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GO LOVE ~la-nausee because because it's me and you do love me. :giggle: I will just collect the stuff I like the most and keep on uploading from there. I ain't no falathiel. I'm not a fantasy lover, and I never really was :lol: - but The Nausea will always be the existentialist manifest. I doubt I will grow out of existentialism. Due to personal reasons, I just know it. No worries there. :lol:

You cna find me both in here and there. :nod: Thank joo.

Peace out, homies.
[I will kill who taught me the line, I just have to say it! :shakefist:

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I won't stop working on poetry, the news article [I haven't forgotten Steph.. have you? :evillaugh:] and stuff but... well. I don't know. I feel too tired.

:yawn:

]]> ~falathiel Bawwing Is No Fun. D: http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22878114/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22878114/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 02:12:42 PST

DAMNIT ALREADY MUM COME HOME SO I CAN BUY MYSELF A JUICY SUB :shakefist:

So let's all applaud for the tag from ~forWinds!

The rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. You have to post eight things about yourself.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag eight people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1- I'm 14 and I'm a 10th grader, while all my classmates are 15 or 16 and I won't be allowed to drink in my first year of the college but ofc, who gives a fuck? I'm drinkin' anyway :lol:
2- I'm a daydreamer who basically lives on dreams, so the fact that I have no dreams for the future is annoying. I daydream all the time, about many stuff.
3- Outside, I stare at people passing by and write their stories in my head.
4- My attention span can vary from clinging to the teacher to learn more [approx. 5 hrs :lol:] to 5 minutes.
5- I can hate everything and love everything 15 minutes later.
6- I'm one of those lazy-stubborn types. Nobody can make me do something I don't want to do. Nobody. I SAID NOBODY!
7- I'm an existentialist and socialist. As if you didn't know. BUT NOW, I FEEL WISE ENOUGH TO CONSIDER MYSELF AS ONE D: [lol, an ant is wiser than me. :flirty:]
8- I'm a hand fetishist. The hands of a person is equally important as his/her face in my attraction scale. :eyes:

The end :3

]]> ~falathiel SRS CAT IZ SRS D: http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22856562/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22856562/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 04:07:03 PST :iconseriouscatplz:

My dear friend has sold us out. Gwr... We're playing WoW together and he says he's bored after 2 weeks and that he will play in a new server with more people and his friends and expects me not to get pissed off and says "do you play for me anyway?" CLEARLY I WAS CONSIDERING TO PLAY WITH A FRIEND WHILE ALMOST GETTING RAPED BY SOME 20-YR-OLD TO BUY THAT STUPID EXPANSION AND MIGRATING TO YOUR DAMN SERVER D:
Anyways. He should do whatever pleases him.


I started drawing again but just practice so nothing to submit yet. AAND my guitar teacher is coming baaaack! :w00t:

But this doesnt change the fact that I'm pissed off a lot. I mean, does he play for his friends? On which ground he asks me if I play for him while he is leaving to play for his friends? :iconragefaceplz:

...

That's it, I guess. Semester holiday's ending slowly day by day, and I still didn't do anything. I got a shitload books to read but.. nada!

:lmao:

Peace, love and friends that don't leave you in stupid WoW servers. :peace:


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-> Prologue of an epic autobiographical poem. :]
-> She's short of cash, and started taking commissions, so I thought I should at least do this for her :giggle:




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Today,

20 Jan. 2009,

is the birthday of the most wonderful person, my dear angel, cute little bunny, tough lobster...

Eileen! =Heaven-CanWait

Thank you so much for the following:

- Fresh ideas and collaborations [don't forget about the most important one btw!]
- TAXI! And little oranges that nobody cares about as they butcher them so that they can drink them! :ohnoes:
- W-sisterhood :giggle:
- shakedolphin! Which I still didn't make a good thing out of :lmao:
- MURPHY the bastard :iconimhappyplz:

and most important, being Eilwee, my sister-in-heart, the calm voice of sanity of our family. :lol:

Random Beloved Stuff From Her Gallery Is Below For All To See And Love, OFC :iconteheplz:






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-> see here for more!
-> Prologue of an epic autobiographical poem. :]
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Life is so weird.
Bliss and gloom hand in hand.
:iconimhappyplz:

My life seems to have completed its metamorphosis from emotional wreck to melancholic artist's awesome life. Just like I would want it to go.

Friendships [:giggle:] and school etc are going pretty well, only I could do much better in school which pisses me off.. After 14 years of "you're special, you're a gifted child" talk, three 4/5's make me tick off. :ohnoes: But I'm aware of the fact that I'm a crappy student and get by with what I listen and do the homeworks in breaks. ~falathiel Autour Des Amandiers... http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22211499/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/22211499/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 14:43:50 PST
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...fleurissent les mondes en sourdine. [Go, listen to Noir Désir. NOW. A l'envers, A l'endroit. NOW!]


My life is a series of epic fails at this moment, but, well... It probably is something like my acceptance party to some real life action. :shrug:

Anyways... *sigh* I replied only to some of the things inside my messages, because I was away for too long :] I think I will post some stupid poetry too.

I will probably get a 4 from Math and Physics [not sure about Geometry] so I can wave the Sony A350 a heartaching goodbye. Awesome. :no:

But I think I found the perfect university pour moi : [link]

:heart:



Peace to y'all.

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:lol:
I'm a beta tester now. Effin cool. :nod: I don't feel like a part of the community, because of the sheer fact that I do nothing to be a part of it :lol: but I couldn't fight the temptation of the new profile pages, ='s and, ofc, helping deviantART improve, ahem, of course the latter is much more meaning- ahem, ful. :lmao:

'neways, I decided to improve the shit out of me to become a useful writer. Ah yes. :nod:
But I have no idea about how to. The "read like freak" part is useless because I am the freak in the sentence, so... Oh, goddamnit. :lol:

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I am damned.

