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deviantART: by:fanatical-chick http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:fanatical-chick&section=today deviantART RSS for by:fanatical-chick en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 22:19:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Luts Commander of the Blue Knight Abadon http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/27718058/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/27718058/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 00:53:36 PDT Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

So about a month ago, I put a Luts SSDF Limited Edition "Commander of the Blue Knight" Abadon on layaway. This one doll will give me the body I need, and the heads I need, to have every version I want of the character I play with my GF in RP. All I have left is to save up for a Luts DF Shiwoo and K-Doll Karon and Karen heads to make my girlfriend's character to go with him.

Of course, you might be wondering why I feel this is so important to make it's own journal entry?

BECAUSE ABADON'S BEEN SHIPPED OUT TONIGHT, BITCHES! Fuck yes! I should have my Alucard/Vlad/Dorjan in by Monday of next week or earlier! I'm going to make a box-opening video when he comes in, and once I get a digital camera, I'm going to be spamming that shit all over DA and the interwebs! You have been warned! OMFGHZYES!

]]> ~fanatical-chick JOB! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/26121975/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/26121975/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:45:59 PDT
Thank Primus, I finally have a job again!!! *u* I start training on Monday at 9 am and have a 4 and a half week training class. OMGYAAAYJOOOOB!!!!!

Also: JOIN MY FORUM, BIZNATCHES! It's still a work in progress, but once it's done, it'll be all out! I hope. Whatever. Just join it!!! [link]

]]> ~fanatical-chick My Transformers forum http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/26054892/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/26054892/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 22:35:34 PDT
And those who are wondering wtf with the "Cyberkin" thing, it was a joke I thought up one day. Told my Sama and another of my friends that it would be funny to make a parody group for Transformers fans, like the "religion" me and my friends in High School made when we got into Lord of the Rings. It isn't real, we never thought it was real, we just did it for shits and giggles.

So on that note: All ye humans who are (not) really Cybertronians reincarnated in a human body from another dimension, COME TO MY FORUM! 8D [link]

Also...I have an interview tomorrow...hopefully it goes good. :< I need a job like I need air.

]]> ~fanatical-chick Boredom killed the cat http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/25810037/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/25810037/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 03:36:26 PDT
I get the idea to create a Transformers Animated Scaredy!Warp costume for my ObitsuVolks, Mary. With a black leotard underneath craft foam armor and wings. I even have a conveniently perfect amount of black, light purple, and dark purple craft foam that my mom gave me for no reason to do it with. o_O

This is probably going to be harder then it should be...And it's making me want to get a boy Obitsu JUST to make a Scaredy!Warp in doll form. He's so freakin' adorable, in his wibbly, scared, sniffley way! Every time he's in an episode of Transformers Animated, I'm left wanting to give him cuddles! He's TOTALLY not a Decepticon! He needs to join the Autobots and be someone's cuddlebot!!! EEEEEEEH, STUPID SEEKERS, STOP BEING SO ADORABLE! *glares at Starscream and all of his clones and brother-cousin-relatives!*

ETA: OH GOD! I just realized with Transformers Animated Starscream's colors, I can totally make her a Starscream outfit, too, with the light blue foam I have as well!!!

I wonder if I have any red or white craft foam tucked away somewhere to make her a G1 Starscream and Thundercracker outfit...? >_> EEEEEEEH, I need to stop feeling so craftsy!!!

]]> ~fanatical-chick I don't normally do this crap, buuuut... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/24884806/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/24884806/ Fri, 22 May 2009 04:02:31 PDT
So Pls click. :> The name of the town actually has significance. Yeah. I went there. [link]

Also, why does taking a bath for more then an hour always make your toes hurt from the water? :< I loooove taking baths that are hours long, but when my toes start to ache, I figure it's just best if I get out, no matter how much I want to stay in. :\ it's no fun.

And why do I smell vinegar in our new apartment??? ._. it's annoying, and coming from nowhere...!!! And unlike most random smells, even my SISTER smells it! Maybe someone in the apartment next door spilled a bottle or something?

Furthermore - I fucking HATE Deviantart and their continuously trying to force us to pay for premium content. >:\ I'm not saying I'm some amazing artists - I know I'm not - but I get really irritated when I see random nobodys who seem to only join DA for "social networking" who get Premium accounts, and the really AMAZING artists don't because they can't afford to spend a bunch of worthless money to make their profile pretty. I think those amazing artists DESERVE to have their profiles be super awesomely pretty. Honestly, I'm sure DA is making a hellova lot of money as it is with their tshirts and banner ads and crap. Making us pay for Journal formats and extra options for having our artwork critiqued? that's just fucking bullshit.

That is all. Fucking Deviantart.

]]> ~fanatical-chick Trained Attack Chocobos http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/23722752/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/23722752/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 02:06:26 PDT
That being said...would it have been SO HARD for Squeenix to give the player an "ATTACK!" function for the Chocobo races in FFX...? I swear, after the 50th time trying to race the Chocobo trainer (who abuses her animals, I might add) and get o: oo: oo time just to get Tidus' celestial weapon, I'm left wanting to see my Chocobo snaps it's large, razor-sharp beak through some psychotic seagulls, and to see it lunge and kick those gigantic talons and claw out the trainer's eyes...

The bloodshed would be delicious, yes. Someone should draw a wild, ferocious, carnivorous Chocobo. I would love them forever.

