http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Aerondagirl deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:erondagirl en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Wed, 22 May 2013 15:54:05 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Essays-alcohol-and-I-m-21-tomorrow-371958193 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Essays-alcohol-and-I-m-21-tomorrow-371958193 Thu, 16 May 2013 06:48:28 PDT Essays, alcohol and I'm 21 (tomorrow!) nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Ok, I'll stop that now! XD

Hello again!!! I haven't been on here properly to talk for almost a whole month, because life literally went mental in the space of four weeks.

My friend had her baby! A baby girl named Alyssa, who's the sweetest thing ever… Next to my Miss Murder, of course!

The biggest thing though, and the reason I've not been active for quite a while, is the fact that two weeks ago I had the last lot of university assignments to do and hand in. I had three, one being a presentation on Shakespeare, and another bei ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Baby-coming-366448217 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Baby-coming-366448217 Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:40:49 PDT Baby coming! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Love love kiss kiss!
xxx
:blowkiss:

P.S. :heart: LOVING Snow White's Poison Bite's new album!! :heart: ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Alone-Kier-on-Channel-4-and-30STM-365275484 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Alone-Kier-on-Channel-4-and-30STM-365275484 Fri, 12 Apr 2013 12:59:56 PDT Alone, Kier on Channel 4 and 30STM nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone."

---  Alone by Edgar Allan Poe

I thought I'd share with you part of my new favourite poem. I found it last night in my big book of Poe :D I read and reread and reread it. It reminds me of people I know, and things I've felt myself, in school and, more worryingly outside school too.
It's quite topical too, concidering this news story: http://www.youtube.com/wat ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-hugged-Kier-Kemp-D-360712981 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-hugged-Kier-Kemp-D-360712981 Thu, 21 Mar 2013 06:29:30 PDT So, I hugged Kier Kemp :D nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
What's happened while I've been working?

:bulletpink:I finally got my headphones that I won from Kerrang! They came in a big box with my own little note from the team which I will now keep forever. They're quite big and when you put them on you can hear absolutely NOTHING that's going on around you. Very handy for those evenings stuck on the sofa in ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-don-t-know-why-I-m-doing-this-anymore-358936148 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-don-t-know-why-I-m-doing-this-anymore-358936148 Mon, 11 Mar 2013 10:59:34 PDT I don't know why I'm doing this anymore. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
I am so annoyed with these assignments right now.

I genuinely don't have a clue what I'm talking about anymore. And I'm 800 words off the wordcount, but I can not physically think of anything more to write.

It's all just words, words, words. That is all my life boils down to.

And I've realised that I suck at anything that might actually matter. Tell me to write something comparing two novels and I have absolutely no trouble. Ask me to write how I am going to actively promote my own future novel and sur ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-forgot-to-name-this-the-first-time-357468431 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-forgot-to-name-this-the-first-time-357468431 Sun, 03 Mar 2013 08:11:55 PST I forgot to name this the first time. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Because I didn't get a chance to say it last month, happy Valentine's and I hope you all had a good day :) As a present Tom's taking me to see Yashin and FVK in Cardiff on the 17th, which I'm really excited for.

In the meantime though I have so many deadlines! T_T Have had some problems with my dissertation too which I'm a bit worried about...

I can book all my graduation stuff tomorrow. Oh God x 2! D: D:

Have recently had a major love of rock/screamo pop-song covers. I mean, a really major love. They're pretty much all I've listened to for a few days. These two I found ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/A-rock-n-roll-banquet-353484574 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/A-rock-n-roll-banquet-353484574 Sun, 10 Feb 2013 05:40:43 PST A rock n' roll banquet! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Soooooooo I said I'd tell you how Sunday went, and it was brilliant :D Even when I am still catching up from sleep. I was Oscar the Grouch yesterday from lack of sleep and/or post-gig blues.

Anywaysss…

So before the show me and Tom had lunch in Cardiff, wandered around for a little while and then made our way to our hotel room. We were on the 8th floor. Met a couple more concert-goers in the lift! Our room commanded pleasant views of the Cardiff rail service and prison. Stylish. We hung around for a couple of hours; had a drink, explored the room, watche ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/KERRANG-TOURRRRRRRRRRRR-351956343 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/KERRANG-TOURRRRRRRRRRRR-351956343 Sat, 02 Feb 2013 00:54:41 PST KERRANG TOURRRRRRRRRRRR! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Sorry. My Miss wanted to write to you. The ammount of times I've had to pick her off my keyboard this morning, honestly!!

