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Also I bought a cupcake pan that makes cupcakes in the shape of hearts.
Which is quite possibly the second best thing I ever got (Luna being the first)

Damn good week.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/24655087/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/24655087/ Fri, 08 May 2009 16:45:20 PDT


Late notice of course, as I just realized only one person knows.
(see, you're important, I told you first )

EVERYONE CONGRATULATE ME (at least in your mind or something)
(I may have had 2 cans of coke and a huuuuge slushie, cookies, chocolate, and candy today.)






Re-watching entire series' is fun.
Planning a wedding on like 1,000$ is not. Apparently the average is over 20 thousand dollars.

Good thing I'm crafty.
And cheap.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/20762864/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/20762864/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:14:13 PDT
]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/19256862/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/19256862/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:52:46 PDT
"She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita."

<3 E>

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/19122895/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/19122895/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 07:43:37 PDT [link].

in great company, no less.
made me sicker (fighting strep throat) from screaming and generally being stupid, but definitely worth it.

only got to see msi for 35 minutes because my mom wouldnt budge on picking me up at 10:30, and they didnt get on till 10.
still worth it.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/18248636/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/18248636/ Fri, 09 May 2008 20:53:15 PDT
(trade for portfolio. duh.)

I will loaf you forever.


ALSO update, i have a photo shoot on monday. (still want more though. portfolios need moar than one )

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/18162433/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/18162433/ Sun, 04 May 2008 10:14:13 PDT and i was so happy just to be in your presence, and lean against you and feel you next to me.

we were playing a board game against other teams, and you kept telling me what to do, but it only hurt me. you made me lose it.
the game.
i lost it.
(and now you did too)

but seriously. maybe its telling me you were no good for me, or maybe its telling me i need to find my own voice.

or maybe its telling me i need to say fuck you and do whatever the hell i want and ignore what you might think about it.

i miss the way the air felt around you, strong and soft at the same time.
and i miss the way you held me, and i don't know if anyone else can do it the same way.....
and you owe me $4.75.
and there's no way to pay me back.
and im really resentful about that.

because to me its a lot of money.



if you ever read this, my feelings for you have never changed.
though i heard you fucked her like i though you would.
can hardly believe it myself.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/16898401/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/16898401/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 12:37:23 PST i would have stayed but the boyfriend and i had a serious talk. he doesnt see the relationship going any further, he doesnt think about the day when we would get to live together and see each other more otften, despite that being almost ALL i think about these days.
so im leaving.
moving cross-country for my mothers job for the third time in my life.
its the second time im having to leave someone i love behind.

not only that.
but today, i found out MSI is playing in vancouver AFTER i leave. june or something. i have to leave at the end of april.

just to make me feel shittier about all of this.
and theres no dates announced yet for the rest of canada. just vancouver.
fucking shit hell damn crap fuck.

and every minute i spend here is a huge BAWWW fest because all i can think of is how i have to leave it all soon.


oh. and who here saw me on the news last week? or...this week technically.
sunday. Scientology protest.
me and 2 other people taking up the tv screen doing the cancan for about 3 seconds.

a friend and i got followed halfway home though. we made a run for it in between skytrains and lost the guy following us and booked it right the fuck home.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/16278248/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/16278248/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 22:44:42 PST


ALSO
anyone who hasnt seen Juno should go watch it. and listen to all the songs. cause theyre awesome.

and if you dont have time/money to go see it, just download some songs by kimya dawson.
mainly: so nice so smart, loose lips.
and by the moldy peaches: anyone else but you


im serious. theyre adorable.


oh, back to first point, if you want one let me know.
like, specific colours or something. once i show the original, or something.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15638507/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15638507/ Fri, 23 Nov 2007 16:44:27 PST

so...show of hands, who heard me making a fool of myself on the beat today at..ooooh....4:30?

OH MY FUCKING SHIT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCK!

im shaking...i had to sing to get them!

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15629041/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15629041/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 23:57:14 PST annelise blocked me on facebook, and has been talking to my friends whom she barely even knows in some cases, about how i caused her an emotional breakdown with the whole jonah thing.

i would like to remind everyone that she gave me direct consent to go after him. not implied, DIRECT!

she has now blocked me on facebook. as if thats going to do anything.

her and chris.
chris told people i was trying to kill myself for the sole cause of manipulating him.
bullshit.
he also informed some of my friends that i wasnt going to school because i was "being childish"

i wasnt going to school because for a fair bit of that time i was in the hospital. which i had told him.
but he doesnt believe me.
he also hung up on me when he knew i was about to hurt myself.


i've now dropped out of kitsilano secondary.
don't expect to see me around any more, i dont like knowing that half of my friends would sooner drop me out of their life than put up with me for a while until i get better.
oh and read my backlog of journals if youve been ignoring them lately. in particular:"just in case"

which i didnt get any responses to.
yes there is a deleted comment, but thats because i did an edit on my previous post as opposed to a new post. comment was from my other posting, and was also made quite a while AFTER i had posted it.

so....no wonder i didnt feel like i was welcomed at school. nobody paid any attention to my cries for help.

whether or not it was "just for attention" as i've been informed quite a few times lately, if im willing to cut myself and try to OD on my prescription just for a little friendly attention, i think i should have gotten it.
that isnt why i did it, btw. its just peoples stupid fucking assumptions on why i did it.


