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Woooo! Only the practical to go, in March, then Nick can be driving!

Brmmmmmmmmmmm! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3939370/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3939370/ Sun, 28 Nov 2004 12:45:41 PST
My parents fucked off for 13 days to America, to stay at my Aunties villa they bought in Florida and to go see my mate and his mum who live in Texas. So yeh, they decided to leave me...not that I wanted to go. I've had the 'joys' of a free house. Although, my nan stayed over for a few days so that I would actually get up for school. Yeh, as much as I love her dearly, all she managed to do was make more mess for me to clear up.

Recently I've discovered the greatest drink in the world. I've always wanted to try it but never got around to. I stumbled across it being sold at the white horse, and as Bex would know, I got VERY excited about JAGERMEISTER. I must of got sooo many shots and doubles, is so amazing. Had such a gud night that night, the Barry were beautiful as usual. It was a night for Bicknell and myself - enjoying the beauty that is Aconite Thrill! One of the most drunken weekends ever, ending up gettin wankered at Johns house. And he managed to come on to James mum a lot haha.

So yer, things have seemed to be quite cool recently. Was really looking forward to seeing Bex today, but hey she couldn't come around. We've both had a pretty pissed off day and yer, however much we get upset about not being able to spend that much time together, I do love her loads and really hope things can turn out amazingly for us.

December is approaching, which is looking to be a beautiful month. I have so many gigs to go to;

6th: From Autumn To Ashes
12th: Atreyu & Bullet For My Valentine
17th: Arch Enemy w/ The Haunted & Dark Tranquillity
27th: Inflames w/ Lacuna Coil, Chimaira & Caliban

So looking forward to these gigs!

Christmas is so soon, can't wait for a break from school. However, I think I'm going to be working on Boxing Day - which, er, should be gay. Double pay though! Tenner an hour! Woo! I'm really thinking about gettin these speakers for my car for Christmas, but I don't know wether its worth it. It's not like my car is any good and is worth bothering with having quality speakers.

Parents are back tomorrow, way! Or not! Ah wells, at least it means I have people to make me food and give me lifts. Oh how selfish of me, but hey that's what they are there for right?

So yer, this has been fucking long. So I think I might give up on this now. I suppose I'm quite happy at the moment, usual things that are gettin me down. But hey, it'll all work out in the end, won't it?

Neways, cheers if you actualy got this far in reading this and hope that everyone is doing good. And, for Bex; I really, really, really love you and hope everything will work out well with us. Mwah! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3856671/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3856671/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 11:21:52 PST
Nectar (by Opeth)
In the name of bleeding hearts (by Johnny Truant)
California (by Mahumodo)
Karma (by Opeth)

02 Have you ever had a song written about you?

nah mans

03 What song makes you cry?

To bid you farewell by Opeth can do

04 What song makes you happy?

Enemy Within or Burning Angel by Arch Enemy. Something really fucking metally and easy to get into!

05 What do you like to listen to before bed?

Depends on the mood, always have to end on a good song though!

06 Name a song by Coal Chamber:

Er 'Loco'? Not that Coal Chamber are any good though

07 Who was / were your idol[s] when you were younger?

Lol...Man United players innit...and heck, love for Take That...c'mon!! Take That and Party!!!

08 First album you ever bought?

Around the fur by Deftones

09 Name a song that reminds you of someone and why?

Low Man's Lyric by Metallica reminds me of Lizz...our song! Seen ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3775071/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3775071/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 09:52:02 PST ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3555568/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3555568/ Sun, 10 Oct 2004 08:38:20 PDT
FINGERS: Nick
CHIN: mnoivc
ONE FINGER WITH EYES CLOSED: nick
CHEEK: npn xbp l
ELBOW: nick
LIPS: nmukic vkl
PALM: nm9fol
BACK OF HAND: m, cf m 5
NOSE: g3s
TONGUE: n micvk


urm...wtf was that all about?

