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                <title>my first dSLR, Brian Hall, and the looming flight</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2009 14:05:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in the short time i've been here in the US visiting my dad, i earned enough money to buy my own camera,  buy myself some nice clothes, take lots of good pictures and meet a great photographer, Mr. Brian Hall (<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.brianhallphotographers.com">[link]</a>). He gave me a few tips when using flash photography, and i greatly appreciate it.<br /><br />i'm headed back to the philippines in a week, and as much as i miss my family and friends over there, i hate to leave my dad. i'll miss him so much. i've always been a daddy's girl, and i think i always will be. i'll miss Yogi, our golden retriever, and our 3 cats, Ms. Mimi, Stretch, and Scooter. i'll miss  my cousins anna and brady, the one year old who looks like a porcelain doll straight out of the box. (lol) but oh well, school awaits.<br /><br />can't wait to take a lot of pictures with my new Canon EOS Rebel XSi. can't wait to document my life and the lives of my friends as they slowly unfold <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />see you soon guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I got a photo coverage job!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Mar 2009 07:27:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A few weeks ago, UP Bannuar contacted me asking if I could cover their Alumni Ball this coming March 28,2009. I'm so excited! My first event coverage shoot. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />One problem though, I still haven't found a dress. Boo. It's a black or white formal event and I only have a purple and a brown dress.<br /><br />EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHH!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm legal now!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 22:38:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i turned 18 a week ago. so now i can legally drink, legally vote, and legally........go to jail. lol. that's what my friends keep telling me.<br /><br />i don't feel particularly older though. maybe because i haven't really gotten any new special privileges except for the voting thing. my mom let's me drink because i can control my drinking anyway. and i don't really consider going to jail a privilege. LOL.<br /><br />anyway. so DA's been very stubborn lately. can't access it at home. i have to go to a computer shop just to log in.<br /><br />if you're interested to see my party's photos, just go to my multiply site.<br /><br /><a href="http://kireii.multiply.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />now if you'll excuse me, the boys are pawning me at dotA and i must redeem myself. bwahahahaha. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":p" title=":p (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i was in the newspaper! :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Nov 2008 03:56:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeeeeey! they finally published our feature article in the national newspaper. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> a few months ago, staff from the manila bulletin came to our dubbing studio, asking to interview some student dubbers. we gladly answered their questions and posed for the cameras, and finally here it is!!!<br /><br />it's a full page article. lol. go figure. they don't seem to have an online copy of it but i'll link it here if i find anything. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> to those who have today's issue, (november 13, 2008), we're on page F-1. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i'm the girl in the middle. the one with glasses. lol XD<br /><br />yeeeeeeey XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>whack</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2008 08:36:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just updated my Mac's photobooth app so i played around with the effects and got some reallt hilarious shots.  but i can't pot them here so here's my multiply site where the pics are. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> they are for public viewing/ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><a href="http://kireii.multiply.com/photos/album/40/photobooth_madness?replies_read=4">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>celine dion duets with "the girl with the voice"</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 04:30:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "the girl with the voice" -- charice pempengco at the madison square garden..<br /><br />incredible.<br /><br /><a href="http://choyg8.multiply.com/video/item/385">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~furioussilence</author>
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                <title>alodia gosiengfiao friendster layout</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 09:52:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no i did not make this layout nor am  going to take credit for it... i just wanted to share the story, 'coz i was browsing through some possible new friendster layouts, and under the punk/goth/emo category was this layout that featured alodia.<br /><br />here's the link if you wanna check it out: <a href="http://friendster-layouts.com/alodia-gosiengfiao-layout/">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sea foam</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:02:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my friend isn't paying me to do this, but i just like their shirts so much, i don't think it would be right to keep their amazing ideas a secret.<br /><br />my friend and his friends have launched a t-shirt line called seafoam fashions highlighting pinoy (filipino) pop culture and pinoy (filipino) humor. please check out their designs and order from them! i'd include a sample photo here but that feature's for suscribers only. so yeah. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />here's their multiply account: <a href="http://seafoamfashion.multiply.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />please check them out! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>mangaholix convention</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 May 2008 20:54:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ whew.. i was exhausted from m3... rean (my friend) and i hosted the cross-fire segment of m3, which was actually the game/trivia portion of the convention.. as tiring as it was to act perky and enthusiastic (i slept at 1am, and was in makati by 7am [i live in QC]), it was even harder to hype up the crowd, not to mention actually looking at the audience which was not an easy feat, considering that the lights were aimed directly at us.<br /><br />i got to see alodia *blackmage9 too but she was kind of busy judging he cosplay competition so i didn't really get to talk to her. but it was ok, there was some tough competition in the contest, a lot of people really put effort into making their costumes.