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]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/18097155/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/18097155/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:15:04 PDT . Sometime after that he hurt his OTHER leg and doesn't want to walk on it and he has some kind of scabby things on his front paws (probably calluses from have to put so much pressure on them). AND just yesterday, I find out he has the slobbers! His molars are most-likely overgrown! My dad doesn't want to take him to the vet and I'm worried he's going to die because he can't chew his food ;______; and the worst part of all is that he's not even two years old yet! He's gone through all these problems and yet he's so very VERY full of life, I don't want him to die, he's not ready yet! But then again, I feel like he's miserable at the same time, always hurting.

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/18082785/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/18082785/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 08:02:34 PDT
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17972318/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17972318/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 08:10:39 PDT Aaaaaanyway, I saw an AWESOME movie last night!!! TEKKONKINKREET! It is DEFINATELY at the top of my list right now! It's the first movie that I've wanted to watch it AGAIN right after it ended, in a looooong time. Well....maybe only a couple years...still a looooong time..........well...anime anyway, not since Howl's moving castle.... in reality, I wanted to watch Sweeney Todd again right after it ended in the theater......XP

My drawing teacher gave us a new assignment ...so I did some research on the Golden ratio......stiiiilll trying to understand it >_o

Also....I'm tired of Rain....really tired of it....it was okay the first couple of days....but yeeesh.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17907692/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17907692/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 07:03:17 PDT I got a new MP3 player yesterday! It's pink XD. I should also be getting Tekkon Kinkreet in the mail soon too, like...today, hopefully XD.
I'm slowly but surely starting to feel more like myself, my drawing block is subsiding a little...

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17743490/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17743490/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:45:18 PDT So, I'm 17 and still not over the art fart that started in November =^=
Any suggestions for how to get out of it would be faaaaaaaaantastic!
I'm having one of those times where I think everything I do,and have ever done, is crap, absolute crap....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17585807/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17585807/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 08:20:11 PDT ...the funny thing is, I got the game for my birthday last year....and It's taken me this long to finish it....NOW for the bonus dungeons.......XP
I started to continue my FFX game after that...fought this long huge battle, and then before I could save...the Ps2 started to freak out again on the cutscene.....I think I broke it when I tripped over the wires a couple weeks ago ;^;

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17496261/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17496261/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 16:35:26 PDT 3>.......
Spring break....at my grandparents house....
earlier today we were watching old home videos from when I was 2 1/2 - 3 years old....and .....I really haven't changed that mcuh XD

and you know what made me reeeeeaaaallly mad before I left to go to my gma's house? kay, so I'm on the final battle of story mode Star Ocean: Till the end of time, I'm fighting Luther, I beat him under 5 minutes...like 5 times! But my game keeps freezing during the final animation....so I CAN'T find out what happens after that, and It won't save that I've finnished the game. Do you think my game system's tired or there's something wrong with the game?\
by the way, wireless controllers ROCK! I just got one before we left, it was awesome!

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17079523/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17079523/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 19:16:11 PST

I wish I could do more than five.....>3>....<-<.......Ima post the rest in another journal XD

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some question yourself!!



Descrition:
1) Gensoku : Also goes by Yumira...'s like his middle/ demon name thingy. Son of Kyoufu. Is a soul-reaver, the bloodier the soul, the better. Is a proclaimed cross-dresser. Red wavy hair, yellow eyes, deathly pale, has a scar from his father on his left cheek,....and all over his body.

2) Kyoufu:..............EVIL<--------XD pretty much sums it up
,kay, so long black hair, red eyes, deathly deathly pale, covers himself up most of the time, would never wear a dress....ever, no no wait, he's a VOODOO DIVA XD

3) Yuki: Blonde hair, blue eyes...most of the time , rocker body, usually wears messy black eye make-up, turns into a fluffy puppy, is secretly a powerful dog demon, also son of Kyoufu

4) Yui: Is from france......possibly part robot....I'm not sure yet.
Brother of Yami. Dark Blue/green hair,almost black, long in the front , short in the back, Green eyes. Obsessed with bunnies. Turns into a hamster. Dresses and Acts younger than he is. Sometimes has a ginormous white dog named Patrache

5) Towa: Brother of Kyoufu. Silver hair, sometimes with red tips. Deep blue eyes. Tan skin most of the time.Also has a southern accent

