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:3 ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/4495612/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/4495612/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 11:18:08 PST
This dream comes in three parts, I;ll tell you the first that ties in with the others. I was on a boat. We were sailing thru what looked like a lousiana type swamp, lots of trees and vines and moss. it was really dark out and I was standing on the deck with an older girl and the only lite being a match she held in her fingers. Soon we saw a lantern swinging from a raft. Upon closer observation we noticed a beautiful woman on this raft. She had long wavy blonde hair, delicate fair skin and smiling blue eyes. So friendly she seemed when she bekoned us onto her raft. We sat and engaged in friendly conversation, the lovely ladys back to us for she was stearing the raft. Then came up the topic of tea. We asked her what her favorite tea was. She didnt respond for a while then slowly turned her head towards us, her once lovely visage gone. Thru her lips protruded sharp long teeth, her blue eyes now black and small compared to her streched lids. her hair showed in patches. needless to say me and the other girl nearly wet ourselves with fright and tried to run (despite us being over water) The witch (as she later became known in the other parts of my dream) said she was going to eat us.
Apperenty I survived that ordeal because my dream flashed to another scene. it was in a large feild, most of the grass dry or dead from the summer heat. The captain of the boat i was on perviously stood amidst a large group of people of what i later learned were also survivors of the witch. The captain knew the witch was hiding nearby and was coming up with aa plan to lure her out. he began loudly saying the destination into which we were going to travel. A horse obeying his command followed he path he had said. the horse galloped once around the feild. then the captain said we would go strait into a nearby forest and so the horse took that route. The horse ddint even reach the forest before it let out a terrible cry and vanished into the ground. The witch who was hiding there had hoped the captain was on the horse. She knew she had been tricked and she had been found out and made a run for it (it was a creepy jerky very fast run).
the next scene of the dream i cannot tell now because the bell for class is going to ring, however when i get hom i will finish this tale.

Any one care to analyze this dream? ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/4446148/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/4446148/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 14:45:20 PST
Yes I'm going to rant. I'm going to rant about how my plans never work out. You get all the planning done and your all excited for a good time then...everything falls apart. It just fucking falls to peices.
For the first time in a long while I was feeling really happy, for nearly a week nothing could bring me down. I was going to the Psycho le Cemu concert, I even have vip seating and I thought after I have a great time at the concert, I would be able to see my boyfriend soon (he lives two states a way). wrong. I cant go see him because I spent too much money on the concert. Then I have him accusing me of thinking the concert is more important than him, which is compleatly untrue! If I had the choice I would rather see him. I need to to help me dertermine if I can (or want to) move up there this summer. I dont even want to think about what the hell I'm gonna do when I graduate. i cant go to college. Do I move up to Washington anmd get a minimum wage job i'll be stuck with for life? Or do I stay here in Cali, go to community college and get an ok job but never get to see him again. This whole long distance is wearing us thin. Fuck it. I dont know what to do.

end rant. ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3358000/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3358000/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 19:57:17 PDT
sombody told me i was subconsiously shallow T_T
is that true?
i hope not

do not attempt the limbanga if you have heart or respitory problems, back problems, or are pregnant
must be 48 inches tall ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3303975/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3303975/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 20:58:47 PDT school tomarrow V.V
Bf mad at meT_T
Those are the only downers so far

]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3256177/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3256177/ Tue, 31 Aug 2004 19:36:35 PDT I've done two sketches of my characters Ran and Kaoru. As soon as I color them, i'll upload them^^
Lately it seems that all my photographs keep turning out craptacular >.< nothing turing out the way i want it to. Ah well
Toodles
Edit: *rampages* T_T I lost my 120 set prismal color colored pencils so now i'm stuck with shitty crayola ones waaaaaaaaaaaaahT_T
plus i'm pissed at my sister who gets to have her bf over anytime she wants and they just sit and fraternize on MY couch. Its disgusting, not to mention jealous/pissed.-____- grrr *godzilla mode*

]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3242634/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3242634/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 20:35:19 PDT If I also had a nickle for evertime i disaponted someone, well long story short I'd have alot of nickles.
Also my story isnt comeing alont too well, it goes nowhere and i've lost the desire to develope it. it was a good idea while it lasted.
its not likely i'm going to Animagic, of which ive wanted to go scince Akira had told me about it. And to top it all of my bf is mad at me.
Life is fantastic.

