http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:engeltjemaeli&section=today deviantART RSS for by:engeltjemaeli en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 08:12:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/28723790/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/28723790/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 07:30:18 PST I'm fine just let me be lonely
This coma is giving me a way out
Just leave me here 'till i'm over me,
'till i'm over me

I just want to sleep, never want to wake up
Cause i'm in too deep, try and keep my eyes shut
I just want to sleep, never want to wake up
Cause i'm in too deep
I just can't take another day
No, i won't take another"




I hate myself and my fucking life
I hate december, Sinterklaas, Christmas, New Years Eve
I feel like stabbing the whole world with a knife

I want my fucking life back, from 2 years ago

I'm sick of it ;-;

and don't tell me how sorry you feel for me or shit, 'caus nobody REALLY means it, and if you don't mean it, you should keep your mouth shut

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/28410542/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/28410542/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 09:19:37 PST


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001. Real name? Marthe Elizabeth
002. Nickname(s)? Moes, Mouse, Muis [it all means the same, lol]
003. Zodiac sign? WEEGSCHAAL [dunno what it is in English]
004. Male or female? a lil girl~
005. Elementary? forgot the name x3
006. Middle School? IBS de Oanrin & IBS de Bernebrêge
007. High School? Van Hearsmasingel
008. Hair color? original; blonde, now red/brownisch-blonde O_ó
009. Long or short? in between? it's long for me.. never had it this long in YEARS
010. Loud or Quiet? both, depends on my mood
011. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans
012. Phone or Camera? Camera
013. Health freak? a little bit
014. Drink or Smoke? NO~!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? kinda..
016. Eat or Drink? I prefer both
017. Piercings? pierced ears *giggle* and I want a lippiercinge, sooner or later
018. Tattoos? yeaah! on both my feet a catpaw =3

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? never.
020. Been in a car accident? not really
021. Been in a fist fight? no, I had a bitchfight today, does that count? *glares at Koen*

FIRSTS:
022. First piercing? my ears, when I was 14
023. First best friend? Jasmijn, when I was 2 or 3
025. First award? can't remember winning one..
026. First crush? like REAL crush? 16 O___O
028. First big vacation? 1991, to France~

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to? mommy
030. Last person you texted? Froukje, a very good friend
031. Last person you watched a movie with? Koen
032. Last food you ate? hamburger~
033. Last movie you watched? the little mermaid <3
034. Last song you listened to? ehhh.. forgot it XD
035. Last thing you bought? AA-drink
036. Last person you hugged? Koen I think.. or Herman

FAVES:
037. Food? Chickin' Curry
038. Drinks? Tea & chocolatemilk
039. Clothing? skinnyjeans & bandshirts
040. Book? the Timetravelers Wife
041. Music? Punk, Metal, Pop and alllll in between
042. Flower? Sunflowers and red roses
043. Colors? Pink and blue
044. Movies? disney [aa]
045. Shoes? converse all star
046. Subjects? painting

IN THE PAST YEAR I ... :
047. [ ] kissed in the snow
048. [ ] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [x] pretended to be sick
061. [ ] left the country
062. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [x] cried over the silliest thing
064. [ ] ran a mile
065. [ ] went to the beach with your best friend
066. [x] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? nothing
068. Drinking? nothing, I want to make some tea after this~
069. I'm about to? getting my stuff ready for a photoshoot
070. Listening to? nobody
071. Plans for today/tomorrow? going to school
072. Waiting for? money. I need money.. NOW

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? no way
074. Want to get married? If I find the right guy (:
075. Careers in mind? Art teacher/photographer

WHICH IS BETTER ON A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? hé has to be taller uhuu.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? combination =3
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? both?
080. Sensitive or loud? both XD
081. Hookup or relationship? Relationship
082. Troublemaker or hesitant? hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? don't have those things
084. Ran away from home? when I was 8 years.. I think I was gone for 15 minutes..
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? nope
086. Killed somebody? in a game.. YES in real life.. NO!
087. Broken someone's heart? Not that I know of
088. Been arrested? nope
089. Cried when someone died? nobody died..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself? no
091. Miracles? no
092. Love at first sight? no
093. Heaven? dunno
094. Santa Claus? I believe in Sinterklaas! >=[
095. Sex on the first date? no
096. Kiss on the first date? depends on the person I date with XD