I have this awesomely long To Do List, and no intention to do it whatsoever.

- Homework. 250 Math, ~180 Physics questions, 6 Geometry tests. :dead:
- OH GODDAMNIT I HAVE TWO EPICNESSES TO WRITE AND I CAN'T WRITE FOR MY LIFE ATM
- Trigonometric functions and bl... :sleep:
- Tidy up room
- Read 65729586045672056 books (I'm afraid to make a list)
- Learn how to play Bach's Air On A G String...

...on classical guitar. :crying:

I haven't been writing anything of worth too. Though my most recent watcher and (a published author, though he doesn'T upload his written work on interwebs it seems) suggested me to work on rhyming... so how challenging it may turn out to be... TIME FOR RHYMES!

Lol. Wish me all luck and resistance to give in to insanity and go settle down in the insane asylum two apartments away.

:faint:

And Bertrand Cantat isn't helping with his aw... ]]> ~falathiel Halp! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21767173/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21767173/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 13:52:22 PST
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[link]

Now. I need you guys' help.

I have an idea for a short story for a contest and if I win, I will get a shitload of money which is extremely essential. So I gotta know if I'm terribly failing with my idea.

Here it is:

A child builds a relationship with this bird and every breakfast time, while reading the newspaper, this bird comes to him. -> The bird dies. -> Years later, the child develops a personality disorder. Yay for having two personalities in one. -> He writes letters to himself about his failures and his incompetence towards the world and his indifference et cetera. -> With these letters, he unlocks the hidden corners of his mind and learns to accept his existence. And we all find out that he had killed the bird, only to try and forget it later on. He has the reasons for that too, im thinking of something like he seeing his incompetence in the bird or something.
He reads all these letters in the mornings, while he's drinking his tea.

It will have political etc. aspects to it - but as a main idea it will be something like : one who hasn't made peace with his existence will never be free.

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
1... ]]> ~falathiel *sigh* http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21647410/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21647410/ Mon, 24 Nov 2008 12:59:24 PST
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Life.
Is.
Killing.
Me.
:paranoid:
Stupid love. Stupid short sleep. Stupid breathing problems. Stupid not-being-able-to-learn-Russian-till-summer. Stupid my-mum's-restaurant-going-down. Stupid school-being-exhausting. Stupid having-no-time-to-read.

But still, I'm doing well enough. My life isn't that bad, but still it tries to kill me. :shrug:
Who knows, maybe I will make peace with my crush too. Now then, we can talk about awesome life. Maybe I should call him my love or something, I'm getting over-weird over this crushing business. :lmao: Maybe I should have never told him. :crying: But if we make up... AAAAH.

Stolen from *Out-Of-Spite :giggle:
How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[ ] gotten kissed (...)
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended (they'd prefer cutting off their heads before suspending me. their best student. lol)
[x] gotten caught chewing gum (aa, who didn't nao? :iconimhappyplz:)
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test - (HELL NO XD I'm too smart to get caught... xD And I don't cheat often, mostly get cheated off of. xD)
Total so far: 1 lol

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times (lol. xD)
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times (Duh xP Always made up though.)
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late (I didn't turn in my term homework. xD)
[x] missed school just because you felt like it (I'm the master of it. Almost got kicked out last year. But I had depression so... is that an excuse?
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 5

[x] got your mom, dad, etc. to get you out of school (uh huh :nod: XD) ~falathiel Because Russian Red Army Choir Pwnz Your Mum. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21518810/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21518810/ Sun, 16 Nov 2008 13:07:41 PST
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Don't ask about the title.
I listened to Katyusha for 34568458 times now so... I think my ears are melting. (BUT THE MELODY IS SO CUTE AND ITS IN GODDAMN RUSSIAN! RUSSIAN!)

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Speaking of Russian. I'm going to learn that language. I'm trying to find a nice course to attend. (Reading my favorite writers in Russian + writing in Russian + Living in Russia even maybe :ohnoes: Now that would pwn.) But I doubt I can afford a real-life course, maybe one of those with CD's and etc... ><

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Woo, let's edit the rant.
to...

I AM FUCKING DEAD NOW.

Everything just had to suck, didn't it? The universe is craving to get me down.

I failed the math exam. :iconimmadplz:

FFS I HATE THE DAMN LESSON AND I HAVE TO BE KICKASS INNIT. I DON'T WANNA STUDY - the damn teacher realizes I had been reading my dear books (and one is probably the hugest book ever in volume lol) 30 minutes after the lesson starts and ffs there are only 13 students :unimpressed:

But hey, I'll just write and see if publishing peoplez like my ramblings... *sigh*

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
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Ah, it has been such a weird week.
Anyways...

1. OBAMA FUCKIN WON, BITCHES!
I like him, he's the best America can get under these circumstances anyway. ^^ [But I still don't like his thoughts of Armenian -massacre fits better I think- :ohnoes:]

2. Lol. I have less deviations! :w00t:
I stored some of my ancient stuff I didn't want lying around in there and see how my poetry evolved :giggle: It hasn't been long since I started taking poetry very seriously. :lmao: Some of my poetry sounds so emo, but not that emo-kid emo, just way, way too depressing to an ethereal point and the artistic side of the poems are too weak, it seems and they are kind of immature stuff, though there are some I love... :giggle:
Anyways. I like my newer stuff. I think I'm doing a better job, what'cha think? :D

3. OMG. A STORY COMPETITION AND THE WINNER GETS A DAMN LAPTOP! :excited:
Living Handicapped. No esoteric meanings are to be searched within the given theme. Damn. Whatever. Still good. and I have a shitload of time in my hands. :D

4. A WHOLE FUCKING WEEKEND WITH A NIKON DSLR.:faint:
Thank you school for letting me shoot our important-day-ceremonies and letting me practice and shoot with the Nikon you guys have, you rule! :headbang: [I'm so curious about the model, I'll get to use it tomorrow and have it for meh the whole damn weekend. ~falathiel =O http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21198884/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21198884/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 08:52:53 PDT
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Have you met this one-of-the-most-gorgeous-souls that resides just here in deviantART?

