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... ]]> ~giggle-fetish Dark Ladies in Houston http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/26487193/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/26487193/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 15:45:06 PDT [link]

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Well, Here we are. Two dark-haired maidens of the states, in search of jobs to supplement our lives and keep our home. (our newly acquired apartment!)
It is a modest apartment but not for long. Soon the living room will be decorated in French Blue, our kitchen in a romantic indigo scheme, finishing with a mermaid-style bathroom.

...hee, Of course our separate bedrooms will be in different themes according to our own fancies. (mine will be a spooky-sweet pastel Carnival with fairies on top!)

As far as location, we're sooo close to the Galleria (a big mall in Houston), and lots of mass-transit. I hope I can get a job in the Galleria (it's HUGE, so I don't see why I couldn't get one).
Time to create that resume!!!

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Clubz lubz http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/26180570/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/26180570/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 22:50:40 PDT
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]]> ~giggle-fetish Home of the Brave http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25740876/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25740876/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 19:01:48 PDT

"Oh, say, can you see, by the dawn's early light,
What so proudly we hail'd at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, thro' the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watch'd, were so gallantly streaming?
And the rockets' red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof thro' the night that our flag was still there.
O say, does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?"

Yes, I know that's not the whole song and there are many more verses. But I like this part best. (and it's the one I remember...)

I saw no fireworks today as I sat outside and watched twilight come into the sky.
Living on farm land, far from a town, it was to be expected.
But ohhh, did I hear them. So loudy and clear in the quiet evening. There were fireflies everywhere... flitting about, blinking merrily. It's a pretty sight.
I could have been lonely and had a pity party with myself, but I didn't feel that way. After all, millions of people were sitting outside, enjoying the same patriotic feeling I was feeling. I wasn't alone. I'm never alone.

America has numerous problems and doesn't give off a good impression to other countries... but it's still MY country, my home. And I'm grateful to have been born here. I'm in love with what the flag used to mean and the bottom line of what this country was founded upon. If everyone would just stick to that then things could be a lot simpler, but that just can't be the case now it seems.

I'm moving to London someday. Ironic, the country that brave men and women fought to escape from so long ago is now the country I actually want to be in.
It's not that I don't appreciate the sacrifices that were made, that's not the case at all. I'm openly patriotic and will shout it from the rooftops clad in only our flag!
ahem. But I'm not blind, and I can see very clearly that the old promises of the flag aren't getting anywhere in our conservative country. I won't go into what I do and do not agree with. I don't feel it'd be very polite to do on my art journal.
To conclude, my life, liberty, and the pursuit of my happiness will be better suited in England. But I love my country, very much. And I'm proud to be an American!

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]]> ~giggle-fetish of Life and Fetish http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25703532/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25703532/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 20:23:23 PDT

Yesterday, I walked to the park near to my home. ...Well, I has walked halfway then was stopped by a friend's father who offered me a ride there. How kind. ^^

A quick and pleasant car ride got me to the park. The swings. Oh the swings. I LIVE for the swings. I could swing for hours...
And so I did, alone, until another girl came over to swing with me. We swung in contented silence with each other until a church youth group showed up for a volleyball game.

Interestingly enough, she was involved and invited me to play.
hahaha, I'm SUCH a big sports queen. ... ahem. No.
None of us were great players so it was a fun game. Boys showed up later. As a newcomer I was a decided distraction. *sigh* I felt like some spooky pagan temptress leading their thoughts away from the game.(perhaps the game was a metaphor for something.) lol, I'm kidding, of course. ...But it was fun to think it. *wink*

It started raining, which was lovely. Their ...what would she be called? I guess Church-Mom. She ushered them all under the pavilion to read bible lines while I stayed outside to enjoy the rain.

Today, I finally decided on what to do with my hair! It's in a bag right now...
I'm donating it to Locks of Love! [link]
10 inches fwoosh! Gone! It feels so swishy.

My little bro's birthday is tomorrow. He's turning 18!
It's so insane... *feels old* lol

Hmm... the 4th of July is almost here too. I'm not going anywhere. But hopefully we'll see fireworks from our house.

