http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Afirstfear deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:firstfear en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Wed, 19 Jun 2013 01:17:44 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Pixel-Tutorial-Finished-356148408 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Pixel-Tutorial-Finished-356148408 Sun, 24 Feb 2013 02:22:09 PST Pixel Tutorial Finished! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2013 =firstfear
I'm just making this entry to get the tutorial off my main page :)

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Below are some step by step images and commentary. Please note that there is no one right way to create a piece of art. This Step by Step is meant only to impart some understanding of how I do things :). In Pixel art alone there are many many 'styles'. I e ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-Woes-with-Stash-Writer-356083903 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-Woes-with-Stash-Writer-356083903 Sat, 23 Feb 2013 18:02:14 PST My Woes with Stash Writer nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2013 =firstfear
After finally finishing and publishing the tutorial I've noticed yet another possible bug :/.

For some reason anything i've made an h5 SHRINKS IN SIZE once published to DA from Stash. So on Stash I set to H5 so text will look bigger...only to find that once published its smaller than what was originally displayed (yet other text is not)

I have no coding in the skin i'm using to define the H5, so it must be something on DA's end that is -forcing- the change once published.

I'm sure I could fix it easily by simply defining custom h5 code in my css, but I shouldn't *have* to in order for things to stay as Stash is choosing to display ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Pixel-Art-Tutorial-Help-me-Out-354542434 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Pixel-Art-Tutorial-Help-me-Out-354542434 Fri, 15 Feb 2013 19:34:13 PST Pixel Art Tutorial : Help me Out? nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2013 =firstfear
I'll be sending the link to a few more people, but I need to make some changes/add some things to the tutorial after some critique from my friend on some missing info ^^

Also, unfortunately the majority of this tutorial will not apply to MSPaint. Since I'm using Windows I'm capable of opening the program and looking at it myself to know :).  This tutorial uses layers, and other elements that I *know* MSPaint does not have. ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Thank-you-Everyone-344215860 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Thank-you-Everyone-344215860 Sat, 22 Dec 2012 15:49:21 PST Thank you Everyone! :) nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
I'm still going through messages but will thank you all individually ^^

Bought myself some rings for my Bday at the QuinteMall :3

and

a new shirt and earrmuffs from the Pacific Mall :3 ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Senior-Member-Forum-o-0-342019685 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Senior-Member-Forum-o-0-342019685 Sun, 09 Dec 2012 10:56:36 PST Senior Member Forum? o_0 nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
o_0

*confused*

It's like letting group members know when group STAFF have posted in the STAFF ONLY area o_0 ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Base-Reminder-324151886 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Base-Reminder-324151886 Wed, 29 Aug 2012 15:12:51 PDT Squish Base Reminder nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
This update is a reminder to anyone who has purchased my Squish avatar base that you are not allowed to trace or edit MY work on the base to create your own avatars! You have permission to use ONLY THE BASE. You only get what you payed for!

You are also NOT ALLOWED in -any- way to use my base for commissions. This means no paypal commissions and no point commissions.

Trades are fine. Gifting is fine. NO PROFIT! You agreed to this when you made the purchase! ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Quick-Changes-321799311 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Quick-Changes-321799311 Fri, 17 Aug 2012 17:11:31 PDT Quick Changes nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Emoji-PLZ-accounts-320999409 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Emoji-PLZ-accounts-320999409 Mon, 13 Aug 2012 17:32:03 PDT Emoji PLZ accounts nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
:iconbubblewthplz::iconbubbleannoyedplz::iconbubbleevilplz::iconbubblemadplz::iconbubbleplottingplz::iconbubbleohmyplz::iconbubbledazeplz::iconbubblebraindeadplz:

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Check it out! the lovely :devsissyharu: is making some of my emoji's in to plz accoutns for everyone to use!

You should go and thank her if you use any of them! ^^

Here are the ones she has made so far

:iconbubblehehplz: :iconbubblekissplz: :iconbubblehuhplz: :iconbubbledeadplz: :iconbubbleblushplz: :iconbubblesadplz: :iconbubblecuteplz: ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Do-you-have-Anipan-319469331 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Do-you-have-Anipan-319469331 Mon, 06 Aug 2012 17:22:07 PDT Do you have Anipan? nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
A very lovely person gave me an invite!

