http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:extravegance&section=today deviantART RSS for by:extravegance en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:56:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27647735/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27647735/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 09:51:47 PDT but my own computer died of the summer and the house computer got hacked. There's no time or $ to fix the house computer but i've been offered a power supply for my lil frankie-computer ^_^ yay! hopefully i'll be back on line soon-ish. until then a glimpse may be caught of me now and again as i avoid doing school work and spend my time "wisely" at school by saying "hi" to y'all! ^_^ lol

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27153033/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27153033/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 15:31:35 PDT
Recently I've done a lot of signature blends/manip like stuff for role plays, more pixel dolls, and also pixel animals! The signatures are for role plays obviously, but I play around with non-famous people faces too, and objects. And the animals I'm mainly doing for a particular forum where I take on 4 at a time, my pixel animals are pretty high in demand already! I'm so excited about that! lol

So I'll open up free commissions here for dolling, sig/avs, and pixel images of all sorts since i can pixel anything as long as i have a really good ref. picture. its up to you if you want to trade but i don't require it. I'll have 5 open spots here since on average i have about 4-5 spots on other sites

So tell me what kind of art you want, Doll, Pixel Image (Animal or Item), Siggy-blend, Av-blend. Please provide ref pix if you can other wise I may not create what you actually want. Let me know colors, size requirements, and text (not just the words, but font style as well)

Free Art Work:
1) (brown and white owls)
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]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27043452/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/27043452/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 21:08:34 PDT
So what's the real life update on me?
I'm the new president of W.A.R. (formerly Women Against Rape, now World Against Rape) and recently pulled in more than double our membership from last year. My spiritual growth although still moving forward on the path of Native American Spirituality has lead me back to the non-denom church I used to attend. School and Work started up a couple weeks ago. Friday i attended my first pep-rally in 6 years! with my friend who i graduated with, she's now a biology teacher at our old high school, our old basketball coach is a new A.P. its all kinda weird, but weirder yet that we attended yet another pep rally XD lol This past week I haven't been home at all I just got back today helping out a friend in need. And in the last 4 months or so I've hit a downward spiral for a while and i'm looking around wondering when its going to come up again. In just the last couple of weeks I've come to realize a lot of stuff, even more so when suppressed memories came to the surface. I'm returning to therapy this time on the college campus, *crossing fingers* hoping it turns out better than the others.

It was actually Harper and my english professor this year that helped me start thinking about therapy again. Considering i haven't had much luck in the past I didn't really want to give it ago. But with all the recent shit that's come to light its time I try it again, cuz I actually had a break down wednesday before starting the campaigning for new members of WAR... not the best time to have a break down huh? yeah my thoughts too. I almost had another one friday at work, let me tell you high school kids are brutal when you have a break down whether they were the cause or not, so again not the best time to freak out.

On the plus side of things I'm taking 2 upper level courses at college this year and i'm considered a jr. (with 3 more years left) and I love my Eng. class cuz its more like a workshop! hooray for more writing! i have an excuse to be distracted in class now! yay! and the other good news? I'm finally home after helping a friend for the last week so being home = good.

Oh yeah hey I actually was going to have a social life this summer... it didn't happen though, i got stood up. After my great friends moved around our own movie night plans for me.... yeah guys they're great when they are drunk, or focusing on other girls aren't they?

lol Autumn and I had a great laugh last night the laughter ensued for hours over the fact that we figured out the reason I can't get a guy is because my "perfect" guy is already me XD yeah i know its weird but seriously the things I want a guy to do for me I already do, so there's really no work for him to do. XD So how does one go about fixing this situation? lol

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/23222838/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/23222838/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 19:19:51 PST and Myself as well as many other deviants are horrified by this allowance for traced images to be claimed as viable pieces of art. IT IS THEFT.

So to our fellow watchers, friends, and loved ones, if you see our art work disappearing this is why. We are no longer going to be apart of something so undignified. To continue seeing our art keep an eye out on [link] I'm coding it all right now before we delete the images on here. I will also code the site to allow for comments to be made on the individual art works. and my stock art will be moved to the resources section of my site...for members of I'm sorry but I'm leaving that too. If you would Like I can leave the password and hand over the torch of leadership to someone else, the board will remain up and running though so you may find me and my crafts on there as well.

I do not know how long it will take me to code the site, so just keep checking back I'll update everyone when its all been moved over...Also to keep in contact with me if you don't have me as a contact anywhere else just pm me and i'll tell you my email and other sites you can find me on.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/22822449/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/22822449/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 12:10:17 PST
i'm still in school just started my 3rd year and will be done in about another couple of years.

i also finally joined a d-n-d group and its quite fun ^_^ but my character is quite different from me...lol she's got a snippy comeback for this other character all the time lol poor kid playing the other character even said the game was cool except for my character picking on his all the time XD lol hey...its called role playing

still working as a sub...had to write up a couple of students on friday for assault (pencil stabbing...high school kids not kindergartners! yikes!) got to co-teach with my mom that day in the last period too...usually the worst class (the coach and my mom warned me) but they were awesome! I told my mom working with her wouldn't be a bad thing lol
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i know its not much of an update but its all i got... life around here can be pretty dull at times lol

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/21102438/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/21102438/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 20:59:15 PDT They knew he was a flight risk and yet nothing was done to prevent it, his bail was set too low and he had no connections to our community so why the fuck did they let him go like that? I don't understand!