And, that's what's new. ...@_o erf. *feels icky* I'm gonna go to bed now and hopefully wake up well. *crosses fingers, hoping not to barf on her bed* ewwg.

Lots of love and squishes

...Oh yes, and for the fetish bit: [link] It is LOVE. Who wants to go with me? *wink*

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Clubz:

Kadaj=my bishie claim (i like 'em a little psycho) X3
I have a club now!!! (go check it out, yes!)

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All the materials contained in m... ]]> ~giggle-fetish *jump jump jump* Flower Dance!!! :D http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25520876/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25520876/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 15:35:23 PDT So many ideas rushing through my mind, I MUST DRAW!!! or run. whichever.

That is all.

Have a lovely day squishies.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish ... Re-Assimulation Comence ... http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25317400/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/25317400/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 20:52:29 PDT >:Status Report:<

Texas was interesting.
Allies were made.
Contact information was exchanged.
Art was implemented in daily scheduel. Enjoyed.
Floods were experienced. Enjoyed.
Party arrived in Maryland Friday the 12th at approximately 1 AM ESTRN Time.

:::::Mission Complete:::::

Beginning re-assimulation into DA Community.

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I HATE MAUVE!!!!!!!

@_o; The purpley-redness... I just don't like it.
I came home from Texas on Friday and am just now getting used to Maryland again when I realize that I can't stand mauve and it's everywhere in my room... everywhere.
But I've always had it around me. People told me I look good in it. It never occured to me that it was the reason I chose to procure so many mauve things.
...So, all this time I thought I liked it, when it turns out I can't stand it.
What a metaphore for my life. Weird what 3 months away can do to one's perspective.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Away Message! http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/23530629/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/23530629/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 19:18:00 PST

And I will be away for a full year. All by myself...

I want to jump in glee and cry all at once.

But I'll be back.

Just so you know, truly, I'm not ignoring you or anything of the sort.
I still love the clubs I am member-ing in. And I still care about all your comments. They will all be read in due time. Possibly even replied to, if you still want me to after that long. lol

Wishing you all the best,
teh giggler

And so, I become "The Fool" again and begin another journey.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Down the rabbit hole! http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/23254352/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/23254352/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 15:24:28 PST

It is official. All seven pages of paperwork, my dears.
I'm going away for a year. To Texaaas. Home of the Bush people. I should probably keep my lack-of-support for the fellow to myself. ...XD (save me?)
Starting March 5th, so if you've got something to say to me you'd best say it soon. lol
Just so you know, truly, I'm not ignoring you or anything of the sort.
I still love the clubs I am member-ing in. And I still care about all your comments. They will all be read in due time. Possibly even replied to, if you still want me to. lol

They have informed me that there will be no computer time. And for the first few months there's no contact with the outside world.
Hopefully it will be horribly traumatic (in a good way).
...I'm pretty addicted to the way the internet keeps me in-the-know of things so this is going to be hard.
You'll see no updates and I will miss you very much.
Though, of course I'd miss you anyway... DA is my cyberspace home away from home.

But we will see each other again. And maybe... after a while, they might let me on once in a while to post my sketches.
I'm sure there will be many sketches, especially of horses since it's a horse ranch in Texas...
My skin crawls in anticipation of the daily uniform of jeans and t-shirts. *sigh* I miss skirts already...

hmm... Next stop, New York! (after this self-inflicted madness in TX of course.)
...I wonder if the animals at this place will start talking with me??? oh dear.

Kill the Lights~ Birthday Massacre:

"This story's missing a wishing well
No mirror to show and tell
No kiss that can break the spell
I'm falling asleep

Every prince is a fantasy
The witch is inside of me
Her poison will wash away
The memory

We kill the lights
And put on a show
It's all a lie
But you'd never know
The star will shine
And then it will fall
And you will forget it all

And after midnight we're all the same
No glass shoe to bring us fame
Nobody to take the blame
We're falling apart

Every story's a waiting game
A flower for every name
Their colors are paling you
With falling rain

We kill the lights and put on a show
It's all a lie
But you'd never know
The star will shine
And then it will fall
And you will forget it all

Now you know it's so much better to pretend
There's something waiting for you here
Every letter that you wrote
Has found its way to me my dear
You can make believe that what you say
Is what I want to hear

I'll keep dancing through this beautiful, delusional career
Faking every tear
Looking like a compromise suicide
Keeping all my dreams alive"

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I might not be on for a while. Just so you know, truly, I'm not ignoring you or anything of the sort.