haha...well the rest of the quiz was unimportant, so...buh bye x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3494312/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3494312/ Sat, 02 Oct 2004 10:09:39 PDT (2) Are you happy with it?: Yeh, it's fine
(3) Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of
(5) Your User name: fireflystarrs
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?: haha, for a laugh maybe
(7) Then what would you name your children?: god knows
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Duno, i did know...
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would it be?: lol...never thought about it
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?: nah
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: too much effort, but it does suck
BASICS:
(12) Your gender: Male
(13) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(4) Single?: no
(15) Want to be?: no
(16) Your birth date: 12th september
(17) Your age: 17
(18) Age you act: 17?
(19) Age you wish you were: 18 would be good; when i'm driving my age will be fine
(20) Your height: 6 ft summit
(21) The color of your eyes: i canny see that!
(22) Happy with it?: don't care
(23) Hair color? sewage
(24) Happy with it?: it's fine
(25) Left/right handed?: Right
(26) Your living arrangement?: house with parents
(29) What's your job: halfords geezer
(30) Piercings?: never
(31) Tattoos?: never
(32) Obsessions?: music, tea, alcohol
(33) Addictions?: music, tea, alcohol lol!
(35) Do you speak another language?: nah, i speak my own innit
(37) Do you have a webpage?: no
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it...
(38) Do you live in the moment?: no?
{39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i guess?
(40) Do you have any secrets?: don't think so?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: yes
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: urm, used to...i swear it gets worse by the day now
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: probably(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: duno...
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i duno?
(46) What's your biggest fear?: insects?
(47) Can you sing?: no, unless the music is louder than my voice
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nah.
(49) Are you a loner?: everyone is...
(50) What are your number 1 priorities in life?: being happy and in love...
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: may aswell be, would end up being friends with myself cos id have to be friends with who im friends with now cos i love them so much
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: er, being too tall, having a shitty hair style...
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: my hair lol
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity:.....and? eh?
(59) How do you vent?: listen to music, and/or drink
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i duno
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yer
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: at times, at times no
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: duno...
(65) And least?: duno
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not really, but i dont fink i look really bad
(67) Are you confident?: can be
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: stupid question
(69) Do people know how you feel?: probably, i duno
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: i think some people do, o wels...
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: yeh
(72) Do drugs?: nah
(73) Read the newspaper?: not really
(74) Pray?: no
(75) Go to church?: no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: can be fun
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: nah, just got my "platapus" as jade would call it..(random dinosaur pillow:S)
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yeps
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: urm, duno...yeh?
(80) Drive?: learning to
(81) Like to drive fast?: 'tis fun
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: duno
(83) Hurt yourself?: yeh
(84) Been out of the country?: yeah
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: probably
(86) Had sex?: nope
(87) Been unfaithful?: gr
(88) Been in love?: yeh
(89) Done drugs?: yeh
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: nah
(91) Had a medical emergency?: yeah, fucked my arm up
(92) Had surgery?: yeh, a few times
(93) Ran away from home?: nah
(94) Played strip poker ?: haha, played a random strip drunken game with people once, but it failed with no1 realy goin through with it..so no then:S
(95) Gotten beaten up?: nah
(97) Been picked on?: yeh
(98) Been on stage?: if at skool counts? lol
(99) Been so... ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3345158/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3345158/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 07:16:33 PDT
I've got my car now; hopefully should be driving soon. A lovely, red, Peugeout 306. I'm having a joyous birthday so far; I've been at work from 10 till 2, and now I have masses of school work to do. Oh wells... ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3293044/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3293044/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 13:43:07 PDT ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3247611/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3247611/ Sun, 05 Sep 2004 06:52:31 PDT
N: Norma Jean
I: Isis
C: Converge
K: Killswitch Engage

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? what's the chance of that ever happening?

3) What song makes you cry? to bid you farewell by opeth, low mans lyric by metallica

4) What song makes you happy? pinball map by inflames, aces high by iron maiden, anything by stampin' ground, enemy within and burning angel by arch enemy


5) What do you like to listen to before bed? depends what mood I'm in, always have to finish with a good song though


a p p e a r a n c e

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Black

WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING?: chloroform perfume by from autumn to ashes

WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: tea

WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold...


d o - y o u

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yes

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I gues so

GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yeh, I suppose so


f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: 24 ( but the latest series has finished) Hollyoaks...and now I'm in love with watching UKGold; Men Behaving Badly, My Family, Two Pints of Lager..., and The Royle Family

MAGAZINE: don't bother with them, Terrorizer is comedy influenced though

SODA: would I ever use the word 'soda'? no

THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: drink, see mates, go to work, drink again, go to the pub, see some bands maybe, go to work again, listen to music


h a v e y o u e v e r

BROKEN THE LAW: yeh

RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nah, that's too much effort

SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeh, not that there's any reason to

EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: haha...no!

USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yeh

SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nah, that's too much effort

FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeh in a bath, I'm not gona fucking fall asleep in the shower!

BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeh, but not since fucking year6

LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: a few times yeh

EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: don't think so


l o v e

BOYFRIEND: urm...safe?

GIRLFRIEND: mmhmm

CHILDREN: yes many...17 in fact

BEEN IN LOVE?: yeh

HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: just a bit

BEEN HURT?: yeh

YOUR GREATEST REGRET? i duno!

GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: actually yeh, totally not me...but hey!


r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yeh, halfords...MONEY!

WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: mates, alcohol, music, fags, money

WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: yeh all my mates, a few special ones but yeh...all good mates


l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: can't really remember

YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: the other day, got some money from my aunt ...and a bank statement

YOU GOT E-MAIL: today

TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: 'Live Ford Monday Night Football' (Portsmouth against Fulham) or Malcolm in the Middle

MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATRE: fuck knows, I haven't been for years ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3224737/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3224737/ Fri, 27 Aug 2004 13:35:14 PDT
After an interview with the head of sixth form I am staying on at John Hampden for A-Levels. I'm going to be studying; English Literature, Geography, History and Psychology (if I am accepted into the subject).

Only one more week of this so-called 'summer' left. I swear it still hasn't really begun, oh wells!

The last week or so has been filled with very late nights; why do I even bother walking home from my mates house at 5 in the morning? Well, I'm shattered.

