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                <title>(mis)read?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 06:05:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was recently approached by a representative from a subsidiary of the national trade organization and asked to give one of my pieces to a national campaign to promote independent bookstores. What first caught my eye was how her pitch borrowed much from the language of contemporary social justice movements. It was a cheerful, youthful message with subtle, anti-corporate undertones we've come to associate with many "indie" movements. Very seductive. But then I started thinking. I started to wonder if it ethical for a professional trade organization to entice illustrators to give away their art without pay? What if the offer is ostensibly about promoting a greater social good, like getting people to buy local, and that sort of thing? When a not-for-profit organization acts as an advocate for for-profit entities, particularly small, independent business, is it wrong for me to expect them to see illustrators as independent business people and support them as such? <br /><br />I tried to rationalize her organization's position by pointing to the AIGA, which regularly solicits donations in the form of graphic design, printing and paper, volunteers, and in-kind donations at the local and national level. Vendors and other professionals routinely and generously give time and money in exchange for a by-line or company logo on a piece of marketing collateral. And it can't be easy getting people to give, especially in lean times. Maybe I should be honored and excited that someone wants to use my work and help me to gain national exposure. <br /><br />The idea was to provide their members with files that could in turn be downloaded and printed at their own expense, and used as part of their in-store promotional materials. The idea, I assume, is to give customers an added feeling of value to their decision to buy from their store, and not just preview the book and get it for less online. And there's the rub. Whether it's a bookmark, a leave behind, or a poster in the children's section, the art would function like any other form of advertising designed to convince the viewer to spend money. At some point, a vendor, such as a local printer, gets paid to reproduce the pieces. The printer pays its suppliers, rent, and electricity bill. The bookseller pays its dues to the organization, rent, insurance, taxes, its employees. <br /><br />Who pays me for my work? Doesn't it have value?<br /><br />The membership dues for the organization's members range from $200 to $300, and they offer listings for approximately 1200 member bookstores nationwide. Somewhere in there has got to be a fair usage fee for my image or anyone else's for that matter. Ya think?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Relfecting</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:29:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I spent a little time over the last two days deleting old images from my Elfwood gallery. Not easy. A mix of stubbornness and recent nostalgia made saying "good-bye" to some pieces really hard to do. So many of them were milestones in my own development. Some remind me of what was happening in my life when I created them. Artist Stephanie Piu-Min Law mentioned in a recent post at the Epilogue forums that art directors will occasionally land on her Elfwood site when using a search engine. I've always been aware of this, having searched my name a few times, but I think it's time to really get a handle on what's out there with my name attached to it.<br /><br />As a start, I'll be experimenting with new tags on my work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thanks!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 07:40:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks everyone for your support. The first issue is off to a good start, and I'm working on updating darkstrangercomics.com and pencilling issue 2. The website will feature character bios, an art gallery and other media.<br /><br />In other news, I just read the first three issues of Ashley Woods' Millenia War. I'm really enjoying Ashley's colors and storytelling. The art has a manga feel to it, but it's still uniquely hers. She also spends time designing unique clothes for the humans and elves in the story. Next month I'll be ordering the next two issues.<br /><br />I've also ordered (finally) the first two issues of Abraham by Stacey Robinson (BLACKSTAR-SHABACH). With so much overlap and similarity between styles in mainstream comics, the art in Abraham is refreshing and alive. Stacey uses a strong mix of flowing lines and a strong sense of color and light that makes the pages I've seen so far nice to look at and easy to navigate.<br /><br />Looking forward to seeing the full books!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Guila: The Dark Stranger ON SALE NOW!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Sep 2009 20:04:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's here! IndyPlanet is currently on the mend, so I'll be shipping out the first copies of Guila: The Dark Stranger myself while supplies last.<br /><br />Go to:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.darkstrangercomics.com">[link]</a><br /><br />Easy, one stop shopping via PayPal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>GUILA SHIPS TODAY!!! and on schedule!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Sep 2009 18:50:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I got the e-mail from Ka-Blam and I have a whopping... um,.. 25 ISSUES printed and heading to Dark Stranger Comics headquarters! Gotta update the site (Yes! I have a site (darkstrangercomics.com) and do some other stuff. But it's almost a reality, our first full-color comic. No Copy Central dis time!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Guila Proof Received and Approved</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Sep 2009 02:55:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Almost there! Even though it's a relatively short run, I'm excited about finally seeing the first issue of Guila: The Dark Stranger in a true comic book format. The soft proof looks good, so now it's on to the next step, and, I have to start laying out the next issue ASAP. So much to do! So little time!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Going to Press</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:35:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ By the end of the day I'll be done prepping files for a short run of Guila: The Dark Stranger Blood 4 Bood Part 1. I'd like to have a few copies on the table for Sunday's show. Monday I'll be shopping for gicleÃ©s. I hope I can get every thing ready by the end of the week. Back to work!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sunshine!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2009 20:04:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, I love the East Bay! <br /><br />After life drawing, I met a nice couple at the cafÃ© in EC this afternoon. Both were artists, and we had a good time talking about art, animation, and other cool stuff. One works at a local animation studio and he gave me some much-needed words of encouragement. The other showed me her sketches and they were PHENOMENAL! Lots of animal and character concepts. This cheered me up a bit because a young woman sharing my table apparently had her wallet stolen just before I arrived. I had to listen to the detailed interview with the officer who came by to take an incident report from her.<br /><br />I've been reading Scott McCloud's "Reinventing Comics" and so far it's been great. I especially like how he breaks down the direct market model and the history of "assembly line" comcis.<br /><br />Sac Anime is coming soon, but it looks like they don't have an artist's area. I'd love to promote the Aroid concept there. I haven't quite mastered the manga look just yet, but I'll keep at it.<br /><br />I mentioned my Afroid concept to the teller at the bank and she liked the idea. My ATM card had expired and I had to go inside. I mentioned to her the two other accounts that would be needing new cards, one of which was in the Afroid name, and we got to talking about my art.<br /><br />Gotta get some t-shirts made!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Afroid Up!