posted here as news [link]

On the 25th December 2008, My baby, my Yamaha R6 was stolen from me, taken on christmas morning.
At first i thought ok, i get a new bike for christmas, but the insurance company had other ideas. then i thought that maybe the cops would find it. haven't heard from them since i filed the report.
So needless to say i have been paying 1400 a month for a bike that i don't have, & can't ride.
A a result of life kicking me in the teeth, and i haven't ridden since. And am unable to buy a new bike till i have paid off the R6.

Because of all of this i have not been looking at bikes, and pictures and races and anything bike related, it just hurts too much, its like that pretty girl that your'e in love with and she doesn't even know you exist..
So in order to try to get over this, and to try move on i spent the whole day friday scouring dA for what i believe to be the best of BIKE, or biking related.

Thanks for stopping by.
Ejoy

http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/28229726/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 22:30:14 PST

IT's like a feature...











~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/28229659/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/28229659/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 02:06:12 PST
now they better
thanks to the miracles of modern medicine and 15 bucks a can cat food.

Im happy that they are better, but they better not get used to the cat food.

so i have started photomanipulations in ernest again and i think that im getting better at it


Who knows i plan to do some photography sometime soon, but my cam is not 100% anymore
its suffering from over use time to upgrade. i guess

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/27900052/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/27900052/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 03:46:08 PDT this is one of those songs that tugs at the heart strings and reminds me of where i came from...

Practially every one of the top 40 records being played on
Every radio station in the united states is a communication to the
Children to take a trip, to cop out, to groove. the psychedelic
Jackets on the record albums have their own hidden symbols and
Messages as well as the lyrics to all the top rock songs and they all
Sing the same refrain: its fun to take a trip, put acid in your veins.

I want to reach out and touch the
I want to touch the sun
But I dont want to fly
Im gonna climb up every mountain of the moon
And find a distant ? man a-waving his spoon?

Supernaut
Supernaut

Ive crossed the ocean, ? turned every bend?
I found the ? crossing near? a golden rainbows end
Ive been through magic and through lifes reality
Ive lived a thousand years it never bothered me

Bothered me
Supernaut
Bothered me
Supernaut

They all sing the same refrain:
Its fun to take a trip, put acid in your veins.

25 seconds
20 seconds and counting
15 seconds, guidence is internal
12, 11, 10, 9
Ignition sequence starts
6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

Got no religion, dont need no friends
Got all I want and I got no need to pretend
Dont try to reach me, cause Id tear up your mind
Ive seen the future and I leave it all behind

Supernaut
Supernaut

(frank iommi, terance butler, william ward, john osborne)

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/25911125/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/25911125/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 00:52:45 PDT so i thought that this is a great idea and started,
I have done one off the list so far, but i'm waiting on the model release before i submit it


Thanks to for the list - although as she says its not her list but i found it there and well thats that

heres the list for those that care

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace - [link]
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dream
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rule
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Manager
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24990655/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24990655/ Thu, 28 May 2009 02:38:38 PDT
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24577427/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24577427/ Mon, 04 May 2009 03:24:50 PDT to maintain the 2 accounts, maybe i will post some more stock on this account when i get the time.

i'm still with out wheels, been too long, i havent ridden a bike going on 5 months now, its horrible and i hate it....

1 2 3 4
Almost every day, I see the same face
on broken picture tube, it fits the attitude.
If you could see yourself, you'd put you on a shelf
your verbal masturbate, promise to nauseate .
Today I'll play the part of non-parent,
not make a hundred rules for you to know about yourself.
Not lie and make you believe what's evil is making love and
making friends and meeting God your own way ...the right way.

To see, to bleed cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking Hostile
We stand alone

The truth in right and wrong, the boundaries of the law,
you seem to miss the point, arrested for a joint?
You seem to wonder why hundreds of people die,
you're writing tickets man, my mom got jumped they ran!
Now I'll play a public servant,
to serve and protect by the Law and the State.
I'd bust the punks that rape steal and murder
and leave you be, if you crossed me.
I'd shake your hand like a man ...not a God!

To see, to bleed cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking Hostile
We stand alone

Come meet your maker boy, somethings you can't enjoy.
Because of Heaven/Hell, a fucking wive's tale.
They put it in your head, then put you in your bed.
He's watching - say your prayers.
'cause God is everywhere.
Now I'll play a man learning priesthood,
who's about to take the ultimate test in life.
I'd question things because I am human,
and call no one my father who's no closer than a stranger.
I won't listen !!