<br /><br />we always got a clear view of everything because our booth was almost right next to the stage, and we had 2 booths instead of one, so we had a lot of space... it seems like we sparked a lot of interest at the convention, which meant that it was a success.<br /><br />see, im a member of SYVAP (society of young voice artists of the philippines). so in short, i work as a dubber. i dub anime characters in Hero TV. so yeah there's a whole bunch of us. and that bunch was at the convention, and apparently a lot of people want to get into the industry. yey! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br />anyway, cuttng it short (after a very long entry), the mangaholix convention was a success and a blast. see you at the ToyCon! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm back!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 04:37:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ long time no post! got back from a series of trips... came from korea, japan, china then to zambales, batangas, and sorts... not to mention juggling school along with that. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />whew. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br />so how's everybody doing, eh? i've got some new uploads for ya! check 'em out, ayt? and don't forget to tell me how you're doin'. take care!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>UP Street Fuzion 8: Ministry of Dance</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:47:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys! long time no post. hmmm... im posting this to sell tickets. hahaha.<br />
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upcoming on march 1st 2008 is the UP Streetdance Club's annual dance concert. only this time, it's not just a concert, it's a DANCE PARTY!!! yep you heard me right, the audience gets to dance as well!!! this is their annual fund raiser to support D.A.N.C.E. (Dancers Aiming to be Nurtured through Comprehensive Education), or the dancers who are financially in need to continue their college education.<br />
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so if you want to watch the concert (or if you have a really good heart <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />), you can buy tickets from me, or maybe even donate!! your contribution will not go to waste whichever way. send me a note if you're interested! (also, for generous donors, ill have to send you the solicitation letter)<br />
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here are the details of the partY:<br />
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Who: UP StreetDance Club<br />
What: UP Street Fuzion 8: Ministry of Dance<br />
Where: Crossroads 77, Panay Ave.<br />
When: March 1, 2008; 7pm<br />
Why: because it's for a good cause! not to mention it's gonna be rockin' and fun! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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ticket price: Php 200 if you buy on the day of the concert (a.k.a. last-minute buying)<br />
                  Php 150 if you buy early (a.k.a early birds)<br />
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so there!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> send me a note, ayt? see you there!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i was robbed</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Sep 2007 07:33:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ guys, please beware of the new modus operandi among robbers. they pass themselves off as policemen and come up to you and accuse you of stealing, so they can go through your bag. if this happens, either call a security guard or make a commotion, just don't let that "officer" be alone with you. if he wants to go through your bag, make him do it where people can see--as witnesses. NEVER EVER let him guide you somewhere that is not crowded. YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO NOT LET HIM RUMMAGE THROUGH YOUR THINGS. you can ask for a search warrant or a badge or ID confirming he is a police officer.<br />
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or better yet, don't take notice of him when he tries to get your attention. IF HE IS IN CIVILIAN ATTIRE and passing himself of as an officer, walk straight ahead and DO NOT TAKE NOTICE OF HIM. he will eventually shut up because otherwise he'd be making a scene. MAKE AS MUCH COMMOTION AS POSSIBLE. even when he pretends to talk to someone in a nearby store or the waiter in a restaurant, DO NOT BELIEVE HIM. ask the waiter/waitress if he/she knows the person. go to the local police station and have your bag searched there if really necessary.<br />
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guys, im serious about this one. this morning i myself was a victim of this operation. i was on my way to school and was waiting for a cab when this guy comes up to me and accuses me of stealing P10,000 from his niece, and asked if he could rummage through my things. he guided me to the 2nd floor of jollibee where there were no people to witness what was to happen next. he pretended to know a waiter to get my trust. he opened my bag RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and took out my wallet, he counted my money, folded it and put it right back in. then he took my phones and put it in my bag so thati couldn't call any accomplices. then he heads back down to call his niece. HE NEVER CAME BACK. when i checked my bag, MY MONEY AND PHONES WERE GONE. he has quick hands, and unless you have a trained eye, you will not notice that he takes your possessions right under your nose.<br />
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today, i lost 2 cell phones plus P2,500 in cold cash bringing the estimated amount of loss to give or take P15,000. please do not alow yourself to become a victim like me. remember what our parents constantly tell us since childhood-- NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS.<br />
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i hope you guys don't fall into the same trap. share this to everyone you know, so no one else falls for this. because next time, it could be more than just robbery. next time, it could be MURDER.<br />
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-macky-<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>pigging it out</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Sep 2007 05:00:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so last wednesday Educ won against BA in a volleyball game (kahit by default lang. hahaha.) so to celebrate, me and my aunt ordered out Yellow Cab. so we ordered a 9-inch (small, i know) pizza with 8 slices, plus a pint of ice cream for each of us.<br />
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but the lady on the phone said it would take about 45 minutes before we could get it, and i was already hungry. so i cooked some mac n cheese (yum...) good for 2 people.<br />
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and i ate it all. ((=<br />