now i notice when going through my inbox that conrad has blocked me.
great. yet another friend you've stolen from me, turned against me, convinced that im a bitch and the worst person in the world.
to quote annelise's little club name "i survived hurricaine justine"

if you even so much as thought about laughing or agreeing with her, then just fucking tell me. dont hide it behind my back for me to find out later. i always find out later.

if you dont want to be my friend, be upfront about it, not sneaky. and for fucks sake dont take others with you. i have few enough people i can trust as it is.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15353744/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15353744/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 23:17:53 PDT you promised you would try.

and then when i tell you i dont care if it hurts you any more, when worrying about how it would affect you was the last thing keeping me alive, you dont even fucking respond.

so yeah. emails havent worked.

public announcement.

everyone in my life has let me down continuously.
you cant even force yourself to care unless it poses some kind of threat to you.

so if i die you'll be depressed? why is that exactly? because you dont seem to give a shit about me when im alive.


PS:hospitals suck.
and i hate you.
i hate you for making me a promise and then breaking it it about 2 days. i hate you for refusing to be here for me because you're to busy to ensure that i stay alive. and i hate you for the fact that as you're reading this you think i'm lying about the hospital. jsut like you think im lying every time.
i was never lying. so....thanks. because you know you proved me right about nobody caring. just like kylie and roisin proved me right when they said nobody would care if i killed myself after claiming they were my friends.

you don't think i've been trying, but i've obviously been trying hard enough. i've been going to those appointments once a week for 9 months. that's fucking trying. you won't even wait a month for this to kick in, for me to get the effects worked out so i can try harder. and you know the only reason i'm on it is for you. i am doing everything possible for your sake and you wont even be here for me while i work everything out. this is a huge step for me and you don't even acknowledge all the effort im putting into getting better. obviously you dont care one way or the other.

so say whatevermean and hurtful things you want. say i treat you like something you arent, i dont care. what really matters is you arent even acting like a friend, and anyone could tell you that. not being worried when i go missing for 2 days from school after knowing what happened last weekend and reading my emails to you....well guess where i was.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15353742/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/15353742/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 23:17:46 PDT you promised you would try.

and then when i tell you i dont care if it hurts you any more, when worrying about how it would affect you was the last thing keeping me alive, you dont even fucking respond.

so yeah. emails havent worked.

public announcement.

everyone in my life has let me down continuously.
you cant even force yourself to care unless it poses some kind of threat to you.

so if i die you'll be depressed? why is that exactly? because you dont seem to give a shit about me when im alive.


PS:hospitals suck.
and i hate you.
i hate you for making me a promise and then breaking it it about 2 days. i hate you for refusing to be here for me because you're to busy to ensure that i stay alive. and i hate you for the fact that as you're reading this you think i'm lying about the hospital. jsut like you think im lying every time.
i was never lying. so....thanks. because you know you proved me right about nobody caring. just like kylie and roisin proved me right when they said nobody would care if i killed myself after claiming they were my friends.

you don't think i've been trying, but i've obviously been trying hard enough. i've been going to those appointments once a week for 9 months. that's fucking trying. you won't even wait a month for this to kick in, for me to get the effects worked out so i can try harder. and you know the only reason i'm on it is for you. i am doing everything possible for your sake and you wont even be here for me while i work everything out. this is a huge step for me and you don't even acknowledge all the effort im putting into getting better. obviously you dont care one way or the other.

so say whatevermean and hurtful things you want. say i treat you like something you arent, i dont care. what really matters is you arent even acting like a friend, and anyone could tell you that. not being worried when i go missing for 2 days from school after knowing what happened last weekend and reading my emails to you....well guess where i was.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14934876/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14934876/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 01:42:54 PDT just in case i never wake up (i wish it were that easy)
just in case my mother phones you frantically asking questions about where i am, or if she knows, whether you can help her.

the password to my laptop is 4mear4.
she is allowed to open the file in the middle of my desktop marked "open me" and nothing else.


goodbye i hope.



if you happen to be reading this in the middle of the night, dont fucking call my house.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14624160/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14624160/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 22:06:28 PDT
these lines are a map
but i dont know what to...
or what from.

these lines are a web
of the lies i'm caught up in
from me? or another?

these lines are the lines that run through my heart
from all these years
and all these hurts

.......

pinky and the brain is on

*TROZ*
i had mac n cheese soup for dinner today
as in, mac n cheese with a disproportionate amount of added milk
twas amusing and awesome.


.....
also if i act bitchy in the next few days i do in fact have a good excuse, im almost certainly not angry at the people i get angry at. it will pass....eventually.

so just dont take it personally.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14578376/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14578376/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 16:40:35 PDT fuck age limits

urrrrrrgh
burning desire to go cheer my heart out!

damn my not being sure i'll get away with it.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14522487/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14522487/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 19:53:15 PDT
ugly they are
yet in their cute way.

posting of pics will occur once i make an acceptable one.
perchance i sells?
would be nice to not have the whole "job work work job" thing to do.

due to schoolwork and such.
i can pull it off as art project perchance?

perchance i buy a model to work off of, and sell teh clothes?

i dunno.
i would do clothes but tis hard to do measurements over the internetz

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14306002/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14306002/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 15:23:42 PDT
grah
i need to know someone in the states who i can get to ship stuff to, then...i dunno, have them mail it to me. would totally be cheaper.
i think.


