http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:fallenangel811&section=today deviantART RSS for by:fallenangel811 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:41:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/22045854/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/22045854/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 08:54:14 PST

I'm tired from cramming for tests; staying up late trying to write six-page papers; not eating enough food because of staying up late, going to school, and then having to go to work; and dealing with my stupid family. I am so looking forward to this winter vacation.

SO yeah.

I guess I'll be writing this winter, so I'll see if I can post some stuff. I'm sure you all are waiting very eagerly... well, you're just going to have to be patient.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/21530944/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/21530944/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 08:29:10 PST I hate that word. It's not even a word... which could be why I hate it.
I miss my peoples. ((
I'm tired, and I have work today. Till like Eleven.
Let's make it out, baby.
I love Beck.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/21009917/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/21009917/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 22:59:11 PDT You've all been waiting so eagerly for me to write something, anything...
Well, you got what you asked for.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/19677371/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/19677371/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 09:34:30 PDT 1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post, 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment, telling them they're tagged

8 random facts about myself:
1. I like cheese
2. I'm a vegetarian
3. When i write messages on myspace, i don't use capitals
4. I like grass-flavored jelly beans
5. I suck at managing money
6. I LOVE cheesecake
7. I think i have borderline personality disorder
8. I can't type to save my soul

I tag:
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Anyway, what's new in my life? Uh... found and broke up with a bf, which sucks; my bro, who's moving to Cali (lucky bastard), sucks; my mom sucks; my sister sucks; a person that used to be my friend now sucks... a lot of suckiness en ma vie (attempting French... I hope it's right...)

That's another thing: since school is out for the summer and won't start again till September, I need something to keep my mind occupied, so I'm teaching myself french. Nice, huh? I should be pretty busy with that.

Likewise, I'm starting to write a children's book series, and hopefully I can get the first book published by the end of the year. The special thing about this series, though, is that I did the original drawing of the main character and her cats. Her name is Margot, she's seven years old, and she lives in Canada with her grandmother. I got an inspiration for her two or three days ago by randomly drawing shapes and faces. Now, everyone who knows me knows that I can't draw to save my ass, but she's actually pretty cute, I think. I'll see if I can upload her for everyone to see.

And another thing that's interesting is that there is a dark side to this little girl's life, and I'm turning that into a novel (or I hope to anyway).

So yeah, I'm gonna be busy. Not too busy for dA, though.

oh yeah, and if anyone who lives in New York wants a kitten... you actually have to wait a few more weeks until they're ready to leave their mother, but they're up for grabs!! There are five boys and two girls (I feel so outnumbered...), so uh, yeah! Wanna kitten? They're uber adorable. I'll probably post some pics.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/18177037/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/18177037/ Mon, 05 May 2008 07:59:43 PDT I HAVE 1000 PAGEVIEWS!!!!
It only took me.... hold on.... ABOUT A YEAR to get them. I suck.

I vaguely remember celebrating this before... Have I had 1000 pageviews for a while and just noticed??? I think that's the case, more like than not.

Well, I guess I have to be like everyone else and make a special 1000-pageview deviation. Oy.

You know, I just wanted to say thanks to ALL OF YOU TRUE DEVIANT ARTISTS OUT THERE for recognizing little ol' me. Thanks for all the comments (I do enjoy them) and thanks for the s. Thanks for watching me.

YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!

Thanks to my friends:


And to my brotha, whom I love:
(and of course, he doesn't have an icon...great. Just had to ruin everything...)

No, seriously guys, thanks a million. Can't wait for the big two-oh-oh-oh (awkward to read lol).

Love ya!
http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/18176639/ Mon, 05 May 2008 07:22:15 PDT [link] to him, and he called it INTERESTING. You know that someone hates your stuff if they call it interesting. And then you know what he said???? "So you like to rhyme, huh?" AGJKHWSOBDJLSCHL*IWUDNSJKL!&@(!(#^&#$*@HSINSI@(*!^#*(*)&@^@*&#@HDHDIODJSK:LNZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *bawls her eyes out* I HATE RHYMING!!! It just so happened that this one rhymed... Oh God.

All these years, I've "worked so hard on perfecting my poetic technique" and look! I suck. AND WHY HASN'T ANYONE TOLD ME THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I'm a disgrace. I am ashamed.

And hungry, btw.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/17778108/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/17778108/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:06:20 PDT This is what he said:
"You make it sound like we plotted YET ANOTHER plot against the innocent Angie."