In other news, ooh, looky, a Wolverine club. :>

]]> ~fanatical-chick Auron is a sad panda... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/23408230/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/23408230/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 22:20:58 PST
So I started playing Final Fantasy X all over again (because 40 hours into my first save-game, I hit a point where I'd levelled the characters up so wrongly that I can't get any further no matter what I do...oops...>_> ) and asked Sama if she wanted to rp Auron with one of her characters. She said yes, made a Viera for him to cuddle with, and we decided we'd worry later about how the finally-sent unsent Guardian got all the way to Ivalice from Spira's Farplane. >_>

The problem, though...is that...through the course of deciding to search DA for good Auron fanarts, I came to the realization that...well...Auron is one of those characters that unfortunately has a WHOLE LOT of art that makes you go D8??? or TTATT or >8[, with only a very very VERY small percentage of it that will make you 8D! or *v*. This makes me a sad Mel. And I have to say, I've had too many things come up on the search page that are forever scarred into my brain. If you DO feel like doing a DA search for "Auron," remember to have plenty of Eye Bleach, and quite a bit of Brain Bleach as well.

I'm not even saying mine is better then half of it, either, because I know most of my Auron pictures except for maybe one or two are pretty eye bleachy, too. They're so old and so crappy, everyone better be glad that they're pretty far on the list when it comes to the search results.

I just wish to God that my images had been listed as more popular then the Auron ragdoll plushie with a wang and pubes sewn on...*just...weeps...*

I will say, though. For all the really really bad ones, there are some REAAAAALLY amazing ones...>_> and those you can see as my most recent favorites. BWAHAHAHA! >83 Go view those if you want to look at good Aurons without dealing with the hassle of the Eye and Brain Bleach! These people need respect and kudos and views, honestly! And when Sama puts up HER Auron arts, you can bet your ASS, I'm going to add those to my favorites, 10 times if I could! They're my favorite of all. :3 'cause they're FOR me. bwahahahaha!

]]> ~fanatical-chick The laws of physics... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/22576428/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/22576428/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:25:25 PST
1) The higher the chance that you'll need Sand, the chances of actually HAVING IT will decrease exponentially.

2) The more precarious the situation, the more likely the game is to glitch when you try and use your sand tanks.

3) In turn, the more you have to use your Sand in one given area, the higher the chances are of the game glitching and DELETE FUCKING EVERYTHING when it comes to safe places for you to stand. ie: the floor is crumbling underneath your feet, leaving you forced to make harrowing jumps and dangerous wall-runs to the next small, crumbling precipice, all while attacking opponents who are also making suicide runs from the ONE safe place onto your already-crumbled ledge in the hopes that they'll be able to slice you off of the wall.

4) Rule 3 will happen multiple times in one area, forcing you to go back to the beginning dozens of times, repeat the process, showing you NEW ways in which it will glitch, refusing to allow you to make attacks that you did in one attempt the first time, and force you to spend hours trying to SIMPLY GET ONTO THAT ONE FUCKING LEDGE!!! AURGH! (I'm looking at YOU, crumbling-ship-mast-forest zone!!! >8< )

5) The smaller the ledge, the easier it will be for the Prince to actually LAND on said ledge. If it's a large room you're jumping into, you will miss it every time. If it's the smallest twig of a tree, hanging out over a bottomless chasm of doom, you'll always hit it.

6) Rule 5 will be negated in the chance that you're experiencing rule 4, at which point you'll find yourself falling from small heights and dying when normally you would have been able to land safely, and all because that one tiny twig became a wall when the Prince tried to grab onto it, forcing him to drop to the ground and break every bone in his body.

7) With every plot twist, you will find yourself yelling more loudly and amazed at how stupid the Prince is, and how good he is at making his own problems worse just by breathing. Also, you will soon realize that trying to understand the plot twists is futile, as Prince-logic is convoluted and retarded, thus explaining his ability to make his problems worse, and perhaps his inability to stand on the small ledges just when you need him to.

Seriously...I've had just about enough of the ship-mast-forest...if I fall off of the crumbling walkways because the game decides when I turn back time, it's NOT going to give me back the crumbling ledges so I can at least try again ONE MORE TIME, I'm going to scream and need to bite something.

Also...I feel full of fail and horrible. I ruin the only good things I have in my life, every day has been an absolute nightmare since I moved to Austin, and I pretty much just destroyed the only relationship that mattered to me anymore. My life is going to Hell in a handbasket. wtb get-out-of-life free card, kthxbai...

]]> ~fanatical-chick Yes, it's true... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/18175598/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/18175598/ Mon, 05 May 2008 05:29:40 PDT
Of course, since I can't literally have his babies, I'll do the next best thing: RP him. 8D 'cause I'm the type of girl that likes to RP those men I'd like to reproduce with. XD I don't make the fan characters to reproduce him in the RP world, no, I RP the guys I like. I leave my girlfriend to make the fan characters. (XP) Of course...technically speaking, tlaking Pepper and making her a man just so we can still make Ironman rp homoerotic like we like isn't REALLY making a fan character, but I'm sure lots of people would prefer to say it was, just to call us Mary Sues. >_> Eh, call us what you will. Tony x Pepperboy = UNF UNF UNF!!! *3* So yeah, expect to see slashed-out Ironman fanart from me sometime in the future. XD and me spamming my journal with links to

's slashed-out Ironman fanarts, 'cause I'm going to DEMAND she draw those two, DEEEMAAAAAND!!!!! 8D!!!

But yeah...excuse me while I go to sleep staring at the Tony Stark wallpaper I have on my desktop. XD Preeeetty man...*3*! UNF UNF UNF!!!

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

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[link] ABJD love! <3!

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

~fanatical-chick 3-D Art Spam! 8D http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/18043290/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/18043290/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 18:37:14 PDT

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

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Clubs, Clubs!

~fanatical-chick ART THEIVERY UPDATE NUMBER 5 http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17787902/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17787902/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 23:47:46 PDT [link] It doesn't have a profile picture, YET, but once they figure out they can edit images again, they may re-add ~djkaeru's Bumblebee back onto their profile. We should all keep a look out on this profile just to make sure, so we can nip it in the bud when it happens again.