To see, to bleed cannot be taught
In turn, you're making us
Fucking, Fucking, Fucking,
Fucking Hostile


]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24336725/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24336725/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:33:29 PDT

[link]

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24104616/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24104616/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 01:06:46 PDT just bought it all back.

[link] ~mamasi
This song kinda expresses how i feel about it.

Just one more time
For the sake of sanity
Tell me why
Explain the gravity
That drove you to this
That brought you to this place
That pushed you down
Into the soil's embrace

Give me the chance
I was denied
To sit and talk with you
For one last time

Did I disappoint you?
Did I let you down?
Did I stand on the shore
And watch you as you drowned?
Can you forgive me?
I never knew
The pain you carried
Deep inside of you.

I can't forget
Having to see
The words that knocked the wind
Right out of me
It's not enough
I've come undone
Trying to find sense
Where there is none

Just give me peace
You owe me that
To help ward off the fears
I must combat

And so I ask
For one more chance
To understand
This senseless circumstance
Help me to see
This through your eyes
The reasons I've been trying
To surmise

Though you are gone
I am still your son
And while your pain is over
Mine has just begun

Assemblage 23 - Dissapoint

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24036769/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/24036769/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 08:13:00 PDT This has to have been the worst week for Joburg bikers,everyday twice a day, when listening to the traffic flash's there are at least two reports of motorcyclists being taken out, so i know of two that have been killed this week.
WTF is wrong with the cagers, why can't they open their eyes and look out for the guys on their bikes.
I'm thinking that maybe its lucky that i'm without wheels. somethings keeping me around for something?

To the families of those that have lost their lives, due to living their passion. my sincerest condolences.
To those that have gone on before us, rest in peace brother.

and to those bikers out there

Remember speed does'nt kill.... its the sudden stop.

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23724389/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23724389/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 06:41:05 PDT wot else,
i been busy on doing manips and taking some pics, and will slowly get them online.
i have been featured..... what more can i say to that...
um check it out, my pic aside there are some wonderfully awe inspiring shots.

[link]


]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23671792/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23671792/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 06:44:47 PDT i have found a new way to keep myself entertained. i am
"drawing" a face, and doing it just out of pixels on photoshop
it involves alotta clikkity click with the mouse
but will see how it turns out

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23654391/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/23654391/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 04:16:57 PDT but still without wheels, i get so bored, can't go anywhere, can't do anything
its pathetic...
i still want to find that Kretin, and hurt it,... badly

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22902201/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22902201/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 10:54:30 PST It's amazing how attached i became to that bike and how much i miss it. I'm in the process of finding a new bike but thats fraught with difficulties and setbacks, ah well eventually somethings gotta give.

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22902199/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22902199/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 10:54:28 PST It's amazing how attached i became to that bike and how much i miss it. I'm in the process of finding a new bike but thats fraught with difficulties and setbacks, ah well eventually somethings gotta give.

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22686282/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/22686282/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 03:33:29 PST
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21994944/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21994944/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:16:18 PST 5 bikes, 1x Yamaha R6, 1x Yamaha Fj1200, 1X Kawasaki Zxr1200, 1x Truimph 1050 Sprint, 1x SV1000 Suzuki.
700+ km over 2 days.
And at least in my humble opinion the best pass ever. man those twisties were made for that R6, i had such a blast, snaking my way through some of the most beautiful scenery in the world, rugged mountians and stunning greenery. twas the best ever.... if you're ever in the lower Free State, just after Clarens heading to Harrismith, u will find the Golden Gate Nature Reserve, man i love those roads....

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21994943/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21994943/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:16:17 PST 5 bikes, 1x Yamaha R6, 1x Yamaha Fj1200, 1X Kawasaki Zxr1200, 1x Truimph 1050 Sprint, 1x SV1000 Suzuki.
700+ km over 2 days.
And at least in my humble opinion the best pass ever. man those twisties were made for that R6, i had such a blast, snaking my way through some of the most beautiful scenery in the world, rugged mountians and stunning greenery. twas the best ever.... if you're ever in the lower Free State, just after Clarens heading to Harrismith, u will find the Golden Gate Nature Reserve, man i love those roads....