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yeahh. *sighs*
098. Are you seriously happy with where you... ]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27989093/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27989093/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 03:43:35 PDT
Yesterday I was at friends of mine, who gave me late-birthday presents.
And the know I want two rats, but can't have them atm.. so one of the presents where two rat-plushies =3
So I txtd my mom 'They gave me 2 rats '
reaction 'NOO!!'
'They're called Ikea & Knuffels!' [dutch for plushies]
My mom called my dad up, because she freaked out.. and called me after that, and told me she didn't want them in house..
so. I told her they're no real animals, and we where laughing out SOO FUCKING out loud x'3
That was a big relief for her, I think xD my dad called me up later and laughed about it too, hehe. love fooling them.

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27817119/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27817119/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 13:43:51 PDT Billie Joe x3

2.What are you most excited for?
atm? ehr.. going to Zeeland tomorrow ^^

3.What was the last thing you bought?
a green day bandana & shirt, yesterday @ their concert <3

4.What was the cutest thing you've seen today?
the photo's I made of Billie Joe x3

5.Does the weather affect your mood?
don't know, didn't went outside today [aa]

6.Tell me 5 things you can't live without:
1. camera
2. music
3. friends
4. chocolatemilk
5. my computer

7.Say something to the person who tagged you:
I tagged myself D=
__

NEXT~

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: starting this thing
1 HOUR AGO: watching Twilight
1 DAY AGO: BEING AT THE GREEN DAY CONCERT
1 YEAR AGO: probably crying

I LOVE: somebody
I HATE: somebody
I FEAR: spiders & blood
I FEEL: sick
I HIDE: in my room
I MISS: somebody *sigh*
I NEED: to go to bed
I KNOW: I have to go to bed
I THINK: too many

First piercing: My ears, when I was 13

Last big car ride: busride was yesterday.. carride was 2 months ago
Last movie seen in theaters: Slumdog Millionaire
Last food consumed: pizza
Last person you texted/called: Marieke
Last CD played: Green Day - Warning
Last drink you had: water

SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: tired.
I HAVE: chocolatemilk = D
I LIKE: my new photo's [[link] x3]
I WISH: I could re-do a lot of things x__X
I DANCE: when I'm toooo happy and hyper
I CRY: daily

FAVORITES

NUMBER: dunno
COLOR: pink & yellow
DAY(S): Fridays and the saturdays when i don't have to go to work \o/
MONTH(S): doctober, my birthday+gorgeous sunlight & colours outside
SEASON: autumn
DRINK: chocolatemilk

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: yesh
HELPED SOMEONE?: can't remember
GOTTEN SICK?: yep
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: No.
SAID 'I love you'?: kinda
TALKED TO AN EX?: no.. T_T
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: I always forget when I've got a diary, so I stopped that years ago
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no, my head hurts too much for that

_______ Best ________
1. Male Friend: Yoeri
2. Female Friend: Kim & Froukje
3. Best Age: none
4. Best Memory: makes me cry

_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: early morning, when I have to go to school D=
2. Day Of The Week: thuesday
3. Food: hutspot D=
4. Memory: DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT T____T

_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: my sister
2. Talk on the phone: daddy
3. Person you kissed: like real kissed? my ex, looong time ago.. >__<
5: Instant Msg: to Marieke that I was sick and couldn't come today. SORRY

_______ First ________

1. Serious b/f or g/f: Mick
2. Job: working in the kitchin' for my mom, now in a fabric-shop

_______ Today ________
1. What are you doing now: you can guess..
2. Tonight: go to bed
3. Wearing: my PJ's
4. What did you eat for lunch: nothing, I was sleeping during lunch-time

_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: is not today.. IT'S SUNDAY THEN!
2. Got any plans: I'll go to Zeeland, if I'm better...
3. Goal: not throwing up! = D
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: the fact that I'm probably still sick
5. Likes about tomorrow: I'm going to Zeeland.

____________
NEXT

1) What gender are you?
Female

2) What is your age?
19

3) Do you want a hug?
not if you smell bad D=

4) Do you have any bad habits?
I start talking a LOT and FAST when I'm tired.. and I'm quite obsessive

5) What is your favorite food?
Chickin-curry & boerenkool = D

6) What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
chocolatebrownie!