You can find me here-> http://www.anipan.com/1200# ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/DecoDia-Tumblr-Theme-for-Sale-319416892 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/DecoDia-Tumblr-Theme-for-Sale-319416892 Mon, 06 Aug 2012 12:52:15 PDT DecoDia Tumblr Theme for Sale nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Lover-and-User-of-Stamps-318617504 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Lover-and-User-of-Stamps-318617504 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 15:11:40 PDT Lover and User of Stamps nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Here's what has been asked for so far :

touchpad/trackpad user
number 2 pencil user
camera user
MS Paint User
Paint Shop Pro User
Corel Painter Essentials

literature lover

Do you have any suggestions you'd like to see? ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Lolita-Picknick-Price-chancge-318593686 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Lolita-Picknick-Price-chancge-318593686 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 13:17:31 PDT Lolita Picknick Price chancge nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
:thumb318417542: ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-Eyebrows-YES-I-shave-them-off-318576266 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-Eyebrows-YES-I-shave-them-off-318576266 Thu, 02 Aug 2012 11:48:53 PDT My Eyebrows - YES I shave them off. nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
It's not that I care about whats being asked specifically , but seriously..would you walk up to a stranger and say "Hey why is your hair blue?". I'm pretty sure doing so would get you some weird looks and people would think you rather rude. Yet it's okay for people to ask about my eyebrows? Why? I just don't really see the difference.

I'm really not trying to be rude but what response do these people expect other than "Because I want to"?

I don't have some disease that makes only my eyebrows fall off (wtf? lol)
I wasn't bo ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Avatar-Base-Released-317456587 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Avatar-Base-Released-317456587 Sat, 28 Jul 2012 00:15:48 PDT Squish Avatar Base - Released! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
:thumb317454674:

Don't have points but still want to purchase the base? I accept paypal too!

Points :250 purchase here->http://firstfear.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d5905le

Paypal :$2.50 send me a note ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-Theme-for-Sale-316623330 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-Theme-for-Sale-316623330 Mon, 23 Jul 2012 21:56:41 PDT Tumblr Theme for Sale :) nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
I've put a theme up for sale on tumblr and thought I would post about it here too.

See the Theme HERE

Purchase Includes :

   Code/Theme HERE
   Custom Sidebar Buttons (max 7)(optional)
   Your name added to the Header Image (optional)

]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/QuickFire-Contest-Results-315388291 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/QuickFire-Contest-Results-315388291 Tue, 17 Jul 2012 21:17:13 PDT QuickFire Contest Results! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Originally I was only giving away 1 Premium membership, but I have acquired enough donated points since the contest began to now include a second!

I took down everyones username and put them in a list on Random.org.

First random roll brought up :devshine4evr:!

Second random roll brought up :devxKimoyo:!

I'll be contacting them both soon ^^. IF either of you see this before I have the chance to send you a note, please send one to me letting me know if you want the points or the PM :D ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Avatar-Base-Release-Possibility-314925957 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Squish-Avatar-Base-Release-Possibility-314925957 Sun, 15 Jul 2012 17:15:28 PDT Squish Avatar Base Release Possibility nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
I'd love to know your opinions on this :).

My reason for not releasing it before was because it wouldnt be fair to those who commissioned me for a Squish avatar, but now with this new system the base would not be free. I would be charging the same amount I had factored in to comissions originally for the base itself..

why would you be for or against this? I see a good chunk of people so far do not wish me to release the base and I wonder why. ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-to-my-Tumblr-314456900 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Updates-to-my-Tumblr-314456900 Fri, 13 Jul 2012 10:52:27 PDT Updates to my Tumblr nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Here are a few things from the past week I've uploaded to tumblr that will not be on Deviantart (but that you're still welcome to use here if you wanted)

I also post lots of sketches!

Also keep in mind that you dont need a tumblr account! You can always bookmark my page there and come back to visit every once and awhile ^^

CLICK HERE TO VISIT ME ON TUMBLR! ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/SpaceLog-Test-314048096 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/SpaceLog-Test-314048096 Wed, 11 Jul 2012 11:39:42 PDT SpaceLog Test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Quickfire-Contest-1-Gifting-312786564 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Quickfire-Contest-1-Gifting-312786564 Thu, 05 Jul 2012 13:24:43 PDT Quickfire Contest #1 - Gifting nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
I know i'm behind on announcing a winner, sorry guys! I'll try to do it later tonight or tomorrow morning when it's hopefully not as warm. I've felt sick all day it's been so hot here x_x

However, thanks to :devmooncakie: I'm now able to give away TWO premium memberships!