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 01:47:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thanks for the positive response to my Afroid concept. I've been working hard at getting the feel of a certain manga-ish cartoon style in order to bring these characters to life. I have so many to draw and so little time. If you're wondering what the project is about, stay tuned...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good Poser to Vector Inks Tutorial</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Aug 2009 21:08:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, I've been working to hard! Kirb Brimstone over at the BSH Herotalk forum just posted a very good tutorial on going from Poser to clean digital inks. I haven't been using Illustrator for inks at all, partly because up until now, I've been a lot happier with the results I get from using an actual brush. Plus, I just like looking at real inks on bright white bristol. But I might give this a try. The only part of the tutorial I'd do differently is to rasterize the LiveTraced layer and convert it to a template layer, but Kirb's method of covering the tracing art with a low-opacity box works just as well. I'll post some experiments soon...<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.blacksuperhero.com/bsh/viewtopic.php?t=12989">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eurayo Studio Ustream: Digital Colors Broadcast</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Aug 2009 10:45:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thank goodness for help pages! I'm going to try a new software kit that should let me broadcast real-time on-monitor work on my next Ustream session. The app is CamTwist 2.0 and it's free. Not sure yet if there are any strings attached. If all goes accorting to plan, this will be is a much better alternative to pointing my webcam at the monitor.<br /><br />Next show: Aug 2, 2009 11:00 pm PST <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.ustream.tv/channel/eurayo-studio">[link]</a><br /><br />(Portions of broadcast maybe be recorded and archived for future viewing)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eurayo Studio Ustream: Take Two!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2009 21:40:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I recorded and posted part of an inking session last night. Unfortunately, my wrinkly knuckles took center stage half the time. What I love about my iBot is that it can focus in on super tiny details, but in the future, I'll be sure to aim it at the artwork and not my hand. <br /><br />I may want to try feeding through my laptop, which will let me position the camera. I have a couple of Sun Cobra (æ¥ã®ã³ã&#12521<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> characters sketched out and ready to finish...<br /><br />Next broadcast: tentatively TONIGHT 11 pm PST..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eurayo Studio UStream all-nighter</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 31 Jul 2009 21:12:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Howdy night owls. I'll be broadcasting the development of a new character piece for the Sun Cobra series tonight starting at 9:30pm PST at:<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.ustream.tv/channel/eurayo-studio">[link]</a><br /><br />Stop by and say hello!<br /><br />-e<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Eurayo Girls are Coming!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 23:51:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonight I'm taking on a comic book style pin-up featuring several of your favorite Eurayo Girls, including Moon Hammer, ã«ã©ãªãã§ãã«ã°ã°, Tower Tech 7, the Portal Guard, and maybe the Centipede. I kind of feel like I'm cannibalizing old ideas, but they're mine, so why not. It might inspire others to join in. Three artists have already proved to me that other folks tend draw my characters better than I do. <br /><br />Let's see how last this iced mocha buzz from a couple of hours ago lasts. Wish me luck!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Yo Joe!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Jul 2009 23:04:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ G.I. Joe was always weird, but also consistently original and forward thinking in the design of its characters and vehicles. I'm still not clear if it was a team at Hasbro or the folks at Marvel Comics who were most responsible for this, but the toys and the comic earned a huge and well-deserved following. The G.I. Joe I knew was born during the post-Vietnam/Ronald Reagan era, so it was a bold move to promote a "real American hero" through a toy line comic book to the children of parents who came of age during the 60s. The 80s were also a time of new technology, particularly in the area of military hardware. A fierce arms race with the U.S.S.R. produced an number of mechanical superstars, including the F-14 Tomcat, the Harrier, M1 Abrams, A-10 Warthog, AH-1 Super Cobra, Apache Longbow, and several others. Hasbro always seemed to have one foot in the present, and one firmly placed in the future. They started with the basics: artillery, ground vehicles, jets, and helicopters. But it wasn't long before a wild mix of concepts hit the shelves. We were treated to a hovercraft, a hydrofoil, space shuttle, leaping mechs, cyborgs and ATVs. Cobra and the Joes were locked in an arms race of their own, involving the sea, land and air. G.I. Joe in the 80s started out as a truly unique blend of classic good vs. evil military action and science fiction. My first Joe toys were a Cobra H.I.S.S tank and Snake Eyes. The detail was what really got me hooked. <br /><br />G.I. Joe was also a deeply character driven story told through the file cards printed on the packages of the toys, and the comic book. Everyone had a story. I think this is one of the unappreciated aspects of the G.I. Joe story. They made a genuine effort to depict the Joes as a diverse team that included men and women from many different walks of life. Cobra, being a homegrown terrorist organization, relied on several tired villain archetypes of the "Boris and Natasha" variety. For a time, Cobra's secret base of operations was a quiet town called Springfield, which might have been interpreted as a jab at white suburbia being a breeding ground for white supremacist groups and the like.<br /><br />One of the earliest forays into weirdness in the comic book involved Dr. Venom and his mind-altering S.N.A.K.E armor. Both Snake Eyes and the Inuit mercenary Kwinn were used in the armored suits against the Joes in a major battle. The suits had the ability to control their minds. Zartan was another strange, shape-shifting character who might have been more at home in an X-Men comic. Tomax and Xamot had a psychic link that enabled one to feel the other's pain (like Cheech and Chong's Corsican Brothers). Characters like the genetically engineered Serpentor, and Globulus from the Cobra-La story from the G.I. Joe movie, really took things into the realm of fantasy. Similarly, Destro's origin story described in the television show features a monstrous creature living at the bottom of an ominous well.<br /><br />Many of the original characters, including Snake Eyes, Hawk, Stalker, Grunt, Short Fuse and Breaker share a basic uniform with subtle variations, different weapons and equipment. Zap and Grand Slam also shared similar padded uniform designs. The uniforms clearly were not from a specific branch of service, but still had an authentic battle fatigue look and feel. Greens, tans, browns, blacks, and jungle camo were the norm. Scarlet was a noteworthy exception. She wore a grey body suit with tan boots, gloves and what looked like a custom one-piece tan swimsuit. Future Joes would also deviate considerably from the basic grunt design in favor of expressing the individuality and expertise of character. This is why the movie designs work for me thus far. They blend a slick, sexy, high tech look with a general purpose MARPAT fatique. The team looks like it belongs in this era. The Delta-6 is the sort of thing that has been mentioned in technology news as the future of infantry warfare. So featuring it something like that is consistent with the tradition of the G.I. Joe being a few steps ahead. I expect to see a lot of cool tech in this film.<br /><br />Cobra on the other hand, was little more than a mindless, faceless horde led by a few key, twisted characters. But they were also the embodiment of evil: totalitarianism, militarism, war profiteering, world domination, biological and chemical warfare, and anything a mad scientist could imagine. Recently, Dreamwave's Transformers/G.I.Joe depicted Cobra as something comparable to the 3rd Reich. And it's an easy comparison to make. The basic Cobra trooper looks a lot like a WWII German soldier. They also carried Warsaw Pact weapons, such as the Dragunov sniper rifle and the AK-47. They mostly wore masks, which might have been a way to tap into our cultural aversion to losing our individuality, or possibly even our fears of masked terrorists featured in news reports from the Middle East at the time. Today, a Cold War inspired en... ]]></description>