A. How old are you?
1) claims to be around 34 in human years, who knows how old in demon years
2) as old as eternity itself, yet noooooot quite as old as 'Gramma'....his.....Grandmother T-o
3)in human years around his mid 20's, but claims to be 19
4) 18 or 19, though he acts much younger
5)Younger than kyoufu, would be somewhere in his 50's in human years, although he looks around 37

B. Height?
1) 5'10''-6'2'', not really sure
2) around 6'4''
3) around 5'10''-5'12, not sure with this one either
4) 5'8'
5)6'-6'4''

C. You got any bad habits??
1) definately NOT drinking! <------phhht, yeah right XD
2) EEEEVERY habit is BAD! I'm the ALL POWERFULL DEMON LORD KYOUFU! <------he rapes his children
3) ....sometimes.....
4) uuuuuummmmmmmm....sometimes I jump around on Yami's furnature and break stuff ,,o3o,,
5)I'd rather not talk about them......

D. You a virgin??
1) Unfortunately,....no......
2) How could a lord of my stature POSSIBLY be a virgin?
3) Nope
4) What's a virgin?
5)......................no.........I'm a bit, TOO experienced...........

E. Who's your mate/spouse??
1) ♥Kizuato♥ although, I don't think he'll EVER stay commited
2) I've had many. However, none of them are around at the moment
3) Hopefully Miru, if he would stop being so stubborn
4) mate? like with animals? no, I don't have one
5) It WAS Akira, but I don't think he'll ever stop looking up those busty girls' skirts.....

F. Have any kids??
1) I have three sons
2) too many nuisances to count
3) not yet
4) KIDS!?! nooo way!
5) I might have one somewhere

G. Favorite food??
1) ♥strawberry Pocky♥
2) BLOOD! <-------it's chocolate chip cookies
3) Peaches
4) CAKE!
5) ...................I don't really have one..........

H. Favorite Ice cream flavor??
1) ♥Strawberry♥
2) BAH! ICE CREAM! WHO NEEDS IT!?! <-------chocolate swirl
3) Peach or butter pecan
4) aaaaaaaaalllll flavors
5) Chocolate

I. Killed anyone??
1) Just about every other day.......
2) many MANY times ::bwhahahahahaaaaaa::
3) once......
4) not that I know of
5) too many to count

J. Hate anyone??
1) MY FATHER AND AKIRA! ::with a passion::
2) EVERYONE BUT MYSELF!
3) I'm not so friendly with Akira
4) the person who killed my parents and made Yami so sad
5) Myself.....

K. Any secrets??
1) Yes, but I'm not telling YOU! I wouldn't even tell my children...
2) I hide NOTHING!
3) yeah, I got some.......
4) maaaaaaayyyyybe~<3
5) more than you would think

L. Love anyone??
1) Kizuato
2) NO ONE!
3) Miru
4) my brother YAMI of course! ;D we're not talking about that gross kind are we?
5) I thought I loved Akira, but now I'm not so sure

M. What is your job??
1) Potions and mystical nicknack shop, doubles as a palm reading and wish shop
2) TO BE THE A... ]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17024743/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/17024743/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:56:11 PST
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16927300/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16927300/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 10:08:59 PST I also...hate pants.....but I don't like skirts either.....
I feel like the lame queen right now....this sucks....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16902047/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16902047/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 16:38:34 PST SO , I'm keeping this DA....'cause....#1: I'm lazy <---XD
#2:It's been with me aaaallll this time, the name kinda stuck
#3: I couldn't come up with another name anyway XD

So how 'bout that Valentine's Day yesterday!? The only chocolate I got was from my parents and my friend Lia, Jordan made me an oragami rose <-----It was pretty freakin' sweet too

Gen turned......like.....6-ish yesterday......so that means Makoto's, like seven.....man,....they're old XD

This school year has been a little less than anti-climactic. The only class that I'm really not totally bored in and actually looking forward to, is painting. Drawing's alright, but I've been getting annoyed with the assignments and the immature stinky little freshman <---disregarding the ones I actually talk to> History is alright too, it's the people that bother me in that class. Yearbook is absolutely pointless, and in graphic design there are a bunch more irritating people...
I'm just tired of doing nothing in school half the time...I'm running out of things to read and keep me busy.

On a lighter note: THREE DAY WEEKEND! WHOO!...yeah, I don't have to deal with school for THREE WHOLE DAYS! now that's what I'm talkin' about!