I meant to come speak to you again a few days ago. I know it's been a while. There are a couple of reasons.
1) Have been reading for uni which has taken up a lot of my time.
2) I decided a couple of weeks ago that I want to do a bit of a clean out in my gallery. I've already started with my written pieces and paintings folders. I'm not getting rid of tons of stuff, just the things I don't like much anymore and that I don't think anyone would mis ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-won-348953648 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-won-348953648 Thu, 17 Jan 2013 02:53:55 PST I won!! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
I might be ill and dying but I screamed when we found out! :D

Love love kiss kiss!
xxx ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-6-months-to-grow-up-348464960 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-6-months-to-grow-up-348464960 Mon, 14 Jan 2013 04:37:02 PST I have 6 months to grow up. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl I would have been in uni today, first day of term. Only... I'm not. :( I miss my uni friends. :(

But the other thing I wanted to say was that I've just found out the date that I will be graduating. And that makes me feel depressed. I now have just 6 months to grow up and work out my life before I actually have to be living it. I'll have to wear those mortarboards and weird penguin capes. Not really my style, but we've decided to think of them as Harry Potter robes and ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/If-I-could-marry-an-album-it-would-be-this-one-347400965 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/If-I-could-marry-an-album-it-would-be-this-one-347400965 Tue, 08 Jan 2013 04:44:58 PST If I could marry an album, it would be this one. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
my

God.

:faint:

I'm all a-flutter and I think I'm in love.

:giggle: I would say "Sorry Tom!", only I think he's suffering from the same thing right now too.

So I'm going to say it...

WRETCHED AND DIVINE IS EPIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

There. I said it.

:excited: :la: :glomp:

We finally got to hear it yesterday! Me and Tom listened to it together (a good way to continue, seeing as the first time we heard BVB ever we were together), first of all in complete silence. And then we listened again. And again. And again. And now we're in love. :heart:
In fact, I was still listening through headphones at 2am t ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/merry-xmas-and-a-happy-new-year-346441624 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/merry-xmas-and-a-happy-new-year-346441624 Thu, 03 Jan 2013 06:04:01 PST merry xmas and a happy new year! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2013 *erondagirl
Ok. I'm ready now!

Happy late christmas/new year! :D I'm sorry I didn't come and say so earlier. :blush: But I was thinking of you!

I've started writing a 2 part story for you for xmas, first part is here: http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d5q1gsx I'll upload the next bit soon, when I finish it :)
I did like the load of Dr Who ideas I got, but I couldn't quite make it work as a xmas thing... So I'm drawing it into a general comic strip instead.

Anywas, did you have a good xmas? Any interesting or weird presents? I didn't have anything weird, as such. ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/What-would-you-guys-like-for-christmas-342481984 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/What-would-you-guys-like-for-christmas-342481984 Wed, 12 Dec 2012 08:08:54 PST What would you guys like for christmas? nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
That word looks wrong. Try spell it with an 'ies'. Chimnies. Nope, still looks wrong to me. :shrug:

Okkkkkkkk so, I know you guys quite well. I concider you to be my friends, as I hope you do me, and I want to do something for you for christmas. A kind-of DA-based present, if you will.
A couple of years ago I made a 30STM wordsearch, which was fun but hard work to make! I did one of those ones where all the left over letters make up a special message too, which as you can imagine took a lot of working out!! Then last year I did the comic-strip pantomime, remember? Even I found that f ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Let-XMAS-begin-342035658 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Let-XMAS-begin-342035658 Sun, 09 Dec 2012 12:21:00 PST Let XMAS begin! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I finally today finished all my assignments for the deadlines this week, which means... I can FINALLY start to get excited for xmas! :dance: That's why I haven't spoken for a while; have been busy doing all those essays :P But it's ok now, because they're over and done with!! :D

My dad decided to put up the xmas decorations today, which is unusual, because he's normally not the quickest person to get festive. But he did, and we did! XD We were just starting when the Jehovah's Witnesses that live up round the corner from us ran our door. They didn't talk long, but left us a Watchtow ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/O-O-It-s-me-again-339495600 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/O-O-It-s-me-again-339495600 Sat, 24 Nov 2012 11:35:12 PST O_O It's me again! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
So, I've been trying not to ignore you. I'm sorry. :faint: :sleep:

Some other things that have happened though: -

:bulletpink: My Dad turned 50 on Monday. So we went to see Skyfall. I hate James Bond movies. But I'm classing this one as good, because I only fell asleep for a single burst of te ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-concert-338080847 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-concert-338080847 Fri, 16 Nov 2012 14:00:12 PST Lostprophets concert! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
RIGHT. I'M GOING TO TRY AND RETYPE IT. I WAS AT THE PROOF-READING STAGE TOO... YES, I PROOF-READ MY JOURNALS. I AM A CREATIVE WRITING STUDENT - IT'S SORT OF DRILLED INTO US.

You know, the same thing actually happened to me when I was writing out the journal of the Black Veil Brides concert. Do you remember how f*ing long that one was? Yeah, and I had to write it twice!

Ok. Round 2. Let's go.

So, after wasting most of my day and chucking down some food, To ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-day-337724039 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-day-337724039 Wed, 14 Nov 2012 07:36:45 PST Lostprophets day! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Have had a busy couple of days. I went out on Monday night for a friend's birthday and came back shattered. Yesterday me and Tom hung out with our friend Adam because it was his birthday and came back shattered, again. But Tom did buy me a present - a little Ciel Phantomhive keyring of him all chibi and annoyed and drinking tea! :tea:

And now tonight is another late one because it's Lostprophets concer ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Skittles-and-Biscuits-336830273 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Skittles-and-Biscuits-336830273 Fri, 09 Nov 2012 05:35:36 PST Skittles and Biscuits nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Next Wednesday I'm seeing Lostprophets :dance: Will do my best to take Ian Watkins with a pinch of salt.

I'm off to procrastinate some more. Goodbyeb!

Love love kiss kiss
xxxxx ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Legion-of-the-Black-336252554 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Legion-of-the-Black-336252554 Mon, 05 Nov 2012 13:22:48 PST Legion of the Black nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl http://loudwire.com/black-veil-brides-legion-of-the-black-movie/

Hehe it's like BVB have written a fan fiction of their own about themselves. :XD: :giggle:
Let's hope they don't find all the slash fiction that crops up here most days! Or their faces will be like this ---> O.o

I decided to pick up one of my old childhood books the other day, 'Midnight' by Jacqueline Wilson. I was only going to leaf through but ended up reading it all. I don't always like her books... They're alright, I just find that a lot of them follow the same patterns... There's nearly always a ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miserable-335453623 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miserable-335453623 Thu, 01 Nov 2012 04:06:18 PDT Miserable nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
So last night was Halloween and if you had a good one then that's great. I did nothing as is per usual. We've never really celebrated Halloween properly in my house. I'm 20 and have never been trick-or-treating in my life. My parents don't like it. They said trick+treating was like begging and just in general the holiday is bastardised commercial American holiday. I've been to couple of parties, but only a few. Most years are spent sitting at the window watching the other kids.

One thing I like to do is watch the Most Haunted specials but there wasn't one this year. So that sucked too.

Tom went out but it was heavy ra ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/This-made-my-day-FVK-334257617 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/This-made-my-day-FVK-334257617 Thu, 25 Oct 2012 10:22:03 PDT This made my day + FVK nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl So I was on the bus on my way to uni. There were some girls talking really loudly behind me (who started talking about halloween costumes the moment I sat down which wasn't very nice...) so, as is my right to do, I put my headphones on to listen to BVB. I'm just going along day dreaming to it when I look out the window and there's a teeny tiny little kid, about 3/4years old, running down the street dressed as BATMAN. With a cape that was longer than his body. :love: And it totally cheered me up. :D
Though i think I was the only person to think 'Nahhhhhh!!! MINI-ANDY!!!" :tigh ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/American-Idiot-Frankenweenie-333577647 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/American-Idiot-Frankenweenie-333577647 Sun, 21 Oct 2012 09:42:34 PDT American Idiot + Frankenweenie nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Well, good news is that I seem to be getting even better now. My throat just tickles now and then, as does my nose. But I can live with that. It's nowhere near as bad as it was. Which means I can go back to uni and go to see FVK tomorrow with little trouble! :dance: I feel a bit guilty missing a whole week of uni so soon into the year, but at least it's paid off.