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                <title>Transformers 2!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 00:55:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's been a long time since I've enjoyed an action flick with a packed theater full of people who are mostly there to have a good time. Some of the people in the audience brought a nasty vibe in with them and jeered at some of the awkward or cliched moments, but I was able to tune them out. As someone who watched the original series, part of the fun was in connecting what I remember from the show to the film. Soundwave, for example, was perfect as a satellite. I think his voice wasn't modulated like the original character. There's a scene in an episode of the cartoon where Soundwave's voice drops the modulation and turns into a growling, beast-like voice. (Here's the scene: <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x9np2c_the-transformers-october-13-1984-so_shortfilms">[link]</a>) So since Frank Welker returned to voicing Soundwave for the film, it's interesting to hear his voice sound so close to the errors from the series.<br /><br />Regarding Mudflap and Skids: much ado about nothing. In fact, I would have liked to have seen the writers build on their ability to merge in to a single vehicle. They're the classic bickering brothers with a love/hate relationship who have each other's backs when things get rough. I didn't catch what actually happened to The Twins after their contact with Devastator. I'll pay closer attention when I see it again.<br /><br />Speaking of Devastator, man, brilliant design. I didn't see that coming. It was like the Decepticons under the guidance of The Fallen had this monster of a chess piece in place, just waiting for the call to "unearth" their ancient machine. The no-nonsense functionality of Devastator that impressed me the most. He was essentially giant wood chipper retooled for rocks.<br /><br />Opitimus Prime came across as a battle-hardened soldier in the film, which I never saw in the television show. When he executed the 2-wheeled Decepticon (Scavenger) after the opening battle with a shot to the head, it seemed out of character. He was more or less the voice of reason in the series, and even in the first film. Ironhide was always the brute.<br /><br />One big error was Jetfire leaving the Air and Space Museum in D.C. and walking out into an airfield with rolling hills in the background. That made no sense. But he was another well-designed character. The cane/landing gear was brilliant. Jetfire's ability to teleport may have been a subtle reference another G1 Decepticon, Sky Warp, who was also black jet. Similarly, Starscream seemed to be doing double-duty as Thundercracker when he fired off an EMP burst toward the end of the film.<br /><br />Something about the Mudflap and Skids ice cream truck configuration really worked for me. It seemed harmless enough not to attract the suspicions of humans and Decepticons alike. The idea of putting these two lower rung Autobots on point during a critical search and destroy mission makes me wonder if they were seen as expendable, experienced operatives, or young soldiers trying to earn their stripes. I also thought that their "upgrade" happened too quickly in the film. Their ability to combine into a single vehicle could have been explored a bit more. <br /><br />Few have mentioned that the twins are not a new concept to the Transformers universe. Hasbro released a series of Decepticon toys called Duocons. A Duocon consisted of two autonomous vehicles with separate personalities that combined into one robot through a push-button, spring-loaded action. [<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJNOuSTKvYw]">[link]</a> I bought Flywheels several years ago. On his stats card he's described as having a split personality and as being both a danger to himself and to Autobots. I actually came across a Mudflap and Skids ice cream truck toy review online before seeing the film. The toys have come a long way and it seems that engineering a reasonable amount of articulation is becoming the norm for this genre of toys.<br /><br />I own the original Japanese Microman version of Ravage. I think it was called "Jaguar". It was and still is one of my favorite toys. Ravage was always an infiltrator in the television series, or used to terrorize humans. He never seemed to do too well against the full-sized robots. Anyone who has cats knows how they occasionally cough up fur balls, so the ball bearing bots he coughs up were a nice idea that introduces a new ways of imagining how the others might have smaller, symbiotic and self-aware machines living inside them and maintaining their bodies from within. The parts transplant from Jetfire to Optimus also shed some light on the possibility of their bodies sharing some fundamental compatibility matrix.<br /><br />In a nutshell, lots to love about the movie. I may take time out to see it again soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>RoboGames</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:21:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a great time at the RoboGames in San Francisco Saturday. What really impressed me was seeing so many kids involved in building their own robots and remote-controlled machines. I took a lot of video and some photos. The arena with the battle bots was cool. I wish I had my camera running when two of the heavyweight finalists went at it toward the end of the day. One of the machines had three of its wheels hacked off by a spinning blade. Pieces flew off with enough force to crack the bullet resistant plastic of the cage. Teams from Mexico, India, and Brazil did well and brought a lot of team spirit with them. A low point was a judge getting pissy with a competitor from India because his bot for the humanoid competition didn't walk a lot. The bot was basically designed to squat in the middle of the ring and spin its long arms to knock over its opponents. The kid was winning and making it look too easy. And yeah, it was kind of boring, but I doubt that any rules were being broken. That same judge also added a bit of snarky commentary during other people's matches, but they took it in stride and were good sports.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Teenime Con</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 May 2009 08:23:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow, I was really looking forward to Fanime and a day away from the worries of work, but upon arriving at the convention center, I realized that I'd made a big mistake. First off, the registration line was really, really, really long. I did try to pre-register earlier in the week, but it was too late. <br /><br />I also noticed that it was an incredibly young crowd, unlike many of the comic book conventions I've attended where I'm used to seeing other men my age. Now, the enthusiasm I saw in the cosplayers was phenomenal, but being twice the age of the average attendee, and about half the fanatic, I had to ask myself if it was worth spending the day feeling like a chaperon at a junior high school party. <br /><br />Much of the con seemed to be about youthful togetherness. These kids obviously spent a ton of time and money on their love of anime and manga, considering how most of the costumes were really well-built. (I can't say the same about most of the wearers of the costumes, but that's another issue.) They also arrived in groups. Without a doubt, everyone was happy to be there with friends. I was alone and feeling really out of place, so I left. That's what I get for ignoring my "no more cons unless I'm there as a vendor or guest speaker" resolution.