Anyways, I felt this was a good point to add a journal entry; so here it is. ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3193075/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3193075/ Mon, 23 Aug 2004 06:15:16 PDT Stolen her skin, he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3083861/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3083861/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 15:31:00 PDT ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3003792/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/3003792/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 12:27:00 PDT
1. Full name: Nicholas Iain Butlin

2. Nicknames: Nick?

3. Eyes: yeh? most people have them

4. Height: duno, 6ft something

5. Hair: annoying

6. Siblings: older brother

7. Do u like to sing in the shower? not at all

8. Bath/shower: depends on the mood

9. Birthday: 12th september

10. Sign: virgo

11. Address: a house in loudwater

12. Sex: male

13. Right or Left handed: right

14. What do you want in a relationship: love, fun, romance, booze, trust

15. Have you ever cheated? no

16. Marital status: taken

17. Do you want a car when you are older? what the fuck you think?

18. What kind of car do you want? Dodge Viper, but i got a peugeout 306>

19. Movie: donnie darko

20. Song: bythewaters by mahumodo or to bid you farewell by opeth, but at the moment I'm loving; from autumn to ashes - the royal crown vs blue duchess

21. Sweet/savory?: ok

22. Hot/cool?: cool definately

23. Actor: Sean Bean or Kiefer Sutherland (Jack Bauer from 24)

24. Actress: duno, can't think

25. Food: sweet and sour chicken is bo, so much nice food

26. Number: 17? 84? 12?

27. Place: in a hug as bex said - great place!

28. Disney Character: oh i duno, too much to think about

29. Color: don't know / care

30. Do you plan on having kids? i supose so

31. What is your life motto? drink?

32. What do you want to be? not sure, something to do with media or something

33. How old do you want to be when you are married? late 20s?

34. Homo or Hetro: hetro

35. Do u have a b/f or g/f: indayd

36. Silver or gold: i'll go for....silver

37. Do you have a crush: crushed like fruit

38. Music/TV: stupid question; music DUH!

39. Guys/Girls: girls

40. Green/Blue: don't mind

41. Pink/Purple: purple

42. Summer/Winter: either

45 Night/day: night

44. Hanging Out/Chilling: depends

45. Rough/clean-cut: aya?

46. You know I'm around when you hear: wtf is this?

47. What school do u go to? John Hampden

48. What's a major turn on for you? wouldn't you like to know

49. Love or Lust: loving lust

50. Who was your last boyfriend/girlfriend? before Bexicle 'twas my bestest friend ever, Megan

Friends: lots of friends! Megan, Lizz, Ben, Robb, James, Fi, Vikki, Clare, Ali, Luke and of course Bex are super special

51. Most blonde? someone with blonde hair?

52. Nicest: Clare probably, Robb Eatkins too

53. Funniest: To laugh at Downham. James can be funny. Ali, Luke and Ben are a fucking laugh though. Oh and don't forget Syria

54. Tallest: Robb Eatkins

55. Best personality: They all have good personalities, 'especially Megan and Lizz

56. Which 5 people do you trust? Megan, Bex, Lizz, James, Clare...but theres loads of other people I trust

57. What do you think of soul mates? not sure

58. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/g/f?: suppose, if ya don't do anything

59.what was the last thing you cried over or got tears from?: can't remember

60. What's something about guys/girls you don't get?: you can 'get' the opposite sex?

61. What object cant you live without? computer

62. Diamond or pearl: diamond

63. Sunset or sunrise: sunset - very emo

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? nah

65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nah, one of my pillows is a dinosaur, but meh

66. Do you have any piercings? no

67. Ever lied about your age? yeh

68. When? alcohol

69. What's the last 4 digits of your home phone number?: 2909

70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? they can choose

71. Who do you want to spend to rest of your life with: duno

72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: hair probably

73. Favorite sport? football all the way

74. What makes you happy? friends, music, hugs, gigs

75. Wat wud be your perfect day: lay in, have some immense food, listen to music, have a few beers, chill with mates, d... ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2902906/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2902906/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 12:30:33 PDT So, I thought I'd scan some of the photos in and put them onto deviantArt. ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2894393/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2894393/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 05:14:15 PDT i would hold you here
time need not freeze i need not fear
this world inside
is the world i have longed to find
and i will not be afraid to love
i will not be afraid to lose what i once deprived myself of ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2877852/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2877852/ Wed, 14 Jul 2004 04:58:08 PDT [ mood | sleepy]
[ music | Between The Buried And Me - Reaction]

//10 bands/musicians you've been listening a lot to lately:
1: Dark Tranquillity
2: Arch Enemy
3: Jairus
4: Inflames
5: Coldplay
6: Between The Buried And Me
7: The Calling
8: Further Seems Forever
9: Decimate
10:Lost Prophets

//09 things you look forward to:
1: getting drunk
2: seeing mates
3: gigs
4: driving
5: buying cds
6: buying clothes
7: sleeping
8: being payed
9: having a fag

//8 things you like to wear:
1: my pitchblend t-shirt
2: boxers
3: my studded belt
4: my jeans i usually wear
5: my new long sleeved white t-shirt
6: my thursday hoody
7: my atticus wristbands
8: donnay socks!

//07 things that annoy you:
1. DANCING!!!
2. punk
3. martini
4. cider
5. RUGBY!!
6. emile heskey
7. insects

//06 things you say most days:
1. safe
2. innit
3. aight
4. gore
5. i'm bored
6. fair

//05 things you do everyday:
1. sleep
2. eat
3. listen to music
4. smoke
5. bath/shower

//04 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. Donnie Darko
2. Halloween
3. Tim Burtons Nightmare Before Christmas
4. The Green Mile

//03 things you would take with you to a deserted island:
1. music
2. booze
3. photos

//02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. Coldplay - Sparks
2. The Calling - Unstoppable

//01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. megan probably ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2807218/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2807218/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 06:13:49 PDT
[ 2 ] Last word you said: ok

[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Pitchblend - Timeless

[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: Bex

[ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: duno, can't rember

[ 6 ] Last time you said I dont fucking remember: hm...i just said i can't remember?