]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3231527/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3231527/ Sat, 28 Aug 2004 11:53:20 PDT Yesterday was great! Some punk freshmen who had been throwing stuff at us got busted, it was beautifull. Tho we were victorious, our triumph did not come with out sacrafice. Vinny's husband, Pepsi, was butally murdered. His head was twisted nearly off, carbonated blood spillt everywere. Despite this grousome turn of events Vinny did not seem to mourn long, thought i think mayhap her and lunchables have something goin on...hmmm....
In my next journal entry i'll be sure to explain my story
RAN: You had better!
ME: Hush nobody even knows about you yet!
KAORU: let them know of my love for Ran!!
RAN: *runs away intensly frightened*
ME:......ok.....

well thats my journal entry for today. And now for yet another word from our sponsors. TOAST! Its haunts you. Fear it.
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]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3220413/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3220413/ Thu, 26 Aug 2004 20:02:43 PDT Also Its Michelles b-day tomarrow!! <3's for her^^
Anyway thats all i have to say today so...um...thats it for today folks, tun in next time for another exciting journal entry from Falsefantasy! Goodnight everybody!
And now for a message from our sponsers...Soap!! its good for you. use it.
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]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3198422/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3198422/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 20:04:17 PDT
My first day as a Senior. What joy. Sceduel screwed over, but at least its not too bad. In one of my classes (on your own) i get to rant everyday about whats on my mindXD kinda like i do here. i finally got to tell someone about my delima with college and my boyfriend (which is really long and complicated and dont want to write) but the lazy in the copying room had her leg choped off O.o some complication of diabetis, poor lady. i'm also taking a web site class, so i'll make my own art site^^
And not to complain but i hade to wake up at 5 IN THE FRIKKIN MORNING!! and then WALK to school at six! it was horrible, i'm still recovering from getting sick. My parents set this rule that i'm only allwed to be on the comp from 7:30 to 8:30 T_T it sucks. But hopefull scince i have a class of study hall i';ll use that time to draw more and have more drawing to upload^^
End!