<br /><br />Star Trek was playing at the theater a couple of blocks away, so rather than head home, I decided to see the film. It was okay, but not great. Some of the jokes fell flat, and the dialogue was predictable at times. But the characters were for the most part fun. I don't quite get why engineering looked like a giant oil refinery. I'm sure Eddie Murphy was smiling at the obvious nod to his classic joke about Kirk "fuckin' some green bitch". The director seemed to be doing something different with the aliens. He didn't seem to want to let us gaze at them for very long. When an unfamiliar (and grotesque) species appeared on screen, I got only a few seconds to process what I saw. I don't know if this was intentional or just a result of the pace of the editing.<br /><br />While waiting for the train, I overheard a conversation between a blind man and a woman about a game for the blind played with a ball with bells inside. He had one with him. It was about the size of a soccer ball, and made of a really dense, blue, rubbery material. The idea is to make the ball noisy so that the players can find it. I'm surprised that I've never heard of the game or the balls.<br /><br />The Cerrito Theater is closed. I loved that theater!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Fanime</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 May 2009 15:11:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fanime is an anime convention in the South Bay that starts tomorrow. My plan is to head down on Saturday and get a pass for the remaining days. BayCon was great, but I've been spending a lot of time since last summer immersing myself as much as possible in anime and manga. I'm not sure if I qualify as a hardcore fan just yet, but the giant robot genre and mechs with organic designs are probably my favorites, along with mythology and steampunk.<br /><br />I'll be sure to take plenty of pictures if I go.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Smoothies and stuff!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 May 2009 20:46:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I made a smoothie made from strawberries, honey dew melon, soy milk and vanilla yogurt. It was really good! I also discovered Grace Bakery of San Francisco. They make really good "artisan breads". I plan to buy their sourdough more often. It's also really good.<br /><br />My ex-girlfriend sent me a link to a crazy site with an Alice in Wonderland video that's tiled 936 times with a staggered playback and weird soundtrack. I hope it didn't load any bugs onto my system.<br /><br />Is Epilogue.net down again? I posted a comment to their forum earlier today, and now it's down. Oh well. Elfwood's taking submissions again!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Monsters vs. Aliens</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 May 2009 12:00:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What an impressive technical achievement. I'm really glad that they didn't spend the whole movie doing the annoying "stick objects in their faces to make them jump" stuff. There were a lot of scenes that were just fun to "be in" in 3D. Insectosaurus was great. The fur looked really good. I didn't make the ã¢ã¹ã© connection until I saw him in the cocoon. They even did a good job of parodying our Central Valley suburbanites. But the president character was really awful. I guess it was meant to be a nod to Dr. Strangelove.<br /><br />Our AIGA student chapter had its first student show. The reception went well.<br /><br />I may get to take a conversational Japanese class this summer, which would be a good way to keep some momentum going from the last class I took, which ended last Thursday.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wet!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 06 May 2009 11:08:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We're getting a little bit of rain this week!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lego Shop!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Apr 2009 08:41:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a little bit of free time this morning and out of curiosity, I visited the LegoÂ® site to see if they might have old parts for sale. I have a Beta-1 Command Base that's had a few parts either disappear down vents, or get chewed by the cat, or just snap unexpectedly. It looks like all of my broken parts can be replaced without buying a new set, or rummaging at used toy stores. Right now, my shopping cart's at well below five bucks! I wonder what shipping and handling will add to the cost. The scary part is that seeing all of these bricks and specialty parts that I've never seen before are giving me ideas for building my own kits from scratch, or modifying existing kits. It's really exciting. I could easily design a model on scratch paper and then order the parts and build it. The Aquarion DVD showed the show's creator with a working, transformable LegoÂ® model of the mech featured in the show. A Sun Cobra model might be fun to build with a fully articulated tail.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Heat Wave</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:59:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Too hot. I hope it rains this week...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>African Presence in Mexico</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Apr 2009 11:54:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came across a flyer for an upcoming series of events at the Oakland Museum of California that center around the presence and influence of Africans in Mexico next month. I'm really looking forward to this exhibition!<br /><br />Yaa.<br /><br />Now let's talk about FOOD!! I'm hooked on baked Fuji apples, pecans, walnuts and brown sugar in oatmeal for breakfast. The apples really get flavorful and juicy when they're baked.<br /><br />Yum!<br /><br />Yikes! I'm looking at a Tommy James and the Shondells video of Crimson and Clover and damn, he looks like Prince during the 1999/Purple Rain era. Even sounds like him!! I had no idea. Prince's recent cover and video led me to seek out the original artist and what a surprise.<br /><br />Doug Chiang's book Mechanika's a good read so far. <br /><br />Almost done with Imaro 1. Good bedtime reading.<br /><br />I'm also liking the new Elfwood. A bit messy, but nice new features.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Time Machine</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2009 21:31:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I rigged my external hard drive work with the new Mac OS X back-up feature and it works pretty well. I've had a few errors, but I recently managed to retrieve a file I'd accidentally deleted a few days ago. All I had to do was navigate to one of the older back-up folders, open the file, and resave it in the working folder. I still don't quite understand how it all works, but it does, and I'm happy.<br /><br />Just picked up Imaro I again. I'm almost done with it. I just read the part about the scary hippo monster lady.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Epi-Attacks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:51:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My trusy Firefox browser just alerted me to a possible security and malware problem with Epilogue's site after my last login attempt. Spooky. Might be time to cut bait and focus on posting elsewhere. I just discovered Addictive Hobby. Nice work there. I haven't been by ConceptArt.org in a long while. Pixelbrush seems a little dead in the WIP threads, but some of the challenges look active. There's also PencilJack. <br /><br />I found another painting process book at the library that carefully lays out several techniques that I hope to apply to my digital work. I used a Shari Joy (Roseonyxis) photo for reference in a piece where I plan to use the Venetian technique of glazing over Venetian red.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Watch me Paint Online!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2009 00:13:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just got a UStream feed. Go to <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.ustream.tv/record?mode=broadcast&id=3MUa5KlMNTduPUUdWdNAXk0MZvteE4Pm">[link]</a> and see if it works. I don't have a proper rig to put my webcam directly in front of my monitor, and but for a slight blue cast, it's working!<br /><br />Watchmen was pretty good. The soundtrack was really disappointing though. I was looking forward to hearing some Smashing Pumpkins. <br /><br />Also watching Better Man. Fun stuff! Dark and comedic!