[ 7 ] Last time you cried: a lil while ago

[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: Nothing, but i listening to the calling and dark tranquillity a lot recently

[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: white, like normal

[ 10 ] What's under your bed: Nothing, you cant get under my bed

[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: bout 12

[ 12 ] Current taste: beer

[ 13 ] Current hair: lame

[ 14 ] Current clothes: Lovely black adidas trousers

[ 15 ] Current annoyance: Erm...dancing!!!

[ 16 ] Current longing: er, duno

[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: random thing i made when i was bored

[ 18 ] Current worry: that i'm gona die of boredom?

[ 19 ] Current hate: Dancing!!!

[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: my new long sleeved white t-shirt or my pitchblend t-shirt

[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: duno, hair, eyes...something like that

[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: er, duno...havent listened to a cd for a while 'cos the majority of my music is on my computer

[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: My room, somewhere out with mates

[ 24 ] Least favorite place: Mrc

[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: depends...

[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: duno, guitar or something

[ 27 ] Favorite color: not too bothered tbh

[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: ach, i duno...this completely confuses me, so i just won't have an opinion!

[ 29 ] How tall are you: 6ft something

[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: Tick

[ 31 ] Favorite book: me no no

[ 32 ] Favorite season: summers cool, winters cool

[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Ma aunty who died a few years ago

[ 34 ] Favorite day: Friday/Saturday


[[[ FUTURE ]]]


[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: SCANDINAVIA!

[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: fuck knows, something to do with journalism maybe

[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: duno, not lots though

[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: fuck knows, but i got a peugeout 306 to start with.


[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]


[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: ] would i ever have pets?
[ Been to New York?: ] nopes
[ Been to Florida?: ] yeh a few times
[ San Diego, Cali?: ] Nein
[ Hawaii?: ] no
[ Mexico?: ] nope
[ China?: ] no
[ Canada?: ] nichts
[Danced naked?: ] i dont dance..let alone dance naked!
[ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] uhuh!
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: ] haha no

[[[ RANDOM ]]]


[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] fs, why the word crush? why?
[ What book are you reading now?: ] im not!
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] doing something really stupid and looking a fool infront of lots of people
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: ] gyar...bit early to think isnt it?
[ How many rings before you answer?: ] lol!!! i dont fucking know!
[ Future daughter's name: ] er...mildred hubble
[ Future son's name: ] er, wateva!
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: ] i have a massive dinosaur pillow thing! yeh...im cool!
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ] Er, alcohol tester? Owner or writer or editor or something for some really amazing music magazine or something, i duno
[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ] righty
[ College plans: ] Fuck knows
[ Piercings: ] 0

[[[ TEH EXTRA STUFF ]]]


[ Do you do drugs?: ] nah
[ Do you drink: ] yeh
[ Who are your best friends?: ] quite a few to name, but megan rocks!
[ What are you most scared of?: ] dancing? insects!
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] duno, whatever is there
[ Who is the last person that called you?: ] *finks*...luke last night
[ Where do you want to get married?:... ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2745639/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2745639/ Tue, 29 Jun 2004 13:13:44 PDT
What is your full name? Nicholas Iain Butlin

1. Nicknames? Nick?

2. B-day: 12th Sepetermber

4. Sex: male

5. Social Security: urm...

7. What school do you attend?: John Hampden

8. Siblings and their ages? my brother mark, 29 i think

9. Pets: don't like pets

10. Zodiac Sign: virgo

11. Righty or Lefty: righty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********

12. Hair color: it's transparent

13. Eye color: rah this is always asked...don't you realise i cant see my eyes?

14. Height: 6ft something

15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? nah


16. Do you have any piercings?: nah

17. Where do you want more?: excuse me?

18. Do you have a tattoo?: nope, and never will


19. If so what and where, if not where would you get it?: stupid question

20. Do you wear any rings?: nah

21.Do you have a certain fashion you follow?: lol, duno

23. How are you today?: not too bad thanks, and yourself?

24. What trousers are you wearing right now?: black adidas trousers

25. What shirt are you wearing right now?: im not wearin a shirt

26. What underwear are you wearing right now?: random boxers

27. What does your hair look like at the moment? lame

28. What song are u listening to right now?: at the end of august by 36crazyfists

29. What was the last thing u ate ? toasted fruity loaf!!!!!!!1

30. How is the weather right now?: not too bad...boring to be honest

31. Last person you talked to on the phone: erm, not sure...

32. Last Dream you can remember: er...duno, dreams confuse me loads

33. Who are you talking to right now?: was talkin to bex, but she disappeared so im all lonely

34. What time is it?: 15.24

************More about YOU!*****************

35. What are the last four digits of your phone number?:

36. If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be? lellow!!

37. Have u ever almost died? nah

38. Do u like the person that sent u this? yeh, hes a legend...good old mc galdino!!

39. How do you eat an Oreo? what's an oreo?:$

40. What makes you happy? ma mateys, music, candles, drinkin, ma bwestest friend megan, tea!!! (bex don't make me happy though)

41. whats the next CD you plan to buy?: dunos

42. What religion/denomination are you?: i ent religious

43. What's the best advice ever given to you? drink and be merry

44. Have u ever won any special awards? er...football awards

45. What are your future goals? get drunk?

46. Do you like to dance? if only i could

48. What's the stupidest thing you ever done? be myself? lol

49. What's your favourite memory? ooh i duno, soo many

50. If you could change 1 thing bout yourself what would it be? i duno, these questions are wierd...how i look? could make myself look perfectly how i want!

