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]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13840296/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13840296/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 00:42:37 PDT mmm. UMPH.


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...i just want to say...
i love...my luverz. you know who you areeee...





]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13641007/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13641007/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:56:10 PDT and !!


Characters Chosen:
( i'm adding a few, lol MAKE ET TEN!)
1. Aetos<-- Blackdragon/Moonelf hybrid... now currently a tanari lord
2. Nizre'<---Drow elf vampire, sorceress
3. Elenquie<---Drow blackguard of Hextor
4. Odai<-- apeshit Nautolan sith slut monkey
5. Joe<---Rhae, lieutenant of the Rhae army
6. Haez<---Rhae/Kiffar, General of the Rhae army
7. The Paladin<---Half orc Paladin of Ilmater
8. Veszyr<--Drow Theif/Archer
9. Hurzraen<---Drow Priest/Blackguard of Loviatar
10.Dinaue<---Drow fighter
11. Ligeia <-- Romaj noble (romaj are (c)
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1. How old are you?

Aetos: Around thirty seven... But now that I am a tanari lord it doesnt matter anymore...
Niz: five hundred something.... D: I'm old!
Elen: Uhhhhhhh......I dont want to say
Odai: I'm in my thirties now. *plays with her tendrils*
Joe: OLD!
Heaz: Joesaiah, Shut up... I really rather not say. I'm getting past my prime
The Paladin: I'm in my late twenties.
Vesz: Well first off, Elenquie is in her 400's, she's old as the dirt we walk on--hey dont HIT ME!
Hurz: I'm nearing my late 700's but by Loviatar's grace I feel no stress upon by body because of my advanced age.
Dinaue: I'm 200 something... Vesz is in his 200's too only now his head hurts too much to speak. Good one on ya, Elen .
Ligeia: I'm 23 years old <3

2. Height?

Aetos: 6'4
Niz: 5'1
Elen: 6'1
Odai: 5'6
Joe: 7'0
Heaz: 7'6
The Paladin: 6'5
Vesz: 5'3
Hurz: 6'3
Dinaue: 6'2.
Ligeia: 5'4


3. You got any bad habits?

Aetos: I'm a Tanari lord... Why would I have bad habits? I have very bad issues with revenge if you must know.
Niz: Pestering the hell out of Jurain...:3.
Elen: I drink too much.
Odai: I get over emotional
Joe: Uh...doing sudjestive things to my wife with my gun
Heaz: Hurting things
The Paladin: I'm too quiet..
Vesz: I steal *snickers*
Hurz: I am a priest of Loviatar so I have no bad habits. And if I did I wouldnt tell you because I'd have to kill you. *chuckles deeply*
Dinaue: ....I uh... I tend to scream randomly when I see/hear/smell/touch a fairy. >>
Ligeia: I cant control my children..and I'm very out going for a Romaj.

4. Who's your mate/wife/husband/girlfriend/boyfriend?

Aetos: Nefriti, my lovely wife and Queen. We have been through very much together....
Niz: Jurain :3 I love him and would die (again) for him.
Elen: My sexy General. *sips cooking sherry* Holt <3 He introduced me to Hextor, for that I thank him... Its good to have someone there for you when you loose your faith.
Odai:Well its wrong (meaning he damned well raped me) but he was my first.. *flips her head tendrils* Sonne Keel. Its taken us years to get together.
Joe: I'm married to the HOTTEST WOMAN ON...well In the whole galaxy Kelebek, maybe you know the name, shes famous for being the sex >3
Heaz: I'm happy with my mate, Valdis and our lovley children.
The Paladin: Why does everyone have a significat other than me? .... *silent SORROW!*
Vesz: OH girlfriend? Hmmm... Funny....*thinks for a moment, laughs outloud, propping his feet up* Fehaniik is my whore :3
Hurz: Wife... I consider her my "mate" if you all must know. My Dalkabor is from a grand family of green's faithful to Loviatar and nothing else...I'm a very proud man >3
Dinaue: I'll kill you Hurzraen. *grins and holds up a painting of his wife, a half silver dragon* Lanarei <3
Ligeia: I did... Both of my husbands have passed away however..


5. Have any kids?

Aetos: Honestly I'm loosing count
Niz: Well I have four counting the ones I didnt give to Jurain... one passed away and the other hates me.. *sniffles* Oh well she sucks.
Elen: I have two.
Odai: I have two, my son Martel and daughter Felaun.
Joe: Two crazy little shits!
Heaz: I've...Had six...four were killed as children ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13509495/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/13509495/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 08:34:19 PDT
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]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12606458/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12606458/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 14:15:22 PDT
omg lacuna coil!

[link] i love this song.

Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

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Opening Credits:
Man That You Fear~ Marilyn Manson
-this song is one of his best, if NOT his best-

Waking Up:
Where the Green Grass Grows~Tim McGraw/ Toby Keith
-this song pwns. fits lol YES I LOVE BEING A TEXAN, my excuse to LOVE country-

Falling In Love:
Maestro~ Kaizers Orchestra
-LMAO!-

Fight Scene:
A Vampires Lament~ Atreyu
-damn I'm getting good ones! I can see my own vamp kicking ass to this-

Breaking Up:
Braveheart theme
-no comment-

Make-up:
Before he Cheats ~Carrie Underwood
- good lord, makes me look like a bitter unforgiving beech-

Secret Love:
Indian Outlaw~ Tim McGraw
-omfg.... i am so inlove with native americans too, this song is crazy-

Life's Okay:
The Beautiful People~ Marilyn Manson
-okaaaay, this song makes me feel evil-

Heartbreak:
Wasteland~ 10 Years
*CRIES*-

Mental Breakdown:
Next Contestant~ Nickleback
-mental breakdown in an angry fury? perhaps...this song is awesome-

Driving:
Tequilla Sunrise~ Allan Jackson
-i'm gonna wake up with a hangover in a ditch on the side of the road.-

Flashbacks:
Big Bad Moon~ Joe Satriani
-...fucking...awesome -

Happy Dance:
Crash Into me remix~ DAve Matthews band
- hmmmm...-

Regretting:
Sweet Surrender~ Sarah McLachlen
-i guess..it kinda fits? yeap it fits. a bit.ish.kinda-

Long Night Alone:
Parabola~ Tool
-Rp music! >3 -

Final Battle:
Voices~ Disturbed
- *headbangs* Hellz yeah -

Death Scene:
Already Over~ RED
- my mp3 thing HATES me. i just broke down. (blames characters) -

Ending Credits:
Gravel Walk Reel~Jim Lillquist (i got this from the renaissance festival here (sp?) )
-makes u wanna get up and do a jig. seriously, fits great-