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>No Wing</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Apr 2009 08:58:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Christian sci-fi! I caught a screening of Knowing tonight. The disaster scenes were intense, and the space wheel thing was also pretty cool. It reminded me of The Mothman Prophecies, The Rapture an a few other films involving biblical and supernatural themes. Watchman's playing too, so I'll try to catch that tomorrow night.<br /><br />Almost done with the Nymphs and Satyrs piece. Looking forward to getting some feedback on it here and elsewhere.<br /><br />I hope we get some rain this week.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Computer Trouble</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2009 01:56:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm doing my best not to stress out about it, but I've been locked out of my primary e-mail accounts all week. I hope my accounts haven't been hacked, but it's possible. I tried changing my HeroTalk e-mail, and now I'm locked out of there until I can get some confirmation e-mail from the accounts that aren't letting me sign in. I was hoping to post more Sun Cobra pics and more cooking experiements.<br /><br />But, on the positive side of things, this is forcing me to reassess how many sites use those e-mails for ID purposes. This is also a good time to close any forum or site memberships that I"m not using, starting with good ol' MySpace.<br /><br />I saw the Wrestler Thursday night. Our Japanese teacher didn't make it to class, so I decided to treat myself to a movie at the Cerrito Theater. I ordered a burrito, which was a little bland and disappointing. I'll stick to the pizza from now on.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Black Warriors, et al.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Mar 2009 08:16:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Roughly two and a half semesters of Japanese, and my appreciation for the mechanical pencil as a writing tool has reached new heights. I also have my instructor, Mrs. Takamatsu, to thank for encouraging us all to use a pencil from the beginning, when we were still learning the first a,i,u,e,o, ka, ki, ku, ke, ko, etc. I started wit a standard HB/No. 2 wood lead pencil, but then realized that the language is also easy to write (especially when writing small) with a thin mechanical pencil lead. I use a 0.7mm or a 0.9mm, but I've seen classmates using what looks like 0.5mm leads making swift, confident marks.<br /><br />Keeping up as much as I would like to hasn't been easy at all. I have kanji, vocab, along with new grammar, listening drills, and homework to complete before each class. But the more I struggle with it and concentrate, the more I retain. Sometimes what feels like a wild guess is spot on accurate, which suggests that something is starting to sink in on a deeper level.<br /><br />I've noticed a pencil called a Black Warrior with the Mitsubishi brand showing up again and again as a favorite for artists, including animators, in Japan. Kinokuniya's stationary shop had them instock, and I even found one and tried it out. Didn't really notice anything special. All pencil brands have their own character. Berol's Turquoise line of drawing pencils tend to be a little more silvery than Koh-i-Noor's line, which has a nice, velvety and dense quality. General also has a series that didn't seem to get dark as easily. Come to think of it, I haven't really used my set of Derwent's much at all, but I don't remember them giving me any problems.<br /><br />Midterm exam is Thursday. I'll do my best.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Con-ed Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 11:27:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm just not feeling cons these days. I took a trek up to Sacramento to catch Sac Con. It was an excuse to finally take a train ride on the Capitol Corridor route. The ride itself was cut short at Suisun where we had to off-board and take a bus the rest of the way to Sac. The ride back was nice, though. Nice scenery, especially with the setting sun.<br /><br />I wasn't expecting much from the small, one-day con. But that "what the hell am I doing here?" feeling starting to kick in after about five minutes. But I liked seeing the younger folks enjoying themselves. Lots of groups of high school age and younger kids were there, some in costume, but most really passionate about whatever it is they're into. I came across some impressive toys and got a good deal on a Drew Struzan book (20 bucks!). Some folks are still selling Riddick toys, but they never have what I'm looking for. Almost bought a vintage P-38 kit, but I can get a better deal elsewhere on a newer kit. The kit inspired the design of a fighter called the Double Dodger that I've been drawing since I was seven or eight. There's also a little Revoltech But I still have two models in the hopper. The video game room had some rocker game, and Street Fighter 4 (I think). The food was lousy. I had a "hot dog" with canned chili and some chopped onions on top and a bag of Sun Chips. But they had hot tea which was a pleasant surprise.<br /><br />Two more conventions are happening in Sac this year: a horror con, and an anime con. Ray Park is scheduled to attend which is kind of cool. I'm curious about the G.I. Joe film. <br /><br />If I ever attend another con, I will be there as a creator, rather than an attendee. If that's successful, I'll become a regular again...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>6D Pen</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Mar 2009 08:24:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Kind of missing the button, but man, this little guy has a nice, light feel. I'll be using it to finish the Nymphs and Satyrs piece. <br /><br />Got back my first Nihongo journal writing assignment covered in red ink, but I'm finally starting to understand the past short form for verbs and nouns. The next chapter is going to get harder. I need a way to stop confusing the kanji for "thing" and "to write", and lots of new vocab to memorize...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Judge Not...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 19:22:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I recently had the honor of helping to screen entries for a media arts competition held in my neck of the woods. It was quite a bit of work, but well worth it. As an instructor, it's good to see what other teachers are doing in the realm of digital art in terms of assignments. Plus, it helped me to see what students at other schools are up to. A few submissions had DA links burned into them, but I resisted the urge to look them up. Didn't want to bias the process. I hope I get to do it again next time around.<br /><br />I'm enjoying the last, gooey, buttery scoops of homemade guacamole. This batch took an odd turn when I decided to add a bit of red bell pepper and lime juice. It really doesn't work. The pepper gives it a bite that reminds me of the first time I tasted rum in food. Tonight I dropped in a scoop of cooked brown rice and now it's working. Just a few chips left. Gotta savor it.<br /><br />Might be doing my second Juneteenth project soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2009 19:12:50 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2009 18:16:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Picking up some framing tonight. Got my BSH montage and Mshindo GUILA pin-up framed, along with my dad's Obama praying print.<br /><br />Midterm's here. Lots to do...<br /><br />6-D Pen on its way.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy Week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 18:48:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Â <br /><br />But my 2-day Wacom tablet intensive workshop went well. I hope I get to teach another one. Great group. I even had a former classmate from CCA enrolled in the class.<br /><br />I'm judging the last batch of entries for a local media arts award tonight and getting some well-deserved sleep.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Storm's Comin'</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Feb 2009 23:14:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been taking it easy the past two days. It's been really cold and rainy. Still feeling a bit behind in Nihongo, but it's good to keep challenging my brain to retain all the new words, expressions and grammar. The kanji is tough too. I'm even starting to blank out on some of the katagana. Gotta make this an everyday thing. No excuses.