http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:gemz76&section=today deviantART RSS for by:gemz76 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 08:53:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/27870300/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/27870300/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 11:36:44 PDT
Lexi, the one good thing in my life atm is going great,im spending a lot of money on her buying her new things, you will be happy to know she is putting on weight, and is getting more eager with every day. We also found out she is a old race horse, her show name is Lady in Red which suits her so perfectly.

In proberly 2 weeks i will get my camera i have been waiting a year for. I could have brought it in a single pay check in the summer, but its always been pushed behind other things. So i have decided to get a Nikon d60, and il start buying lenses and when nikon makes some really big jumps in its cameras i will upgrade. Cause basicly i need to cheer myself up and i have waited a year for this so fuck it.

Work is ok, a little disheartening, i put in so many extra hours i come in when they need me in, i always work really hard, and yet somebody else is getting promoted to manager, when that person doesnt work as hard as me. Its a real big piss off, and it makes me want to say fuck mcdonalds, but a lot of my friends work there and its a fun job, so i think il just endure it.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/27500956/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/27500956/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 09:51:55 PDT I just hate myself so much, i love him more than i can bare, and now ive let him go.


It pisses me off, that some people have such a easy relationship and still find reasons to break it up. I am 3700 miles away from my boyfriend i love him so much. I have never cheated on him, i have never wanted to cheat on him. And yet some people cant stop themselves on cheating. You have it so easy dont fuck it up cause you cant keep your genitals in your trousers. For fuck sake. Hmm sorry the point im trying to make is, you guys have it so easy, and you take it for granted. Treasure every second with your loved one, whether its sitting on the sofa watching tv. I got to do that with Jay 2 times a year, and i am angry i do not remember each and every second. Because its those things that mean the most.



And no im not excited it wont let me change the mood.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/26845392/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/26845392/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 20:33:03 PDT
But now i am glad we didnt get to see that other horse, cause now i can quite happily say we found a much better horse. Her name is Lexi and she is chestnut thourabred. 16h high and 12 years old. She's sadly been mistreted for a long time until she got to the previous owner who has had her since june. The stable she was at before the previous owner, was in ontario and the stable became bankrupt so they did not feed the horses. As you can imagine, she is very, very skiny, but excellant temperment, with lots of spirit. So how could we not help her bring her back to the glory she is supposed to look like.

I will post photos soon proberly tomorrow as that is when we will be seeing her next.

I have waited 16 years for a horse, and now i finally have one without my parents help, this is my sisters and my horse. It was not brought for us, which is why i think she will be all the more special to us.

As for the drawing side, i have a wonderful new laptop, and lovely new tablet, but not enough hard drive to use the scratch disks to draw soooo, i need a external hard drive which will take some weeks as i am still paying for the horse. However i will be posting things out of my sketch book if i can save them onto the hard drive. I seriously have like 50mb left lol.

Photography, well with this paycheck i was going to buy a nikon d60 but obviously i am bone dry now, so new camera will have to wait. I will be posting photos of Lexi, with my dads camera, but it would have been nice to use my own (oh well).

Anyway i hope your summer has been awesome and i hope you are looking forward to another school year, or busting your ass at full time employment.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/22998566/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/22998566/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 08:36:45 PST
So you will be not seeing art from me for a very long time.

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BTW me and my parents and sisters where looking for cheap flights for him to come over and found a great one. Kat my amazing sister is also willing to chip in some money so he can come to miami with us.

Anyway so i told him that i was upset (and yes i was crying i get very emotional) he told me he was sorry and i said its not your fault its just i only got fri and mon off only. He gets three weeks. And i didnt tlk to him at all during my days off. Today i was back at school. So i come home and he says hes sick and he wants to spend time with his dad. But hes spent all weekend with him. And as for the sick that excuse is kinda getting tiresome he has used it a lot. I tell you he must it some crap.

As you can imagine i was so excited to tell him the news of the cheap flights, yet he doesnt give a toss. It makes me want to say dont bother coming over at all. I love him but, he just doesnt seem to be there anymore. Hes always doing something else, with someone other than me.

I know he is close to his dad and his dad works a lot, but im his girlfriend. He has spent all weekend with his dad. What made it worse is that now im more tired than before the break as i woke up early to talk to him. But he was always going out.

I love him but i just feel so lonely, and he isnt there.


Edit: me and jay talked about it and its all good. He was actually really REALLY sick so i forgives him. and I love him so much.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17409723/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17409723/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 12:20:19 PDT She will be trying to get it up (lol) very soon!