So, I was informed today that Yahoo has returned the "edit profile picture" function on yahoo, meaning that the art thief that stole so many people's images that I made a couple of journal posts back in November has no excuse to not remove the images now. We already got the Ratchet and the Bumblebee profiles removed from yahoo! Good job, guys! That's awesome! Now we just need to tell everyone else who had their images stolen that they should go back and try and get the profiles removed once more, because the profile picture editing option is officially back, and get the others taken down as well!

I've already reported them for abuse on yahoo. If nothing happens, then I'll try and find a way to report them for copyright violations again. once again, the Yahoo screen names are as follows:

My Jazz, drawn by my girlfriend: [link]

*Raimyu's Optimus Prime: [link]

~twinfin666's Ironhide: [link]

~Ladena's Megatron: [link]

Hopefully we can get them taken down and teach them what happens when they steal OUR images! D8! GET OUT THERE AND MAKE THE ARTIST WORLD PROUD!

EDIT 04/24/08: WOOHOO!!! They deleted the Jazz screen name!

Of course, I could delete this journal, now, but that would still leave them to rip off the other art pictures they stole from DA members, so I'm leaving this up until they're ALL deleted! ^3^

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17386980/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 20:51:14 PDT
Why is it that, when DA automatically creates a hyperlink to your profile through your name whenever you post, do SO MANY people feel the absolute NEED to post yet ANOTHER link to the same exact page in their signatures??? And WHY do they feel the need to try and trick people into thinking that it's something even more relevent to their interests then the hyperlink posted at the top of their comment???

I mean...seriously, the hyperlink created through your name is larger, more noticeable, and people just pay more attention to the name of the poster then they do to their signatures. It just seems so redundant and irritating to me, when I'm reading someone's comment, and I see their signature, and think perhaps that hyperlink they've created in it is actually something RELEVENT, because of their "HOLY CRAP! LOOK AT THIS! 8D" or "YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS!" or "CLick here for MAJOR AWESOMENESS!" comments ABOUT said link, only to hover my mouse over it and realize that it's just the same destination as their name. It's gotten to the point that I can almost always tell when a hyperlink is a needless, redundant re-link, and the more I see it, the more it ticks me off.

Come on, people. We're not stupid enough to fall for your attempts at making your own gallery seem like the most sensational, amazing, NEW destination you've ever seen! You don't need to post your profile link a second time, DA does it for you! And seriously, you should be drawing people to your gallery with your insight, your friendliness, and the awesome people skills you exhibit in your exchanges with people on DA, not by trying to trick people into thinking it's something different. I may sound like a gigantic bitch here, but it just makes you look immature and childish. Seriously, people. Just STOP hyperlinking yourself in your OWN signature! At the very least, hyperlink someone special to you if you feel the need to hyperlink to a profile. and have your special someone hyperlink to YOU. that way you won't be hyperlinking yourself, but people will still see links to profiles of people that, by association and artistic influence, might have just as much relevence to what they want to look at as your own profile. You'll get more profiles viewed this way other then your own, and if you set it up with LOTS of friends to hyperlink each other, then you'll get that many more views instead of just linking yourself. I LOVE it when people hyperlink to other people's profiles in their signatures. If I like that person's interests, then I might like that person's friends' art, because artists influence one another. If I want to view YOUR profile, I'll click on your name, not on the hyperlink in your signature. The signature should be used for other relevent, interesting things, whether they be quotes, funny thoughts, links to outside sources or other people, ANYTHING other then simply redoing EXACTLY what DA has done for you not 50 pixels above. It just irritates the CRAP out of me! D8 SERIOUSLY!

But yeah, maybe I'm just a bitch. I dunno. *shrugs* that's just my thoughts on the matter. SO PLEASE, for the LOVE of WHATEVER deity/force/God you hold dear, PLEASE stop hyperlinking yourself!!!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!... ]]> ~fanatical-chick ...-_-;;; http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17282279/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17282279/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 06:35:33 PDT

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

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Clubs, Clubs!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17203583/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 00:06:23 PST
I'm still pretty shaken up about it, of course. I felt bad for not having spent more time at my own house and been with him when he was still alive and healthy. I felt selfish and like I was abandoning him when he needed me the most. I have this strange fear of dead things, and was worried that I'd either have to hear him crying when he died, or wake up one morning to find that he'd climbed up onto the bed with me for comfort and died, and I would have probably freaked out really really really badly at that point. As it is, I spent some time with him last night, and today I came home for lunch to take a bath and tried to spend time with him, but he wanted to be left alone then, so I let him do his own thing, and fed him a tiny piece of chicken because he seemed to want food or water. Then when I got home after school, I spent more time with him, and he seemed more active and somewhat happy. He followed me into the Den and curled up on the blanket in the chair beside mine in the Den and fell asleep. I wanted to stay there, but my grandma had food at her house, and my mom got angry at me when I wouldn't get off the computer and get out of the chair and go eat, so I had to leave him to placate her.

And then I just sorta forgot about it. *shrugs* I didn't mean to. I was just watching Ghost Hunters while I ate and forgot to go home. Until my sister called me to tell me he was having seizures, and that our mom had told her to tell me to "come deal with him." Of course, that didn't make sense to me, because I'm not a vet, and it made me afraid again, because I didn't want to see him die, so I didn't go over, until about 30 mins later when they called back and told me to get a box becaues he'd died.

I'm gonna miss that spoiled little brat, I'll tell yah what. He was a sweetheart. He'd always follow you around the house, and mew at you lots and lots, like he was talking just to talk. he loved sitting in laps and being petted, and loved to crawl under the warm covers in bed with you at bed time. He loved being held and loved cuddling with his "big brothers," our two older cats, and even adored our dogs, one of whom treated him like her own puppy, despite the fact that they both weigh about 100 pounds and he only weighed about 1 or 2. One of the silliest things is how he would latch onto Klunk's (his middle "brother" and the one he was closest to) chest fur and suck on it for long periods of time, until Klunk got tired of it and wandered off in search of safety from the slobber. He had long, fluffy, black and white fur, including a marking on his foreleg just like his eldest "brother," Freddy, had a "Ragdoll" breed personality, and just love attention and people and being a happy, lazy kitten. He was my baby, and I'll miss him soooo so so much.

