http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:freak999&section=today deviantART RSS for by:freak999 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 10:10:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/11686991/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/11686991/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 16:46:24 PST I have a job finally, about fucking time
Thanks to my girlfriend for that lol. I've been reading alot, something I haven't done in a while. Light Grenades kicks so much ass.For some reason I feel really lost I keep forgetting things and I lose track of things, specially time.I don't know. Time will tell.

]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/11615545/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/11615545/ Mon, 29 Jan 2007 18:34:23 PST the end.

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]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/10291203/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/10291203/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 08:56:46 PDT I'm also uploading something I wrote for honors english which I liked.I don't like the title he made us put on it, so..I can change it here

I fucking hate gloomy rainy days.
Fucking bayamon.

]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9789654/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9789654/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 05:38:29 PDT Expect tons of pictures, if I get to scan them.I came back more lazy than I was.Started college, it's not as nice as I thought it would be.I hope everything falls in place in the next week.Today feels weird, even though I've only spent like..an hour and a half awake.It just feels different.Blah
Some times I just wish I could see her every day. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9659649/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9659649/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:12:46 PDT I've lots of pictures...but I can't scan them.
I get back on the 13th, so during that week I'll update
I start college on the 14th O.O I'm a big kid now...
that and I'm driving.'Bout time =/. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9568963/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9568963/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 18:00:45 PDT [link]..just now..the chick I wanted to win..just won.Ok I'll pay more attention to this screen.I've been writing alot, and I haven't done much...So I've had all this extra time...and I made 4 new songs.Go check them out

[link] ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9433985/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9433985/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 05:27:50 PDT Visiting my father...
With my 2 brothers and my sister.
Someone please save me.
Sometimes I get bored to death. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9270659/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9270659/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:03:39 PDT Might go to florida on the 14th.Might go to LA...I have no idea when.Life is pretty Ok right now, I wish it would stay this way.

[link]
[music] ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9045175/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/9045175/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:28:32 PDT hope you enjoy.

[My music]
[link]

[Remix]
[link] ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8884214/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8884214/ Fri, 26 May 2006 14:04:43 PDT I know that my destination remains unknown for now, but right now, i don't really mind.
2 rolls of film waiting to get delivered
One painting waiting to get finished
and a few ink scribbles that maybe deserve uploading.
Sometimes, my mind remains blank.I don't know what to think, do, or say.
It sucks.
The End. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8860171/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8860171/ Wed, 24 May 2006 03:18:20 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8565082/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8565082/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 20:10:14 PDT I'm full, and I'm sleepy, and I thought it was importanto for you to know that.
My mind's been places andddddd it's been all good.There's this mixed media in process, and a song, and a nice roll of film.The end. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8423584/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8423584/ Mon, 10 Apr 2006 02:32:29 PDT
Crawl, crawl as a child
Move like a man
Pushing like a father
Pulling like a friend
Whatever it takes forever it seems
But despite of all that all is well

Sexing like stone
Hot as the sand
Entering a life
Exiting with a man
Whatever it takes forever it seems
But despite of all that all is well

Sometimes i spin around for days
Skip and chase and say
Forget about tomorrow
Until i realize
This valid and logic motion
Is what keeps me from moving
I don't understand

Running running on tracks
With feet on the ground
It will only slow me down
And which way the wind blows
I run like a man ready to go anywhere

When i am so timid
You'll be my words
When i am most effective
You act like a stone
Whatever it takes forever it seems
But despite of all that all is well

So I love that song, and I thought you should know.
I just woke up and thought I should upload some pictures and a song.Three am...
So you should hear my new song [link]
All is well ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8347112/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8347112/ Sun, 02 Apr 2006 19:29:59 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8278126/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8278126/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:11:21 PST
2. Honestly, what's on your mind right now? alot of shit, people, specifically one person.