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12599139/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12599139/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 23:02:23 PDT i dont think its a poem. whatever.
Aetos Galdier, one of my most FAVORITE characters, isnt too good of a father. he was always too ambitious and greedy, arrogant and cold
this is something his son, Maestra wrote. (blarg!)

running
running faster
but i can never seem to out
run him
are you judgeing me again,
patriarch,
sire?
lift your gaze from me
and let me
breath
let me prove myself
to you
i can be a man
i know i can
just try and let
me.
take your hands from my shoulders
let these bruises heal
dont black my eyes
dont bleed me through.
let me prove myself
to you
dearest sire
my lord
my hero
i want to make you proud
make you realize
that i live
i wont be a burden
i want to be a man
i'll cast myself in flames
and destroy
those who opose
just please
let my shoulders go
please
dont black my eyes
and strike me down
or wish that
somehow
i would drown
i will be a man.
i'll do it all for you
just to make you realize
dad,
i love you

hmm. I blame Running Up That Hill ~ Placebo. lol. whatever. responce anyone? yeah i know it sucks! XD

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12585297/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12585297/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 19:35:50 PDT Tell me mah dear, have u licked a statue yet?
lol
God i miss her though.
Seems I've finally brought my grades up to where my parents have decided not to yack at me anymore.
besides my room. they always yack at me aobut THAT but its dirty, so i dont blame em lol

well. i joined the talent show at my highschool. lol i got into the karoke thing and omg, i dont mean to brag, but yall... i sure as hell can blow! HAHAHA ...
omg that sounded kinda perverted. >>
Singing Where Ever You Will Go by The Calling.

God. I. LOVE THAT SONG.
it was funny though, my friend michael, amanda and steph ...we were all laughing our asses off when michael got up and started singing my HUMPS by the black eyed peas. my lovely gay uddy of love. yes he is.
god but hes so hilarious.

well.
w/ thats my life so far.
and.
for future notice.
Orgy. Lacuna Coil, and... Well, The Calling of course , kick ass.

peace and chicken greese.
~your pervy/drow/dunmer/casavir/valen/sexy ppl in general/ karokee lover

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12572741/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12572741/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 20:20:36 PDT i'll have Joesaiah answer this one ;3


1.whose picture is it that u keep on ur
wallet?
My lovely wife and our two kids and...an ultrasound thing of the NEW one! Wanna see?! Oh you know you wanna see...

2. what time do u go to bed?
Whenever I get tired? Doesnt everyone, duhh?

3. what was the last thing
u did b4 filling this survey?
Hmmm... Polishing my guns. Kicking Koro's ass at a video game! HA! The father is always better, believe it!
((omg, naruto moment Joe!))

4. who's the one u always meet the most?
My wife and kids. Same house, duh.

5. who's the person your gonna
call if u need help?
My cousin Heaz or my buds Finn or Sonne. Always there for me when I get into a jam, heh, they saved my ass from a life time of imprisonment, now how lucky is that?!! :B

6. what's on your mind just
now?
God I gotta wizz.

7. who's number on your speed dial?
my chums
8.with whom do u wanna have fun?
*squeezes Kelebek's butt* This filly here! *gets slapped* The womahn hates meh.

9.what's the latest movie?
Agent Elrond and The Mob of Brassknuckles. Only playing on Tatoonie!

10.when was the last time u went
out?
Went barhopping about an hour ago..

11. what/who do u hate the most for now?
Well, no one really.

12. when was the first time u slept alone?
During the War a couple years back. ... *shivers* Kelebek was with me in spirit!

13. what do u wanna do for now?
Make another baby! *gets slapped yet again* Damn...

14.what do u do for everyday besides eat
and sleep?
Polish my guns and spend time with the family.


15. fave pet?
Hmmm. My children.

17. colors that make u happy?
RED! WHOO!. Or the color of booze. What can I say, I like the sauce

18. most fave in your
room?
Huuuuh... Mmm gun rack. Kelebek's rack. I like those things. *snickers*

19. what was the
last thing u bought for ur room? Welll had to fix the window after Sonne's kid Martel decided it would be fun to hit rocks at the house.
I beat him up

20. any instruments in ur room?
Depends on what kind of "instrument"

21. do u cook?
I burn coffee...so no..

22.miss someone?
I MISS MY WIFES LOVE! *slapped again* God, woman!

23.plan to buy something?
A new gun..Can never get enough of those. I might even by the neighboor kids some!

24. are u satisfied with ur
life now?
Oh yes, couldnt be happier

25.do u like seafood?
*drool*

26. breakfast or dinner?
Dinner.I can digest and sleep without someone complaining its "TOO EARLY BLAAAAH".

27. what do u usually eat for
breakfast?
Well...I dont really know sometimes its so...weird looking. Kelebek cant really cook all that well so its expected. Haaaaa. She's going to kill me :3

28. did eat breakfast today?
well actually all I had was a beer.

29. do u recycle?
This is Tatoonie. We arent like those OTHER planets with sanitary living environments! WE BE REAL MEN AND WOMEN, WE DONT NEED CLEAN!
...no we dont recycle.

30. do u have a laptop?
Those are so out of date. Blah, holograph projecter, hommie! >

31. what's ur favorite fast food?
A bug. *spaced out look* They just tend to fly in my mouth

32. cats or dogs?
either?

33. salty or sweet? -
both, but not at the same time, that would taste funky

34. city or country?-
City.

35. what's your favorite kind of
cake?
The sweet kind? I like thoe kind you get on your birthday where the pretty lady pops out. NOW THOSE ARE FUN!

36. Is kissing normal for our age?
Yuuuup. >3

37. are you athletic?
I'm a war veteran. So...Yes, gotta be in shape for those kind of things.

38. do u swear?
All the fucking time

39. would u ditch your friends for a date?
Hahah have and did! No regrets!

41.what do u wear to bed?
Boxers

42.ever had a crush on a teacher?
Ooooh yes, back on my home planet. Biology teacher of all things

43... ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12158264/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/12158264/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 15:21:41 PDT If there are any mistakes or you have some CONSTRUCTIVE criticisim, dont spare it. Give it to me, I need the extra help.

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10965890/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10965890/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 09:06:20 PST i'm grounded again it seems.
well i'm giving everyone the heads up.

oh and, just cuz, i would like everyone to download the song Brena by A Perfect Circle.
because it owns
~ your prevy drow/jurain/dunmer/demon fancier, Elen.