51. Where do you shop the most?: i dont shop

52. How many kids do you want to have? duno really

54. Daughter's names? Melinda! mwahahaha, elizabeth

55. Do you do drugs? nopes

57. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: duno, whatever is there?

58. What sport do you hate the most?: fucking rugby, it makes me sick!!!

60. How many TV's do you have in your house? urm..*thinks* 4

61. Do you have your own? yer innit

63. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: dinosaur pillow!

64. Ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? yeha, broke my arms 3 times...got a metal plate in one because of it

65. Who do you dream about? gary neville obviously

66. Who do you tell your dreams to? i can never remember them

67. How many best friends do you have? megan is ma greatest friend ever, but i az got a few best friends

69. Is cheerleading a sport? its a comedy joke

*********YOU and LOVE*********

72. Do you believe in Love? of course

73. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: yeha...*pokes bex*

74. Do you have a crush?: crush isn't a real word

~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2739368/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2739368/ Sat, 26 Jun 2004 07:27:08 PDT My parents went away on thursday to spain for their 20th wedding anniversary, leaving me with the house until tuesday...go them!
I've been left alone in my house, and only now have i found some time on my own! had mates over on thursday night to watch the football, which was insanely stressfull. *kicks ronaldo* Dan and I were going so insane, gyar! Got megan living withme this weekend, which is cool...love her to pieces! Today is my relax day, score! Doing absoloutely fuck all. People coming over tomorrow, which should be cool. And PROM on monday, 'tis gona be, err..thrilling. Hehe, should be a cool night, take that best be played!

Finally, finished exams - woo! Now a nice LONG summer, to get, urm, very...drunken! But sssh, i'm not drinking this summer

Neways...love to you all, mwah x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2717354/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2717354/ Tue, 22 Jun 2004 07:07:46 PDT
Name = Nick
Piercings = zero
Tattoos = never
Height = 6ft sumit
Hair Color = i lost all my hair in 1669
Length = stupid length
Eye Color = i can't see them!
Siblings = ich habe ein alten bruder

LAST...

Movie You Rented = i don't think i've ever rented a movie
Movie You Bought = fuck knows
Song You Listened To = prelude by killswitch engage
Song That Was Stuck In Your Head =
CD You Bought = eep, i think it was still life by opeth...was a long time ago
CD You Listened To = a random cd someone handed to me at the astoria
Person You've Called = James
Person That's Called You = Liamus
Person You've IMed = Bexyplop
Person That's IMed You = and Bexyplop again
TV Show You've Watched = rah zee footy last nite; Gary Neville owns! but the tv is on now n its the great Lizzie McGuire on the Disney channel
Person You Were Thinking Of = Gary Neville of course

DO...

You Have A BF Or GF = indeed so, love yew!!!
You Have A Crush On Someone = yep, every girl i see other than bex
You Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else = urm sumtimes
You Think About Suicide = urm...bit drastic
You Believe In Online Dating = haha its a fuckin' joke
Others Find You Attractive = dont ask me
You Want More Piercings = i dont have any now spacko
You Drink = i like ma dwink
You Do Drugs = nah
You Like Cleaning = oh god yea
You Like Roller Coasters = noo, motion sickness :vomit:
You Write In Cursive or Print = speak english?
You Carry A Donor Card = hahaha, no!

FOR OR AGAINST...

Long Distance Relationships = if ya love em enough...yeh
Using Someone = using bex is great...but nah
Killing People = only if necrophillia is commited afterwards
Teenage Smoking = i smoke, so yes
Doing Drugs = if ya wish
Premarital Sex = sensual
Driving Drunk = sounds like fun to me
Gay/Lesbian Relationships = safe!
Pop Music = Bex's obsession...

FAVORITE AT THE MOMENT...

Food = pita bread!
Song = rah any killswitch song, unstoppable by the calling, before i forget by slipknot
Thing To Do= chill...
Thing To Talk About = music, football, my amazing looks...jokes
Sports = fußball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Drinks = tea, tea, tea, tea, tea, beerage, tea, orange juice, and tea
Clothes = ma pitchblend t-shirt, and adidas tracksuit trousers...so comfy!
Movie = isnt one
Band/Singer = KILLSWITCH ENGAGE!
Holiday = sommerferien
Cars = dodge viper...always has been, always will be

HAVE YOU...

Ever Cried Over A Girl = uhuh, quite a few times
Ever Been In A Fist Fight = nah
Ever Been Arrested = don't think so

WHAT...

Shampoo Do You Use = random?
Facial cleanser Do You Use = random?
Shoes Do You Wear = Ma black dc's
What Are You Scared Of = insects

NUMBER...

Of feet/inches your closet is wide = wtf are you on?
Quantity of space your clothes fill in your closet = er...ok
Of Times I Have Been In Love = duno, twice? once? death?
Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken = two...hmm
Of Hearts I Have Broken = i canney do that
Of Continents I Have Lived In = 1
Of Drugs Taken Illegally = 1
Of People I Would Classify As True, Could Trust With My Life Type Friends = erms...5 or so
Of People I Consider My Enemies = ALL OF YOU FUCKERS
Of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper = don't think it ever has
Of Scars On My Body = urms...ma big scar on my arm!
Of Things In My Past That I Regret = does it matter?

