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A lot has changed. I've moved to TN (May be moving back to NY soon) and have changed hair colours at least 3-4 times since my last post.

I don't really do pictures anymore. Not because I don't want to, but because I'm so damn exhausted when I come home from work these days.

I thank everyone for their continued support and usage of my stock. I'm hoping there will be more to come.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/8200534/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/8200534/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 18:37:18 PST
check it out
[link]
[link]

I'm getting back into taking photos again..Lots of free time.

Check you all later.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/8065143/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/8065143/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 12:43:31 PST

CLICK HERE NOW

Yeah. I know.. freaky huh?

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7885999/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7885999/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 17:16:37 PST
As far as work goes, pretty honkydorey in that respect. Much busier now that Steph, the vet asst, is gone. Now I'm having to do most of her jobs.. which means doing dishes, feeding, walking dogs, etc etc. Pretty rough to do that and my own job. But I really have no choice. This weekend though, my male boss Mr. Reppert, had a heart attack. So he's down at a hospital in the capital to get treatment. Dr. Reppert was pretty hectic and on edge today. No doubt she's worried. I called and asked how he was doing. They had put a couple of shunts in and he's doing well now. I hope he gets better, even though he can be a bit annoying, he's still a decent man. So that's whats what about work.

Me. Well I've been better. I've been sick for about 5 weeks, maybe less. I've been to the doctor a few times, given antibiotics and told to rest and take OTC meds. I didnt get better.. I got worse. This past friday, I was barely able to speak.. breath.. anything. My lymph nodes had been swelling up all week and the week before. But I thought it was just stress. So I decided to call into work and go to the doctor on Friday. He wasnt sure what it was, but he wanted to do some bloodwork and check for various things. I was feeling pretty cruddy, my side hurt and my throat was on fire. I called today (about 4 times mind you) and found out.. I HAVE MONO. Yeah. Rediculous, but I do have it. Now .. I have to really take it easy, or I could risk rupturing my spleen, which is enlarged.. and hurts like a mofo. As done my throat and my lymph nodes. Great eh? It could be a month to two months before I'm recovered. Suck fest.

Well Valentine's Day is tomorrow. Even though I have someone to spend it with this year.. it's still a pretty stupid holiday. I mean, if I were a guy, I'd feel pretty left out on the gift end. All women are expecting the gifts - flowers, candy, jewellery..etc.. but what do you get a guy? I have no clue. All I know is I love Karras deeply. I dont need a stupid day to help me reflect on that. I do it every day. Everytime I hear his voice, everytime I say I love you and hear him say it back. Everytime I say, 'Hey baby, I gave you mono!' (JK ) With him in my life right now, I couldn't be more happier. He's one of the things that makes life worth living.
God.. now I need a hug.

Gimme a hug.

Oh yeah, the hair thing. I am a blonde.. more so an orange head. I'm going back on March 1st for some heaving highlights to make me blonder. I like it. Clients have complimented on me about it, since most I see more than one time. So that's positive.

That's all

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7832707/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7832707/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 20:27:11 PST

Now it may seem blonde, but it's strawberry blonde, so it's a bit redder than a blonde with some light and ashy tones it in. It'll take getting used to, since I only had black hair.

I havent taken many pictures with the new hair, it looks REALLY red with the camera. *shrug*

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7822326/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7822326/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 19:05:50 PST
Life around here is really hectic, but great. Work is fun, Karras is amazing.. and I'm addicted to WoW.
My poor camera is sitting in it's bag. It'll get more use once spring and summer roll around. Right now the weather is shit and not ideal for the type of shooting I am interested in doing.

So for now I wont be updating often, if at all until about April.
I'm always available via MSN, if you have questions or are just wanting to know how I'm doing

I'd say go to JB.net, but I havent been journaling there eaither.

Oh yes. My hair isnt blonde, but it's red right now. I go for my second treatment tomorrow. yay!