And this is what I said:
"You know, you sound just like my mother. Yes, of course I know that no one in the world has enough time for me. Like anyone has all the time in the world to care about how I think or how I feel or anything even vaguely related to me because I think SOOOOOOOOOOOO HIGHLY of myself that I think that everyone should care what's going on in my pathetic life and the world revolves around me and I want everyone to finally give me some of the credit that I actually deserve. You know what? I hope NO ONE in the world has time for me, because I have ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD FOR MYSELF. I don't need anyone to care about me, and I don't need anyone to even think about me or how I feel. Everyone thinks that they know me and they really don't because they really don't want to know because they don't care. I don't need anyone to have all the time in the world for me because if I did, I would probably take them for granted because that's how evil I am. I take everything for granted and I'm the very personification of evil and I should just die because then, the world would be a better and much happier place. This was the absolute worse time for you to make this comment-------------------> 'Liek we have all the time in the world to make plots against you' "


And the fact that no one is even reading this makes my life a crapload better.

Oh yeah...

DR. PEPPER SUCKS. END OF FRIGGIN STORY. geez.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/17729008/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/17729008/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 09:48:16 PDT ... :shakeanythingelseIcanfind: lol

I wish I had more to talk about...

Anyway, so I'm looking at the gallery of an old friend, and I see how much she's changed since I last saw her. And I mean, DRAMATIC changes. I really miss her, but I don't remember what kind of terms we were left on, so I'm debating getting in contact with her. To see how she's grown... it's depressing. She's got this whole huge wonderful life now... and I'm not in it. Not like I ever thought I was in the first place, but still. *nostalgia kicks in* Aw great. Another whiny journal about how my life sucks and no one loves me.

<----------- a very depressing emoticon.


I'm hungry. And sick. I think I might barf soon. That should just BRIGHTEN MY DAY, shouldn't it?

And the weather sucks. At least THAT will get better as the days go by.

lol veggie soda

smurfs rock out loud.

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]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/16640711/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/16640711/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:52:12 PST
I started school (finally). I go to Farmingdale State, majoring for now in Liberal Arts and Sciences, but I'm starting Nursing next September. I am so exhausted. I have a six-hour gap between my 2 classes today. I should go home and go to sleep, since my house is only 15 minutes away, but if I do that, I know I'm not going to want to come back to school. So here I am, on dA, typing in another journal, another installment in the sitcom that is my life.

I want SLEEP.

So I'm teaching myself French, right? Went to Borders, bought a French-English dictionary, and a French phrasebook, because I want to go to France. I know how to say a couple of things:
*Je m'appelle Angelique.- My name is Angelique.
*J'ai dix-huit ans.- I am 18 years old.
*Vous ne pouvez pas stationner ici.- You can't park here.
Impressive, I know. Yeah, I pick up a lot.

I also recently self-diagnosed myself (I have a habit of doing this, since I am a hypochondriac) with borderline personality disorder. I think I need to see someone about it, but my mother thinks it's all in my head. And, in a sense, she's right. She actually didn't even want to hear about it. I guess I cried wolf one time too many... I think it's for real this time. It's a serious disorder, and I want to find out if I really have it. I know this may not sound very reliable, but I took several online tests on reputable websites, and they all said the same thing. Borderline Personality Disorder, or BPD, is one of the more severe personality disorders. I bet if I made a list of the symptoms, and asked any of my friends, they would all agree that I have BPD. As a matter of fact...
This is from an article on Personality Disorders from the North Shore Long Island Jewish Hospital website.

borderline personality disorder
Persons with this disorder present instability in their perceptions of themselves, and have difficulty maintaining stable relationships. Moods may also be inconsistent, but never neutral - their sense of reality is always seen in "black and white." Persons with borderline personality disorder often feel as though they lacked a certain level of nurturing while growing up and, as a result, incessantly seek a higher level of caretaking from others as adults. This may be achieved through manipulation of others, leaving them often feeling empty, angry, and abandoned, which may lead to desperate and impulsive behavior.