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Thinking, writing

4. Honestly, what did you do today?Honestly, fold clothes and read.

5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? I guess

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? I hid a pack of cigs

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? No

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? No

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? Music

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yes

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? Not so happy

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? on the contrary my digital imaginary friend

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? jaja naw, but it sounds as if I should have one.Como si no tuviese una vida completa sin una.

15. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? No.

16. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? myself =/

17. Honestly, are you loyal? yes

18. Honestly, are you in denial? usually

19. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? I'd rather be in Tibet

21. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol? yes

22. Honestly, do you like someone? onesome

23. Honestly, does anyone like you? I'm not really sure

24. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? nope

25. Honestly, do you smoke weed? rarely

26. Honestly, do you smoke cigarettes? yes

27. Honestly, do you do any other drugs? i should

28. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? Yessirs


Taken a picture naked?
No

Made out with a member of the same sex?
No

Danced in front of your mirror?
yes

Told a lie?
Yes

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yeah

Been in a fist fight?
No

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes

Been arrested?
No

Left your house without telling your parents?
Yes

Ditched school to do something more fun?
yes

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
Yes

Seen someone die?
No

Kissed a picture?
No

Slept in until 3?
yes, until 5 or 6 once.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes

Played dress up?
Yes

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yes, alot

Felt an earthquake?
No, sometimes I feel things and later on recognize its me moving unconsciously

Touched a snake?
yeah, ew

Ran a red light?
no

Had detention?
I think

Been in a car accident?
No

Pole danced?
at bus stops

Been lost?
YES

Sang karaoke?
yeah, once, THe yellow submarine, with a bunch of friends at Foodfuckers

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
Just now, recently

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
Yeah

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
no

Kissed in the rain?
yes

Sang in the shower?
Yes

Got your tongue stuck to a pole?
ice cubes =/

Ever gone to school partially naked?
that's a stupid question.(no)

Sat on a roof top?
Yes

Played chicken?
Yes

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Yeah, more than once. <----

Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yes

Broken a bone?
no

Mooned/flashed someone?
No

Forgotten someone's name?
All the time

Slept naked?
once

Blacked out from drinking?
Once

Played a prank on someone?
yes

Felt like killing someone?
the whole human race sometimes

Made a parent cry?
No

Cried over someone?
Yeah

Had sex more than 5 times in one day?
No

Had/Have a dog?
yeah

Been in a band?
Yeah

Drank 25 sodas in a day?
No

Shot a gun?
no

101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically?
Tickles

102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.

A. Family

B. The rest I love equally.

C.

D.

E.


103. How... ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8272344/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8272344/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 08:03:49 PST ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8117909/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/8117909/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:43:18 PST [link]
One day I'll upload millions of photos and some of my writings, I promise ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/7495663/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/7495663/ Tue, 03 Jan 2006 04:54:18 PST ok. I like that song.I've been going on these weird trips and taking my camera, but they've taken a long ass time to scan and to crop so it may take a long time to upload them buttttttttttttt theyarecoming.My mind can't really function in reality, it's just reacting to it's space.I have no idea what's happening.I apparently can't snap out of it. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/7434501/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/7434501/ Tue, 27 Dec 2005 19:53:04 PST filmfilm.
No titles. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6845096/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6845096/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 12:01:15 PDT I took my first bath a few minutes ago, I feel...like a newborn not that I wanted to quote that Filter song >.< so yeh I'm okies now I think 2 weeks ...no school....I think I'll have lots of work to do ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6548600/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6548600/ Mon, 19 Sep 2005 18:18:40 PDT Los versos del silencio volverian loco a cualquiera.Por eso la musica, para acompañar el ritmo del fluido de los rios que bajan por la piel tan palida y fria que le arropa los huesos.Sin diferenciar entre lo diestro y siniestro, los pensamientos andan como pequeños autobuses sin frenos, como pequeños dispositivos del dolor.
Las navajas danzan al ritmo del verso, le llaman como si ella fuese a cuidar de ellas.Pero ahora no, la anestesia le cantara dulces sueños.Al despertar, el dia sera de ella, pero sabe que con el caer de las estrellas, seguira el mismo patron de todas las noches. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6465745/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6465745/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 08:01:20 PDT I finally have photoshop
I dont have a camera though...=S
Hope you're all ok O.O

Come and make me holy again
Im the man on the silver mountain ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6225055/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6225055/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 13:03:40 PDT
These are but the tyniest of waterfalls, it's so soothing to bathe in them again.