Later all.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7626567/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7626567/ Tue, 17 Jan 2006 04:00:27 PST
Life is so damn hectic. I'm really not finding the time to take any photos. I'm obsessed with work, Karras, and playing WoW.
Mostly just Karras and WoW. I'm not really home any more.. and when I am (during the week) I just can't bring myself to do anything!

I did however take a few new pictures, to fool around with the flood reflector Karras got me for Christmas And my new "Aggro" shirt. (How appropriate)

Well it's 8 days until I will no longer have black hair. Now you all might not like me with semi-blonde hair

Oh well

Got to go to work!
Chao!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7477706/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7477706/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 10:56:23 PST HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Welcome to 2006 everyone. I hope it's better than last year (almost always is)
Stick to your resolutions, be merry, and stay safe.

I find myself very fortuate to be surrounded by the people I am. No need for resolutions, just
enjoy what I have and that's all



[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7441313/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7441313/ Wed, 28 Dec 2005 15:50:11 PST
I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. I sure did. Got lots of loot.

Oh yes and I'm cancer free, unfortuently, 2 weeks post op and I already have at least two more masses, now one in my left breast. Not good. Dont know what's going to happen now.

Stay tuned for further updates as I get off my merry little ass and do something productive besides play World of Warcraft 8 hours a day.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7306265/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7306265/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:27:16 PST Short entry.






Today is my birthday! I am now a whole 20 years old. It feels very very weird to have gotten this far.
I am glad to be surrounded by amazing people such as my family and especially Karras.

Wow.

Ha, now I must go to work. Helloooo boring

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7295747/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7295747/ Mon, 12 Dec 2005 20:13:46 PST
Still in pain, oi
Working with flash !
CUT MY HAIRRR.. GASP!

More later!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7257319/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7257319/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 15:58:37 PST
I'm in a bit of pain but the drugs are helping.. even though they're making me really dizzy and loopy.

The scar wont be too bad.. but it's about an inch and a half. I got a few stitches underneath, then some of the dermabond (purple/clear skin glue). For now I'm just uncomfortable and swollen.

In about a week I'll be up to speed and ready to start working on my stuff again. Karras is really getting me interested in flash, so I've been spending time working with that.. mostly website work.

Everyone have a good weekend.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7185459/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7185459/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 12:45:51 PST I went to a surgeon yesterday and it looks like next Thursday I will be having surgery to remove a mass that I have in my breast. Minor surgery, but surgery none the less.
I dont know how much I'm going to want to be creative. I'm still hashing out ideas for new stock and working on my website.

Plus Karras takes a good chunk of my time.. but I'm SO not complaining about that.

I hope everyone is having a good week. It's going to be an anxious wait till next thursday.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7149478/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7149478/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 13:08:05 PST I've had thanksgiving, I got a new very hot cell phone, spending time with Karras, and finished my mandatory 5 hour licensing course.
Yes, a licensing course. Required by the state of NY to get a driver's license. Heh, I know I'm just about to turn 20. Never had a reason to get it and now I do.

Anyway. I havent really had the time to actually do stock. But I have a list of ideas.
Karras has an amazing collection of swords, we're planning on incoporating them into some of my stock. He said it'd be hot.
New phone, very sexy, very trendy - would make another good prop
Starting to us Karras as a model or for use as my shutter release. Only if he'd allow it.

All of which I am going to try to do over the coming weeks. It's getting pretty damn close to my birthday and christmas, so things are going to get tight around here.

Everyone enjoy the rest of your weekend!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7132509/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7132509/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 12:36:49 PST
Even if you dont celebrate Thanksgiving, happy day to you.

Everything around here is honkeydorey, it's just my parents and I this thanksgiving, so we threw out the stereotypical dinner and opted for a nice rich lobster dinner!
I'm full.

Now it's off to spend time with Karras and then back to work on Friday. Booo.