I don't know how long I'll be away when I go away. But we will see each other again.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Not Quite Artists' Block... http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22950015/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22950015/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 18:16:14 PST

Sho... Well, you've probably noticed that there hasn't been new art. ...In a long time. And I have to appologize for that. I know that I'm not a popular artist by any means but there ARE a few people who are sweet enough to watch me and really DO want to see what the chibis in my head and I come up with.

We've come up with a lot. Notebooks FULL of written ideas infact and can see every picture clearly, exactly how we wish to draw it. ...But, for some reason the signal doesn't reach the rest of mi body. I'm starting an art course at the college that will get me drawing again. If not my own works, perhaps shading bottles and fruit will get Teh Giggler in the swing again.
>.O ORLY? U.U YARLY.

It's excruciating for any artsy type to not be able to create. It feels like your brain'll explode into tiny messy pieces!!!!
My sketchbook, idea notebook, and all the little art supplies just stare at me... every second I'm near them. Even when I'm not near them I 'feel' them twitching.
They wink at m-Oh ship! There goes one! ..Ohhh! wait, wait wAIT, WOAH... WOOOAAAH!
WHAT THE SQEEB ARE YOU DOING?!! There will be no OM-NOM-NOMING OF MY FOOT! ...HEY! Yo! eeeeEEEEEeeeEeeEEeeeeeeEeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Ba-rock it baby! http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22709054/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22709054/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 07:58:52 PST It was really scary though and I screamed pretty loud.

In other newz, Obama is now officially our president!!!
It's so exciting really. I am hopeful that he can be great.
And, I am hopeful that he is exactly the kind of man our country needs to pick itself up and be the dream that our flag represents. Go Obama, Go!!!
p.s. his wife's dress at the Inaugural Ball was really pretty. =^ _ ^=

Oh hey! I FORGOT TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY RIDING PARTNER!!!
His name is Stanley. He's xcore. Stan the man.
Honda Rebel, 250 cc, air cool. Not a big fella, but he's perfect for little me.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish The World is a Vampire http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22326066/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22326066/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 07:40:11 PST
and Chinese New Year of the Ox!

<3 teh giggler.

Well, Dracula's Ball was deffinately the shiz.

...Not many at all people had fangies though. That was dissapointing. :sad:

Great music, cool atmosphere, free drinks till 10 (non-alcoholic of course) dancing stage for any girl that wants to boogie for all to see, lax security... lol, meaning that I got into the 21 and older part of it... ^^
It's silly actually, it's a big-ass club so I didn't know my way around and I just went down some stairs ...and there I was. teehee. It wasn't until some nice fellow Mikey (34yrs, but he looked 23! ) started flirting with me that I found out I was in the bar. He said he'd been wanting to talk to me all night but kept loosing his nerve. aww! deff too old though.
Wow, was it ever hit-on-Helen night. XD Why, whhhhy do I attract older men??? Seriously, there was this freaky guy (around 50 i'd say) from Istambul who would NOT stop trance dancing infront of me while I was sitting down for a break with mi flagen of water. It was like a weird wavy-armed lap dance. *twitch* ewg.
The only people that bugged me at the ball were the ones that I SWEAR were just there to watch cute goth chicks shake their asses. All they did was stand on the dance floor and stare at people. One of 'em tried to grab the ass of a girl near me so I 'tripped' to push her out of his reach.
One look at them showed that they obviously weren't in the alternative scene and they weren't there to enjoy a gothy-good-time. They were just a bunch of yucky men with sunglasses to hide their face. (probably so their wives didn't find out they were there by some chance if he was in a photograph for the site).
YUCK!