HAVE YOU?!!!one!!!!!!!eleven!!!!!!11

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...because she pwns, AND wastes her money on me. NOT on herself.
Me.
:nod:

She never ceases to amaze me, as an artist and a friend. If you don't know her already, it's a big empty hole that has to be filled.

EVERYONE NEEDS A FRIEND LIKE HER, REGARDLESS OF THE DISTANCE. :nod:

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow [link]
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night [link]
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion 1- http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/21109919/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 12:32:05 PDT
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My previous entry makes me bored. :D

If anyone wondered, my life goes pretty well. I actually STUDY, not enough for the average person with my goals, but more than enough for a weirdo like me. :D
I learned I made in the honor roll as the second last year :lmao: That's cool. Anyways. Hope to be the first this year, with my friend kthxbai. :eyes:

And my crush... :heart: He's acting so cute. Oh, sweet joy.

And the bomb of the day:
Does any of you have some shroom experience? xD

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1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow [link]
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41... ]]> ~falathiel Woo! Octopus FTW Lol! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20919770/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20919770/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 11:40:40 PDT
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New CSS. Yay! Change is always good.

:lmao:

And, OMG OMG OMG, I'm in the Film & Literature club which KICKS ASS, and...

*drums*

I WILL WRITE A FAR-EASTERN-INDEPENDENT-MOVIE-INSPIRED short movie! :dance:
If I can pull it off, of course. And I have a shitload of time, since it ain't no requirement or anything. We may even shoot the little fellow.
But before... *goes and watches hundreds of Far-Eastern movies*

^^

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow [link]
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought [link]
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Dang... ]]> ~falathiel Lol. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20718030/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20718030/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 06:47:21 PDT IrrevocableFate, has the most hilarious tag in her journal: [Note to self: Read her stuff in detail]

THE LETTER MEME.

Dear ~sherrabelle

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initals into, and castrate, my best friend. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that I did a sex-change. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I told my psychiatrist about a new life as a clone.

In pain,
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Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,

-Your name-



1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Volkswagen sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - T... ]]> ~falathiel :-| http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20602733/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20602733/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:26:02 PDT
Reading Material Needed For This Unit:
-Last scribblings of me.



EDIT:

falathiel has 2,006 pageviews total and her 265 deviations were viewed 6,220 times. She watches 29 people, while 29 people watch her.

Blah, blah goes here.

Her deviation with the most comments is The-Literati Prompt with 47 comments, while her most favourited one is Smile And Pose, with 7 favourites. Her most viewed deviation is The Downward Spiral with 168 views.

1 favourite was given for every 10 comments.

That's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I'm here since the beginning of time and wow, look at me. I rule. 2006. So two years ago's.

:paranoid:

I can kill myself right now. Really. :dead: Then I go blame school for my own lack of skill.

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought [link]
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation






HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

~justsimplyinsane Check and critique. Teh End.... ]]> ~falathiel KILL MEH! - edited. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20521782/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20521782/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 13:24:55 PDT
I missed to celebrate one of my good friends' birthday who lives far away in Israel (yes, him, I can stay friends with people I used to love :iconimhappyplz:)
I had to make homeworks from memory, and I'm a master of Freecell, thank you very much.

School is beating my ass.
My French teacher insult my brains and I write poetry in her class...in French :lmao:
Another teacher of mine asked for a tattoo design from me. An "ear of grain" for her upper back. :D

And the two people I can get along well in school are my Turkish literature and Turkish grammar teachers :D I love them both so much, I loved them last year too but I love them more nao xD They have become huuuge inspirations for me, and they become the only reason I keep on going to this school... (And the fact that I can't pay back my scholarship :lmao:)

At least I think I have found a best friend for myself...I'm so happy that I have someone that I can get along with in my real life... :dance:

I will go sleep nao, so I'll try to reply everything tomorrow and Friday - I'm so determined this year to be the first, and to be the best scorer in that University Acceptance Exams. I will sooo go to Oxford, baby! Or Sorbonne. Or something else. Man, I have no idea. :lmao:

Peace y'all! I'm alive and kicking! xD


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Thank you so much, all 2000 people for visiting me! :D
:hug:
:hug:
:hug:
:hug:

And of course, to all my friends who made it possible (without them I had already given up on art, they are exactly what Pushkin was to Gogol. :cuddle:)

(points the friends box) Everybody you see there are so valuable people... :happycry: ^^

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Tro... ]]> ~falathiel OMG. School. Kill me. Kill me now! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20370866/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20370866/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 08:15:26 PDT
Ok, boys and girls, your beloved Duygu-Oliver Twist-Falathiel-whatever starts 10th grade tomorrow.

Newcomers to make fun of, a huge prep army that will make fun of me, a bunch of exams to overtake, stress to overtake me. Suffering and indulgence in pain. (Yes, I'm weird, I accept it =P)

I'm back on my meds (I quit on an antidepressant only because I'm lazy. :sarcasticclap:) and I'm fuckin sleepy, hope it will dissolve tomorrow >< We won't do much, or maybe we will, we may fall into hands of freaky teachers... Why do they have to change every damn year? :paranoid:

And I haz a new bag nao :dance: One of those geek bags you can carry laptops in by Eastpak. I carry more than whole Turkish Army's war supplies every day so I got that one.