Guys, is that me or what?
And check this, from the national Institute of Mental Health:

Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness characterized by pervasive instability in moods, interpersonal relationships, self-image, and behavior. This instability often disrupts family and work life, long-term planning, and the individual's sense of self-identity. Originally thought to be at the "borderline" of psychosis, people with BPD suffer from a disorder of emotion regulation. While less well known than schizophrenia or bipolar disorder (manic-depressive illness), BPD is more common, affecting 2 percent of adults, mostly young women. There is a high rate of self-injury without suicide intent, as well as a significant rate of suicide attempts and completed suicide in severe cases. Patients often need extensive mental health services, and account for 20 percent of psychiatric hospitalizations. Yet, with help, many improve over time and are eventually able to lead productive lives.

Symptoms
While a person with depression or bipolar disorder typically endures the same mood for weeks, a person with BPD may experience intense bouts of anger, depression, and anxiety that may last only hours, or at most a day. These may be associated with episodes of impulsive aggression, self-injury, and drug or alcohol abuse. Distortions in cognition and sense of self can lead to frequent changes in long-term goals, career plans, jobs, friendships, gender identity, and values. Sometimes people with BPD view themselves as fundamentally bad, or unworthy. They may feel unfairly misunderstood or mistreated, bored, empty, and have little idea who they are. Such symptoms are most acute when people with BPD feel isolated and lacking in social support, and may result in frantic efforts to avoid being alone.

People with BPD often have highly unstable patterns of social relationships. While they can develop intense but stormy attachments, their attitudes towards family, friends, and loved ones may suddenly shift from idealization (great admiration and l... ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/15706306/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/15706306/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:34:53 PST
Hope everybody's been as good as I. TTYL.

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EEEEP!!! I ALMOST FORGOT TO TELL YOU GUYS!!! (like you care anyway, but whatever) I HAVE A NEW BABY COUSIN!!! Her name is Tairlah (don't ask... her parents are ghetto black people. I suggested that she be named after me). She's the cutest baby alive, just like I was when i was born... ahh. Conceited much? Hee hee, I guess.

BTW, Ellen DeGeneres did an AWESOME job on the Oscars last night. No, I did not sit through the entire broadcast of the Oscars. It's not really my thing... I'm more of a Grammys girl.

I James McAvoy. He's so HOTT!!!

Well, that's enough for now. I'll get this stuff up asap. I know you guys will be sitting in suspense the whole time. Ciao.

]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9920675/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9920675/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:03:39 PDT I can only imagine how many more emoticons there are. Ahh... dA rocks out loud.

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I found this thingie that my friend, ~DoodlePixie, had in her journal. I guess it's alkl right, but I can't draw! I'll gladly write a poem about anything you like! The first 10 peoeple to comment get this lovely offer. The only catch is that you then have to post the same tag on your own journal, and create art for the first 10 people to comment as well.

Clear? Okay, well....get requesting!

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10. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9346219/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9346219/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 17:41:22 PDT
*****Note to everyone with someone to love:

*Never let that person go.*
*Always tell them that you love them.*
*Kill anyone who gets in between.*
*Live forever, and love forever.*

I'm sick of being the hoping existentialist who's always on the outside looking in. I'm just so tired...


and it makes me want to give up. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9293332/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9293332/ Thu, 06 Jul 2006 14:42:18 PDT
This goes out to all those artists on dA who LOVE WHAT THEY DO and DO IT PROUDLY! DOWN WITH THOSE WANNA-BE BASTARDS!!!

P.S. Feel free to cut and paste this in your journal. This type of news needs to be spread around. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9169476/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9169476/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 13:36:22 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9113623/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/9113623/ Mon, 19 Jun 2006 08:49:37 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/8167504/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/8167504/ Wed, 15 Mar 2006 10:42:44 PST
got to go soon. got to get out of here. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7914635/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7914635/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 09:37:31 PST
長谷川 Hasegawa (long valley river) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn)

I like it. I think it really fits me. Well, kinda. But it's nowhere near as good as the one that my little sister gave me, Ami-chan. Maybe there's some way to combine the two... ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7826865/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7826865/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 09:42:25 PST ), my significant other, and a couple of my real friends. I've realized that there are more fake people in the world than not, and it's quite oppressing.
Today is my 3 month anniversary. I'm excited. It's been the quickest three months of my life.
I wish I could get out of here... ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7637052/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7637052/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 07:42:11 PST
Totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends".

and if you dont comment on this journal then i know your not my friend. strongly suggest you comment

P.S. I didn't write this. I dont think any of you are fake friends I am following orders ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7590334/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7590334/ Fri, 13 Jan 2006 07:46:55 PST
7 things that scare me
1. nothing
2. nothing
3. infinity
4. death
5. being alone
6. nothing
7. nothing