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just when i finished my mac n cheese, the pizza and ice cream came.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> so i had 4 slices of pizza, plus a pint of ice cream and a few glasses of water..<br />
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so in summary, in one sitting, i was able to eat: mac and cheese (2 helpings), 4 slices of pizza, a pint of ice cream, and about 4 glasses of water.<br />
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those who have not seen me eat will have a hard time believing this. ((=<br />
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talk about pigging out, eh? ((=<br />
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reminds me of the time back in 4th year HS when our thesis was accepted. we went to celebrate at a local pizza parlor. there were 4 of us, and we each had 3 slices (long slices) of pizza, a burger, 1 serving of french fries (with cheese), plus a tall glass of soda. i think i was the first to finish, with Michael (Perez) right next. or was it Michael and then me? oh well, whichever, anyway, Michael said "Si Macky, parang lalaki kumain." ("Macky eats like a guy.")<br />
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hahahaha. i like to eat, end of story. ((=<br />
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P.S. i'm eating mac n cheese again. ((=<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>renaissance</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jul 2007 08:09:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ on july 27-30, i will be in KL, malaysia for an int'l Kumon conference.<br />
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we'll be staying in the renaissance hotel, and when i searched it on the net, IT'S AWESOME. seriously, guys. search it if you want. it's just. wow.<br />
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soooooooooooooooooooooooooo, this means you can expect a few uploads from me after the trip. XD yay for uploads. XD<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>malaysia</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2007 20:08:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OMG... Kumon Philippines is sending me to KL, malaysia for an international conference.... o.O<br />
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i haven't been abroad in 9 years and now i'm going free of charge. o.O<br />
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i'll take loads of pictures and upload then here on dA. ooooooh. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /><br />
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it's a four-day trip so i'll be missing some classes (the trip is july 26-30).. but heck! im going to malaysia!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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P.S. i hope my passport is completed before that time. *gulps*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay! uploads!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 May 2007 22:41:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ for the first time in FOREVER, i finally made an upload! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and 2 at that. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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special thanks to martin (~mindofmartin) who uploaded them for me. this stupid PC at home can't upload or watch deviantartists. boo.<br />
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i'll upload more soon, as soon as jowi (~jowi) finishes editing the others (which i might add is taking forever [JOWI: tagal na ng mga yan sayo, please naman i-edit mo na]) and as soon as i gain access to the pictures i stored on a pc that i can't use right now. darnit.<br />
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anyway, just thought i'd put up an update.<br />
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c ya!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>busy but happy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 07:45:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.. here i am at 10:40 in the evening... im nearing 41 hours of sleep deprivation... wow. broke my previous of record of 38 hours.<br />
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ive been really busy these past days.. like today, tuesday, i had a term paper to submit, plus an exam to review for (which practically felt useless after the exam), and the surprise birthday paty i had planned for my friend.<br />
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i ordered a commission from *blackmage9 <a href="http://blackmage9.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackmage9.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="blackmage9" /></a> and gave it to my friend as a birthday present, as well as a caramel chiffon cake from estrel's... yumm......<br />
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and although everything didn't go according to plan, she still appreciated the entire thing. i covered her eyes and led her down the corridor and when i removed my hands, in front of her was a cake with a candle, and a commission by *blackmage9 with the birthday messages of her close friends written all around it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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it's been busy.. but happy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>confused.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 05:22:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm confused about a lot of things at the moment.<br />
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1.) getting back together with my ex.<br />
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i do want to get back together with him. but i keep thinking of what'll happen after. we get back together again, then what? we last for, i dunno, 1 or 2 months again? so we just stay together for as long as he still has "the feeling"? that doesn't seem right. i'm not some doll he can just pick up and throw away, only to be picked up again when he wants to. he said he's making careful decisions this time as to whether he should take the risk of getting back together with me, because he says he doesn't want to hurt me again. thanks for the concern, dude, but damage has already been done. by the way, keep those thoughts to yourself next time, and break up only when you are really absolutely sure you want out. got it?<br />
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so. should i get back together with him or not?<br />
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2.) shifting to Film.<br />
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i really want to go to Film. my friends and family agree that i have talent, a raw gift, especially when it comes to pictures, but as i check out other deviant artists on deviantart.com, i see the kind of talent that's out there. i suddenly don't feel so sure about shifting anymore. a lot of people are really good out there, will i take the harsh beating of the competition out there? but then again, no matter how good a person is, there is always someone better, and the "best" don't necessarily remain so.<br />
