http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:engwild&section=today deviantART RSS for by:engwild en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 08:16:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/17386472/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/17386472/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 20:08:05 PDT sorry bout that
im taking full load of classes
two jobs still
yard work for people to get extra cash
plus pandora radio and facebook applications have consumed me
i know *sniff sniff* its not right
i miss u all
i hope to post something new soon
i have some new stuff and plans for so many more i just need the wind to stop so i can pint...spray paint dont do so well in wind
anyway hope u all are good, keep posting i love the stuff im seeing
*sigh* i can see u all grow as artists, it almost brings a tear to my eye

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11900498/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11900498/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 19:55:39 PST an artist claims to have made an original art work and claims i stole it
she or he is confused on the meaning of what art is supposed to do
my artwork "Fire in the Sky" features an asian woman in the center created using a stencil i made from an image i printed out from a site that creates computer wall papers
the one nagging me says it is the same as her artwork "japanesque" and i admit its similar, but the image i made my stencil(both of them) is not even from her art, ive seen the image for t-shirts, tattoos, wall papers, etc.
well instead of going after the people who did steal it shes apparently going after me. read the comments she posts on page 2 and her friends(chemical bomb) comments on page 1 under "Fire in the Sky"
shes polish so i wonder if maybe she found out i was german and shes on some hunt for things my family had nothing to do with in the past...u know, that thing that germans say never happened.
anyway shes apparently pissed, sad, whatever and she does her best at arguing her point...i giver her a round of applause for the effort i do, but why blame me
anyway my art is similar, other than it has no flowers, its flipped, and the background is obviously completely different
i wonder if she will go after the people who have ti tattooed and ask them to put her name under it.
i dunno, the girl looks very emoish so who knows...if we dont do anything she might cut herself and bleed out cause she feels bad
though if shes emo we could giver her credit for supposedly being the original artist and shed still cut herself cause shes happy
god only knows
not that shed believe in god
anyway...
ive said a lot and if anybody cares to explain to her
art is not something u keep to urself
once u express it, people are inspired, influenced, captivated
and to say that me making a stencil is stealing her art
i can only steal it if i took it away from her
all i did was make my own version
anyway...to all who read and care, goodnight, take care, drive home safe, and watch out for vengeful polish.

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11736924/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11736924/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 15:31:29 PST except my coffee table
its made of street signs and though i can explain i got them from a credible place, i dont want some cop posing as a deviant to say "dammit im arresting him" i stole nothing
well ok nothing to make the table
dumpster diving is not stealing
anyway its an S curve sign for the top cause its a 30x30in sign the rest are all metal street signs
its cool
but ud have to see it on ur own




shameless plugs:
go listen to Karnivool...awsome band, weird, but kick ass, the sort of omg i think i just wet myself and i dont care sort of thing
also go listen to Dead Letter Circus...id sell a testicle if them and karnivool came to the U.S. and to my college on the same tour
both awsome bands that are just kick ass and not in a whole screamo bullshit kind of way, theyre just modern rock
the way it should be
something to listen to, rock out to, screw to
whatever
and still enjoy without having to think..."what bout strangling my mom?", or "i dont want to cut my wrists...whos idea was this?", or "i cant do drugs at work silly"

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11611489/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11611489/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 13:04:01 PST my method of madness (and some people do think of it as madness...ask my mom), is to paint anything
tv, x-box, fridge, notebooks, tables, walls, bicycles, me
anything i can get my hands on
"it isnt mine till i make it mine"
-micah wild (thats me)
if i own it i must customize it in some way otherwise it will never feel like its truly mine
so i paint it all
anything is a canvas
cardboard, cork board, paper, plastic, cloth
if paint sticks to it then hell yes
doesnt even ahve to be paint
i found that hair dye is a useful coloring art tool
same with white out, markers and a mixture of parkers and paint...makes this weird transparent color bleed thing
anyway
just saying enjoy
see my art on another page i put a link
my myspace has art on it too
and my tattoos too
i said id make me mine
so i decorated it too
enjoy