also i hate the interweb.
for being harshly overpriced.
ahh well i might as well just look for a canadian page that sells em, even if theyre like 20 bucks more, itll be a better deal.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14297776/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/14297776/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 03:05:14 PDT

early argh let me sleep damnit.

also wow i hate downloading stuff for hours then having it not work and not have done whatever it had to do properly.

also
6 days till andrews back.
but 8 till i actually see him.
fucktard needing a day to get over jetlag.

you know what sucks? crappy connections to wireless
and hot apartments that should be cold due to the whole its 3:03 am thing.

my eyes hurt and my head is dizzy.
its off to sleep i go.


dyed my hair.
will be putting up pics somewhere soon
here/facebook/msnpic are the places it may be.

also im not really confused, i just like the pink smily.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13991606/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13991606/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 19:35:00 PDT
so who wants to go see a bunch of happy people proud of who they are?
as in the queer pride parade?

come on, you know you wanna.

this sunday, starts at noon.....so let me know

also, queer film festival starts soon
anyone even remotely interested, let me know.

hm'k

thats about it, i believe.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13082002/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13082002/ Thu, 24 May 2007 21:40:36 PDT bring me back from the brink
i was so nearly at
don't ask why
don't ask how
you know inside just what to do
i can't explain what i need
can't decide what i want
never really could

make me whole
bring me what i missed
i was always missing
don't leave me here
don't let me be alone
you know i need company
i know i need you here
can't make myself okay
never needed more



fucking fuck
so long since ive written....one here one on lj (no im not posting that one here, too much effort)
endings and beginnnings always make things happen
especially when theyre at the same time. double time.

have to get myself out of this hole im stuck in
live without leaning on someone at all times
need to learn how to fall asleep without being dependant on a thought about other things, other people
need to be okay with being alone for longer than a few hours.

also, need to stop posting me feelings for the world to see

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13054097/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/13054097/ Tue, 22 May 2007 17:32:22 PDT go ahead, ask me what it is. but i can guarantee you don't really want to know.

i do enjoy leaving out information dont i....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12636769/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12636769/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 19:22:54 PDT
so i spent monday night/morning at the hospital. yay for me.
it was sad, there was this like 6 year old, she was wearing an ariel pajama shirt...and when we could hear them talking to her it sounded like she had run away from her (foster) house. i hate childrens hospital, there was this teenager covered in blood and wearing a neck brace on his back on a stretcher.

childrens hospital feels like sick and dying children. its sadder than sick and dying adults.


so yes. tired.

film festival was today.
pointless and boring.
and i missed an art day so im going back to academic classes tomorrow aaaaand i have a 1500 word booklet due for socials tomorrow that i hevent started yet. or even attempted to start.

my eyes hurt. and my feet hurt, i walked around downtown for about 2 hours tonight, i ended up staying there halfway home until my mom was done work.

and i had nobody to talk to at the school i was at so i sat in an empty hallway all alone and not entirely okay.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12246144/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12246144/ Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:29:14 PDT i HOPE to plan this huge thing where everyone shows up ,but i know jo wont casue she doesnt like scary movies, and im not sure about everyone else. but leave a comment or note or email or call if you do, *UPDATE* only this afternoon (its not playing on friday). If you want to see it this afternoon please CALL ME*
so help me get an excuse to go watch a movie i want to see, and if you dont have 10 bucks, buy one of those boxes of cereal that are only 5 bucks and have a ticket in them..lol...less than the cost of going to see it, plus you get CEREAL!

and bring your ID just in case, its 14A or something...

*
Thursday:
4:15
*

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12119695/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/12119695/ Fri, 09 Mar 2007 14:50:45 PST as if i wasnt upset enough today and then i dont get to talk to anyone.
thanks.


*~And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”~*

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11910497/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11910497/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 15:44:09 PST
also, people need to learn how to see it when people are lying to their face. they should look with their eyes and think with their brains, not their hearts because people lie every day, even to their friends and i think the world needs to gain some common sense.

the next person to push me will get pushed back. just a warning.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11739760/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11739760/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 19:18:28 PST
ALSO
life sucks.
*ultimate bringdowningness*

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11625915/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11625915/ Tue, 30 Jan 2007 16:46:23 PST and johanna, i know you dont like your picture being online so i'll use pain and paint a circle over your face if youre in a picture that other people look wonderful in

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11301188/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11301188/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 13:11:06 PST
actually, did. some girl who he knew in armstrong, hadnt seen since '87.

then something about *perhaps* his new wife. thru phisig site....lol...i love google..
found said potential wife on myspace, added...hopefully it'll work...i couldnt see her profile

holy shit
she (the old friend) just called a number and thinks its his (yes i enlisted help from a stranger)
holy shit i have a phone number...and a desire to call it....and a fear of calling it.

shit
think im gonna be sick
too much at once....maybe if it had been a week or so, it would have been okay, would have had time to....get used to it?
got an address too...might send a letter.
then he wont be able to tell if i start crying.

shittttt

am posting this on both lj and deviant, so the one who reads both doesnt need to read them both.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11244105/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11244105/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 11:04:42 PST
but i have a wicked cool puzzle that glitters and glows and is pretty.
so thats nice...

also, saved my video thingie onto one of my thumbdrive thingies....so can share that way...
but only when people make sure they give it back within 2 days...i need the damn thing....


losing my hyper, must go eat more x-mas candy?
not like i dont have enough to last me a month....