7) Are you a virgin?
you can guess that too!

8) Have you killed anyone?
in my dreams.. yeah..

9) Do you hate anyone?
hell yeah

10) Do you have any secrets?
yesh

11) What is your favorite season?
still autumn


12) Who is/are your best friend/s?
Yoeri, Kim, Froukje

13) What are your hobbies?
photography, art, friends, music

14) What is your favorite drink?
CHOCOLATEMILK

15) When is your birthday?
october 10th

16) What age did you die?
the day I stopped breathing

17) Are you nice or mean?
depends.. >=]

18) Are you social or shy?
both.. also depends x3

19) What do you think of your pare... ]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27532314/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/27532314/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 01:17:41 PDT I'll do that tomorrow evening & sunday. I think.. I have to :']
[can't change mood-thingy;-;]


1. What color is your bra?
Pink

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
Nah

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
Guys who act tough but have a VERY sensitive side :3

4. Do you prefer blond or brunette guys?
dark hair plz

5. Are you currently single?
yeah.. ;--;

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
way too many

8. Do you have a best friend?
YESH! 3 <3

9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Photographer

10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
Nope

11. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
Internet & London Store

12. Who was the last person you hugged?
ehrr.. I think Yoeri

13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I'm still

14. Have you ever thought about suicide?
loooong time ago

15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
hell yesh

16. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
YESH~! D=<

17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
all the things I regret

18. Do you like your life?
Sometimes

19. Do you shop at Hollister?
holli-what?

20. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Kinda

22. Did you forgive them?
No. Don't talk to her anymore

23. Who was your first best friend?
Guido, I was not even a year old XD

25. How long have you had myspace?
few years, but I'm never on it.

26. Have you ever skipped school?
Yesh xD

27. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
I don't think so..

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
YESH XD my ex and I always bitchslapped each other, with LOOOOVE~ xD

29. If so, why?
I.. don't know.. ? :'] it was funny.

30. What are some of your biggest fears of your life?
Losing the most importan person in my life.. well that already happened, thank god for some other friends, they're worth living for too!

32. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Not since I was 3 years old..

33. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Some periods I do it every night..

34. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
I'm trying for 13 months now to get a certain person outta my head..

35. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Depens on how many times he/she cheated and in what situation

36. Are you a player?
HAHAHAHHA no.

37. What kind of cell phone do you have?
some sony ericson?

38. What is your screen name?
on dA; EngeltjeMaeli & Marthe-Elizabeth
on MSN; Cheatin' Eve Bonny [and I'd never cheated XD]

39. So far, do you like this survey?
too much about my feelings I guess

40. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
sometimes

41. Do you ever wish you were famous?
as photographer, well.. I want to be a little bit famous when I'm older in that.. XD

42. Do you ever wish you were a man?
no, I'd be gay than, not that that matters.. but I like being a girl, most of the time =3

43. Do you think any men will open this just because it says the female survey???
those men are weird.

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26589679/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26589679/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 12:43:53 PDT
]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26467228/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26467228/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 15:29:42 PDT

***********FOODOLOGY***************

1. What is your salad dressing of Choice?
none, I don't like salads

2. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Wagamama & Het Witte Huis

3. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
bread as breakfast and lunch!

4. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
a lot of cheese

5. What do you like to put on your toast?
dunno XD

***********TECHNOLOGY***************

6. How many televisions are in your house?
6.. one in every bedroom, and in the livingroom one

7. What color cell phone do you have?
black & silver

8. Do you have an Ipod?
hell no!

***************BIOLOGY******************

9. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right-handed

10. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
hair

11. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
*thinks* the groceries

12. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope

************BULLOLOGY**************

13. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No.. that's creepy

14. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I won't change my name, only my last name IF I will get ever married [I'm 18, I have plenty of time to find the right guy ; D]

15. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Nope

************DUMBOLOGY******************

16. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
2

17. Last person you talked to?
Laupie

18. Last person you hugged?
Pim

**************FAVORITOLOGY*************

19. Season?
Fall

20. Holiday?
Christmas

21. Day of the week?
fridays

22. Month?
October, it's my birthday in Ocotber~! And I like the colours outside that time of the year

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

23. Missing someone?
more than I can handle, I guess

24. Mood?
I don't really know

25. What are you listening to?
Television

26. Watching:
television

27. Worrying about:
somebody important

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

28. First place you went this morning?
my room [I sleep in my parents their room, because it's too hot in this room and they're on holidayXD]