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11387436/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/11387436/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 14:19:53 PST busy with two jobs, school
bills and school
all while im working to possably have a girl friend
no success yet
but just for the record
im ok

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/10870756/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/10870756/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 17:12:38 PST but this light shines and keeps me hope
but then when i look
guess what...my light moves away and im in the dark again
thinking someone still liked me
which is a nice change because not even my family likes me anymore
thanksgiving was fucking hell
so i come back glad to hear this girl that i thought really liked me is out of the hospital
actually likes someone else
talk bout fucking luck
god knows my work hasnt gotten me a relationship worth anything down here so far
this school sux
u know jr. high sucked
highschool didnt suck so bad
so far college has sucked more than the two combined
what happened to the "best years of your life" bullshit
cause this sux so far
im cold, alone, poor
plus add in the fact that im worried bout passing my classes,
keeping my jobs, send some money home so my dad doesnt get upset with me for one reason or another, and try my best to make my mom think im not a loser cause i have no money, and fuck trying to make my sister proud of me, that lil bitch just rather put me down anyway possable
thats family
so i try to find someone else, someone not of the norm, someone that makes me happy, cause family doesnt make me happy it just makes me pretend happy
someone i can have a relationship with, be friends with, be buddies with
love with
but so far gods just saying "lets have a lil more fun with this one" and steps on my head
so im in my shitty existance with no relief, no relaxation, nothing
those i like, i love
are so far away, or busy, or whatever
that i can never have a relationship with them
those here i can have a relationship with, arent worth it
and the ones who are i again cant have a relationship with
so
option A: im screwed
option B: im screwed
all the way to Z: im screwed
so im apparently meant to live my existance, alone, cold, pissed off, working myself to death, living poor, and having so much stress on me ill have a heart attack before its over
yay me
so thats it
thats my realization for today
im meant to be screwed
god i hope i turn into an alcoholic
or figure suicide wouldnt be so bad after all

]]> ~engwild http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/10653401/ http://engwild.deviantart.com/journal/10653401/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 22:34:24 PST nobody is here, nobody that speaks english
its me music and voter results
this sux
ok off the top of my head...
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i feel sad, alone, depressed even
feel like leaven but where can i go
not like theres snow, but tis cold
and im old, no walking for me
and its dark i can see and find my way
get home and say inside but still not feel alive
take a drive, and feel more alone
not at home, and nowhere to go
shows what relations i have here
dear me ohh my, one again a lonely guy
cold wing and dark sky
todays a day to wait to die
should i lie and say im happy
no that sounds sappy, too uptight
to carebear, to bright for me to be real
i want a woman in heels and a coat
in fur, ready to row my boat, and warm it up
yup, u know
wrapped in a red bow just right
lacy, skin tight, just my fantasy
nice to see my honesty, but hey im a nice guy
the limit is the sky, and bored as i am
a woman can steal my eye and rub my brain
cause all the same i want a relationship
nothing to replace it, love not sex
call it kids next, a family of my own
a home for them and me
see, see, my fantasy of a family so dandy
like a fat kid and candy, ill fight for it
shit, ill kill for them
cuss, bleed, sweat, cry, steal for them and then
still be called father and dear
not the guy to say get me a beer and rub my feet
tired and beat, im still dad first
but the saddest, worst part of it all
is i can love and fall, and end up alone
line now, not at home or anywhere for that matter
just here, mad as a hatter, talking to myself
alone and heartfelt, waiting for someone
anyone to feel me, miss me
please be waiting they say
waiting for the day, when i find them
till then, i look for them looking for me
cause love will always be just one
sad and lonely ton of a mess
my heart in my chest feels the ache
no mistakes in someone i love and like
cause a relationship isnt a bike and can be fixed
mixed emotions wont heal, and saddness can scar
and so far my search still looks away
one day after each day ill look for her
cause as it were, im sad, depressed and alone
till my fantasy of family and home is real
i can touch and feel them alive
my dive to fantasy becomes a reality
and happy, finally has a reason
to season in my heart.

]]> ~engwild