http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:failia&section=today deviantART RSS for by:failia en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 28 Nov 2009 22:55:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/27999198/ http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/27999198/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 17:10:11 PDT I take anti-anxiety meds. Not the best coping method, but that's what they're for.

2. Does crying really make things better or worse?
I don't feel like crying really effects my situation.

3. Is there anyone you can tell everything to?
I generally tell ALMOST everything to my mom and to Mariah. But no one knows everything about me.

4. What calms you down the most?
A quiet house and just hours to myself to lounge around.

5. Any kind of music that makes you feel better?
Right Away, Great Captain! usually makes me feel nice. That or any of the songs from "Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog"

6. Are you generally a happy person?
I've been told that I'm generally mellow

7. What or who puts the biggest smile on your face?
Anything happy. Or anyone who kids around with me, like any one of my friends, really.

8. Do you ever over-react on the smallest things?
Sometimes, I have to admit. It depends on what that thing is, though.

9. Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety?
Ehhh. I was depressed for a bit in eighth grade and it was NOT good. Now I have general anxiety which pops up every now and then, but I'm doing better.

10. Mad about something?
Only a little frustrated that I'm sick.

11. Happy about something?
The prospect of new notebooks.

12. Currently with someone?
Pssssshhhhh. If only I'd filled out this survey a week ago.

13. Happy about that?
Yes, I am. I wasn't happy in the relationship.

14. How long now?
We broke up last Friday 8D

15. Have you married this person or got engaged?
Noopers

16. Like to cuddle?
Cuddling is really nice. I have a new-found love for it.

17. Do you like sensitivity?
Eh. Yes, but not too much sensitivity.

18. Is your partner open about their feelings towards you?
Was he? Not really so much.

19. Still in love?
Never was.

20. Do looks really matter?
To me they happen to matter a bit, but I guess I'm just a bitch. I'm okay with that.

21. If they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter?
Of course it matters.

22. Who starts the most arguments?
ololol. We didn't have any arguments in our astounding two week relationship.

23. Have besties in your life?
Of course

24. Who are they?
Welllllll.
Mariah, Cale, Stacy, Tanner, Katie, etc.
And my grandma's kitty, whose name is Missy. <3

25. Do you see them a lot?
Nearly every day

26. Do they like the guy/girl you are with?
They said they did

27. Which one lives the farthest away?
I don't think any of them live especially far away. Oh! Mario! He lives in Big Bay!

28. Do you get along with everyone?
Yes 8D

29. Are you too nice of a person towards people?
It depends on the person

30. Would you give anything to someone in need of help?
In all honesty, probably not

31. Would you consider ever getting a tattoo of your bff on you?
Lol no

32. What about your partner?
No tattoos for me, thanks

33. Know anyone two-faced?
Yep. Me 8D

34. Are you a lover or fighter?
In the middle

35. Ever been in a fist-fight?
Nah

36. Have you been in a abusive relationship?
Nahh

37. Are you more to verbally fight or physically fight?
Verbally

38. Do you consider yourself in shape?
Definitely not. I'm in horrible shape.

39. What features do you wish to change?
Of myself? I really wish I was in better shape. That's all.

40. Ever have anything from your body removed?
Teeth?

41. Ever wonder what was on the “other side”?
No

42. Believe there is a heaven?
No, I don't. Unfortunately.

43. Seen UFO’S lately?
I TOTALLY SAW ONE WHEN I WAS LIKE NINE

44. Wonder if animals can talk?
I used to. I also had this conviction that when I grew up I would learn how to transform into animals and/or talk to them. Growing up is so sad...

45. What about the Lockness Monster?
NESSYYY!

46. Can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark?
No way.

47. Are your doors always locked at night?
Of course they are

48. Ever sing in front of the mirror?
No, I'm ugly when I sing

49. Name something you do that you normally won’t admit because it is strange?
I spend a buttload of time on the computer. Too much time, really.

50. Ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep?
No

51. Ever wande... ]]> ~failia http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/27855959/ http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/27855959/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:03:45 PDT
[ ] You watch anime.
[ ] You read manga.
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[ ] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[ ] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[ ] You have cosplayed.
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[ ] You enjoy drawing anime.
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[ ] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 0


ART NERD

[x] You like art.
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist.
[ ] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[x] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school. (Kind of)
[ ] Instead of just 'brown' or "pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'.
[ ] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[ ] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 11

MUSICAL NERD

[ ] You play a musical instrument.
[ ] You play more than one instrument.
[ ] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument. (all the time <3)
[x] You've given your instrument a name.
[ ] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[ ] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[ ] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[ ] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music; your favorite composers/instruments/musical time periods/key/etc...
[ ] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 4


VIDEO GAME NERD

[x] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[ ] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[ ] You play video games every day.
[ ] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[ ] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[ ] You love to talk about video games.
[ ] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[ ] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[ ] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[ ] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 3

COMPUTER NERD:

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[ ] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[x] You spend time in online forums.
[x] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[ ] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[ ] You have actually met an online friend in person. (I WILL SOMEDAY!!!)
[ ] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online. (it was a joke...)
[x] You can type really, really fast.

COMPUTER NERD POINTS: 10

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But of course, Michael Jackson (another unexpected death) will be sorely missed.

Farrah Fawcett's death isn't as much of a shock, but still just as horrible.

It's so strange these three people died within days of one another. Especially because Billy Mays was probably stunned by the death of MJ and then BAM he's dead.
It's so sad.

]]> ~failia http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/25071969/ http://failia.deviantart.com/journal/25071969/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 14:55:13 PDT I don't think it'll be anything too amazing, but I hope people will like it all the same.
Mostly I'll just be uploading photography and maybe the occasional writing, painting, or drawing. We'll have to see.

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