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First off, thank you SO SO very much to every one that donated points to me for giving away Premiums! It is so very much appreciated ^-^ :hug:

I've reached enough to give away the first one!

I've decided to give Premiums away using quickfire contests that will only last a few days. Anyone that enters will be put in to a draw ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/font-Finds-Installment-1-312690143 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/font-Finds-Installment-1-312690143 Thu, 05 Jul 2012 01:53:48 PDT font Finds Installment 1 nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/I-feel-like-pewp-312149831 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/I-feel-like-pewp-312149831 Mon, 02 Jul 2012 13:59:30 PDT I feel like pewp nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Show me the what you consider the most cheerful piece in your gallery! I'd love to see! ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/BunBun-Galaxy-Skin-312000061 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/BunBun-Galaxy-Skin-312000061 Sun, 01 Jul 2012 20:20:33 PDT BunBun Galaxy Skin nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-311133307 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-311133307 Wed, 27 Jun 2012 17:13:23 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Isometric-Vs-Non-Isometric-310354885 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Isometric-Vs-Non-Isometric-310354885 Sun, 24 Jun 2012 05:45:11 PDT Isometric Vs Non Isometric nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Raspberrylace-Test-309919385 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Raspberrylace-Test-309919385 Fri, 22 Jun 2012 01:03:29 PDT Raspberrylace Test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Blueberrylace-Test-309918992 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Blueberrylace-Test-309918992 Fri, 22 Jun 2012 00:59:17 PDT Blueberrylace Test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Strawberry-Lace-Test-309918383 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Strawberry-Lace-Test-309918383 Fri, 22 Jun 2012 00:51:43 PDT Strawberry Lace Test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Journal-Skin-Commissions-2-Spots-open-309860325 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Journal-Skin-Commissions-2-Spots-open-309860325 Thu, 21 Jun 2012 17:45:19 PDT Journal Skin Commissions - 2 Spots open! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
:iconleftlacedivplz::iconpinkbowdivplz::iconpinkbowdivplz::iconpinkbowdivplz::iconpinkbowdivplz::iconpinkbowdivplz::iconrightlacedivplz:

Since the poll so far seems to be showing that the majority would rather I open only 1 or two spots and still do both the code and graphics myself, I'll be doing so :).

My reasoning for only opening 1 or two is to keep my stress load down to a minimum. I enjoy taking commission work but too much going on at once puts too much stress on my shoulders and I end up wanting to not do any of it at all. So fewer things at a time is better :).

I will only be opening two spots for ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-poor-Tablet-x-x-309626542 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/My-poor-Tablet-x-x-309626542 Wed, 20 Jun 2012 15:20:21 PDT My poor Tablet x_x nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Thankfully I found a replacement cord for my tablet model on Ebay for about $15, but thats still money I could have used for food etc ^^;. Hopefully it arrives before the cord i have completel ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/New-journal-skin-test-308445076 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/New-journal-skin-test-308445076 Thu, 14 Jun 2012 20:32:16 PDT New journal skin test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Flash-Decompiler-307970949 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Flash-Decompiler-307970949 Tue, 12 Jun 2012 12:32:42 PDT Flash Decompiler nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Or does anyone HAVE a decompiler that they'd be willing to use for me?

I accidentally deleted an fla file I need and didn't notice until recently x__x ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Page-Buddies-306528892 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Page-Buddies-306528892 Tue, 05 Jun 2012 10:56:15 PDT Page Buddies? nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
I'm confused. Did this person find a different way to do it and therefor does not know the 'other' way was removed? Is the way they're doing it somehow allowed and the other way not?

Should I ask the help Desk? I don't want to specifically point my finger at someone if its going to get them in trouble for something they didnt know they can't do, but I don't know if they can or cannot do it LOL ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Internet-Subscription-305641541 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Internet-Subscription-305641541 Fri, 01 Jun 2012 01:28:33 PDT Internet + Subscription nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
One of my roomates had internet installed this past week so I've been around much mosre and hope to continue to be around again. I'm still not really in a position to be taking commission work  though so that will stay closed.

I also noticed that I only have a day left on my subscription x__x. I had bought one not too long before I lost internet access and then wasn't around to use it LOL. Soo..things may be a bit ugly on my page for awhile unless  I can scrounge some money together.

I hope everyone has been well! ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Custom-Box-BG-Usage-281291107 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Custom-Box-BG-Usage-281291107 Tue, 24 Jan 2012 10:11:50 PST Custom Box BG Usage nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
If you read the description of any of my CBox BGs you will see the following

3. Upload your chosen BG image to your Deviantart SCRAPS, along with a link back to me in the upload's description. (Failure to do this will be claiming the image as your own which you do not have permission to do!)