Not sure if I will get into posting any stock this weekend.. I'm going to have some help soon and will be becomming more creative with posing and props.
It's good to have someone to click the shutter for you.

Ya'll have a good day!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7084988/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7084988/ Fri, 18 Nov 2005 22:52:10 PST For one - I've had two spectacularly wonderful nights in a row. Happiness and comfort and all things good. And then today - I go into work - my boss (the male one) is waiting for me and has told me that I will be getting a raise! I've been at my job for over a year now (year and 3 months) with no raise. I'm happy. It made my day, night, and weekend.

I am also over the missing stuff. I've moved on. I realized that my hope was false and that I just need to let it go and let all that negativity go with it. I'm not 100%, but I'm getting there.

To Do List

Saturday:
Wait for family to leave to steal flood light for some photo work
Dye my roots, they look bad.
Talk with someone

Sunday:
Sleep in and enjoy the morning
Go out at 3pm to Starbucks to meet someone then go see Harry Potter.

Too much time so little to see, strike that, reverse it.

Have a good weekend people. Stay tuned for stuff!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7067370/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7067370/ Wed, 16 Nov 2005 20:03:13 PST
Work was boring - the night was depressing.

Looks like I have most of the weekend alone, so I may take the opportunity to do some real stuff and probably no stock. For right now I need to hold off on it, since it's obviously pissing some people off and until they get bored and go away - I'll just stockpile them up on my hard drive for later.

I put up two new pieces tonight. One is an old photo, taken with an older (HP) camera and the other is a fairly recent one of my puppy.. doing silly things.
I hope you enjoy both.

Moving on.... I need to:
Work on new layout ideas for my site
Go see the new Harry Potter movie
Dye my roots, Oi! They're showing!

Chao!

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7048840/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/7048840/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 19:35:43 PST I miss...

Him. But does he care? No. I'm erased from his life. I was never there.
That's what makes me sad.

I'm trying here people, really I am, but it's so hard. I just wish he'd talk to me once, instead of ignoring my very existance. If he loved me at all, he'd give me a few moments.

God damn it.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6993604/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6993604/ Tue, 08 Nov 2005 18:33:56 PST
Highlighting this week's tasks and updates.

Things to do
Take stock photos of people's requests
Try to get out this week to survey Fall damage, take photos
Finish the week out on a happy note
Heal wounds

Things accomplished
Continuous positivity about life
Got that damn "Juicy" song to add to playlist.
NEW journal entry (click the link below)
NEW NEW webcam photo on Dev front page (babealicious hair)

That's all for now folks!
Stay tuned.

Oh yes.
Thank you all SO much for the support through out everything. I appreciate it more than you'll ever know. The kindness of strangers is more than any person could ever ask for.

[link] - Justblank.net Blog ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6975481/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6975481/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:35:08 PST
For all those who are wondering why I am the way I am right now. I, this weekend, found myself single again, single and heart broken. One of the best things in my life now is gone. I have however realized that it was meant to be. His life and my life are two different paths. He's working on a future and I'm living it. I wasn't content with being the sidelines to his work and thus things happend. I don't hate him and wish I could make peace with him, but that's for him to decide.

Is it pathetic that I miss him so much?

Now onto other things. I'm actually now going to start offering prints. I'm too cheap to buy an account so I really wont make anything on the deal, but it's cool to offer it. I've been asked a few times to do so, so now I am. If you have any suggestions on which pieces should be offered, please let me know. I've only done two so far to see how everything goes.

The new stock was inspired by a hot night last night where I found myself awake and unable to fall asleep since the fall weather decided to turn into summer weather. I was going for a sort of pin up ish kind of theme. I suck at makeup and hair, so if I had those talents, the pictures would be better. The emotions were real and helped me out a lot tonight. If anyone has ANY suggestions or tips on things I can do to make myself look better ( ha ha ) that would be wonderful. My mom was never really girly with me as a young child, so I learned all this on my own.

