i thought id boot that emo journal off my front page!
So then , i feel alot better right now , im warm , full of noodles and wearing new clothes :") i got a black twilight t-shirt that says Twilight in twirly letters and "The forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest" on the back. And some awesome Houndstooth black and white skinnie jeans. gawd i love these things.

anyway , here we go. 50! i wonder if ill be able to fill up 50.


1. I cant stand the dark on my own.
2. breathing noises are creepy.
3.im only 5 foot tall. Yeah shut up! D:
4.i love ALL kinds of music. Even Eminem, but i seem to listen to him when im upset. which is a tad odd.i think so anyway
5. Chinese food makes me vomit.
6.Christmas is getting boring for me
7.i love squidgy things.
8.i love sunflower seeds.
9.I want snakebites.
10.I've grown to like my curls slowly
11.Ever since i was like 10 , i've always wanted an Ear cuff. its a piercing that goes around the side of your ear. i saw some guy with it last week and i wanted to go ask him where he got it done.
12.I love swimming. water water water water!
13.I hate children.babies. babies are gross and not cute at all. and children are just loud smelly and annoying. 8U
14.i Tend to annoy people alot. if i annoy you on msn or something , just slap me.
15.i give out good advice to people who're feeling bad , yet i dont follow any of that advice myself when i feel horrible xD;;
16.I want to know how to dance , but ..im too lazy. x:
17.No one can ever make me touch alchohol or ciggarettes! Anti Anti anti drugs person here.
18.I think boys are stupid. :> no offence to any guys here! i know they can be nice , but in other aspects they can be pretty dense.
19.But then again i am a malteaser , i walk into doors and say sorry. so i guess i cant say much about guys being stupid. heheheh..
20. Im used to my own company by now.
21.I love taking pictures , but im not very photogenic.
22.Im great at ice skating. woowooowowoo
23.i run up my stairs on all fours.
24.i step on the end of my dressing gown and trip up the stairs and land on my face alot of the time. go me.
25.Im extreamly guillable someone said " oh look! giullable is written on the ceiling!" and i looked up. Half an hour later the same person said it again and i still looked up! jayzuz.
27.I adore my wacom tablet , but i have no potatoshoop.
28.Certain weird words can crack me up. like Crusty.. and gangly and spenge bab. both of those make me lmao.
29.I dont go to church. church sucks , sorry to all you people who do. but im just not one o those people :B
30. I love COLOURS.
31. i think im bisexual.Yeah , think. im not sure yet. girls are damn sexy :B
32.Id willingly kiss the same sex anyday. id win all the games of gay chicken if we ever played. hahahaha.
33.I abalutely HATE oranges. im actually scared of them. dont make me stand near one! let alone a basket of them! GROSS.
34. i dont swear. im a goodie goodie lil izzeh. i only swear if im in a bad mood and cant be bothered to think
35. i want a straightner so i can straighten my fringe , and leave the rest of my hair curly.
36. mom said i could get purple in my fringe too. omg i love you mom.
37.I love my room. its like my little sancutary.
38.im the fastest sprinter of all the girls in my year. i get a few gold medals every year. im proud of that.
39.But suprisingly im terribly unfit. i get a stitch after breakfast when walking to school. damn i need to do more sports.
40.I have basicly no confidence in myself. Im scared to wear my new crazy jeans out in public. xD gaaah
41.i cry about anything. its really easy to make me cry. but dont , its really mean.
42. i take anything far too seriously. its annoying! sometimes i cant take a joke.
43. 4 of my characters portray 4 sides of myself. i wonder if you can guess who they are and what side they portray.
44.in a few hours i can make anyone flinch just by raising my hand to scratch my arm. yeah. i hit people alot. but not thaaaat hard. they like it really.
45.Biting people is fun
46.I get jealous easily. and i hate it when people copy me. i bet someone else in my group of friends will end up getting the same jeans. hahaha.. >8U
47.im seriously doubti... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21898077/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21898077/ Tue, 09 Dec 2008 12:54:52 PST

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.....titles such a bother..

Well i thought it was time for a proper update , not that any one cares or anything.
Alot of crap has been happening recently. Crap of some sort that i have only chosen to tell a select few. ^{Your one of them EP , just wait for that letter <3}
I havnt really been myself at all lately. such crap has left me feeling completely useless and well..feeling just like some ordinary common dirt you find on your rug after a long walk in the hills. Or even that gross mould you find in a left over coffee mug you found after a few months. Anyway The effects of that have left my head completly and utterly scrambled up. ^{I get this foul taste in my mouth just THINKING of it all..} Thus meaning i cannot draw.

juh

Which as you can probably imagine , is quite frustrating.
Every tiny little sketch i try doesnt work. I have no motivation what so ever and i can see myself getting steadily worse with all aspects with my art. Dont deny it. Because i know you can see it too.

But i know none of you like emo ranty journals. But i feel i just need to clarify a few things.

I need to say a huge thank you to and thank you so much for coming down to me and smothering me in delicious goodies ;3; That honestly meant so much to me. And made me feel alot better.
The whole ordeal really messed up my year/birthday/anime con experience. And you two really helped me just forget about it all for the day <333

I guess this whiney journal is just to tell all my watchers that im sorry for not drawing anything. I have no clue when ill be able to draw again.. Soon i hope. But i just cant force it out of me. That doesnt really work.

i cant even draw idate right |: wtf is wrong with me.


anyway . please hold onto your seats , i hope to be back in action as soon as i can.


<3

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To do list..

secret santaaa..

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

Huge school project.

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guh

^Back.

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To do list..

secret santaaa..

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

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]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21532134/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21532134/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 04:00:37 PST

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oh boy...

if your at all wondering, i did a mass cleanout of my gallery. its all in storage for now.





Where does one begin to explain? gosh that was an amazing weekend. Met so many fantastic people there! I was especially excited to meet there!
And dang gurl , your pretty awesome! it was a pleasure hangin with yah!

So yeah i grabbed an artists table with and sold prints of these.




the book marks sold the best i think. Although the prints went fairly fast too. damn! HUGE thank you to everyone who bought something from me! I really appreciate it!
Next year ill make a huge effort to print out more stuff , and i want to try make Buttons and more bookmarks , and lots more prints! yay!
I cant wait till next year

wow!

There were so many awesome artists there , and cosplayers , some awesome guys dressed as Link ,Dark link and so on. lots of dealers , they sold anime stuff ;D

I was sat next to and on the artists table , twas a pleasure to sell with you guys!
I also comssioned *Koutetsu for a toned sketch of idate human form , it turned out SO cute , i love it. its on my wall now!
Oh and i bought a print fron ~ANBU-sadoku but i lost it ;3; im so sad. i coulda SWORN i put it in my bag.

I ran out of stuff to sell on sunday so i started doing chibis of characters , and if they... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21354189/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21354189/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 09:01:47 PST

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teehee

Yeah i felt i needed to get rid of my other journal , i didnt want to look at those photos for too long!
Anyway yeah , im quite busy lately , projects to get in on time and essays.
I'd been waiting some time for the commissioner of "flame battle" to contact me after she said she'd call. xD she texted me today , so it'll be hers tomorrow! c:

Its also my birthday on wednesday , The 12th. im really looking forward to it actually! Finally 16

[[EDIT
Lol nevermind , the commissioner forgot again... *sigh*

[[/EDIT]]

TT^TT

waah..;3;
Have any of you guys ever seen the french film called "The chorus"? If you havnt , oh my gawd , go watch it. it made me cry. We watched it in second year of high school in french class and suprisingly the WHOLE of my year loved it. it totally didnt seem like everyones type of film at all. its about a Choir. It's really touching. It'd have to be my favorite french film of all time.

It makes me really emotional actually. How one man can totally change so many children.

if you havnt seen it , go and listen to the soundtrack here , my favorite is number 5. I got home about an hour ago from school and im actually crying now that im listening to it. its so pretty... [link]



If ANYONE knows where i can get the soundtrack somewhere , please tell me! <3333


Ilu ALL <33

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To do list..

Sketch trade with - im re-doing it

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

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]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21267469/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/21267469/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 11:52:07 PST

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GUH

if you hadnt already noticed, i have a photo account too! i update it quite regulary. so check it ouuut!




oh man. thinking about all the projects im late for is making me sad.


anyway , how was halloween for everyone? =]
iwent to 's house.

We went trick or treating in the rain c: and then watched movies , took photos , and eventually all fell asleep on top of eachother on the couch. fully clothed. xD;

i woke up and found out i slept on a pirate sword and jellies. eugh.

;3;

HAY GIUYZ
I hope everyone had a good halloween , tell me what you did! i wanna know!