"Such Great Heights"

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly. You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6161950/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6161950/ Sun, 07 Aug 2005 19:18:24 PDT ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6093731/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6093731/ Sun, 31 Jul 2005 20:42:40 PDT hope you guys are doing well ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6009296/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/6009296/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 23:40:43 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5825410/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5825410/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 23:40:05 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5789843/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5789843/ Wed, 29 Jun 2005 09:46:29 PDT [ 2 ] Last word you said:Ya voy
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: Country Yard- The Vines
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: Pablo
[ 5 ] Last time you had a crush: I'm in love, does that count?
[ 6 ] Last time you said I don’t remember: Probably a few hours ago
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: Last Week
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: The Cure, but I dont use my cd player much lol
[ 9 ] What colour socks are you wearing: White, with the gray thingies
[ 10 ] What's under your bed:Shoes, some pictures that fell under there and an envelope (how mysterious
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 12:18
[ 12 ] Current taste: Morning Breath
[ 13 ] Current hair: o.O Messed up morning hair
[ 14 ] Current clothes: docker pants and socks
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: Rain
[ 16 ] Current longing: My miss
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: Lost in Translation scene with Scarlet Johansson and Bill Murray talkin at a bar
[ 18 ] Current worry: I wanna see my miss, and go to a show tonite
[ 19 ] Current hate: missing someone
[ 20 ] Current favourite article of clothing:my purple scarf
[ 21 ] Favourite physical feature of the opposite gender: tummy
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to:It was a mix thing alot of artists and genres
[ 23 ] Favourite place to be: Yellin at the top of a fucking mountain
[ 24 ] Least favourite place: A pool
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning:I usually never wake up in the morning, but when I do, I'd have to say about 10 am
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: I'd like to play cello
[ 27 ] Favourite color: Olive Green
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: Afterlife sounds like a game, but I do
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5'10"
[ 30 ] Current favourite word/saying: Whatever tickles your pickle>.<( I dont say it alot but I like it)
[ 31 ] Favourite book: The Golden Ratio
[ 32 ] Favourite season: Autumn
[ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Alberto...he was like my best friend in my first school when I was small.
[ 34 ] Favourite day: Wednesday

[[[ FUTURE ]]]
[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Australia,England,Sweden
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: Just Like Honey
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: Not sure, 2 or 3
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: Blue subaru impreza I believe

[[[ HAVE YOU EVER... ]]]
[Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: ] Not that I recall o.O
[ Been to New York?: ] Yes
[ China?: ] Nope
[ Canada?: ] Nop
[ Danced naked?: ] Probably in the shower
[ Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day:] Indeed
[ Wanted to be the opposite sex: ] I don't think so, having boobies must suck

[[[ RANDOM ]]]
[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] Does being inlove count O.O
[ What book are you reading now?: ] I'd say antibodies, but I havent gone back to it for some time now.
[ Worst feeling in the world: ] Not having cheesecake
but no...seriously I'd say being alone, or maybe just feeling alone.The end.