I guess that's all for now. Enjoy the new stock - I have some requests to fulfill in the coming weekend that I really want to work on. Dont know how yet, but I'm going to try.

If you really want an idea of what the hell is going on in my life. Check out my website/blog: [link] - it's more indepth ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6964718/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6964718/ Sat, 05 Nov 2005 18:31:26 PST I'm sick of being emotionally torn apart. This is my independance day. Thank you for all who can't forgive and move on.

I'll get stuff up as soon as I can. Okay people? Great. Thanks.

If you notice some things are gone from my gallery, there is a reason and trust me, I'm not about to share it.

If you really want an idea of what the hell is going on in my life. Check out my website/blog: [link] - it's more indepth, but still vague enough for me not to start crying as I read it over again. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6947657/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6947657/ Thu, 03 Nov 2005 18:16:57 PST
There is nothing major to report.

I ask that no one contact me by AIM/MSN/Yahoo. I will be online but I will not answer anyone unless it's an emergency or I contact people myself.

Thank you for all your patience. I will be back as soon as possible, I hope.

If you note me and/or comment - I will do my best to reply promptly.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6908341/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6908341/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 16:17:21 PST
If you're in need to reach me please email me at mels@nycap.rr.com or leave me a note here. I will get your message and return to it ASAP.

I'm hoping to be back online by Monday, if not sooner. I just need time.

Everyone have a good Halloween and week

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6893450/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6893450/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 18:02:02 PDT - I am VERY nearsighted.
- I may need bifocals by age 40
So, I told him that I wanted a longer lasting contact lens. So he set me up with the super cool Night and Day contacts. They are contacts you can wear ALL the time for 30 days. He recc taking them out and cleaning them at least once a week (on Sundays) and put them back in the following day (Monday) They are a little expensive, about $230 for a year supply. But to live glasses free and have to not fuss with the care everyday, kind of out does the extra money. It's only like $20 more a box. I can't see perfect due to having astigmatism, but I'm getting used to it. Honestly, I love them. So far they're great. It's been about 2-3 years since I wore contacts, so it's an adjustment, but I did get them in on the first try, no hassle!

I feel liberated. I also noticed that I really need to wear makeup. I look dead .. the glasses could hide that.

I wonder what people will say at work.


I took some pictures this afternoon (I was bored) and should be putting them up soon. Stay tuned

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6817248/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6817248/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 09:17:39 PDT

Har har har!

Conor's today! Go and wish him a Happy Birthday!

(He's going to shoot me for this, I know it, but it's so fun!!)

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6794975/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6794975/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 15:35:10 PDT
GOD DAMNIT.

Why do I do this to myself?

Okay, here's the story:
I went downstairs to make myself some popcorn as normal. I go upstairs, put the bowl on my futon and go to sit down.. soon as I sit down the bowl decides to take a flying leap off the futon onto the carpet. It was popcorn suicide. The popcorn was now dead due to various ammounts of dog hair. I proceded to yell various obscenities at the top of my lungs. Popcorn is sacred.
I walk out of my room, stomping and trying to calm down.. I walk back in, my pinky toe decides to make an introduction to the 2inch rod iron foot of my shelf, basically splitting my pinky and the other toe apart. I didnt hear any noises except for my own screaming. I proceded to fall down and cry for a solid 5 minutes, holding my throbbing toe.

2 hours later - my whole foot is throbbing. I can't put weight on it. My mom gave me her brace:
[link]
Which is allowing me to somewhat move around and keep my foot stable. I get shots of pain every once and a while, no real swelling, but it's red. I think I pulled a muscle/tendon/ligament in my foot. I pray it's not broken. We'll see tomorrow I guess. It's going to suck to work with a bum foot.

All I can say is: I live on the edge. Who wants to go bench jumping next week? I'm shooting for 3 feet. It'll be rad.

*rolls eyes*

I'm a klutz and I havent always been, but the bruises on my body speak for themselves - something in my head is not right.

