o.x. those chicks from m.i.l.k.<br />
tomiko van. sandara park (THE KOREAN WHO'S CONSIDERED FLIP!). krystal kay. heart evangelista (i saw her at an<br />
arcade once... interesting. i kept walking past the cameras.). OMG I DONT KNOE THEIR NAMES BUT THEYRE ON THIS<br />
FLIP SHOW CALLED WOWOWEE. TT.TT i dont knoe anyone else..... please help me. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletred.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletred:" title="Bullet; Red" /> oh yeah. dont ferget the hott anime chicks. oh yeah. <br />
<br />
LET'S GO BY NAME OF ANIME!!! ABC ORDER!!!<br />
.hack//SIGN<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>subaru.</i><br />
AA! MEGAMISAMA.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>urd. belldandy.</i><br />
ABENOBASHI MAHOU SHOUTENGAI<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>MUNEMUNE!!! LOL.</i><br />
AYASHI NO CERES<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>aya. ceres.</i><br />
BLEACH<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>orihime. rukia.</i><br />
BSSM<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>rei. minako. rei&minako. michiru. haruka. yeah. cuz she. yeah. ...yeah.</i><br />
CHOBITS<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> <i>chii. takako. chitose.</i><br />
COWBOY BEBOP<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>TAKE 1: RANDOM THOUGHTS about....</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5866596/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 11:24:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br /><b>WELCOME TO MY RANDOM THOUGHTS! TAKE 1!</b><br />
today, we'll be focusing on my thinking of MARIA-SAMA GA MITERU (the virgin mary is watching), an anime revolving around the relationships between the beautiful, young ladies attending LILLIAN GIRLS' SCHOOL. MARIA-SAMA GA MITERU is what most people think to be an anime that JUST involves lesbians, without giving much thought about how girls actually NEED each other as moral support, not LOVERS. in case you havent watched the series, you can download the bittorrent at LILILICIOUS.<br />
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BACK TO MY RANDOM THOUGHTS:<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> in the second series, HARU, why does the opening song have to have WORDS in it? shure it would be much more interesting, but, please, they couldve chose a different person to sing it atleast. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> i have one thing to say to SACHIKO-SAMA: *ahem* DAMN B****!! why did u have to make yumi-chan cry???????<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> if rosa foetida, emiko-san, didnt wear a hairband, her forehead would be the focal point in every scene that had her in it.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> if shiori-san did not run away to the convent, rosa gigantea, sei-san, wouldnt have cut her hair and she would be such a b****.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> WHY DOES SACHIKO HAVE TO MARRY HER FRIKKIN COUSIN?!?!?!?!?! HE DOESNT EVEN LOVE HER!!!!! *cries*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> if rei-san was like haruka from sailor moon, that would be so frikkin hot. cuz they look alike. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> i bet suguru-san, sachiko's fiancee, is after yumi-chan's twin brother. YAOI. UH OH. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> yoshino-san and rei-san are cousins. LEZ INCEST. UH OH.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> shizuka-san has nice short hair. sei-san thinks she's pretti. YURI. UH OH.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> SEI-SAN UR SO AWESOME, but why did u have to meet and fall in love with shiori-san?!?! she's just a confused former first year student who wants to become a nun.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> sei-san gets all the girls. hmmmm..... she gets shimako-san and she becomes her "soeur" which is french for sister. shizuka-san falls in love with sei-san. yumi-chan gives her a kiss as a graduation present. and shiori-san shared body warmth with her. (EH!! WRONG!! NOT XXX)<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> sachiko, why do u have to go through a long series of depression??<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> YUMI-CHAN UR SO CUTE!!!!!!! nyah~<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> shizuka went after BOTH ROSA GIGANTEAS. OMG. first u get a kiss from sei-san and now u hold hands with shimako-san!?!?!?!? SHALLOW B****.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> sachiko, i feel so sorry for you. i cant believe i had to watch u suffer. <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> i cant believe i had to watch u suffer. since u didnt even knoe how to eat a hamburger.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletgreen.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletgreen:" title="Bullet; Green" /> o whoooops. i fergot about rosa chine... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>untitled 2</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5849951/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Jul 2005 18:14:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
<br />
<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />RANDOM THOUGHTS v.2<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> SHE-GO HAS A BROTHER!?!?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> HE-GO HAS A SISTER!!?!?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> wait. WHY AM I WATCHIN KIM POSSIBLE?!?!?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> SHE HAS SUPER STRENGTH!!?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> that's gay.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> king of the hill. now THAT'S a cartoon.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> OMG. THE CABLE ISNT WORKING!!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> OMFG.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> THATS SO GAY.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *stares blankly at the tv*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> i'm so dead.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> ...<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> YAY!! THA CABLE'S BACK.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *thanks GOD*<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> seriously.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> anime. america needs it so bad on tv.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> the minds of children will evaporate.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> that'll be cool.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> *GASP* THE FLAMINGO OF DOOM?????<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> wait. WHY AM I WATCHIN KIM POSSIBLE?!?!?!<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> the disney channel is goin down.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> how sad.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> THATS WHY CARTOON NETWORK WAS INVENTED..... for the purpose of ruling the world.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> GAH. SO COLD. *shiver* frikkin air conditioner....<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> wut do people do when they're drunk?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> why do people want to lose their virginity at an erly age? thats so shallow. AND SO GAY. and pathetic.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" title="Bullet; Purple" /> k-swiss. those are hott.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletpurple.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletpurple:" ti... ]]></description>
