http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:fifer&section=today deviantART RSS for by:fifer en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:10:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/5001149/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/5001149/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 19:11:08 PDT ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/3918409/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/3918409/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 16:35:55 PST
As for my life, well, the last time I updated you on that was in August, so its been a couple months. School so far this year has sucked in some ways and been awesome in others. Alot of my friends left me behind. Abandonement by your best friends is not something that I want to experience ever again. However, it allowed me to become very introspective and see some of the reasons they left, and made me realize that some of the reasons were valid and needed to be changed. I have had a lifestyle change as of late, basically in bitterness and in sadness. As a result, I spent a large part of the beginning of the year by myself, with no real friends other than girls.

It got better later on, as I connected with a bunch of people in an attempt to fill the void left by my old friends. I had always been friends with the majority of the people in my school, but now I know a whole lot more people deeply. I believe that is a good and bad thing. Good for the fact that if any one of my friends leave me, I now have people to fall back on. Bad in the respect that I guess it makes me quite vulnerable to hurt. Thats a risk I am willing to take.

As for my love life, well, it isn't going anywhere. I have taken a break from girls to concentrate on what is wrong with me and why I keep driving people away. Instead, I have strengthened the friendships with the women I have always been drawn too, and it has made my life one full of joy, instead of one full of sorrow and dissapointment.

Well, thats all I got to say. As I mentioned above, expect some things from me shortly. Ill update this journal next week.

Peace.

Edward Bado

Currently listening to: "Nowhere Again" by the Secret Machines ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/3174894/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/3174894/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 18:47:05 PDT
I turned 16 on June 2, and I got my drivers liscense that day as well. However, I still do not have a car, though my dad lets me borrow his from time to time. A couple days later, I finally work up the nerve to call Kelsey and ask her out on a date. Dinner and a movie thing. So I call her, and Summer (one of her best friends), answers the phone. She starts talking to me, and we talk for 5 minutes or so, and then she gives the phone to Kelsey, but I never got the chance to ask because she keeps talking to Summer and her tennis pro (they were taking a break from playing), and she has to go play again before I can ask. I ended up not seeing her all summer because a few days after that, she went out of town, and then I went out of town, and I saw her for the first time yesterday at orientation at school.

Allison, one of my good friends, I saw alot of during the summer. I saw her basically four days a week and talked to her every night.

Jenny is a different matter. It seems like me and her are falling farther and farther away from each other. It feels so awkward around her now that we know each other so deeply. I have no idea what to do with this one.

I started school today. I killed myself with my schedule, including Chemistry II Honors, Pre-Calculus and Advanced Trigonometry Honors, and the class I am most horrible in, Spanish II. Foreign languages aren't my thing.

Well, thats all. Expect some new artwork and more Journal entries within the next week. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/2245681/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/2245681/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 22:05:05 PDT
Anyways, after that, we went to Lake Arcadia and hung out. It was fun, we just kinda sat around and watched people play volleyball. I talked to Ryann a little bit more, but then we had to leave.

Tate gave me a ride after school, and we went to his house and talked with his grandpa for a little bit. We had about two hours to kill until we had to be at Allison's, so we decided to go see The Alamo, We were the only people in the theatre, and gah it was so boring. After that, we went to Allisons. Jenny and Kelsey were there, and all three of them wanted to play Halo. Gah, Kelsey is so hot. Jenny and Allison are too, but Jenny was tired and I usually don't think of Allison in that way. Well, we played Halo and then ate the dinner Allison made for us. Beer pancakes. It was good.

After that we sat around and talked a bit, mostly about how much everybody hated Allison when she was little. Then, suddenly, we decide to get in Kelsey's car and drive around Edmond. We drove to Hafer Park, and fooled around on the playground there for about thirty minutes, it was fun. We then drive to Shakey's for some reason, but none of us want ice cream, so we just get some water. The employees there didn't look very happy about it. We then left to go back to Allison's, and I sat up front with Kelsey, and I definitly felt something going on between us.

Well, the night went on, and me and Tate went back to my house and feel asleep. Saturday morning, we got hungry so we called Vanessa (damn she is so freaking hot. She wore this mini skirt that, wow)., and had her meet us at the club for breakfast. The entire time I couldn't help but stare at her.

So yeah, that was my weekend. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/2015680/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/2015680/ Mon, 15 Mar 2004 07:31:22 PST
I just submitted "Some there be that shadow's kiss" piece, go take a look at it. First digital piece that isn't a layout in a long time, probally over a month.

I am on spring break this week. I think I may be going to Allison's house today, but we haven't had time to see who else is going. It looks like it will be just me, Allison, Jenny, and Paul. It will probally be fun.

I am paintballing on Wednesday, or so thats what Tyler says. I hope he doesn't cancel this one like he has all the others.

Well, I am going to be going now. I think I wrote all that need to be written. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1835108/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1835108/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 18:57:07 PST
Also uploaded an entry for KlicArt battle 10. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1705889/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1705889/ Mon, 19 Jan 2004 09:54:17 PST
I have drivers ed today with Allison (girl in the "Smile While You Got It" piece), and I can't wait. I have been thinking about her all weekend. I just hope it will go well.

Right now I am listening to "The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most" by Dashboard Confessional.

Later. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1659180/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1659180/ Sat, 10 Jan 2004 16:28:07 PST
I have been in a good mood today, except for getting a haircut. I am kinda wierd about that, because I have had long hair for the past two years and now it is really short. Oh well, life goes on.

Three of the CDs I ordered came in yesterday. The "With Hopes Of Starting Over" EP and "Make Yourself At Home" EP by the Starting Line, and "Dizzy Up The Girl" by the Goo Goo Dolls. All very nice CDs.

Well, I gotta go work on something. Ciao. ]]> ~fifer http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1629467/ http://fifer.deviantart.com/journal/1629467/ Sun, 04 Jan 2004 16:43:10 PST ~fifer