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but still, is it worth the risk?<br />
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3.) joining the UP Women's Volleyball Varsity Team<br />
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among all my sports--badminton, table tennis, soccer, judo, basketball, swimming, volleyball, and taekwondo-- i excel more in: volleyball and taekwondo, but mostly in volleyball. but that was then, back in highschool. i made up 50% of the school's spikers and overhead servers for the women's division. i won the MVP for women's volleyball during the first semester of my ROTC--during the sportsfest. but i can see that college volleyball is different. i've experienced training with the women's basketball team, and boy was i exhausted. would i be able to keep up with the training? would i be good enough for the team? or would i just be somewhere in the middle--not bad but not good either?<br />
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am i good enough for the team?<br />
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damn it. i can't be thinking about these! i have an exam tomorrow!<br />
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i can't help but be confused.<br />
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help, anyone?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my valentine's day</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2007 17:50:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, today is feb 15, the day after valentines. no  flowers, no chocolates, no nothing, same as every year for the past 16 years. december last year, i thought that would change, because i finally had a boyfriend then. imagine how disappointed i was when 1 month 3 weeks later he breaks up with me. 3 days before our monthsary, almost 2 weeks before valentine's day.<br />
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good thing friends are always there. i spent my valentine's day at the UP Fair with my orgmates from UP Grip. i helped them watch over the booth and belay the people who wanted to try a hand at wall climbing. we set-up a climbing wall in the fair, right next to the stage. so i had a blast anyway. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Orange and Lemons (an popular boy band here in the Philippines) rocked with us as we were belaying. got a few ropeburns though.<br />
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but it was fun because we all had laughtrips. like there was this one customer who was so heavy, i was rising off the ground even though someone was already anchoring (holding) me to the ground. see, the customer is attached to a harness, which is attached to a rope which goes up to the top of the wall, then back down towards the belayer. so basically, the customer is attached to a member. climbing up, the belayers don't have a problem because there's almost no pressure on him. going down, a member would sometimes have to ask somebody else to hold him if he/she thinks the customer is too heavy for him to belay.<br />
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that was my case. the dude i was belaying was like 200 lbs or so, as opposed to my 110 lbs. i was literally rising off the ground. if someone wasn't anchoring me, it probably would have been funnier; would have gone up 10 feet or more off the ground while the customer went down--fast. it was just so funny.<br />
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if i had to sacrifice by having ropeburns to have a blast during valentine's at the fair, i would. and i did. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /><br />
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stupid henna tattoo artist wasn't good though. at least the one i got. i've been trying all night to get the ugly tattoO off. i picked a good pattern, he just didn't make it come out right. it was out of proportion, it was skewed, and the paTtern was just entirely wrong. it was horrible.<br />
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to those who get tattoos, both fake and real--GET A GOOD TATTOO ARTIST.<br />
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anyhoo, i think i've said enough--HAPPY HEART'S DAY TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!! <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pageview boost+DA log-in</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jan 2007 22:27:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey people!! sorry i havent been online as much.. my monitor short-circuited and i'm having it repaired as we speak. Y.Y<br />
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so i can't go online as much as i'd like to.<br />
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but thank you to all those who viewed my DA page!! ^.^<br />
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over the 2 days that i didn't check my DA account, my pageviews went from 85 to 151. i couldn't believe it at first!<br />
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so again, thanks to all who viewed me, to those who added my deviations to their favorites and to those who aded me top their devwatch list. i'm deeply honored. ^.^<br />
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that's about it for now. i'm logging out. 'til next time, c ya!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blog</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jan 2007 07:32:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ here's the link for my multiply blog since i'm so damn lazy to re-write evrything again here.<br />
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<a href="http://kireii.multiply.com/">[link]</a><br />
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however, do take note, that some entries are restricted to contacts and private individuals only.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>home sweet home</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 01:08:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow it feels good to be back home. after months of being in the big city for more than 5 months, it feels good to be back in the province for the christmas break. its so quiet compared there. and its nice to be back with family. *sigh* never mind the cold. its nice to be back home.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>whew! finally!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:06:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ive finally re-finished the webpage.<br />
took me long enough. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /><br />
i can pass it tomorrow. yay! :joy:<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bored.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 21:26:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i can't imagine a better way to spend my wednesday than to fix my computer layouts. *sarcasm intended* the professor rejected it because it was "not of proper format". i created more space for viewing and he doesn't like it. fine.<br />
oh well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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