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10930727/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10930727/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 22:42:08 PST sucks even worse when that said friend blames everyfuckingthing that happened on you.
i'm venting here but whatever. i'm just so damn tired of his shit but i dont even have the balls to tell him or to just drop the prick all togther. funny how he claims not to hate me when he has pretty much said sometimes he wants to kill me.
this coming from a guy who tried (missed) to shoot his other friend.

but really... i just wish someone could come over and just tell me.. like..whos fault it is. i dunno i must be warpped in the head but he makes me feel so guilty that i dont even know whos fault it is anymore. not for the fuck ups and stupid mistakes but more for the actually loss in friendship and bonds.
was it me?
yeah i can be a blunt, no-hush-mouth bitch, but did that do it? he tells me hes tired of hearing my views. even when most of the time, no mater how horribly sarcastic and blunt i may be, i am trying to help him, because *somehow* he believes he has such significant problems when lots of people NOT JUST HIM have the same shit to deal with and actually get through it and emerge a better and more whole of a person without tearing apart ever relationship they have along the way.
it fucking tears me up.
he doesnt care though because he has become so self centered and selfish. of course i've said this to him.
he gives me a "go to hell" kind of look, or curses at me, and denys it all.

i'm at a loss. ...i try to be up beat.
i havent hurt myself or done any drugs or thought of suicide for a very very long time, and i am proud of myself for having gotten over those stupid thoughts but... i'm starting to feel the way i did back then, all over again.
i really do love him though, but the meer mention of him now, or just looking at his name or HIM, messes me up.
i feel like a bug, small and unheeded, everytime he looks at me.
he pushes me around alot now.
i'm so easy to put down.
i'm at a loss.

~Queen Elen

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10309149/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10309149/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 18:52:54 PST
btw...william shatner (sp) pwns.

~Queen Elen

]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10116512/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10116512/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 20:52:26 PDT i love valen. he is so angsty and sadish and sarcastic, so damn FUNNY AND SWEEEEEEET! *cuddles him* best thing...yes best thing is that he is a tiefling!!! O________________O *dies and slurts all over teh chair*


wtf splurt? yeah no comment. poor valen i ashame him. him and my chara just got together so i'm pretty fucking giddy and retarded at the moment! XDDD


the love confession had me squeeing like a little kid i swear i scared my mom...

many 's to bioware for creating valen, i owe you my soul. ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10033111/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10033111/ Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:36:48 PDT i got my stupid ass grounded AGAIN.

right now i am extreamly happt tho because i saw signs of dire activity so yeah. i'm so happy i could shit a fucking rainbow, i missed her. DIRE CONTACT MEEEEE! O____O ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10011749/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/10011749/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 17:40:30 PDT
i've became really close to my characters it seems..like odai naji and nizi havent used them in awhile though, i fear i might have screwed them up.
i dunno i'm just venting my emoness for a minute.
naji should be close to death by now i've discovered..well. 10-20 years
she was supossed to die at 98 and she is around... damn. early 80s.

i'm crying just thinking about her dying because, as i said...i'm attatched. she was my first...well in my opinion "good" sw character..and damn, finn and her split and all that great shit. i dont know but i cant stop crying! DAMN. i love my characters waaaay too much lmao am i over reacting? XD ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9970272/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9970272/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 20:38:40 PDT i used to watch his show SO much, and i learned alot from it. god bless him and his family.

STEVE YOU WERE A GREAT MAN AND QUITE THE HERO TO MANY PEOPLE! ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9951596/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9951596/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 13:08:44 PDT
[ ] i have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[x] i have choked on my own spit.

[ ] ive seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[] i type only with my pointer fingers.

[x] i have accidently caught something on fire.

[ ] ive told a cop to freck off and gotten screwed for it.

[] i attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[x] sometimes when i think of something funny, i laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[x] ive caught myself drooling.

[x] ive accidently caused an explosion.

[x] if someone says the word "fart", i cant help but laugh.

[ ] ive turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.

[x] sometimes i just stop thinking & zone out.

[x] it is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[x] i just tried to lick my elbow.

[ ] people often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[x] people often tell me to use my "inside voice".

[x] gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.

[x] ive used my fingers to do simple math.

[x] ive jumped off a moving vehicle.

[x] i ate a bug for $5 or less.

[x] im taking this test when i should be doing something more important.

[] i repost chain letters because im scared of what they threaten will happen if i dont.

[x] iv done sum thing really stupid wile i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran around naked when i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran into a golfcart tire when i was drunk

[x] ive searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.

[ ] i accidently break a lot of things.

[ ] my friends know not to use big words around me.

[x] my friends like me because im fun to laugh at.

[ ] i move my head to the side when im confused.

[x] sometimes i start telling a story and suddenly forget what im talking about.

[x] ive fallen out of my chair before.

[x] when im laying in bed, i sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.

total score [20]
20 x 3 = 60

Once you get your answer multiply by three and repost as "[x] i have walked into a glass/screen door.

[ ] i have tripped on my shoelace and fallen on my face.

[x] i have choked on my own spit.

[ ] ive seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.

[x] i type only with my pointer fingers.

[ ] i have accidently caught something on fire.

[ ] ive told a cop to freck off and gotten screwed for it.

[x] i attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.

[x] sometimes when i think of something funny, i laugh out loud and people look at me weird.

[x] ive caught myself drooling.

[ ] ive accidently caused an explosion.

[x] if someone says the word "fart", i cant help but laugh.

[ ] ive turned into a "do not enter" one way road plenty of times.

[ ] sometimes i just stop thinking & zone out.

[x] it is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow.

[x] i just tried to lick my elbow.

[ ] people often shake their heads and walk away from me.

[x] people often tell me to use my "inside voice".

[x] gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.

[x] ive used my fingers to do simple math.

[ ] ive jumped off a moving vehicle.

[ ] i ate a bug for $5 or less.

[x] im taking this test when i should be doing something more important.

[x] i repost chain letters because im scared of what they threaten will happen if i dont.

[ ] iv done sum thing really stupid wile i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran around naked when i was drunk.

[ ] ive ran into a golfcart tire when i was drunk

[x] ive searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.

[ ] i accidently break a lot of things.

[ ] my friends know not to use big words around me.

[ ] my friends like me because im fun to laugh at.

[ ] i move my head to the side when im confused.

[x] sometimes i start telling a story and suddenly forget what im talking about.

[x] ive fallen out of my chair before.