so yes, that's all im doing as of late, plus working today+tomorrow....
look for me if you're at the IGA....lol....


shall be online later today.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11235983/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11235983/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 16:54:40 PST entitled: Justine's random shit and the lovely dance team routine

yeah....
hopefully will learn how to put it back onto my camera tape, if not, might burn onto a DVD to let everyone see it....if everyone promises TO GIVE IT BACK WHEN THEY'RE DONE WITH IT!!!!!


its pretty...
i enjoy it in it's simplicity....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11213985/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/11213985/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 17:12:39 PST that was choas...

spent like, 15 hours on a new vid game my gramma had bought, then on bxng day we went out and got her a memory card so i could FINALLY turn off the game after having left it on pause for the first 2 days if i had to eat or open presents.....which im sure is horrible for it....

in recap, got
a set of portable speakers 4 my ipod. expect to hear tinny versions of my annoying songs for ever more....
jakalope CD
evanescence CD
art stuff....
camera bag....

wow, im so blanking.....
too much sugar...

ummmm.....leftover bday presents too big to mail in an envelope = tripod, extra DV tape, sharpies(sooo many of which i already have a set, but everyone knows sharpies dont last long, especially not around me....


ummmm...

oh i bought:
25 pack of DVD-Rs really cheap from london drugs...
firewire cord, 2 bucks! i braved the future shop and got lucky...
way too much candy to begin counting....
2 thumbdrive thingies, 256MB or something, tiny, i know....but like, 5.50 regular price at superstore....
awesome notebook @ staples.....
and some of that kernels powder you can put on popcorn....cheddar(white) flavour....superbly awesome....alsop, pringles, for 1.27....@ walmart....which i hate and love at the same time....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10996319/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10996319/ Fri, 08 Dec 2006 15:09:00 PST shiat, now i have to think.


"Write a journal entry with six random facts about yourself.
Then, pick six of your friends list and tag them - no tag backs. These rules should be included in your entry."

okay then.

1)I HATE talking on phones, be they landline or cellular. I also hate when I can hear other people's phone conversations.

2)I would go insane without internet access. I would literally die of pissed-off-ed-ness if I couldn't get onto the computer for a week.

3)I haven't felt like a child since I was about 3 years old. If someone asks me a question about my childhood, I tend to look at them as if they are insane.

4)Online quizzes are remarkably accurate for me. Especially the ones that judge personality. Of course, most of them say (in nicer words) that I'm a bitch, so I'm not sure it's a good thing.

5)I have said "I love you" only to realise soon after that it was not true. I have also told someone I loved them while knowing fully and completely that it was not, and never would be, true. I don't regret it.

6)I have never gotten over things that have happened to or because of me. I still love everyone I have ever loved, and I still hold grudges against people I haven't seen since I was in grade 4.


(I also have no idea who to tag, and am not fully interested in it, yet I will physically force them to do this if they don't do it on their own.)

1)Anna
2)Annalise
3)Chris
4)Johanna
5)Morgan
6)Kevin

and if you dont see your name on the list, that doesnt mean i dont want you to do it, that just means i have 6 slots, and multiple times that many friends.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10951889/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10951889/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 17:54:07 PST 4:45-9:45

wont even get a birthday dinner on my birthday.

but im not working on my birthday party day, which is really lucky.

thanks to everyone to tried to cheer me up lately, and thanx muchly for tha cookie, jo!

i heart cookies.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10935953/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10935953/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:45:49 PST its mildly entertaining, and the quiz is above hilariously true

i got:

the charlatan

You dirty, dirty liar! We totally know what you did wo would have no qualms about tattling, but we concede that you are much smarter than we are, and we'll never catch you at it again. You're an evil genius. A mad magician. A cerebral cupid. A right smart liar.

We really, really want to get in bed with you. Your brand of devil-may-care seduction is so selfishly deviant that sweet, good-natured people don't stand a chance. You're a juggernaut of sin. Damn hot.


fwaaahsham!

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10927346/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10927346/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 16:45:43 PST
i'm sorry i ever even replied, i should have known better, i know i tend to start fights subconciously for...well...for my own reasons.

and now im upset because shit happens but that doesnt fix ANYTHING and as i have said from the start, no i dont. just because i want something doesnt mean i can have it.

take THAT lord banana, ive had my heart broken just as i had predicted.
and the one i could fall back on is gone, he left last year.

i need....well i need what i always needed, a good fuck, but that's currently out of my realm of possibility, unfortunately.

if i burn anything thats a reminder, will it all go away? no, because ive done that before, or given it back, but i cant destroy things this time, for once it wont help me at all.

hopefully i can make up an excuse not to go to class on monday, i just couldnt face it all...

and i dont know what this will do to my latest transformation, hopefully it'll just go back to how i was before, but then that will be difinitive proof that it was all me being a leech. the next time i seem to be happy, one of my friends gets to slap me. seriously, the only times im at all happy mean that im going to be unimaginably upset very soon...

strange how everything lasts exactly 48 days again. i thought i had broken that cycle.



seriously though, watch out world, im worse than i was last yer. if you plan on saying anything i wont like, keep it to yourself for a few weeks, im currently looking for an all-out battle and i dont want any friends to get pushed into it.

sorry if i already have.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10882105/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10882105/ Tue, 28 Nov 2006 17:35:59 PST you do 1 too! or more, im doing it a few times.
and then im going to do something for each of them later, cause im bored.