I was so close to having the freedom of independence to walk outside on my own again and now since we have no idea where the fuck he went if he's still here, houston, or mexico I cannot walk by myself to my classes although each one is next to the other... if i can't find a group of trusted people to walk with me then I have to call the campus escort service provided by the ROTC and the UPD there have been 9 reports of sexual assault on campus so far this semester one of which happened just last week which scares the hell out of everyone! So no there's more worry and stress added on to life...

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/21039962/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/21039962/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 23:15:30 PDT
Last friday the packet of info and forms for the Impact Statement was in my mail. On tuesday a friend took me to the DA's office to deliver it as i was afraid it would get lost in the mail. And yesterday (friday) I got another letter from the DA.

The Arraignment Hearing is monday morning at 9. The paper says do not come unless subpoenaed, so I will still be going to orientation for work as it stands at this moment. When the hearing is said and done i'll be told the court date.

So far no word on whether or not i'll need to take the witness stand. *cross your fingers* i really don't want to take the witness stand, although i plan to be in court for as long as it takes.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589439/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589439/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:48:48 PDT
We got power back on early so all is ok

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589418/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589418/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:47:14 PDT
We got power back on early so all is ok

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589413/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/20589413/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:46:35 PDT
We got power back on early so all is ok

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19870258/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19870258/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 22:11:02 PDT
I have gone from Catholic, to Hindu, to Neo-Pagan, to Catholic, to Non-denominational, to Catholic...and I left the Catholic church for good now. My beliefs aren't the same as theirs and nowhere close. I tried to go back to the Non-Denom church and while I love everyone there... again my beliefs don't match up and non-denom is not all that open to other religions...

the best way to describe my faith is a hodge-podge. every religion compared to another has way too many similarities for there to be one exact truth... don't try to tell me any different or try to persuade me back to another Christian faith...I have studied all sorts of religions for over 7 years now. All religions have truth and anything that is too similar for it to be coincidence I take and believe to be true.

And now that I've started studies again I felt God pulling me further into it...I've felt a calling to begin furthering my studies into one focus... that of Shamanism... I fell God wants me to be a Shaman. Shamanism has always been close to my heart because of legends and stories of the natives... I have 3 lines of Indian running in my blood if not more and have always felt a strong connection to my ancestors...if the Natives can live with their beliefs of Mother Earth and Father Sky and Those of Christian faith, why can't I?.... I can!

I am a witch, not hocus pocus, but that I follow a lot of traditional witchcraft which does include same Native American Spirituality beliefs. When I don't study or practice my faith and beliefs I feel empty... it is why I have never felt comfortable in any church I've ever been too. I know in my heart that my beliefs are true. When I say I am a "witch" and that i follow traditional witchcraft, does not mean that I am practicing anything evil. I believe spell working is the same as praying...and I believe that God has given all of us gifts and we can either be open to them or we can close our minds to those opportunities. These gifts are blessings he's bestowed upon us. There are people who have been blessed with healing powers, there are people who can really see into the future, there are people who talk with spirits, and there are spirits. I also believe that God gave everything a soul. If you run your hands over a stone, a tree trunk you can feel a pulse, that pulse is the energy and the soul of all things. The earth is alive...

So what religion would you call this? I don't label it... i had been calling myself multi-denominational... but really its multiple faiths... I don't care what you call it... This is me and I shouldn't be hiding it from my friends, if you are really a friend you wont be bothered by this journal and you won't be concerned that following any of this is damaging to my soul, and you wont try to convert me back to something I was never happy with. My friends will love and accept me for who I am.

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]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19461761/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19461761/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:40:45 PDT
We just got the call from mom after the Oncologist called her, with the amount of bcells left in her marrow, they weren't sure whether they were going to go on with maintenance or if they were going to do more chemo or a trial drug...

The oncologist says "No more chemo!" it was such a small amount (0.05% which is the line for remission if it was 0.06% she'd go in for more chemo if it was 0.04% they'd say she was in remission...) the oncologist feels that it was such a small amount and that at the time the test was done the chemo was still working its last bit of medical magic... so we're moving on with maintenance!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19333558/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19333558/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:04:40 PDT
All of the markers for the cancer are gone, the extra T12's, but there is 0.05 bcells still in her marrow...which means the cancer isn't 100% gone. But the Oncologist is putting her on the 2 years maintenance and feels that she can stay "clean" for up to 4 years before they have to do anything differently. The Oncologist is going to discuss her case with others and see if there is a clinical trial or whatever out there they can put her on. She's leaving on the 14th for Florida to visit a friend of hers, and the Oncologist is going to give her an idea of what they are going to do while she's in florida. On the 8th she's got another appointment.