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21786969/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21786969/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 16:37:44 PST Take Saturady morning, i gots a lovely model, great location, everythings all set.
On my way not even half way there the bike decides, not going further.. wtf. seems to be an electrical problem, cuts out when put in gear, so i ge the bike to a sevice station, bum some tools, still no luck, so i arrange to get the bike taken home, on a truck no less(friends are wonderful, Ta Raymond) so after talking to the model soo sweet and nice, she's okay even though i dropped her, and then what happens... i start up the bike and everythings fine, no problems, still no problems, wtf.....
Gawd fate is trying to stop me or something

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21543747/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21543747/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:24:57 PST
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21543741/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/21543741/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 23:23:56 PST
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/20791208/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/20791208/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:38:55 PDT And after shouting for lng enough yamaha SA was kind enoough to loan me a brand spankin new Fazer 600. nice set o wheels, hardly spectacular, but a nice comfy all day ride kinda bike,

So tomorrow the engine gets taken to the "clean Room" to strip and assemble.
i have been a bit creative lately did some painting, ( baaad) and actually drew a picture (really bad) and i did some manips as well.
i have several shoots lined up, hopefully all goes well and everyone can attend. grrrr

So thats it.
I still alive and kicking...... for now

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/20274859/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/20274859/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 15:36:19 PDT still waiting,............ dam this is going to be so hard 2 whole days without so much as a wheelie.......... im gonna cry
oh well
so i the other day i found an disused prison, looks like it was used as a paintball arena at some point, now it seems to be a haven for vagrants.

Enjoy

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19645320/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19645320/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:55:37 PDT i hates that.........
so i just ride my scooter fast, and faster, and well im sure i'm gonna need a pine box soon,

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19592948/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19592948/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 15:19:29 PDT need a model, need a model.......maybe they don't like getting dirty..... hmmmmmm

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19558649/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19558649/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 16:14:32 PDT
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19232451/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19232451/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 09:30:23 PDT u can see some of the results in my gallery

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19232446/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/19232446/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 09:29:49 PDT u can see some of the results in my gallery

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18665937/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18665937/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 16:36:06 PDT So i am alright, little bruised an battered, bike still rideable but its gonna cost between 14 an 18k to fix.

The medical aid aint paying for the Casualty and xrays. but at least they gonna pay 800 bucks towards the CT scan, oddly emough i pay about 800 a month for the medical aid, would be more useful to put that money in my mattress.......

so after a bit of resting and loadsa painkillers, im back on my feet and up and about,
so i finally got back to the hospital and took loads more pics, (still planning to shoot some models there ), and this time around i found the morgue, surprising thing was, throughout the hospital there is a general creepy feeling to the place, (the security gaurd that escorted me around the place told me that they quite often hear singing and see "something" dancing in the hallways) but when we went into the morgue, it was the most peaceful and non spooky place there......

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18180139/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18180139/ Mon, 05 May 2008 12:34:45 PDT
Today i had great fun exploring an abandoned hospital.
And no i didn't find the Morgue....yet gonna do that tomorrow, maybe time permitting

So i took some happy snaps and have posted some on here for all you loverly people

On Friday i had the pleasure of doing my first shoot with a model, can u believe that.

What a great experiance that was
Thanks to Jemma

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18105491/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/18105491/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 17:03:54 PDT
Doesn't matter what gets written here, nobody cares anyway

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/17342560/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/17342560/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 06:49:02 PDT
i will once again be submitting to dA but the pics are gonna be alot smaller, especially since i found one of my manips on another web site, without permission, ya wanna hear their excuse, they asked (sent me a email) but i never replied, so they fawt it was ok........ wtf

any who I LOVE my R6, damn that fing fugs off, took it to 215, and still got a few thousand rpm to go, whhhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i have a dialema, while i was away i did a shitload of manips, but i cannot remember who's stock i used, i know mostly but i think there are a few that i don't remember, so if in the coming weeks you see your stock there and i havent credited you, please note me an i will credit, remove, kiss ass whatever
many fangs to all


merry happy fucken everything

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15961472/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15961472/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 15:26:57 PST so alot has happened since i was last here, i bought a bike, a damn sexy blue one, i shall post a pic or two..

i have been working my lily white ass off, and been real busy with the photoshop, i will post some soon tooo....

been visiting my brother alot tooo, he is such a nice ol boy, let me rape his m3p collection, now i have like no hard drive space, going to get a bigger external hdd, and maybe a bigger one in the laptop......

so anyway just thought i would share that with y'all, not that anyone cares...

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15313345/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15313345/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:38:30 PDT
So now i will have to use a Gasp public terminal to access dA. oh the horror, oh the shame.