<br /><br />We have a big storm coming in Sunday night. <br /><br />I have just a little bit left in Donald Tyson's Alhazred. <br /><br />Another calm and relatively uneventful Saturday has come and gone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Baby Changing Station</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Feb 2009 00:26:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came across a baby changing station in the restroom after watching Benjamin Button tonight. Good movie.<br /><br />The rains are back. I like it when the weather is polite enough to wait until after most people's bed time.<br /><br />Our new Loard's Ice Cream shop in El Cerrito has a really good halo halo flavored ice cream. It reminded me of what I think used to be s Swensen's at the same mall years ago. I used to treat myself to a strawberries, banana and cream on a waffle cone. That was the best.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mothra</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Feb 2009 22:04:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I parked at the Public Market this afternoon to get a bite to eat. The spot was right next to a little cottoneaster bush and I had barely enough room to open the dirver's side door. Something told me to look in the bush, remembering that in the past, they had often been covered in honey bees. But there were no bees. There was, however, a large moth that I at first mistook for a small bird. It was completely still, possibly feeding on nectar from one of the small pinkish white flowers. Luckily I had my camera with me, and with some fumbling around with the settings, I figured out what to press and got several close-up shots of the bug. The wings were almost furry, with a brown and white pattern that looked like it belonged on a small mammal. It's head and abdomen were also covered in hair. And it just wouldn't move. I could see it's antennas moving up and down, but that was it. Strange.<br /><br />I rented "A Good Day to be Black and Sexy", Afro Samurai: Resurrection, and Str.AI.N. today. The first two were a little disappointing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>365/SPECTRUM 16</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2009 02:11:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've never entered anything to the AIGA annual. As part of my membership, I recently received the printed version, and again, that awful twinge of anxiety and disappointment came creeping in again. <br /><br />My work never looks like what's in the annual. It never has the smartness and sophistication, the craft, scale. It's as though something always comes along as part of the approval process that takes what I initially believe to be a good idea and plunges it into the doldrums of mediocrity.<br /><br />So, I'm going to check in with my peers in the industry and fire off a few submissions. Same goes with Spectrum. Every year I let the deadline slip by, believing that my work is just not up to snuff. But again, it might be worth submitting something.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>At last.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jan 2009 22:08:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dignity is back in style.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>More Nihongo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Jan 2009 11:21:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided to take on another grueling semester of Nihongo. I was shocked to find out that my final grade was much better than expected. My last class was full of students that didn't seem to want to connect with anyone they didn't already know in the class. We mostly sat in our own little secure island clusters of desks. In this semester's class we've gone to the other extreme of having lots of young and disruptive students, and a few who are more vocal who sit in the front. But it's good to have a slightly more relaxed atmosphere. I'll have to locate myself someplace in the class where I can listen to the lecture and not get distracted by the youngsters in the back.<br /><br />I'm going to call it a hobby, since I don't really need Japanese for anything useful. While watching the occasional film or anime series, I might catch a few words and phrases here and there.<br /><br />Almost done watching the third Aquraion DVD. It's a little unexpected to see homosexual and bisexual themes in seemigly youth-oriented anime. It was also a pleasant surprise to find Aquarion toys online. The did a great job of making the three-part mech work. I wish I know how the model shown by the director in one of the DVD extras was sculpted.<br /><br />I've started scupting parts of the Sun Cobra, and I'm getting better at drawing it's overall form from different angles. But it's hard to resist the temptation to alter the design. A good model might help me to burn in some of the shapes. Gonna start small and take it from there.<br /><br />Just got news from a friend whose plans for college might be put on hold indefinitely because of a lack of money. That sucks. This is a person who works really hard and really wants to go back to school. I hope it all works out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Back to Work</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Jan 2009 23:49:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Break is over. Back to work. No more time for art <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sun Cobra Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Jan 2009 09:14:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I might have had a breakthrough on my Sun Cobra design. After loosening up a bit and sketching the mech the way I might a fantasy character, something nice happened to the proportions and armor design. Plus, latest iteration offered up an unexpected jet mode. After taking that into orthographics I found, once again, that some of the angles and details are just too hard to rotate without an actual reference. How do the pros do it?? So while I'm still grappling with profound feelings of inadequacy in this attempt at designing a mech, I see no reason to stop now.  <br /><br />It's funny how the vehicles I drew as a kid were done with such confidence. The designs were for the most part rudimentary, but they did evolve over time into sleek, sophisticated forms. One concept was almost identical to the droid fighter in Star Wars Episode 1. Most of the variations were inspired by the ones I regularly saw in Japanese anime mech designs.<br /><br />I might catch a screening of Slum Dog Millionaire this afternoon, depending on how much work I can get done this morning.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2009 11:21:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Getting over another bout of what I'm hoping is just a flu.<br /><br />The Day the Earth Stood Still started playing at the Cerrito this week. I enjoyed it, though it felt like a bit of a propaganda film that puts the suggests a parallel between the fictionalized higher wisdom of aliens exterminating humans to save the earth and the current models of climate change. They even managed to work in the terms "tipping point" which borrows directly from current global warming rhetoric, and humanity's ability to "change". The latter suggested that someone involved with the film was strongly influenced by Obama's presidential campaign.<br /><br />I just got rented Aquarion. It's a bit of a disappointment thus far. I think the story is moving too quickly, plus the mech looks awkward, though it's rendered in phenomenal detail. How do they design this stuff? In fact, I'm starting to feel a little disappointed in my Sun Cobra design, having hit a few walls while working on the shoulders and back of the torso. It might be time to pull out a few clumps of Sculpey and try sculpting those parts. It's funny how that first sketch still feels the strongest. I'm going to do a quick search of legless and serpentine mechs to see if I can find some inspiration.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Red Bananas</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 13:41:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I rented a DVD called "All My Babies". It features an educational film for new mothers that centers around a midwife in rural Georgia. For the most part, it's a dramatization, but it ended up including a live birth. Didn't see that coming!