EDIT: I went to the doctors today - after much pestering by my mom. He doesnt think my toe/foot is broken, but he can't rule it out without xrays, so I got those done, I should hear about it in the next two days. He said that I really did a number on my toe and since it has gone numb - I did some nerve damage which should resolve itself in 7 to 10 days.
I have to buddy tape my toe, ice it for as long as I can handle, and keep it elevated.
Son of a bitch. My mom thinks it's funny as hell and gets mass ammounts of joy by telling my story.

Ughggghhh.. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6731836/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6731836/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 15:59:24 PDT
Stress. It eats at the very fiber of your being. Anything can provoke it.. I can't handle stress. Not at all. I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel as though I'm becoming .. just a thing.. not a person with feelings, but something that is around for use whenever needed. My emotions be damned. I feel it almost everywhere. Home, work.. It's rediculous.
The sickness clouds my mind - literally. It's really not getting that much better. Instead of being BLEH and having a snot nose.. I have headaches, neckaches, and worst of all, coughing up nasty crap. I coughed up blood today. I told my mom .. it freaked her out. It freaked me out too. I was just on the phone with a client, I finished up.. and suddenly, I couldnt breath. I was literally gasping and wretching. I got to the bathroom, locked the door and used all my might to cough hard. And it relieved it, I took a huge breath and just stared in the mirror. Why?

I miss someone. Really bad.

I just dont know what to do anymore. Why am I so unhappy? Am I unhappy with myself? I find myself at an impass. What direction do I take? Stay on the same path.. or dare to go where pain may follow. I need someone to guide me.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6730824/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6730824/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 14:01:19 PDT
This is a quick statement - I posted 4 REALLY bad stock photos and I get almost 1000 views overnight? How is that possible?

THANK YOU.

That's all I can say about that. Now I can feel good about my pudgy snot faced self.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6712082/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6712082/ Sat, 08 Oct 2005 11:42:35 PDT
I probably wont be doing much in the way of photo taking until I get over this wretched cold I have. I dont feel very pretty. LOL.

I can't believe it's October already. I've been at my job for well over a year now and I still dont see me leaving it. I'd have to find something really fun and profitable to do in order to do that.

I miss Conor. God damnit.

I promise I'll get something up. The leaves around here are starting to change, so once the rain clears out I'm going to yell at someone to drive me up north or out towards my brother's to get some pictures of the scenery.

Ya'll have a good weekend.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6669993/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6669993/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 15:27:12 PDT So, we sacrificed a bunch of towels.. and a spot of carpet in the hallway.. and redyed it. I'm happy to be back to black. My hair looks longer and healthier. I dont know why, but having it orange made it feel like straw and be all tangly, but as soon as I dyed it back, it came to life again.

I'll always be a raven haired goddess.

Anyway - Not a very productive weekend artwise. Spent ALL my time with Conor.. and proud of it. Now I am back to work.

I should hope to get stuff together this weekend to reflect how long my hair is now and possibly some better stock photos. We'll see

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6581995/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6581995/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 13:40:44 PDT This weekend I plan on going out with my parents for a yard saleing extravaganza. I will bring my camera along with me and see what interesting stuff I can take.
I really do need to do more stock photos, but I hesitate for two reasons:
1. I dont know what else I can do, wear, express
2. I dont know if people really NEED anymore pictures of me

We'll see what happens. Since Conor is away this weekend - I will need to keep myself occupide with things other than sleep and tv.

Everyone have a great couple of days!

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6472392/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6472392/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 23:26:33 PDT I'm working on doing more artsyfartsy work rather than just plain ol' stock. I find a lot of inspiration in the stock that I do, so yeah. I need to spend more like with Conor and take pictures of him and us.. and etc etc etc.