I support.
=resurgere
*suicide--girls
=Death-Chicks
*rammkitty-stock and her evil comrade *ACrazyCharade-Stock

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15313318/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/15313318/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 08:35:07 PDT so now i sit here at a internet cafe, paying about 10bucks for 15 mins, to those in the states that's like $50,( for me to buy em)
foriegn exchange sux

So i will pop in from time to time, and maybe i can borrow my bro's adsl connection to post some new pics

ah well its all in the name of fun


I support.
=resurgere
*suicide--girls
=Death-Chicks
*rammkitty-stock and her evil comrade *ACrazyCharade-Stock

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14595534/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14595534/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:02:22 PDT 1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more lucky people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

1. i shave my own noggin
2. i have an unhealthy obsesion with motorbikes, i can't walk past one without stopping for a good look, it does'nt matter what bike, any bike,.......just give me the damn bike
3. i can click my jaw
4. did i mention im obsessed with bikes... oh, um i see, i did
4a. i am a fairly decent cook,
5. i am partially deaf
6. i have been clean for almost 10 years
7. i'm probably going to die in an accident or be stabbed to death, i have dreamt this for most of my life
8. if i won a million bucks, the second thing i would buy would be 365 pairs of black socks
and i tagged the following

*************************************************************************

So yesterday (tuesday 09/11) i wrote and passed my learners licence's again (5th time) i plan to have both drivers licences by the end of the year.
:wOOt:

I support.
=resurgere
*suicide--girls
=Death-Chicks
*rammkitty-stock and her evil comrade *ACrazyCharade-Stock

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14558682/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14558682/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:57:02 PDT


I support.
=resurgere
*suicide--girls
=Death-Chicks
*rammkitty-stock

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14334834/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14334834/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 13:30:11 PDT
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14290401/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14290401/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 16:06:14 PDT
these are the people i watch, some really awesome artists and really fantastic stock artists

so without further delay

~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14246939/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14246939/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 21:16:23 PDT
Dude you are like my biggest supporter, i am constantly amazed that you take the time to appreciate my work.
another great supporter is Ma'am, i thank thee.

i support

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14208331/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14208331/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 08:47:28 PDT 's journal
pass it along

[x] I like skinny jeans.
[X] Music is life.
[X] I write poetry/song lyrics.
[] My hair covers part of my face.
[] I wear band shirts.
[] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[] I wear/wore converse.
[] I wear/wore vans.
[x] I wear/wore eyeliner.
[] I have/had my lip pierced.
[] I listen to Saves The Day, Emanual and Saliva.
Total = 4

[] I'm in a band.
[] My screen name had an x in it.
[x] I like My Chemical Romance.
[] I also like Green Day.
[X] I know what "mosh" means.
[X] I sit in corners.
[] I hate MTV.
[] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[] Especially ones where you can’t see my whole face.

Total = 3


[X ] I am lost without a CD player/my iPod/mp3.
[] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[] I love to skate.
[X] I hate the president.
[X] I have/had a mohawk.
[X] I`ve worn black nail polish.
[] I like Slipknot.
[X] I hate where I live.
[X] Black is a great color.

Total: 5


[] Right now I am listening to music.
[] MySpace
[] Hot Topic doesn`t scare me.
[X] I wear/wore studded belts.
[] I`ve cried while listening to Hawthorne Heights.
[] For girls: I have madeout with another.
[X] For guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[X] I have dyed my hair black.
[] I cry a lot.
[X] I write on myself.
[X] I`ve been called emo before.

Total = 5

OVER ALL TOTAL = 17 -> ( 17 x 3 = 51% )
Multiply your answers by 3.
Re-post this as "I`m __ % emo."

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14197984/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14197984/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:53:06 PDT hope u likes,

i have never thought that somebody wuld rip my works, until somebody pointed this out to me, it gave me pause for thought, so u might notice that i have either made the images smaller or put on that ugly DA watermark thing. i hate it, and it make the pics look crap, but till people stop stealing, it's gonna have to stay.

ok i havn't been ripped yet (that i know). touch wood


i support
im using their avatar coz i cant put the stamp in here - um i dunno how

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14146646/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14146646/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 09:42:44 PDT strange i don't feel 30,
i shall submit a few more of my crappy drawings to scar your minds

i support
im using their avatar coz i cant put the stamp in here - um i dunno how

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14031230/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/14031230/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 16:11:41 PDT , but well, its my gallery, hehe. actually a friend has been buggin me since like forever to submit them, coz he thinks they are really good (poor bastard's got no taste) so anyway they are up. and once he has been satisfied i will take em of, so sorry to those who share my sentiment that they suck.
i apologise

on a far brighter side, i have been asked to do a CD cover for a lovely lass's debut CD. this is going to be so awesome, i just hope that i can do her justice and give her what she wants/needs from it.