Man i had so much fun with this neon green glowstick in the dark. fweee , i still have it round my neck even though its not glowing anymore xD;


We also went into dublin city and bought neon thingiesss.
I made some 'free hugs'' signs and walked around with those too C: that was fun , till my feet started hurting. no seats anywhere.

i got glomped by like two people , one guy was running past us because he was obviously late for something , i was being slow cause i saw smething shiney in a shop and he saw me and my sign and realized he ran past the others with them so he like ran into me and nearly lifted me off he ground. aaah..fun. And then again we were walking up a pedestrian street in crowds and this guy just tackle hugs me from behind , i thought i was getting attacked.. so i screamed! i dunno who it was though. so. meh. xD


yeah so i havnt actually drawn/sketched anything lately ,heh oh well.

here have soem halloween photos
starting from the left
Thats ~minibubble , Me (yeah i smudged my make up for my costue , which im not wearing in that.) Amy and Sophie


Glowstick fun


Amys a NERD , lol!


Spread the LOVE.

Me and sophie.
WE WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD WITH OUR WEAPONS OF MASS DESCRUTION.n ...stuff.

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To do list..

Fighting dragon commish - full coloured + background - Sketched so far.

Sketch trade with - im re-doing it

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

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All my artwork is Copyright ©April 7th,2006 - 2008 . =fma-addict... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20970237/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20970237/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 13:32:35 PDT

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GUH

K sorry for like two journals in one week. wont happen again
i hate journals xD;

BLAARRGHHH

HAY GIUYZ


Is it just me or is anyone else pissed off?
Cause i sure am.

not really at anythign specific. just everything. xD;

YAY LIST.

- I cant draw properly

- my face is exploding , dont touch it . its like a mine field. |: GARGH

- my lip hurts

- school keeps giving me more and MOAR profects to do. and when you complain they all go ''BUT I HAVNT GIVEN YOU ANYTHIGN ELSE TO DO , SO JUST DO THIS 3WP56W983476 MILLION WORD ESSAY BY TOMORROW PLEASE'' liek wtf dude, WE HAVE OTHER DAMN CLASSES THAT SAY THE SAME THING.

- yeah to be honest , im too lazy to do any commissions even though i have a deadline now. THATS HOW MUCH I PROCRASTINATED. .

WOAH LIKE.

- ITS GETTING COLD. dont leave summer ;3;

- I HAVE NO MONEY , AND PEOPLES BIRTHDAYS KEEP POPPING UP. WTF , STAY THE SAME AGE FOR MORE THAN A YEAR PLEASE. JUST FOR ME?

- I feel like a loner. Im stuck in my shitty little town here with no one. and i keep hearing about my other friends having fun in the city. yeah sure i wasnt free then , BUT I DONT WANNA FREAKING HEAR ABOUT IT. unless your just trying to make me feel like shit. thanks.

- im not allowed to do anything my friends do. like go into the city for a day on the train? WHY NOT?!!!? *flails and falls over*

-MY FACE IS NUMB. WHY WHY. *slaps herself*

- I cant take jokes. so stop playing practical jokes on me :c
i cant even take the ones where you '' pretend '' to get offended and walk off. ill take it seriously and get upset. xD

- i feel like crying all the time. >8U IM A HUGE WUSS. YAAAY! >.>




I hope i havent scared anyone away.. xD; COME BAAACK IF I HAAVVEE. im a nice person usually... i think ;3;
i love you guys <333



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To do list..

Fighting dragon commish - full coloured + background - Sketched so far.

Sketch trade with - im re-doing it

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

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]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20921987/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20921987/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 15:42:53 PDT

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...Well then?

Omfg , Killary , for a week.. was AMAZING.

Holy cow.

So yeah then im home!
My week away was pure awesome. so ill start at the very beginning then? ^{uh oh..}

[[edit heres the video! mmm bog! just click play on the first video there. [link] edit]]


so , we got a bus to the train stationa dn waited an hour or two for the train we just wandered around the shops and things. We got the train for about 3-4 hours , but we had a whole carrige to our whole year.So we arrived in westport and got another bus to the center. finally travelling is over!

They had dinner ready for us when we got in , and we recieved our rooms and group numbers n stuff. The next day we were supposed to go kayaking but the weather wasnt good enough. so we went gorge walking instead! Which is walking up a river with water falls! The water was quite rapid that day so i kept having to cling to the rocks while my legs were flailing around in the water. xD

omg the water was freezing i spent like... an hour in the shower after that. Ohh um , after that we went ..h what was it.. ..OH YEAH. it was the Zip line and Archery! those were pretty cool , nothing major to say about it , just great fun

The next day we did Bungee jumping and a huge swing and rock climbing after lunch.
that day was Fantastic I did the bungee twice , so did ~minibubble , it was so scary. i got all harnessed up and stepped up to the platform and had my feet half off it, just standing there with my arms out. some idoits on the groudn noticed i was standing there for a while and just shouted up " NO DONT DO IT! SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER! NOOOOO!!" so just to show them .. i leaned my weight forward and just.. fell.

The second time =Max123412 was helping out the instructor with the ropes ad i stepped up again to fall again. I stood there and just thought "....wait.. why am i here AGAIN!? Dammit!"
i just thought to go for it. so i leaned all my weight forward and just as i was horizonal with the ground below me =Max123412 shouts " IZZY , YOUR HARNESS IS LOOSE!" he sounded really serious about it too so i was like "HOLY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTT" going down and bouncing , the instructor nearly had a heart attack cause she thought i said my harness was loose. sheesh. she was reasured when she heard me screaming "GLENN IM GONNA F***ING KILL YOU "

Heeh , i bitch slapped him really hard . like ..twice.
serves him right. that was cruel!

oh yeah there was a bog bit on the way we passed t the center and there were tons of lost shoes from previous bog jumping , it was like a shoe battle ground. its so funny! ill show you guys some photos.


OH YEAH. we did laser dart tag! oh man that was THE BEST! we got army clothes , lazer guns , and like a HUGGGEEE feild or two to kill eachother in.
i think it was the best bit for me. since i was into all the half life and army games when i was younger (still am, its amazing)
But uh the first game was a free for all , we all had to kill eachother off. i loaded my gun up and silently headed for the highest base where no one was. there was no mans land bog kinda thing in between the bases and the long grass and then the forest. ~minibubble was in the long grass watching me dash across the no mans land bog near the hill. And then i just..slipped! legs and gun in the air and disapeared down the hill. that must have looked hilarious for ~minibubble xD
We all had 9 lives in each game and i never reached 0 , i was too good for all them noobs out thar' i even beat =Max123412 he died , and hes a huge army junky person. HAH.

but ugh that game rocked.


ooh. what else did we do. uhm.. i cant remem... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20851481/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20851481/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 00:07:50 PDT

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no really hurr durr

Gone for the week.. byebye!

wooooh

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To do list..

Fighting dragon commish - full coloured + background - Sketched so far.

Sketch trade with - im re-doing it

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

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]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20773412/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20773412/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:54:56 PDT

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no really hurr durr

Hallo all c:
So then , somewhat of a proper..um..ish update. but ill be away all next week , For school we're going all the way to Galway on the west coast , im on the East coast! So yeah , im going to an Adventure centre ;D ill take lots of pictures and post them when im back!
it'll be the best thing in school yet ;D

anyway i think thats all i wanted to say so , here have a funny letter thing
xD

wooooh

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear ~minibubble(the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Bl... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20721813/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20721813/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:06:43 PDT

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no really.. Honestly?

Stole this from because i was bored.

wooooh

Honesty...
Honestly, what color is your underwear? Red
Honestly, what's on your mind? School :c
Honestly, what are you doing right now? Talking on msn
Honestly, who is your best friend? +
Honestly, have you done something bad today? No >.>
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? i dont have it
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yes.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? Stupid qustions , or people whining
Honestly, do you bite your nails? No
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? ~ovapowa
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? uhhmm..
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Yes.
Honestly, does anyone like you? Probably not. xD



Ability
Can you blow a bubble? with gum? yeah
Can you dance? nope xD
Can you do a cart wheel? No.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? i've never tried
Can you touch your toes? yes :3
Can you whistle? yes
Can you wiggle your ears? yes , i can move my whole scalp
Can you wiggle your nose? yes
Can you roll your tongue? yes xD
Can you make a clover with your tongue? i dunno how to do that


Anger
What do you do when you’re mad? Stamp around , but i dont say anything
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? i think i might have ;3;
Do you swear when you're mad? A tinnnyy bit. if i do , then im reaaaaaally pissed ,because i never normaly swear

Tears
Ever really cried your heart out? Too many times
Ever cried yourself to sleep? Too many times
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Nope.
Ever cried over someone of the same gender? yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury? yes.
Do certain songs make you cry? yes
Do certain movies make you cry? Only certain situations i may be able to relate to.