As for an update on Autumn Star She's got some health issues dealing with her kidney's and has been sleeping a lot due to pain meds so she may be around or she may not. Keep her in your prayers too plz!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19225711/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/19225711/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 21:01:13 PDT *Ignore the "remorse emoticon at the bottom my net is being retarded and wont take it off XD lol rather it should have a smile face *

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Eggy has unofficially tagged me

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.)Visit Paris, France
2.)Met my distant relatives of the Deleware indians now located in my "2nd home" of oklahoma!
3.)move to oklahoma after falling in love and starting a family

Three Names You Go By:
1.)zili
2.)glass trees
3.)great walking staff (new scout nick name)

Three Screen Names You've Had (Other Than The One You Have Now):
1.)emh
2.)Lady Hawk Feather
3.)danille rouston

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.)eye color (changes)
2.)double jointed features
3.)long eye lashes

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.)Delaware Indian
2.)French
3.)Irish

Three Things That Scare You:
1.)Heights
2.)Small spaces
3.)Spiders

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.)3 bracelets 2 for mom's cancer and a chakra bracelet from Andie
2.)2 necklaces a dragon for strength and a cross for support
3.)sleep

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.)brown cow girl shirt
2.)capri pants
3.)camp Hale pass bracelet

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.)Allen Jackson
2.)Fall Out Boy
3.)Enya

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.)I should have been a cowboy - Toby Keith
2.)Yoda- Weird Al
3.)boot scootin' boogie- Brooks and Dunn

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.)Love
2.)Humour
3.)Random Dorkyness

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.)Blue eyes
2.)Partially deaf
3.)Hunch back

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.)Ice Blue eyes
2.)perfect teeth
3.)freckles

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.)dolling
2.)jewelry
3.)writing

Three Things You Want Really Badly Right Now:
1.)to be able to eat dairy products w/o aid XD
2.)this cold sore to go away
3.)"Breaking Dawn!"

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.)Teaching- current
2.)Artist
3.)Detective

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.)Ireland
2.)France
3.)Oklahoma

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.)Stori
2.)Sen
3.)Kalisto

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.)Like pretty sparkly things
2.)crushes on boys that back fire
3.)worry about my weight

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.)camping!
2.)pyro
3.)knives and swords

Three people that I would like to see take this quiz now:
1.)Eliea
2.)Autumn Star
3.)Pendle Stock

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18720007/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18720007/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:43:02 PDT
i dunno it maybe that a depression is setting in my mind... I can always feel it physically in my body when i'm about to sink... I'm trying to find ways to stop it from setting in... i'm hoping a visit to church tomorrow will help.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18439148/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18439148/ Wed, 21 May 2008 21:47:17 PDT
when i returned sunday night, my mother let me know that in the news another woman was made the victim of sexual assault in town.

the man in my case has been on that side of town for a while now so i emailed the detective with this piece of info... he thanked me for it and said they would look into it. and then the second part of the email i didn't expect! I knew they were filing a new affidavit, but i had my doubts as to anything coming out of it... well they found him!!!! yup they sure did. now we wait on lab reports and I'm praying that i'll be able to go to court by christmas time!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18334754/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/18334754/ Thu, 15 May 2008 11:04:07 PDT
in other news on the 2 year anniversary of the rape, my family and my venturing crew will be gathering for my court of honor its been a really long process... and i have finally finished both gold and silver (silver is the highest and is officially recognized as being equivalent to the the boy scout eagle award!) i wont have any sleep before the ceremony due to the flash backs that keep me awake through the night now... and due to the excitement i'm gonna be so messed up in the head i wont be myself during the court of honor... who thinks i'll be needing a drink after it? *raises hand*

and school is officially over as of yesterday i took my last final and i'm out for the summer going to the beach this weekend and on wednesday after jury duty on tuesday i'll be going to go find a job.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/17038076/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/17038076/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:37:19 PST

For my pixel artist friends this is great! look at the beautiful dolls on there from some of your favorites, its a new club so i encourage you to join ^_^

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16813304/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16813304/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:40:44 PST
Now that my mom has cancer we have to keep the house as clean as possible, now we never have been a home full of neat freaks... So the cleaning started weeks ago, and the house still doesn't look any better, but that not entirely all of our faults.

our home was built in the 70's and has almost everything still original. including the foundation that was laid wrong by a scam company they're around for a few months do a couple of jobs then go out of business and come back later under a new name. the foundation has been causing problems ever since we moved in, my bedroom door sometimes shuts and sometimes it doesn't close all the way and other times it swings in and out freely. The bathroom's walls have looked completely horrid ever since we moved in and we have a floating wall. the wall that connects to my brothers' room also floats. We have large cracks running from the upper corners of the door ways to the ceiling in all rooms of the house, we bought a sliding glass door "faux french doors" to replace the original sliding glass doors that kept breaking with the shifting foundation...the lock broke on that a year ago now so we lock it by placing a thick wooden dowel rod in the tracks. The front door has air leaks creating drafts, my bedroom window and the front window keep developing growing cracks due to the foundation as well. The back door in my parents room also has a slight draft. Each rainy season we have to go out to the back yard and dig a ditch because my folk's room floods and now there's mold growing under the carpet and in the carpet. A few years ago we had to get a new water heater and ac/heater...and just recently we had to have a new dish washer and get the oven fixed...and thankfully we found a free refridgerator that mom and i cleaned up and with the help of my brother got moved into the house, last january, although it caused me to have sprained my ankle that kept me on crutches for over a month (with developing the blood clot.)