Anyway, moooving on. Cruxshadows was there and Bow Ever Down!!!! He was RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! so cool in person. I didn't get my camera out until they started performing though. And what a performance it was! ^_____^ I wubiz them. <333
heehee, He just... never stops moving. lol The Energizer Bunny's got nothing on him. ^^

(his signature "I encompas the whole crowed with my outstreched hand love!" pose. ) lol :3

hmmm. So guess what?
... I got a kiss to start off the New Year 09. A tall friendly person (24yrs) named Jon and I hung out for a while. He said he'd seen me before and I decided to let it slide 'cause I didn't have anyone to party with. He was nice and all, fun to dance with, but I don't believe most of what he said.
and he smokes. blehk. Hate that smell. He was too manly for me too. Not enough fem.

.....sigh, So guys hit on me all night. I wish a girl had though, been in the mood for a girlfriend lately. They're just so... hmmm, what's the word... huggy. I guess.
Sometimes you just want a cute girl, you know?

On the other hand there is this one guy that I'm interested in. Just can't say anything to him since I don't want to be rejected. He lives kinda far away and most people don't like that kind of relationship.

Costume didn't get made... ]]> ~giggle-fetish Meggie. Bye Bye Baby. http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22098357/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22098357/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 08:11:31 PST Megan Rippeon, our little brown-haired princess is gone. And she was only nineteen.
Though we grew apart and took different paths Megan and I always stayed friendly to each other. I'll never forget the times when we used to be inseparable.
She and I have known each other since we were both very small. We were in the same Girl Scout Troop and had so many good times together.
I remember the boy-band-craze stage where she was on the Backstreet Boys side with me. If I remember correctly she either loved Howie or Kevin... AJ was MINE. lol
Backstreet Boys vs. N'SYNC. Oh yes, it was brutal to little girls everywhere. There was the trip to The American Girl Place in Chicago Illinois... the whole troop went on a plane together. (most awsome). Before the 'look-alike-doll' us girls just got the one that looked most like us. She had Samantha.
And there was that Ocean City trip too. It was great, really, her mom is so funny... honking the car horn and hooting at cute boys... we were in the pee-wee-teen age by then so boys were fun.
Megan was such a Beach Bunny. Loooved everything about the beach. I think her family and her went every summer.
Megan, she was always so bouncy and an amazing athlete. Soccer was her sport, truth be told. She had power and was a very kind soul. ...She would have been a wonderful mother. Always wanted kids.
Hehe... I remember that she was the first one of us to ... 'develop' and we were all so jealous of her bewbs. oh my...

Ms. Yvette (her mom) and Mikey (her little bother) must be devastated. ...So close to Christmas. It happened yesterday morning apparently. I just heard about it today, then read the article in the newspaper. ...It's such a tiny article titled "Crash Kills Teen" How lame is that? What a title to put on someone's life...
She was going to be a teacher, go to France, and do so much more.
But now she can't. She's gone.
It never gets easier to experience loss, but experience helped me a little today.
A couple years ago I would've dropped what I was holding, fell to the ground and started bawling inconsolably. Today... I cried, kinda loud sometimes, but I held it in mostly. ...I was at work and have to get paid somehow.
So, mechanically I worked. Glazing treacle tarts, decorating doughnuts, ...cleaning. I do this little hickup thing when I cry, it's kinda odd I guess...
I felt like one of those little robots from Edward Scissorhands... you know, the ones with the slow, jerky movements and a heart made out of a heart-shaped cookie.
Except, my cookie broke again.
... and I don't feel like glazing it back together right now.

It's weird... I was just singing some Girl Scout songs a few days ago, being silly. Like "Herman the worm" and "Calamine Lotion" ...As soon as I started thinking about those songs today (especially "Circle Round" ) I just couldn't stop crying.

hmm... You know, I can clearly picture her playing "Pretty Pretty Princess" with me. All decked out in that funky pastel dress-up jewelry...
It's a good memory.

I hope she gets re-born as a dolphin... she so loved the warm seas and sunny skies.