[x] when im laying in bed, i sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.

total score [19]
19 x 3 = 57

On... ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9920881/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9920881/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 16:22:13 PDT
Kenpachi and Ukitake are man :hearts:'s YESSSSSS!! *snogges em*
me and :iconstupid.com: are currently doing an awesome bleach rp and i am soooo EEEE! EEEE! happeh. yes.
because shes playing ukitake and i got my oc's...
shes still trying to get the concept of "creating oc's" down. i cant wait for her to finish her new one.

MMMMMM!!! Imogen Heep ~ Hide and Seek pwns. It does. Seriously.

Makes me think of Ukitake for some weird reason, Merlin by Flowing Tears does too o_O
Merlin is an awwwwwesome song btw. And so is Do You Call My Name by Ra. RIGHT ZHE?!!!! O_O yes. Elen is always right. Remember that.

IF U LOVE ME, WORSHIP ME..I AM UR QUEEN.. ^O^

you can atleast bow :3 ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9861075/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9861075/ Sat, 26 Aug 2006 11:14:23 PDT ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9835352/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9835352/ Thu, 24 Aug 2006 05:26:58 PDT
The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

Repost this with "One Question" as the title. ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9795365/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9795365/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:07:08 PDT That and I'm trying to raise $1,600 for a trip to new york and i have till march...
thats not long..
I"M SCARED. I have NEVER and probably NEVER WILL get to New York if i cant get this money.
omfg and then there is Neverwinter Nights... I WANT THAT FUCKING GAME. And I have to get like... $30 dollars for the patinum version...

I WANT MY VALEN LOVINS XDDD (those who have played underdark one...yeah u know what i mean!)

BUT DAAAMN. Now I feel like writing about my characters Priam and Zephyr...

Anyone a big DnD nerd like me? KNOW GRAZ'ZT?
Thats Priam's daddeh. Yes... but Graz'zt isnt exactly the guy who would give a damn but yeaah. Priam is a tiefling, is mother was a human female necromancer/wizard thing and well...made a packt with Graz'zt.. they ended up screwing and yeah.
No love. Of course not HAHAHH! No love... >> Priam is a sweety tho.. has green glowy eyes and dark ash grey skin, LONG black hair that goes down the the back of his legs (he has it tied up alot).. eyes like daddy yes but the skin not so much.
Priam left his bitch of a mother when he was ...13. Lived outside of Waterdeep, along the coast... THEN HE FOUND HIS CALLING..!!!!
Well more like hobby.
That was fishing.

Yes fishing... my tiefling loves to fish. LOVES XD Thats how he met Zephyr.
Zephyr is a half elf.. very purdy too :3 But shes like..tomboyish. yes. She is an orphan (her parents and older brother died from a sickness), and around... 16 when she first meets Priam, Priam is around 25. Shes sitting on an old dock (priam's dock he OWNS IT ) and he comes up behind her quietly as she is reeling in a fish...
There meeting goes something like this..
Priam: *stalks upbehind her slowly* ... (( A woman? Here? Odd...)
oh and might mention that sexy man here has hardly any contact with women.
Zephyr: *blissfully unaware* ..Hmmm. Oh got one! >D *reels like crazy*
Priam: *standing right above her* Umm. Excuse me.
Zephyr: O_O *squeels and throws her reel up, bringing the fish with it*
Priam: *WHACK!!*
Priam: *gets a face full of floppity slimy fish* ....
Zephyer: Why, hullo! Ha youre all sticky :3
Priam: =_= ...

Yeah something like that. After all that they become fishing buddies then friends :3 Its cute... >>

well eventually they get tired of waterdeep and decide to do something with themselves.. Now Priam and Zephyr already know how to fight and all that good stuff...have classes.. Hes a weaponmaster and his weapon is a warhammer. BIG ONE Stole it from some dwarves... XD their god is Lliira, kinda funny for them tho, look that god up.

they do smile alot tho...maybe Lliira is a good choice lol

its a devolping romace however lol...but it takes about eight years for the notion of loving one another to finally sink in.
Priam has blood taint tho..like duh. Often he feels like ripping the limbs off anyone who looks at him funny...
BUT OOOOOH does he love Zephyr. When She is 24 and he is 33 he finally tells her how he feels...but she runs away from him.
poor thing didnt know how to cope. and yes i am too lazy to keep the proper grammer and capitalizations up.
but anyways after she runs off...priam gets dragged to hell with his father.

BLEEER well zeph ends up getting him back.
after that they are all lovey and travel around toril alot. but then somethings happens and i'm not exactly sure... i'm going to say ship wrek for now.. but they are seperated and each of them think the other is dead.

after that it is EMOLAND. but sad. meh i'll write more later ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9741365/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9741365/ Tue, 15 Aug 2006 19:29:47 PDT Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs (or in this case, italicasize) when someone guesses correctly.

since i'm dumb and cant figure out how to italicasize, i'm just gonne but a *** by the songs

1. I hear the train a'comin, its rolling round the bend...
***2. Going outta my mind these days, like i'm walking round in a haze...***
***3. Six names, tail lights, red ants marching into the night, they disapear into the left and right again...***
4. When ever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like i'm whole again...
5. I know i've been mistaken but just give me a break and see the changes that i've made...
***6. How does it feel? to treat me like u do? <-- omg easy!***
7. Livin my night in a slow hell, different girl every night at the hotel, havent seen the sun shine in three damn days...
8. I was at the club one night ( ONE NIGHT!) ... i cant make out the rest of the lyrics XD
9. Theres something cold and blank behind her smile...
10. Two young people without a thing, say some vows and spread their wings..
11. Shes dressed to kill in the dress he bought her she wouldnt care if he walked in and caught her...
***12. Prison gates wont open up for me, on these hands and knees i'm crawlin...***
***13. I'm dead as dead can be, the doctor tells me...***
14., She was a queen lost within a dream.. EASY OMG
15. I'm giving up the ghost of love endless shadows cast in devotion...
***16. I'm the only gay eskimo, the only one i know! XD***
17. Next time out to sea bring enough soul to bury me...
18. Cry alone i've gone away, no more nights no more pain...
19. Train roll on on down the line wont you please take me far far away...
OMG LAST ONE!
20. Your cruel divice your blood like ice one look could kill...
... i love the last one >D


NO USE INTERNET U CHEATING BASTARDS lol i love jooo >_>
THE GUESSING. START NOW!!! ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9721276/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9721276/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 05:16:10 PDT
I think its gonna suck major ass so people...WISH MEH LUCK >_>