-Opening: Don't Cry - Jakalope
-waking up: One Way or Another - Kirsten Bell
-first day of school: Ya Sashla S Uma - TATU
-falling in love: Poster of a Girl - Metric
-breaking up: Lost Ring - The Flying Buttresses
-fight song: In The Car - Barenaked Ladies
-Prom: When I Come Around - Green Day
-living: Perfect - Alanis Morisette
-mental breakdown: When I Was A Little Girl - Pezz
-driving: Can't Get You Out Of My Head - Kylie Minogue
-flashback: Hands of Death - Rob Zombie + Alice Cooper
-Get back together: 21 Things That I Want In A Lover - Alanis Morisette
-having a kid: Objection (Tango) - Shakira
-final scene: Nothing Else Matters - Bif Naked
-death scene: You Learn - Alanis Morisette
-funeral: Flinch - Alanis Morisette
-end: M & M - Pezz

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10856329/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10856329/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:18:08 PST it was cold, so i got my burgers for there instead of 2go.
got 2 bacon cheeseburgers, ate 1, and brought the 2nd home.
they fucking charged me $1.39 for a can of pop, because of the water thing.

walking in the snow/cold with a pop can in your hand is horrible....it makes the pop flat, and freezes your hands.
my burger's kindof lukewarmish, and the cheese isnt melted.and the pattie is like, less than a cm thick. and it tastes like cardboard.

why the hell did i want mcdonalds again?

next time i go to mcdonalds and get something shitty, you get to laugh at me to teach me a lesson, kay?

but the bacon's good. crispy and greasy and salty....

i really only went so i had an excuse to walk in the snow. which was cool, until i had to carry stuff in my hands....

saw a bus nearly hit a stupid car, saw a car try to stop which couldnt stop and rolled thru 4th.
it was funny.

stupid vancouver drivers that cant comprehend snow...

my pop is flat and shitty.
damn.


but its snowing, so that's cool.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10826541/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10826541/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 18:25:31 PST
as in, i snuck ups on you. and did that dale-gribble-esque karate move.
woot.
went to dragonspace and comic shop, neither had what i NEEDED will have to go spend my well-earned moneys at a dollar sotre....

*growls loudly*


went to the IGA and did interviewey thingy.
didnt see who i hoped to see all day.
FUCKER!
sorry, im still mean...must find...discuss....ask....
explain the crazyness that went down today!
in TV pro i had this wierd..........few moments.
and thats all you get, you silly members of the public.

everybody google search me and see if you actually find me ANYWHERE!
and then let me know where so i can hide it better.
i'll have to change my pseudonym and not tell anyone about it online.
if i do, i promise to send it through a variety of channels of human mouths. less interceptable that way.

yes that means by you mom!

(if she finds this)
(which she might because she's looking for it)

im going to future shop and getting at least 26 bucks back, because my cam's on sale at shoppers.
YEAYUH
thats a horrible word.
slap me (not physically, please) the next time i use it.




FUCK!
isnt everyone proud of me for not shouting that out on the top of my lungs at people the last few days? no? you should be.


got the DVD of some parade footage, and some of the workshopp-ish-ness that went along with tha movies.
which were NOT the movie the GSA voted for, but were still awesometastic and cute and TOTALLY cheesy.
and therefore cool



s'all for now, other than i hate shopping.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10804244/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10804244/ Tue, 21 Nov 2006 19:29:26 PST
feeling like im about to collapse inside, so nobody's allowed to say anything that might be contstrued as offensive or upsetting or mean tomorrow.
i'll cry if you do, and then you'll feel bad, and for once, that wont make me feel ANY better and i might scream and cry just a warning.

FUCK!
im SO confused and CRAZY and i want to just....sleep....for a REALLY long time.
and then when i wake up this'll all be gone and it'll be fine and i will have forgotten VERYTHING about it, and never think about it or talk to the person who its about EVER again.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
i wish i could scream but my neighbor'd be like, wtf? and i wouldnt be able to explain.


if you offer to help i'll laugh in your face, you cant help.
god, i wish someone could help.


i wasnt going to let myself BE like this this time, i was going to restrain myself from being a horrible leech of a being, but apparently i really CANT help myself and i need....
i need to go back a few months.
and now its like im just...hitching a ride and stealing this all....but i SWEAR im not, its just i never though of it before this and now i cant NOT think about it.
even I know im jst.....copying...but then theres this part of me going SHUT UP its real. WHY must i meet people who spark new ideas! i need to only meet boring people with no interesting qualities from now on, i need to find my necklace with the sunshine i need to STOP IT!
and the real question is, do i meet people and dopt their qualities, or do i meet pepople with similar qualities that i didnt know about before?
i should KNOW THE ANSWER!

fuck it all i dont want to know, i just want it to go AWAY!


why does everything happen in a way i cant prevent?

and ive decided to post this on DA and LJ so people actually read it and know to stay away from me tomorrow, lest i go crazy again.



and this ones on DA so im going to say i might post some art soon, but not right away.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10770021/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10770021/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 19:00:29 PST there were no snakes or bunnies, highly disappointing.

i simply MUST find out if A Scanner Darkly is going to be out on DVD by my b-day party....if it isn't then i might have to stick with Hard Candy....which I know is out already.......

I want both.....


