deviantART: by:fadeawayshadowrose http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:fadeawayshadowrose&section=today deviantART RSS for by:fadeawayshadowrose en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:02:48 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Indie Bands With a Mission http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/26937746/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/26937746/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 14:06:25 PDT
Please, check out this informal non-profit organization, Indie Bands With a Mission!
They now have a deviantart account, ~ibwam.
Please, check them out.

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I haven't been on lately. I'm sorry. I'll try to be on more.
I have summer school, by choice. It's a pain in the butt, but it's soon over so I'll be up and running again -hopefully- in August!

I want to know how I got this five day membership. Anyone know?

I still need to add to my photography company: ~BRRFphotography. If you haven't watched it yet, you should now.

I have a charity now. It's been up and running since June of this year.
Indie Bands With a Mission. [link] for details.

I've given up on the job search, but I'm going to open my own store on etsy. I'll sell mostly crochet items. Details of this coming later.

I still fully support Hotspur. <3

Ask Me Questions.
- Clarissa

I ask you: How are you wonderful people?

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose shameless adverting. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/24586874/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/24586874/ Wed, 06 May 2009 15:40:43 PDT thank you :)

WATCH: ~BRRFphotography
More of my work will be on there.

HOTSPUR
- May 19 release of "Chandelier" single on iTunes
- May 19 release of "Chandelier" video on all outlets
- May 19 pre-orders available for "You Should Know Better By Now"
- June 20 CD release show at Sonar in Baltimore, MD
- June 23 "You Should Know Better By Now" release date (iTunes and physical)
- OnTap Magazine Band of the Month
- JamNow.com live webcast performance on May 8
- Green Means Go tour leg two:
Baltimore MD | Greenville SC | Charleston SC | Charlotte NC | Columbia SC | New Bern NC | Shamokin PA | Paramus NJ | Warrenton VA | Harrisonburg VA | Rockville Centre NY | Manchester NH | New Bedford MA | New York NY | Portland ME |Allentown PA

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose Regarding Deviants. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/24537499/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/24537499/ Fri, 01 May 2009 20:00:18 PDT BRRFphotography more. As you can see, I ADORE photography. I own Black Rose & Radio Fire Photography (BR&RF Photography for short). Please watch and pay attention to that account more. I recently uploaded 175+ photos within the past few days to that account.
Thank you for all the support.
xx Clarissa.
"If you're fucking around, stick 'em up in the air."

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose I'm joining a trend that was there so long ago. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/23437901/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/23437901/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 17:42:23 PST 1. Psy-Comm Volume Volume 1 (SAT/ACT Vocabulary Building Manga)
2. Van Von Hunter Volume 1 (SAT/ACT Vocabulary Building Manga)
3. Warcraft: The Sunwell Trilogy Volume 1 (SAT/ACT Vocabulary Building Manga)

I want a list of what to read. I repeatedly hear about how I should read Death Note, which I'll probably read. I need more though - MORE MANGA. List your favorites :]

I don't know whether or not I have an interest in architecture or if I'm really doing it for money. I do like design and such, but I don't know. I'm more artistic than anything. That's why I could never be an engineer. I couldn't even try to be. Architecture's more appealing, but I still think about becoming a graphic designer or a photographer or something else that's more artistic or creative. I'm going to have multiple jobs of course. It's just a matter of what's going to be a side job and what's my main job.

I have a goal of MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology) and RISD (Rhode Island School of Design). Those are my dream colleges. Chances of actually attending there are pretty low. It's more of a matter of finances than grade point averages. I have at THE VERY LEAST a 3.6, but I don't really know what it is. I used to have a 3.965. that was my grade point average last school year. Those were the days. The Newsweek magazine suggested Columbia University, Cooper Union, and Princeton University for architecture. I don't care that they don't match my goals. Princeton is probably going to be added to my goal, however.