Anyways, what I mainly came to tell you about was how AMERICAN IDIOT went!

Well, I woke up in the morning with almost no change. Still sneezing, and coughing. It wasn't looking good. But I was determined, and I got ou ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Even-worse-than-before-332991122 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Even-worse-than-before-332991122 Thu, 18 Oct 2012 04:21:42 PDT Even worse than before. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I thought I was getting better last night. My body disagreed.

Woke up this morning with a blocked nose, aching neck, a headache and it was like I was listening to everything through balls of cotton wool. As if that wasn't bad enough I've started sneezing now too. Constantly.

I'm really disappointed actually. Sitting alone feeling sorry for myself all week has not been fun. I'm missing my uni friends.

I'm still determined to go to American Idiot tomorrow. Tom and I made a vow 4/5 years ago that when it came over here we'd definately go see it together. Th ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Ill-Young-Guns-332825743 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Ill-Young-Guns-332825743 Wed, 17 Oct 2012 01:40:08 PDT Ill + Young Guns nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
But luckily I should be back to uni tomorrow, and then Friday is 'American Idiot' which will be a lot of fun! And I can't wait!

...I didn't get to tell you about how the Young Guns show went, did I?
Well, it was very good. There was some confuson beforehand though with meeting my friend at her house... We ended up walking back and fore in the pouring rain looking for her, which probably didn't help with the cold. When we did get there the first suppor ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Like-OH-MY-GOD-XD-331664582 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Like-OH-MY-GOD-XD-331664582 Wed, 10 Oct 2012 03:14:12 PDT Like, OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! XD nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Ok, ok, breathe, breathe...

I was going to come speak to you anyways because I haven't for the last week or two. So first of all, hi everyone! I know I've been coming and going quite a bit on here lately, but it's not on purpose, I promise.

Things that have happened... Not a lot really. Gettting more settled into the routine and reading of the 3rd Year. So far, it's been ok. Enjoying the Gothic Lit module a lot XD

The other thing happened was that Jared Leto's Haiti book, which i ordered over 2 y ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-finally-saw-BRAVE-329780166 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-finally-saw-BRAVE-329780166 Sat, 29 Sep 2012 08:19:02 PDT I finally saw BRAVE! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Last night i finally saw 'Brave' - and LOVED it! The three little princes are sooooo cute! :heart: But nothing can compare with the excitement I felt at seeing a whole wall of 'Frankenweenie' posters. I AM SO EXCITED FOR THAT FILM!!!! ...Think I'm already a slight fangirl of it, to be honest... Heheh as a present Tom bought me a poseable plush doll of the little boy Victor. I've been carrying him around my house. :D I wonder if i can get away with taking him to uni with me?...

Ever get the feeling someone is talking about you behind your back?

...

I mean literally. I was in Primark with my Dad and sister earlier with my BVB lacke ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/1st-week-329460645 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/1st-week-329460645 Thu, 27 Sep 2012 10:27:33 PDT 1st week! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Well, I've just completed my first week back at uni, and fair play it's been ok. Even my first day was good so I've been broken out of the curse of bad first days.

And hopefully I shall scan more stuff tomorrow.

So this was just a quickie!

Bye!

Love love kiss kiss!
xxxx

Listening: St Jimmy - Green Day ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-come-Monday-328399348 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-come-Monday-328399348 Fri, 21 Sep 2012 09:06:59 PDT Don't come, Monday. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I'm getting really nervous now for Monday. :( I don't wanna leave my kitty! :( Just found out i have a task for Monday to do with a book i've not yet read.

Verdammt, I'm already feeling pressure and I haven't even started!

You know, just recently, I've been thinking I can't wait until I get to a time when I can work during the day, come home and not have to worry about essays or homework tasks.

I sure to god hope i get to the end of this year with my sanity in tact.

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx

P.S Our tickets to see the Green Day musical arrived today! Yeysickles!!

Listening: Piazza New York Catcher - Belle and Sebastian ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-not-dead-327290143 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-not-dead-327290143 Sat, 15 Sep 2012 04:57:22 PDT I'm not dead. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
...

...

I don't know what to say. Am just showing I'm not dead.

:D

I sort of can't wait to get back to uni now. I'm at my wits end.