....I have mucus too...it sucks....and I got this funky bruise on the inside of my thumb, so it prevents me from opening practically anything......man, I gotta stop complaining.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16828379/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16828379/ Mon, 11 Feb 2008 06:55:37 PST ___>.....so I was thinking....maybe I just need a new DA......maybe I'll have better luck with that one.....It'd give me a major opportunity to clean up my work...and maybe make one of those big combo-of-everthing-from-the-past-three-years pics or something....I dunno, It's just a thought

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16820808/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16820808/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 16:46:29 PST
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16780655/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16780655/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:38:01 PST stole from or stole it from someone else XD

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Write/Draw my manga and have it published
2.) Become an animator
3.) Own a Ferret

Three Names You Go By:
1.)Hillary
2.)Chiaki
3.)Squishy

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.)Drafimon
2.)Akutonbo
3.)Arthursaidacurseword

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself: ( >^<; oh, this one's tough)
1.)my nose
2.)my hands
3.)my lips

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.)polish
2.)American-Indian: Crow
3.) Irish, I think XP

Three Things That Scare You:
1.)Being totally and completely alone
2.)being locked in a dark closet
3.)being murded <----shot, stabbed, strengled, limbs ripped off, head chopped off, nails torn off, etc, etc, etc

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.)My purse<---which has everything under the sun inside it
2.)my sketchbook, even if I'm not using it
3.)my cell-phone, in my pocket,....comfort reasons


Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.)Stripery hooded sweater
2.)black bandana
3.)♥Jack Skellington Shoes♥


Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.)Buck-Tick
2.)The Pillows
3.)Cali Gari

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.)High GK Low~Greeeen
2.)Mr. Darkness and Mrs. Moonlight~Buck-Tick
3.)Mr. Newsman~ Dir en Grey

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.)Love/Friendship
2.)Happiness
3.)loyalty

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) My farts smell like cinamon toast
2.) I have rainbow shines harvesting on my nose
3.)my hair used to be bright blue

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.)PECS♥ XD
2.)Pretty eyes
3.)tallness

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.)making art
2.)playing the cello
3.)making cheap movies

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.)Get Mr. Murray fired and drop out of Physics <---you have no idea what a piece o crap teacher he is!
2.)go back to sleep
3.)make something FANTASTIC

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.)Animator
2.)Manga Artist
3.)Painter

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.)Disneyworld
2.)Hawaii
3.)Europe

Three Names You Like:
1.)Brian
2.)Carlyle
3.)Bhoa

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.)I play with dolls
2.)I wear a bra
3.)I like gay guys XD

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.)I like fighting games
2.)I like baggy t-shirts
3.)I like gross stuff

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16616390/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16616390/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 16:36:55 PST Sorry to all ya'll that didn't want to hear about it, but I had to express it somewhere XD

Man...I haven't actually drawn in a while, atleast a good two or three weeks...makes me feel a little crappy, but atleast it's a new semester

hmmmm....do you think I should delete some of my old stuff?

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16488304/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16488304/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 10:30:54 PST Coffee=Happiness~♥ If I had a large cup of coffee every morning for the rest of my life, I don't think I would ever frown ever again!
XD My dad surprised me with coffee and donuts from the really good donut place up the street today, and man oh man did that make me happy! I sat down, played Star Ocean for the first time in months, had a donut with chocolate icing and rainbow sprinkles, and drank a HUGE cup of coffee! It was the happiest I had been in a while!
It made me feel like myself again XD
So here I am, high on coffee, and extremely happy♥

::I also realized that my b-day's in like 2 months....2 WHOLE MONTHS before I turn 17 and get smacked in the face with PETER-PAN-SYNDROME *^*::

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16470778/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16470778/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 07:22:52 PST 'Cause I deffinately feel like crap.......I think I got strep AND a cold or something....
In any case, I'm gonna get my hair cut on Tuesday, I hope it ends up being as versatile as my sister's XD ..... I also hope it doesn't make me look any more inflated than I already do.....
I'm trying to crawl out of this pit I've fallen into....try to get back to my old self again, with the new senses that I've acquired....start feeling like myself again...
I think that getting my hair cut might be the first push and then the rest goes from there......
>3>"....I hope that made as much sense as I wanted it too, 'cause I can scarcely tell what I'm typing here I feel so much like crap....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16429392/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16429392/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 09:30:15 PST .......Asagi is too loud right now......>3>|||