I hope we have some pictures of him somewhere around the house. I'd hate to find out that we had the baby for about 5 months and never took one picture of him the entire time. I don't really want to even look at another Kitten for a long while right now. The cats we have now, fine, but anything else and it's just too soon. Even killing wolves in WoW made me hurt inside after it happened. I'm feeling pretty sick, literally. First time I can remember I've ever been so upset I got physically ill. I'm actually kind of glad that I have an absence I can take in ceramics class. I'm probably going to need it tomorrow.

But yeah. Sorry to ride the Waaahmbulance, everyone. I just felt like maybe I should leave a note for anyone who'd read my last journal entry and was wondering what had happened to the little guy. And...I just...I dunno. Find some way of leaving his memory on something. Even if it IS as insubstantial and dumb as DA.

G'night, my baby Jazz. Bye bye, my little baby kitty. I love you.

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]]> ~fanatical-chick It reeks of LOATHING http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17100213/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/17100213/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 09:20:33 PST
But now, in the class, I've realized that yes, there IS a way to make me hate drawing classes, and the professor has done it. I go to class every Tuesday and Thursday feeling physically ill, wishing the hell would end, and become so frustrated that I can't even remember HOW to draw.

I know I'm not the best artist in the world, I'm not even going to claim to be one of the best MEDIOCRE students, but when I do everything the teacher tells me to do to make my drawings better, when I already KNEW to do the things he tells me to do, and he still tells me that I'm not doing them, and that everything I do is wrong, it makes me want to throw down my charcoal and storm out of the room. The man has admitted that he only gives negative criticism. oh, he may put it politely, but he still only tells you what you're doing wrong, not what you're doing right. And he blatantly disregards what he sees on the paper. He tells you to find the basic "motif," or shape of the drawing, and anyone would be able to see the fine lines underneath the drawing that show you did that, but he tells you you're not doing it and says you need to do it. He tells you to put in shading and "light logic," and then when you do it, he tells you you're doing it too much. He tells you to draw by moving only your wrist instead of moving your whole arm which, according to every other teacher I've ever had, is WRONG! If you're drawing a big picture on a big piece of paper, you don't sit there and twist your wrist around lots of different directions to get the drawing in, you use your arm in long, sweeping motions!

And then, when you're USING those long sweeping motions, he tells you your LINES ARE TOO SHORT! GOD! When he starts doing his rounds of the classroom, I just want to tell him "Don't even talk to me!" when he comes my way! I'm tired of hearing him tell me to do things I'm ALREADY DOING!

I know most of the images I post on DA are line work, but I DO know how to work WITHOUT lines! I'm a painter for God's sake!!!!! When I'm working with a big piece of charcoal, I don't outline until the very end, whenever everything else is finished! This is a basic rule in art, I know this rule, I've used it for years in classes! And just because I actually DO put lines on my drawing at the very end doesn't mean I'm focusing on nothing but the lines, it doesn't mean that I'm doing nothing BUT outlining, and it DOES NOT make me a BEGINNING drawing student!!!!! I've SEEN beginning Drawing students! I am NOT a beginning drawing student!

Of course, this probably just sounds like it's a great big case of my artistic talent being insulted and me taking offense and exploding, a la the overly dramatic stereotype people have of professional artists. Under normal circumstances, I don't get offended when people give me constructive, productive criticism. I know I'm not good, and I try to be better whenever I DO draw. But when I want to know what I'm doing wrong, and the teacher just tells me to do things that I'm already doing instead of telling me what's REALLY wrong, and then decides to tell me I'm a lower-level drawing student, I get REALLY ticked off.

The man wants us all to draw like the old masters. Like Leonardo De Vinci, Michaelangelo, and all of them. He's old enough that he was classically trained. I don't think there's a school that teaches the classical style anymore! It's common knowledge that the Classical style was one of the most elitest, artistically oppressive styles ever created. It inspired amazing works of art by amazing artists, but we're in the Post-Modern age. People can create art however they want to, and refusing to accept another person's style is just....GUH!

And in case anyone thinks I'm overreacting, this man actually decided one year to grade the works of his favorite artist, Rembrandt, to see if his grading system was too hard. After all was said and done, Rembrandt was FAILING! REMBRANDT, the man's FAVORITE ARTIST, would have FLUNKED HIS CLASS!!!!! he doesn't listen when people tell him what he needs to do when he's given teacher evaluations, he just brings up the comments people said and laughs at them, blatantly mocking them.

So yeah. *sighs* My tummy hurts and I want to cry. I can't wait until my pottery class is over so that I can just go home and forget about this week. I'm tired. And just plain sick of all of this.

*huuuugs dah Sama!!... ]]> ~fanatical-chick Soooo apperently I'm an art thief... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/16772283/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/16772283/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 15:36:54 PST
I could plead my case that I found the sprites I manipulated on a site that had them for download with the sole purpose of allowing artists to manipulate them, but it's not worth the hassle. It's not that big of a deal, anyway. I think I'm just mostly irritated that I was called an art thief. so yeah. v_v whatever. it's not worth the trouble. Fuck it.

And yes, I know I'm being pissy and an ass about it, but I'm going through PMS, I'm exhausted, and I just came home to have my mom bitch at me for no reason and then try to act like it didn't happen. I was cranky to begin with. It only made me even crankier. So sue me, it's hormonal. v_v *sighs*

Excuse me while I go have a little cry, now. I'll be a little emo bitch over here.

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

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Clubs, Clubs!