O yeh and im comming over to canada in the summer, yay!!!

So remember kiddies Gem loves you all! She also says to rubber up? Whatever that means...

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17208391/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17208391/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:23:13 PST

How do you guys get rid of your blocks?

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17208390/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17208390/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 11:23:12 PST

How do you guys get rid of your blocks?

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17128976/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17128976/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 06:54:30 PST I know maddy isnt going to see this but i would like to thank her for lunch and pencils for my birtday Thanks. I will have to draw her something nice.

My boyfriend bless him, as you may have seen has been so excited to write in my journal i apologise if he is a nussence to you, but i think hes cute and just humor it. He brought me, some sexy lingerie, a nickelback CD which i already have so i will have to let him know. and for my belated valentines pressie i got some gorgeous long earings.

Id like to tell all my friends and family that i love you guys and have a nice weekend. ^^

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17008590/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/17008590/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 12:23:28 PST
1) No matter how bad i can be feeling she will always bring me back up. I could be having the worst day of my life and with a single smile she will change it into one of the best. I really thank her for helping me through the hard times.

2) No matter how annoyed i get my little Gemski she will always see the funny side of things. She could be red in the face with pure anger but will still have a little laugh with me and calm down in seconds. This is why she is so perfect for me. Granted i can be annoying and her great sense of humour never fails to make me love her even more.

3) The way she talks about me. When somebody really loves you things that they say about you seem to have a tender and heart felt warmth behind each word. A little flattery goes a long way and Gemski certainly has a gift when knowing what and when to say something.

4) The way she looks. My Gemski knows that she has me hook, line and sinker but still makes the effort to look her best even if its just to go on web cam for me. Some would call her shallow but its something more than that, the self pride that i know and love so much. I mean when have you seen her looking run down or having an off day? No matter what she prides herself on looking her best just for me ^.^

5) The teasing. I cant go into this with too much detail otherwise she would kill me but a little romance never hurt a relationship right? Every kiss sends a new feeling through my body, its a feeling of joy and happiness, a feeling that no matter what i have my Gemski with me or more simply put, love for my one and only.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16911428/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16911428/ Sat, 16 Feb 2008 11:12:09 PST He went through all this to get me a prezzie... isn't he amazing?

I just wanted to tell the world that i have a boyfriend that truely loves me and will stick with me through the thick and thin.

P.S. Pat is also my boyfriend for anything i might want on the side while Jay is gone to clear it all up!

OMG ID LIKE TO THANK MY BF FOR BEING A ASS FOR THE ABOVE JOURNAL. Does anyone know how to change passwords.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16880666/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16880666/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 12:19:13 PST My dad decided to stay home aswell and with all four of us in the house for the past 2 days it has created a certain amount of tension. He had a phone conference today so he was on the phone and the computer for 5 hours today. Incase people havent noticed it is valentines day. And as i dont get to see my boyfriend for another 5 months it would be awesome to talk to him on the phone on this special day.
However he has gone out with his dad.
Today has been sucky ive sat around waiting for four oclock now i have found out i cant talk to Jay, and i have a test tomor. I am so pissed right now.
Not to mention i upset a friend kyle, whom i love dearly i see him as a older brother. And i feel very guilty, im sorry kyle.

Anyway i guess il just potter around till i go to sleep, i hate useless days.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16594076/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16594076/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 12:25:41 PST I oblige willingly. She starts trying to take a picture i give her a quick playful glare so she switches to looking at the ones already on the camera. 3 mins later i heard a omg! and then the camera shutting down and closing i look up, she tells me she has accidently erased all the pictures on the camera. I didnt believe her at first she loves to scare you so i thought it was a joke. I took the camera from her to find omg all 200 photos were gone, deleted, into the black abbiss where i shall never retreive them.
So now year book people are pissed at me, they were due today at lunch, i then got a extention and now i have to get 30 photos of people with names and grades in half an hour. OMG!

Not to mention they wernt the only photos on the camera. My house is being featured in some english magazine, i dont know much about it so he had some photos he had done professionaly to give the magazine people. Il admit he was stupid he should have put them on the comp as soon as he took them but you dont think someones gonna erase all.

Now i know it was a mistake, and im not pissed at her im pissed at the fact it gives you a warning and it says in a big orange rectangle are you sure you want to erase all. And not once did she tell me, when you have to go through two erase channels to erase all. THATS WHAT IM PISSED AT.