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16202278/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16202278/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 08:26:25 PST I guess I'll just put it into random-question-survey-like-format or something....here we go

Games played and FINISHED....for the first time:
-KH2
-Sly Cooper 1
-Sly Cooper 2
-Sly Cooper 3 <--------can't remember their real names so I gave 'em code names XP
I think that's all of 'em.....>3>;

Games played and ALMOST Finished....for the first time:
-Star Ocean: Till the End of time
-Rachet and Clank: Going Commando

New found talents
-Sewing
-Making 'babies' out of felt
-Making sock creatures
-and making a little bit of money off of them
-Flash
-animating
-dress-up games
-Formal drawing...in school....although....I hate it....it's very tiring
-COLORING ♥

Last movie seen in Theatres
-(4:45 last night) SWEENEY TODD♥ <--------an absolute MUST SEE .....'cept if you don't like a bunch of blood.....and meat pies XD
-I've seen way too many movies this year to name all of them

Most Traumatic thing to happen-relating to animals
-my little guinea pig Zack had a multitude of accidents before he was even one year old.....he liked to jump off of things...and almost was paralyzed from the waste down...he lived fortunately and he walks fine for the most part, 'cept he doesn't like to use his left leg too much, it didn't heal back right
-my guinea pigs Zack and Paskel kept having seizures over the summer
-My cat Cali-Lou ran away a few months ago......we put up posters, but no one responded, we're going to keep trying though, and just pray that she's alright

New Year's Resolution:
....lose weight....stick to the diet and exercise plan.....
-read more.....I find my self not wanting to read....even if the book is reeeeaaallly good.....I'm afraid of something I guess...but I don't know what it is....

well...that's all I can think of to put here so HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16114644/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/16114644/ Wed, 26 Dec 2007 19:39:05 PST Other than that, I had a pretty good Christmas...although It doesn't really feel like it was there, it just felt like any other day...or not even a day....only with presents..... and goooooood foooood....that unfortunately we did NOT have a ton of leftovers from....oh well.....>3>;
I've been having this really annoying anxious feeling in the bottom of my stomach lately.....it's really irritating...and I don't know where it's from. I'm also having these really irritating confidence problems....they come and go at random times....It's been really boring lately too......it sucks.....>o<; oh well, hope everyone had a SWEET Christmas !
......we didn't look at Christmas lights this year ;^;.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15899692/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15899692/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 06:54:39 PST arts'..............periods SUCK....end of story......
Sooooooo.....it just figures that the one day that we DON'T do anything in Stats, and Ms. Simmers lets us have a block to catch up with work in our other classes......that I leave the stuff that I need to work on at home....I thought about....I looked at it....but I left it at home........I need to finnish my History paper....and I have a lot of reading to do for English......looked at the book...put it down.....and forgot to my paper on my jump drive.....yay me......,,>3>,, you see....that right there is the reason I hate periods...they make you grumpy when you don't want to be....
So I'll do this thing that I found on 's last journal

01) First name: Hillary

02) Your nickname in dA: FluffyBunny, and or Squishy (it hung over from my oekaki board)
03) Birthday: April 5, 1991

04) Horoscope sign: Aries (go FIRE!....woot)

05) Birth town: not where I live now....

06) Religion: "Catholic"....really just Christian, I'm not really sure which kind I really belong to , but I was raised in a Catholic church, and that's usually where I'm the most comfortable
07) Nationality: U.S. American.....'white' I guess

08) Parents: my mom's a pharmacist and my dad sells books to school libraries

09) Do you love them: Yes, I love my mom almost more than anything. I love my dad, but sometimes we don't get along so well.<----I tend to yell at him alot

10) Brothers or sisters: Younger sister :iconsexigirrafe:, younger brother, 3 older half brothers and 1 older half sister <-----I love 'em a lot......even my younger brother....even though he is sometimes the biggest most spoiled BRAT I have ever met.....he's seven...go figure

11) Do you like the place where you live: most of the time.......but not as much as my old house in Richmond......we actually were aloud to have a BIG GARDEN and there were no stinky culdisack rules....and we had GOOD GRASS! :h no:: yeah I miss that place....but the move was for the better, all we have to do is fix up the yard a little

13) Colour of your eyes: Brown......and I just realized.....that everyone else in my house has like........BLUE or GREEN eyes.....that's craaazy man........

14) Height: about 5' 6''....maybe just everysoslightly taller....