I want to see Brave!! And Paranorman!!! And Frankenweenie!!! :happybounce: :la:

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx

Listening: a halloween playlist i've made myself. ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Better-my-awful-first-days-326263520 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Better-my-awful-first-days-326263520 Sun, 09 Sep 2012 10:50:53 PDT Better + my awful first days nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I know I was quite down in the last journal. I just thought I'd come back to say I think I'm feeling better now. It's odd - it's like all my drive to do anything shut down. I'm still getting headaches a lot, but in the last few days I've been drawing some more, which is a good sign. Shows that hopefully I'll be back on my usual hamster-wheel soon. I've got some drawings to show you, which I will put up when I'm not on my sister's computer (as am now!).

Anyways.

I start back at uni in two weeks. In my 3rd Year. That's scary. I don't feel like a final year university student. Still think I'm the ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Wanted-a-mix-of-happy-pills-positive-thinking-324078232 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Wanted-a-mix-of-happy-pills-positive-thinking-324078232 Wed, 29 Aug 2012 07:18:47 PDT Wanted; a mix of happy pills + positive thinking nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I'm struggling to snap myself out of it. Yesterday I couldn't see any light at all.

And I don't ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miss-news-results-Fearless-Vamps-323103303 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miss-news-results-Fearless-Vamps-323103303 Fri, 24 Aug 2012 09:26:50 PDT Miss news, results, Fearless Vamps nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I think Miss is settled in now. She wanders around without having to hide or anything, so it's a good sign. And she's started curling up on our lap too. I changed my journal skin to a cat one in honour of her XD =^.^=

She's also very polite. Whenever we go to her in the morning or after we come back in the room and say "Hi", she mews back. :love: It's like she's saying hello too!

It is stupid how much I love this cat.

And I finally had my results back from Year 2 of my uni course! i did good :3 Better than I thought I would! I had 2 Cs, 2 As and 3 Bs. And I checked my ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miss-Murder-and-my-insecurities-321380405 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Miss-Murder-and-my-insecurities-321380405 Wed, 15 Aug 2012 15:08:40 PDT Miss Murder and my insecurities nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Have been doing a lot of getting to know my kitty Miss Murder. She's a funny thing, but she's my little angel too. She gets these big bursts of energy where she'll jump on everything, whether it's the chairs, her toys, us, anything. She pounced on the wall the other day. You know those really really annoying times when you're trying to work and that wall just won't stop moving?! Yesterday she jumped on ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Sand-Skulls-and-Miss-Murder-320356735 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Sand-Skulls-and-Miss-Murder-320356735 Fri, 10 Aug 2012 14:51:31 PDT Sand, Skulls and Miss Murder nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I'm HOOOOME!!! :D At last!!!

Let's see... what's happened...?

Well, when I last spoke to you I was half way through my holiday and hadn't really done much. The days after I spoke we got a hire car and went to a couple of places around Albuferia. We went to a big sand sculpture festival, based on 'Icons'. Unfortunately, Jared and Andy weren't included... If only I could mould sand... But hey, maybe they will be one day! :D My favourite was a sand sculpture of the Vampire Lestat. I yelled "All hail the Brat Prince!!!" and bowed... and maybe confused some German tourists... :blush:
Also we went to the city of Faro and vis ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Houdy-from-Portugal-318549671 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Houdy-from-Portugal-318549671 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 09:19:20 PDT Houdy from Portugal! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Hi everyone! Writing to you from Albuferia in Portugal! :woohoo:

So...
Luckily I didn't cause an international crisis while going through the airport. Only for some reason they split all our seats up on the plane so I had to sit by complete strangers! 3: Sam kinda got talking to her lot of strangers by the end. She had an 'extra leg room' space which meant all her stuff was in the overhead cupboard - it was either talk or read the in-flight magazine for 2 hours. She opted for both. I was next to a young couple who spent most of the flight in each other's mouths. And there ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Jesus-Portugal-and-a-thank-you-316100236 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Jesus-Portugal-and-a-thank-you-316100236 Sat, 21 Jul 2012 11:03:44 PDT Jesus, Portugal and a thank you :) nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl His only credentials for making that quest is that he found Joseph a few years ago.
And that's so typically 'today'. Let's sort religion out with a talent show! :happybounce: Yay!!! Because only the real Jesus will be able to have the voice of an angel yet still sell multi-platinum albums. :giggle: Phone vote-ins are our new religion. Would God get mad and smite us if we voted his son off?