Now my boyfriend as much as i love him, doesnt seem to be able to comprehend the thought that sometimes i cant call him, and sometimes he needs to go on the comp or call me in order to get in contact with me. I NEED TO TALK TO HIM HIS INTERNET PHONE ISNT WORKING, I CANT USE MY HOUSE PHONE BECAUSE MY MUM IS TALKING TO A SHOP OWNER WHO IS SELLING HER BAGS IM ON THE INTERNET BUT HE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ITS NOT HARDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Thank you for being understanding, i apologise for my rant. But im pissed off.



Ok so i have been testing out tutorials, and trying out some brushes so i would like to put on those tutorials and brushes i found useful.

These are all for photoshop, and the brushes are all compatible with photoshop 7 and up.

Tutorials
[link] oultining tutorial
[link] how to make brushes
[link] fairy wings
[link] fire
[link] realistic hair
[link] clouds
[link] fairy glow
[link] complete tutorial
[link] water tutorial
[link] water droplets
[link] hair tutorial


Brushes

[link] trees
[link] ferns
[link] leaves
[link] beams of light
[link] sparkles stuff
[link] flowers
http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/16287639/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 14:08:25 PST
Also fingers crossed me and my sibling may be buying a horse. Now i have never had one, and have always wanted one since i was 4 so this is OMFG FANTASTIC.

On a lesser note this is gonna be one hell of a expensive year.

Anywhos bye for now

i write such lame journals

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/15777209/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/15777209/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 10:02:32 PST
Although i fear that i have let friends down, as i was really looking forward to moving in with them in Toronto. And i dont know but i just want to have a normal relationship with my boyfriend so i was planning to move back to England after christmas providing that i pass my exams, and his parents are willing. I will proberly do uni there, so it should be ok.

Im happy that my boyfriend Jay is happy but i know a lot of my very close friends here are not. Either way someone is going to be upset. I am not truelly happy here because i obviously miss my boyfriend. But if i move back i will miss my friends greatly also.

Sigh i dont know what to do, even though i have made up my mind, i dont know if its right choice. At least i have a year to think about it.

Im sorry guys but i have to do what is right for Jay im sorry. Plus i will come visit proberly every year, and i will always have msn, and theres still the phone, and yeh you will see me again.

Im sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/15726395/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/15726395/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 19:17:19 PST
Ok reason why im pissy!!

1. My computer has FOUR yes FOURRRRRRRR fucking virus's on it.

2. The virus's are my fault because i downloaded them from what i thought was a safe site.

3. These stupid virus's are stopping me talking to my boyfriend for cheap. For those who dont know me my boyfriend lives 3500 miles away, i only get to see him once a year, so it would be nice if i could call him without a $94 phone bill at the end of the month.

4. The virus's have messed up my scanner.

5. My boyfriend has brought me a new tablet for christmas, but because of the virus's i wont be able to install it.

6. My dad like a lot of men (apologies to those men who actually do things to help your family). My dad is just waving away the virus's i dont know quite what he thinks. I think he expects me to get rid of them. But i am less computer literate do not know how.

7. Having a stupid amount of arguments with Jay (boyfriend) over little things because im stressed because i have to figure out if i want to move back to England or go to Toronto.

oh yea

8. I have to find $1300 by July so please wish me luck, and take a nice deep breath.

Ahhhhh i feel better now thanks for letting me get this off my chest.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/14415028/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/14415028/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 18:14:08 PDT
blue=loud
Green=stupid
red= gorgeous
White=Bitchy
Aqua=freaky
Yellow=innocent
Purple=a little TOO happy
Black= EMO
Orange=funny
Gray= skanky
Pink= PRETTY
Brown=tree-hugging
Multicolored= sweaty
Other= weird
Nothing= Hott
sports bra=beautiful

What kind of pants are you wearing?

Shorts=whore
Skirt= Skank
Cordoroy= Faggot
ttiigghhtt jeans= scene kid
Ripped Jeans=slut
Cammo=cage fighter
jeansrep
Cargo=clown
Sweats/basketball shorts/pants= athlete
Boxers=stud
Bootieshorts=stripper
capris=retard
Nothing=WEIRDO(I never sleep in pants, leave me alone... )
Dickies= THUG
pjs=HOTTIIEE

What is your natural hair color?

auburn= with sexy eyes
blonde= with a sexy body
brown= with beautiful eyes
black= who is a good kisser
dark brown =WITH A SEXY BODY
red = that likes to have fun
brunette = with a hot boyfriend
dirty blonde= with a sexy smile
bald=with herpes...type 2...and bad
OTHER = who loves to be different

REPOST DIS TITLED " I AM...."