Goodbye Meggie. Thank you, for all we were. I miss you.

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Dark Cabaret http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22004010/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/22004010/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:49:55 PST welp... i've been tagged. *looks for people to make 'it' *

Rulez:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnÂt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 4 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?
JUSTIFY ~Red Jumpsuit Apparatus~
"Once there was a time when we could learn
all the simple pleasantries a follower should yearn
now all that I can do is watch them burn
and wish that I could save them all, or just one " ...hmm.

2. Will you get far in life?
LIVE EVERY SECOND ~Tokio Hotel~
I try. that title sounds promising. (plus, Bill is awsome!)

3. How do your friends see you?
Tip-Taps ~Hali-Cali~
a very j-popy song. bouncy, electric, anime fan?

4. Will you get married?
I THINK I'M PARANOID ~Garbage~ XD eeheeheeheee *giggles to self* I totally am...

5. What is your best friends theme song?
BRING IT ON HOME ~Little Big Town~
"you got someone here who wants to make it alright, someone who loves you more than life, right here... When your long day is over
And you can barely drag your feet
The weight of the world
Is on your shoulders
I know what you need
Bring it on home to me" aww... *needs a snuggle*

6. What is the story of your life?
U + UR HAND ~Pink~ XD dear gravey...
"Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just u and ur hand tonight" hmm, I do get flirted with by a lot of weirdos...

7. What was high school like?
THAT DON'T IMPRESS ME MUCH ~Shania Twain~
yes, I listen to some Country. bleeh

8. How can you get ahead in life?
FLESH FOR FANTASY ~Fiction Company~
...So I should become a Dominatrix or a stripper? well if you insissst.

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
BLOOD (CHOCOLATE VERSION) ~Sparklemotion~ We're a bunch'a kinky vampirez?

10. What is in store for this weekend?
STRICKEN ~Disturbed~
*blink* I quit this weekend. >.o

11. To Describe your Grandparents?
SEVENTEEN AINT SO SWEET ~Red Jumpsuit Apparatus~
"There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you'll let it burn
There's a scream in your voice
And I hope you will be heard
There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you'll let it burn
Until you're heard, you're heard"

12. How is your life going?
HARDER, BETTER, FASTER, STRONGER ~Daft Punk~
I certainly hope so. I think it's just in the -work harder at work- phase for now though. "our work is never over" sure feels like that.

13. What Song Will They Play At Your Funeral?
DEAD! ~My Chemical Romance~ oh? no?

14. How does the world see you?
ã¦ãã¼ã¦ãã¼ã¦ãã¦ã (Speedcake Remix) ~Caramell
sure then. "oo, woah-oo-woah-oh-ohh"

15. Will you have a happy life?
BABYBOY ~Toy-Box~
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16. What do your friends really think about you?
Jump ~it's by some japanese techno band that i don't know. waaah~
"go go go go go jump jump jump jump!"

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
ROBOT ROCK ~Daft Punk~
meow?

18. How can I make myself happy?
TH... ]]> ~giggle-fetish Hot Buns http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/21816778/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/21816778/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:23:20 PST ... hot buns.

Ahem. Well, anyway, there is good newz at last... *drum-roll pleaze*

I HAVE A JOB! DONUTS ARE MY LIFE!!! I have a life! XD lol
it's very exciting, at least to me. Having a purpose, being needed... is very good.
We have a 30dozen and 25dozen (660 donuts, not including the normal layout) donut order that needs to go through on Saturday, so I'll be there at midnight, making sweet sweet bakery yummies.

'Holy Yakcow!'

It's never a dull moment in the Bakery. oh, and my boss?
She's awsome. and really funny.

I forgot what it was like to feel happy for a whole week and not just a moment in the day. it's so cool... Hard work, absolutely, going home sore everyday, 3am mornings, burns, heavy-arse boxes... but I'm needed and have a big reason to get up in the morning.
TO BRING YOU DONUTS and other baked goodiez!!! (that and most of the people quit the job so my boss really really needed help.)

*sigh* here's to the end of a bad year!

*thought it would never end*

to the people that loves me.