Deviantart is an Art site. As an art site it seems prudent to me that any artist here should freely and happily be giving credit back to those whose resources they have chosen to use. If you used a stock photo, or doll ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Daily-Deviation-O-281128996 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Daily-Deviation-O-281128996 Mon, 23 Jan 2012 11:05:40 PST Daily Deviation? :O nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Many thankyous to :devElandria: for choosing my Deviation to feature today!

Thank you to anyone who comments or favs the piece! :hug: I hope the tutorial will be helpful to many.

:thumb278350917: ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Resizing-Pixel-Art-Smaller-278538383 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Resizing-Pixel-Art-Smaller-278538383 Mon, 09 Jan 2012 12:14:30 PST Resizing Pixel Art : Smaller? nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2012-2013 =firstfear
Is it possible to shrink pixel images?

Shrinking pixels is ...well it's not really feasible x_x. It can be done, but not done very well.

When you're making pixels bigger what you're doing is essentially multiplying every pixel in to a group of 4 pixels to make a 'larger pixel' or square

So lets say the image you're resizing is just of a pixelled line that is 2px tall and 5px long. After resizing it to 200% it will be 4 px ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Dance-PArty-It-s-my-BDay-275083918 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Dance-PArty-It-s-my-BDay-275083918 Wed, 21 Dec 2011 11:55:30 PST Dance PArty! It's my BDay! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Special thank yous to those who have made me a gift!!

:thumb274727924: :thumb274717955:
:thumb274592483: :thumb274446505:
:thumb274477629: :thumb275039561:
:thumb274686373: :thumb274618811:

(If you've made me something and don't see it here, please let me know! Some of you were sneaky and didn't tell me! xD) ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/StereoTyping-and-Judgement-274102937 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/StereoTyping-and-Judgement-274102937 Thu, 15 Dec 2011 13:43:49 PST StereoTyping and Judgement nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear I'm sorry...but when I see your webcam I feel the need to laugh because you in your pics...you have piercings, wear black, and your dA pages is all pink ang girly...Im really sorry

I'm not sure how the way I look should have -anything at all- to do with what I choose to draw or the things I enjoy in life. Your comment of wanting to 'laugh' at me for these reasons is pretty judgmental and childish. If you truely felt bad (as your apology would suggest) you wouldn't have f ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/An-Emotional-Day-273913589 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/An-Emotional-Day-273913589 Wed, 14 Dec 2011 08:20:32 PST An Emotional Day nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Today I took Kathy to the vet and got her shots. I also booked an appointment to have her fixed next week.  I'm not 100% sure how I'm going to pa ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Cookies-4-CaityBear-Community-Collab-272826547 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Cookies-4-CaityBear-Community-Collab-272826547 Wed, 07 Dec 2011 12:07:10 PST Cookies 4 CaityBear Community Collab nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Hello Everyone!

Christmas is fast approaching and that means it's time for lots of Baking!

Every other year or so I have held a Collaborative Project on one site or another (Gaia Online, or Menewsha in the past) called 'Cookies 4 Santa'.

The point of the project was to create an image of a Cookie meant as a gift to Santa for working so hard to bring gifts to so many people each Christmas!

This year Santa has decided to go on a Diet and has Told CaityBear that she can eat all of the cookies hers ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Free-Avatar-Suggestions-269898698 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Free-Avatar-Suggestions-269898698 Sat, 19 Nov 2011 16:49:33 PST Free Avatar Suggestions nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
I'd love to know what you guys and gals would like to see me create! Keep in mind this does not mean you may request something specific for you. What you suggest must be usable by anyone.

This means..no OCs and nothing too personal. Just generic *ideas* please :) ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Great-and-Good-Effort-Winners-269501439 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Great-and-Good-Effort-Winners-269501439 Thu, 17 Nov 2011 08:54:22 PST Great and Good Effort Winners nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
If the winners could please contact the other artists involved who have donated prizes to them! :)

Our  winner for the Good Effort category goes to :devmeggtoeee: !

Congratulations :devmeggtoeee:! You have won the following Prizes.