Happiness
Are you usually a happy person? Heh yeah ,i hope i am xD
What makes you the happiest? Music , drawing + my friends
Does being with your friends make you happy? yes D:
Do you believe in yourself? No.
Do you wish you were happier? Uh huh
Is being happy oveurated? Uh...yes
Can music make you happy? yeah.


Love
How many times have you had your heart broken? ....
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them? *nod*
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’? *nod*
Do you actually hate anyone? >.>'' myaybe
Ever made a hit list? eheheheh..
Have you ever been on a hit list? no?
Are you a mean bully? TT^TT! i dont know!
Do you hate George Bush? yes D:


Self-esteem
Is your self-esteem extremely low? |: yes
Are you good looking? i dont think i am , i think im butt ugly.
Do you wish you could be someone else? yeah..


Physicality
What is your current hair color? Brown
Current piercings? Ears
Have any tattoos? No.
Straight hair or curly? |:..........^Curly..
What shirt are you wearing? a purple and grey striped one
Shoes? none
Necklace? the one ~ovapowa gave me


Have you ever...
Hugged someone? yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up? once i think o.<
Laughed so hard y... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20666103/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/20666103/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:17:59 PDT

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wooooh

So hay there guys c: been a good while since i've updated my journal.
Truth is .. i just hate writing up journals xD;
So how are you guys doing?
good i hope.
somethings are smoothing out a little for me here.
My brother got me markers when he was over in america c: hes so nice <3 just i still have a good load of stuff to do :c

Going to a prize giving tonight at 7:30 at my school. i won the art prize again.. geez! why cant someone else win it for once? xD;
thats two years in a row now.
im happy about it , but meh neh whatever xD;

Oh yeah , went to the ploughing Championships in kilkenny on thursday with my Agricultural science class. it took 4 hours to get there on the bus , and 4 more to get home again. xD eep.
it was great fun anyway , we had to wear wellys n stuff. :3
For a ploughing champion ship event , i didnt really see any ploughing.. xD; i just saw miles and miles of stalls selling stuff. No really , they went on for miles. Selling all kinds of stuff.
There was even an amusement park there , wtf . xD;
Walked about with Lydia (~RenjiMad1) and Jenny , i forgot your dA name.. xD whups.

We were just standing outside the rides eating some of jennys chips , watching the people scream on the rides. xD And this random guy walks up to me and goes ''hay whats your name?'' and of course i replied and asked him the same question but i forgot wha his name was. xD; He wasked where i was from and i told him , by now my heart was goin nuts i was so nervous.. xD cause i've never been aproched by someone like that , i didnt even know him. not that i was interested or anything.. he wasnt really my type xD (Plusim headoverheelinlovewith~ovapowa anyway <3333)

yeah but after i told him where i was from.. he took out a pack of ciggarettes. and hes all like ''you want one?'' and i just went ''lznxljf wtf no thanks'' o.o he said bye and went off with hsi group. but holy cow. DONT OFFER ME FAGS , XNDL;NG!
guh.

xDanyway im gonna stop this here cause im sick of typing this up already :B
if you see me on IM , TALK TO ME <33333333 ^{im lonely lately ;;}

luv you guys <33

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To do list..

Fighting dragon commish - full coloured + background - Sketched so far.

Sketch trade with - im re-doing it

Geometric designs for my brother ( taking forevverr)

And my Thesus for school. its a secret |D ill tell you guys when i start it. fufufufufufu. :3

Features!

Finally changed them!

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:c

Felt i needed an update.
So i got my Junior certificate exam results back yesterday.
not that thrilled with them really..

Irish , B
English, C
Maths , B
History, D
Geography , C
French , B
Art ,A
Home Economics ,C
C.S.P.E , C
Religious education , C

im not even that proud of my A in higher art.
oh well..
:s

anyway we went on a hike today with the class , up a mountain in the mist. and were all there too.

got wet , cold , tired and hungry.

yay.

~ ~

To do list..

Taroh refrence sheet
TwilaC refrence sheet
New Vexuse dragon ref sheet
New Idate dragon ref sheet
Majinai refrence sheet
Majinai human ref sheet
vexuse human ref sheet
Idate human ref sheet
Taroh human ref sheet
TwilaC human ref sheet

..ill be busy x.x

water..

dont drown...


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...school? urgh

[EDIT: IM GETTING SICK OF THIS.


[link]

yeah , this person just took vex's belly marking and put it on his forhead. WTF.
no credit. even stole the name too. AARARRA... D8< [EDIT]



So finally an update!
I dont have all that much to say really, summers drawing to a close and i've got school tomorrow D:
When do you guys go back?
Some of you may or may not know that over the summer i was saving up money to buy more markers , i got up to 100 euro , but then it..dissapeared faster than i could blink. so i never got to use it to buy markers , people kept wanting me to lend them money and get the train to places xD so i ended up with nothing :B
Ah well.. my birthdays near enough , maybe ill ask for markers for my birthday instead :c

I hope my commissioners can hold on till then >.< pleeaaase!
i have one huge commssion thats been hanging over my head though. That big one , with two full body , full colour fighting dragons on A3 paper. For my art teachers friend. i dont know him , or have any way of contacting him or telling him whats going on with it , so maybe he thinks im not bothering? aaaaaaaah please hold on! yeah im worried about that.

I forgot what else i was supposed to write xD;
well i hope you guys had a great summer , and get on well in school whenever you go back
now that im in transition year i hopefully wont be getting much homework so i can have more time to draw than i usually do when im back at school xD

anyway. thats about it.

~ ~

To do list..

Taroh refrence sheet
TwilaC refrence sheet
New Vexuse dragon ref sheet
New Idate dragon ref sheet
Majinai refrence sheet
Majinai human ref sheet
vexuse human ref sheet
Idate human ref sheet
Taroh human ref sheet
TwilaC human ref sheet

..ill be busy x.x

water..

dont drown...


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ARARARARARAARARARA D8<<<<

You know what? i think im jynxed
RGKTNEKJ;BGTKJRBGKHRTBHIJ!!
i wrote out this whole journal with ALL the features and everything and i was just thinking to myself ''wow its amazing that i havnt gone and pressed the backbutton or something already'' and guess what. i go up to my toolbar and while my hand slipped i CLICKED THE DAMN EXIT WINDOW X INSTEAD OF A BOOKMARK I WANTED. AND CLOSED FIREFOX. XLMGNLK ML'KXFDNHLKBZNK;FJBRK;JBHFDN
HY
MJSY
KJ
SYKU
KL
YIU
LIULYFL,U,TY ..*ahem* dammit. okay so no updates for you.. just features as i've forgotten what the heck my updates WERE now. UGHHHH.
oh yeah i mailed off 's danyx commish today , along with 's and 's so you should receive them soon x.o




okay so |||||: here we go ...AGAIN.

so first we have



And now



Annnnd not forgetting..
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...so then

hoho i got tagged by

THE RULES

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post, 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment, telling them they're tagged and hugged (no im not gonna do that , its annoying)

THE FACTS:
1. i have a fetish for tummys and hips. omg tummys <333
2. Im very slow at art.. well lately more than all the time.*needs to submit something*
3. I dislike TV
4. i hate mirrors for a few reasons.
5. I love Rough sea weather , ITS FUN!
6. I love school for friends , but couldnt be bothered about the work. i need to get my ass in gear >3<
7. I seem to like any kind of music except rap.
8. I LOVE soundtracks

ill tag uh.. and whahaha

i was tagged by

Leave a comment saying "PLZ" for me to reply to you. Bascially that "leave a comment and i will..."
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

DO EEET.

and who ever comments with '' OMGWTFBBQ '' ill feature yah too c:
only 5 spaces. first 5 people with that comment..

have a nice day |D

~ ~

To do list..