Oh, and Sharon, some good vibes are heading your way from my recent stock supply in the freezer. ^^ heehee

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It'd be nice to show y'all something finished from this year... Plus there's a birthday coming up which needs a picture too... Matija.

tootles everyone!

...I wonder why 'sarcastic' is with the angry emoticons?

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I'm sorry that I didn't know, and I'm even sorrier for making you suffer even one more day alone without someone you can count on.
I KNOW a lot of what you're feeling. Different situations, different people, but the results are the same. It damages the soul.
I'm gonna come out of my closet too and not be afraid to reach out. That was so strong of you to write all that down for the net to see.

It shook my heart. I can't pretend rationalize die-ing now knowing that you are just as low and in need of help.

So, here's my post, for everyone to see.

I've been hiding from everyone, anyone, worried that no one would really care. It hurts when people let you down.
Please let me help you and bring you here for a while.
Keep the promise to each other to stay in touch afterward and be a big part of each other's days. Tell me what's on your mind.
Let's re-discover what life is about and truly be friends to each other.
I've got some moneys saved away for the college I'm not going to.
Money can be replaced. But people can't.
I care about you and you care about me. I want to show it!
What is life without friends we can count on?

I'm not going to ignore you.

Please, Sharon.

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So, listening to my CD collection and happened upon this song. Totally had forgotten about it, not having listened to her CD for a while, but I'm glad it re-found me, because I really love this song.

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[link] <- video

~Long Way To Go~

"We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

His/Her skin wasn't the same color as mine but he/she was fine,
he/she was fine
If all men are made equal then he/she was fine, he/she was fine
Up until the time we went out on a date, I was fine, I was fine
Now I'm getting dirty looks I wonder what they'd say if we were
blind,we were blind people
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

Beauty is beauty, whether it's black or white
Yellow or green baby, you know what I mean
What if Picasso only used one color?
There shouldn't be a rule how to choose your lover

Lovers in love such a wonderful thing
Maybe in time we'll get together and sing
I really hope so, there's nothing wrong with this picture
We got a long way to go, we gotta get there quicker

We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

What color is love? [x3]
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer
We've got a long way to go
When snow hits the asphalt, cold looks and bad talk come
We've got a long way to go
It's beyond Martin Luther, upgrade computer

... that all men are created equal...
... children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by...
... the color of their skin...
... but by the content of their character...
... this will be the day when all of God's children...
... will be able to sign with a new meaning....
... not only that....."

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Martin Luther King Jr was a great man. (uh-oh, sounds like it's speech time!)
My heart hopes that he can see what's happening in this country. Obama will be president. It's very exciting!
I didn't vote for him because of the color of his skin, I voted for him because of what he, as a person, can do for America.
I'm with it, lol, looking up articles and such to know who's gonna be the best to lead us. I made my decision based on a lot of research.
But I'm not blind, so I know there's a difference between his color and mine. So, I'm pretty damn proud that our country, with so many problems right now, has at least come together to stomp out a stupid tradition of judging a man's character by his lack of need to go tanning.

I don't mind what color anyone's skin is.
Maybe being an artist helps that a little. I see that we're all just different shades 'n tints on one big Lady's palette and all colors are beautiful.
(even red-orange and pea-soup green... ewg. not on me! ) XD

"There's not enough loooove in this world! Turn to the penguin next to you, fluff him up a bit, and give him a great big hug!"

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN! HAPPY SAMHAIN! HAPPY ALL HALLOW'S EEEVE!

...So, I saw some cows playing tag today. It was pretty awsome.

Made my costume this morning.
(I'm Little-Red-Ridding-Hood). oh, and I got a ghostie ring from the bakery where Mum works. heehee
And I went to visit the boy, of course. We talked a while, I like sitting there with him, then I cut off a bit of my costume to leave with his grave.
For the rest of the day Tiger, my striped tabby kitty, and I were romping around outside enjoying the awsome Autumn air. Then we sat outside and sung songs to the stars (and the deer that came up behind us, totally scared my poor kitty-cat). Did that until it was too chilly/dark to see much then we trudged out of the brambly brush, over the fences, and home again.
Now I'm here with you! Happy Halloween!