I'm dead afraid, dead excited, dead stressed, dead happy. Afraid of the verbal bullying, excited because I like learning, dead stressed because it will be hard because of my huge goals, happy because school helps me organize my time and I read more, create more.

We'll see...I'm going to kick those money-worshipping brainless snob preps' asses. Idiots. Cock sucking uncle fuckers. I will show them. They can't even understand basic things like the fuckin food names in French. After having already spent a year in the basic French course. They will see.

-_-

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation






HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a littl... ]]> ~falathiel Tag and Rant! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20304045/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20304045/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 08:31:00 PDT
Eileen (*Heaven-CanWait) told me that I should consider myself tagged .. :paranoid: :D

Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag 6 more people to do so and let them know they've been tagged, of course.

I choose: hmm. Who should I choose?
None of my favorite metal bands supply decent answers so... Muse!

Describe yourself.
"New Born" :D

What do people feel when they're around you?
"Feeling Good"

How would you describe your previous relationship?
"Stockholm Syndrome"

Describe your current relationship.
-I don't have a relationship so I'll pass-

Where would you want to be now?
"Supermassive Black Hole"

What's your life like?
"Map Of The Problematiqué"

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
"Bliss"

Say something wise.
"Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You!" (Yes, so wise. :sarcastic:)

I'll tag: Nobody, feel free to do it though :D

And there comes ... MY RANT!

Ok. So I have been browsing through dA today, popular deviations and such, for photography. In order to be able to learn a couple of things.

BUT NO.

It's just too stupid. Some Chibi weirdo sticked between the keys of some keyboard. Haha, congratualtions, you're a wonderful artist. :sarcasticclap:

Oh! Alex Evans kid stares at us right there, too - with his blue soap heart, YAY! Ffs, he's not even talented. My butt is more talented than him.
"Oooh ur so hawt :drool:"
Yeah.

Porn is a whole new level anyway.

I'm probably being stupid... But I just don't feel like I'm wrong. I mean, check the literature's most popular deviations ever submitted.
"I Hate Yaoi Fangirls" Do I give A FUCK? :paranoid:

To sum it up, I don't really believe that I'm qualified enough to throw shit at community's loved deviations... but I won't keep it in no more: WE NEED MORE ART IN HERE!

(I'm probably overloaded with the fact that my last photographs aren't well... But I'm behind what I'm saying!)

Anyways...

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation ~falathiel ... http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20222736/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/20222736/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 17:05:24 PDT
And I have like...Hmm... 36x3 photographs that I'll have tomorrow and 36x2 to follow soon, yay. I'll probably upload some more stuff too.. So be prepared. Anyways...

Hope everyone's doing well.

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive [link]
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation




July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day... ]]> ~falathiel Tagged! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19762731/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19762731/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 01:13:11 PDT Heaven-CanWait. Owch. :shakefist:

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting

Opening Credits: Demon's Lair - Ominous Grief [:rofl:]

Waking Up: Hail and Kill - Manowar [Yeah. My idea of waking up is killing people. I'm great like that. *rolls her eyes*]

First Day At School: The Gallery - Muse [Great. :|]

Falling In Love: Windrider - Ensiferum [Ok, WTF?! Though I could fall in love with this windrider the song's talking about. Hmm.]

Fight Song: 1, 2, 3 - Camille [That's a relationship fight, right? If so, it FITS! Yay!]

Breaking Up: Sail Away - The Rasmus [Ok, there's only 3 songs of them so don't laugh at mee :D But at last my songs are fitting to the themes :O_o:]

Prom night: On Earth - Samael [:sing:We're all dancing with a hidden tribe... :lmao:]

Life: I Will Nail You In - Abaddon Incarnate [Go listen to it and ... you'll probably won't come to yourself for 5 minutes. Because of heavy screaming. You feel like killing yourself. And that's the song I'm given for Life.]

Mental Breakdown: Downfall - Children of Bodom [wow, fits nicely.]

Driving: Dig Up Her Bones - The Misfits [How is it like that everyone's songs fit but mine refuse to?!]

Flashback: Cheer Up, Boys (Your Makeup Is Running) - Foo Fighters [...:|]

Getting back together: Together - Samael [Nice, nice.]

Wedding: Paranoid - Black Sabbath [:lmao: I guess Birth of Child will be Iron Man or something]

Birth of Child: Spell of Destruction - Burzum [Looks like my life will be a torture of sorts]

Final Battle: Unleash Hell - Norther [Am I a demon or something? I missed tha- oh, the opening credits song is named
Demon's Lair. What did I expect? :lmao:]

Funeral Song: Mother North - Satyricon [Of course, what did you expect from such a demonic life? :evillaugh:]

Final Credits: Closure - Opeth [No, it wasn't intentional.]

I'm not tagging anyone but do it if you like. :D

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22... ]]> ~falathiel Cleaning Day and A Dream Coming True http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19746322/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19746322/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 03:17:38 PDT
Cleaning Day. The Feared Day of all week(s), it's the day I unwillingly become the little slave of my mum and do housework.

I did my best to check everything I could, and left out some that I want to write detailed. [I saw that poem, Eileen... and all I can say is... I FRIGGIN LOVE YOU!!!!! :icongwomp: You shall meet my burst of love after I get back from being a house-cleaning device]

I'll head to my housework after writing this, and afterwards I'll be playing guitar crazily [I made up my mind and decided to be a virtuoso so I have to practice 8 hrs a day] and after that I'll drag my butt here ^^

SECOND AND THE MOST IMPORTANT!

A dream coming true. Since the middle of 6th grade (note for the unaware: I'm in 10th grade), I wanted to live in the island my best friend, and my crush (:giggle:) lives in. It doesn't take long to travel between here and there, and there are scheduled ferries for it.