HOLY SHIT I BOUGHT MY CAMERA
how was that not the first thing out of my hands?
it's the Canon ZR500, i wimped out and got the 500 because i didn't feel like i could wait to get the money for the 700, and there was no real point in buying the 600, not better enough for the 50-odd bucks extra....

And i got a new battery in my watch, and will therefore NOT be asking what time it is constantly.....

and my BG on here isnt looking very good so i shall need to find another...
so much to do, so little time to do it in.....

CAMERA WOOT!

*screams loudly in sheer excitement*
now i have a real reason to type up a "calling all volunteers" poster to send to Ross and put up in the Centre.....

must go to drop in night @ the centre...when oh when is it?


those damned gloves are growning on me, i liked them at first but now i love them....i really dont want to have to give them back.....except i dont really like the grippy thingies on the palms.....they're wierd, like baby slippers.....


OMIGOD CAMERA


which i will probably have with me at all times for the rest of my life, so watch out for it, and make yourself look pretty on monday, just in case


CAMERACAMERACAMERA!!!

dont know what new desktop bg to get...i also need to find a cool-tastic pic of ruby gloom...i want it on my sketchbook.....or in....whatever.....



the water's still nasty.......eew...its staining everything....
but i finally gave in and did laundry in it anyways......i REALLY needed too......


CAMERA, IM IN LOVE!
(with said camera)

(and other things)
(slash people)
(whatever)

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10714809/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10714809/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 17:21:57 PST
grarghh...

but i got to see the puppy, who has grown to 2ce his original size in the last few months....which is odd, cause he's a shitzu and i didnt think they grew much.....he kept biting me (as well as everyone else) and going all crazy...but oh well.....ive had worse things bite me....


tired and hyper and desperately needing something to do tomorrow after school.
or someone?

or not...i guess.....

kevin from mississauga was cool...emily i hope the stuff i sent gets to you soon...you never sent the DVD? but i hope that not too much water got in the bag he put it in...it was pouring...

also hope that you had a good rest of your weekend here kevin....if i get around to emailing you the link to this eventually.....



and i start the day with physics tomorrow....not entirely sure i dont have a major test...then a few more boring presentations in socials.....and math..and english....there is probably a story i should be reading tonight, but im not sure where ive put the book.
so never mindthat charade of academic attempt...



so this is posted on DA and LJ....so if you read both, dont bother.

was snowing up on the roads, so will post a pic or two later.....went out at the summit in my tanktop...wasnt really as cold as i had expected....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10651772/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10651772/ Tue, 07 Nov 2006 19:17:51 PST had a stressful yet good day....
stressing about my movies....

as usual...

need to plan stuff...

to any who are @ school, won't be seeing you on tomorrow, working on a project...miss you all, havent seen you all week....

when we all get back from the holiday day, i'll start trying to hand out my invitations, although you will therefore be getting them a month before the party...
because i said so, that's why!

im not @ school friday @ lunch and i have a meeting on thursday, but i hope to duck out early to see you all...if not, someone who reads this say hi for me....
nobody reads this...so i'll have to start the grapevine in person.

posting this on both DA and LJ, just to make sure people DO see it....

yay!

cause i said so!



arent i happy today? comes from being crazy...makes me happier...lets it all go away for a while....

must....watch vmars tonight....
shall be coolio.

and distracting.....

goodie.





shall go now...

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10607444/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10607444/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 19:16:22 PST
walked forever again today.

grargh....in pain....so worth it anyways....
was ever so nice outside this afternoon.!.



i feel odd....slow kindof....relaxed almost...but now totally...my head hurts a bit too....

but not a lotlotlot.....

nor going to tha movie anymore...perchance not for a while.....

its dark in the computer room, excuse the mis-typings....how very many there shall be at the end of this
which is now


bye now

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10596012/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10596012/ Thu, 02 Nov 2006 17:30:29 PST
need to submit a pic of my art thing...it's wonderous....a tribute, in fact, as is everything i do evidently....


BABY LIZARDS!

yes, i have a picture of baby lizards...they are cutey...i am gloating about my find.....



odd....my math mark is higher than my physics (though by less than 1 percent).......
and my english project is going to shit.
must film....
tomorrow morning, eew.....i hate mornings....especially mornings without candy (because i finished it all because im horrible with conservation of anything)

holy shit im posting a lot of journals....feel free to ignore them....unless they say something like read me in the title....then i would prefer the reading of them....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10585827/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10585827/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 18:31:09 PST

myspace.com/biohazard__

that's 2 underscores....1 was taken...wah.....

snooped online, found some stuff..nothing good though...sadly....

must....find...new....searchengine.....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10574078/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10574078/ Tue, 31 Oct 2006 17:46:11 PST
pissed off a friend the other day....kinda bummed bout it...dont want to be that person....

need to work on my english project...and my socials project.....and my TV production project.....and not being so pathetically late at doing projects.....

grarghhh....
will try to see my friends tomorrow....although may be forced to do my tv or eng proj during MOST of lunch...boohoos.....

wanted to go trickortreating but didnt happen.....and no kids to scare, there aren't any in my building...wah....


must go do something....
not sure what...

cut ma finger open in art today....just saying that for the pity, it really barely hurt....drew a crappy picture today, never ever going to submit it.....no way in hell....

coloured something prettily though....

anyone feel like waving a magic wand and fixing all my homework for me? no? awww... meanies...everyone's out having fun tonight....but IIIII get to watch veronica mars....
totally not worth missing the candyness.



need a job....need money...need a fucking camera soonsoonsoon!

