http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:fyre-eyes&section=today deviantART RSS for by:fyre-eyes en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 00:39:19 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17368366/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/17368366/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:28:17 PDT And it hurts.
Hopefully all will be better in the morning.


I just wanted to let you all know that I'm taking pictures again.
And I'll try to post something new and amazing soon.

Love to all.
^_^

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16005795/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/16005795/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 19:29:34 PST
Dad came to the Subway parking lot to check it out and get me. Thank God there was a payphone there, I don't know what I would have done if there hadn't been (but seriously, there are what? Like, 10 payphones left in the free world and one just happens to be where I need it? What are the chances of that?). But he drove my car home and I drove the truck. When we got back to the house, Mom said she'd take me to work. I got there at 7:20. And that was before my first case even began. Not bad, all things considered.

It was really a stupid wreck, but it could have been MUCH worse. So after I pay to get the rim fixed, everything should be okay. I just hope nothing underneath is bent or twisted.

Seriously though, I'm just thankful I'm okay and no one else was hurt either.

Merry Christmas to me, here's a new rim.

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/14861692/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/14861692/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 19:24:08 PDT Things are good.



-- Whit

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13907540/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13907540/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 21:48:17 PDT

Aaaaaaaaaand I had an interview at a local hospital on Wednesday that seemed pretty promising. I'm supposed to hear from them by the middle of next week. *crosses fingers* I mean, they discussed benefits and stuff with me and everything, I talked to two different ladies (both managers of this and that), and I was there for nearly three hours. So I'm hopeful. ^_^

OH! My 2,000th pageview is REALLY close!
Catch it and you get whatever you want to the best of my ability.

-- Whit

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13749455/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13749455/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 21:09:44 PDT
So now I'm worried about finding a job. Bah. Plus, I only have a year left to finish my Business Technology and Associate in the Arts degrees. And I'd kind of like to do that, too. But I don't know if hospitals will work around my schedule like that. I need to figure this junk out. And apply for that 'real' job. T_T


My boyfriend and I are now dating in the open. That's been a relief, trust me. We dated secretly for a year before finally coming out to let my over-protective dad know. Of course, he'll never know about that first hidden year if it can at all be helped. And surprisingly enough, my dad even likes him. He thinks I'm a dumbass for getting tangled up with someone like him (just because he doesn't have a job right now, he's about to have surgery done!), but at least he likes him. I've grown to tolerate my dad's opinion of me, knowing that someday I'll be done here, but at least he likes Travis. It's a major relief.

But yeah, we're out in the open now and the stress on our relationship has lessened. Granted, we still have our little tiffs, but those are easy to deal with. I'm just glad to have this field of my life out in the open.


Artist's block still seems to be in full effect. I'm taking pictures and writing little somethings here and there, though. So maybe that's a sign it's breaking? I hope. I told my mom tonight that I've been "feeling very unfulfilled as an artist because it's been forever since I've done anything of any worth." She said she was sorry. And moved on to the next subject. *shrug*

In any case, if I do go back to college this fall, I plan on taking an art class. Forced inspiration. Yay.


But alright...now that I've bored you to death, I'll quit. I guess I just needed to vent a little. Let a little out. *shrug* Thanks.


And yeah, my 2,000th page view is still coming up. Whoever catches it gets whatever they want...to the best of my ability. I'm really just looking for some inspiration. So yeah...give me some?


Okay, I mean it this time.
Take care.


-- Whit

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13271420/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/13271420/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 22:20:33 PDT
Real job here I come!

- I still have no life.

- My 2,000th pageview is coming up.
I say whoever gets it has to tell me what they want.
And I have to do it (art-wise pervs).
Sheesh.
I need that inspiration/motivation anyhow.


So catch my 2,000th! ^_^


-- Whit

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/12343526/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/12343526/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 22:32:34 PDT
School junk has my mind twisted and tangled and only leaves me confused and worried. Class work and homework and job work and home life and hidden life. Maybe I'm just not good at balancing.