Btw i have a stock account, so if you enjoy looking at my photos il put all new photos on there

[link]

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/14210373/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/14210373/ Fri, 17 Aug 2007 11:32:50 PDT
But now im homesick and sad and i want my boyfriend. Its going to be 11 months till i next see him. In which time i will hopefully finish highschool and so Jay and i will hopefully go on holiday just somewhere cheap like greece or italy.

I hope everyones had a amazing summer.

- Hey Gem just thought id leave you with a little message so when you get on i could possibly put a little smile on your face. I just wanted to say im really missing you, seems like we havnt talked for days on end! To all readers out there let it be known that this is a very special person, you really have to get to know her!

I really love you Gem and forever will, with all the love a "lad" could give, Jay kiss xoxoxox

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Anywho everything is going great for once schools getting better, im getting happier, Jay is relaxing more, i can go to england, i love my friends, and and hopefully i will be able to do more drawing.

I know i promised to draw more dragons i have been unable to lately as i have a stupid graphics projects due and its annoying me. So they have to come first.

Anywho have a great week for those of you who are lucky enough to have photoshop check this guys tutorials out. They kick ass ive played with photoshop once and i understand them, and he talks to you and tells you exactly what to do not just by print screens. He pones. So anywho check his gallery out.

[link]

Have fun people

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12954567/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12954567/ Mon, 14 May 2007 14:52:01 PDT
Im a little afraid to learn of what this is but i just wish i could be there with him. Wow relationships are complicated, and hard and long distance are a lot more of both. Life isnt going my way at all, i think im changing into a bit of a bitch so im gonna have to be nicer and more relaxed with Jay.

God i miss him, LIFE SUCKS im so glad i have him but i want more i would give anything just to take a 2 hour car journey to his house and walk into his room and surprise him.

Im so glad he doesnt check this site id prefere him not to know how i feel sometimes. Anyway have fun people i hope your relationships are easier then mine atm.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12911921/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12911921/ Thu, 10 May 2007 14:35:26 PDT
I knew best come in short supplies but come on, my one true best friend ive had for years has just left me to be upset. I dont get to talk to her often and its like she says she would do anything for me but when i explain im really upset because of a trip i have to pay for she tells me she has to wake up tomor so she has to go to bed at 10:00pm.

AND...... my boyfriend i get to tlk to him once a day for about a hour, he had this drama thing after school and had tons of hw so he couldnt talk to me. Even though i was crying, how can he leave me. His schooling means a lot to him i understand this and he has a latin test tomorow but come on. I thought i would be slightly more important as its our 2 year anniversery in july.

The one day i need someone around everyone leaves. It then turns out my sister ex who is a complete asshole, is the only one that has stayed to reasure me and (figure of speech) cry on his shoulder.

I just.................... (scream) fucking traitors. just my god. FUCKING HELL!!!!! I hate this i need to cry my eyes out but im too upset.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i argue with my dad so he lets me have the webcam back. AND JAY DOESNT EVEN HAVE TIME TO COME ONLINE AND SEE ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 3 WEEKS. this isnt his fault i know but argggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

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For those who are interested i had a crappy birthday but oh well didnt matter much.
Time for work byeeee have fun people!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12003069/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/12003069/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 16:17:09 PST
Anywho have a nice 1st march i hope its better then mine.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11883473/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11883473/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 14:58:33 PST Second Jays been trying to contact me for two days trying to tell me he could spend a week with me. The reason for my behaviour was originally he couldnt go at all. So this has made me sooooo happy and now im all love struck and sickly and giggly (you know how it is).

Anyway thanks guys.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11872050/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11872050/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 18:14:25 PST
Basicly my boyfriend (understandably) has to do his school work instead of coming to eddinbourgh (scottland), because of a gay lawyer (not litteraly). So im going to get really behind at school spend tons of money for no reason.

I hate only seeing your bf once a year.

ANOTHER THING is that my amazing camera which i love like a child, the body of it is broken and i have to pay for 2 england trips, so if anyone knows a a Canon AV1 body (i dont need lenses) thats fairly cheap please let me know.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11777135/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11777135/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 18:04:55 PST
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]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11460390/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11460390/ Tue, 16 Jan 2007 13:18:39 PST Life is good but my art is coming slow as of all the work im doing.