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10539342/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10539342/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 15:56:34 PDT
and i got conrad to come so i feel like a semi-decent person, spreading the fun around.
pay it forward....
or not, 'sup 2u

saw a crazy sad movie today
lesbians in india....and yeah
it was sad...called The Journey, got it at the library....

and thatd drawing is totally right where i can see it whenever i want to....lol......

i wanna scan it and print it off and colour the copy.....
i dont know what colour it should be.



wah!



pop and pizza 4 me tonight....cause no pizaa appeared magically last night...and i left my pop unattended and was too scared to drink the rest.....wow, that's been forced into my brain quite well......

tanning place hasn't called back yet...

I NEED A JOB
somebody give me money....lol.....

maybe i should sell lemonade.
but i know things that sell better.

i mean....
coffee? yeah, thats what i meant.
cause it's cold? right?

right.



must wear costume tomorrow...but also must film tomorrow...oh nos.
what should i wear? argh!
who can picture annalise as a ghost? I CAN!
im'ma make her into one for the movie.
yeay

not all the paint came off my arm, even though i scrubbed it.

evil paint.
oh well, i kinda like it.

this is pointlessly long. bye now!

except not....

im doing the beading workshop tomorrow, so thats where i'll be from 10-4.
ohmigod i have to take the bus into chinatown....


whoever's going trickortreating let me know, especially if you know younger kids we can go with so nobody slams the door in our faces, like they did to me last year.
that sucked majorly.

dammit and i have to clean my room so very very much.

crappola.

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10510818/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10510818/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 19:52:36 PDT
so excited....if anyone has a pirate hat and can get it to me by friday let me know.

anna maybe?
someone thought you had a pirate hat....

please let me know so that i can be the queen of the pirates....

and sit on the "chair" lol

im sleepy now...all my energy went into that loudness earlier....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10486038/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10486038/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:00:34 PDT i got almost 4 pages down then i hit a wall and then i read it and it blows.
and it doesnt have ANYTHING to do with the short story.

and now i wrote notes all over it and im just gonna give it to conrad and get him to fix it, on the condition of no angry bunnies allowed.

unless he can supply the angry bunnies.
and we have to start filming on wednesday at the latest.....because i want to edit it and its all yeah

stressing majorly, it and the big socials proj due soon.....

doing a beading workshop for kids 6-12 on sunday.
ouchies.
spent 30 bucks on beads and then spent 3 hours of my time last night (8-11) sorting them.
should've just left them mixed....but i just couldnt.....and i dont want to do my photography thing but i have to if i want to use the cameras at all ever.

eew

how the hell should i know all this crap.

i sincerely hope its in the booklet.

have to put the music into my project for tv pro today, i think it's due on thursday, and i havent labelled anything right.

as usual...plus im missing 6 shots and chris messed up the one, and all of my shots suck balls.

but im recruiting people for my next term one on the camp site with everyone who was there......yay....hopefully mama will come, she has a cool story....

argh......

i need to calm down but my ipod's dead because im an idiot who couldnt remember to plug it in....

time to kill...or fall asleep.

or get a pop.....im sick of buying 12packs, they're too heavy.....and a lot o money at one time...
gotta go into work today, if im not getting shifts this week im applying at the tanning place...they have a sign up....and the girl @ the desk is always just reading or talking on the phone....




arghhhhhhh

heroes is on tonight, yaya....plus corner gas...lol....

photography sub.....yeay....so now i can go on here during class and nothing horrible will happen.....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10455884/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10455884/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 13:00:32 PDT
i need some pop.

and more expired chips
(not so bad, just best before oct. 13th.....bought them on wednesday.....)

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10394684/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10394684/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 20:19:34 PDT hate some of his friends....one of them almost hit me with a semi-finished pop can.

eew.



then thurs was a meeting....busy busy busy


so monday(and every day until oct 31) there are supposed to be movies in the auditorium.

come watch them
i'll be front and centre....if im not in the tv production room trying frantically to work on my proj.

buttwipe teacher said the room would be open lunches, have gone in 2 days last week, mac room locked both times.

must.....kill.......now.......



i wanna be a pirate for hallo....
or a devil....
or a princess.......

oooohhhh!
crazy fairy pirate princess!
wait- that might take a lot of effort.


ah i just did my nails pink then had a shower...bad plan....3 nails ruined....have to go do them again, mebbe tomorrow.

im gonna do nothing tomorrow. except dance class and the inevitable helping my mom buy my aunt a b-day present.
but none of that starts till 2.
someone save me from the boredom.....

i know...i'll sit at home and read anne rice books....which i bought 3 of....plus looking at my x-files trading cards.....which i also bought at ma store....3 packages of 9 cards, $2

i got 4 sets of doubles.
gr....

but i got the Mulder card....yumm....

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10330319/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10330319/ Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:22:08 PDT must learn to have some self control....

walked with a friend on friday....
felt very odd about it.....

learnt a bunch though....


shan't say much about it now, gotta go now....but will discus later...as in next few days....getting kicked out now.

*start edit*
haha im going to annoy everyone with this.....people dont read these anyways, do they? nobody ever mentions them anyways...

strongly wish i couldsubmit some stuff....theres photoshop in the graphics room, i was playing around with it and got a wicked cool picture...well....2......

plus the general fact that i seem to have developed a little crush......
and i also seem to be too scared to do much about it.......
nobody ask me who, i won't tell you.
trust me on that one

yay, i just put a mood on this....totally didnt know i could do those fun things......