I stole this, you should too...
I'm currently painting something, it looks like crap : )
and err...I dont know tis suckee, have fun persons ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5614220/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5614220/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 23:01:43 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5593892/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5593892/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 22:34:55 PDT
I've seen those big machines come rolling through the quiet pines
Blue suits and bankers with their Volvos and their valentines
Give us this day our daily discount outlet merchandise
Raise up a multiplex and we will make a sacrifice
Now we're gonna get the big business
Now we're gonna get the real thing
Everybody's all excited about it

Who remembers when it all began - out here in No Man's Land
Before they passed the master plan - out here in No Man's Land
Low supply and high demand - here in No Man's Land

There ain't much work out here in our consumer power base
No major industry, just miles and miles of parking space
This morning's paper says our neighbor's in a cocaine bust
Lots more to read about Lolita and suburban lust
Now we're gonna get the whole story
Now we're gonna be in prime time
Everybody's all excited about it

Who remembers when it all began - out here in No Man's Land
We've just begun to understand - out here in No Man's Land
Low supply and high demand - here in No Man's Land

I see these children with their boredom and their vacant stares
God help us all if we're to blame for their unanswered prayers
They roll the sidewalks up at night this place goes underground
Thanks to the Condo Kings there's cable now in Zombietown
Now we're gonna get the closed circuit
Now we're gonna get the Top 40
Now we're gonna get the sports franchise
Now we're gonna get the major attractions

Who remembers when it all began - out here in No Man's Land
Before the whole world was in our hands - out here in No Man's Land
Before the banners and the marching bands - out here in No Man's Land
Low supply and high demand - here in No Man's Land



I had a weird dream last night, it kinda shook me up a bit...Ive seen my inner child bloom, I had a nice day...you should too ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5568365/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5568365/ Mon, 06 Jun 2005 09:04:38 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5405529/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5405529/ Thu, 19 May 2005 18:38:35 PDT BOoooooooooooooOOOOOoooom

wow...i got a week subscription thing...free...thats nice
I'm makin music with a friend of mine....thats nice too
One of my works got featured in a group site thing for underappreciated artist...that is really great I really appreciate what they do and what they've done.



I dont want to grow up...
...watch the weather change...
...I love you.

Current Member of:


I support...
]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5330203/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5330203/ Wed, 11 May 2005 13:58:38 PDT if I were a time of day I would be: evening
if I were a planet I would be: Neptune
if I were a direction I would be: East
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: a couch
if I were a musical instrument I would be: a flute
if I were a liquid I would be: blue powerade
if I were a tree I would be: a very bushy one ^_^
if I were a flower/plant I would be: a daisy
if I were a kind of weather I would be: Sunny yet cool
if I were a flavor I would be: Dark Chocolate
if I were an animal I would be: a koala
if I were a feeling I would be: wonder
if I were an article of clothing I would be: baggy torn jeans ^_^
If I were a crayon I would be: turqouise
if I were a playing card I would be: solitaire
if I were a color I would be: olive green
if I were a sound I would be: that clicky sound snapple caps make
if I were an element I would be: Lead -Pb
if I were a song I would be: Prostitution Song - John Frusciante
if I were a poem I would be: thats a hard one :S
if I were a movie I would be: Lost in Translation mmm or Bio - Dome ^_^
if I were a food I would be: Fresh Ravioli
if I were a place I would be: A river
if I were a shape I would be: a star
if I were a taste I would be: sweet n sour
if I were a smell I would be: that new a/c car smell
if I were an object I would be:a big rock
if I were a body part I would be: either a tummy or a breast
if I were a facial expression I would be: sticking my tongue out
if I were a number I would be: 9
if I was a swear word I would be: fuck
if I had a nickname it would be: freak
if I were a word I'd be: anonymous
if I were a book, it would be: The Golden Ratio
if I were a shoe, it would be: these velcro etnies, i love em
if I were a piece of playground equipment I would be: a swing
if I were a stick of gum, the brand would be: winterfresh
if I was a actor/actress I'd be: scarlet johansson mm or johny depp
if I was a band ,I'd be: chili peppers
if I were a coffee brand I'd be: mmmm yaucono i guess
if I were something sharp, I'd be: scared of myself...xacto knives
if I were a stone, I'd be: at the top of a mountain
if I were a comp game, I'd be: some 2D motocross game i played once, it was kik ass, but i havent seen it again
if I were a job, I'd be: God
if I were a brand of water I'd be: naya i guess
If I was a country I'd be: Italy
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: the nile
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: nerds
If I was a building or piece of architecture I'd be:a domed house with spiraled stairs
If I was a store I'd be: a second hand store
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: vans
If I was a bad habit I'd be: smoking
If I was a ice cream flavor I'd be: mint chocolate chip
If I was a disease I'd be: leukemia
If I was a board game I'd be: CLUE!!!!
If I was a city I'd be: MADRIIIID
If I were a month, I'd be: september
If I were a time of day, I'd be: deja vu, evening
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: a sting ray
If I were a sin, I'd be: lust
If I were a vegetable: cucumber
If I were a material, I'd be: Iron
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a cyclops