*starts praying* ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9685227/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9685227/ Fri, 11 Aug 2006 00:15:57 PDT
FUCK. Zhe, Kat... I LOVE YOU GUYS DAMNIT!
you guys keep my ass from dying, i swear that. ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9683765/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9683765/ Thu, 10 Aug 2006 21:14:52 PDT I CANT DO A DAMN THING RIGHT!
i fell asleep while watching my little sister and ...damn i feel like shit about that too. i cant write anymore, i tried...it sucked. my characters suck because they are sO FUCKING ALIKE. i dont get it. keeping their personalities apart is so hard.. i cant draw i cant do anything today.. i'm having a fucking breakdown and no one is here to help me! shit i sound like alittle fucking kid! GAH!
i tried to get my neverwinter nights game to work and download but it doesnt work either.
everytime it gets to the last cd (play cd, i have the platinum version) it craps out.
I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS! it just wont work.
i'me done rping though. i mean... i love it but whats the use if your characters are so alike its like they all share one brain.
feh.


i hope this blows over. ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9669093/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9669093/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 19:31:00 PDT well...atleast i think
there must be something wrong when you feel like shit each and everyday.
heh... i wish i had a new mouse because i can hardly do anythingwith open canvas now
Bah and my new adapter isnt working good and the signal is so weak i cant even use yahoo messenger... bah.

*listens to some sad song off youtube*
annnnnd i have huang/banaa stuff in mah head.
sad sad sad sad sad stuff

finn and naji too but..heh i'm not that much into sw anymore. maybe my emo-ness HAS gone to a whole new level because i feel like my characters suck. too fucking 2D and dumb. cliche.
Whatever. i'm almost to the point where i dont want to rp or do anything...fun anymore.
excuse me while i go bawl/sob/weep/ whatever the fuck you want to call it in some corner.
this shit is just me venting. yell at me whatever i dont care i just needed to get rid of some crap ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9636054/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9636054/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 00:29:17 PDT
*dances*

Haa... I am now shipping Toph/Aang.
and...as much as I HATE KATARA... i like zutara.
wtf.
its going to happen i think, but i smell i love square. katara/zuko/aang/toph
ohhhhh well maybe not but its some drama i look forward too :3
i'm going to be writing some things on Banaa and Huang so hopefully i can get them on paper/document/whatever than on damn canvas XD
yay for earthbender lovings!
=+=+=+=
le clubs:
<-- i'm not officaly in yet >_>
I MADE IT XD ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9629898/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9629898/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 14:22:02 PDT XDD
yeah i love my short pointless journals but MEEEEHHH! *dances*

I love Fiction by Orgy... it makes me think of my naruto character Fukai (named after a dir en grey song x3 )

she is...cute. love runt of kakashi and sakura. ANYONE SHIP THAT BESIDES ME?! XDDDD
ahhh but yes. and her partner in crime.. Rock Rei. OMFG LEE HAD A RUNT TOO!!??

yes. with my oc. damn i love fucking up story lines but i can do that because i am elen and higher then teh lawwwwz! BWAHAHAH! yeah i wish heheh
rei is a bitch :3 just like his momma
LMAO omfg i made a coment on youtube about a lebanon video... i was being pretty mean but i was being honest but DAMN the fucker called me a bitch! XDD *finds it so damn funny*

i swear. people and polotics fucking make me laugh. ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9629895/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9629895/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 14:21:58 PDT XDD
yeah i love my short pointless journals but MEEEEHHH! *dances*

I love Fiction by Orgy... it makes me think of my naruto character Fukai (named after a dir en grey song x3 )

she is...cute. love runt of kakashi and sakura. ANYONE SHIP THAT BESIDES ME?! XDDDD
ahhh but yes. and her partner in crime.. Rock Rei. OMFG LEE HAD A RUNT TOO!!??

yes. with my oc. damn i love fucking up story lines but i can do that because i am elen and higher then teh lawwwwz! BWAHAHAH! yeah i wish heheh
rei is a bitch :3 just like his momma ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9623612/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9623612/ Mon, 07 Aug 2006 00:54:47 PDT
I fear my ID now.
But fuck it. :3

Into the Fire by Thirteen Senses ish LOVE LOVE LOVE.
damn its late. almost 3 am...
I shall blame open canvas for this... CURSE JOOO! jk my deaaaar yes. >>

I've been trying to draw Finn lately... ITS FUCKING HARD.
kat you were right, he is a hardass...TO DRAW.
lol that sounded funny... *giggles and bounces off to bed* ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9599633/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9599633/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 15:37:46 PDT *ish dancing to Mr Postman club mix* ....MAKES ME SMILE! YES IT DOES.
i'm goofy today and as usual i need to get some drawings out....yesss still need to draw that one for darkestdrow because...well..i'm a drow freak and said i would so i need to get MY DAMN CAMERA BACK! *glares at uncle*

ah well.
AHHHH YESS WAIT A MINUTE MR POSTMAN!!! ....wtf

i spit out four new sw characters in two days isnt that lovely? My newest ones Justinia and Belisarius are brothers and the last of their race...yess..a race i have yet to name but it got wiped out by a HUGE plauge(sp? XD) and somehow those brothers survived. their race is very religious too...some races in sw belive in gods and theirs is one of them... belis hates the gods and hardly ever talks... he is sad about his wife and first born dying... he pretty much is just a bitter shell of a man, but his brother is the definition of mr happy over all good guy.

and he's hot. I based the brothers off sean bean and the man who played hector in troy...but i forgot his name... justina is the one that looks similar to hector... *cuddles him* HEEEE! yes.

sean bean and hector-kins = SEXEH ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9538065/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9538065/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 22:32:12 PDT POST THIS BITCH! NAME 5 SONGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY AND THE REASON, no matter how dumb :3
why? ...its fun, thats why!

1. Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol ~ Because it makes me think of my SW character Najilah and 's character Finn. I can see them curled up on the couch and all this great stuff...its actually pretty sad concidering their past. lmao babble mouth I be! :3

2. Bother by Stone Sour ~ just a warning ...most of the resons why these songs make me cry is because...it has to do with rp character. This one makes me think of my OTHER SW character Joesaiah right after he came back from the war on his home planet...and discovered his womahm married another man. Twas sad.

2. Hemmorage by Fuel ~ This one makes me think of Finn after Naji dies... "Dont fall away and leave me to myself" <-- killer.

3. Remember Me by Josh Groban~ And oh good lord, I'm crying just thinking about this one. Jurain and Nizre. After Jurain dies... heart explodes from stress.
THATS A FUCKED UP WAY TO GO...but I love it. Nizre and Jurain are the two drow that are in some of the pics in my gallery...they are nuts and...oh lord when he dies its gonna kill Niz... *cries her head off*
TWO MORE!