29. What's the last movie you saw?
Forrest Gump

30. Do you smile often?
Sometimes.. depens on my mood XD

31. Sleeping alone tonight?
yeah

***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************

32. Do you always answer your phone?
No.. I don't like picking up my phone.. it's fucking scary O__ó

33. It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
Depens on the situation.. if it's 10th October, it would be Froukje & Kim

34. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I want my eyes become more blue than they are now.

35. What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
what's a sonic?

36. Do you own a digital camera?
Nikon D40<3

37. Have you ever had a pet fish?
Yesh. a lot of them have been called Bassie & Adriaan, and I had one called Tiger. XD

38. Favorite Christmas song(s):
All I Want For Christmas - MCR

39. What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Can I get a person?

40. Can you do push ups?
3 or 4.. xD

41. Can you do a chin up?
awha?

42. Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Depressing

43. Do you have any saved texts?
Yes

44. Ever been in a car wreck?
Thank god, no

45. Do you have an accent?
Some people from Amsterdam say I've got a Frissian accent..

46. What is the last song to make you cry?
Can't remember..

47. Plans tonight?
Going to bed

48. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yesh

49. Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
yesterday.. nothing.. today.. food, nailpolish & a toothbrush

50. Have you ever been given roses?
No

51. Current worry?
A lot

52. Current hate right now?
Kinda

53. Met someone who changed your life?
Yeah

54. How will you bring in the New Year?
I don't know.. sleeping?

55. What song represents you?
Doe Maar - Smoorverliefd

57. Do you have any tattoos/pie... ]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26375958/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/26375958/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 08:34:19 PDT -----
Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: Martha Needs Some Polish
[My name isn't Martha -,-]

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: AUpside Down Cow Totally Looks Like Martha's Vineyard
[*sighs* the name is marthE~!]

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: Those fish would give us another opportunity to collect eggs,” Marthe says. “

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.
A: Marte wants to be real option
(Marte is close enough XD)

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: Sometimes Aunt Martha Does Dreadful Things
(aargh..)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: Martha Hates Scissors
(Nope.. I hate it when they call me Martha, instead of Marthe)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A: Marthe asks if Mephistopheles brings anything from her husband but he tells her that to punish him she should seek another husband

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
A: Marthe goes to live with the alcoholic actor-manager Ginginet.
[with who?]

Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search.
A: Marthe likes to run her railbus on the upper level oval while "Anna" or "Berta" pulls a single car around the lower level in the opposite running direction.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search.
A: Eats by Marthe Jocelyn on weRead. See the ratings and reviews of Eats by Marthe Jocelyn by readers on weRead. Find similar books to Eats by Marthe Jocelyn.

Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search.
A: Martha Wears 1968 graduating class of Point Pleasant High School in Point pleasant, WV is on Classmates.com.

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
A: In South Dos Palos, California, Martha Franco, 42 and her husband Jose were arrested for abusing their four-year-old autistic son

Q: Martha's Dance by Nik Perring Martha is the biggest woman in our village. And when I say big, I mean it. She must stand well over six feet tall



okay.. I really really REALLY don't like to be called Martha ;--; why does google call me like that ;--;

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24961882/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24961882/ Tue, 26 May 2009 14:00:06 PDT [ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[ ] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[x] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[X] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[ ] You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before, @_@
[X] You have blond hair [ok, i dyed it dark]
TOTAL: 4

Belle:
[X] You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like [some of my friends didn't like my ex-botfriend xD]
[ ] You’ve been lost in the forest
[X] You love to read
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[x] One of your family members is a bit weird [my dad thinks he's a rockstar]
[ ] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[x] You love to take care of people in need
[ ] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty
[ ] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out.
TOTAL: 4

Jasmine:
[ ] Your dad is very rich/important
[ ] You are very clever
[X] You’ve been with someone way different from you
[ ] You’re unique and different from everyone else
[x] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich [I'm 18..]
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don’t have a lot of friends
[x] You’re independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[ ] Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 4