I think I may drag along my camera to the stables tomorrow and get some choice photos, if not. Bleh

Guess what? I Conor

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6418245/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6418245/ Sun, 04 Sep 2005 23:24:33 PDT I finally get a day off from work. My last until Thanksgiving.

I wish I could spend it with Conor.

Enjoy the new photos!

Edit: Go see Conor's space here: [link] ..

Since he wrote somethings about me, you can start with the story of how we met then continue on here.

I honestly never thought I would meet anyone who would make me comfortable and at ease so much, ever. But I did. I'm used to getting randomly IM'ed but something about his striked me as different. It wasnt what he said, but this vibe I got. I wanted to know more about him, I want to talk with him. On a chance, I gave him my number.
Now. You have NO idea how hard it is for me to give a guy or ANYONE my home number. Usually I give my cell, which I'll never answer. But he was different.

We talked on the phone for 4 hours the first time .. and it was a blast. I could feel the chemistry and the connection even over the phone.
He was at camp working and I work as well - so we kept in touch as much as possible. Me missing him more and more the time he was away.
Finally the anticipation as he was getting closer and closer to me .. He came up to Albany, I gave him a webcam salute and made plans to meet.

I .. for the first time ever.. was not nervous. No panic feeling, no butterflies. Nothing.

I gave him a huge hug and just stayed there. Never left until it was time to go home.

He makes me feel wonderful, because HE is wonderful. Intelligent, handsome, kind and loving. I couldnt ask for anything more. Ever. Now I'm not religious or anything, but I do believe in fate and destiny .. something drew him to me and we are meant to be together. I want to make this work because I'd hate to lose him. He means so much.
If you dont know how much? My mom asked me if I was on crack because she's never seen me so happy in.. 6-7 years, so that's saying a lot.

Edit: changed Labor to Labour, I realized I spelled it wrong ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6325961/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6325961/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 14:54:23 PDT Pathetic. Maybe.

I have all saturday night and sunday.. so stay tuned. I promise to have at least something soon enough

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6283494/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6283494/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 22:13:15 PDT Ha - Just Blank has been revamped! [link] ! Do you likkkee?
Time taken to make layout (start to finish): 4 hours 5minutes

I'm still in the process of adding content to the "photography" page - but it will be done soon. I had to remove the "riding" page, since I cant afford to ride right now - so it's a moot point to have a page about it. But I figure, if I start riding again - I will add it back.

I hope you all like the new look. I've got tons of pictures to take tomorrow. I bought 6 new shirts to have fun with (and wear of course)

It's time for me to get to bed. I had to work today from (9:30 to 11) after being up till 3am on Friday night. SUCK FEST.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6275657/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6275657/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 23:47:18 PDT

Stay tuned for another set of pictures this weekend. I have to go buy some more memory for my computer tomorrow (sat) becuase it's lagging behind all the stuff I'm doing.

BTW - My chin is fine. It hurts a little bit, but it's bruised and getting better.
I have a new injury anyway, not only did I fall down the stairs twice today.. I managed to get my pinky finger skin caught between two pieces of plastic - I now have a 1cm - puncture/blood blister/bruise on my finger. It hurts like a mofo.

I hope you all enjoy the new set of stuff

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6244774/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6244774/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:39:19 PDT
Yes I did. Not on purpose though. Totally accidental. Really stupid. And a bit worrisome.

Basically I went into the bathroom to use the toliet. We have a hutch thing infront of it. I went to go sit down and totally lost my depth persception and WHAM!!, whacked my chin into the top of the hutch. I had to sit there and suppress a cry/scream - I still had to pee. lol.


It hurts like a mofo. I know it's going to bruise something awful. This has become a pattern for me lately. I've totally lost a sense of where my body is.. I have about 20 bruises of all sizes.. all over. I hate it.

Maybe I can tell everyone that I had some horrific accident.

God I feel really ugly now.

I dont know if I'm going to take any pictures until the swelling goes down. I feel like a total moron.. and my co workers.. definitly had a ball with it. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6211470/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6211470/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 21:26:43 PDT

I hope you all like the current update.. it's damn hot in here right now.