We're gonna rent a house there so that we can go stay there in weekends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How pwnage is THAT?!

I'll get to spend my weekends with him! :faint: It's like a goddamn dream!!

:dance: :dance: :dance:

100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation




July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19618758/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 06:50:57 PDT
100 Themes Challenge

1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

:plotting:

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

~justsimplyinsane Check and critique. Teh End. (:

CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell.
]]> ~falathiel Omg... #2 http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19558990/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19558990/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 16:38:27 PDT The Goddess of Written Word. ^^

She's one of the most pwnage people you can find around.

And she gave me a subscription.

I'm speechless as a result of her kindness [if not I would probably throw the computer from the window and shoot myself, weird bank problems] and I realised something.

There are these 4 people, who are extreme sources of kindness and bliss and beauty and divinity. Well, I feel like I didn't do much for them yet. Always taking and not giving.

[link]

It'll probably be deleted and receive hatred, so be quick to check. dA people aren't merciful... xD

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

~justsimplyinsane Check and critique. Teh End. (:

CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell.
]]> ~falathiel Omg... http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19548446/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19548446/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 03:14:05 PDT WHAT DID YOU dA DO TO THE POOR THING? WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM HIM YOU LITTLE DEVILISH "FELLA"? :dead:
WHAT ABOUT YOU, STUPID BANK? WHAT DID Y'ALL WANT FROM HIM! :cry:

MY FRIENDS, THIS IS DISASTEROUS!

Man...there are ads...everywhere...EVERYWHERE! :faint:

:cry:

Oh, btw, does anyone have a good way to come to thyself after not sleeping for 1.5 days? There's a fuckin dinner I have to attend with my mum this evening and I'm just about to collapse...

...But my energy lasted for a couple of photographs in the middle of 5 AM! :lol: I made a pre-history tripod and shoot a conceptual thing. :lol: :D

...Bah. I have to solve this thing by the end of today.

THIS IS MADNESS!
...No, SPARTA!
Shit, which one was it?

 ]]> ~falathiel Uh. Break Ups, Blocks And Stomachaches. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19498762/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19498762/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 11:28:04 PDT
Can't write anything, just dumped my first, well, let's call him boyfriend this time (though I'm not crying or anything, just feel...bitter), and have the worst stomachache ever. You know. Female reproduction system monthly sadistic actions week. And also I can hardly breathe probably because of the weather.

One of those times you go crazy because of small things.

p.s. I don't ask for any kind of help by writing this journal, just didn't want the previous entry to stick in my eye, nor the one before it. And the one before.

:bleh:

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before.


CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell. ]]> ~falathiel Danger Ahead http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19424997/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19424997/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:38:55 PDT
We'll see what will happen...

(But they called me as a young artist that promises a future! :dance:)

wish me luck... :D

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before.


CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell. ]]> ~falathiel Lulz. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19421225/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19421225/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 03:25:02 PDT
Well, people, do you have any idea about how I can show to the outer world that I'm dead serious in being a poet? Not like talking and stuff, I need something more...

Yes? No?

:D

Cya'll.

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before.


CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell. ]]> ~falathiel The Fascist Police State. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19366666/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19366666/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 05:46:58 PDT
Idiots.

They took my father today. At first, they didn't bother to tell him the reason. After long hours, it turned out that they were still searching him for a meaningless case that was closed loong ago. For Pete's sake...

They ruined our day. We were gonna go to the European side, buy filters and much more stuff, shoot photos and get back home.

Noo.

At least I make myself satisfied by giving the fingers to any police cars I see. :finger: :D [I'm still a jerky kid inside. :D]

It's against the logic to pick up someone without telling the reason and dragging him along for hours because of something that was ENDED long ago.

I hate them.

...Updating. He's gonna be released a few hours later, thank God. My mum said if he couldn't prove his innocence, he could spend some time in there, but my kickass dad once again solved everything! :phew:

July Prompts
01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]




HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before.

Important Notice - Everything you may read above consists of heavy thought and feelings of a 14-year-old. In this example, you see Turkey criticised up to the nose. Don't you come to me and talk in a stupid manner, if you are bothered by my words.

CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell. ]]> ~falathiel New CSS, Finished Prompts, Boredom http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19333647/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19333647/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:07:50 PDT We're gonna get my guitar repaired at that store with that cute guy, and then let us be surrendered to rock! :headbang: =D

Collab! With *Out-Of-Spite a breathtaking poet with a developed style...Me luvz. :hug: [link] !

[We are so staying as little kids.]

Wow. 1000 pageviews. Pathetic if you ask me, but I'll be happy. Yay. :sarcasticclap:

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JULY PROMPTS ALL DONE!

01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]

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Peace! :peace:

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HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before.


CSS Graphic by `Elandria - A great artist aswell. ]]> ~falathiel Just...Updates? http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19274161/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19274161/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 13:10:59 PDT
Collab: With *Out-Of-Spite a breathtaking poet with a developed style...[link] !

[We are so staying as little kids.]

July Prompts: I don't even know myself what I wrote and not, so I'll keep them here.

01. velvet [link]
02. rough [link]
03. familiar [link]
04. sandy [link]
05. heavy [link]
06. odd [link]
07. smooth [link]
08. harmonic [link]
09. light [link]
10. soft [link]
11. slick [link]
12. fuzzy [link]
13. silky [link]
14. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]
15. Writer’s Choice of texture [link]

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HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a daMn about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before. ]]> ~falathiel So, There's This Club. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19236571/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/19236571/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 13:50:16 PDT YoungArtistNation charmed the core out of me. Pretty cool.