Clinicals are proving to be frustrating. I like the hospitals but it's just aggravating to be thrown in and expected to know everything. I'm not you, I haven't been doing this job for however long, I've been a student for a year, and in the surgical setting for (maybe) four months. Don't be an ass. Teach me something.

I plan on just being lazy. Clean some maybe. Deal with somethings that need to be dealt with...and have needed dealt with for quite some time. But I don't plan on doing a whole lot.

I doubt it, but maybe I'll find some time to be creative in some way. But don't hold your breath. I know I'm not.

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/11766488/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/11766488/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 22:39:57 PST
Still feeling stuck.
Still inspirationless.

I need help.

I need to find my muse again.
Or maybe for the first real time.

]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/9563238/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/9563238/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 08:00:22 PDT

Yeah.
This artist's block still has me in it's death grip.
I NEED to draw something.
Anything.
Bleh.


So here I sit, at my computer looking at my dA screen and seeing that I have 4,174 new messages. 2,931 of which are deviations. T_T How do I let myself get so far behind? Ugh. I'm thinking of making a new account and only watching the people I really, really like. But then again, I do really, really like a lot of people here. Enh, I guess we'll see.

I'll probably just end up deleting everything I've supposed to have watched and seen up until now and start again.

I need to get better with replying to comments and such, also.
And I need to update my little info thingy down there.
And an ID picture would nice.

*sigh*
So maybe I'll assign that to myself.
An ID picture.

Yeah.

Now . . . for that inspiration.
*walks away muttering* ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8976185/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8976185/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 08:28:05 PDT Or something.
And rather quickly would be nice.

This artist's block?
Yeah.
Killing me.




[link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8709600/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8709600/ Mon, 08 May 2006 11:28:25 PDT
And I definitely failed my math class.
Failed with an F.
Go me.
So let's just say, "Retake."

Yeah, that's right.
I'm taking a summer class.
*sigh*
Well, at least I can't do any worse, right?
Haha...what an outlook.

Oh, and I find that you ask me to do art, like, something specific, that's good motivation for me. So if there's anything you'd like to see me try to do, let me know and I'll give it a shot.

And as always, you can find me here: [link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8443137/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8443137/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 21:29:21 PDT Where am I?
I don't really know.
*sigh*

I've written out a few things.
And as soon as I find the time to procrastinate here, I'll post.
Seriously.
I mean it this time.

I've been taking a buttload of pictures, too.
So hopefully I'll get some of those up as well.
PSP confuses the poop scoots out of me, though.
I want PhotoShop, dangnabit.

Hmm.
Oh yeah!
Arg.
*starts to tear up*

I hate this time of the semester.
As of tomorrow, we have two-point-five weeks left.
Plus finals, of course.
Gah.

The reason I hate it?
Because everything's winding down.
And do you know what that means?
Stress levels are winding up.

All these projects and presentations.
Not to mention my impending doom in math.
I took that test today...for two hours...it's a 50 minute class.
Pages six and seven should've just read: "Screw you, Whitney. -50"

I skipped business class today to avoid my presentation.
The one that I've yet to do research for.
And I have to make a PowerPoint for it, too.
But that won't be that hard.

*cries*
I need a hug.

*thinks*
And a time-turner.

-----------

And for a completely random closing thought, I'll give you this:

I did some thinking today.
"What was the subject matter?" you ask?

BREAD.

That's right. Bread. Not the band. The grain product. I made myself a fried egg sammich for lunch today, and as routine, I got my bread out first. When I reached in and pulled it out the bag, I swear to you, this bread was angelic. It was soft and spongy, just moist enough to be completely and absolutely perfect. And then I realized, bread makes me happy. And it makes me think of summer. Why? I'm not entirely sure. But I think it has something to do with the fact that, in the summer, when there's nothing better to do be done, you can always make yourself a sammich (as I often do). Or maybe it's the memories of childhood, where my mom would make me a sammich, even if I hadn't asked her to.