<br /><br />Estudillo Joso's Monster Book of Manga has a really good coloring tutorial that has made coloring digital inks a lot easier and faster for me.<br /><br />This weekend I learned that not all undies are created equal. Socks are easy, but the wrong cut of whitie-tighties spells instant doom for a man's nether regions. I won't name the brand, but they're as comfy as the cuff from a blood pressure monitor. There's gotta be a way to take the guess work out of shopping for nut hammocks.<br /><br />And did you know that penile crush injuries in little boys are in the news? The culprit seems to be falling toilet seats made of heavy materials.<br /><br />And speaking of little baked red bananas, I'm still amazed by how good red bananas taste baked. They might go well with gelato. My favorite gelato spot in Berkeley has waffles for sale now! I gotta stay away so that I don't get hooked on them.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Mech Madness</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 13:09:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's too bad my video store only has one of RahXephon DVDs. Gorgeous series so far.<br /><br />I also saw the first volume of Big-O. I might stick with it. The similarity to Batman is more than a little distracting.<br /><br />Almost done with the the orthographics for my Sun Cobra mech. Now he needs a story. I'm going to try inking him and coloring him.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Prince Book</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:05:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My sister got me the Prince: Life and Times book for Christmas this year. I was surprised to find that the proportions, colors, and patterns used throughout the book were somewhat reminiscent of my funk history book project, done back in 1999. Some of the type is a little clunky, but the images and articles are great. I bought a Prince retrospective book years ago, but this one is very comprehensive and stops at around 2007.<br /><br />I still remember struggling at CCAC in Michelle Wetherbee's Typography 3. Every wall crit, every dead end, every bad idea, bombing the midterm, and the final. The final was a bit of break through. <br /><br />The first half of the semester was spent working on a history book design. This included a grid, two page text spread, part opener, illustration and text spreads, cover, title, half title, copyright, TOC, and several other parts. My book was to be on the history of funk music. But it ended up being a seemingly endless struggle with type. I got a C at midterm, which was generous. My goal was to redeem myself with the final project, where we were to make an experimental book based on our topic. <br /><br />Being a fan of sci-fi, I imagined a late 19th century time traveler with a fascination with funk music and the arts and crafts era. My instructor strongly encouraged me to do something less elaborate and strange, so I ended up applying what I'd learned from the history book to another design. The book was called "The One" and featured a formal design applied to an informal form of music. I also created patterns with some of the iconic symbols of the era that spawned funk music, and wrapped the book in a black and brown William Morris-like floral pattern.<br /><br />But the original idea of a Victorian time traveller's guide to funk still haunts me as one of those projects I need to finish before I die.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>skinny rocker girl</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Dec 2008 00:13:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I decided to catch a screening of Quantum of Solace, my first peek at the new Bond in action. Great movie. It reminded me of how the latest Batman films added a new level of realism to the fiction. Great action, and the female lead was really beautiful. I love that little theater, and you can't beat the price.<br /><br />Just before that I spent a couple of hours drawing and drinking tea at 33 Revolutions CafÃ©. Their Year of the Wildcat line up played, starting with a petite Souxie clone, followed by a very mod and skinny girl with short hair dressed in a short, goldenrod dress. A guy sat across from me and started drawing some comic booky type pin-up stuff. Based on what I could see, he was really good! But I focused on my goofy mech design. I'm working on his neck and back. <br /><br />Just rented Rah Xephon. Beautiful mech designs. They remind me a bit of the stuff from Evangeleon.<br /><br />Going to a dinner tomorrow.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hachiya!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2008 00:24:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Should have Googled persimmons before chowing down on what appeared to be a perfectly ripe fruit. A student brought me one earlier in the semester, along with a boiled sweet potato, but I didn't notice that it was a different breed. It looks like a bought a hachiya, which turns into a thin, chalky film on the inside of the mouth if you eat one before its time. Not a pleasant experience, but I don't think I've been poisoned or infected with any evil spores. <br /><br />I'm sitting here with this beautiful arrangement of thin, mango-bright hachiya slices, blueberry yogurt, almonds, and slices of strawberry. Somehow the combination counteract the icky texture, but not completely. I have two left, but I'll be sure to let these ones ripen.<br /><br />Bought another spaghetti squash tonight. What an amazing veggie. I need to find something to flavor it, or just make a tomato sauce. It reminds me of vermicelli, but it's more firm. Also got some turnips, broccoli, bean sprouts, spinach, and snap peas for breakfast. <br /><br />I'm enjoying my sweet potato, pear and green onion concoction. I tried a batch with olive oil, but corn oil seems to be best for this dish. I also add some walnuts for texture. I slice the sweet potato into thin strips, quarter and thinly slice the pears (firm bosc), and cook them in a bit of oil in a non-stick pan. These pears have a strong flavor that reminds me of the plum wine I had at a Japanese restaurant years ago. I usually get a blast of sweetness from a bowl of fruit in the morning but the sweet potato and pear have a satisfying and balanced mix of sweet and veggie flavors.<br /><br />This is my last day to fool around a bit. Lots of final projects to review and grade beginning tomorrow. I wonder if I'll have time to finish my Eva model before winter ends. It's really cold here now. Tonight I saw two queen(?) ants in transport from the sink in the bathroom to a hole in the wall. I couldn't bring myself to kill them. I think they'll be gone by morning.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>California Academy of Sciences</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Dec 2008 00:02:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What happened? This massive remodel left the space with the warmth and soul of a train station at rush hour. Maybe it was the crowd. It was a Saturday, so I should have expected it to be crowded, but I've been places with lots of people where I still felt comfortable and enjoyed my visit.<br /><br />It's a noisy place. My guess is that the carpeting was taken out for health and environmental reasons. At least I think there used to be carpet. I miss smooth and inviting transitions from one exhibit to the next. Now, the planetarium and the rain forest dome take up much of the building's core, flanked by other exhibits. The aquarium has also changed a bit. One of the spaces has beautifully sculpted wall with a wavy, iridescent surface.<br /><br />The temporary Howard Street facility actually had a much nicer feel, even though it was considerably smaller. The most memorable exhibit at the old site was all about ants.<br /><br />I may need to return on a day that isn't as busy. The plan was to spend a day sketching, but with the crush of people and noise, that wasn't an option. The California Museum of Oakland's natural history section was a much nicer place to sketch stuffed animals, but the lights are hot in some areas.<br /><br />After the Academy I met up with a friend at a cafe and worked on my Sun Cobra mech. Several photos of skulls and snake parts and a horseshoe crab are helping me to tighten up and unify the design.<br /><br />Today the first major storm of winter arrived, and I may want to stay in and draw.