Ariel:
[ ] Your parents expect a lot from you
[ ] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[ ] You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[ ] You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2 [i AM the youngest x_x]
[x] You have a lot of sisters
[ ] You collect something
[x] You have/had long hair
[x] You have/had a pet fish [more than one]
[x] You’re extremely curious
[x] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL: 5

Snow White:
[ ] You know that you’re beautiful
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[x] You’ve almost been killed [I was quite sick.. ended up in the hospital]
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[ ] You’ve had food poisoning
[X] You have/had short hair [boyzhairFTW]
[x] You get along with almost everyone
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 5

Mulan:
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.
[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[ ] You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not..
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[x] You have/had considered running away from home
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x] A lot of your friends are boys
[ ] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[ ] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 5

Aurora:
[ ] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[x] You almost died at a very young age
[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[ ] You have a decent singing voice [it's all in my head]
[ ] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You’re adopted
[ ] You’re very romantic
[x] Pink is one of your favorite colors [loooove]
TOTAL: 3

Pocahontas:
[ ] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[x] You are more spiritual than religious
[whut?] You’ve been in an interracial relationship.
[x] One of your family members is dead [granparents]
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[x] Someone you know has been in a war
[x] You love nature
[x] You have/had black hair
[ ] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[ ] You’re very adventurous
TOTAL: 6

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24905861/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24905861/ Sat, 23 May 2009 11:00:17 PDT Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.


1.) Your name?
MARTHE
Definition:
Marthe isn't defined yet.

2.) Your age?
18
Definition:
The age where an American can:
1. Legally buy pornography
2. Legally buy cigarettes
3. Legally gamble in Indian Casinos
4. Legally be concidered an adult
5. Be tried as an adult in a court of law
6. Be drafted for a war they don't believe in
... but still cannot buy alcohol.
Billy: Wow! I turned 18! I'm going to buy cigarettes and gamble in a shoddy Indian casino!
Joey: Wow! I turned 21! I'm going to buy vodka and gamble in a real casino!
Billy: ... damn country.


3.) One of your friends?
Kim
Definition:
The last name of many, many Korean people. It's like Smith or Jones in English-speaking countries.
Hey, look! Everywhere there's a Kim! Kim Il-sung, Kim Jong-il, Kim Young-sam, Kim Dae-jung...


4.) What should you be doing?
Cleaning
Definition:
The act of shoving everything in a closet and calling it decent.
"I'm cleaning my closet."
"Where are you shoving all your stuff then?"
"My room."
"Ah."


5.) Favorite color?
Red
Definition:
Flavor of kool-aid to a black person.
Mom: Ey hunnah! I'm hittin' up the local Safeway. Does yo bitch ass need anythin!?
Son: Yeah git me some kool-aid bitch!
Mom: What flava?!
Son: red!


6.) Birthplace?
Bakkeveen
Definition:
Bakkeveen isn't defined yet.



7.) Month of your birth?
October
Definition:
the birthstone for this month is Opal, but there is also a cheaper Rose Zicron.

and it's also the best month ever if your birthday is in it
My birth month is in October.


8.) Last person you talked to?
Marieke [online]
Definition:
Marieke isn't defined yet.

Offline;
Bastiaan [offline]
Definition:
Bastiaan isn't defined yet.


9.) One of your nicknames?

Mouse
Definition:
The protrusion into our dimension of a vastly hyperintelligent pandimensional being. The mice run the Earth, and it was they who paid for the Magratheans to build it.
The whole business with the cheese and the squeaking is just a front.




and I tag you, you ánd you.

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24678601/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24678601/ Sun, 10 May 2009 01:17:30 PDT Ehmm.. I think it was Herman, at school XD

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
No, I don't think so..

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
Nope

4.Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?

yuk.. milk..
5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
no

7. Are you a fast typer?
yes

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
only in the city

10. Who can you always turn to?
A few friends and my parents

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
2 days ago

12. Do you knock on wood?
nope

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
No, but when I finished this I'm going to make some tea

17. What do you want for Christmas?
We don't really celebrate christmas with presents, but I'd like to have a new CD or something like that

18. Do you know the muffin man?
no xD

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
No, I cry in my sleep

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
No

22. When was the last time you went swimming and where?
last summer, with my aunt in Bakkeveen

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
lemme count..
39 =3

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
Many many times..