~fanatical-chick LoK jewelry http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/16389649/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/16389649/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 14:47:04 PST
The only thing that I have to get before I start selling them is get enough orders or enough people who would be willing to buy them. I have an agreement with my mom, who will help me get the materials for them, but she wants me to have a number of people who are definitely going to buy before we actually start selling them. If you're interested in one, send me a note or comment to the journal, and I'll add you to the list.

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

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Clubs, Clubs!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/16274227/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 17:31:13 PST
But every four years, and even when my Grandma (and sometimes Mother) see something on tv about politics at any time, I hate listening to them. Ignorance abounds, and it pisses me off. My mom and Grandma are firm, staunch Democrats, but apperently having a Muslim in our government is so bad that this year, if Obama is elected for the Democratic candidate, they're going to refuse to vote Democrat.

There are times when I hate being in the bible belt so badly that I want to spit. I think you should vote on a candidate over their policies and how they vote in, NOT on what their religion is! It's just rediculous! It's bigotted, it's ignorant, and it's ethnocentric.

So you know what? I think we should all band together, those like me who feel there is no reason for religious hatred, and elect a Wiccan, a Muslim, a Hindu, a Buddhist, a Judaic candidate for the parties. One of each. Let them throw fits over all the different religions that are out to "corrupt" us, or whatever the HELL they think is so wrong with them! I'm fucking tired of it! Get off your high horses! Just because someone isn't a Christian doesn't mean they're working for the Devil, it doesn't mean they're out to get you, it doesn't mean that they're going to be the reason our entire world is going to Hell, and they are NOT GOING TO BE THE ONES THAT THE CHRISTIANS FIGHT IN THE END OF DAYS IN THE BATTLE BETWEEN HEAVEN AND HELL! GET OVER YOURSELF! GOOD LORD! Learn to have some respect! I swear, to whatever God exists, everytime I hear that being spouted by my bible thumping mother, I want to slap her mouth!!!!!

So yeah, I just thought I'd gripe and vent about this. It's been pissing me off more and more, and since they won't listen to reason when I try to reason with them, I figured I'd post it hear. -_-

*steps off of her soapbox and sighs*

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15858335/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 06:27:47 PST
Plus, I know I'm not going to be able to sleep with it hurting so bad. I learned from experience a couple of months ago that if my toes hurt too badly, then I won't sleep. I just toss and turn all night. TT_TT Hopefully the Advil PM will help me get some rest. I literally hurt so much I can't think straight about anything except the pain. *cries*

I'm such a big baby. TT_TT Someone give me some morphine...!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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~fanatical-chick Art Dump Coming http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15608773/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15608773/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:00:15 PST

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15504841/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:45:15 PST
Also, I found this link, for those who's images were stolen, where you can report to yahoo that your work was stolen. [link] If we report them enough times, then hopefully the photos will be FORCEBLY removed. They are beligerant and refuse to obey any demands to remove the images. I say we show these fuckers what happens when they steal our art. e_e

]]> ~fanatical-chick Art Thievery on Yahoo - update 3 http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15499957/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15499957/ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:27:07 PST
Edit 2: They responded to me through the screen name negi.sensei on yahoo. if you do not recieve a response on the optimus one, you may try that one.

Edit 3: Negi.sensei is not the person who stole the images but is in fact a "friend" who was apperently sent to talk to me instead of the person who stole the images. They told me, long story short, that I should get a life and that the picture of Jazz wasn't mine to bitch about them using. So I'm guessing we can expect them to put up quite a fight when we try to get them to stop using the images. They told me that the image had been uploaded onto photobucket and that because of that, it was free use, which is actually NOT part of photobucket's terms of service. I checked. They also informed that if I wasn't the one who uploaded it to photobucket, then it wasn't my image and I couldn't tell them not to use it, even though the image is my Girlfriends, the character design is MINE, and just because WE didn't put an image on photobucket but someone else stole it from us and did does NOT mean that it no longer belongs to us. e_e Fuckers.

So, yeah, i just found out that someone on yahoo stole ~PlasticCake's image of her Claire and my Jazz, you know, the one with the french fries up her nose, and cut her out of the image so they could use the image for THEIR version of human Jazz on yahoo. This has enfuriated me. Upon further investigation, it was also determined that they've used *sleepyoldvamp's Human ratchet for their ratchet, and a slew of other people's human transformers from DA for their yahoo IDs. I'm going to alert everyone who's art i recognize to this fact and i'm going to report them to yahoo. i've already begun trying to talk to them and tell them to remove my Jazz from their profile, but still no response. e_e Let's take these bitches down.

My Jazz - Drawn by MY GIRLFRIEND and with Claire cut out: [link]

Sleepyoldvamp's Ratchet: [link]

Someone's picture of what might be a fanart of Sleepyoldvamp's Optimus Prime, but is definitely from Yahoo: [link]

Someone's Ironhide: [link]

Someone's Bumblebee: [link]

And someone's Megatron: [link]

Please, if you know the people who drew these images and they haven't been informed, please inform them that their images were stolen. It's one thing to use an image for a reference if you don't know how to draw a certain thing, but to blatently steal an image like this and use it...grrrrrrrr...e_e If they're going to create human transformer characters, they should DESIGN THEIR OWN VERSIONS!!!!! DX We didn't go to all this trouble to design our boys just to have our idea stolen by someone else!!!

On a happier note, I'm currently typing this from Teletraan - 1, my new laptop. XD I can't take it to school with me yet, 'cause my mom says they're for Christmas and can't be used outside the house until then, but I've finally got him! hehehe ^_^ After Christmas, i'll be able to take him around and write on my story and do all sorts of things AWAY from home! <3! YAY!

And ~smokesmokefayefa... ]]> ~fanatical-chick Haircut ftw http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15464398/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15464398/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 13:15:24 PST _> It made me lawl, lemme tell you.