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dali</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Dec 2008 01:16:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ There's a great documentary on Salvador Dali called "The Dali Dimension" I finally got to rent it. My rental place only had one copy and it was always checked out. I almost got through the whole thing but my laptop battery died. (ew, I left a big blob of oatmeal in this bowl this morning...) Fascinating. The video goes into Dali's fascination with physics, mathematics, and microbiology. He was also a great personality.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Terror on 4</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2008 10:09:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My cousin talked me into taking Hwy 4 home from Manteca the other night. I thought I'd done it before, but I think it was following a trip to Antioch. It was a long, dark drive, but it really got scary when I hit the fog. It was so thick that I could only see about half a car length in front of me. Then my windows started to fog up! All I could do was slow down and fumble around for the defroster button and crack the windows. It was also a two lane highway. One false move and it's a head-on collision at 50 mph. Not to mention the animals that might dart out into the road. Whenever I get on roads like this there's always some fool in a large truck tailgating me which adds to the pressure.<br /><br />But I made it home, thank goodness.<br /><br />I saw Toys Are Us, a documentary on the vinyl toy movement. Weird and cool stuff. Kind of wish I was one of the cool designer kids involved with that stuff. <br /><br />Today I studied more Japanese at a cafÃ© and had some fun working on my new Getter Robo inspired robot design. A pianist came in. She sounded a bit like Tori Amos. I got through a few new head, arm and shoulder designs, and worked on its tail. Lots of fun!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Ho Dem Hurr</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:31:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a good time at my cousin's house in Manteca last night. What made me a little sad was the fact that I couldn't understand one of the young boys. I kid you not. I could not understand him. He didn't have a speech impediment, or any form of mental retardation. He didn't have a mouthful of food. He just spoke in a way he'd learned to speak from his peers and, I assume, a certain brand of hip-hop. But the little girls there last night were appropriately articulate for their age. Don't know what to make of it all, but it's buggin' me. It brings to mind all those old racist cartoons depicting black men speaking something the reader can barely discern as English. How did we go from Paul Robeson to Lil Wayne in such a short period of time? Another generation lost?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Horned Melon</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 01:03:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I kept imagining myself in ancient times, in the sandals of someone on a hot day, and in need of refreshment. I then come across what appears to be a brightly colored fruit with funny little spines. I pick one, slice it open with a sharp blade, and...<br /><br />This had to have been the most tedious fruit-eating experience ever. Tedious and bizarre. I will say that the melon has one of the most beautiful insides of any fruit. It's like a living, green, multi-celled crystal inside. Each translucent cell is a little blob of jelly that surrounds a single seed. A gentle squeeze releases the blobs a few at a time, at which time they can be slurped up. Sucking the jelly while simultaneously ejecting the seed took a bit of practice, but after a while I got into a rhythm and finished the half. It's one of those things that takes sustained concentration, like knitting, but with your teeth and tongue. But the satisfaction isn't really in the flavor, but in getting through all of the little blobs and savoring the thin orange rind. As with other exotic fruits I've had the pleasure if trying, the flavor is light, slightly sweet and aromatic. It teases the senses without overwhelming them. I think it gave me weird dreams. But it didn't make me sick. It's supposed to be high in vitamin A and iron.<br /><br />I'm considering juicing the remaining half and tossing the seeds. This is one fruit that could use a bit of genetic tweaking. A seedless breed would be worth its weight in gold. I also bought a cantaloupe but cut into it too soon. Not quite ripe yet, but sweet and firm. There's a breed of raspberry that's gold and just as sweet. They go well with strawberries.<br /><br />Hopefully some Santa Clause melons will hit the supermarket soon. I've only had one and it was by far one of the best melons I've ever tasted. I think there's a Tuscan melon that I haven't tried yet as well. <br /><br />I rented the last disc of Noein, the first Inuyasha, and Kung Fu Panda. Might stay in tomorrow. Need to rest.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wild Fruit Thingy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 22:28:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I'm ready to eat my first horned melon tonight. Wish me luck!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lost Kitty</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2008 00:16:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ An emaciated kitty walked up to me tonight while I was unloading the car. He had a tag with a number. Hopefully he wasn't abandoned and I can get him back to his owner. His name is Mr. Dave. He was very weak and I could feel his bones when I picked him up. Might be sick. Gave him a little food. Not sure if he'll still be out there in the morning though. Really sad.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Genki</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:52:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I enjoyed a delicious apple and trout Thai dish tonight. I wanted to treat myself for getting a little caught up in my Japanese class. Luckily we didn't have a quiz, but we went over a lot of material. Last week's holiday sucked up quite a bit of time and now it's going to be a rush to the final. I'm not doing well at all on the quizzes. I almost have the current chapter vocab memorized, but some of the new adjectives and verbs still won't stick. The exciting thing is learning to write the kanji, and recognizing characters when I'm out and about in public. <br /><br />It's hard to explain how studying this kind of language seems to be rewiring my brain and forcing me to invent or rediscover ways of memorizing. Repetition and constant review seems to work for me. It also helped a lot to figure out how to get the MP3 files on my cell phone's memory card. I now can take the entire semester's audio with me anywhere and practice, practice, practice.<br /><br />I'm getting rid of a of old books, files and other crap that's been piling up for years. If I don't need it, it's got to go. <br /><br />Gotta feed the kitty now...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Belly Dancers!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Nov 2008 23:57:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a great time at the Hayward Carnival of Stars Comic Con and Belly Dancing show. The vendor floor was kinda weak, mostly bras and gauze and jingly bling, but the dancers were fantastic. I gave my new digicam a workout, not knowing for sure if a 4GB memory card would be too much or not enough. I got some inspiring shots and a bit of video too.<br /><br />The sad part was running into two guys from Silicon and having them not recognize me. Man, that sucked. One was on the panel I moderated and the other spent damn near an hour chatting with the table next to mine in the artist's alley. I can't take any of this personally, but I thought I'd made a genuine connection with them. <br /><br />And people in general have been acting weird lately, especially after the elections. It's like 911 all over again. All of a sudden, people have a fresh reason to look askance at me. Damn, I'm the same person today as I was on November 4th. And you know what, if you're really honest with yourselves, you'll look around and see that your communities also haven't changed. Nor have your personal situations. Same shit, different day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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