When we first moved in we did a lot of fixing up because the previous owners really tore the place up (newely weds with a baby and college students that were druggies are not good for a poor old house.)

but now on top of all of that we just got back from spending the night in a hotel. yesterday i was sitting here at the computer when i heard bubbling come from the bathroom...our toliets and bathtubs had sewage coming up! Big problem last time this happened, it was the city's fault. Now its our plumbing. We've already had problems with our sinks not working, or leaking, the hall bathtub had water leaking through the pipes under the house so we had to shut that off, and now this... well the plumbers this morning got the toilets and tubs working again, but we have to have all the plumbing replaced!!!!

Not only that but near where our floating walls are located, we have snakes!!! a garter snake tried to bite me twice the other day before i killed it (at the time i didn't know it was a garter so i took no risks) We could have snakes in our house!!!!

Brother and I have been looking for jobs to help out the family but have been having a hard time getting them I still haven't had a call back from the scout camp! and mom really needs to leave her job because they are screwing her over the janitors make more money than she does!!! and working for the state as my dad does doesn't get much either when you have a family of 5 and a morgetge and two car to keep running...mom's van is always in and out of the shop and so is dad's newer truck!

We don't have money, our cars are dying, and our house is falling apart...
and the college is also upping tuition to pay for stuff we don't even need like a new student center... a "mall" area that's nothing but a park and a few buildings that no one is going to get to use until after my lil brother graduates college!!!

What's the solution to the problem??? We have no idea but i'm going to apply to Extreme Makeover: Home Edition with Ty Pennington... so I'm asking for prayers once again Please pray that they accept us!!!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16564777/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16564777/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:07:47 PST
She just walked in the door the docs are 99.9% certain that this is CLL (the better of the two cancers!) Not only can they put it in remission, there is a chance at a cure!!!! A CURE!!!!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16504120/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16504120/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:15:44 PST
In other words momma's gonna be around here for a while

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16460168/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16460168/ Fri, 18 Jan 2008 13:39:24 PST
So please please please keep praying!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16415888/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16415888/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:46:16 PST
My mom is coming home in a couple of hours, the biopsy showed that she has CLL thank God it wasn't ALL!!! and she's being release today!!!! she'll be home in a few hours and over a span of time she'll have to go through some more treatments, but for now the chemo is working!!!!

Thank you all again for the prayers and support!!!!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16376371/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16376371/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 12:55:34 PST but her problem is the opposite of my mom's my mom makes too many white blood cells, my cousn's is that she can't make enough.


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Update: Mrs. Fayne passed away


They moved Fayne to just around the corner from my mom. And my mom is now on chemo the doc said hopefully one round. My mom's cancer is stage 3 and it is CLL chronic lymphosystic(?) lukemia.

We've all agreed we're all participating in the relay for life this year (usually i don't b/c of other events) my mom has been out there for years supporting our friends and now that we are her care givers we're going out to support her.

The doc said that she has to stay in the hospital till wednesday if everything goes good, and come thursday she can start working again f_smile.gif just keep ur fingers crossed they're testing her bone marrow on monday.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16359536/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16359536/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 10:48:17 PST
Good news her heart is just fine.

Bad news: Its cancer. She has a lower level form of Lukiema. lukiemia is not cureable, but very treat able they've seem to have caught it early the problem right now is clotting they're afraid a clot will break lose. She's headed to houston for Herman Memorial Hospital. she's got to stay over night for now they aren't sure how long she's going to have to stay but they're running some more test to be on the safe side.

Mom's not to worried about it...b/c she knows that she will be around for a while. once its in remission she's got many many many years to live...there's no tag on her saying she's got so long to live. thats the good part...

more bad news our friend for years suffered a second stroke she's been in the hospital for a few days and the are taking her off of the ventilator and she's hanging on by a thread.

So plz pray for my mom and miss fayne.

no no no no no..........
i just heard dad with the update on our friend. miss fayne was taken of the ventilator and breathing on her own but as far as the docs can see she's 98% brain dead they kept her on the ventilator so her family could come

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16006080/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/16006080/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:52:16 PST
The dna is the only thing we need to compare to the dna in the rape kit. It seems that this is the only thing keeping us from going to court so my case hasn't been bumped off the list rather its never made it to the list.

but here's some good news that has nothing to do with my court case... hee hee guess how many page views I have?!?!?!
hee hee Over 2000!!!! yay!!! Thankies to my friends and watchers and all the random people who bumped up my number! MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE!!!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15453875/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15453875/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 19:14:01 PST
so plz keep praying that this goes to court soon! Love and huggs and many thanks!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15278839/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15278839/ Mon, 29 Oct 2007 19:53:09 PDT
One i went to the halloween weekend at the Ren. Fest and I dressed up as an undead witch...

and now i have 4 more events!
here they are in order:

Tuesday- Venturing Crew Meeting, Toga-ness!
Wednesday- School, Pirate!
Wednesday- Boy Scouts, Clown!
Wednesday- Catholic Student Center Party, Princess!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15184830/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15184830/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 08:24:40 PDT
Well yesterday i also had to walk home in the pouring rain! (the sky didn't even open up until i left the recital hall from music class!)
My jeans, my dad's rain jacket, and my boots are in the garage still drying lol I was soaked, and I litterally was able to dump water out of my boots! and though i had a rain coat that went half way down my thighs, i was soaked waist down! I hate this whole walking home deal, but i have to...(which reminds me i still need to call the DA about my case)...But on the other hand I love walking the 5 miles home and dodging traffic because it has turned out to be good exercise...i'm losing weight! and in a healthy way! sure its extremely slow due to my body being wacky..but hey i'm gettin there!