im bored im hungry, i stole this...I'd like to see yours have a nice evening ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5288507/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5288507/ Fri, 06 May 2005 20:49:04 PDT

"Country Yard"- the viNes

I'm tired of feelin sick and useless
then speakin every other way
gluin my eyes together girl
might be the right escape

there's nothin in the secret garden
just images of blue and white
losin my mind forever girl
maybe the only sign

down in a country yard
I was taken by the shadows
although we couldn't see that far
I was dreamin of tomorrow
I really don't need a change
I really don't need what's mine
out in a country yard
it'll be just fine


down in a country yard
I was taken by the shadows
although we couldn't see that far
I was dreamin of tomorrow
I really don't need a change
I really don't need what's mine
out in a country yard
it'll be just fine ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5180795/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5180795/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 21:27:28 PDT ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5141969/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/5141969/ Wed, 20 Apr 2005 18:45:12 PDT
wee, slow but im getting there i dont really care lol i havent been so active here i guess...dont know i had a weird feeling today we were talking in class about this new pope that got elected, and i remembered all the stuff ive read about st.malachy..to those who dont know who he is...read lol it has alot to do with prophecies, its kinda interesting...anyways the point is that they were talking bout the pope and i was staring at the map and i wondered, how the hell did it got divided i mean, fine I know about the cultural differences, but each place has its own governor, and theyre like worlds apart , and they all go to war, and i found it rather sad that they would rather fight than unite...i dont know i mean, were so used to war and fights and shit, but i really saw in that map what the fuck was going on, and for once i felt really bad ...it has alot to do with what st malachy and nostradamus said, both had a similar thought...dont know sounds kinda stoopid id just wish that everything was ok maybe if the day was sunny id think differently lol but i dont think that was the case..so erm dont know..hope you ppl are having a goodtime or something ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4918795/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4918795/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 20:00:46 PST ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4860037/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4860037/ Sun, 20 Mar 2005 04:26:19 PST , have fun ppl ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4790348/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4790348/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 23:39:27 PST Everything is so irritating and I'm not responding. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4629943/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4629943/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 13:51:04 PST .I plan on using it someday, somehow.This journal has been filled with alot of Cursive songlines lol.Well, to those who are reading this, hope youre doing ok, and those who arent, I hope you rot in hell!! lol no im joking I hope you are ok too

"The Recluse"-Cursive

I wake alone, in a woman's room I hardly know.
I wake alone- and pretend that I am finally home.
The room is littered with her books and notebooks.
I imagine what they say, like, 'Shoo fly, don't bother me,'

And i can hardly get myself out of her bed.
for fear of never lying in this bed again.
Oh christ, I'm not that desperate am I? Oh no- oh god- I am.

How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please, don't barrage me with questions to all those ugly answers.
My ego's like my stomach- it keeps shitting what I feed it.
But maybe I don't want to finish anything anymore..
maybe I can wait in bed 'til she comes home. and whispers.

"you're in my web now - I've come to wrap you up tight 'til it's time to bite down."