26. Plans for tomorrow?
school

27. What's your middle name? and why?
Elizabeth, because I'm named after my mom

28. Missing someone right now?
Yeah.

29. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
yesterday to Yoeri, but not in the way of REALLY being in love with him.. I think that was in October..

30. Where are questions 31-33?
Down this one I guess xD

31. Are you comfortable with your height?
YESH!

32. Is there any jewelry you wear all the time?
Nah

33. Is there a TV show you always watch? What is it?
When I don't forget it, and I'm home.. I watch House

34. What are you looking forward to?
summervacation and being in loooooove again

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
YEAHXD they'd locked the door, and the window was open [at my own housexD]

36. Have you ever eaten dog food?
ne, thank god xD

38. Can you handle the truth?
Mostly.

39. Have you ever eaten green eggs and ham?
I don't think so.

40. What are 3 things you always bring with you to places?
My MP3player, camera and wallet.

41. Any cool scars?
since when are scars cool? I've got one from one of our cats on my left arm, and I've got a scar from a accident in the kitchin on my right arm, and a kitchin accident-scar on my belly XD

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone?
Yes -,-

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
I hate using the phone.

46. Do you believe in love?
Yep.

47. Is there something you want but can't have?
Someone..

48. Four things about the preferred sex that you first notice(physically)?
Hair, eyes, shoes [yes really] and height

49. Who are you thinking of right now?
somebody XD

52. Where is your phone?
ehr.. had it just a moment ago O__O somewhere on my desk I guess xD

53. What was the last thing you ate?
Strawberries

54. Orange or blue?
BLUE!

55. Last movie you watched?
Hercules [Disney ftw!]

56. What song are you currently listening to?
my brother talking to my mom XD

57. What do you want?
somebody

58. Who was the last person you ate with?
my sisters, brother, sister in law and father!

59. last person you texted:
ehr.. Tjeerd I think, or Kim

60. Who was the last person(s) you hung out with at your house?
Kim

61. Straight, gay, or bi?
Straight.

62. Hollister or Hot Topic?
Whut?

63. Nerds or geeks?
I don't care

67. Ninjas or Pirates?
Ninjas AND Pirates 8D

68. Pie or cake?
Cake

69. Who do you admire?
My friends

70. What is your name?
Marthe

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24425178/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/24425178/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 09:53:39 PDT
Long time since my last journal..
I don't have much to say, actually
So I'm going to tell ya'll I'm thinking about taking a tattoo, on my back, maybe wings.. I designed already some, but I don't like them enough, and I'm not even sure I really want it..

I have vacation now, for 1,5 weeks, and then the last school-period will start, I will get so much more fun workshops than last time
So I'm looking forward to it.

Last journal I was talking about Mick was better at human anatomy, he didn't read the journal, so he still doesn't know he is XD
BUT! I'm still practicing, and I'm getting better.. YAY

so, that was it.



]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/23015865/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/23015865/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:07:59 PST
and I hate to admit it when somebody's better than me, but he just is
so today I tried to make diffrent poses, and It's going quite well!

I made a drawing, and if the line-art's turning out good enough, I'll post it here

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/21778746/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/21778746/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 06:10:34 PST

later I'll post some of my 'own' work ^^

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/21724070/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/21724070/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 01:21:23 PST I'm giving up
don't want to talk about it anymore
and don't want to think about it anymore..

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/20999024/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/20999024/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 09:39:02 PDT Nickname[s] → Mouse, Moes, Ratsje, VROUW! Maeli
Status → single..
Zodiac sign → don't know what it is in english xD-
Male or female → Female
Elementary → yes?
Middle School → didn't like it
High School → didn't like it
Smart → try to look smart
Hair color → blonde, black & blue
Long or short → shirt
Loud or Quiet → both
Sweats or Jeans → jeans
Phone or Camera → camera<3
Drink or Smoke? hate both
Do you have a crush on someone? yes, guess it's more than that
Eat or Drink? both
Piercings→ only my ears, someday my lip too
Tattoos → not yet

FIRSTS:

First piercing → ears
First best friend → _err.. Jasmijn?
First award → none
First crush → mick
First pet → my OWN pet? siepie
First big vacation → French
First big birthday → don't like big bdays

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids? NO FUCKING WAY that hurts.
Want to get married? I wanted too..
Careers in mind → something with art or music

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL?