Everyone have a great weekend!

Edit:
I just want to thank all of my new watchers as well as the old ones. Thank you so much for your support and I hope you enjoy as well as use my stock how ever you wish to

THANKS!

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6124488/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6124488/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 16:32:28 PDT


I want to thank everyone who's visited. Here's to another 10,000 views

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6082587/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6082587/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 22:05:51 PDT
It took me till tonight to realize that my website Justblank, just celebrated it's 2 year anniversary earlier in the month .. wow.. 2 years already.

I'm sublimely happy right now.. cant tell you why, I just am

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6067122/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6067122/ Sat, 30 Jul 2005 08:28:24 PDT
This weekend I will be all on my lonesome, so I will have free reign of my household.. hense, lots of pictures!
I just need to make some decent backdrops and it'll all be good!



Edit: I went out today, (11:00am) and took some more forest pictures. I dont know if I will do any me pictures this weekend.. my self esteem has taken a header into the ground at the moment. Yeah I know, something's wrong with me.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6008288/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/6008288/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 21:09:55 PDT
I uploaded another set of pictures for you all, I felt a little bit alive when I got home from dinner tonight.. so I took some photos. Okay.. I took about 60. 24 made the cut.
Take the runway!

I hope to get some more up this weekend and for some of the requests that I've gotten for things.

See ya'll soon, enjoy the new stuff.. feel free to comment.

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5946505/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5946505/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 22:21:04 PDT
Thank you for comming Mr. Weekend! Ugh, after the past two weeks of being ill, dealing with the effects of antibiotics, and work.. I'm starting to feel okay.

I added a new collection of stock pictures. Am I putting up too much? .. I dont know lol
I'm glad you all are liking them so much.

The race track will be opening in roughly two weeks here in Saratoga. I HOPE to get to the track a few times to take some choice pictures for you all.. since it's beautiful around here.

Ah well, chao for now! ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5784477/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5784477/ Tue, 28 Jun 2005 18:46:19 PDT
[link]

I redid my layout. After two painful days of weakness and lack of creative ideas, I spit this out in just under 3 hours.
I hope you all like it

Comment freely. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5752556/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5752556/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 10:28:55 PDT
I added some new stock. It's not that great - nothing I've done lately as been good. I figure that it's a combo of me really not working well physically with lighter background and some new surroundings.
I finally moved into my new office, so I can have a bedroom and an office in my house. Plus - with all the new activity I'm doing on my website, here, and with my photos, my laptop just cant handle the extra heat. heh, when your harddrive temp is over 120, it's time to make a change.
What can I say, desktop replacement. I now have my computer setup to the point that it's now a desktop PC, but still a laptop
A lapdesktop!

I hope to get some new pictures up soon, unfortunetly the colours on this monitor are terrible and all my pictures are insanely dark. - So it makes it pretty hard to edit things correctly. I dont know what is real and not.

Oh well.

Justblank is getting a new look, which I'm working on right now. damn my creative spirit. GO AWAY.

Lol. I hope everyone has a good weekend and stays cool in this desperately hot environment ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5684500/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5684500/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 10:01:47 PDT
I just got my new camera via UPS yesterday. It's more awesome than I could ever imagine. Now if I had my license (yes, 19 year old without a driver's license) I would just get in the car and pull off in any of the amazing locations around here.
But I think for tomorrow - I will take it with me to the horse farm and get some choice photos while I'm there.
I'm hoping to con someone into taking a picture while I'm mounted. I dont have any recent pictures of me and my new mount "Lucky".

Anyway - My new camera is an Olympus EVOLT E-300 SLR digital camera. PWN.
The whole kit came with a 14-45mm lens, SD USB card reader, 512MB SD card, and an extra battery. All VERY usefully
If anyone has any tips for useage - that would be great.