- Alexander greywing commish- not started

Taroh refrence sheet
TwilaC refrence sheet
New Vexuse dragon ref sheet
New Idate dragon ref sheet
Majinai refrence sheet
Majinai human ref sheet
vexuse human ref sheet
Idate human ref sheet
Taroh human ref sheet
TwilaC human ref sheet

..ill be busy x.x

water..

dont drown...


http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/19511098/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 02:57:19 PDT

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...so then

hay everyone , back from my animation course . it was fantastic c:
We got a video of all our work. but sadly its only a video so i cant show you guys xD;
We did a bouncing ball , a pendulum , the walk cycle and a falling leaf which was cut out animation.
Met some awesome people there too. And i wish them all the best <3
And i hope we can stay in touch.When im watching an animated cartoon or somthing , i really look at them in a whole new light. The simplest thing like a disney film or a pixar film really astounds me and sends shivers up my spine. Its amazing how someone can do something as amazing as what disney and pixar do.


haha , went to see Wall-E with my mom and french cousins , i really loved it! loveable characters and a cute and somewhat origial story line , especially with the plant thing.
Anf the animation is so smooth , and fluid. The scenes when they're in space really LOOk like they are in a space , ahuge open one at that. it doesnt just look like a flat background like most other interpritations of space c:


i hope to carry on with commissions now that im somewhat free.
Sorry im so slow xD;

Ohhh yeah its 's birthday on wednesday too , cant wait for your sleepover! c: that should be great fun.
c:

woah though , i had a readlly odd nigthmare/dream thingy last night.
i can remember most of it. but it really freaked me out..
I was on a public bus on my way to somewhere , and this guy got on and sat on the oposite way from me he look strangly familiar but i cant put my finger on who is really is. The bus was full enough , and with lots of different people people talking on the phone and with friends ...the usual.

I over hear the guy who got on complaining about emo kids and how annoying they are and how they should just shut up abotu thier ''made up '' problems and get on with things. i sorta look up at him and i catch his eye. He kinda scowls at me. and then the scene cuts to my house , its dark and creepy.

Im running/trying to hide from something. There is blood on the walls and on the floor. That guy appears again , knife in hand.
He threw one of his knives at me , but i kinda ducked out of the way , but i raised my left arm in defence as well , making the knife the threw slice through the skin on my left arm. While im kinda distracted with bawling my eyes out watching my arm gush blood he picked me up by the collar of my clothes and holds me against the wall off the floor. Im pleading with him to stop , im begging and begging , but he doesnt stop.
He yanks the knife he previously threw at me out of the wall and wipes the blood off it on my shirt.And lifts the bottom of my shirt up with it ,and holds the very tip of the knife against the side of my stomach.He drags the blade up my hip , stomache and stops at my ribs , and he kinda suddenly slashes across my stomach horizontally.
He loosens his grip and lets me fall to the floor, grasping my stomach.

Then somehow it cuts again to my grannys house ( which is alot bigger than my house and older ) There are alot of doors and stairs. Im running/limping down the corridor/hall in my grandparents house , i saw his shape at the front door , so i turned into the side room which leads through another door the the kitchen and the sitting room. By then i could hear his footfalls on the creaky wood planks in the corridor and opening the door i just came through.
i could genuinely Feel the adrenaline and fear pump through me. i wouldnt be surprised if i was tossing and turning in my sleep at this point it was truely terrifiying . The last thign i remember is me running to the front door in the dark and him being right behind me and closing in , and me fumbling with the lock/latch on the front door. and then i woke up.

what the hell is that dream supposed to represent ?!
At the start i was dreaming that i was playing Okami on my wii.
wow , shows how much i want it eh? then that creepy murderer guy on the bus appears. *shudder*

~http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/19233523/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 12:05:40 PDT

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...so then

Contentment is within everyone's grasp, it is simply being satisfied with what you have made of your life , and feeling in control of how you feel.


Hay everyone c: felt like an update since some things happened lately. hmm well to start with i wont be around as much starting tomorrow as i am going to do an Animation course in art collage for two weeks , so that should be awesome. Although im kinda scared too , il more than likely get lost on my way , or to the cafeteria or something! But it should be great. I'll try to get other things done like commissions too. i'll TRY. ill be very busy :c

EDIT
Hay guys! Just updating with stuff so then! o m f g , Art collage is FANTASTIC.
So many awesome people there , and the anim teacher rocks. We all have these uber cool desks with those cool high swively chairs that go up and down x3
And we have these animation desks that fold up like an easiel (sp?) with a sort of opaque disk in the middle which has a light behind it and a peg holder to slot your animation paper into.
So the first week was great , we learned the basics and we have so far animated a bouncing ball a pendulum and a falling leaf , the falling leaf was cut out animation , alot like south park.
So that was funnnn.
We get breaks at 11 and one o clock n stuff. i've been basing alot of my storyboard work on NT (Neon Twilight) , like scenes from it and stuff.
Our anim teacher is pretty cool , hes leant me a few dvds like the iron giant and Akira...lol i thought Akira was quite ..um...Odd. Reminded me alot of dragon ball Z. Oh well.

oh yeah haha , i came back to dA changing , and waw, i really like it now. i dunno why people are creating so much drama about it.. oh well.
i think ill upload some sketches i did at anim class into my scraps though. so if you wanna see then watch my scraps.

hmm i've really enjoyed the first week of this , even the travelling . i've been getting a lift up with mom in the mornings and getting the bus to the Dart station..getting the bus to bray.. then waiting for half an hour for the next bus to my town xD then the walk home. LOL i actually enjoy it anyway. Its somewhat built up my confidence with traveling. confidence in myself , as in me being comfortable in myself is still very low though. dunno what builds that up ..ah well. xD

bye guys c:

oh yeah Dani if your reading this..could you tell me if you want Danyx acually flying , or in a pose like that pegasus one i did? i knwo you told me but i did a few sketches and they kinda look bad , they're sorta of her floatin (head shot of course , but shoulders and a little wing is showing)

Thanks!




oh yeah so the other day a viking long ship called The ''Sea Stallion'' arrived into our port in our town. it was very exciting.And it left today. I got tons of photos. ill show some to you too. [link]
Its a very pretty boat , and it was great to have something so interesting in our boring little town for once. Nothing exciting happens here much , so this was great.
theres a shot of it in our port , c:
[link]

im too lazy to put the pictures here so ill just link you to my flicker account.

[link]

peace out guys c:

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http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/19040701/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:33:04 PDT

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ooohh yeah , what a groovy title..

Contentment is within everyone's grasp, it is simply being satisfied with what you have made of your life , and feeling in control of how you feel.


hooo , so then. i needed an updatteee. how is everyone? good i hope! c:
yeah ive been up and down and all over the place lately , but i've been very happy these last few days . I'll thank Stu beb for that <333 I so dont wanna o back to being depressed mannnn. so i wanna see you as much as i can.

found loads of music lately. so thats another things thats keepin' me truckin'.
hung out with and today and yesterday. cc:! i got a really cool blak and silver studded belt. i've been lookin everywhere for these yolks. finally man.
but oh gawd , we went into this cd store , and i wandered over to the Nintendo section and almost died D: They had OKAMI on the shelf , my gawd i want that game so dang much i was tempted to buy it with all the money i saved up for markers. but i didnt. i need to finish peoples commissions before i can focus on myself
ill get it eventually i guess. <3

They both dragged me off to a beauty salon and got my ears pierced. yeah i hadnt had them pierced at all. so i got some cute little silver studs. i wouldnt mind a lip ring either but hah.. yeah over my moms dead body xD

~ ~

Om nom nomnom

here have some cool things i found!
I've been so addicted to this song for a while [link]

And this guy is great xD the video is made of win <3 [link]

A video my mmom showed me of a train in japan , you get squished in! this is crazy! [link]

And this is just win <333 [link]

water..

dont drown...


~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/18823029/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/18823029/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:06:31 PDT

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8D

'' I know that your powers of retention

Are as wet as a warthog's backside

But thick as you are, pay attention

My words are a matter of pride..

It's clear from your vacant expressions

The lights are not all on upstairs

But we're talking kings and successions!

Even you can't be caught unawares..

So prepare for a chance of a lifetime

Be prepared for sensational news..''

[link] <<< waaatch :3

so uh , yeah lawl i suddenly got a huge urge to watch the lion king , so i rumaged in my room for a while and found it! And demanded to watch it , so my mom and brother had to aswell xD
But gawd , i love it. Disney is awesome!
I cant wait to animate something. im itching to. I have a two week animation course at the art collage i want to go to. so i cant wait for that. it'll be awesome!

so yeah , im also free of school for summer now c:
The exams were uh.. okay. failed history and science for sure, i know it. But now i've also caught this terrible cold from my mom xD so i was coughing and sneezing and sniffling in the exam hall for the whole 2 and a half hours!
Everytime i sneezed i held it in , but it didnt quite work so i sounded like pikachu ''aah..aah hhyunnk CHUU'' xD gawd it was embarressing , every damn 5 minutes.

oh yeeeah..uh. no.
so i'll now be able to get to wokrk on all these things i owe now , sorry to all of you guys that i owe. c:!



LOL Okay i still cant find the uh < b> thinger to fix this bold writing , oh well your just gonna have to deal with it |3
...oh .. got it xD nvm~

~ ~

Om nom nomnom

So does anyone want to tell me how to tidy up all this link business? when ever i put in a photo in here the link goes funny and writing appears beside the photo. ggrgh.

Random Photo's..

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Eeep.. .___.