4. Burn by Mad At Gravity ~ My sith Odai Ghena and 's jedi Sonne Keel. Just all kinds of crap about them ...I get pictures of Odai during her training, killing her old family (she was raised in a tuskan raider camp), she compleatly throws away her old life but keeps a picture of Sonne and her husband Rok( a tuskan, IT WAS FORCED! XD) with her constantly. She has...two personalities. Currently in the rp, she might die so of course I'm over here squirming...i love that little bitch >3 I WANT HER AND SONNE TO HUG!! ;_;

5. Into The Fire by Thirteen Senses ~ Another Odai/Sonne song... or atleast I dub it so... Makes me think of Finn and Naji too ..hehe :3


Now i reallize i need to write all these people's histories, bios out all that great crap...yeah.

I WISH KAT OR ZHE WAS ON!!! ...BEcause i feel like a star wars rp...BADLY. XD ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9531918/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9531918/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 10:04:03 PDT yes.
ohhhh lord last night scared the crap out of me. OK PEEPES WHO STILL LIVE WITH NOSY PARENTS.
you have hentai and pictures of hot chicks (i'm like...gay so wtf) and hot guys.. (ok make it bi) and htey are just looking through your comp.

then!!!! they listen to your music. stepehn lynch and lords of acid take up more than half of it. and me... oh god i'm freaking out because i know when my dad gets home today...
IM DEAD. yay. i hate when parents molest ur compes yes i dooo...

but seriously i feel really sick and i really have no clue why, it could be the stress, or it could that pill my mother gave me last night to help me sleep O_o ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9493229/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9493229/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:30:26 PDT Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? GO!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Opening Credits:
Fuel ~ Hemorrage
-already got the emo stuff playing woooo! but this song kicks ass-

Waking Up:
Dir En Grey ~Kasumi
-omg i love me-

Falling In Love:
Dixie Chicks ~Cowboy Take Me Away
-OMG XD I love cowboys!-

Fight Scene:
Blink 182 ~Phantom Of The Opera
-LMAO OMG AWesome huh?-

Breaking Up:
Hunchback Of Notre Dame ~Heavens light/Hellfire
-Heavens light fits..alot...hellfire would be MY ASS PISSED OFF GRRRR! wheee it fits XD-

Make-up:
Anti-Flag ~Turncoat
- I'm starting to love my media player... This song is teh shit! *headbang*-

Secret Love:
Queen ~We Will Rock You
-LMAO kinky >_> -

Life's Okay:
The Verve ~Bittersweet Symphony
-Hell yaaaa :3 My sad happy song...like sweet and sour sauce-

Heartbreak:
LOTR Return Of the King ~ Pippins Song (hope yall know which one) -...CRAP IT FITS-

Mental Breakdown:
HIM ~Wings Of a Butterfly
-i can see myself loosing my mind to this o_O-

Driving:
Benni Benassi ~Born To Be Alive
-Never drive with me, you wont be alive that long.-

Flashbacks:
Billy Joel ~ We Didnt Start The fire
-*dances* ^.^ -

Happy Dance:
NB RiDERZ ~Sexy Lady
- Well I'm really happy when I'm horny...so...OMFG XD -

Regretting:
Bleach Theme ~Asterisk
-...meh too happy lol -

Long Night Alone:
Miyavi ~Hime
-...Ima princess... >_> -

Final Battle:
Allan Jackson ~Chatahoochie
- OMFGLMAFO -

Death Scene:
Within Temptation ~Memories
- shit i made myself cry...this IS JURAIN AND NIZ DUDE TOTALLY. ... *shuts up* -

Ending Credits:
Atreyu ~Living Each Day Like You're Already Dead(?)
-...Well I dont do much..Fits XD- ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9463850/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9463850/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 00:48:03 PDT
i know perfectly well that no one reads my journals so...HEY I CAN TALK SHIT NOW!!

hah like i would :3

i am feeling fucking crazy right now. lets see. let me give you an example. in the sw rp right now with kat (zhe ish le grounded so...well she isnt in it yet...and i'm PISSED ABOUT THAT BECAUSE ZHEE HAS THE MOST AWESOMZZZ CHARAZ! >_> we have an arena thing going on.
lets see. all my characters either...own the arena or fighting in it. so much crazy stuff. but whats nuts is that i have these two mercs.. Teressiuss Haez and Joesaiah (yes...thats how u spell it XD, looks iffy huh?) Heaz. ..The later we just call Joe. he's crazy... not like my other character jerrall though...he takes crazy to a whole new lvl. for example...he knocked out a 14 year old girl, raped her, and bit off a few of her fingers just because she wouldnt stop singing and it annoyed him. he's a dick, but he's my dick.

wait...that sounded kinda funny. XD
anyways. wayyyy off topic. the ideas i was having ...i have no one to rant to so i must get these out, but in story format. The person speaking is Joe. ...omg this is gonna be a long journal. o_o guys, get some popcorn...and if you've read this shit, THIS far, please leave a comment. for the hell of it. say moo and i'll be good. >_>

ok. this little angsty peice takes ...place about ...a few years...after the present place in our star wars rp. Joe and Heaz (teressiuss) are on their homeplanet, Rhae, trying to wrench it away from their enemies the Enyo. (my own races wheee! I'll explain them after le angst shit or w/) This would be..after joe finally gets his pimp playboy ass a longtime girlfriend...or someone that he really cares about. That would be kats character Kelebek. she be cyute. and 15. joe is like...117 he looky young. his race lives to be about 500-700 yrs.
heh beware fucked up war images.

Shots rang out across the fields, screams shattering the air between the loud bangs of blasters and bullets.
"I'm loosing it, Heaz..."
I didnt say these words out loud, but I sure as hell felt like it. I'm a born fighter. I've been fighting my whole fucking life, its my job and I do it well.
But this...This just isnt...I'm not used to this.
This is taking a toll on me and I really dont want to acknowledge it. The things I've seen
A shiver ran up his spine...

"Please! PLEASE HELP ME!" The child grovled before me, his hands up in the air, as if praying, his eyes were wide with fear. I felt my hand inch alittle closer to my gun...
"...", I ran as quick as my feet could carry me before the bombed strapped to that child's chest could go off. This has happened...so many times already.
Its amazing..The Enyo fight like animals. They are so advanced but yet the use the Rhae children as little suicide bombers... These children are slaves here...in their own damn homes. Heaz keeps reminding me that we are here to free the Rhae, our people, but...Will there any left by the time we win? If we win? Doubt is eating me up..
Another bomb went off and Heaz came running from the shack a few feet from where Joesaiah stood. He and his general had been working out battle plans, but the close sounds of the fighting drew them out. Heaz watched the expression on Joe's face with pity, and patted him on the shoulder.
"You'll get over it, suck it up. This is what war is..I've seen my fair share, and trust me, you'll get over it." He always adds, "or maybe you're too soft," under his breath, just because he knows it will piss me off.