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HUMBLE WAR!

humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart:

Ok, so the problem is that no deviant really gives a dan about what I write here and the ones that do already know anyone I can ever feature so... Do this in your journals and I'll feature you ~justsimplyinsane like before. ]]> ~falathiel I FINISHED THE JUNE PROMPTS! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18904432/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18904432/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 03:01:18 PDT

*is looking forward to July Prompts*

:dance:

I'm too lazy for linking and listing them all... :yawn:

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HUMBLE WAR!

I want to keep the humble war* alive! Taking the flag from ~loudwisdom, I want to show you:

~justsimplyinsane because they only need to be criticised more (they because they are 3 people submitting to the same account) and they'll be so much better in time, I have faith! :D
and ~VeiledVeracity because he is awesome and he's relatively new around here. Love his political views and love his art. And it has been just a couple of days since I ran into him :D

Didn't wanna talk about anyone with more popularity than me :lmao: But everyone I consider a friend is actually a great artist, I must say, and they deserve all the attention they can get. They aren't included, otherwise the list would be too long.

*humble war: From a journal of *riencuran, one of the starters of this whole thing:
Take a little time out of your day to check out these artists. They’re wonderful, fantastic people, who deserve credit for all their work. Search for those little-known artists hiding on dA with their own amazing talent. Boast about them, not you. It’s refreshing to promote work besides your own. :heart: ]]> ~falathiel Tag. AGAIN! :) http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18723765/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18723765/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 01:59:23 PDT
Wish me luck!
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:iconmatahari7: tagged me! :glomp:

Tha rulez:
1.) it's not random; you can pick whatever song you want
2.) instead of using song titles, you use song LYRICS
Use whatever lyrics and how many lyrics you want to answer the question. Regular songs, theme songs, even commercial jingles; it's all fair game.

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR CHILDHOOD?
[matahari used mr. sandman already. :{ =P]
Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Can I play with madness
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness
Theres no vision there at all
Can I play with madness
The prophet looked and he laughed at me
Can I play with madness
He said youre blind too blind to see

I screamed aloud to the old man
I said dont lie dont say you dont know
I say you pay for your mischief
In this world or the next
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hellfires raged in his eyes
He said do you wanna know the truth son
Ill tell you the truth
Your souls gonna burn in a lake of fire
[Iron Maiden - Can I Play With Madness]
*i'm a natural born rebel ^^*

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that someone's always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's always there

When I'm walking a dark road
I am a man who walks alone
[Iron Maiden - Fear of the Dark]

When I was but very young
Sorcerers came to claim my mind
Leaving death and hatred to unmask
The master of the game had won
And let his final sin be known
Killing those who stand in his path

Alone in the dark, where the demons are torturing me
The dark passage of revenge is all that I see
[Testament - Alone In The Dark]

WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE SHOW GROWING UP?
Deep in the hundred acre wood,
Where Christopher Robin plays,
You'll find the enchanted neighborhood,
Of Christopher's childhood days.
A donkey named Eeyore is his friend,
And Kanga, and little Roo.
There's Rabbit, and Piglet, and there's Owl,
But most of all Winnie-the-Pooh.

Winnie-the-Pooh,
Winnie-the-Pooh,
Tubby little cubby all stuffed with fluff.
He's Winnie-the-Pooh.
Winnie-the-Pooh.
Willy, nilly, silly, old bear
[Obvious :D I still LOVE Winnie The Pooh :D]

HOW DID YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Linkin Park - Numb. That's the exact song of my relationship with my dad -_-]

WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A FRIEND?
[omg matahari already used blood brothers. grr.]


WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
Drawing pictures of innocent times
Can you add color inside these lines?

I want you to lead me
Take me somewhere
Don't wan... ]]> ~falathiel Tag and some gibberish... http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18663130/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18663130/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:51:21 PDT FINISHED FINISHED FINISHED!

:dance: :dance: :dance: :dance:

And me and my new SLR are gettin' along pretty pretty well :D I finished many films and when i get them tabbed, ye' friends, fiends and the ones unaware will be bombed by a great flow of photos! ^^

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Tagged again by my super-angel! :hug:

three cheers for *MataHari7! :D

Here are the rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 4 facts of themselves that are true and 4 facts that are not.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 4 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.

there are 5 lies and 3 truths :D i was too carried away with lying :D
-i'm reading the sorrows of young werther and venus in furs at the same time. i'm obsessed.
(oh, so hard to guess, isnt it?)
-i don't like my super-angel kickass friend matahari at ALL. =P
-i'm republican.
-i'm teased and feared at my school.
-i love geometry.
-i'm in a band but the guitarist can't play chords.
-i'm the happiest person ever.
-i hate cats.

>:) i mixed them so you will have to guess if they're true or not >:)

*evil laugh fades in the background*

and i tag : :iconriencuran: (sorry! :D) and :iconout-of-spite: (^^)

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I'm way too lazy to write names ^^

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Love ya all :hug:

my super-angel FTW! =P ]]> ~falathiel Tag! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18640948/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18640948/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:12:35 PDT :iconmatahari7: tagged me! my super-angel tagged me! yay! :D
:glomp:

so, here we go.. :D

[x] You dress how you want to. (even though my father doesnt like it..>:))
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. (goddamn school :explode:)
[ ] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. (privacy FTW! :D)
[ ] You have never been beaten up. (got into fistfights... :D)
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. (i have the potential to cry on anything, and my life is weird so...)
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. (HELL YEAH!)
[x] Your room is big enough for you. (usually, it is :D)
[ ] People don't use you for something you have. (they use me for my brains...i hate it so much...)
[ ] You have been to a concert. (not yet, excluding classical music..)
T 0 T A L: 3 (hmm?)