FAVORITE...

Scent = Lynx Pulse ist gut
Word = gorey
Nickname = Nick? Nic? lol
Guy Name = er...duno
Girl Name = duno
Eye Color = blue/green
Flower = rose of course
Piercing = side of lippy
Actor = i duno!! eep
Actress = duno agen! rah

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

Pretty = anal?
Funny = urm..not really
Hot = nope
Friendly = urm, yea go for it
Amusing = dont fink so
Ugly = nah...i dont look that bad (i hope)
Loveable = can be
Pessimistic = sometimes
Optimistic = not usualy
Caring = i best be
Sweet = rampant
Dorky = urm...no?


das war ein mission! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2709336/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2709336/ Mon, 21 Jun 2004 15:10:18 PDT Chimaira and Shadows Fall were awesome aswell. Great night!
After getting soaked for two hours outside the astoria it was well worth it!

Respect to everyone that came;
James - [link]
Jamie - [link]
Holly - [link]
Ali, Will, and Liam

Adam D was a complete fucking legend, playing with a cow bell in their set. I can't wait 'till they come back here again.

Killswitch own! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2679739/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2679739/ Sat, 19 Jun 2004 07:52:54 PDT
AGE: 16! u iz still 15 bex...burn!

SEX: *checks* male is me

FAVOURITE COLOUR: er...LELLOW!...i duno:$

HAIR COLOUR: sewage

FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MINUTE: unstoppable by the calling! woooooooooooo it rocks!

FAVOURITE OLDY SONG: er...sultans of swing by dire straits! which bex dusnt know wt it is...gawd wat a loser!

SONG PLAYING AT THE MINUTE: kiss and make up (all bets are off) by funeral for a friend...havent heard this in aaaaages.

MOST EMBARASSING SINGLE EVER BOUGHT: i've only ever bought one single lol...good god by korn

MOST COMMONLY USED PHRASE: i have no vocal chords...i can't speak

MOST HATED WORDs: heskey

MOST FAVOURITE WORDS: tick! gore! arousing! sensual! mullagatorni! elaborate! tinney! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2648642/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2648642/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 06:28:25 PDT kcin ...that sucks

[The story behind your pen name]:
er pen name?? waa?
fireflystarrs? - tis one of me favourite songies, tis by shels

[3 words that sum you up]:
beautiful, amazing, talented! ilmao

{DESCRIBE YOUR}

[Wallet]:
tis yellow and bluey...gots a fiver in and a top up card!

[Pillow cover]:
sleepy

[Coffee cup]:
pah! TEA! not coffee! tis a man u one! sorry bex!

[Shoes]:
yummy black dc's

[CD in stereo right now]:
there isnt one in there, but my minidisc has poison the well, jairus, from autumn to ashes, walsl of jerciho and mahumodo in atm!

[What are you are wearing now]:
black trousers, black top...just got back from halfords innit!

[Hair]:
very messed up! it needs a good wash

[In my mouth]:
ma gummmmmmmmmms n teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeth n toooonguuuee!

[In my head]:
thumping

[Eating]:
pita bread and tarararararararararamasalata! GREEK STYLE!

[Some of your favorite movies]:
tim burtons nightmare before christmas, the green mile and the craft rock the world!

[Something you're looking forward to]:
KILLSWITCH ENGAGE! and obviously the prom! haha!

[The last thing you ate?]:
pita bread DUH!

[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:
james beard!

[Do you like candles?]:
i wuv candles!

[Do you believe in a thing called love]:
yuhu

[Do you believe in soul mates?]:
27times a week?

[Do you believe in love at first sight]:
sounds interesting...could happen, but it's a bit wierd!

[Do you believe in forgiveness]:
yar

[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
i wouldnt have a pet! stupid smelly things

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:
Australia, Norway/Sweden, Megans house mwahaaa!

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]
cwisps! chips! defiled corpses!

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:
females...wtf is up with them?

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? :]
erm....

{In the last 24 hours, have you:}

[Cried:]
nein

[Gotten sick:]
does a hangover count?

[Sang:]
indeeed i have..tralalala

[Eaten:]
na much rele

[Felt stupid:]
yep

[hugged someone:]
many times

[Wanted to tell someone you loved them:]
don't think so!

[Met someone new]:
nah!

[Talked to someone you have a crush on:]
crush? silly word!

[Fought with your parents:]
i gues so

Dreamed about someone you can't be with:]
i canney remember my dreams!

[Are you center of attention or the wallflower:]
wallflower!

[What type of automobile do you drive:]
waah...september shall have my peugeout 306!

[Would u rather be with friends or on a date:]
fweeeends!

[Do you attend church:]
18times a week...
nope

[Do you like being around people:]
yer

[Who have you known the longest:]
my mum? lol...mah ali!!!!!!

[Who do you always get along with:]
er...duno. my friends? lol

[Who has the coolest siblings?]
i duno!!!!!! too random!

[Who is the smartest:]
ali blatently! haha

[Who is your Hero:]
duno

[Who is your rival:]
dunot have 1!

[What time is it now:]
14.23

[What are you planning to do later:]
have a bath and sleep!

[What do you hear right now?:]
JAIRUS!!!!