Of course, my cousin will shit a brick when she sees it. but it's partly her own fault. Before I got my hair cut, she'd told me "Don't get that boy cut again. I can't think of ANYONE in the family who likes it on you." Yeah. Talk about rude. I've been getting my hair cut short for years now, and it's how I feel most comfortable. I know a part of me was looking to get a boy cut just to spite her when I went to the hairdessers, but I don't think that that's why I got my hair cut like this. *shrugs* it's just how I feel most comfortable.

You and Prowl can make your own deductions about what that says about my sexuality on your own time. *snorts* Not that Mr. Military cares. He's mostly just creeped out that I'm sporting his haircut. >_> Rofl

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15403546/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 09:12:34 PST _< Stupid bitches! They spam me, I'm just gonna keep reporting them. e_e keep getting them all beaten with the banhammer. heh -_- Stupid bitches.

And this may show how horribly nerdy I am, but...has anyone else noticed the "The General Insurance" car insurance Ad DA has been showing us has the little guy riding in a yellow PONTIAC SOLSTICE????? Stupid spam, STOP WHORING OUT JAZZ!!!!! DX!!! *kicks them!* It makes me giggle and irritates the crap out of me at the same time. e_e I haaaaate Ads...

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/15205674/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 17:30:36 PDT
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*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

OMFGHZAAAAAAAH!!!!! YES, OH YES, OH YES!!!!! [link]

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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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MY LOVER BABY!!! LOOOOOOVE HER! He's the GREATEST, most SWEETEST, most ADORABLE, most...OH, you get the picture!!! XD Go dote on her and shower her with much love and affection, for she deserves it!!!

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14722786/ Fri, 21 Sep 2007 00:23:54 PDT
JAZZ HAS A GIRLFRIEND! XDDDDD [link] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMFGHZAAAAAAAH!!!!! YES, OH YES, OH YES!!!!! [link]

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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14529855/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 12:22:17 PDT _> Silly silly

tagged me with one of these things. I feel honored and confused at the same time. lawl XP So yeah, here we go. On with the survey thingeh.

Rules:
-list ten songs you absolutely could not live without
-(optional) explain why you love them
-tag someone else
-go listen to music!

In No particular order:

1. These Dreams by Heart. I love the 80s hair band era, and Heart is one of the best bands ever! Plus, this song was such a beautiful, slow, melencholy song that I can't stop listening to it. In High School, I had bad periods of depression where all I wanted to do was sleep and dream about my fantasy worlds where nothing was like my real life, just to escape it all. This song and it's lyrics were the perfect expression of that desire.

2. Show me The Meaning of Being Lonely by The Backstreet Boys. I was such a BSB fangirl in high school, you wouldn't believe!!! And I'm absolutely adore a good cryfest. This song is so sad, and it became pretty much the theme song for all of my Wangsty sad stories that I wrote in High School. I kid you not. 100s of stories all in my head, 9/10ths of them being wangsty scifi and fantasy, and...well...yeah. A song about dealing with death and loss just took the cake. Aside from my OWN depressive nature, the sound of the song itself is just so beautiful, it's an amazing song to listen to, so melencholy and slow and quiet, you can almost hear the sadness the members of the group felt while singing it, because it was actually inspired by events in their real lives. but I won't go into that. No one wants a BSB fangirly recap of annoying boyband trivia, do they? XP

3. Bother by Corey Taylor. this song, from the Spiderman soundtrack, is yet another one of those wangsty songs that I can't get enough of. Yeah, go me. More wangst. I'm an idiot about things like that. XP

4. Time in a Bottle by Jim Croche. Ever since I heard this song on the old muppets show when I was little, I couldn't get enough of it. I had no idea it was an actual song until I was talking about it with my mom one day, and she told me about how it was an actual song from her high school days. I was enthralled, and had to hear it! Now that I have the interwebs and can download songs, I've gotten it downloaded and I listen to it pretty often. It's just a beautiful, lilting song. I love music in minor keys, and this one is one of the best.

5. Scarborough Faire by Simon and Garfunkel (spelling?). Some people may not know it, but if I could live my life in the fashion of a never-ending-Renn Fair, then I'd be happy for life. There's something about "Renaissance" styles and musics that make my heart flutter. Of course, I know Scarborough Fair is probably more in a style that predates the Renaissance, but who's counting? I still love it, it's just a beautiful song, and I love listening to it.

6. Of course, I have to throw in my temporarily current-favorite song: Black Lab's remake of the old Transformers theme. Hehehe. I just love the way their version sounds. And while I can't download that one on limewire (trust me, I've tried) I DID find another persons remake of THEIR remake here on Deviantart, and I downloaded it, and I'm happy listening to that one, 'cause it sounds exactly like theirs, only the vocals are a little more tenor and less bass. It just sounds so badass, it actually makes you feel scared about the Decepticons, and makes you feel happy and hopeful about the possibility of the Autobots hiding in the world around us, there to protect us from Megatron and the evil Deceptichumps. >X3 Starscream not included, 'cause I adore him too much to fear him. XP LAWL!

7. When You Really Love a Woman by...whoever the Hell made it...I just think it's a beautiful love song, and if I had it on my computer, I'd listen to it quite often...hey...I should probably Limewire that one. XD HAH!

8. All for One and All for Love by...well...snap, I forgot who did this one, too!!! D'OH! X_x Oh well. It goes up there with the previous song. It's just a really pretty love song that I loved even BEFORE I became obsessed with Chris O'donnell's pectoral muscles in the Three Musketeers movie when I was in high school. *snorts* Watched that scene over and over again quite a few times, just to see him shirtless. >XDDD He's so yummeh. *cough* Anyway. Pretty song, lovely lyrics and sound. haha >_> You should all go listen to it...XDDD

And OMG, ONIWAN! You totally listed two of MY favorite songs for 9 and 10, too, so I'll keep them there and just put my ow... ]]> ~fanatical-chick Help!!! Trying to make Bumblebee's Jacket http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14159109/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14159109/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 02:46:32 PDT
There-in lies my dillema, though. I've decided I want a sort of "M65 Field Jacket" for the coat, black, in a MEN'S 2 or 3X, and I don't want to spend a whole lot on it because it's going to get Modded with stripes and patches and, if it has a zipper instead of buttons, a bright yellow Zipper, maybe a bright yellow collar. I want to completely change it up for the Bee. I was thinking of something like this: [link]

d_sbs_a_5_img/002-4150033-7374446?ie=UTF8&qid=1187083769&sr=1-1 It just looks perfect to me, buuuuut...like I said...don't want to spend that much money on it, and it's only a 2X, so since it looks a little more form-fitting, I'd want it in a 3X.