I wake alone in a woman's room I hardly know.
I wake alone - and pretend that I am finally home. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4479223/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4479223/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 11:48:07 PST I've got my week all sheduled up, i never thought i'd h ave my weeks like that.
I joined a music class, well its not a class its more like a group at school where we have like jam sessions n stuff like 2 or 3 days a week, and they give me a class credit.Plus im gonna play in a band so ive got practice during the week too.
On saturdays Im taking oil paint classes.
I feel busy lol.I dunnow, lots of stuff debating in my head, wich i think will be the product of some stuff Ill be uploading in here.
bah i guess thats it.sexy sexy song --------v


letting the cables sleep-bush

you in the dark you in the pain :: you on the run :: living a hell living your ghost :: living your end :: never seem to get in the place :: that i belong :: don't want to lose the time :: lose the time to come

whatever you say it's alright :: whatever you do it's all good :: whatever you say it's alright :: silence is not the way :: we need to talk about it :: if heaven is on the way

you in the sea on a decline :: breaking the waves :: watching the lights go down :: letting the cables sleep

silence is not the way :: we need to talk about it :: if heaven is on the way :: we'll wrap the world around it :: if heaven is on the way

i'm a stranger in this town :: i'm a stranger in this town ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4345259/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4345259/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 19:30:32 PST School, work...wow it seems like its been a long time.


A Lack Of Color by Death Cab For Cutie

And when i see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around

If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girlie magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone

To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay [x3]

This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4290224/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4290224/ Mon, 10 Jan 2005 21:27:03 PST Heres something i wrote, not worthy of scrapping either i guess, ive been browsing though my notebook to see what i've done, but its not as much as i thought.

Wishes for you
my dearest friend,
who seems to ponder
in the dark with no end.

Wishes for you my darling,
wishes for you
on this rainy day,
On wich so many couples seem to play.
I am sorry I can see no other way.
I know you had something to say,
so wishes for you,
wishes for my lover on this rainy day.


It looks like childish rhyming lol
I dont even remember what i was thinking while I wrote it,
it was rainy, I was at the park but it was empty. ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4143518/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4143518/ Fri, 24 Dec 2004 08:16:06 PST


Have fun, i hope youre all having a great christmas
and that santa doesnt leave you coal in your stockings


Ive been dreaming of a white xmas since i was little ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4005887/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/4005887/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 18:50:42 PST like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you

whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again

however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3894345/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3894345/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 15:38:48 PST
Today I've risen up from my bed, with nothing to worry about even though i had to take 4 exams, i have some projects due and i have less than a week to read a novel and do some big ass assigment on it.
Everything just seems more than ok for some reason,
i know i have many reasons to wake up and smile
MIIIIIIISSSSSSS YOU ARE DEFFINATELY ONE OF EM
and today...i just realized all of my reasons, maybe because I mainly choose not
to worry about other things now that i feel like i can fly lol.


Heres my fave song

Red Hot Chili Peppers - This Velvet Glove


Close to my skin
I'm falling in
Someone who's been

Sittin' by the phone
I'm left alone
In another zone

John says to live above hell
My will is well

No one is waiting
For me to fail
My will could sail yeah

It's such a waste to be wasted
In the first place
I want to taste the taste of
Being face to face with common grace
To meditate on the warmest dream
And when I walk alone I listen
To our secret theme

Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That can see right through
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you

Sailin' for the sun
'Cause There is one
Knows where I'm from

I care for you
I really do I really do

Come closer now
So you can lie
Right by my side

Sit alone in the sun
I wrote a letter to you
Getting over myself

Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That can see right through
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you

Your solar eyes are like
Nothing I have ever seen
Somebody close
That was made for you
I'd take a fall and you know
That I'd do anything
I will for you

Close to my skin
Someone who's been
I'm a falling in

Disasters are
Just another star
Falling in my yard

John says to live above hell
My will is well

Long to be with
Someone to tell
I love your smell


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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire


http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3394553/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 17:27:23 PST




No has become a frequent word.