[ ] You have a myspace. (it's not usual here, but as everyone i do have facebook...)
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace. (they would...if i would go ask them :D)
[ ] You get allowance. (they don't give me any :'()
[x] You collect something normal. (i collect CD's and DVD's and posters.. ^^)
[ ] You look forward to going to school/college. (bleh.)
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else. (don't even ask...)
[x] You play a sport. (i do skateboarding, not so frequent because i crashed my helmet and i have to get a new one if i have to skate, and they're expensive as hell)
[ ] You do something after school/college. (i come home and study, counted? :D)
T 0 T A L: 3 (again? hmm.)

[ ] You own a car. (*is a poor 14-year-old teen* not that I want one.)
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents. (uh-oh. wrong question to ask me. at least it was in the past, now they're much more careful after all the depression thingies...but we still fight a lot.)
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. (ROFL, Bush's ass is probably more beautiful than my pathetic face.)
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all. (...)
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life. (me iz da best ^^)
[x] You have friends. (yes i do! i have my super-angel *MataHari7 and the kickass june-rabies-spreader *Out-Of-Spite and more! D)
T 0 T A L: 2 (lol, at least a diff. number :D)

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend (if you do count my israeli boyfriend that i can never see because of the distance, yeah, and i fuckin love him :heart: :D
[x] You have your own room. (and it's so cool to have one.)
[x] You own a cell phone. (*nods*)
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player. (yup and it's so friggin' cool :D)
[ ] Your parents are still married. (naa..)
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends. (*sigh*)
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. (ROFL. this is Turkey. you gotta be a businessman or something to have a house like THAT. )
T 0 T A L: 4 (oh, the number is increased!)

[x] You know what is going on in the world. (yeah. i think i will be a politicia... ]]> ~falathiel The June Challenge. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18624560/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18624560/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 09:55:52 PDT The Prompt Table:
01. traffic 02. rim 03. rank 04. insomnia 05. faith
06. too much 07. not enough 08. fixed 09. loose 10. school
11. safeguard 12. number 13. scatter 14. myth 15. limit
16. if 17. ? 18. old 19. after 20. wind
21. lamp 22. shiver 23. fire 24. ! 25. word of mouth
26. must be 27. scandal 28. shrug 29. writer's choice 30. writer's choice
([link])
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Thanks to *Out-Of-Spite for the idea! :hug:

At last some new shiny ideas! :P

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I'm way too lazy to write names ^^
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Love ya all :hug: ]]> ~falathiel Gettin' Dried Out http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18624236/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18624236/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 09:32:47 PDT
no. not gonna let that happen, you bitchy invisible antagonist in my mind.

so friends, we were saying...i'm on the edge of drying out.

this can be the last thing i uttered.

i'm in fuckin' fear.

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I'm way too lazy to write names ^^
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Love ya all :hug: ]]> ~falathiel My Sanity http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18524336/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18524336/ Tue, 27 May 2008 09:22:03 PDT
She'll always live in our hearts.

Hereby, I ask for a moment of silence for her memory.

Thank you.

[Today sucks as hell...]

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I'm way too lazy to write names ^^
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Love ya all :hug: ]]> ~falathiel Taggies Taggies! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18054831/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18054831/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:46:24 PDT :iconmatahari7: tagged moi'

ok, here's what to do (i forgot to copy that part) you just put an x to whats right and tag others in the end. no need to be a muclear physicist to find out but, i felt like writing :D (o rly? xD)

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4". -i'm i think..5'5''! yay!
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. -sometimes? HAHA.
[ ] I have many scars. -got just a couple.
[x] I tan easily. -i used to look african after 5 days at holidays, but now i never go on holidays :D
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour. -gonna get the ends honey-ish or maybe dye it blue or, i dunno, but i gotta make a crazy change
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo. -i'll so get some when i'm 18.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. -though i have contact lenses and wear them mostly, they are the thin version of emo glasses :D
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. -my nose is weird.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. -rofl. to me? xD
[ ] I have more than two piercings. -school rules! waiting till graduation to get 'em. one on the nose, one on the eyebrows, and my lip :D
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. -see above :D
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. -our jokes consist swearing xD and i did swaer at them sometimes, but not the serious ones.
[ ] I've run away from home. -was about to, but had no money and not much of a place to go...
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together. -divorce!
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. -SOMEDAY.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school. -*cries*
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. -i'm always half-asleep at school :D
[x] I almost always do my homework. -yeah, but not at home :D
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. -in total, i have 13 days of absence, and i can only skip 20 days :D
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last two years -i'm the best student of the school but we have no honor rolls, counted?
[ ] I failed more than one class last year. -i never fail xD i have a scholarship, i cant fail or i'm dead xD
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. -you cant imagine how many times i did it lol :D
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. -i used to cry at lilo & stitch, but not anymore i guess :D
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. -everybody does it! no? *embarrased a bit*
[x] I've glued my hand to something. - you're reading the words of the goddess of clumsiness, so guess.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone. -never did! xD
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. -i travelled more than 200 miles but didnt drive http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/18052232/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:07:13 PDT I am so starting to get addicted to dA, damn it. My fingers itch to open the site and write poems, and I just keep on thinking on poetry in the background of my mind, whatever I do...