]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10126676/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10126676/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 20:18:49 PDT
will most definitely kick him in the balls the next time he dares to show his face at school again.

not the worst i could do to him of course.......



everybody i know has to wear black on thursday and skip the first bit of the class after lunch....film thing....everything SUCKS! don't have enough time to do all this....can't film myself with any skill, can't use soebody else, nobody fits it....


i've said it before, i'll say it again, em i need you!
i know you can't move just for this music vid, but what if you can be the main person in my documentary too?
*pleading face in vain*
oh well......

need to make friends with a model...damn i wish that girl at safeway had given me her email, she did acting, and had pretty black long hair....


need to make it rain
*does the making it rain really hard face*
dammit that never works....

anyone who doesnt have me watched for scraps, please do...im going to be using it more soonish, cause i dont have the time to classify my work....

went over by 15 mins, gtg... ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10053793/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10053793/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 19:10:56 PDT
got 250 buck out of..hmm...lets see....598.89 that i need to get my camera.
yuck
got 2 shifts this week though, which should help muchly....well...slightly...it'll get me 30 closer....now is when i should start begging my family to help me out...i really want it for this term, it'll make my life so much easier....cause i CAN do it myself, but there's only 6 cameras in the class....and prob at least 7 groups.....8 if im all by my lonesome....-1 cause nick has a camera...who else in my class has one? i hope a lot....otherwise im screwed.....

i'll try to get in some submissions, but its hard to do these days...got a few doodles, one's been taped into my locker tho...plus it wasnt that good....

lol, i named her Biohazard......
with a funky line above the i, "`"backwards........lol.....once i get some pics from my pinhole camera i'll submit them....they'll be totally coolio.....plus the box is pretty! lol....

every time i film something i'll take a picture as well.....then everyone can know whats going on with it, keep up to date and such....
thats all for now i think... ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10043236/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10043236/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 18:49:07 PDT im not promising it'll be good.

yes, i AM just doing this so 77th will draw me for me.
so yeah...
will update when people request for pics with them on this listy-pie
1.

2.

3.

4.

5.

plus im horrible at animals of any kind, and no anime requests....cause i can't and i won't

yeah ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10013481/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/10013481/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 20:38:20 PDT if i havent, i wont post it on here, but ask in next few minutes i'll send you a note with the location.
cool stuff, gonna be a bazillion people there.
and free coffee....
im not working, but whatever, still gonna go down.......and school's wierd...cause i can still hear people that i know are gone....like everyone sounds like them....

some wierd little kids kept hitting us with their tennis ball so i took it...might give it back to them on monday...once they've learnt their lesson.


yeah yeah yeah

TV PROs gonna be so coolio
not saying what song it is....it's still a secret
anyone wanna be in it?



lol, em i need you...you could be my star actress, all you need to do is move to vancouver within the next week.
or i could just do it.....the dress probably isnt your style anyways...i hate being on camera...you'd know what i meant by my wierd descriptions of what to do...nobody else would listen anyways.

whaddaya say?
no?
oh well.....
i guess i was being too optimistic.....
lol



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woot...a face.....that is startled or somewhat....

rAndOm ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9969562/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9969562/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 19:32:51 PDT
and i wanted to enter the barenakedladies contest but i think its too late now....


but school starts tomorrow....and my black eye hasnt cleared up....did i already say i have a black eye?
concrete doesn't like me very much....

so my pictures will be wierd, or else i'll makeup over it and nobody will be able to see my "battle scar"

wah

i kindof like it now that it doesn't hurt anymore......and isn't swelling my eye closed........

omg you guys submit too many things
24 mssgs....but on alienaa someone bought the herbs i was selling for like, 700,000creds....yippee



omg yay its done loading!
so now i have to load another
but first i have to see what kind of sappy reflection ive gotta do for it...might just submit it as the 3 marks thing thats just the art itself....
and i have nelly furtado stuck in my head....
Explode....Its a good song.....*hums a bit*

and i have to scan a bazillion things for it cause its for public library of port moody that i did it, might as well get cred for that part....
might upgrade to something prettier i make later....
hate this....
but its kinda yucky, i might show you guys, but not online, cause then someone might steal it and the school'll be like "thats not original"
and i'll be like "yeah it is"
but yeah
thats all for now, i hope all for today....




I expect each and every person who goes to my school from dA to compliment my black eye! lol...no, but you can ask how i got it if i havent already explained enough times ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9933795/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9933795/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 19:18:16 PDT
see you all @ school, cept a few........
em, mebbe email me, miss you tons ]]> ~fledgeling http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9850604/ http://fledgeling.deviantart.com/journal/9850604/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 12:37:46 PDT


*cries wholeheartedly*

so i had like 200 deviations to looks at...didnt read all the comments...cause i only have so much time right now


gone to camp, be back on tuesday....

oh yeah got a job...
thrift store just by my house....its awesome, bought a pair of slightly-too-small pink+black converses....now i know i need an 8...lol


so i'll see you all @ school soonish hopefully
wont be able to submit anything till im allowed back on my own comp...but i got some coolio pics....

so get ready...brace yourself, and whatnot ]]> ~fledgeling