15) Weight: never ask a girl her weight.....I'll just say....more than I want to be....>3>

16) What school/grade are you going to: senior ::I've been having a serious case of PeterPan-Syndrom lately::

17) What marks do you have: on average, about a B....Physics is the only class that's bringing me down....all on account of my stupidgoodfornothingcan'tteachridiculusphysicsteacher.........::grrrrrrr::

18) Do you work anywhere: at home.....I make stuff for people.....

19) What do you want to be in your life: my greatest dream is to be an animator....I'd like to bring back traditional animation...but I don't think that's going to happen......like Miyazaki's films...that kind of traditional. I'd also like to draw graphic novels, and illustrate the story me and my friend have been working on....for awhile....and maybe do character designs for video games or something....stuff like that

20) Your life: has a lot of ups and downs

21) Personal quote:"What are WE-BIKINIS?"<------when I first saw the sign for WebKinZ outside of BenFranklin

22) Lucky number: usually 7

23) What are you interested in:animation, video game design, cartooning, playing cello, Japan, drawing, astrology, myths....you get the drift I hope

24) Good side of your character: I guess I'm funny sometimes, I try to be a good friend, can be kind of creative sometimes

25) Bad side of it: I tend to be pessimistic sometimes, have coming and going confidence issues.....my PMS is terrible

26) Is your life happy: define "happy"

27) Do you think that you are crazy: nope, I'm as sane as they get

NOW
28) What is the time: 9:14 am

29) What is the date: 12/12/07

30) What’s the weather like: looks to be sunny, but it's supposed to rain later...it's in the mid 70's T^T

FAVOURITES
31) Day in a week: Thursday

32) Music: Foreign mos... ]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15845436/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15845436/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 08:36:47 PST I'm REEEEAAAAALLLLYYYY missing my cat right now.....and the problem is, I don't know where we could possibly look right now, if she's not in somebodies house, she's either dead or somewhere out of reach.......and I feel like cursing the selfish people who have her and won't give her back, if that's the case....it's not like we didn't puts tons of signs up all over......some say she hasn't been returned yet because we have to offer of a reward...but wouldn't you assume you'd get repayed for returning something that's been lost?

Oh well.....the other stuff that's been bothering me is my extreme lack of confidence I have right now....we've got this diet&exercise plan thing all set up but it's for adults mainly, me being a teenager in highschool, I'm unable to keep up with all the meal plans and such....I mean , I can't just randomly break out this food in the middle of class because my diet says so......I might just have to put it off until the summer when I have that much time to spare......I've seen some pictures of me that have been taken of me recently and I'm horrified....I seriously didn't think I was THAT big......I just feel so crappy about the way I look now........I hate it..........

And I think I've absolutely made sure to keep my self brain-strainingly busy, making all these things for my friends for christmas.......and writing this paper for History.....>^>; same paper....every year........just different subject......and just recently...like today....I found out that we had a death in the family...I didn't know them...but they were very close to my mom.....
And I'm bummed about the anime convention situation....the AMA moved 2-hours away and that means we're gonna have to spend more money, on a hotel....and I hate hotels.....before I could just stay at home and be driven there.....the price for the darned thing has also risen...so I might just end up going one day.....it's also not the best convention I could be going to! I mean If I'm going to spend money on something why not make it on something worth while.....I want to go to all these conventions...but I don't have the time or the money....and my stupid computer is being a dumb-ass right now....so life just sucks.....with everything right now..........

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15745333/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15745333/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 07:01:00 PST is it that I'm not completely fenominal....or I don't really do that much fannart...or am I just not active enough?.......I dunno, it doesn't really matter at all...I was just curious......
I guess people view fannart more because it's familiar, and when you see something FENOMINAL it's like O-O WOW!
I guess everyone's ALWAYS improving, so I might get there someday
n3n......maybe DA just hates me on the inside XD

------------->(add on)
KAY. So.....I'm tired of Naruto and Bleach obsessiveness........they're okay and all.....but seriously...what's up with that....and Death Note....DON'T GET ME WRONG, DEATH NOTE is friggen AWESOME....but I just don't understand......why everyone is OBSESSED with it....I guess I just don't comprehend.....don't let me get all hypacrytical or anythin' with Kingdom Hearts either. I mean KH is something veerrry close to my heart XD but I don't go gettin' obsessed over it. I'M NOT PUTTING ANYBODY DOWN! But, I'm just tired of seeing it all the time.......oh well...I guess some things you just never get away from...but there's other stuff out there....I just like to see variation....like with TV....and how it's starting to suck major these days......but I'm going into that