Good Effort!
200 points from :devfirstfear:
40 Points from :devKrufka:
1 Custom Static or  Simple Animated 50x50 Pixel Image from :devfirstfear:
1 Half Body (Bust up)Character Drawing by :devpokemonnoi678:
1 Feature from :devfirstfear:
1 Feature from :devMadz67:
1 Feature from :devnani-fo-sho: ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Internet-Issues-268618001 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Internet-Issues-268618001 Sat, 12 Nov 2011 08:16:28 PST Internet Issues nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
I just wanted to let people know that I've been having some internet connection issues the past while. It's been going on for a month or so but it's gotten progressively worse over time to the point that I'm now having to refresh almost every page I go to about 4 times before it will actually load. Even when it does finally load, sometimes it only loads the text and none of the CSS or other coding etc :/

I thought it might be my router at first, but it would seem that someone I know down the road a ways has been having the same issues. Unfortunately this is the kind of problem that I know the cable company providing my inter ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Most-Candies-Winner-268265342 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Most-Candies-Winner-268265342 Thu, 10 Nov 2011 08:45:19 PST Most Candies Winner nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
and our Winner is........:devJazy-kuun: !  Who found an amazing 213 candies out of approximately 215 that were hidden!

That's a lot of Candies! :)

Congratulations :devJazy-kuun:! You have won the following Prizes.

3 month Premium Membership or 636 points from :devfirstfear:
1 Custom Static or  Simple Animated 50x50 Pixel Image from :devfirstfear:
1 Custom 50x50 Pixel Image from :devgirlpokexX:
200 Points from :devPiinkeru:
200 Points from :devShattered-Earth: (will be sent to you by me)
100 Points from :devKrufka:
1 F ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/LiveStream-Pixelling-DONE-267615953 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/LiveStream-Pixelling-DONE-267615953 Sun, 06 Nov 2011 13:58:58 PST LiveStream Pixelling - DONE nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear Thank you once again to everyone who stopped in! I'll be posting up what I made sometime soon! :)

I've turned on Livestream if anyone wants to stop ion and watch me work :). for awhile

Broadcasting will start in just a few minutes.  I'm working on more free Web Material :) ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Donation-Poll-Avatar-Winner-267391419 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Donation-Poll-Avatar-Winner-267391419 Sat, 05 Nov 2011 13:41:54 PDT Donation Poll Avatar Winner nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
As promised everyone's name  was put into a list and run through Random.org.

Congratulations to :devridiculous-rabbit: who's name was at the top of the list making them the winner of a free custom avatar!

Keep your eyes peeled on my Journal over the next few days for the Official winners of the Event itself! ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-Help-266982929 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Tumblr-Help-266982929 Thu, 03 Nov 2011 11:04:43 PDT Tumblr Help nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Click here to see my Tumblr ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Ignore-this-Testing-in-IE-266956362 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Ignore-this-Testing-in-IE-266956362 Thu, 03 Nov 2011 07:49:29 PDT Ignore this : Testing in IE nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Do you use IE? Can you see the thumbs at the bottom of this entry?

You can ignore this entry unless you know anything about coding skins :).

I use Firefox and someone told me recently that for some reason thumbnails don't show up when using some of my skins (if not all of them, I havn't checked that yet).

I have absolutely no idea why it's doing this but am doing some testing to hopefully find a reason x_x.

All I know so far is that in IE if I compose a new j ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Sta-sh-266949281 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Sta-sh-266949281 Thu, 03 Nov 2011 06:48:47 PDT Sta.sh nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
First we had to use Sta.sh, then it was our choice, then we were forced to use it again, and now once again you're letting me edit journals the old way?

Make up your mind please x____x

I havn't had much chance to check out Sta.sh until today as previously Deviantart was allowing me to use the old system still to edit entries, etc. Now anytime I go to edit an entry it's taking me straight in to this new feature which makes little sense in the way they have things setup.

I can't even see any of the code I have typed up in the actual entry. Added strong tags to something and want to undo it now? Guess what! You get t ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-CLOSED-266566128 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-CLOSED-266566128 Tue, 01 Nov 2011 07:44:45 PDT Creeper Candy Scavenger Hunt : CLOSED! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Thank you to everyone that participated in this event! I hope everyone had fun!

Currently the candies are still up within everyone's galleries, but they will soon begin to be pulled down.

If you have not sent me your list yet you are welcome to continue searching until the 3rd, but there's now no guarantee that you'll actually find everything let alone anything at all.

Double, triple, special thank yous to the artists that helped me out by hiding candies in their Galleries!