So there ya go:
Bread reminds me of summer.

G'night. ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8283656/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8283656/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 11:01:08 PST
I keep getting flashes of inspiration and story line segments. I have several little short pieces floating around in my head:

"Do that thing you do."
A Brief Explaination.
The Memories of a Child.
"She's an Islander."

And those are just a few. I've got a lot of character development going on in there, too.

Haha...my mind's a mess right now. I'm thinking about my characters and my story as well as what I want to do next semester at school. *sigh*

Anyway, I'll try to get some of it typed out soon. And if I have to type it out, scene by scene, and post it piece by piece, then so be it. I can assemble it later. Getting it out is the hard part.

Leave me some comments of encouragement and maybe I'll finally get my butt in gear.

And as always, you can find me here: - [link] - ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8107091/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/8107091/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 20:14:57 PST "Reluctantly, Luke slid down his step stool perch..."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
I can't. It runs into my closet door.

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Invasion

4.Without looking, guess what time it is:
11:00

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11:01....haha....I only got close because the shows just changed.

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My TV - Futurama is on. And the low hum of my compy.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
When I got out of the car coming home from church.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Xanga and Myspace.

9.What are you wearing?
A black Ruroneko-Sama t-shirt, a black hoodie, gray sleep shorts, undergarments, socks, and my glasses.

10.Did you dream last night?
I did, I remember thinking that it was weird, but I don't remember now what it was.

11. When did you last laugh?
Probably a couple hours ago at church.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A lot of junk - three blacklight posters (even though my blacklight isn't even up anymore), my painting, a 2004 calendar (haha), a fish net, the picture Cindy drew of Trogdor for me two years ago, a picture of French fries, my katana, and other pictures.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Hmm...your mom?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Enh...it's alright.

15. What is the last film you saw?
In the theatre, Underworld II. At home, either Donnie Darko or Dirty Filthy Love, I can't remember which one was last.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Hmm...well...probably breakfast. ^_^

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Well if I told you then you'd know and it just wouldn't be the same, now would it?

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Hmm, this is always a tough one. Perhaps something about world hunger. *shrugs* I really don't know.

19. Do you like to dance?
Sure do...but that doesn't mean I'm good and/or do it in public.

20. George Bush:
...is the president. And I'm leaving it there.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
I have my names all planned out. And everytime I reveal one, it gets stolen. So no. Sorry.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Again...not sharing.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Of course. I'd love to.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"Welcome home my good and faithful servant." ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7969438/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7969438/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 07:57:18 PST
More and more story ideas are coming to me everday. Mostly, when I'm in the shower. Ha. *shrugs*

And I've been taking a lot of photos with my digital camera that I bought myself for Christmas/my birthday. So we'll see what comes from that as well.

Just thought I'd do a quick update since the last one was from Thanksgiving. Haha, just because my journal isn't updated, that doesn't mean I'm not checking in here. I usually just don't take the time to sit down and type anything out. Yeah. I'm lazy.

Later taters.

And as always, you can find me here: [link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7136276/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7136276/ Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:49:26 PST HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7044105/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/7044105/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 10:33:52 PST
And, as always, if you want to read my almost daily ramblings, you can do so here: [link] So yeah. There you go. ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6755408/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6755408/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 07:48:14 PDT
Between school and work and stress and papers and projects and church and the time waste on the computer and homework that I do and homework that I don't do and emotional fatigue and the little bit of sleep that I do get - I'm pretty much lifeless. I think that's an appropriate word.

I have no time for anything. Especially not now that I've fallen so far behind. Projects and papers and midterms. Bah. >.< Why do I let myself do this?

Hopefully next semester I'll be taking an art class - so that'll give me a little freedom and expression and an outlet. Man-oh-man have I been dying to do something artsy. But I don't know what - I've no inspiration, nor the time for it to strike.

Okay - I have things to do and things to read and things to type and things to think about. I shouldn't be here doing this.

Please remember me and help keep me alive...if not sane.