Is he really so cold? I look up to that man. He's like my brother.
Maybe I'm too soft. He says its because I've never faught in something like this. Yeah, I havent, and really...I wasnt ready for it. Heaz is a fighting machine... I'm just a womanizing pretty boy. Heheh.
He stared at the feather hanging infront of his eyes, held in place by the ring conecting it to one of his crests.

"Fuck, Joe!"
I turn my head and see a group of Enyo mutts running our way... I dont hesitate. 1. 2. 3. BLAM!
First one is missing an arm, it falls to the ground writhing. I turn the gun on the second one, foaming at the mouth slightly. Yeah and I'm aware of it...
Blam. Head splatters into a hundered little bloody brain tissue covered peices. Heaz and his general are running off while I cover. Easy... I hate to say I love killing these bastards. Wait...No I dont hate it. I love to say it. I hate the Enyo...

An Enyo soldier snarls and shoots his blaster at Joe keeping him distracted as his two other companions flank the Rhae male, in the tall grasses to his right, another group moves i... ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9028233/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/9028233/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 13:24:38 PDT
Mood: ...chicken?
Listening to: Not Afraid To Die ~ Dir En Grey

-----------------DESCRIBE--------------- ---

-- YOUR HERITAGE: English, German, Native American (Cherrokee )
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: black geta sandles things
-- YOUR EYES: Hazel.
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: hot guys and ..well those puppy dog eyes ppl give
-- YOUR FEARS: death, death of loved ones, heights
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: have four boys and die of old age

-----------------STATISTICS------------------

-- NAME: Brandy
-- ALIAS: Elen, Pinche Queso
-- BIRTHDATE: 11/07
-- BIRTHPLACE: Dallas Tx
-- BIRTHTIME:...sometime after 12
-- GENDER: Female.
-- ANGEL: ...?
-- BIRTHSTONE: Topaz
-- ZODIAC: Scorpio
-- PET CATS: one. my other died recently
-- PET DOGS: None.
-- OTHER: FISH
-- ACREAGE OF YARD: feh
-- ROOMS: small
-- BATHROOMS: just uno, one
-- PHONE: 2 cell phones
-- CITY: WHAT?!! STAIC OMG CANT---AJF GSJGOJGSOEJ *dies*
-- STATE: Texas

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: *images of my drow characters having sex* .... >:3
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: face and eyes. HOTNESS

-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: mylips and eyes
-- YOUR BEDTIME: 10 on school days -_-;;.
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: making good freinds like ambz kat and zhe. i'm fucking luck...seriously
--YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: me and my dad going out fishing, kat and me rping out drows

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: Pepsi.
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: neither
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: group
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Both!
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: meh...

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: have
-- CUSS: fuck yes
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: yup
-- HAVE A CRUSH: nope
-- WHO IS HE/SHE: mr bill
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: no
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: Yep.
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: ...meh
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: ...not really.
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: huh?
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: omg hell no
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: no i wish
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: sometimes
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yup
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: vocal cords

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU--------------

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: yes
-- SMOKE(D): yes
-- DONE A DRUG: yes
-- HAVE SEX: ...
-- MADE OUT: nope
-- GO ON A DATE: nope
-- GO TO THE MALL: yeah
-- BEEN ON STAGE: yea
-- BEEN DUMPED: no
-- GONE SKATING: No
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: no
-- BEEN IN LOVE: never
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: Nope.
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: ....s pen from my teacher xD

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: NO!
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: i think once
-- TOLD A GIRL/GUY THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: Yeah.
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Yeah.
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT: ALL THE TIME.
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: ...*looks at ambz* ...my sons name is billy...
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: yup...singing
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: yes XD.
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: my math teacher XD
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: yes
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: yeah!! XD
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": Almost... if that means smoking or something
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: no XD
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: no
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Yeah.
-- SHOPLIFTED: yes, makeup

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: 35 and up but i want to be young enouh to have my 4 sons XD
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: heheh..Matthias, Vincent, Victor, Ashton...maybe something scottish or like...nordic but vincent and victor are a MUST. and IF i have a gurl it might be ...i duno
... ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8926475/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8926475/ Wed, 31 May 2006 02:33:29 PDT hrmm...TAKE.
+ i got bit by my friends dog and now my legs messed up
+ i have a strong liking to the BLACK haired legolas :3
+ i like the smell of cigarette smoke
+ onetime is killed a roach for crawling on my legolas poster...he had it coming
+ i have an OC for almost every anime i watch
+ i eat ants ...the black ones. they taste like LEMONS!
+ i wanna be able to SOMEHOW sing like kyo from dir en grey XD
+ i made out with my pillow once because of a dare
+ then i had to molest that said pillow -_-;;
+ big dogs scare me
+ i have a fishnet fetish
+ i want a damn koi pond
+ i REALLY want to molest sasuke...
+ i make fancharacters (for games) and give them their own little family trees and set them up with npc's XD
+ i have a thing for hentai... >_>


THE FOLLOWING, TAKE OR DIE IN GOOPY OOZE! O_O
]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8614477/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8614477/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 18:20:15 PDT oh i have one particular journal that might piss pll off so i warn you...DUN LOKK AT MY BLOG.
HEY EVERYONE. i love getting comments on myspace and just about everywhere...say hi to me! ive got depeche mode muzix o_o

[link] ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8544278/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8544278/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 19:04:54 PDT Once you are tagged you MUST write a blog about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.  I didn’t want to re write the words so I copied her whahaha!

The Weirdness

1.When I go to sleep, I rub my legs together like a grasshopper for about 20 minutes.
2.I love to eat sushi…although that isn’t ‘weird’ , my family thinks it is
3.I pick my nose! YOU KNOW U PPL DO IT! But I admitted to it. Yes I know its nasty, but I can’t help it. SHUT UP.
4.I am obsessed with my characters and their significant others, which are owned by mah buds.
5.I think the dude from House and Locke from Lost are hot. Old men babeh! Sexeh!
6.I scream random things when it gets really quiet. It would be, say, during a test at school and I’ll yell “le squish!” really loud. Hee.