It even affects my schoolwork, dAmn it. I was supposed to do one of my term projects and homework today but I'm stuck in the homework... >_<

Anybody with the same problem? xD

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Go shower some love on everybody you can see in the friends box xD
I'm way too lazy to write names ^^
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Love ya all :hug: ]]> ~falathiel Subscription! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17912069/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17912069/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 13:17:37 PDT :iconhappyhitlerplz: :icongwomp:
:iconriencuran: :iconmatahari7: :iconout-of-spite:

And Gz to me on my subscription! =P I felt like getting it, because a * is cooler than that wavy thing, and also...well, I promised to spend more time on dA and improve my art - literature and drawing ^^

Oh and also I formed a band! And I'm the lead singer, yay me! I'm afraid from singing a little (:iconohnoesplz:) but I'll get over it!
Name is "Le Spleen De Paris" for now, and it's a rock group till now, till everybody masters their instrument and we get used to playing...then we may move onto metal...^^

And again, I LOVE YOU ALL! :glomp:

[[[[I'm just playing around with ginkgo's (ginkgo.deviantart.com) templates, so I didn't manage a feature adding or something yet...Gonna feature and stuff, in close future where I'll have more people checking out my page, and I conquer CSS =P]]]] ]]> ~falathiel Umm... http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17907998/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17907998/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:36:16 PDT and well, I just wanted to say...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

You guys are great...So caring and everything! :hug:

Thank you all so much. ^^

]]> ~falathiel *waves a goodbye* http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17880021/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17880021/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 12:30:01 PDT
i'm disappointed with what i forcefully throw on paper nowadays. i'm gonna go out on a stupid inner journey to find a muse or something.
or else i'll go mad, gotta keep my sanity and find inspiration.

and in the end, i'll rather:

keep on writing, and try to push my limits again or,

understand that i'm as worthless as a piece of shit and go keep on living as i got to : "science highschool geek". i'll stay around to view and comment your magnificent works of art though.

so, see you all, sometime soon, hopefully.

ty all, especially :iconmatahari7: :iconriencuran: :iconout-of-spite: :iconxnamelessdreamerx: for making my life happier than it was, it was, is, and perhaps will be always as good as a pill to see a new fav or comment ^^ :hug:

]]> ~falathiel Tagged! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17865212/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17865212/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:46:44 PDT :iconmatahari7:

1. what song would you strip to?

*silence* Amon Amarth - Where Silent Gods Stand Guard. [ok, it was a disgusting joke, i admit.]

2. What is your weirdest dream?

i was in a hospital and was waiting for the w.c. line, but everyone was in front of 1 cabin because it was a famous 1 and a reporter interviewed the closet. then an old man came out of the normal cabin and a boy threw friench fries with holes on them at him...one word, "WTH?!"

3. What proves that you still have an inner child?

i never was a child. *cool emo kid with no ability to speak properly mode on*
i guess it would be that i still care about my plushies and i watch cartoons sometimes =P and...of course...THE PWNAGE COMBO OF COOKIES AND MILK!

4. What is your favorite scent?

flowers...any nice-smelling flower is ok pour moi =P and also that smell on someone that just woke up, a smell that calls you to sleep; or the smell of the wind...^^

5. If you could act in one play as one character, what and who would it be?

Faust! so awesome. Or maybe Elektra...or no, my biggest dream is to play Poprishchin or Raskolnikov in the adaptations of those books someday...i'm a damn girl though =(*is in a dreamstate now* =P

6. What language do you wish you could speak?

hebrew, i'm in love with hebrew for some reason, and also i want latin so much, and italian and spanish and portuguese too, and also i want to improve my french and i always wanted to learn swedish and finnish and norwegian....*goes on, counting every language on earth*

7. if you could play one instrument, what would it be?

well, i want to master my guitar playing - i'll be a virtuoso =P
but i always wanted to play cello or piano, i'm in love with those instruments... <3

8. You can turn into an animal! you're magic! what are you?

WOO! xP i wanna be...a...a...a bird! so that i can go anywhere...so effin cool!


9. If you could have an unusual career, what would it be?

*in a mysterious voice* psychiiic...
though being a musician+painter+writer+actress+genetic engineer[my dream career =P] is unusual enough xP


10. would you die for the one you love?

Yeah..^^ Of course..

and i'm gonna tag...
:iconriencuran: [i didnt show a response for her tag, because i didnt know 8 people to tag then..xP]

:iconout-of-spite:

:iconxnamelessdreamerx:

]]> ~falathiel 100 pageviews:) http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17709277/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17709277/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 03:36:19 PDT
:iconriencuran: - great writer, great person! :hug:
:iconmatahari7: - love her photographs, and she's my first comment-er ever! kickass person. :highfive:
:iconxnamelessdreamerx: - again a really kind soul and <3 her writings ^^ :bow:
:iconout-of-spite: - g-r-e-a-t. ^^ awesome artist. ^^ :hug:

and who have been sources of inspiration to moi :

:icondrakesangel: - Fallen Night, lovely drawing (wish i could draw like that :))
:iconkamy-ska: - Way to the End, awesome manipulation..
:iconriencuran: again, since her words get me moving for some reason.

i love you all! :hug:
^^

]]> ~falathiel Damn it. http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17685838/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17685838/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 15:49:07 PDT I had to give it to him.
Or else he'd get angry too much.
So I told him what he wanted.
This page.

This one.
The one I write all my poetry in it.
The one I called God a bitch.
The one I blurted out my suicidal thoughts.
The one I screamed about being alone.
The one I vomited the dark side of me.

Shit.

]]> ~falathiel 'Ello, The Stranger Seeing My Page! http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17540809/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/17540809/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 12:34:07 PDT I suck.
But I'll learn in time,
From the mistakes and the consequences.

So, I ask you to just waste 1-2 minutes of your life and look through what I got, since I need criticising. Please? It's my birthday tomorrow! *smile*

Have a good day and best of luck to ya! :)

]]> ~falathiel Umm..just wanna say hi to those deviants out there http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/16300217/ http://falathiel.deviantart.com/journal/16300217/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:16:45 PST ) and well, have nice time with those who are able to appreciate art ;)

I hope to have fun here ;) Good luck with your artistic journey ;)

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