[What was the last thing you watched on T.V.:]
twas...RECESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2594396/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2594396/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 04:47:36 PDT ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2540926/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2540926/ Sun, 30 May 2004 07:43:06 PDT HEIGHT:...too tall for hugs
HAIR COLOR: i have hair?...shit i never knew!
EYE COLOR: how do i know? i cant see my own eyes!
PIERCINGS: 0
TATTOOS: no way!

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: dey iz black!
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO: patterns in silence by pitchblend
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: orange!
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? confusing...sunny then rainy..then sunny...then rainy!..argh my head hurts now!

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yes
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: dont be stupid! im perfect!
LIKE TO DRIVE?: brmmmmmmmmm!

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: *spins* 24!!!!!!!! wooooooooooooooooooo!
CONDITIONER: ex-sqeeze me?
BOOK: book?
MAGAZINE: ...um, no?!

NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: ooh, jack daniels!!!!
THING TO DO ON WEEKENDS: drink, smoke, drink, gig, drink, town, drink...and then drink again, n a bit more...then some more drinkin...i think u get the picture!
BAND/S: ooh soo many!...take that obviously!


h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yar!
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nein!
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: indeed
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: gyarr the amusement!
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: so i have
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nah, that takes effort
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: who doesnt fall asleep in the bath?
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: i would gues so
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: yaha!

o t h e r s
BOYFRIEND: yer i love men
GIRLFRIEND: hmm...some wierdo with a hollow belly!
CHILDREN: i hope not...
CURRENT CRUSH: banana?
BEEN IN LOVE?: meh tinks so
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: unfortunately..yes
BEEN HURT?: yaha
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: ...
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE
DAYS: actualy yes! haha

r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: not atm
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: deftones me thinks
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: eugh! craaayon!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? music! fweeeends! HUGS! photos...n ALCOMOHOL!
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? mr jack daniels
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: spork knows!
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER A REALLY GOOD FRIEND? MEGAAAAAAAAAAN! wooo bwestest fwend in zeee hole wide world!
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: people do stuff?

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: argh, i duno...easter time or sumit...me were upsetty
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: yeh...stupid bus form for next year
YOU GOT E-MAIL: er...thursday! zee singer from pitchblend sent me their lyrics
THING YOU PURCHASED: pitchblend t-shirt!
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: hollyoaks!
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: don't do dat. me hates CINEMAS!!!! theater...pssh!

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
TEENAGE SMOKING: james should cut down...i should smoke more!
SPICE GIRLS: proper bo i tell thee!
DREAMS: are sleepy? ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2498389/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2498389/ Mon, 24 May 2004 14:10:12 PDT ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2467861/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2467861/ Thu, 20 May 2004 07:06:27 PDT (Day one) Asleep mid-sentence- the words fell apart. No one is listening anyway. This day will soon turn black and my “wants and needs” will spill on my burning ashes. I learned to be selfish today… I learned to be alive. These things I care for are for my personal gain, and my personal happiness only. Why should sit in your chairs and satisfy your standards. I’ve done it all before, and I’ve confused myself a thousand times. The tragic day that I call morality just doesn’t do it for me anymore. No more choices, just standing in the cold. The day will turn black and I will have either lived or died. Asleep mid-sentence- my words fall to the ground. Swept into this dreamland. Economic satisfaction, never succeed. But happiness has its place. Justice will not lie in your corner. New day towards death, only compassion for my own needs make my need necessary.
(Day two) Throw myself in the corner; I have nothing to complain about here. A tragic day seems too peaceful to most, spoiled ambitions turned my heart to black. I’m figuring out this realization process-the process to never look upon bitter ground. Living dreams, loving dreams, awakening to what I’ve always dreamt of. The familiar sound of lovely love from the love of my life will keep the notes coming. From the reciting of the show, to plip and shevanel, to the grind that annoys, and the sarcasm they hate… forever I worship, I’ll kill, love, and hate for all of you. Thank you for the best part of my life.

--
between the buried and me ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2405623/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2405623/ Tue, 11 May 2004 10:38:59 PDT
Music: Thursday - This Side of Brightness
Mood: unwinding/headachey

life eh! getting WAY to near to exams, i really do not want to do them, gona go so wrong, but nevermind. im "standing on the edge of summer"; which shall be long, refreshing and hopefully very drunken! i have decided jamies a complete fag for seeing thursday the other night, *evils him*. nah, glad he had a good time, wish i could of been there to see them; shall be done sometime...maybe even at reading festival this year.
i swear i'm getting the worst headaches ever at the moment, 'tis pissing me off lol. *yawns*
things are a little bit, how to put it, "odd" at the moment, i think i'm losing all enthusiasm for anything. maybe i just want certain things to happen and they dont; leaving me to be "happy" with the norm.
hopefully things shall pick themselves up. looking like things could go really well, yet theres always this unwanted doubt there...
only a week left of school...score! it's all gettin a bit stupid and pointless at the moment, i'd rather just sleep! (it's needed)

...lookin forward to a promising weekend, or will it be? - we'll have to find out. mates band playing at the horse again, always gud fun to see. playing with a great band i love; pdhm. could be one of the last nights of properly going out for a while...
see there are some positive points! ...finally my poisonthewell t-shirt has been sent...can't wait for that to come, and i have some cool new candles; "wooo sexy candlelight".

in conclusion, im pretty lost at the moment, tired of everything; pretty damn bored. not "depressed", not upset...just plain bored...be good if something was interesting; "touch me please...teach me how to swim. please don't let me drown".
to end this, i hope everyones well and doing good...goodbye x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2364481/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2364481/ Wed, 05 May 2004 09:59:32 PDT woo! me daddy came home with infra-red thingy-mabob! i got all me pics from my fone on the pc now. *bounces* wow this is my 3rd journal entry today ...insane! x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2363200/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2363200/ Wed, 05 May 2004 04:35:15 PDT i seem to get my occasional *emo moments*, but do i ever really have anything to be low about? everyone else seems to have really issues and things going on in their lives...wot have i got...? ; empty beer bottles, a packet of fags and my music.
GCSE exams so soon; suposedly i was meant to do good in school...at least that's what it looked like when i started this school 4 years ago. lack of work and effort is gona show my "great" grades to be.