I can not wait for march.

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11226633/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11226633/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 19:21:36 PST Were kinda 3000 miles appart. I know hes busy with family but would it kill him to spend 5 mins on a laptop to send me a email.

Do you guys just not think about it?

Please someone fill me in on how the male brain works

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11106942/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11106942/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 15:37:11 PST Well ive done nothing so there you go.

Naaa ive been working my ass off at work and school its hard to juggle all this and then have a bf 3000 miles away.

Anywho i just joined this new club called the redeemers club. go check it out.









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]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11028105/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/11028105/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:32:30 PST
You know you spend to much time on the computer, when:











1. You go to a party, sit down and take MySpace pics.
































2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
































3. The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don't have AIM/LiveJournal/MySpace.
































4. You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the button on the TV.
































6. Your evening activity is sitting at the computer.






























7. You read this list, and keep nodding and smiling.
































8. You think about how stupid you are for reading this.






























9. You were too busy to notice number five.






























10. You actually scrolled back up to check if there was a number five.
































11. And now you're laughing at your stupidity.


























12. Repost if you fell for it. You know you did

]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9928940/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9928940/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:49:30 PDT [link] gallery. She has a lovelly gallery. Should be fun to do.

Please make sure to copy whole journal (list and rules below this point)

The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldn’t be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challenge.

The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.



THE LIST:

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation ]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9919452/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9919452/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 14:10:59 PDT
B - Band you are listening to right now: none

C - Crush: Jay

D - Dad's name: David

E- Easiest person to talk to: Jen or Jay depends on subject

F - Favorite ice cream: Chocolate

G - Gummy worms or Gummy bears?:gummy bears

H - Hometown: nottingham

I - Instruments: used to violin

J - Junior high: Horsell church of england middle school

K - Kids: definetly

L - Longest car ride: 7 hours

M - Mom's name: julie

N - Nicknames: Gem, gemima, gemmie, gemmio, smilie,gemmifer (the worst of them all)

O - One wish: to be with Jay soppy i know

P - Phobia: spiders

Q - Quote: you idiot-my sister to me

R - Reasons to smile: all the good in the world

S - Scent: lillies

T - Time you woke up today: 7am

U - Unknown fact about me: no idea

V - Vegetables you hate: i dont hate hate any.

W - Worst luck with: not hurting people im pretty clumsy

X - X-rays you've had: entire body X-ray

Y - Years since you've been to church: haha do you have to have actually listened

Z - Zodiac sign: Normal? pisces. Chinese? horse. ]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9918242/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9918242/ Thu, 31 Aug 2006 12:04:55 PDT
B - Band you are listening to right now: none

C - Crush: Jay

D - Dad's name: David

E- Easiest person to talk to: Jen or Jay depends on subject

F - Favorite ice cream: Chocolate

G - Gummy worms or Gummy bears?:gummy bears

H - Hometown: nottingham

I - Instruments: used to violin

J - Junior high: Horsell church of england middle school

K - Kids: definetly

L - Longest car ride: 7 hours

M - Mom's name: julie

N - Nicknames: Gem, gemima, gemmie, gemmio, smilie

O - One wish: to be with Jay soppy i know

P - Phobia: spiders

Q - Quote: you idiot-my sister to me

R - Reasons to smile: all the good in the world

S - Scent: lillies

T - Time you woke up today: 7am

U - Unknown fact about me: no idea

V - Vegetables you hate: i dont hate hate any.

W - Worst luck with: not hurting people im pretty clumsy

X - X-rays you've had: entire body X-ray

Y - Years since you've been to church: haha do you have to have actually listened

Z - Zodiac sign: Normal? pisces. Chinese? horse. ]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9330842/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9330842/ Mon, 10 Jul 2006 09:49:49 PDT Birthday: 1st march
Birthplace: Nottingham wohooo ROBIN HOOD!!!!!!!!!! England!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Location: New bruinswick Canada (what can i say its nice to travel)
Eye Colour: Blue
Hair Colour: light brown
Height: 5'3"