Aaah I can't sit and watch that programme serious ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-to-within-an-inch-of-life-315010903 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-to-within-an-inch-of-life-315010903 Mon, 16 Jul 2012 04:44:25 PDT Tagged to within an inch of life. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Anyways, I was tagged. Twice. So I've done both mixed together, as they both had different questions. So here is the tag from both ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-like-my-beats-fast-and-314853971 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-like-my-beats-fast-and-314853971 Sun, 15 Jul 2012 10:46:11 PDT I like my beats fast and... nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
:giggle:

Guess what? I picked up the bass guitar today, and my dad taught me my first song! :D We tried yesterday and I was having problems because he forgot I'm left-handed, so I wanted to naturally play it all backwards. But seeing as I'm only just starting we had a good try at right handed, and I've managed it fine!

We started off small, so the song he taught me is 'Set The Fire To The Third Bar' by Snow Patrol. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfa9yxCpWoA
But I've been practising and memorising, and I can play it all the way through now without trouble! :D So I'm going to start by trying to learn a song a day and s ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Jake-Pitts-Lestat-and-3-kisses-313666413 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Jake-Pitts-Lestat-and-3-kisses-313666413 Mon, 09 Jul 2012 15:33:43 PDT Jake Pitts, Lestat and 3 kisses? nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Speaking of which I want to try to draw Jake in a more realistic way. I've done Andy and Ashley and Jinxx, so now he's my next challenge. So you'll find out how that goes soon...
I've also almost finished reading The Vampire Lestat. Remember when I drew Louis and Claudia ages ago? :thumb269320424: :thumb26970408 ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Never-hide-in-magic-hats-312968489 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Never-hide-in-magic-hats-312968489 Fri, 06 Jul 2012 10:13:46 PDT Never hide in magic hats. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
When I was little (because I was once, you know!) I remember seeing an episode of the 1990 series of The Moomins. If you aren't aware of Moomins they're like these little white hippo type creatures who walk and talk. Kids characters. I can only ever remember one episode and I didn't see any others at all, but is episode really stuck in my mind. It's the very first in the series, called 'Spring in Moomin Valley'. And it happens that a mysterious hat turns up and the main character Moomin climbs into it during a game of hide-and-seek. However, when he comes out again he's been changed into ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Hi-everyone-312598883 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Hi-everyone-312598883 Wed, 04 Jul 2012 14:59:50 PDT Hi everyone! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
:giggle: So am I bit giggly and stuff. :)

Anyways what's happened to me since I wrote last?...

I got accused of nearly hitting my dentist. But I didn't hit him!!! :( I hate going to the dentist, doctors, anything that involves someone else entering and poking round in my aura. May have told you before. So he was trying to show me how to floss because I never have before, and it was a horrible experience. ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/If-anyone-s-listening-311431312 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/If-anyone-s-listening-311431312 Fri, 29 Jun 2012 03:46:34 PDT If anyone's listening... nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Currently obsessed with a song called 'The End of Prom Night' by Snow White's Poison Bite. I quite like them although I've only been listening a couple of days. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=N2ykA0-rPNo&NR=1

I'm going to a fashion show tonight. Should give me lots of inspiration for new drawings... I hope... T_T I hate art blocks :cries:

For the first time ever, I'm actually wearing my MCR t-shrt that I bought when I went to see them February last year. It's meant to be a Medium but it's really tight. But I love it so!!! :doh: I'm going to ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-WANNA-HAVE-YOUR-BABIES-310395543 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-WANNA-HAVE-YOUR-BABIES-310395543 Sun, 24 Jun 2012 10:20:12 PDT I WANNA HAVE YOUR BABIES! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Yes, I'm sure you're a lovely person, but I just don't think I'm ready for that kind of commitment.

Well, I believe we should get married first.

Why can't that happen?

Because I'm talking over the internet and have probably not met you in person. Damn it, HOW CAN WE GET MARRIED IF I'VE NEVER MET YOU?