Oi and I cut my hair again! o yes...well actually just the bangs but its such a major change! I actually look 3-4 years younger! O.o? Truely! so yeah.

Well this weekend is a busy one! Yep my friend's concert at Starbucks is coming up! YAY! And that same night i'm staying with my bff, and in the morning she, me, and my bro are going to meet more Webb Society members at the REN FEST! No i'm not a fairy or anything cool but i'm gonna be an adorable cow...or i could have MAD Cow disease lol XD nah my costume is almost ready I just need to go buy a cow nose from walmart or card and party hee hee I'm going to feel utterly redicoulous in my costume compaired to others, but I'll be one in a million! lol!

yeah and so this weekend is also when my bff is celebrating her b-day! yayness though it isn't until the 1st of november. but it'll be great! I made her something pertyful! but i can't post it cuz then she'd see it lol so you'll have to wait a week or so!

Oh yeah and today I'm "SILENT FOR LIFE" [link] check it! I'm pro life so i'm protesting abortion...

no i will not get into a whole debate on DA as to whether or not its right/wrong, or anything of that sort! if you wanna start that crap, go fuck a chicken!



Neways! So i put up a new layout at my friend's site too check it at [link]
yeah its my art work on there I finally parted ways with an original... but at least its got a good home I gave the original art to my friend... so yeah i think he likes it lol

oh and i've finally got Autumn Star, Lil Starling and my site up and running... i'm still up loading things on there right now are mainly dolls, don't know what i'm talking about? well dolls are like paper dolls only for the computer, drag and drops are popular for rpers and such wanting avatars or signature, but then if you want, some ppl actually go out there and create bases, the human form, or they just copy a base (giving credit where credit is due) and create their own images from scratch. yeah its actually a really popular hobby amongst girls, but there's a few guys. there's actually a huge community of dollers world wide!

so on the website (check it [link]) we'll have our poetry art work and photography up as well so kee... ]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15071145/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/15071145/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:15:02 PDT

now if only i had a closet full of something to wear

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I could be working on my friend's website for him, only i don't have all the info so i gotta wait until he can get that to me......

i could work on my own site but i'm uninspired for my own stuff which is why i haven't posted anything...i have a pic i'm working on at home...at home...as in its not with me cuz i was stupid enough to leave it .... at home.

i'm in the middle of the computer lab, so i don't feel like writing...and i'm uninspired to write anyways...

i have artist/writer block....damn those muses who took a vacation w/o telling me...grrrr
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Ok so in other news thanks to that stupid prison break on monday (yes they caught the guy) my own court date has been pushed back....cuz it still hasn't gon to the grand jury... and next month the two escapees go b4 the jury....that sucks. man our cj system is fucked up and a total piece of crap...

this reminds me i gotta go check out the victim's rights stuff...ok i guess i can waste the next 3 hours doing that lol

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14628394/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14628394/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 09:16:16 PDT

1. post these rules
2. each person tagged must post 8 random and facts about themselves
3. tags should write a journal of these facts
4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1) I'm allergic to liquid fabric softener
2) I scare my mom b/c i'm getting all country again real fast lol
3) I can't help #2.......i'm country at heart lol
4) Country Music Legend Buck Owens is my 6th cousin on my mom's side
5) I have a resemblence to several tv/movie characters...its the hair i can make it do any thing lol
6) I'm a die hard Billy Ray Cyrus fan! woot woot!
7) I only know how to dance one dance
8) Several have tried and all have failed. I just can't two-step...I know i live in TX listen to country music and I can't two-step...what's wrong with me? lol

i now tag:

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and i didn't get a call from "work" so no work......i didn't get the job.......at least not unless they are still deciding .......... arg.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14415225/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14415225/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:28:15 PDT what?

hee hee at 4 i got the phone call, at 4:30 i had the interview, and 2 minutes later I shook hands with my new boss!
I start monday at 11, but i'll work for a week or less and then we'll decide if i like the job and if they like me...

the boss was pretty much set on me from the moment he saw my application...hee hee its typed! that was one of his questions in my interview...how did you do that? so I explained shortly the process of scaning, resizing to fit and then using ms paint...the loves the fact i have so much experience with computer stuff, including graphic arts... ^_^ yay! and how fast i can type ^_^ cool! And he loved my first reference... Daddy Unger (my scout leader for those who don't know) apparently they attend church together!