Right/left Handed: right

Single or taken: Taken

Your Heritage: English

The Shoes You Wore Today: trainers

Your Weakness: my boyfriend, and best friends

Your Fears: going blind and/or paralized

Your Perfect Pizza: Peperoni and pinapple

Goal You Would Like to Achieve This Year: live till next year

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hehe,

Thoughts First Waking Up: got to see Summer today

Your Best Physical Feature: eyes

Your Bedtime: 2. am

Pepsi or Coke: coke but i drink anything

McDonalds or Burger King: neither dont eat at those places

Single or Group Dates: Group

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee

Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: when its called for
Do you Sing: if i am really really in the mood
Do you Shower Daily: yep

Have you Been in Love: yep
Do you want to go to College: Yep
Do you want to get Married: yea
Do you believe in yourself: usually
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Nope
Do you get along with your Parents: yea sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yep very much
Do you play an Instrument: used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you been on a Date: nope my bf is 3000 miles away
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope thank god
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you been Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: Tipsy but not smashed
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been beaten: at what
Ever Shoplifted: nope im a angel

How do you want to Die: die in my sleep, or if i couldnt do that id like to freeze to death cause u just fall asleep even though you would be freezin but oh well
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Zoo VET
What country would you most like to Visit: New Zealand

Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: no idea
Number of Piercings: one pair
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: god loads but then again if i didnt do that stuff i wouldnt be where i am today.

In a Boy/Girl

Favourite Eye Colour: Brown

Favourite Hair Colour: Browns or blacks

Short of Long Hair: Short

Height: a bit taller

Weight: i have never thought about that before

Best Clothing Style: hmm no preferences ]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9258273/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9258273/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:54:08 PDT Favorite Place= forest.
Favorite Soda= cream soda
Favorite Animal= horse obviously
Favorite Weather= rain

DO YOU...
Do you wish you could live somewhere else= im happy for the moment
Do you want more piercings= Neinyea
Do you want a tattoo= no
Do you like Cleaning= depends on my mood

LASTS...
Last talked to= mother
Last thought= i should go see my horse
Last showered= in the morning
Last movie watched= wallace and grommit

FOR OR AGAINST...
Long distance relationships= yep im in one but i wouldnt recomend unless u had 2
Killing People= if they have done something really really bad then maybe
Teenage smoking= against
Gay Marriage= for
Abortion= depends on situation

HAVE YOU...
Ever cried over a girl or boy= yep
Ever been arrested= yep
Ever had a friend die= yea
Ever dated a cousin= no way
Ever used a gun= nope
Ever finished a puzzle= yep
Ever got surgery= yep
Ever got beat up= yep
Ever hated someone=yea course who hasnt
Ever made a huge mistake= oh yes
Ever jogged a mile= yep many times

LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed= my dog
Saw you cry = dad
Made you cry = sfesta aka sister
Yelled at you = sister

PICK ONE...
Blue or Red= blue
Spring or Fall= spring
Summer or Winter= winter

RANDOM STUFF...
Criminal record= no
Do you speak any other languages fluently= no does canadian count as another language from english?
Piercings and where= ears
Your Initials= GVW
How old do you look= 17 ish
How old do you act= depends on my mood
Do you have any pets= nope not anymore
Do you get embarrassed= yep

Q. What's your current relationship status?
A. going out

Q. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A. shorts and England T-shirt Go england!!!

Q. What is your current problem?
A. how to survive for the 3 weeks

Q. Who do you love most?
A. Jay and jess oh oh and jen back in england

Q. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
A. i have no idea.

Q. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
A. a tiger

Q. Ever have a near death experience?
A. yes

Q. Name an obvious quality you have?
A. errrrrr........... hmm no idea

Q. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
A. dont have one

Q. Who will copy and paste this first?
A. that person in the place, with the hair, with those eyes do u know them

Q. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
A. Cuz

Q. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
A. yes

Q. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
A. yes

Q. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
A. yes

Q. Are you comfortable with your height?
A. fairly

Q. Have you ever been rushed into the emergency room?
A. yes

Q. What colour shirt are you wearing?:
A. white, red and blue

Q. Name one thing that you do everyday?:
A. draw

Q. Who got you to join deviantart?
A. Karkahn

Q. What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A. London

Q.Would you have a problem if your significant others ex was always around?
A. yes id proberly punch her ]]> ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9207954/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9207954/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 08:32:48 PDT ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9000231/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/9000231/ Wed, 07 Jun 2006 14:54:44 PDT ~gemz76 http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/8930520/ http://gemz76.deviantart.com/journal/8930520/ Wed, 31 May 2006 13:02:40 PDT and i would like to thank all the people that have helped me with the journal thing THANK YOU!!!!!! ]]> ~gemz76