Lips or eyes → eyes
Shorter or taller? taller
Romantic or spontaneous → err both
Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach
Sensitive or loud → a combination!
Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
Trouble maker or hesitant → both :'

HAVE YOU EVER:

Lost glasses/contacts → don't have those things xD
Ran away from home → well yes.. for 10 minutes.. I was 5.
Broken someones heart → I don't think so
Been arrested → YES! ALL THE TIME no.
Cried when someone died → yes.. today when our dog died ;-;

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → N O
Miracles → no
Love at first sight → no
Santa clause → no
Sex on the first date → no
Kiss on the first date → depends.. :'

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Is there one person you want to be with right now → yes ;-;
Do you believe in God → no

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/20091876/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/20091876/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 08:12:30 PDT I was bored yesterday, so I asked one of my friends, Aldert, if he wanted to send me a drawing of him.. And now I'm making a lineart of it, and when that's finishe will color it

so we're a team!

I will post maybe a WIP asap, but I won't promise a thing XD

and.. this weekend I'm gone with my parents and youngest sister, and my school starts monday, so I won't be this much at deviantart anymore.

with love.

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/19855833/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/19855833/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 02:01:00 PDT
I've got 2.222 pageviews!

And.. I'm working on a vexel, and I think it's my best so far.. I hope I finish it next week so I can upload it the 15th.. I explain why, then

with love
Marthee

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/19458882/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/19458882/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 05:50:38 PDT I feel empty, don't know why..

i'm working on 2 things right now;
a vexel of Billie Joe..
And a line art.
I wanted a better version of [link] so I'm working on it.. is there anybody out there who want's to colour it when I'm finished? I suck at that.

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/18577457/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/18577457/ Fri, 30 May 2008 13:38:18 PDT a few days ago.. and now it's fixed..
but.. I lost a lot of vexels, photo's and music!

now I'm installing all my shit back on it, and start on new vexels later.

anyhow, glad it's back again, and it sucks to loose everything but whatever.. XD

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/18345941/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/18345941/ Fri, 16 May 2008 02:51:44 PDT
It's getting better already, but this weekend I've got something better to do than sitting behind my computer

hopefully my wrist is better next week, so I can finish the clothes of Froukje & Dianne



Edit:
My wrist is getting better, posted 2 new vexels.. XD
enjoy

Edit2:
OK! we need your help!
Welmoed and I have a club about our lil band XD but we need people to vote for us in the top100! you can vote every 12 hours.. so click here: [link] and click on 'stemmen'
THANK YOU

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/17267422/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/17267422/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 07:55:18 PDT

]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/16970929/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/16970929/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 00:15:02 PST

OMGOSHHH
nog 2 daagjes naar school en dan V A K A N T I E !
vrijdag lekker vrij!

ik ga zooo weinig doen in de vakantie
njah, moet eig wel wat doen

maar dit weekend komt Mick, en zondag gaan we P I C K N I C K E N
YAY

omg, kheb ook al bijna 1000 pageviews hier, ik ben geweldig XD



]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/16299344/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/16299344/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 11:04:05 PST ehm.. made some new stuff.. okay, one thing.. Eye Wish!

and I joined a club, a few weeks ago..!


that was it for today!


]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/15719788/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/15719788/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 11:05:38 PST

I'm almost done with the Umbrella vexel-thingy of Welmoed, I only don't know what I should do for the background? help? x3

Also I've threw a few new pics at my other dA, take a look at it




]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/15172575/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/15172575/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 12:15:16 PDT I'm busy with new shit, subject is Naruto, very lame, I KNOW!
anyways, made today 2 for Emmy, because it's her 17th birthday and I love her

I will appreciate it very much if you comment them, so I know what I'm doing wrong (next to the fact that O'm using photo's and stuf..)

that was it for now!


]]> ~engeltjemaeli http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/14682494/ http://engeltjemaeli.deviantart.com/journal/14682494/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:02:30 PDT
I have made finally this dA account, for my drawings.

But.. I still have the other one for my photo's!
[link]

That was all I had to say for now, enjoy both of my.. thingies XD

love you all


]]> ~engeltjemaeli