I'm almost positive that I have the job! I LOVE IT ALREADY! and the boss seems pleased with me! (not to mention the amount of respect I showed him)

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14376681/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/14376681/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:30:24 PDT after giving my testimony, students and mrs. p prayed over me, and just after that, students, especially the young men came to me asking what they could do to help others in my situtation.

in the morning one young man in particular came to me and said that his friend had kept her past locked up until they met and became friends, he asked how to help her in particular.

The amount of teenagers that want to help is unbelieveable! These kids really took my story to heart and not just about what happened, but how God came back into my life. Its given them hope, and the knowledge that if they ask, God will forgive.

^_^

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and do what you can to help whether it be reposting the link, or starting up some sorta fund raiser to help anyone you know with cancer that needs financial help.

Thanks!

is having an auction to help the woman in the artical!

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If he hasn't deleted it, i'll have that up loaded later. ^_^ this is just so cool!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13372195/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13372195/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 18:23:38 PDT
WE ALL want this Bastard in Prison so he can't hurt anyone else as we know he tried to before he got me.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13127005/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13127005/ Mon, 28 May 2007 15:11:43 PDT [url][link]
Thanks to everyone of my friends and commenters and lurkers uh i mean viewers for all the support! keep it coming!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13037305/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/13037305/ Mon, 21 May 2007 11:38:16 PDT
And omg so many pictures will u get to view after i get back from summer vacation!

volunteer work
beach
rock climbing
back packing (with millions of stops in between!)
church retreats

yeah this summer is gonna be awesome!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12931370/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12931370/ Sat, 12 May 2007 15:46:04 PDT
i don't know if i'll be back in town for college after this summer...not with how things are progressing....Please keep my friends and family in ur prayers.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12893436/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12893436/ Tue, 08 May 2007 21:33:38 PDT 2) keep an eye out at [link] its the new DKS web site! its still not up as of yet, but that's because i need statistics and graphics anyone wanna donate? email me at dont.keep.silent@gmail.com or note me here ^_^ thankies!
3) I passed my CJ final and I've passed the class with a C! woot woot!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12744758/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12744758/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 16:09:00 PDT
and yesterday mom and i were out on her new bench swing....and talking like we did in the good ol' days...and out of the blue, she says "you need a date" i'm like "what????" Apparently I'm a recluse only coming out for school, work, venturing, and church/youth group. As much as i hate to admit it, I hate being lonely and a recluse, but I'm much safer that way. and it kills me as well because i know that God's plans for my future concerning a married life, wont be possible unless i get out there. I'm heart broken because i know love is out there, but i'm also afraid.

even if i were to go on a date i haven't been on a real date in 4 years mostly all i did on a date in these past for years was watch tv with the guy...or all those damn parties...gawd i hate myself for getting in such a mess!

a date now would be like me going on my first date ever...and a total disaster! i'd be a big bundle of chaos and confusion...a never ending state at that!

another problem is that we don't know anyone around my age of good stature who is available...
I've posted to my friends at facebook and myspace and let them know the times I'm available for reserving dates if anyone of them wants to put me on a blind date or two....other wise, mom wont get off my case.

Mom is afraid if i continue to be a recluse like this (spending all my free time at the comp online or in the living room or back yard painting and sketching) I'm going to be living at home forever, never knowing true bliss. Well i wont live at home forever thats for sure...when the time is right and i have the means ($) to move out I will...The true wedded bliss part...yeah that's true if i continue on this path...but i'm just not sure about how to get off...i'm so insecure...its been almost a year and i still don't think i'm ready, i don't thing i'll ever be ready to put it past me and move on... and i think i'm starting to have a breakdown because of the whole "get back in the social life" thing....i had a social life look where it lead me...b4 that i was a recluse still....all i did was get back into my old self....aw man i think its time to see the shrinks again another thing i hate....ack.

~extravegance

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12664049/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12664049/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:13:21 PDT but i'm better now ^_^ My stay at HCC was great! You guys did everything you could for me, to help me back on to the rock of faith...But i came to a stand still, and I felt God pulling at my heart to return to St. Thomas. Its been my calling all along, but i need help renewing my strength, and St. Thomas couldnt do if for me. I continue learning and growing in my faith journey and have seen some beautiful new things in Gods Plans for me. I now know where i am going and God's word is a lamp unto my feet leading me on His chosen path ^_^

I am coming even closer to granting forgiveness, but not quite there yet, still harboring some anger but at the moment, more compasion for a lost soul, than anger against a rapeist. I'm making great strides in my healing, I havent had a nightmare in a couple of weeks, although I'm still afraid to walk alone, but I remind myself that I don't walk alone anymore, I have guardian angels and Jesus in my heart...I never walk alone anymore ^_^

I'm working with the youth group again, and a great opprituity to impact their lives has arisen and I'm taking this opp to help them see where mistakes can lead them. They requested that people close to their own age speak to them because they can better relate. I've also been asked to give my testimony of God's great mercy and love...it took 15-20 pages of scratching out words before i stopped forcing the pen to write, and when i did I created a new poem, yes a poem, many students i've worked with before out of this group have read my poems or heard them and i've recieved high praise for the fact that they can understand better rather than just speaking.