                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>untitled</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5798510/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 06:12:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />its so erly. gah. i cant go back to sleep. shoot. tomorrow's like....EXPO. the long awaited anime con. should i be excited? well, right now. im emotionless, stoic, impassive, etc. <br />
<br />
RANDOM THOUGHTS:<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> why is mariah carey STILL pretti?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> why is the new generation so (no offense) perverted?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> USHER. i dont like him. frikkin sex addict.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> it so erly in the mornin. and i'm STILL watchin MTV.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> kingdom hearts 2 hasnt come out yet. frikkin pussies.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> the music video of common's "go"... frikkin looks like an advertisement.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> dammit. i hate my stuffy nose right now. its gay.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> do u ppl give a damn about wut i'm rambling about? <br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> if u do, well congratulations! you win nothing.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> if u don't..... well, you still dont win anything.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> guys driving mini-coopers. that's gay.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> chix drivin trucks. thats hott. ...depends on the chik.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> pop idols look so tall in their posters and stuff. but in reality, they're just jealous short people who had their limbs stretched through the computer.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> anime. its so full of sexii people. well, either that er they're just nerds. sexii nerds.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> nerds will soon rule the world. and you knoe it.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> how come chix makin out is hott, and dudes kissin is not?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> MUSIC MAKES YOU LOSE CONTROL.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> missy elliot. she's tiight mayun.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> why do black ppl dance relli awesome?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> why are asians smart?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> why are white ppl tall?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> is flexibility so important to be a background dancer fer music videos?<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> o wait. it is. shoot. u'll look like a frikkin robot.<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> a FRIKKIN ROBOT.<br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>ADVENT CHILDREN</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5702184/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jun 2005 08:14:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />FF7:advent children. its supposedly comin out on SEPT 14 er sumthin (iunno, 85 days from now er so ive heard. its from the site). i cant wait. i was just watching the trailers. THE CHARACTERS LOOK SO HOTT. DAMN. KADAJ IS SO FRIKKIN SEXII, although he's like the antagonist.... he looks like SEPHIROTH(seph seph sephiroth...nanannana) but with SHORTER HAIR. kadaj can pass fer a GIRL. that means he's so HOTT. LOL. XD. OMFG. TIFA. tifa tifa tifa tifa tifa tifa..... she looks HELLA TIIGHT MENG!! o gawd.... i hope its not like dubbed in english. shoot. we all knoe that the american voice acting is sorta *cough* crappy. i think it degrades the thing. >< im getting so EXCITED!!!!!!  TT_TT why is it taking so long......??? why...??? NAZE!??!?!<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>.wow.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5658513/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Jun 2005 17:52:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />wow. ive been goin to the mall lately. ever since monday. like with the same ppl. well cept fer <a href="http://ya-knoe-me.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/a/ya-knoe-me.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="ya-knoe-me" /></a>. he didnt come today. but tomorrow he will. we might watch mr. and mrs. smith. hmmm iunno. we're having like problems with our means of transportation. for some reason they dont want me to walk, like wut i did erlier. <br />
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theres nothing special about my life today so yeah. see u later. buhbai.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
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                <author>~endoh</author>
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                <title>just one more week.</title>
                <link>http://endoh.deviantart.com/journal/5545613/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Jun 2005 19:20:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Nigetai hi mo aru sa | Subete wo wasurete | Yume mo genjitsu mo me wo tojireba | Onaji </b><br />
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<i> There are days when i want to run away | And forget everything | When my eyes are closed,| Dreams and reality are the same. </i><br /><br />just ONE MORE FRIGGIN WEEK and im out of school. *sigh* but i still have sumthing to do. UGH. y do i have to do this all time....?!??! yeah i got work on ichigo's design. I WISH I HAD ILLUTRATOR CS. it would like help me a lot. AND I HAVE TO GO TO MORENO VALLEY. AGAIN. its tiring goin there. LIKE 1 hour and 20 mins of freeways. I HATE IT SO MUCH. ><<br />
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im goin to sleep.<br /><br />~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*<br />
<b> MY ONE AND ONLY: </b><br />
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