Yeah..thats it..you can stop reading now...go do something better with your life X3 ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3179249/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3179249/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 10:14:28 PDT .< It sucked so badlyXPP being so sick i cant even find comfort in my beloved computer T_T ok enought with the drama queen act. I am feling better todAY which is good cuuuuuuuuz...ITS CARLYS BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY B-DAY!!!!!<3
Yoo min makes the cutest b-day cards, but i never got oneT_T *slaps self for being a drama queen again* anywho today will be a much better day than yesterday.
I want chinese food.
End! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3163846/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3163846/ Thu, 19 Aug 2004 10:42:38 PDT Anyway Lao Lishi and Li Ting are my fav team in the olympics! There chinese syncronized divers and ther so gracefull...and so cute!!! there only 16 and 17 and the rock! they won gold^^
devarts been actin funny, i think it hates me T_T i cant read any journalsT_T
School....so....close *twich*
I just relized i'm afraid of alot of things, my bf made me relize that last night. i had no idea i was such a scardy cat. I also relized that i used to have alot of confidence but now its goneO.o
grarg i'm sick todayXP i hate it
i'm rambling
its kinda pathetic, i just wanted to an an entry cuz i had nothing better to do
ah well
ignore me ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3154432/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3154432/ Wed, 18 Aug 2004 12:11:41 PDT ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3146774/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3146774/ Tue, 17 Aug 2004 11:22:41 PDT To tell truth, I've been having doubts in mine and Shauns relationship (I pray to god,satan, whatever that hes not reading this) but a lond distance relationship such as we have, is very very difficult. But oh well next subject.
School starts in a week (oh boy am I excited! -__-)I'll be a senior(fucking joy). And then in one year im gonna have to decide what i wanna do with my life (fucking joy part 2)
For all you manga readers out there Hana-Kimi is a good one, its the new serise ive started on. Its about and american girl who goes to japan and disguises herself as a boy to get into an all boys school to meet her fav. athlete. Sounds corny and cliche but its really good, i recomend.
I feel so vain all my recent art peices are of meXP
oh well.
End! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3118142/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3118142/ Fri, 13 Aug 2004 20:15:59 PDT *worry worry* my other computer, the one with all my stuff on it, IS DYING!!! It wont even turn on!! Not only do i have tons of photos, all my art work, stories ive writen, music videos i've made, memories!! And now i might lose it all!! To me thats like having my house burn down!*sniffles* I hope it'll be ok T_T
Also i have to start looking at collages not that i can get into any with my grade average) but i have to look
-__- all of the suidden my dad expects me to know what i wanna do with my future, where i wanna go, what job i wanna do, hell he might as well ask me at what age i'm gonna die! and at this rate maybe sooner than later-___-
eek!peoples bithdays comin up>.< must...find...gifts, if i even knew when all ur guyses b-days are O.o
In other news!! (betcha thought this was gonna be sumthing exciting XD) well if i wasnt enought of a nerd before i really am one now...i really like the show Teen Titans ;;; Its psuedo-anime amercan shit but i still like it ;....dont hurt me now *cowers*
Also! Shaun likes Pierrot!! hes such a good boy, i'm so proud X3
Well just got back from Vegas (what happens in vegas stays in vegas <.< >.> XD)and it was 120 degrees O.O very hot, boring trip tho and my sis threw up in the car (eww>.< anyway thats why i havent got caught up on peoples deviations and journals, gomen nasai! *hearts all the deviant art people*
EDIT: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I did lose every thing on my comp T_T *sobs* i cant belive it, i had so much stuff T_T ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3076503/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3076503/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 18:41:00 PDT Damn I've been ranting but i still dont feel better.
If your still reading this you eaither care or your fucking bored.
Fuck fuck fuck.....that felt good to say.
This isnt helping...
I'll....fuck i dont know what i'll do, i'll stop talking.
Gah sorry this was so stupid! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3034613/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3034613/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 14:00:18 PDT Have another ~ (squiggeleh)band meeting today^^
(wrighting this fast cuz its in a few mins) Also tomarrow my bf is coming down tomarrow from Washington to live with us for 4 days. Excited and kinda nervous.
Also! ARG!!! my mom is keeping a secret from me and wont tell me what!! I hate it! And it has something to do with me and knowing my mom it wont be anything good! i have a right to know what she plans to do with me!! grr -___-
Also (yet another also) I've been having nightmares alot lately T_T it sucks
And i dont know what it is but my sister has been particularly bitchy lately, i guess i'm just lucky like that -__- Maybe her and my mom have some secret plot against me,...i woudnt be surprised.
Akira-chan, i love you to death but i'm jeeeaaalous cuz everybody loves you, but heh whats not to love *huggles*
.....
~ rocks X3

i wish i had more to say but i guess my lifes too uneventful, i need a lifeXP....i also need to stop complaining.
The end ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3019322/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/3019322/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 14:51:39 PDT In other news weve had two meetings for my band Sqiggeleh (oi i dont even know how to spell it ^_^; I'm suposed to play bass but i have no instrumental talent whatsoever >. .....
WERE GONNA BE FAMOUS DAMNIT!WHOOOOOOO!
ok i'm done

I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaallly need to upload some more art, i've been so busy.
Oh! And it was great seein you at Comic Con Normie! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2857543/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2857543/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 16:24:45 PDT No sleep, no computer, bad food. V.V
People blasting mexican music at 2 in the frikkan morning!!!
*sighs* ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2779485/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2779485/ Thu, 01 Jul 2004 11:36:55 PDT -__-


....i'm pmsing and i want chocolate..... ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2765340/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2765340/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 17:01:03 PDT Sheesh, ive never accomplished anything significant at all. No idea what i want to do with my life. Just a boring little girl adicted to her computer.
Just a spec. ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2721652/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2721652/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 18:28:46 PDT
Anyhoo, I finnaly passed my drivers test a few days ago(4th times a charm?) ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2677971/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2677971/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 20:47:04 PDT A friend thinks ive forgoten him.