I TAG... i only got one person lol MORE ACOMETH!

ur turn le smex ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8464409/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8464409/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 23:19:53 PDT
latley i've been getting back into my wittle drow obsession...i wonder how meny drow i have...lets count
1. elenquie
2. nizre
3. naukehl
4. veszzyr
5. tarolin..
6. thalion
7. trinity
8 arsenia...
hell i have alot...two i share with kat ..O_o
TAROLIN IS MAH LOVE. evil necromancer who ish very loyal to his mum, nizre wheee.
the only one on here that actually worships lolth (somewhat) is vesz ...heheh


AND OF ALL THE EVIL THINGS....beside being in love with naruto and bleach (kenpachi owns my soul) , i've gotten into zatch bell...or gash bell, which ever u prefere. WONREI IS SEXEH. wonrei and li yen fur eva.
*rolls around on the floor* ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8123614/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8123614/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 17:05:07 PST
Birthday: U aint findin’ out

Birthplace: MOOOOOO.

Current Location: ...under Kenpachi's bed...>__>

Eye Color: hazle

Hair Color: dark blonde

Height: a pitiful 5'2

Right Handed or Left Handed: right

Your Heritage: i'm a cracker mixed with a bit o' cherrokee

The Shoes You Wore Today: black heels covered in beads XD

Your Weakness: hot guys...Kenpachi in his undies! XD

Your Fears: i'm afriad of being hated and ignored, and of the way people at funerals (the dead person) looks. u almost expect them to breath each time u lok at them but they dont...its creepy

Your Perfect Pizza: pinneapple and mushrooms

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: SURVIVE UNTIL HIGHT SCHOOL AND HUG THIS DUDE IN MAH CLASS....cuz i think he hates me


Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: XD <-- its a face!! LMAO

Thoughts First Waking Up: ...must take shower....

Your Best Physical Feature: mah eyes and lips

&..39;Your Bedtime:' NEVER!! HAHAHA

Your Most Missed Memory: playing with my friends on the play gorund as little kids

Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI!!!


McDonalds or Burger King:....burger king but just fur the salad

Single or Group Dates: group!

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino!! WAAAA!

Do you Smokence

Do you Swear: EVER DAMN DAY

Do you Sing: ...YES i'm gonna go on american idol soon XD

Do you Shower Daily: yup

Have you Been in Love:...meh

Do you want to go to College: yes ^^

Do you want to get Married: no.....

Do you belive in yourself: not really.

Do you get Motion Sickness: noooo

Do you think you are Attractive: not really but i'm always looking in the mirror

Are you a Health Freak: no , i wish i was

Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes

Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE

Do you play an Instrument: i play...my vocal cords lol

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup

In the past month have you Smoked: no

In the past month have you been on Drugs: noooo

In the past month have you gone on a Date: YES

In the past month have you gone to a Mall: shit i dont remember

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: uhhh..... >__> noooo

In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no (

In the past month have you been on Stage: yes, singing in church

In the past month have you been Dumped: not yet >__>

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: ...hehehe ....

In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ....*hiding stuff behind back* no

Ever been Drunk: yup

Ever been called a Tease: no not really

Ever been Beaten up: Hell no

Ever Shoplifted: HEEEEE YESSSSS

How do you want to Die: i want to shot in the head...or ....like...die during sex or something O.o

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a Historian. no shit

What country would you most like to Visit: ROME

In a Boy/Girl..

Favourite Eye Color: any...but i dont like brown much

Favourite Hair Color: meh

Short or Long Hair: both

Height: dun care, shorter than me is ok lol

Weight: not a fat ass

Best Clothing Style: dun care

Number of Drugs I have taken: none


Number of CDs I own:...like 3 the rest be BURNED

Number of Piercings: two...workin on three

Number of Tattoos: none...yet

Number of things in my Past I Regret: ALOT ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8070795/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8070795/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 03:07:52 PST dont hate me. O.O

***Crying Section.****

*When was the last time you really cried your heart out? MONTHS AGO
*Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes

*Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Maybe once

*Ever cried over the opposite sex? nope

*Do you cry when you get an injury? never

*Do certain songs make you cry? yes

*Ever cut yourself? Used to

****Happy section****

*Are you normally a happy person? Does crack head happy count? Other than that I’m …like…blah

*What can make you happy? Stupid shit. Like :iconthe-aprentice:

*What makes you the happiest?: MY BUDDIES!

*Is being happy overrated?: no, its better than mopping around like an emo bitch (no offence to some peeps!)

*Can music make you happy?: yes :3


****Love section****

*Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others? Not really

*Have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them? My family and a few friends

*Did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that, and only got 'thnx'? nope

*Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: I think so


****Hate section****

*Who do you actually hate? Not many. Maybe one person

*Ever made a hit list? Yup!

*Have you ever been on a hit list? On everyones

*Are you a mean bully? Oh shit, I’m a bitch when I want to

*Do you hate any one that breaks your heart? Yes/no


****Self esteem section****

*Is your self-esteem extremely low? Pretty much

*Do you believe in yourself? Not really

*When people say they think you are pretty/hott, do you deny you are? yeah

*Ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough? yeah

*Are you happy with who you are?: depends.

*Do you wish you can be someone else?: I wish I was angilina joile or zaraki kenpachi’s snog buddy
==================================

I have...
[x] Been drunk
[x] smoked pot.
[ ] done ecstasy.
[ ] done coke.
[ ] done crack.
[ ] done heroin.
[ ] done opium.
[x] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[ ] huffed air-duster
[ ] been to a rave.
[x] kissed someone.
[ ] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[ ]been dumped.
[x] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] ran from the cops.
[x] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[ ] been fired
[ ]been kicked out of a movie theater.
[ ]snuck into a movie.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x]got hit by a car.
[x]fired a real gun.
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ]gone in a mosh pit
[x] stolen something from your school.
[ ] Celebrated new years in times square.
[x] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ ] been to australia
[x] skipped school.
[ ] thrown up from drinking.
[x] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[x] had your tonsils out.
[x] been exposed to laughing gas.
[x] had a car. (I just can't drive it yet)
[x] driven a car.
[ ] Totaled a car.

Do you...
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] dance around the house in your underwear.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[x] listen to classical music
[ ] listen to underground hip hop.
x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to classic rock.
[x] listen to new rock.
[x] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x] listen to hardcore
[ ] listen to pop.
[x] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[ ] listen to crooners.
[x] listen to folk rock
[x] listen to alternative rock
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies.
[ ] skateboard.
[ ] do aggressive inline.
[ ] snowboard.
[ ] ski.
[ ] surf.
[ ] skim board.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grade... ]]> ~freakynerd11 http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8061388/ http://freakynerd11.deviantart.com/journal/8061388/ Sat, 04 Mar 2006 00:59:13 PST are retarded ]]> ~freakynerd11