Click me!

ooog. State exams start tomorrow. Im so nervous D:
The worse one is the first , English. It takes up the whole damn day.
^{this retainer tastes gross , i need to wash it..}
and i dunno why the writing is bold i cant find the thinger to make it stoppp D88
im used to my retainer now though ,so it doesnt hurt anymore.
We had poppy home for an hour on thursday c: it was her first time wandering around our house , omffg shes the cutest thing with four legs that i've ever laid eyes on *0*
she so clever too.
She sniffed around alot and wandered off on her own. she made it into the computer room and then when my mom and I came in she ran off back into the sitting room! xD shes so fast for something so small.
We'll be able to have her here permentanly on friday! awwh! i cant wait. squee <333 she fetches the tennis ball and everything , shes only 9 weeks! she even brings it back to who ever threw it! ...she makes my face melt from the cuteness ;.;


oh yeah , i've been attacking tegaki recenlty..
[link] DD8

On saturday ~RenjiMad1 and I went into town and saw Indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull. who's seen it? LOL
i ws laughing at the end. i mean WTFFFF.. geez. yeah i thought the ending was pretty baaad.
i dont like the whole mixing genres. Argeaology and sci-fy? no thank yooou.

hhohoho , we took weird photos of stuff , mostly us being weird. xD
and a video of ~RenjiMad1 you Cannot irish dance!
heres that video.. xDDD
sorry about my annoying voice.
[link]

ima spam you with some photos nao.
lol lydia..


I refuse to pose D8<<



Izzy: Sexy tiem plz? Lydia: oh yus 8D!


loll xD


Jones soda , dishgustingly delicious D8




so yeah.


i thiiink thats all o3o..

nerrvouss

waahh ;________________;

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commissions..

Okay so. those of you who have sent money please remember i cant star... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/18493327/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/18493327/ Sun, 25 May 2008 11:10:01 PDT

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attention..

Click me!

well i am back.. but that wasnt much of a haitus. but it did help..even if it was for like 3 days or so. xDD

Exams are drawing ever closer.
highlight oooooooh.

got a new compy , the same as the old one just loads faster :B
Got my braces offfffffffffff Finaally maan D8! gawd.
but now i have to wear this stupid retainer that is ripping the underside of my tongue to shredddddzz ;.; hurrts.
^{ooh im hungry}


oh yeaah went to see our little puppy and the rest of the doggies c: they've grown so much , omg they are so big now! and poppy is so adventurous!
here are some pictures of mini poppy , mini penny(her sister) and BB the mother c:
Thats mini penny c:

This is mini poppy , my beb <33

Mini penny chewing my shoe xD

BB (mommy) in the long grass in the duck pen

BB and mini poppy in the background xD i love poppys back leg markings! wow! like socks c:

the two sisters mini penny (standing) and poppy on the ground xD




well eh , im feeling alot better today for some reason. oh well xD

toodloo <333

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commissions..

Okay so. those of you who have sent money please remember i cant start until i receive the money.


Still waiting on money from



that is all...

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http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/18432510/ Wed, 21 May 2008 14:34:36 PDT

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attention..

is my art getting worse?


i know that wasnt much of a haitus. but i am only popping on for a minute.
i bet no one even reads these anymore xD

im sick of getting silent watchers. seems to be all im getting recenty.
i get enough watchers...but they all do Nothing

i dont see much point in it..
i put my art up here for feedback and friends.
id like to hear from you. Not get silence everytime i upload something. D:
i dont wanna sound like a whining attention whore or anything but its true , i can barely manage to get 10 comments anymore , ill get 7 if im lucky.. Are people just lazy? or is my art truely getting Worse?

if you plan on being silent ... just freaking unwatch me , it wont make much of a difference to me.

wow i really am a whiny bitch lately?
;.; sorry you guys.
hopefully ill be more fun when my exams are over.

still feeling like crying everyday. im so pathetic.




on another note .... i got my braces off , which feels amazing.
i can smile again c:


special love to for helping me with things lately. And that sweet little sketch you did for me ;.;

ilu beb <33333333

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commissions..

Okay so. those of you who have sent money please remember i cant start until i receive the money.


Still waiting on money from



that is all...

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BBL..

Taking a break from dA for a while , its driving me nuts. ill submit pictures when im done but thats all ill be doing. As in commissions. And ill only be logging on to check for notes.
dA is annoying me so much lately and combined with all this crud going on in real life it too much.

i dunno when ill be back, soon maybe.

if you want to contact me about something please just email me at
NeonTwilight@live.com
or if you have my msn , catch me and IM me if you need me. or just stop for a chat c:


see yah guys*

~ ~

commissions..

Okay so. those of you who have sent money please remember i cant start until i receive the money.




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Okay so ...

Needed to get rid of that Emo journal from my page.
I feel a little better since then. but no huge improvement.
Schools been crap. i hate it more than ever at the moment.
I have actually considered falling down the stairs on purpose to try break an arm or something so i wont have to go in.

Been working on commissions lately , ill more crap up soon.
Not all that sure what to talk about now. xD

oog yeah we had sports day last friday. I came first in the 200 meter and second in the 100 meter.
I came second on that one because the ground was wet and i slipped at the start D:
Cycled to school that day , it was gross and humid all morning we all thought it would rain , but it didnt thankfully. It went from horribly overcast to too hot.

I took some photos, not many but um i have this one of a bird that was there , you could hold him for a euro.
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I've forgotten what he actually IS. Falcon? no. uhh.. hell i dunno.

And um..thats a twisty tree in our school yard. it was pretty so i snapped a photo [link]

~minibubble and I covered ~RenjiMad1 in grass. i ended up stuffing it all up the back of her t-shirt. haahah xD

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Commissions..

Okay so. those of you who have sent money please remember i cant start until i receive the money.




that is all...

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WTF..

Why am i so damn Ugly?



^{i dunno why i bother..}





I feel like shit
^{Scuse my french..}

:c

^{And everyone else who thinks they're ugly are like the prettiest people i've ever seen.}



ugh.

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At last..

Oh my gawd.

Finally finished my art project for school . it took so friggen long i never want to draw another gargoyle again! ever!
But that means i can finally finish things like commissions and finish saving up for markers.

*vtforpedro. your last commission is almost there ;.; i swear. im sorry for taking so long and your probably sick of hearing my apologies by now. But im totally serious. its nearly there TT^TT

see now i've forgotten what the main purpose of this journal was. hah! i keep doing that.
...well.. no one reads these anyway so its not like anyones missing anything important. ;A;




I dunno if anyone noticed.. ^{but i have}
i seem to have no one on the net whos like a best net friend.
I know loads of people who do xD im sure you do too.
=nichal and *RaveBinx
and of course there is Shin an moro but thats different. >.>
but there are plenty more xD
im not an attention whore and i dont wanna sound like one ether.. im just being stupid xDD

Hell...wtf am i talking about?
Inore that last paragraph!

Ooooooohh..

Um for those of you who have commissions me at all, i cant start yours until i receive your money. Because i could start and finish...and never actually get your money. so then you'd end up getting a free picture. and that kinda defeats the point eh?
xD


i should stop writing journals for a while i tend to do too many .. too many pointless ones.

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Awesommeee..

Hoo finally an update. Sorry i havnt updated i na while..besides that sketch commish journal.
hah.
Soso. I've been so damn busy. Damn art project is driving me nuts. and im feeling worse everyday ( because of the thought of all those over due commissions i owe ;.; im sorry you guys )

but on my breaks from studying and art project i've been moping about on the computer , i foudn this snazzy new anime called Soul Eater , its pretty crazy , unique but hilarious! And the animating is top notch.

Shared it with ~ElectricPhantom today , we both agree its awesome xD so why dot you give it a try?
i watched it twice today xD!
[link] theres the first episode , but really it might look a little weird at first but stick it out and you'll be pleasantly surprised. I love it.
But Episode 3 is my favorite so far, waiting for episode 5 x3 I love the opening

i came here to write something else.. i've forgotten D:
umm..

but hmm may as well give you a WIP from my boredom ,

icture15.png"

Its my first proper try with photoshop. shut UP i know it sucks , im a complete noob with PS , but im getting there!

i cant be bothered to update the features box at the moment , so im gonna go to bed xD
night guys <3

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Sketch commissions...

Yup , so im opening my sketch commissh slots to help pay for new markers so i can finish my other full commissions that really need to be finished.
I'll be taking on 6 at a time. if they even fill up...

heh.
i'll draw whatever you'd like , your character , whatever. I'll do fnaart of anime or anything , i do enjoy doing it sometimes so this'll be a rare break okay? They'd cost about $8 that'd be €5. And you can mail me your money ooor if you have paypal ..just note me about that!
But if you'd like one of these commissions please note me about it!