To make myself feel better i went to a japanese restrount with some friends and nearly died laughing. i also got hit in the face with a udon noodle and a rather confusing mix up between asking the waitress for Mizu (water) and having her think it was Miso (soup) oi ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2644565/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2644565/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 15:35:47 PDT .< even tho i kno i cant be pregnant!!! well they had to take a blood test and so the doctor(whos the huge guy with a beard and an earing) stick a needle in my arm and no blood comes out, so he has to wiggel it around! Ow much!! Then he take three vials full, um...save some for me plz i kinda need that stuff to live!!
Anyway i got my hair cut to look like the japanese singer Miyavi today^_^ ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2616183/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2616183/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 21:40:07 PDT .<
I got the ultimate compliment today Patrick(practically the strongest guy in school) said i was strong..because i fended off him tickling me for about a minute
hmmm...i want chinese food....
Yay no more horrible dance class!! I'm done! i can stop embarassing myself now! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2603630/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2603630/ Mon, 07 Jun 2004 09:58:28 PDT I had aa really bad nightmare last night i had a dream i had cut myself...realy badly, right infront of my friends...and they didnt notice..they didnt even care..i kept calling for them to help me, but they didnt hear me. it scared me, i kno my firneds arent like that, i know that they would help me but they didnt...

Stupid nightmare cost me my sleep >(

anyway its my firend benji's bithday HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJI!! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2576043/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2576043/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:22:04 PDT
arg, my grades are down the shit bucket, and i'm gonna have to re-take akgebraII>.<
My friend colored my nails with sharpie makers today which means my hands look like skittles, all da colors taste the rainbow.
If this entry were anymore random....
*gasp* I feel so violated, if one more person slaps my butt i'm gonna cry >.< First Shoni then Patrick, and i gots a big gash on my arm from Kitsuns watch in his killer glomp of doom O.O
this was to be the most random entry
i feel like a little kid whining to his/her parents
I think perhaps i'll stop wrighting now ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2556196/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2556196/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 07:23:11 PDT <
oo! saw the best movie on sunday. it was called Taboo or its japaanese name, Gohatto. It was about samurai (yay!) actually it was about gay samurai(double yay!) anyway it was a beautiful movie and i recomend it.
The T.M. Revolution concert was awesome!!!!!!! The first concert ive been to and it was great^^ Takanori-san was so pwettyX3 ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2524047/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2524047/ Thu, 27 May 2004 19:34:19 PDT
oi i got in trouble in math for reading. i noticed the calss got quiet and a girl taps me on the shoulder, i look up and Mrs. Combs is glaring at me, and the entire class is looking at me. i turned red and put the book away....but then continued to draw The book was called Crosses, its really good, even if it is depressing, its about cutters, the main chracter Nancy is one who one can relate to easily.

In bad news i cut again today =[ not deep and not alot but i still did. but...

CONCERT TOMARROW!!!! happi happi! ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2491789/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2491789/ Sun, 23 May 2004 16:04:09 PDT < Oh well i had cake today so that makes thing a little better hmm.....i want chinese food.....i kept trying to draw a shonen-ai picture, but nothing i drew turned out right. shall have to try again ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2473561/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2473561/ Thu, 20 May 2004 22:08:27 PDT ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2459425/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2459425/ Tue, 18 May 2004 22:16:20 PDT .< had to wear short red dress> .<

OH! i went to mandirin chef(chinese place) for dinner after the preformance. I had expected it to be just a normal dinner but i saw the ABSOLUTE MOST GOUREGES ASIAN GUY!!!! he went aroud filling peoples waters but every time he got near i'd blush like mad. needless tosay i'm goin to madirin chef more often ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2451440/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2451440/ Mon, 17 May 2004 20:32:45 PDT
on a slightly happier note i got in a fight with my sister and won. she charged at me. i said
"ahhhh! i'm being attcked by meat!"
"you wanna peice of this!?" she repilied
"no thanks im a vegitarian"

later i got her again with
"when i called u meat i wasnt refering to your physical atributes, but rather the measure of your intelligence"

well now just waiting for my bf to call, which will just be another excuse to vent ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2439794/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2439794/ Sun, 16 May 2004 16:12:51 PDT

I've uploaded so many photos of myself, i feel so vain><

phew, i got to talk to joshua a bit, hes still here at least. and for some more bad news i cut again =[ deeper than before, it hurts and i should stop but i cant say that i will ]]> ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2438544/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2438544/ Sun, 16 May 2004 03:16:01 PDT . ~falsefantasy http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2434282/ http://falsefantasy.deviantart.com/journal/2434282/ Sun, 16 May 2004 09:28:00 PDT ~falsefantasy