http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Aeverfae deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:everfae en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Thu, 23 May 2013 07:55:15 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/meh-372440083 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/meh-372440083 Sat, 18 May 2013 17:06:43 PDT meh nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2013 ~everfae really low.

my confidence has dropped again and i just want to draw but i cant
i'm sorry guys i really do hate complaining in my journals i know it's a nuisance

i don't know.
i wont be uploading anything special until my exams are over
sorry for being dramatic and all that.

i hope you're all alright ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/You-will-be-able-to-believe-in-yourself-again-365278955 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/You-will-be-able-to-believe-in-yourself-again-365278955 Fri, 12 Apr 2013 13:19:38 PDT You will be able to believe in yourself again! nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2013 ~everfae
In my recent poll I asked about self-esteem, and 22 people replied with either not feeling good about themselves or feeling absolutely worthless. Actually 7 people felt worthless and that is really not okay. 15 people said they felt good or loved themselves!

I don't know what those 22 people must have been going / gone through but you see - if 15 other people can eventually learn to be happy or love themselves then you can too. It is not down to genes, or it 'just so happens that I'm the unlucky one'. It will seem that way because your attitude to yourself will be so ingrained into th ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Illustration-and-I-350491143 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Illustration-and-I-350491143 Fri, 25 Jan 2013 11:20:03 PST Illustration and I nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2013 ~everfae
Some might know that I have some interviews for University coming up soon, the first of which is on Wednesday. (For Illustration)
I've been feeling pretty worried of course - just like you'd feel worried before an on-coming exam. Today, I had a talk with one of the teachers about what I should take to my interview and say about Illustration.

He told me to bring some of my sketchbooks, from this year and last, and I also showed him a printed copy of some of my digital work. He had a quick flick, said nothing, and put it back down again. Then he looked through my book, picked a drawing I did and said something like .. "See, this is wh ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/No-news-just-wishing-you-well-345554750 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/No-news-just-wishing-you-well-345554750 Sat, 29 Dec 2012 18:08:00 PST No news, just wishing you well. nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae Is the Holidays normally a busy time of  year for you? Or in those few days after Christmas and before New Year do you find the time to relax? I feel like they are flying by. I wish I could go back to London for Christmas!

I probably won't have anything interesting to post by New Year, so I wish you a Happy New Year now!

Thanks to :devPhaeOBrien:'s gift and :devCrispyGray: I know have a membership for 4 ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Test-one-two-339705582 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Test-one-two-339705582 Sun, 25 Nov 2012 12:31:43 PST Test, one, two. nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae I realised I haven't made a journal  yet as a subscribed member... and I didn't want to not make one! I just didn't have anything I wanted to tell you guys.

Okay, well, I don't want this to be a pointless waste of your time, but if you have a facebook, would you mind checking out my art page there? I post WIPs and stuff from time to time... http://www.facebook.com/EverfaeArt *shameless self promotion*

Just out of curiosity, if i start doing commissions one day how much would be willing to pay for something like my Guardian of the Forest picture?

Not making any promises at all, I probably won't even consider starting commissions unt ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Kiriban-Caught-337056482 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/Kiriban-Caught-337056482 Sat, 10 Nov 2012 12:02:12 PST Kiriban Caught! nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae I have finally reached 10,000 pageviews! It's not that important to my experience here, but I think it's a good marker. It was caught by :devppgrainbow: Yay!

There's nothing much else I can say, apart from the usual - "I wish I could draw more and more and more"
Why are there not more hours in the day??
Also, I visited the University of Lincoln today to have a look at their Illustration course. It's a really lovely place! There are some really cute cobblestoned historical parts with adorable vintage shops and cafes in contrast with the sleek modern Uni campus. Lincol ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/help-me-name-my-OC-335566674 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/help-me-name-my-OC-335566674 Thu, 01 Nov 2012 18:00:34 PDT help me name my OC! :) nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae Amora
Astra
Ava
Ariane
Arielle
Azura
Autumn
Bonnie
Blush
Coral
Eris
Esther
Esta
Ether
Estelle
Elanthia
Evana

(I know Winona's sheet says Elanthia, but i don't know)
she's about 3 years older than Winona, and watches after her always.
If you can think of any better names that are more suitable that ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/extremely-short-break-332439207 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/extremely-short-break-332439207 Sun, 14 Oct 2012 15:37:00 PDT extremely short break nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae dA eats up quite a lot of my time, and I have two essay thingies to hand in this week. And yeah, just college.
It's only for five days! Then i'll be on a week break from college, and i'll be on dA a lot more for that period of time :)

I promise I will answer all messages and comments and reply to notes when I get back.
And if by some magic my pv count gets to 10k in the time i'm away (doubt it), take a screenshot for free art :love: yay, kiriban!

Okay, by for now. ^_^

also, if you wanna see some of my REALLY old and embarrassing art go to my old dA :devKa ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/college-soon-wah-325431841 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/college-soon-wah-325431841 Wed, 05 Sep 2012 04:36:53 PDT college soon, wah. nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae
So, it's the last day before the start of college again and as usual i'm filling my time doing pointless things so i can procrastinate even further, sometimes i'm not even aware i'm doing it!

Over the weekend, i went all the way to Edinburgh to visit the Edinburgh Uni / Edinburgh College of Art Open day. Edinburgh had good weather that weekend, sunshine the whole time. How perfect! Although i know that the weather isn't like that very often. If, by magic, i ever got into Edinburgh and decide to study there, i must prepare mysel ]]> http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/would-anyone-be-interested-in-a-livestream-318829562 http://everfae.deviantart.com/journal/would-anyone-be-interested-in-a-livestream-318829562 Fri, 03 Aug 2012 15:36:39 PDT would anyone be interested in a livestream? nonadult journals/personal everfae http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/e/v/everfae.gif?4 Copyright 2012-2013 ~everfae I only have a few active watchers, but i was just wondering about how many people would watch a livestream if i made one?
I've hidden away from livestreaming because i felt that you needed to be popular and have a lot of watchers to get a decent amount of viewers and that is my only worry, i don't want to livestream if no one really cares about it.
On a side note, my kiriban is at 10k pageviews :)
i've also deleted all my old journals 'cause they suck ]]>