i support

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13988642/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13988642/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 15:26:07 PDT
quite often i try to ride from one point to another, offroad, any who today was such a day, i wanted to go from my house to the mall, offroad, an on the way i came across an interesting (but eerie) place. its a cluster of broken buildings and such, no idea what it was, but a group of taggers call it home
so i started snapping some pics, but got that eerie feeling of being watched, (this is Johanessburg South Africa) thats not something that i like, so not wanting to have my camera and mobile phone redistributed to the greedy, i got the hell outta there, i have posted the 3 pics that i did take, but i want to go back, (maybe take a bodygaurd with,) and get some really cool shots, but will have to see how that goes.
any who the pics are here ---> [link] [link] & [link]
any way its now just after midnight, im in the office all alone and, i still have that feeling that im being watched, and i keep hearing doors and shit been banged, so i get up take my baseball bat, shotgun, 9mm, stun gun, and mace, wait correction all i have is a small black box, with a little blue button on it, oh and a liitle red light that comes on when you push the button, and i do the rounds going from office to office, and yes i am all alone, there is nobody else here,
SO WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BANGING THE DOORS, they all have electronic locks on. so its not banging in the wind,

im getting a little freaked out here,

help!!!!!!!!

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13877332/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13877332/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 17:19:20 PDT
ever heard that no good dead goes unpunished
yesterday (Tuesday morning) im on my way home from work its about 06:30 am, and what happens 3 cars ahead of me some poor guy got smacked by a car the dude flew like three feet into the air, and landing almost on top of me, of course i stop and help the dude, keep him calm and awake, get him an ambulance, get contact details for his family, make sure the driver of the car doesn't get away, so after awhile the ambulance comes and takes him away, (hope he's ok), so after a about 12 calming ciggies, im back on my bike, pondering how quickly this can all end, when the guy in front of me just...... stops. in the middle of an intersection, green traffic light , no reason to have stopped, but while this ass was doing his sudden stop, i was looking at the traffic in the crossing lane and when i look forwards the guy has stopped, not even 2meters away, so crash boom bang im on his roof and sliding down the rear window thinking "Fuck this is going to hurt"
and the end result, his car is fine, couple o scratches,.....
my bike, front wheel buckled, front mudgaurd shattered, headlight cowling lying on the road, rear indicators broken (?) rear taillight broken(?) gear lever bent, handlebars slightly bent, front forks slightly bent. i could not have been going more than 20km/h, i mean ffs, his crappy little french car, is ok, and i have to spend the whole night trying to get my bike to resemble its former self, and now tomorrow i have to spend money i don't have on parts i shouldn't need, and all because...... some moron decides to stop in the middle of an intersection,
yeah well thats my rant

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13575263/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13575263/ Mon, 02 Jul 2007 08:38:18 PDT how does one make an avatar, one that moves? ]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13559479/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13559479/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:01:08 PDT
]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13144848/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/13144848/ Tue, 29 May 2007 22:26:35 PDT Hugh Schonfield


this sucks. i worked feverishly till the wee hours on a some photomanips and, what do i do this morning,. i leave my damn memmory stick at home...............

now i have to wait till the morrow to submit em.....

so i thought i would instill some anticipaa................................................
aaaaation

i got two up so far.... i now if i could just remember whose stock i used for the next two..........
only one more to go yay

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12995471/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12995471/ Thu, 17 May 2007 23:25:19 PDT
Im not going use names, as im not here to offend intentionaly, but..................

when the HELL did art become a competition??
i can understand when u enter a work in a comp, but when u post a pic, manip, whatever, its (for me at least) usually created by a compulsion, some unstoppable desire to create something. There are days where i cannot put my camera down, constantly searching for something to photograph to create an image. something that conveys my feelings. there are days that before i have even had my 2nd cuppa, i have already fired up photoshop, and trying invainto create something, an image that has gotten into my head, something thats biting and gnawing away at me, till at last i have completed something that, too me anyway, is expressive of what or where i am today, for me it seems to vary, but yet i'm sure that to the observer there is a style, something that defines the work as mine,

I wonder why, people "artists" take the time and effort to openly attack other artist's,
its like porno, if u don't like it, dont look, and if u feel that u have someone who's work is the "same" as yours, take it as a compliment, there are 6 billion odd people in this world, and its highly possible that there are those who's outlook on life is simalar, and it will reflect in their creations.

there are far more important things in this world to worry about,

well thats it, im done.