And if you really want to know what's going on day-to-day...you can go here: [link] for my real blog. The one I'm truly addicted to and waste all my time on. Yeah. I know. I'm a loser.

A lifeless loser. ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6043782/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6043782/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 21:29:55 PDT ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6030026/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/6030026/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:02:01 PDT ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5756977/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5756977/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 20:45:27 PDT i'm tired a lot lately.
like now.
*passes out and drools everywhere while snoring really loud* ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5396226/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5396226/ Wed, 18 May 2005 21:07:23 PDT
subzerofenix: i dont see why guys dont go after you
fyre eyes x: *sigh* well thank you for thinking that...
fyre eyes x: i don't rightly know why myself
subzerofenix: actually i know, because most males are too superficial and care more about a nice pair of boobs than a good head on their neck
fyre eyes x: aww, well thanks (for saying i have a good head...not for saying i have a small bust...haha)
fyre eyes x: and it's true, sadly...
subzerofenix: well sorry but i have no tact
subzerofenix: your butt's pretty good though
fyre eyes x: haha
fyre eyes x: thanks for that...
fyre eyes x: you really think so? i've never really paid much attention
subzerofenix: lol
subzerofenix: actually neither have i
fyre eyes x: haha, ah man, i love our little conversations
fyre eyes x: so you were just trying to make up for the small boobs comment, eh?
subzerofenix: yeh
fyre eyes x: haha...well it was nice

see what i mean?

and then there was this, almost made me want to cry...

subzerofenix: ill miss you while im at colelge, not that i see much of you currently anyways
fyre eyes x: true
fyre eyes x: and i'll miss you too...i love talking to you whenever i get the chance...this aim thing is all we'll have *sniff*
subzerofenix: well ill have to get on aim more often then

awww...to think...someone will miss me, and want to talk to me...and admit it. *sigh*



[link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5386855/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5386855/ Tue, 17 May 2005 20:38:04 PDT Writerswings: hey
fyre eyes x: wassup?
Writerswings: oh not too much how anout you?
Writerswings: *about
fyre eyes x: this is
Writerswings: dumb?
fyre eyes x: yeah...how'd you know i was gonna say that?
Writerswings: well...i am you silly
fyre eyes x: oh yes, that must have slipped my mind
Writerswings: really? is that even possible?
fyre eyes x: well i suppose...i did do it afterall
Writerswings: hmm...i guess so then
fyre eyes x: indeed
Writerswings: well, are you done?
fyre eyes x: i believe i am
fyre eyes x: well, i believe we are
Writerswings: haha
Writerswings: too true, too true
fyre eyes x: so g'bye then?
Writerswings: yes, yes...g'bye
Writerswings: *waves*
fyre eyes x: *waves back*

wow...i'm dumb...

[link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5067370/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/5067370/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 07:12:16 PDT
here's my journal if you want to keep up with me...though i don't know why you would...but you can if you'd like...
[link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4882004/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4882004/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 14:11:31 PST ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4699717/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4699717/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 07:03:34 PST ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4554398/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4554398/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 13:25:33 PST [whitney]


[link] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4410876/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4410876/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 11:52:16 PST
Anyway, started this "ask me 5 questions" thing, and I like the idea, so here's the original post...and may i add, anything goes:

You can ask me 5 questions. I will answer them honestly. In turn you have to post this message in your own bulletin and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you. ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4257289/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4257289/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 19:52:45 PST
[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4164826/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4164826/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 20:43:28 PST wish me luck!!!

[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4111143/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4111143/ Mon, 20 Dec 2004 13:07:39 PST
until we meet again,

[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4061425/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4061425/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 20:42:51 PST
see ya next time...

[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4045664/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4045664/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 21:20:40 PST
later,
[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4026936/ http://fyre-eyes.deviantart.com/journal/4026936/ Thu, 09 Dec 2004 12:41:38 PST
much love 'n' junk
[whitney] ]]> ~fyre-eyes