I need scholarships so badly. I'm starting to look a lot of them up, just to find out that I'm a little too late to enter. It gets so annoying. I'm going go enter a few though. The chances of me being chosen, however, aren't very likely.
I'm starting to get really worried about college. It's so close, but just not in my reach. It's not close enough for me to taste, to touch. I can't quite feel it. My grades just aren't that great. It's starting to depress me. I'm starting to ask help from the "smartest" and best students in my classes. It would be amazing if deviantART had contests offering scholarships. I mean, that would be AMAZING. Due to the fact that one could one use a deviantART account to be a portfolio, one could also receive scholarships. I realize that it would only help high school and college students, but still. It's a pretty nice idea. I realize that the contests are run by members mostly. It was just a nice idea that most likely won't happen.

I don't feel like talking more about my future university life anymore.
THE END.

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose Losing all hope was freedom. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/22401596/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/22401596/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:26:18 PST ~gavgav12
~Azuvala-Assantri
~BRRFphotography

"And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom."
Am I insanely jealous? A little. Am I taken away? Definitely. I'm letting go; my grasp is slipping away. I'm finding the freedom I never really wanted in the first place. Freedom is what is needed though... not for me, but for others. I must let go to free them. I must set them free. It's what they want and maybe what they need. I have no idea because I can't read minds. Freedom is found by losing all hope. I'm trying to lose hope. My mind tries to give up... Logic. My heart doesn't want to... Instinct. It's always instinct vs. logic. What will win? Instinct or logic? Logic will have to win, because instinct isn't wanted by them. They want logic to win. Logic will have to prevail. Instinct stands a chance if they want it to. Do they though? I don't know.



I hope you lose all hope in me. You know who you are. Please, lose all hope... all faith... lose all hope in me. I keep my promises as long as you want me to. Just lose all hope. Why have hope in someone you don't need? Lose all hope, my former dear. Lose all hope in me to find freedom.



&& I BRING TO YOU ALL: BLACK ROSE AND RADIO FIRE PHOTOGRAPHY!
Okay, so we're still loading pictures and stuff. I have over three hundred that I haven't even put on here. My partner hasn't even touched it yet.

I wrote this kind of releasing, relieving kind of piece and I'm not sure whether or not to post it. Why? People who watch, more so people who I am dear best friends with, will see this and I'm not sure about having them read it. I don't want them to freak out, but it's so relieving.
Looking for Alaska and Fight Club was referenced so many times, but only certain parts of the it were referenced. It was beautiful. My feelings aren't completely freed by that piece, but they sure as hell aren't bottle up as much anymore.
I'm just not sure. I want to, but I'm worried about reactions. Reactions are important.

Oh and in my journal forum, there's a question there. I would like you to answer it.

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]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose CHRISTMAS. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/22190608/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/22190608/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 12:39:04 PST
I'm starting to feel better. Little by little, you know?

I'll come up with some photographs sometime. It depends whether or not I leave next week. I feel really homesick.

I've been listening to so many runway-type songs. I feel like putting on a runway show or doing a fashion type video. I don't know. It can possibly be put up on my youtube account, if I ever do it.

Would anyone like to buy me a plane ticket ...or give me money so I can buy my Porsche? A plain Zippo works as well.

Shout Outs :):
~Azuvala-Assantri thank you for the shout out :]

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose cleared out. http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/21745155/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/21745155/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 09:16:24 PST I could leave some pictures up, but only the ones requested to be left.
I'm getting bored with it, so I think I'll clear it out by the end of the year?
Yep, so long DeviantART! I might miss you! Hopefully, I won't!

]]> ~fadeawayshadowrose W I L T [ Roses ] I N G http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/20928299/ http://fadeawayshadowrose.deviantart.com/journal/20928299/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 08:35:26 PDT Don't you just love me?
I'd say I'm very sorry for all those photos, but honestly, I'm not.
If you'd like to draw those photos, go right ahead. Send me a link when you're done.
For anything else, please ask.

edit
If you tried to get a print of my recent photographs, I'm very sorry. I'm not sure why it won't be made into a print. I'll fix it soon. Though, leave comments to say which one should be made into a print. Fifty-two pictures is a lot of things that need to be made into prints...
Thank you very much.

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