7 things that I like the most
1. sleep
2. my poem "The Painter"
3. my love
4. zereikun (heh, very interesting story...)
5. my name
6. food
7. chocolate

7 important things in my room
1. my bed
2. my pillow
3. my radio
4. my sneakers
5. my teddy bears
6. my bed (repeated for emphasis)
7. my CD collection (I don't have an iPod... )

7 random facts about me
1. I have a freckle on my nose
2. I like braids
3. I like making necklaces and other jewlery
4. I am a perfectionist
5. I like to wear a million things on my fingers
6. I have strange quirks (don't we all?)
7. I love to laugh

7 things I plan to do before I die
1. write a novel
2. become famous, even if just a little bit
3. find my soulmate (somewhere beyond te sea, somewhere waiting for me, my lover stands on golden sands...)
4. make a band
5. eat some food
6. go skydiving
7. live in Ireland (I LOVE IRELAND! I swear I'm Irish...)

7 thing that attract me to the opposite sex
1. humor
2. looks
3. personality
4. gender (obviously...)
5. musical ability/talent
6. literary ability/talent
7. being fun

7 things I say the most
1. That's germs!
2. huh?
3. That's OD!
4. Jesus Christ!
5. Oh My God.
6. WTF?!
7. Woot!

7 celebrity or NOT REAL crushes
1. Jake Gyllenhaal (so hot...)
2. Liam Aiken
3. Colin Farrell
4. Matthew Broderick
5. John Malkovich
6. Johnny Depp
7. Orlando Bloom

7 favorite drinks
1. Pepsi!
2. hot chocolate
3. caramel macchiato (STARBUCKS!!! )
4. Sprite
5. French Vanilla cappacino
6. Earl Grey
7. Strawberries 'n Creme (Starbucks!!!) ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7571614/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7571614/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 07:47:05 PST 1. my significant other
2. sleeping
3. chocolate
4. bladealchemist1560
5. photography
6. writing
7. eating food
8. laughing
9. my brother
10. deviantArt

5 things that make me happy
1. chocolate
2. sleep
3. bladealchemist1560
4. ramen noodles
5. email from my friend in Florida

10 things that I dislike/hate
1. my sister
2. how certain people who live in Philadelphia don't keep in touch
3. being hungry
4. when my mom is sick
5. being criticize for who I am
6. injustice
7. bad music
8. people in general
9. pain
10. bad hair days

3 facts about my name
1. I love the way it flows
2. my middle name means ruler in Assyrian
3. my last name is welsh

6 facts about myself
1. I have a thing for anime
2. I'm short
3. I'm a sadist
4. I'm very narcissistic
5. I love ducks
6. I could go on with this list forever.

things I expect
to be recognized for my talent in writing
to bring justice to those who are not recognized for their work

4 random thoughts
1. I've got to get out of this town
2. I've got to get out of this country
3. the bell is about to ring
4. I'm hungry

song I'm listening to right now
(in my head) ironic by alanis morrissette ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7571520/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7571520/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 07:31:49 PST
I'm so angry. At everything. People think they can just walk all over me, but that is totally not the case. I hate people. I just got a voicemail and my phone never even rang. Well, it didn't ring because it's on vibrate (cuz I'm in skool...) Hmm. Very queer, yet very interesting. I wonder who it is?

I feel so bad now because I have this immense overflow of deviations that I have yet to check out. Sorry everyone! I love you guys, I just need more TIME, which I never seem to have. I'm so busy it seems, but when I sit down and really observe what I am doing, I'm not doing anything worthwhile. I'm constantly bored, and yet I have so many things to do. I don't know.

We're going to visit my aunt soon. She needs the support.

People are funny. My significant other is sick. My brother is MIA. My best friend is now my "sister". My real sister is a slob. My love is over 40 miles away. My mind is somewhere in the sky. One of my friends is being all grr at me, and I can't take that.

I have new friends now! Thank you guys for adding me to your watch! I really do appreciate it.