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15608562/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15608562/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 16:43:53 PST Well, if that's the case, why am I so gosh-darned busy?
I never have anything to do during school, but as soon as the break comes around, I all of a sudden get lodes of stuff to do...
I think I'm getting sick too, or something like that, I've been really lethargic lately and I get reeeeaaaaalllly tired out of nowhere at early hours of the afternoon...I miss my cat really bad too...She got out of the house on Monday of last week and she hasn't come back yet...
It's not that I don't think she's going to come back, I'm just worried about what she's doing and where she is, and what she's going to come back with. She and her sister were always together ever since they were babies , so now her sister's acting strange since she's got noone to play with.
On a lighter note.....>_____>' I finally was taken to the DMV to get my learner's today...I swear that was the crappiest hour of my life ever.....I hate that place....it's so stupid....and it smells like smoke and catfood..... >_____>; I hope I get over feeling crappy soon...

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15446430/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15446430/ Sat, 10 Nov 2007 09:06:42 PST

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.

1. How does the world see me?
Lips of an Angel- Nickleback

2. Will I have a happy life?
-track 16-...which is ...some Metronome song XP


3. What do people really think of me?
The Fatal Believer-Dir en Grey

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
One more time - Daft Punk

5. How can I make myself happy?
*running in the 90's*- Initial D

6. What should I do with my life?
*snoreloop*

7. Will I ever have children?
My Sweet Annette - Drive by Truckers
*.......no.....I won't.....*

8. What is some good advice for me?
Gaston - Beauty and the Beast

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
always look on the Bright Side - Monty Python


10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
-*some glassy sounding song* - by Dolly *no words*


11. What song will play at my funeral?
*>^<' don't know the name* - by Tetsu's side project group thingy ...think it's Tetsu65 or somethin' like that


12. What type (le)men do you like?
Tension rising - Kingdom Hearts 2 OST


13. What is my day going to be like?
Forever - L'Arc en Ciel

14. Why am I here?
Lover Boy - Laruku


15. What will people remember me for?
Superdrive - Sakanou Yosuke


16. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Rise - Origa


17. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
Honey Vanity - Kozi


18. What will this year be all about?
Feeling Fine - L'Arc en Ciel
*loving you make me happy everyday*


<----don't know how accurate that really was >-<; I messed up the first time...it was kinda creepy the first time

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15318261/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15318261/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 15:09:53 PDT 3>", I finished my sketchbook today.....so I'll be uploading the rest of the pictures from in there soon......
It's always hard to get started again after I finish one, of course I always have a back up, but I can't really get into the groove of drawing in it until it is properly decorated. Naked sketchbooks make me feel strange.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15197969/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15197969/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 06:22:32 PDT during the night.....It hurts....baaaaaaaaaaad...........and I'm tired of it.....I wanna be able to sit *nooooorrrrmalllly* ....it sucks.....'cause all the chairs in my school are wierd......;^; and It's hard to sleep in a comfy position in my futon......and what's worse is, I think I'm getting a cold or something...I feel like crap..........>3>"

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15125174/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/15125174/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:30:25 PDT o>; 'cept I think I might wash my hands a couple more times before lunch....just to be safe...

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14966181/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14966181/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 06:40:55 PDT 3>....the part that used to be pink.....it's not exactly my color.....but I got tired of my hair being partly blonde.....::augh:: it's probably not going to be gone by picture day x o x.....oh well....at least it's a VIBRANT blue xP

.....you can find the strangest songs on Dogpile.com........and they don't even relate to what you originally were searching for

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14498416/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14498416/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 06:54:37 PDT sooooooooo, I couldn't sleep last night. I maybe got around 4 hours at the most.....the power went out around 4:30 am and my fan cut off and I think that woke me up...so I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. Then my dad came and got me up around 6:00 am so I didn't get to take a shower and I couldn't find any good clothes 'cause there were no lights..... and I stepped on a mondo tack or something and it stuck into my foot...it must've been a pretty big one 'cause it hurt A LOT...still hurts now....It started bleeding aaaaaaalllllll over the place, but it was dark, so I kept tripping over crap to get out of my room.......got blood everywhere....and I then I find my dad went back to bed, so I had to go wake him up again..............and then I had to rush out the door while making my lunch to get to the school bus......and now I'm at school...................................and I look like crap.......................sooooo embarrassing...................................................................................::falls asleep on keyboard::

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14414911/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14414911/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:06:06 PDT
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14236385/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14236385/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 06:47:16 PDT With the exception of my little brother being an absolute horror.....>3>;
I was excited to get home though......although there was one thing that I didn't want to check when I got there.........>_______<; turns out I gained like....10 pounds.........augh!....but the food there was sooooooooo goood.......I deffinately need to start excercising again......