And speaking of the youth group, that's where I have been called to. So in college at the moment, i am studying ACS academic studies, to work with middle school children, and, from there, I hope to attend St. Thomas University in Houston and study Theology ^_^

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as said in Kavandi's journal, we were helping at boy scout camporee at the first aid contest ^_^ how fun...kept bringing up memories of the make up i did for shattered dreams...Kavandi has a bit of crush ^_^ but to be honest, i think the two looked cute together when they hugged good bye (No Hannah i'm not laughing...its ginuine...) The said crush has a good taste for the criminal history Huntsville carries...said he wants to come and see the prision museum...you two may meet b4 long after all XD lol

And in my reply to her journal, I left with a bit of a crush on someone as well...(dif. guy) problem though...I'm almost 20...at the moment he's under age lol
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but now back to the grewsome site of 4 burn vic's with compound fractures.

group one of the 3 who "oppereated" on me:
stood around for a few moments before one guy took it for him to be the leader...and everyone else just watched...

group2: hannah and I were the screaming vic's while Kyle and Katlyn (sp?) were silent...the boys when i started screaming bloody murder took off behind a tree!!! they claim they were all running to call an ambulence...like in real life it would take all 7 of them XD lol eventually when they came back they had their act straight...but...still didn't score too high

group 3: I'm working with Kyle's troop...of which my dad is also the scout master. One of the kids has some behaviurol problems and tends to pick on my lil brother all the time...when I started screaming bloody murder (my eyes are shut tight) he shoves down one of the material strips used for turniquets...down my throat! I immediately sat up and said that's it you guys failed... the rest of the group was laughing and letting them do that...we had to talk to them at the end of the competition and explain that this was supposed to be a reenactment so if they come upon it in real life that's not what they would do. after the choking bit, i sat up so they could still finish the test, but I was silent for the most part still responding...then I stopped moving and shacking my head to their questions... y? Because in this lil sinerio...one kid decided the best treatment for a facial burn would be to place a bandaid over it...come one guy it goes from forehead to chin on the entire right side of my face! for those of you reading and don't have first aid cirtification...this is one of the worst treatments for burns you could do! and second don't pour water on a burn wet some cloth and place it on there, if you just pour the water on to a burn directly the vic will go into shock.

and another problem all the groups had was realizing when one of the vic's went into shock...Kyle had to help out one group by saying as they "poured" the water on his facial burn "O geez I hope I don't go into shock" next thing you know Kyle's going into "shock" lol I had to let each of my groups know that when a vic stops responding and becomes quiet...it means they're in shock...not all the times will a vic be quiet though, but they wont realize the severity of their injuries...
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but the funniest part of the entire thing was putting make up on Kyle XD lol Daddy Unger was using my make up i brought along (hey i'm very pale and everyone else is tan...it looked like they were in shock) But Daddy Unger doesn't have experience in applying real make up to as though it were stage makeup... so he loaded the brush with my white powder foundation and goes to set it on Kyle's face...and a huge puff of white went every where!!!! lol after Kyle's face becomes completely white (execpt the red "burn") I tried to explain a simple way to remove some of it...so Daddy Unger went to follow my instructions of removing some excess poweder and Kyle just jumped up and said "you do it" lol Needless to say I did mine, Hannah's, and Katlyn's make up after that lol...hannah was cooler than us because she decided to use some eye shadows to make brusies on her legs it was cool...

unfortuneately for no apparent reason other than I may have been on it for too long we did have to have me sit down and put heat compress on my knee...I'm having problems with a blood clot forming i'm going to the doc tomorrow after school to get it checked out and treated...good news I'm able to walk again on the sprained ankle...bad news? still on one crutch because of the blasted knee...I got home yesterday from work so mom made me got right to bed with the legs elevated since the problem at camp...i woke up and spent 2 hours at the comp because it was doing just fine no notice of swelling or discloration so i though the hea... ]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12297424/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/12297424/ Fri, 23 Mar 2007 13:50:01 PDT [link]

DA is allowing an under aged gal who posted half nude pictures of her self to come back, after she's already opened several other accounts...even that is against the rules, why are they allowing this? if one gets off shouldn't they allow every other banned member back on? NO NO NO!!! NO Special Treatment! NO to bending the rules! and NO to Under Aged Nudity/Pornography! No to Pedophiles!!!!

*if the image doesn't come up, then please someone tell me how to make it comeup?*

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get this when i was cleaning up the break room before the wet mop page, i picked up a pile of trash on the table, out fell a cross, i figured i'd take it home and clean it up and find out who it belongs to and return it all nice and pretty...then as i held it in my hand i got the feeling it was meant for me to have...2 seconds after i put it in my pocket i got the page!

and God was really looking out for me tonight because there was an unmarked police car and its driver at the store, in fact the officer was in civi clothes with gun and walkie radio...the apb came over and my manager heard mumbling and then "wal-mart" and the officer immediately picked up and said I'm in wal-mart right now... and off they went giving a discription that i gave to the operator...!!!!!!!!!!! i gave perfect discription too i didn't think in a panic like i was i'd be able to remember it!

all the co-workers saw the comotion as they cuffed him in electronics and then drug him to the other side of the store out the food side doors... they were all thinking oh they caught one of the shop lifters...well yes he's a known shop lifter but that's not why he's in jail at this moment! i let a few of them know what happened.