Anything else? Um, no, I don't think so. I'll probably be writing some stuff soon.
Bye. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7429932/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7429932/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 09:39:38 PST
Yesterday, at around 8 or 9 pm, my cousin died. My little cousin Matthew. He was about 4 or 5, I think. He had a high fever, and he went into cardiac arrest. I cried terribly. I didn't even really know the little chap. His family moved to the Bronx and we never got to see each other much. I don't even know if he had started to talk. I'm still crying. I just wish that his family has the best time they possibly can in dealing with this, because I am a living wreck. I wish things would just get better, not worse. What a way to start the new year, eh? He was so young, you know? Just a baby. Why couldn't Death take me instead? Why did Matthew have to die? I already see that my life is going downhill... he never had that chance. He wasn't even old enough to corrupt. You can't corrupt a 5-year-old. It's against the rules. I can't help but think that the sun will no longer shine for my little baby. I love all of my little cousins, and I try to do all that I can to protect them. That's why this hurts so much. I feel powerless. I feel useless. I wish there was something I could do, like bargain for his soul back. I'm hopeless. I didn't cry half as much when my uncle died, or when my aunt died. I... I don't know what to do with myself. Death is sooo unjust. My little Matthew. I just hope he didn't suffer too much. It's reality checks like this that keep me in line. If not for them, I would think about myself all the time. But now I see it's not all about me.

I'll keep you guys posted. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7070343/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7070343/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 07:44:22 PST

Still feeling a little blue, but that's okay, because everything is slowly (but surely) improving. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7052346/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/7052346/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 07:44:52 PST There is never peace in my life. Poo on this. Poo on life. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6997514/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6997514/ Wed, 09 Nov 2005 07:21:54 PST
Happy travels, my friends.

Or, if you're not going anywhere, have a nice day. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6913760/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6913760/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 07:46:56 PST ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6852732/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6852732/ Mon, 24 Oct 2005 07:46:21 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6441696/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6441696/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 14:06:19 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6368578/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6368578/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 11:45:28 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6297747/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6297747/ Mon, 22 Aug 2005 13:38:53 PDT Life can be very special at times...

Yesterday was so funny... actually it was more like early this morning.
My sister and I couldn't get to sleep, so she asked me to teach her how to talk. So I did. I taught her how to say the alphabet, the numbers 1-20, and some colors. however, she had qutie a time with the letter "w". Instead of saying it normally, she said "duh bul ooo", as three separate words. It was good enuff to me, so I told her it was perfect and to go tell my mom. She comes back a few minutes later and says to me, "Mommy and Horace didn't understand me." I started rolling.

On a much worse note...
My mom found out that she's going blind in her right eye. This is worse because she's already completely blind in her left. I have no idea what I will do. I'm most likely going to have to take care of the family. I never... idk what to do.

I hope everyone else is having a great life. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6168829/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/6168829/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 12:54:26 PDT How am I feeling today? No words can really describe how I feel. I have to work in about an hour, so I'll be on my way soon. I'm gonna add some new stuff, so keep your eyes open!

B-day in 3 days!!! ! ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5970546/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5970546/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 17:36:55 PDT That's me, if you didn't know. I was on the beach after my little sister graduated from the 6th grade this June.

I drank four cans of Pepsi that day. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5970419/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5970419/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 17:14:30 PDT WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
spinning and sinning baby! HA! Ha ha ha ha...
lalalalalalalalala. Doo de doo... whoa, dizzy.

Hi, everybody!!!! HOW ARE YOU??!! HA. Feelin a little bit crazy today. Lack of sleep.

Bye Bye now!! ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5868194/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5868194/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:33:21 PDT
My mommy keeps getting sick. I have to go thru so much with her. Dealing with an a chronically ill mother is NOT a walk in the park. People are always telling me to be so strong about my mom getting sick and whatnot. She's not gonna get any better. She's been making me feel worse and worse, too, because she's been talking about stuff happening to us three kids just in case she dies, life insurance so we won't be all broke, her funeral, how she doesn't want us to cry because, and these are her exact words, "it's your fault I'm in the grave", referring to my siblings and I. I thought that was a cruel thing to say. Not cool. Not cool at all. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5747838/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5747838/ Fri, 24 Jun 2005 19:47:10 PDT ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5674302/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/5674302/ Fri, 17 Jun 2005 07:30:56 PDT
Cyal8r.crazy as chocolate. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4784123/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4784123/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 08:23:51 PST ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4661157/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4661157/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 10:00:02 PST
Oh yeah, sorry you guys for not writing in such a long time... I was busy with what would be brutally incorrect to call a life.

I'm out. Pz. ]]> ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4326761/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4326761/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 12:33:05 PST ~fallenangel811 http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4326499/ http://fallenangel811.deviantart.com/journal/4326499/ Sat, 15 Jan 2005 11:56:01 PST ~fallenangel811