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14071697/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/14071697/ Wed, 08 Aug 2007 08:11:22 PDT It's going to be fun, I hope! Haven't been to Ocean Aisle since I was 5, and I still got some pretty good memories of there!
I'll probably be starting that Sephiroth plushie soon, should be finished just in time for school -^o

I'm hoping to get some painting done while I'm down there

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13858616/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13858616/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 10:54:23 PDT o< GAH! I AM SOOOO out of shape! Summer slacking's not doing the best for me. Gotta get my wisdom teeth pulled sometime soon...that'll be fun...
As far as Zac goes, he's doing a looooooot better. I think he just likes scaring us. He's starting to use his legs slowly but surely, cept now he's got a cold or something....>3> I always knew he'd be a problem child....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13792539/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13792539/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 08:44:16 PDT Although, I really don't want him to suffer anymore, I'm not ready to let him go...I just worried about what she has to say.

::man it hasn't been my week::

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13747470/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13747470/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 17:58:22 PDT
>-< but in the mean time, I might as well actually type about the projects that I'm doing :

k, so I've been getting into felt-plushie making....or I HAVE been into for a while...and I've FINALLY decided that I need to upload some photos of 'em....so yeah....after you see some of em, and there's something you want me to make...yeah, I'm here...always looking for a new project

:: >->' I should start painting again soon ::

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13730065/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13730065/ Sat, 14 Jul 2007 07:53:31 PDT "-)^(-" sorry I can't manage to do anything but complain right now.......hasn't been my week.....'cept for yesterday, yesterday was good

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13712021/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13712021/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 19:08:48 PDT o<;

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13496114/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13496114/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 08:39:23 PDT I can't beat flippin' ROBIN WIND in STAR OCEAN: TILL THE END OF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should be DONE with that game by now, with how long I've had it!!!! I feel like I've tried every method under the sun!!!
;___; I'm such a loser...

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13390532/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13390532/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 07:19:18 PDT but atleast I'm getting everthing in it so far scanned
my scanner finally decided to work again!

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13288334/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13288334/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 09:23:30 PDT
my scanner's not working either....so I can't update my gallery with my sketchbook drawings.....and I think that the ANSEM plushie that I made was eaten by my cats......either that or they stole him and won't give him back.......;______; he went away and I can't find him.......are cats attracted to felt?

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13123670/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/13123670/ Mon, 28 May 2007 10:03:02 PDT :.......my tummy hurts.....I've got a nervous twitch in my leg......I don't want to write my stupid english paper.....and I don't want to take exams.......stupid exams ::in two 1/2 weeks::
next year's gonna suck...if my schedule doesn't work...
Spider Man 3 was sooooooooo Funny.....I laughed......the ENTIRE time.....my sister hit me for that... Pirates""3 was soooooooo much better than the second one....the second one had NOOOOO point......I think I've come up with a grudge against Will Turner.....and I don't think I like Orlando Bloom very much....only when he's Legolus.....I guess....

------------> man I am sooooooooooooo lazy.....I've got like a third of a sketch book full of crap that I should be uploading....but I don't want to do the work of scanning it.......oh well....maybe I will....eventually.......