Does anyone know where I can get a jacket like this? I reaaaaally wanna make this jacket look all cool and Military like, like it's really his jacket, I just yoinked it from him and am wearing it. We'll just ignore the fact that it's like...er...4 sizes too big for the Bee? >_> ROFL! yeah, that's beside the point. So yeah, anyone able to find one of these, I'd be forever in your debt! @.@

And yeah, Just have to say, Emphasis on the "MEN'S" size, I won't do it with a woman's size jacket. *just shakes head* I hate women's clothing, unless I'm going for the flowery, flowing, lacey look. If I'm not doing that, I'm a total tomboy all the way. If I had the body where I felt like I was sexy doing it, I'd probably be a cross dresser. I'm serious. I just feel more comfortable pretending to be a guy IRL then one would think normal for me...o.O;;;

But yeah...that's beside the point, too. >_>;;; Geebus, do I ramble! ROFL! XD

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

OMFGHZAAAAAAAH!!!!! YES, OH YES, OH YES!!!!! [link]
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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

~fanatical-chick Future Massive Transformers RP http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14008197/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/14008197/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 00:51:00 PDT
Regardless of my fangirlism, it was a rather humerous moment. they were soooooo stupid! I just couldn't stop laughing. Neither could my cousin. HAH!!! Losers...XD

So me and a few other people started talking about creating a huge, complex Transformers forum/chat rp group. It will constitute of different sections for the Autobot, Decepticon, and Human areas of RP, and Autobots and Decepticons cannot go into each other's sections unless they are a spy (which will have to have special clearence, of course.) The human section would be where any cross-faction RP went on, and where the battles would be, and it'd just be HUUGE! But we need more RPers! We've already got 5 so far, and original characters would be allowed, though if you wanted to take a canon-character, at least a major one you'd need to prove that you were serious about RP and wouldn't really ruin things for everyone else. If anyone is interested, tell me, and tell your friends! We want this to be as big and massive as possible! hehehe ^_^ With leaders and everything! For the record, though, between me and the others who've been talking it over, a few characters have already been called. Sam, Bumblebee, Optimus Prime, Ironhide, POSSIBLY Ratchet, and for the Decepticons, Bonecrusher and possibly Megatron, Starscream, or both are taken. Other then that, it's pretty much open for anything, even Original characters! So anyone wanna play? ^_^ The website will start getting created tomorrow.

EDIT: OH SNAP, LOOK, PHASE ONE HAS BEGUN!!! <3! [link]

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

OMFGHZAAAAAAAH!!!!! YES, OH YES, OH YES!!!!! [link]
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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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MY LOVER BABY!!! LOOOOOOVE HER! He's the GREATEST,... ]]> ~fanatical-chick Autobot Transformation...sorta http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/12278190/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/12278190/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 22:44:06 PDT _> He lost his somewhere, so he HAS to have replacements, right???

Problem is, I can't decide if I want black vinyl or shiny chrome-reflective vinyl. He's dark red with black accenting on the doors, so I was thinking Black would go best. But...shiny reflective surfaces make me cream myself like no one's business. I'm a hillbilly, we love shinies. I just don't know if a chrome-silver looking Autobot logo, big and right on top of his hood, would look good or out of place. I actually want it to look like it's SUPPOSED to be there, you know? And the black sounds like it would, buuut...I don't know. >_> lol should I resist the reflections fetish and get the one that would match his pre-existing colors, or go with the shinies?

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

OMFGHZAAAAAAAH!!!!! YES, OH YES, OH YES!!!!! [link]
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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

~fanatical-chick Sculpey Questions - PLEASE READ! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/8293548/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/8293548/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 23:30:42 PST

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And =smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1557704/ Sun, 27 Nov 2005 14:53:26 PST [link] from ~jonaxgarrido you would think that these people would at least try to be nice their first week of joining an online community. hahaha. It's so amusing.

And yet, I want to just thump his little 14 year old nose so hard that his brains squish out of his ears. Some people have no manners. *rolls eyes* Immature little children, I tell yah.

But on the bright side, it's the first flame I ever got. ^_^ hehe. and it's highly amusing, because he thinks I'm a man. HAHAHA! XDDDD

*huuuugs dah Sama!!!*

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The Dollfie Store Site. Yen and Zen are SOOO Beautiful!!! *_* OMG!!!

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Someone's personal webpage, with all their Dollfies. *_* I loooove Valentin!!! And Lucas!!!

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Gothador - Devilishly Good Fun! Play online now for free!

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got my 1000th page view!!! ^_^ I'm still working on her Kiriban.

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LB posted this for me!!! [link] I was her 2000th view, and so she drew me a pic of Dante!!!

And ~smokesmokefayefaye drew THIS for me!!! 'Cause I was their 251st viewer!!! ^_^ the 250th didn't respond. hehehe. so I was the lucky one!!! ^_^

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MY LOVER BABY!!! LOOOOOOVE HIM! He's the GREATEST, most SWEETEST, most ADORABLE, most...OH, you get the picture!!! XD Go dote on him and shower him with much love and affection, for he deserves it!!!