*so used to losing all ambition, and struggling to maintain what's left*

...each week looking the same; counting lack of money at school, wondering if theres enough there to get me through the weekend; gig, fags and maybe even get drunk. --this is getting a bit tedious.
i swear im losing all personality within me.

--ok im typing all this into a computer, aren't i the hardcore one! n y have i bin thinkin about the words to put this in here for the last hour?

Music: Opeth - Damnation

...*waves*, goodbye x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2362864/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2362864/ Wed, 05 May 2004 02:41:45 PDT spent most of last night unable to get to sleep, coughing all night. *yawns* now im bery tired.
oh wells, i got the day off school, whilst everyone else is slaving away at their work...or not maybe!
aren't days off school wonderful? the joys of watching good 'ole daytime tv. childrens programmes and Trisha!...what more can you want? great topic today on trisha; *are you carrying my child?* couples having babies, wondering if one of thems been cheating on the other one...interesting stuff!

...strange how whenever ya ill off school, theres always someone there on msn to chat to. *says hello to tom* bloody drop out! lol

oooh lie detector on trisha...has she been lying?
"lie detector: ...truthful", wow this is enthralling stuff!

...eeep i think the daytime tv's taking my soul away!!
*frantically turns it off* phew!

neways! im starting to go insane here, so im gona end this entry now...

adios! nic(k) x

"To see in your eyes is to stare in clear skies.
Clouds don't trail me anymore" ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2349457/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2349457/ Mon, 03 May 2004 07:52:41 PDT -- Name: Nic(k)
-- Birthplace: High Wycombe
-- Gender: male
-- Eye Color: *stares backwards into self...i can't see*
-- Hair Color: hair? moi? wa?
-- Height: too tall for hugs
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: English, Scottish
-- The shoes you wore today: haven't worn shoes today
-- Your fears: fukin insects.
-- Your perfect meal: beans on toast!!!!!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: happily in love:$
LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: zzzZZZZ
-- Your best physical feature: i have physical features...?
-- Your bedtime: *yawns* when i twired
-- Your most missed memory:
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: makes no difference to me, McD's is cheaper
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas all the way
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: wtf is nestea?...lipton ice tea rules!
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: depends, both gd
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: regularly
-- Cuss: innit
-- Sing: wiv music louder than my voice
-- Take a shower: of course
-- Have a crush: wudnt u lyk to know jkz
-- Do you think you've been in love: yeps
-- Want to go to college: mah, duno
-- Liked high school: high school?
-- Want to get married: indeed so
-- Get motion sickness: unfortunately
-- Think you're attractive: mah
-- Think you're a health freak: nopes
-- Get along with your parent(s): yeh, suppose so
-- Like thunderstorms: no
-- Play an instrument: nope
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: vast amounts
-- Smoked: yep
-- Done a drug: nah
-- Gone on a date: nope
-- Gone to the mall?: *ignores stupid american question*
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: wtf are you talkin about?
-- Eaten sushi: ew, no way
-- Been on stage: fk knows
-- Been dumped?: nope
-- Made homemade cookies: lol! no
-- Gone skinny dipping: ah, a favoured past-time of mine!...nope
-- Dyed your hair: i have not
-- Stolen anything: don't think so
LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: blue, hazel, or red contacts
-- Best hair color?: not sure...s'all gud
-- Short or long hair?: long usualy or having strands in ya face is cool
-- Height: average height
-- Best weight: me like skinny girls! as fi always points out!
-- Best articles of clothing: duno
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 1 (just draw)
-- Number of piercings: me dont like piercings
-- Number of tattoos: me dont like tattoos
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: hopefully none
-- Number of scars on my body: two! got ma big one on me arm
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: not sure, wudnt matter now neways...


why the fuck did i bother with that? o wells!
toodles x ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2341876/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2341876/ Sun, 02 May 2004 05:16:48 PDT looks like a promising day...weather is gud, got some mates coming over...and i'm listening to the new killswitch album!
had a bit of a boring weekend, been keeping myself sober *pats self on back*. decimate fukin owned the horse on saturday, job well done!
who else thinks the new killswitch singer is a fucking legend? could he be be any cooler?
*bounces*

Music: Killswitch Engage - Wasted Sacrifice ]]> ~fireflystarrs http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2322916/ http://fireflystarrs.deviantart.com/journal/2322916/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 09:42:54 PDT Mood: Relaxed


innit bo. new dA, new things submitted, good day, relaxing music...and im fucking FREEZING!
i think i have an obsession for emery and writing poetry at the moment...cool?

*i feel your hair through my fingers, every silk strand takes my breath away*

nic(k) x ]]> ~fireflystarrs