The current addition of stock photography (mostly labeled June 18th am stock) are all taken with my new camera. The resolution is massssiivee. Original size is 3624x2448 or something like that. I didn't even have to remove any digital crap, they all came out smooth and wonderful.

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Thanks again to all who visit and fav+ me. I will be adding more photos and work as soon as they come up ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5669515/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5669515/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 18:21:08 PDT
If anyone has any tips on make up and such, I'm open to them. I really suck at putting on makeup, usually because I dont wear any.

Please help me ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5622037/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5622037/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 20:56:43 PDT
My stock photos are for ANY use you can think of. If I work with your inspriation then so be it!

I'd love to see anything that anyone comes up with, so PLEASE send me a note or comment. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5173039/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/5173039/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 03:22:29 PDT
I <3 my wacom tablet. I cant wait to apply it to my website designs.

I even printed out the painting to give to my dad for his birthday.. I hope he puts it somewhere..

I should probably go to bed now, it's 6:22am

]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/4806420/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/4806420/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 22:25:48 PST
I'm going to be adding more photos and artwork as soon as I can. Trust me people, I am NOT a pro.. and I can't draw worth beans.. You can tell by my other stuff ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/921639/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/921639/ Tue, 08 Jul 2003 03:26:50 PDT
Ack, I've been a moron. I havent really created anything.

This week I got my first real project to work on. I was given the opportunity to create a spokescartoon character for a very highly respected company that my father works for. I'm flattered that they recognize my skills.

I'm not much of a drawer, but I tried my best..

I really should stick with web design ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/633121/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/633121/ Thu, 17 Apr 2003 23:34:45 PDT
Expect plently of crappy art on here

Um.. not much happend today. I didn't end up going to classes due to the fact I couldn't even roll out of bed. I just need my painpills and need to NOT play softball. x.x

I spent most of the day eaither sleeping or going off into a blind daze. Weird, I don't even remember talking to my boyfriend eaither. Oh well.

If you need a movie to watch, I suggest Drumline. It's primarily a "black" movie, but it's entertaining as hell, and I myself might go out and actually purchase it.

I guess that it's for now since it's about 2:32am. Whoo hoo!

Oh yeah, comment on my shit please, anything just makes me a little bit happy and makes me feel like I'm not wasting my time.. but oh wait.. I am! ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/633120/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/633120/ Thu, 17 Apr 2003 23:33:19 PDT
Expect plently of crappy art on here

Um.. not much happend today. I didn't end up going to classes due to the fact I couldn't even roll out of bed. I just need my painpills and need to NOT play softball. x.x

I spent most of the day eaither sleeping or going off into a blind daze. Weird, I don't even remember talking to my boyfriend eaither. Oh well.

If you need a movie to watch, I suggest Drumline. It's primarily a "black" movie, but it's entertaining as hell, and I myself might go out and actually purchase it.

I guess that it's for now since it's about 2:32am. Whoo hoo! ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/628241/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/628241/ Wed, 16 Apr 2003 12:56:45 PDT
Everything. is. blah.

It's going to rain today, after a beautiful two days, BLOODY HELLLLLL. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/621703/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/621703/ Mon, 14 Apr 2003 13:10:58 PDT
I finally got Photoshp 7 and It's okay, it's still not what I'm looking for. I've tried to create 3D stuff in the nurbs style programs but they never work very well for me and are sort of annoying. I need help, really.

I'm bored, I'm starving. I need food. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/612952/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/612952/ Fri, 11 Apr 2003 11:58:08 PDT
I got woke up by a phone call by my English teacher. >. ]]> ~evilcorgi http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/612057/ http://evilcorgi.deviantart.com/journal/612057/ Fri, 11 Apr 2003 02:46:22 PDT
Well, I was driven. Not by inspiration, but pure insomnia!

I decided, well my stuff isnt THAT crappy, I suppose I could add it here! ]]> ~evilcorgi