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12565046/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12565046/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:33:43 PDT ~~~~*EEEEEEEVVVVVERRYYYYYYBOOOODDDDDY is calling me eeeeeevvvvverrryyyyy day and wants me to come hang out with them~~~~~~~~~~*
~~~~~~~~~*but right now all I really want to do is stay home and color or play games or listen to music or play my cello allll by my seeeellllllf*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
V___V; oh well what can you do?

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12372544/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12372544/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:38:09 PDT #> boooooooooooooooooreeeeeeddddddd.....heeeeeeaaaaaaaadaaaaaaachhhhheeee..........graphic design....boringest class eeeeverrr......and I left all the stuff I need at home...all my good pencils....my erasers....my cd player.....my gum....aaaaalllll the stuff that was inside my purse...I left at home...in my purse.....>#< I knew there was something I forgot this morning.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12153166/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/12153166/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:22:06 PDT
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11880007/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11880007/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:19:23 PST but I got new pants on Saturday....they make things a little better.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11732181/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11732181/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 07:47:44 PST 3>
nothing really going on, boooooored as crap in graphic design.
I've decided that I am officially addicted to maple story, yup yup 'tis awesome!

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11526112/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11526112/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 05:21:20 PST
Me and Patience had another one of those 'didn't start out like that but ended up being a three hour very emotional sort things out for real' conversations. Yeah we sorted things out, we're friends again, yeah I care about her, always did....but recently I guess I needed a slap in the face to say I can forgive her FOR REAL, for better or for worse. (not to say that it was only her who did something wrong, I was a wrong-doer myself)
There is more that I have to say on that subject, I just can't think of it now.(I had it in my head a second ago)

There is always a way to adjust to new things and make them better.<------coming from one who dislikes huge major changes
you just have to get over the first bump

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11513992/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11513992/ Sun, 21 Jan 2007 05:50:54 PST The other day my ex-bestfriend called me for the first time in about four months. She explained why she let me off and that she was sorry she did it so harshly. She understands that she was a dupaiyash aswell as severly cruel-hearted.
She was us to be friends again. Appartently she still 'needs' me after all. I'm quite the opposite however. Quite frankly, as bad as I feel about it, I just don't really 'care' about her anymore. Sure If she calls, I might answer and we can talk about whatever she wants to, but as I explained to her many many times, 'things will never be the same as they were'. No I don't want to hang out with her, I don't want any sleep overs, and I especially don't want to talk late. And if these things were to happen, they wouldn't be that instant. It would take time, and a lot of it at that.
Although we had been best friends for atleast seven years and we do have a certain 'bond', it is a lesser bond now, she had cut it into ribbons and now she wants to sew it back together. It just doesn't happen like that.

I feel kinds of strange about that though, almost guilty, because I feel like I'm getting revenge on her, because she came back wanting to be friends again, and I don't really want to....is it because I'm lazy and I don't want to put any work into it? maybe....or maybe it's because I had put too much work into it before and then it collapsed right before my eyes. I don't know.

We've both become stronger people, inside and out. I know when to put my foot down now and how to spit out how I really feel about something.
No things deffinately won't be the same.

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11080168/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11080168/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 04:31:00 PST There was nothing wrong with him that morning or all last week! He just couldn't breathe. It was like a nightmare! I loved him so much.

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11073551/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11073551/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 13:59:14 PST
]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11036069/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11036069/ Tue, 12 Dec 2006 04:44:08 PST ;3; I finished my sketchbook yesterday, it was so devastating I almost couldn't handle it...
but I guess UPLOADING the last 10 or 12 pictures in it, is something my computer just can't handle

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11013973/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/11013973/ Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:57:13 PST and I've got soooo many too!...oh well........I'll see if I can get some up during school

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10742362/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10742362/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:38:01 PST I've gotten myself a new councelor <---ignore bad spelling
and I think she might actually be able to help me!
She's stopped me from tumbling into my little pit of sadness for this week, a real improvement.
I've been feeling kind of sick lately and I'm brain dead as for what to do for my current Graphic Design assignment......circles squares triangles? well, I'll get it done soon enough....
bloop...bloop...bloop...........and I hate my driver's ed teacher, he sucks.......and...............yeah...........trying to fill up space........

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10503587/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10503587/ Wed, 25 Oct 2006 06:01:40 PDT I feel all alone even though I know I have plenty of people who care about me. I guess I became to reliant on our friendship to adapt to anything else.....

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10286919/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10286919/ Wed, 04 Oct 2006 20:03:22 PDT ~;D

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10251895/ http://fluffybunnyhampster.deviantart.com/journal/10251895/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 18:34:17 PDT Putting it simply, I'm confused, just when I thought I was finally finding out who I really am, I lost it and now I've just been thrown into this wurlpool of nothingness, I can't seem to feel any real emotions accept for anger and guilt. I can switch from being perfectly content to angry as hell in a matter of seconds. I've been getting extremely jeolous of things that I have no reason to be jeolous over and I get pissed over stupid things....I don't know what's going on with me, but it's like my heart doesn't know what direction it's going in or what it wants anymore.

]]> ~fluffybunnyhampster