"All That's Left" by Thrice

one day the dreamers died within us
when all our answers never came
we hid the truth beneath our skin but
our shadows never looked the same

a ghost is all that's left
of everything we swore we never would forget
we tried to bleed the sickness
but we drained our hearts instead
we are the dead

and when we couldn't stop the bleeding
we held our hearts over the flame
we couldn't help but call it treason
after that we couldn't fill our frames
after that our shadows never looked the same

in summers past we'd challenge fate
with higher pitch and perfect aim
and standing fast, we'd radiate
a light we loved but never named
but the answers never came
and our shadows never looked the same

a ghost is all that's left
of everything we swore we never would forget
we tried to bleed the sickness
but we drained our hearts instead
we are the dead
a ghost of everything we thought but never said
we tried to bleed the sickness
but we drained our hearts instead

we are the ones who lost our faith
we dug ourselves an early grave
we are the dead, can we be saved?

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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire




~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3388024/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3388024/ Fri, 17 Sep 2004 21:33:14 PDT .< and im still deaf , so yeah > .< ooh ( does uncle's voice from the jackie chan adventures) and one moo tiing...I LOVE YOU MISSS ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3361638/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3361638/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 11:31:31 PDT

Astronomical isotopes murmuring,
The foundation of a note,
To denote the formation of ink,
I think,
Nonetheless
Im a mess
-Serj Tankian("A Mess" from "Cool Gardens")

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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire






http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3325606/ Thu, 09 Sep 2004 14:38:56 PDT ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3123525/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3123525/ Sat, 14 Aug 2004 11:10:32 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3043488/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3043488/ Sun, 08 Aug 2004 23:33:17 PDT


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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire






http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/3003853/ Fri, 30 Jul 2004 12:37:09 PDT [link] camera's broken..i cant fucking believe it .Class starts in about 4 days...so yeah that pretty much sums up my mood today







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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire






... ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2971324/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2971324/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 09:52:23 PDT Ill make a photomanip to anyone who happens to screenshot my 999th pageview o.O >.<
if you dont like manips ill do the chiken dance for you or ill make you a song i just want to see mi goddamned pv >.< ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2952523/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2952523/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 19:57:00 PDT



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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU)


Friends and Artists That I Admire






http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2912724/ Sun, 18 Jul 2004 16:50:41 PDT .< such a great place.I'll be submitting stuff soon...something happened with my photoshop ..ill find a way to make them sexy...pardon their lack of quality but i had to make space to take lots of pictures...
I wanna go back and take my lady back to italy >.<.Im sorry if i didnt reply to your comments n stuff i had no computer access boom!! ]]> ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2653661/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2653661/ Sun, 13 Jun 2004 20:13:36 PDT When one cries crystal clear tears...yeah im not afraid nor embarassed to bring tears.
I float away more now than ever, now that ive taken notice in so many things.I just blend in with the music to find comfort
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The Love Of My Life(LITTOL MISS I LOB YOU >.<


Friends and Artists That I Admire






http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2597474/ Sun, 06 Jun 2004 14:38:03 PDT ~freak999 http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2565966/ http://freak999.deviantart.com/journal/2565966/ Wed, 02 Jun 2004 12:01:49 PDT
"Lonely Day"-Phantom Planet

I could tell from the minute I woke up
It was going to be a lonely lonely
lonely lonely day.
Rise and shine rub the sleep out of my eyes
And try to tell myself I can't
go back to bed
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
Even though the sun is shining down on me and I should feel about as happy as can be
I just got here and I already want to leave
It's gonna be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Everybody knows that something's wrong
But nobody knows what's going on
We all sing the same old song
When you want it all to go away
It's shaping up to be a lonely day

I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.




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The Love Of My Life


Friends and Artists That I Admire




~freak999