1.-
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.

LineArt commishes..

kay so. same for the line Art , it'd be full body line Art , clean with no background! I love lining so it'd be no trouble for me. Again 6 slots to fill c: I CAN do fanart for you if you wish. anime manga whatever~

These ones cost $14 (€9)

1.-Vex, tohma and Shiroi
2. Something complex for Stuart o.o .....
3.
4.
5.
6.

Paypal (note me for info) or Money in the post!


please guys! it'd reaally help me <333

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Ask me anything..

Lol yup you heard right , you can ask me anything you want. feel like building up an FAQ or something c: so whether your just passing by or one of my watchers ...ask me something!
just dont ask personal things like.. well you know. o3o.

There is no limit to the number of questions you can ask, so ask away!
hehee
FAQ

1. When did you start drawing? and what did you draw at that time?
hmm , well ..uh when i was like 4 or something. knee high to a grasshopper.
But dont all children draw as soon as they can pick up a pencil? lawl xD
i tended to draw dinosaurs. I once drew a picture of my granny and me and a big bus, since we were waiting to go to dublin on the bus that never came. :3

2. If you can be any smell you want,what would it be?
umm.. MINT. omfg *drool* looove the smell of mint.

3.What gave you the idea for Idaté?
Um well. i guess =zilowar really inspired me first , He's evolved alot since then but i guess you can still see similarities. Im still trying to make him original! But the very first ref i did of him was..well..almost exactly like zilo's just different markings and hair.. shame on me :c O' course i still feel like a clone.
Crawls under her rock of unoriginal

4.How many PROmarkers/Prisma markers do you have and where can you buy them?
welll currently i have
49 prisma markers and you can buy them on ebay or just search on the net for them
50 PRO markers, and you should be able to buy them in your local art shop. if not ebay is goood and the Letraset website!


5.What kind of white pen/marker do you use?
|3 Gel pen. its a uniball white gel pen!

6.If you were a block of cheese what kind of cheese would you be?
PARMESAN CHEESE. oh mai gawd. its delicious. -Runs to the fridge and cuts off a block and noms it happily |33-

7. If you were a brick, what colour would you be?
umm, bricks are different colours? hoo. UM. NEON GREEN. >.>

8. What would you trade/give up for a pair of wings?
O_O! I'd give up ..wow i dunno. id happily give up my bike , my computer (waah ;. my fma stuff. ALL of it.(eeep) but would all that be equal to wings? prolly not.. :c

9.Can i pet you?
Sure , knock yourself out! just watch the teeth.

10.If you ever got a tattoo what would it be? and where would you put it and why?
Gawsh. well.. for starters i'd like a little black Triforce(zelda..) on my ankle. dunno why >3>
And i'd love to get the Flamel symbol on the inside of my right wrist! cause i've always wanted a little one there. Heres the symbol..>> [link]

11.Do you like sea food?
Yes! i ADORE prawns ..fish is lovely! just dont give me tentacles.

12. Can i steal Idaté's cuteness for smex?
Human or dragon? xDD sure why not
Im sure he'd love it anyway

13. Will you marry me?!
XD!.. im currently..uh. taken? *shrugs* NO IM NOT ENGAGED.
...awkward D:

14. What is your biggest inspiration?
Wow well. its lots of everything , mostly music.
But if i see scenery in photos or even in real life. i'd be instantly hit and need to find my sketch book within that hour xDD; But i also get ideas from watching my friends being themselves. IM NO STALKER >.>!

15. What do you consider the best colour of boxers?
8D! hoo well.. black and um another colour is nice. like mostly black and then a little bit of another colour at the edges or something *shrugs* ....Black and green |3
.,dm;,nmghk


16. Do you believe in parallel universes?
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Omg ;.;

Huuggge Thanks to who kindly bought me a subby for 11 months and 30 days! my my , you really dont know how happy this made me! thank you so much.

So yeah , i'll do you a little something to say thank you <33
Also trying out my new CSS , got sick of the old one XD and thought this one was quite nice
taking a lonnnng time to figure out though. I'll get there

My puppy is adorable..

She really is gorgeous , we went to see her today for the first time , she and her sister are about a week old now c: i almost melted when i saw her , we're getting the darker one. shes a very dark colour with tan bits . Shes pedigree and everything! all show dogs have long names , mom and I decided on her name today Poppy chibi so it would be little Poppy., it was originally poppy chibi Miya , but somethin happened to that.. i have pictures of her but i wont show them just yet. c; maybbee...note me if you feel like seeing her.

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...ewww.

my subby ran out. shiiieeet ;.;

i dunno how you non subscribers can go through your messages without one o3o.
its DISGUSTING.

is there...anyone out there who might be able to buy me a subby? of course..
ill do a little picture for them , one character , full body and colour. no background though.

anyone?



home sick from school today too ;.;
i HATE colds.

but..i get to go and see my new lil puppy today too , whos like a week old. kyaa soo cute

i love you guys <3
just not myself atm.

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I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you till my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don’t believe that it’s gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I’m suffocating

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I’m ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out - rebirthing -skillet <333333


Hay everyone , sorry for not updating much. picture wise as well as journal.
Been up to ...well. stuff. xD


Went on our school tour today , it sucked alot.
We went bowling and to croke park (GAA..soccer,hurling ,rugby thinger.)
That was deeeaad boring , she just lead us around the place and eventually got sick of hearing ''croke'' and ''GAA'' urgh.
I'd say the best thing was the bus on the way and home. |D
Sat with ~minibubble , ~RenjiMad1 couldnt find a seat D: i saved you one and everything!

OH also , few good things happened!
I joined ARCHERY! 8D its soo damn awesome. only a few people in th club at school. so it should be good fun! always wanted to do it. ^^
So i do that on Tuesdays after school ;3
great craic.

ALSO i'll be doing a two week animation course at the art collage i hope to get into when i leave school! HOW COOL IS THAT? 8DD alkjnwfglnjg!! I love my mom and brother |D! almost there! wheee!

ANNND. the doggie who we're getting our puppie from , had two little girls this morning!!!
yaaay! asl;kejn;ln! one is oursss! ;.;!! im SO excited!i hope to post some picture when we get one. C;

ohh yeaah went to ~RenjiMad1's house a while ago.. xD i filmed a load of stuff.
im the one filming so , sorry for my awful camera-manship? (...thats not a word. i hope.)
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Hay everyone .

needs our help!
Shes opening her commissions to help pay for her snakes vet bill!
Its a good cause and you'll get super pictures too. Her dragons and beasties are fab.
All her commissions are $10!
She needs all the help she can get! so please try! <33 it'd be great.

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20,000 pageviews already? holy moly you guys >oI never really expected to get that many page views in this short space of time being here!
I've only been here for 2 years, feels a lot longer though xD;
mz,..nbg;j,glfkmb but im over the moon actually. thank you so much ..everyone who visited my page. even if you just skimmed through my art , i love yoou <33 even more love to my watchers and to people who comment!
Even though i only get about 20 comments out of 300+ watchers ...im still happy i get any comments at all <33 even though i favor comments over faves.

Been quite bored lately .. at least im not being bored at school thats worse. Horaay for easter holidays!
Hung with teh boyfriend on Wednesday. lawl that was fun...apart from me falling over and getting pooed on by a sea gull...again! Every time i go to see him..i get crapped on by the local seagulls..

managed to get a new sketch book and a new Grey marker so i can colour idaté's hair again!
I love drawing Idaté ;3 his both forms. but i seem to draw him human more often. Probably because im excited about my manga/anime series ''Neon Twilight''. kyaaa! ~minibubble knows all about it. she understands the story ;3 and knows most things about each character

I also really can't wait till Okami comes out for Wii. i've never played the game before since i've never owned a playstation. but it looks so awesome on wii too!
i spent like an hour or so on youtube browsing for trailers and clips and im really excited about it!
i found two videos i really like.
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SD;LNVG;KJNDFKJG .......;.;! look what did for me! ...its TOO awesome!


*dead*




Hallo all! Havnt updated my journal for a while.. mmf. Havnt been up to very much.
My brother came home for the weekend and gave me his ipod Mini. which is an old make , but at least it plays MUUSIIC , then im all happy.