Momma came and picked me up took me by whataburger (right now the lobby is under construction) so we went through the drive through asked to see my brother for a minute, remember this is his ex bff we're talking about...we let him know he's in jail and because the place is so busy he just yelled "yes" and disappeared back to work.

I'm glad this part is finally over!

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/11375619/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/11375619/ Tue, 09 Jan 2007 14:14:27 PST
i'm just posting his words cuz i'm too lazy to make my own...lol I replied to his, now you must reply to mine!

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Psalm 142 A prayer in time of trouble...

With full voice I cry to the Lord, with full voice i beseech the Lord.
before God i pour out my complaint,
lay bare my distress.
My spirit is faint within me
but you know my path
Along the way i walk
they have hidden a trap for me.
I look to my right hand
but no friend is there.
There is no escape for me;
no one cares for me.
I cry out to you Lord
I say you are my refuge
my portion in the land of the living.
Listen to my cry for help.
for i am brought very low.
Rescue me from my pursuers,
for they are too strong for me.
Lead me out of my prison,
that i may give thanks to your name.
Then the just shall gather around me
because you have been good to me.
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Psalm 143Lord, hear my prayer;
in your faithfulness listen to my pleading;
answer me in your justice.
Do not entre into judgement with your servant;
before you no living being can be just.
the Enemy has pursed me,
they have crushed my life to the ground.
they have left me in darkness
like those long dead.
my spirit is faint within me;
my heart is dismayed I remember the days of old;
I ponder all your deeds;
the works of your hands I recal
I stretch out my hands to you
I thirst for you like a parched land.
Selah
Hasten to answer me Lord;'
for my spirit fails me
Do not hide your face from me,
lest I become like those descending to the pit.
At dawn le me hear of your kindness, for in you I trust.
Show me the paith i should walk, for to you i entrust my life.
Rescue me, Lord, from my foes,
for in you I hope.
Teach me to do your will, for you are my God.
May your kind spirit guide me on ground that is level.
For your name's sake, Lord, give me life;
in your justice lead me out of distress.
In your kindness put an end to my foes;
destroy all who attack me,
for I am your servant.

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]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10763504/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10763504/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 06:33:26 PST Thanks I really appreciate all the support but i've already made my decision, but don't worry its not too drastic lol I'm staying, and i'll continue art, but i'm changing my art focus...I'll focus my art to work for God. but i'm still taking a bit of a break...i learned last night a lot of the things i was taught when i was lil was a bunch of misconceptions, you can't preach what you don't know ^_^

and my bro and best friend will join me at my website ^_^

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10753067/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10753067/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:54:32 PST
And one thing that affects me a lot is God. I've lost focus with God and i need to come back to him. I fell twice before and i'm starting to slip, i don't want to go backwards i want to keep climbing the mountains to God's Kingdom.

I think a break is what i need for the time being, we'll see where my heart lies after a while.

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10743099/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10743099/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:59:27 PST
~zili

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10551490/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10551490/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 17:50:21 PST
well my mom and the mother got to talking. Mrs. Carla already knew from someone else telling her what happened to me in june. As she and my mom talked, she told my mom to talk with her husband John. as it turns out he's a consular for the inmates that committed rape. He consuls them from the victim's stand.

My mom also told Carla about the Don't Keep Silent campaign i started the day i came home from the hospital. John has facts and info for me ^_^ yay!

after Eliea is done re-creating her webbie, i'm going to do the offical don't keep silent campaign website! yay!

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Far Away
Lyrics - All The Right Reasons :.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

]]> ~extravegance http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10335498/ http://extravegance.deviantart.com/journal/10335498/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 10:53:53 PDT
Following in an act of obediance being a "new born" christian, i was baptized yesterday morning. After the picnic at the park, i went home and rested for work. i woke early and immediately went back to my bed, only a moment later did i jump out of bed at my mother's mournful wailing.

my mother opened her email only to find our dear friend beth aka tacha from wavnutz.com was tradgically killed monday October 2nd, 2006 and no one at the board knew for a week because her husband was unable to notify us seeing as he only speaks french.

Mrs. Beth and her beloved horse Jolly had the same rutine for 7 years and had just gathered the cows and were returning home. As they went to leave the side of the highway, Jolly spooked for some unknown reason, fleeing on to the highway. a Logging trailer truck found Beth unavoidly in the way. though the driver tried, it was impossible to avoid the colision that took our friend's life. Beth died instantly, and Jolly died as well.

all of the wavnutz members are in mourning today. Mrs. Beth leaves behind her daughter Ashley who just moved out, a son Johnathan not much older than my younger brother, a loving husband Luc, and many other family and close friends.

my mother was extremely torn because of not knowing for a week. she kept repeating "why didn't we notice she was gone?" and reminessing, my mother looked back at all of Beth's posts, the last post she posted on monday was something along these lines "after a long week and barely any sleep a long nap is instore."

Dear Beth you are sorely missed, sleep, rest in peace dear friend.

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