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My best buddies!!!!! Love them!!!

http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1536288/ Sun, 14 Dec 2003 23:34:49 PST
And at the same time, I know I'll need help. I've been told many times I need to make connections. If there's anyone who reads this who knows any way they might help me, in even the smallest way...please, tell me. I want my art to amount to something, and I want it to be good, and I want people to know it. ]]> ~fanatical-chick Auron Goooodness http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1502197/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1502197/ Sun, 07 Dec 2003 10:54:10 PST Gawd, that man is sexeh and bad ass!!! He is so freakin' AWESOME!!! And poor me can't find very many pictures of him online.

Wah! Woe is me! *cuddlesnugs Auron, whom she kidnapped from...er...the...er...farplane...or...w here ever he was supposed to have gone...heh...>_>...o.O...* ]]> ~fanatical-chick I DO Fear the Tube!!! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1473969/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1473969/ Mon, 01 Dec 2003 02:27:22 PST I just about shit my pants laughing just now. I found the code for Legacy of Kain: Defiance, in which you fight with a paper tube instead of the Soul Reaver as Kain...and...OMFG!!!

It was worth it just to hear Kain say "Fear the TUBE!" I couldn't stop laughing!!!!! It's so much better than " Go Cheese!"

That's it...I can't wait to see the other codes they have for this game!!!!!!! COME ON, EIDOS!!! RELEASE THE CHEAT CODES!!!!!

]]> ~fanatical-chick LoK: DEFIANCE GOODNESS!!! (SPOILER) http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1407728/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1407728/ Sun, 16 Nov 2003 03:42:57 PST

OMG...I got the newest Legacy of Kain game on Wednesday...and...I defeated it yesterday...and...OMG!!! The end was...AMAZING!!! I don't cry at MOVIES, let ALONE Video games!!! But...Gawd, when Raziel sacrificed himself so that Kain could fight the Elder God...I was BAWLING!!! My sister was looking at me and she was gonna cry, too, but she was about to laugh at me, too! lol Probably what got me bawling the most was how he finally pledged his allegiance to Kain again..." I am not your Enemy, NOT your destroyer! As before, I am your Right hand, I am your sword!" That was just.......WAAAAH!!! I honestly can't stop playing that scene!!! He looked so sad and content at the same time!!! It's so sad and touching and amazing and depressing and wonderful!!! Like he wanted Kain's forgiveness for doubting him and going astray before he died. And how it seemed like he would be happy dying if he knew he'd be serving Kain again as the Soul Reaver. And then how for the first time, Kain was sad and scared and upset by Raziel's decision and tried to convince him that there had to be another way. And the way he seemed shocked and unable to believe it'd just happened whenever Raziel disappeared. The whole thing really seemed like...well, the " prodigal son," so to speak, finally coming back to the father. That's the way I put it in my mind. It probably sounds stupid that way, but it really did seem like Kain was Raziel's 'father,' and it hurt him to lose his friend. You really sort of see here how, now that he has no idea what's really going on, he can't give the cocky, sarcastic, do-what-I-say attitude, and starts to show what's really going through his head. He DIDN'T want Raziel to die, he WANTED to save him, but Raziel wouldn't let him, and it bothered him. Like the fact that Raziel had sacrificed himself for Kain's benefit was the most shocking, troubling thing ever. But...yeah...that was just.........AMAZING...honestly...I was so...sad and hyper after that. heh. for some reason, I absolutely WORSHIP well-done fictional death scenes and that kind of thing. If a movie or a book or something makes me Cry, then...I'm SOLD!!! heh. Anyway.......I think I've rambled enough for you people tonight, yes? heh. e.e sorry. I just had to ramble that off SOMEWHERE!!! ]]> ~fanatical-chick ICONY!!! ^_^ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1302526/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1302526/ Mon, 20 Oct 2003 16:38:00 PDT ]]> ~fanatical-chick WOOH! ^_^ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1295394/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1295394/ Sun, 19 Oct 2003 02:02:38 PDT _>...

Lol.

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]]> ~fanatical-chick Ugh... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1282896/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1282896/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 22:07:27 PDT _O...*wonders if it would be cool to just shoot Karen and never have her appear in any stories ever again.* Sometimes those cheesy mary-sue fangirls make me feel SO ASHAMED for writing fanfics with self-created charas!!!

ok...I'll shuddup now...x_____X ]]> ~fanatical-chick NICKELBACK!!! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1282380/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1282380/ Wed, 15 Oct 2003 19:50:21 PDT _O I hope that goes away soon...heh...but yeah...that was AWESOME!!! Chad is SOOOOo hot!!! *shows off her Nickelback t-shirt!* Gotta love Nickelback!!! the rock band that even my MOM likes!!!

lol. but yeah...that was my first concert ever...and MAN was it great!!!!! ^_^ ]]> ~fanatical-chick Ayeesh!!! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1244765/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1244765/ Mon, 06 Oct 2003 21:27:30 PDT oh well. back to scanning! *toddles off, folder of pics under arm.* ]]> ~fanatical-chick SCANNER!!!!! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1234267/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1234267/ Sat, 04 Oct 2003 03:29:03 PDT

]]> ~fanatical-chick btw-... http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1226449/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1226449/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 23:50:05 PDT ~fanatical-chick w00t!!! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1226250/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1226250/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 22:16:55 PDT _< Grrrrr...I are Mad!!! Me no have Scanner!!!!! Why me talk like Caveman? Me not know!!! *too many issues of GameInformer, me thinks. lol.* But yeah...w00t! go me! ^_^ lol.

]]> ~fanatical-chick Oh, Wooh! http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1222702/ http://fanatical-chick.deviantart.com/journal/1222702/ Wed, 01 Oct 2003 00:57:01 PDT
NOVEMBER 12TH!!!!!!!!!! OMG, I can't wait for Legacy of Kain: Defiance to come out!!!!! BRAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! ^_^ LOVE DAH LOK!!!!! WOHOOOOO!!!!! Yeah, I'll shuddup, now. lol. ]]> ~fanatical-chick