Got a day off on Monday since i had to go to the orthodontist D: She fixed a broken bracket for me ..then told me that i have to wear these awful elastic bands on them too. THEY HURT so much.
they're like..pulling my jaw into place or something Difficult to eat with.. difficult to replace each morning.. and they look dreadful |: i cant wait till i get them off in two more months >.< Then ill have straaaight teefs. yaay c;


Oooh received *zelrox's commission money in the post on monday too. i know i know.. my commishes arnt actually open..but i wont be starting his commish till i've finished all the others. then when im completely free. ill open them up again c:

We had school photo day today.. ugh .. worst day of the year! They were also playing irish music at assembly too xD; which was actually kinda catchy. mmmh.
ooh yeaah!
We're getting a puppy soon! I really cant wait. its been so lonely ever since my Honey died.
We'll be getting the same breed too. Dachshund. we really adore those lil buggers, they have so much character. Do you think we should get a boy or a girl? o3o i want a girl... but mom doesnt know what she wants yet xD;

My brother lent me his fancy camera |D funn fun! i go round with it taking photos of everything xD;
dont worry though. im not gonna spam you all with my awful p... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/17055481/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/17055481/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 10:34:04 PST

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I forgot who i stole it from~
I love this one C: there arnt many quiz things i like...so this is great.

1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into DA's Search Box.
3) Take a deviation from the first page of the results (May use Popular or Newest) And post the thumbnails (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers).
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you.

1. The age you will be on your next birthday...



2. A place you'd like to travel...



3. Your favorite place...

Munich~

4. Your favorite thing



5. Favourite food...



6. Favorite Animal ( does it have to excist? xD)
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Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the moon , can you hear them all calling.
Stars open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to their beasts, can you hear them hollering

Start in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like you’re the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up till the sun goes down [link]
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im so addicted to that sonnng

Hay all.
Isnt life just dandy? |:
flech.
Been feeling like crap lately. I hope you all feel better than i do. Been trying to draw n stuff ,animating too.


School is awful..its so boring. ughh but i might do that Prisma marker colouring tut. Just to show you all each stage i go though.
Ich , felt like updating but i havnt much to say really.
Going up to see teh bf tommorrow , so that should be good c;

A certain individual has annoyed me to the point of completely blocking him on my dA page and msn. ^{I hate you} , dont ever talk to me again. |:
I wanna post somethinnng anything , but i havnt anything i guess ill go sketch something so i can use i for the tut.





<333

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mmmmffff sup everyonnne.So like...its like...ugrh Valentines day?
Happy v-day guys
I dont have a v-day picture for you guys though xDD;; -lame-

Ugh im so tiirredd. i stayed up till 3am Last night finishing my bf's Sasuke bookmark. Im happy with it and all. But like..i only have a measly bookmark and that dragon picture +Enigma+ for him.
;.;



Oh yeaah also , i got 97% in my art Exam! Thats the highest mark in my class B: im prooud.
<3 And Stu's coming down here today! eeep cant waaiit c: Spent the whole day yesterday with him too xD Hes hilarious.
I just wanted a hug...and he goes and grabs me , twists his leg round the base of mine and makes me fall over! xD! Sneaaaaky one he is 3;
But hes awesome really.
zzzff.. i always forget what im gonna write about in these. ooh ~Valita-the-hedgehog if your readin... i couldnt get a close up shot of Silent lullaby..with out it going uber pixely. 3;
-fail-

Oh yeah , i've just gone past my 18,000 views o3o wow you guys , thank you!
But page views arnt important. Its the art that counts c:
But whats stupid is... i have 300 watchers and only 20/or less comment? whats up with that!?
But i love all you who do, wouldn't be here without you.





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Ugh ugh , ewew, NEEEDDLLLZZ
^Sogross ;.; haw yeah i had to have a blood test today, lul my arm feels all weak n stuff. thank god its not my right arm *0*
im such a sissy 8D

zazazaa so you guys, how are all of you? Been up to anything intresting lately?

guess whaat.. 2 MORE DAYS.. THEN ...I'LL BE FREEE. FROM EXAMMSS woo!
muahaha And ~minibubble is ploppin over to my house on friday, do that should be fun if i can drag her away from my Vex sketches xD

oh! yesterday was goood, because number 1. My maths teacher is hilarious, hes the best ever xD
and Number 2. MY art teacher asked me about my commissions o.o it really , reaaally shocked me .. i mean last year she told me my art wasnt even ''art'' now she wants to freakin pay me to draw. 8D
Also i did my art exam onnn..erh ..ugh when was it.. ah! Last friday. my gawddd it went to amazingly well i practically danced out of the exam room! We had to draw a live model and a man made object, i chose my Neon Green squidgy toothbrush 8DD
Oh i've decided to replace the features box with a preview of my WIP's, but if i havnt any..i'll feature people c:
hope you guys dont mind. x3 i like scanning my piles of WIP's
*easily entertained*
oooh and i got a new watch batterie for my FMA state alchemist pocket watch.
Im an alchemist again, woot 8D

so as for my cold/flu thing , i still have it , but its no where near as bad as it was a few days ago, so hopefully i'll be all better soon

noow, im gonna go scan some...WIPS *air punch* 8D








-lame-



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So yeah , you can probably guess from the title what im gonna write about.

Since the start of the christmas holidays ..my throat has been well gross, gicky n crap when i wake up.It was obvious to me that my body was trying to fight off whatever i had then. But today its clear that my body gave up xD ..just like me if i find something thats too hard to do o3o! i wish i wasnt like that xD oh well.
Huzzaah, so now that my body gave up fighting , my throat..i wanna rip it out and stamp on it because it hurts so much Dx! i wont talk because of that. moms likes trying to figure out what im tryin to say.
So yeah this virus kept me up all night..and i mean all night xDD
I watched the time on my phone crawl past 3am and then what felt like 4 hours later it would finally switch to 4 am. I hate the way the night goes so slow 3:
^*sneeze*
Thank god i dont need to go into school today. No exams on for meee x3
zaaaah, i can work on art now. yaay!

haw. hopefully i'll have commissions done soon *pout* o3o

If some of you are wondering about the Poll i recently held..
im asking if you like Idaté and if he's original... because i need a likable character Dx
especially if he's going to be in Neon Twilight (my soon to be anime/manga hopefully)
Well actually...the story was freakin built around him!

Since he was created..do you think he'd look better with a few more metal objects on his body to make it look like he was confined in the tank? (same goes for the two other siblings Majinai and Vexuse)

im open to anyones opinions!
thanks guys~

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Hi guys...

I dont feel like myself one bit.Its like some weirdo took over my body and wont go away.
I havnt much desire to draw.. or do anything for that matter.
I guess the fact of having my mock exams this monday has finally hit home.
I dont like this one bit. People have been to nice to me lately ...and im not showing my appreciation like i should.
I wake up and quite often my first thought is ''shit..im alive.. and school. uugh.''
I'm really starting to loath school.
I try to study but i just cant keep my mind on anything for long. And i want to do well more than anything in this world at the moment, I want mom to be proud of me..
for once.

;.;

I really want all this to just ...go away. I want to go back to normal.
I dont want to be depressed.^{..then again...who does?}
...not alot of people know when im depressed, because in school or around friends im hyper and bubbly ^{or so you think..}
I've gotten very good at masking these feelings in public. but at home i just keel over and feel like dieing.

I love my friends to bits ^{and i'd never trade anything for them}
And im so lucky to have every single one of you..but i dont feel like i deserve them.
And of course..I have Stuart. <sup>I hate being far from you..

I love you more than i have ever loved anyone else, you mean the world to me..</sup>


Too bad Stu doesnt use dA..
well..i think he knows how much i adore him c: ^{i hope o;>}

Im so sorry for the emo rant guys...and for lacking in art or ...any form of colour.
I feel like im neglecting my account here. but i really enjoy updating things here .
Especially getting feedback from my watchers.
I'd be nothing with out you guys.


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Hey guys , sorry about that rant in my other journal. Its all over now.

Fortune isnt smiling on me this week.
just yesterday i had a weird allergic reaction to something , which is really weird because as far as i know, i've never been allergic to anything ..ever! So this one was kinda scary 3:
Both my hands swelled up and felt like they'd burst if i bent/flexed them too much.
i got weird red marks all over my wrists. 3:< made me look overly emo i must say..
It all died down by the time i got home, but i thought too soon!
I was drawing a human ref of Idaté when i noticed i had lumps all over my neck, this scared me really bad by then , i rushed to the mirror and found out i had them all over my left side of my face and neck. It looked like really serious acne! ^{Its really weird seeing my once clear clean skin blotched and red all over} I found similar lumps on my legs , arms and torso.

But what was weird was, my arm would be fine , clear and normal and like 3 minutes later its coming up in blotches. It spread so quickly. I was sitting in bed trying to ink my picture, i could literally feel it crawl up my back and thighs . It was uberly gross. I really want it to stop, really badly. As of now i feel alright..kinda dizzy and lightheaded but im content. My hands are still swollen. That hasn't deterred me from continuing my idaté ref >D
Its awkward but i'll get it.

What made me feel so much better is that the markers *vtforpedro bought for me on ebay arrived yesterday night! I promise you guys i'll have something worth posting up really soon.