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12808000/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12808000/ Tue, 01 May 2007 19:32:13 PDT
started the weekend with bike accident,
helped move a mate, amazing the crap one accumulates
went to my brothers wedding, (was the best man) drank waaaay tooo much
three hrs later i was back at work for 12 loooong hours
and finally today i slept got home a 07:00am and slept till 16:00. i feel almost alive again

i been browsing DA for about 4hrs, found a page i liked and then looked at there faves, and moved through from there, wow, there are some really talented people on here,
just one thing irks me, where do they find the models they use...... i can't find any up here ( i can't pay)
anyway it'll come

]]> ~feltrim http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12711533/ http://feltrim.deviantart.com/journal/12711533/ Mon, 23 Apr 2007 22:43:59 PDT [link]

QUIZ ME, QUIZ YOU

What is your name? Mr_Black
Are you named after anyone? Not as far as i know
What's your screename? Feltrim & mr_black
Are there any mispronunciations/typos that ppl do with your name constantly? Every day………grrrrr
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No. I would drop my first… wait i have already done that.

Basics...

Your gender: male
Straight/gay/bi: straight
Single? No
Birthdate: 13 aug 1977
Your age : 29
Age you act: ancient
Age you wish you were: 19
Your height: 170 cm (somewhere near there)
Eye color: blue
Happy with it? Yes
Hair color: black & brown depends on the length
Happy with it? Not bothered, i usually keep it shaved
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Right
Your living arrangement : in a house with about 10 others.
Your family: brother and sister ( and inlaws)
Have any pets? Not anymore.
Whats your job? Professional alarm clock.
Piercings? Yes
Tattoos? No
Obsessions? Motorbikes, food, art
Addictions? Coffee, cigarettes, .
Do you speak another language? English and afrikaans
Have a favorite quote? Not really it varies according to situations
Do you have a web page? Nien, cept for deviant art

Deep thoughts about life and you in it

Do you live in the moment? Depends.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Not really. I’m selfish
Do you have any secrets? Many..
Do you hate yourself? Mostly.
Do you like your handwriting? No.
Do you have any bad habits? Smoking
What is the compliment you get from most people? U got talent?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? No one would watch it, so the title wouldn’t matter
Can you sing? No,
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No
Are you a loner? Yes.
What are your #1 priorities in life? I try to balance work and family
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Nope.
Are you a daredevil? Mostly
Are you passive or aggressive? Aggressive.
Do you have a journal? I wouldn’t call it that
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I try not to think about it
Do you think you are emotionally strong? Nope.
Do you think life has been good so far? Its had its moments
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Trust no one, if u got something to do, do it now
Do you think you are good looking? Not a chance.
Are you confident? No
Are you perceived wrongly? I don’t care one way or the other,

Do you...?

Smoke? Yes
Do drugs? No, not anymore
Alcohol? Occasionaly
Read the newspaper? No not anymore
Pray? At times
Go to church/mosque/synagogue? Very seldom
Talk to strangers who im you? Often
Sleep with stuffed animals? No
Take walks in the rain? Love it
Talk to people even though you hate them? No
Like to drive fast? As fast as the bike can go!.

Would or have you ever?

Liked your voice? No.
Been out of the country? No.
Eaten something that made other people sick? Yes
Been in love? Yes.
Done drugs? Yes lots .
Gone skinny dipping? Yes
Had a medical emergency? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Ran away from home? Yes
Played strip poker? Yes
Gotten beaten up? Often.
Beaten someone up? Yes
Been picked on? Constantly
Been on stage? Yes
Slept outdoors? Yes
Thought about suicide? Habitually
Pulled an all nighter? Yes.
If yes, what is your record? 72hrs
Gone one day without food? Often
Talked on the phone all night? Yes
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? Yes
Slept all day? Yes
Killed someone? Nope, not yet?
Made out with a stranger? Were all strangers
Had sex with a stranger? See above
Thought you're going crazy? Never
Kissed the same sex? No
Done anything sexual with the same sex? No
Been betrayed? Yes.
Had a dream that came true? Working on it
Broken the law? Yes.
Met a famous person? Once.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Yes.
Stolen anything? A few things
Been on radio/tv? Not that i know
Been in a moshpit? A few times
Had a nervous breakdown? No
Bungee jumped? No
Had a dream that kept coming back? Y... ]]> ~feltrim