I have received many notes so far regarding people's totals. I will be respo ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-OPEN-265323235 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-OPEN-265323235 Tue, 25 Oct 2011 18:57:56 PDT Creeper Candy Scavenger Hunt : OPEN! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Edit2://

There have been a few repeated questions and confusions so I thought I would clarify some things :).

The candies can be hidden in Deviation descriptions, or in the Deviation Images themselves.
Candies can also be found in Scraps! (due to the large number of scraps I personally have I chose not to hide any in mine though!)

If you did not know these things and have already chosen to send me your list you are welcome to keep looking and send me a new total before November 3rd

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When you send me your list of Candy Links...

YOU MUST A ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Livestream-Pixelling-Done-265244480 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Livestream-Pixelling-Done-265244480 Tue, 25 Oct 2011 10:37:33 PDT Livestream Pixelling - Done nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Hello everyone! :)

While I'm waiting to be able to officially open the Scavenger Hunt I've decided to make myself a matching avatar to my current journal skin.

I've turned on Livestream if anyone wants to stop ion and watch me work :).

This will probably be a quick session, but I wanted to try Livestream out :3

Click Here to Watch!

Please note this is my first time using the program so I'm not sure how it will go xD;

Broadcasting will start in just a few minutes. ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-mind-the-candies-264877376 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Don-t-mind-the-candies-264877376 Sun, 23 Oct 2011 08:12:51 PDT Don't mind the candies nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
I'm still waiting on a few things before I can officially begin the hunt, but I will make an announcement once we're ready to go! :)

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Hello everyone :)

This is just a reminder that the Scavenger Hunt does not start until October 25th. If by chance you happen to find a candy somewhere before then, simply log the information away and CHECK BACK on the 25th. Things are still being tested and moved around right now. Don't be fooled by a candy that's in one place before the event begins and then gone once it starts!
]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Spirit-Day-264388187 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Spirit-Day-264388187 Thu, 20 Oct 2011 11:16:48 PDT Spirit Day! nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
I've changed my avatar to show support against LGBT bullying and suicides.

Bullying is a nasty plague in any respect, but doing it because of who someone loves or is attracted to has always boggled my mind.

Show your support today by wearing Purple!

My heart goes out to all the families of those who have committed suicide or have thought about it because of bullying  over their sexual preference.

Love is just Love ~

See more Here on Spirit Day ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-264295256 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Candy-Scavenger-Hunt-264295256 Wed, 19 Oct 2011 18:02:57 PDT Creeper Candy Scavenger Hunt nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
Please see updates to this event Here

This event is currently running!

Starting October 25th you will be able to help Creeper by hunting for Candies through the Deviantart Galleries of the Artists below!

Each Artist will have an undetermined number of Candies hidden somewhere amongst their deviations . Some will be easy to find, and some will only be spotted by the keen eyed, so stay sharp!

Each time you find a candy, keep a log  of  the page you find it on.
(preferably the URL or Website Address of the page)

Between November 1st and November 3rd you must send me a note containing  the location of every Candy yo ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Scavenger-Hunt-Sneak-Peak-264217843 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Scavenger-Hunt-Sneak-Peak-264217843 Wed, 19 Oct 2011 08:53:51 PDT Scavenger Hunt : Sneak Peak nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear Keep an eye out on my Journal for an official announcement of when things have started on the 25th!

Edit 2:// I am now specifically looking for Feature donations! Please leave me a comment below if you would be wiling to post a feature about the winner(s) galleries on your page!

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Thank you to everyone who has shown interest in this event so far! :) Double special thank you to those who have voiced interest in donating some sort of prize!
I have most of the general information about the event ]]> http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Bow-Skin-Test-263852655 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Creeper-Bow-Skin-Test-263852655 Sun, 16 Oct 2011 22:38:43 PDT Creeper Bow Skin Test nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Notice-No-More-Commissions-263516573 http://firstfear.deviantart.com/journal/Notice-No-More-Commissions-263516573 Sat, 15 Oct 2011 07:26:10 PDT Notice: No More Commissions nonadult journals/personal firstfear http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/i/firstfear.gif?14 Copyright 2011-2013 =firstfear
I know I have been unreachable for about a month now and I'm beyond embarrassed about that fact. I haven't taken anyone's money, but I feel like I have probably let some people down by not getting back to them, and I'm very sorry :(.

There were a few commissions I had taken on and was in the midst of discussing when I started having some issues with my health again.  I havn't been able to get in to work in about 2 weeks at this point and my stress levels are back to a pretty high point.

Becau ]]>