Music and art is keeping me happy |3 thank god i didnt have to go to school today. urgh. tht'd kill me, double period of English. Which means sitting still in a chair for an hour, to scared to breath , my english teacher is seriously scary. And to make it better ,s he really doesnt like me.

oh well *mushroomcloud*

Im on a really serious Edward Elric high at the moment, its ~minibubbles fault! You dirty little thing >D i love it though xD! *day dreams* look what she did for me!


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Urgh,
My subby runs out in 2 days. woooee ;3;
omfg D8 bought me 3 more months subby , your so kind thank you soo much dove!

You know whats annoying? When you work your ass off for someone and they just throw it all back at you.
But whatever, i've just learnt not to do things for people if i think they're gonna shove it all back in my face.
Thanks. |:
Its clear now that you never listened to a single word i said to you.
^{only one person knows what im talking about,you know who you are~}
I dunno if that person even reads my shit anymore. doesnt matter if you dont, i dont care.

But here
thanks for being ssoooooooooooooooooooo helpful *sarcastic*
My friends know that my art means the world to me, and i say things to my friends through it.
Its like a way i can communicate with the people i love, by that i mean friends.
Sure do what you want.. call my art a pile of shit. Because thats how ill view it. if not already.

Ok ..my efforts where totally wasted.
Thanks... i tried so hard. you ovbiously didnt listen to me.

Your just gonna have to grow up, be strong and dont be stupid with how you handle your feelings. i know my mistake and i hate myself for it. you dont need to punish me any further because i know how fucking wrong i went.

All i have to say is I love him ,more than i've ever loved anyone before. and i will never make that stupid damn mistake again not to him. Never.
icture1-13.png"

This wont ever be finished. So please dont ask me to finish it. Even though im quite proud of it.. it'll stay like this.

character is Kermari and he belongs to ~Max123412
But note me if any of you wish to see the full A3 sized versi... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/16199677/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/16199677/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 04:09:58 PST

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hawhawhaw 8D happy new year you guys!
hope 2008 will be awesome!
i have a weird gut feeling that it will be xD.....unless thats the weird fish i ate a while ago O-o''

haw anyway.
ahmam so what did you guys do on new years? 8D I had to leap out of the bath and catch the countdown xDD! of course i was late..so for the last few minutes of 2007 i was in the bath...yaaay Dx Mom went to bed...so i ended up on the phone for what seemed about 2 hours! woowwoooo. Wont tell ya who to but ..eeehehehe!
Im dreading the phone bill ;3; hopefully i wont be around when mom gets it >3>
<3<

heeh guess what , this is awesome , no wai twaitwait >>>><<<< IS awesome
She bought be a whole new set of Prisma colour markers on ebay for me *0* GO SHOWER HER IN LOVE ...NAAAOO!

8D yeah so ..my markers ran out...completly dx so you most likely wont be seeing any art from me till i get those markers 3;so sosoosooo lets hope they arrive soon 8D!
and awr ..i competed The Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass the other day 3: it was soooo good maang.


and yaaaaaayy! rejoice! ~minibubble shall be at my house on friday 8D ...you know what were gonna be doinnn?...

FMA MOVIIIEEEEEEEEE
it'll be my...20th time watching it since i got it!
whee

and ho shi- my subby is gonna run out soon , waarrgh ;3; its gonna be so awful going back to old grimy layouts Dx
Could anyone like...top me uppp? ;3; i'd like...shower you in lovvee and draw you things and feeature you in mai journalllsss
<3333333333333333333333
plz? xD




awr...anyway i dont see that happening. *broke*
have a great... ]]> ~fma-addict http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/16087984/ http://fma-addict.deviantart.com/journal/16087984/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 11:32:25 PST

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Hey everyone C:
Merry christmas!
I really hope all your Christmas's are packed with awesome!
I sure hope mine will be! xD
And just to let you guys know...

I Appreciate Every single one of you You've all gotten me through the year,Through hard times and everything. So everyone who commented , faved whatever on anything of mine.
I love you for it.

Zilo ,EP ,Tuna ,shin ,rave ,whitby ,kiy ,Mari ,bec , Valita ,Qal....many more, you all know who you are c:

You never know what 2008 could bring us. I'll be hoping for a great year c: for improvement ,friends , family, and you guys.

I've watched my pageviews soar up , now they are even past the 16,000 mark. Im amazed xD
even when i hadnt submitted anything they still flew up!

I cant wait to see what next year will be like, i can feel that its gonna be awesome.
Im gonna try harder and succeed this time! xD

so merry christmas everyone!
iloveyouall!
<3333
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LOL
so guys what did you get for christmas!?

this year is officially the weirdest year yet!
its not every year you get a dead bug in a case eh!?


behold! Patricia! my buuug.

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awr hey guys,

This weeks been kinda slow already. The Christmas cards are piling up again xD
And once again im behind on Christmas gifts, i have a list and everything and i swear ill stick to it! because all the people on it are dear to me and deserve a happy christmas.
I cant make sure 'll be exactly on christmas , might be a tad late 3:
Because im up to my ears in stuff ;3; freeeemeee! urgh.

Im not fast at these kind of things, im kinda in an art block at the moment too. And i feel so awful for not submitting anything for so long 3": I promise ill upload something soon..i have lots of things i need to submitt that are like.. half finished.

But , urgh the person who said they would send me markers isnt replying to my notes .
Ignroing me maybe?
<sup>*Already sent 3 notes *
So im a little worried about that.

Mmh, been feeling quite...strange lately. Probably because im up at night worrying about crap i probably shouldnt be D|
*Lacks all self confidence*

mmh yeah how're all you guys? Looking forward to christmas?
oh ill be mailing packages off to those of you who have given me your mailing address c:
again they might not get there on time. *sigh*



anyway , hope yourr all ok
Merry christmas <3333</sup>

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hey everyone!Sorry for not submitting ...anything ..for ages! wait how long since my last deviation?

Well anyway , schools been eating up my time ,And i have a very important poster to finish for art class. aaahhh this week was alright.Its soo incredibly hard to pull myself out of bed in the mornings , with two duvets and all. 3: Im so happy and toasty there, poke your leg out and you gotta whip it straight back in again. HEEUUGGEE temp difference.
Ahm..yesterday sucked chickens. Got given out to by my usually nice and calm maths teacher, which scared me shitless. And left me sobbing and shaking in the class room. i hate crying in school, and its been a while since i cried that much in school. I hate people seeing me.
But hey..im a wimp anyway, i have to hold back tears when i get detentions.. psh i have wimp written all over my face :B

Kinda in a phase where i hate myself more than usual. |: :shakesfist: it'll pass i guess.

Ah Getting together a list of Christmas gifts for you guys c:
Might be a tad late though.. does that matter?

Ah! ~Max123412 bought me the fma movie! which made teh Izze splee and squee with joy! i've now set a record for watching it the most times in a week. c: its now at 14 times this week xDDD augh i love it <3333


And i need some addresses from people , ill note you c:

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Oh and ...do you have your ears pierced? c:

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Since i got tagged by =zilowar for teh wishlist thang.

alright!

ahmm
1.Anything to do with FMA makes teh Izze super awesomely happy
2.Gift art -Also makes teh Izze uber happy
3.Coopppiic markerrrs ;3;
4. i love fizzy sweets. omomnomn white choc is teh smex tooo <3


i cant think of anything else c:

the following people I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU WISH FOR!

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O_O I ...AM ..so Happy i cant really explain it.
xD Im just grinning ALOT.
MM! My sexy Black DS lite arrived yesterday 8D but i need to buy a charger since the one i got was american and we cant use those here >.>.


XDD do you honestly know how hard it is to write a journal when your so extreamly happy?
|3 its too hard , i cant concentrate on it.
OK TRY HARDER IZZY.

aaaahh Im listening to Vic (edward elrics english VA) sing DN angel's intro, his voice is so dreamy *0* [link]

I also emailed him rambling on about Eirtakon and how i wanna make an anime , and he replied like 20 minutes later! that made me bounce and melt into a happy bubbling puddle of izzy goo. c:

Mmh i've been trying to register on Yahoo! but it freakin wont send me the verification emaily thing . Dxxx its driving me nuts .

Ehm huge thanks to =Shinerai for advertising my need for markers in his journal.
I got two replys to it! Ill get right to noting you two soon.

Mmmh! i love you ~minibubble your helping me so much with my future anime in progress!
I really enjoy talking with you about that! You have so many awesome ideas

Ohlol all the feature sin the feature box are animations i adore, *Ryanide is like an idol of mine *0* has been for ages,


Things i never finished xD the idate one probably will be finished and the kiy one , but i need markers to finish em.