:giggle:

Well we went to a sort of family gathering down at Tredegar House, which is a sort of stately home on the outskirts of Newport.
Today was literally like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttMpE1jgfEg And everyone seems to be having babies as if it's going out of fashion. There are so many new babies in the famil ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-no-one-to-talk-to-309946431 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/I-have-no-one-to-talk-to-309946431 Fri, 22 Jun 2012 06:09:36 PDT I have no one to talk to. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I've recently gone into severe artists' and writers' block, on the fact that I have been largely stuck inside this week. It's been raining a lot. And a lot of that time I've been alone. Not talking to many people.

The last time I got properly out of this house was Tuesday afternoon when we went to see Rock Of Ages, which I loved and very much want to see it again. :tunes:

Apart from that, I'm kinda... lonely... And want to eat everything in the house which isn't a good idea, particularly when I saw a programme last night about how over-eatting is killing us all :fear:

Oh god I'm ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Some-Tumblr-updates-309303236 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Some-Tumblr-updates-309303236 Tue, 19 Jun 2012 02:53:41 PDT Some Tumblr updates nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
So here it is if you missed the last journal: http://fallenangelfrommars.tumblr.com/

Hehe my background is BVB, looking just as confused as I am :giggle:

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-2-309203195 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-2-309203195 Mon, 18 Jun 2012 15:24:48 PDT Tumblr 2 nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I know it's not much right now. But i hope to start making something of it real soon.

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx

:blowkiss: ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-309127695 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-309127695 Mon, 18 Jun 2012 09:02:53 PDT Tumblr nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Help, internet-literate persons! :dummy:

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Father-s-BVB-Day-308979510 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Father-s-BVB-Day-308979510 Sun, 17 Jun 2012 14:04:20 PDT Happy Father's/BVB Day nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Other thing was it was also BVB Day today :) So I did some Andy-esque eyes on my face and went out with it on :D Weirdly, no one seemed to mention it until well into the afternoon when Dad looked at me and said "I think your mascara's run a bit."
"I know, Dad. I did ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Have-I-Gone-Mad-307522612 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Have-I-Gone-Mad-307522612 Sun, 10 Jun 2012 09:32:01 PDT Have I Gone Mad?! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Yes, I said used.

What have I done with them? What have I done with all my lovely drawings? Hmm, well...

I've DELETED THEM! :evillaugh:

Just to be awkward.

To myself.

...
...
...
:fear:

I almost scared myself then! :giggle:

NO, I HAVEN'T! OF COURSE I HAVEN'T!! :happybounce:

Basically the Fan Art folder was the biggest folder I had, and it's always a pain for me if I want to search through it all to find a certain drawing. And beca ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lots-n-Lots-a-books-307363607 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lots-n-Lots-a-books-307363607 Sat, 09 Jun 2012 13:50:05 PDT Lots 'n Lots 'a books! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
This week it was my Mum's birthday. I worked really hard on her present. I made her a mixtape of loads of songs she likes; be they old, new, pop and rock. 30STM and BVB were on there, naturally. Then I made it its own CD cover using clippets from wrapping paper and different magazines and things. And I got her a DVD too :3 And while she was at work me and my sis tidied all the house... Well, not all. But the downstairs anyways. And parents' room.

As you probably know it has been raining. ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-what-I-ve-done-306473735 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Guess-what-I-ve-done-306473735 Tue, 05 Jun 2012 03:13:27 PDT Guess what I've done? nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Or worn my knickers on the outside of my clothes.

...Or mailed myself to Jared. (Which would be cool!)

None of those.

For the first time in my life ever, I've changed my hair colour. :3 It's black now :D

Finally, my childhood dreams of playing the lead role in 'Black Beauty' are coming true! Neigh!!!! :giggle:

Love love kiss kiss
xxxx ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Summer-is-here-Tagged-304957874 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Summer-is-here-Tagged-304957874 Mon, 28 May 2012 15:15:22 PDT Summer is here! + Tagged! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
First order of business, Eurovision. Alright, not normally my scene. Normally I find the Eurovision entries all really samey - romantic sounding ballads sung in a language we can't understand. I say romantic 'sounding', because let's be honest, they could be singing about anything in the world and we wouldn't have a clue. I think there should be subtitles to give at least some idea of what's actually happening.
Anyways, the UK came second from last. :shrug: I wasn't expecting much really. I didn' ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Partytime-303371461 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Partytime-303371461 Sun, 20 May 2012 14:22:54 PDT Partytime nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I had some more presents! I had chocolate, and jewelry, and paint, and baloons and a big Rice Crispy cake thing :P Jen, a.ka. :iconVoiseyjr: made me a really cute plushie of Jared Leto :heart: When we had pizza later in the evening we stole the little white tables you get in the centre of the pizza boxes, made him a burger out of build-a-burger sweets and gave him a drink of fizzy ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/She-came-20-years-ago-302882222 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/She-came-20-years-ago-302882222 Fri, 18 May 2012 09:57:41 PDT She came 20 years ago... nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Well, yesterday anyways. It was my 20th birthday yesterday. I have no more teenage years left!!! :cries: But I will most likely still be acting like one until I'm at least 30. :XD:

I wanted to write this yesterday, but I had rubbish to do :P I had to finish my last assigment of the year. I know. ON MY BIRTHDAY. Although it was nice while I was struggling to flick onto here and FB and see the lovely birthday messages you've been sending me :) That cheered me up! I hated doing the work, but it's done now and all given in so next time I'm on the campus it'll be as a fully-fledged ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Going-Glam-and-I-got-a-present-301842078 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Going-Glam-and-I-got-a-present-301842078 Sun, 13 May 2012 05:01:16 PDT Going Glam? and I got a present! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
I've not been on so much in the last few days because I've been painting a lot :) I have a lot of new messages. I seriously need to clear this inbox.

Went to town yesterday with the family. Wore my studded boots and snake pattern leggings. My uncle said I'm "going glam." :giggle: LOL I guess I sort of am. Kind-of. A bit. Moreso than before. I blame BVB.

And I have nothing else to say really.

Ta-rah!

Love love kiss kiss!
xxxx

P.S. Watched 'The Last of the High Kings' with my parents the other night. They enjoyed ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-301380681 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Lostprophets-301380681 Fri, 11 May 2012 01:36:10 PDT Lostprophets nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl Although Tom's seen them before and they weren't his favourite. Oh well. You have to see these things for yourself, right?
But woe betied Mr Watkins if he opens his mouth about BVB, which he has done. If he does, Tom will wait around the back and knock him out, while singing 'You Are Godzilla, We Are Japan ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Birthdays-and-Tweeted-300527582 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/Birthdays-and-Tweeted-300527582 Mon, 07 May 2012 02:15:07 PDT Birthdays!!! and Tweeted!!! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Anyways thought I'd come tell you about yestrday which was a lot of fun xD It was both my sister Sam's and my boyfriend Tom's birthday - I know, they share the same day! - Sam was 17 and Tom was 20 :)
So gave Sam her presents in the morning. She had chocolate and a puzz ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-ok-I-m-not-dead-300030949 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/It-s-ok-I-m-not-dead-300030949 Fri, 04 May 2012 14:30:04 PDT It's ok, I'm not dead. nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl
Tuesday I missed my bus getting back from uni. I thought it'd be ok - there's usually one every 20 minutes or so... 40 MINUTES LATER I WAS STILL SITTING AT THE ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/SOS-Help-Creative-Crisis-299123179 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/SOS-Help-Creative-Crisis-299123179 Sun, 29 Apr 2012 12:47:22 PDT SOS!! Help!! Creative Crisis!! nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl Unfortunately, no one told me this before. Am having a huge crisis to do with my Children's Literature assignment, which is due this coming Friday. And am feeling royally screwed.

So my original plans were to do a picturebook of a fairy tale I wrote. So things were going along breezily until I hit some problems -
:bulletred: I wrote the sotry, but now it's doesn't feel strong enough. It might sound odd unless you're a writer and have felt this yourself, but you know when something isn't quite right about what you've written. I can't re ]]> http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/30stm-fan-fiction-news-and-TAGGED-298496256 http://erondagirl.deviantart.com/journal/30stm-fan-fiction-news-and-TAGGED-298496256 Thu, 26 Apr 2012 02:18:32 PDT 30stm, fan fiction news and TAGGED :) nonadult journals/personal erondagirl http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/r/erondagirl.jpg?12 Copyright 2012-2013 *erondagirl And then I discovered I have a meeting to discuss my dissertation for next year at 1pm. Meaning I know have just 1hr 30 here before I need to leave. :doh: OH BUGGERATION!!

Anyways. Thought I'd update this in that time. I know I'll be annoyed if I start working then have to pull my ]]>