I hope everyone has fun and is safe & well tonight.

*goez to watch movies*

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Hello | Jelly | Bean |

*sits and enjoys remembering the color-changing leaves she saw yesterday*
:contented sigh:

It's difficult to be a contented Insomniac, but somehow I've managed it this morning. at least until the day starts and I have to have energy. hmmm...

new things,
Still quite lost, but I very well could be mad so being without a path, not searching for one, could be my life at it's best. It'd be nice though, having a direction to go in. To add to it, being faith-lost too is a rather unhealthy feeling, very depressing, un-worthwhile, hopeless. (oh the drama! *staples hand to forehead and recites "The Raven"). At least I know what I don't believe in.

Now that THAT'S out of my system, how about a llama?
That's what I thought. You like the llama.
They're quite sweet little critters, except the ones with attitudes, which are an unavoidable experience generally if you know enough llamas. Which I do.
Alpachas too. (though I couldn't tell you how to spell them.)
Artist bane you see, technical aspects. ...but English happens to be my best subject. hmmm... Well, if i weren't the way I am I doubt I'd be very interesting.
*babble, babble*

Got a job interview today! Do please keep your fingers crossed. They really have no idea how much it would mean to be to have a job and feel connected to the outside world again.
I KNOW what princesses in towers feel like. Except I'm not currently a princess (you never know). Nor did those princesses go to school very socially for 14-ish years then become ripped from all human contact, save Mum, little bro, the occasional grocery-store tag-along & 5 friend encounters (i saw Sadira recently though! ) for over a year. Therefore leading me to think that it was a small mercy to them to not know what they were missing. Liking contact is not a weakness, but it damned well feels like one when your suicidal from lack. Your own company is only inspirational for the first couple months. That's stretching it.
Tell me you can honestly live ALONE happy and I'll either laugh in your face or cry for you.

Ahem *stares* Moving right along. (hah! Freudian Slip. typed 'alone' instead of 'along'. bloody hecklefuzz.)
I moved around my room yesterday. It's now an even lovelier mess. Yet somehow productive on a good day.
Spraypainted my clock and book-shelf (which used to be part of a big TV stand on the side which has since been cut into thirds. the only surviving (mercifully undillapidated by mold) part was the now silver-painted shelf at the bottom of the steps I can't see because my door is closed.) mmyup.

s0oo00ooOO00oO...sleeEEEeeEeEeepy. *squints eye at neck pain*

this would be a great time for a snuggle-fest, but i have no squishy love of my own at the moment so the point is kinda moot.
*makes face*

JOB! hopefully all goes well today and I'll be working, happily, on the 7-3:30 warehouse shift. *strikes strong-man pose*
teehee, I don't looks strong at all, lol.

I give up on computer-art. The tablet makes my head hurt. I'm a more touchyfeely soul. Traditional artwork makes me happy. Paint, oh how I love to be messy with paint. clay, fabric, glitter, wire, HOTGLUE, you name it. ahh, traditional.

Can't wait to show you my outfit from the Bad Faerie Ball.
The event was siverely lacking, but it was kool to prepare for.

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I try to frequent DA and update as much as possible...

I'm a little fed up and complainy at the moment. The whole being 'caged' for a year would get to anybody though. *twitch*
Yes, a migraine is rampant at the moment so this'll be quick, but should make some sense. Have you ever been so out of whack that you've lost, literally, months of time? And everything you love to do is so difficult, ...like drawing? It's what's going on here, it's gone, poof, zip! Staring at my sketchbooks and canvases are getting me nowhere and I've never felt like such a looser before. It's gotta change. So, with a big shove of pride I'm gonna post whatever I manage even though everything I try now is terrible and nothing like when I used to be good at them. Someday it's gotta come back right?? Like swimming, just a different 'muscle'. oh, i hope. (ever notice how hoping really is a kick in the pants sometimez?) A kick in the PANTS.
I wonder if there's an Insomniacs' club on DA somewhere? hmmm

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]]> ~giggle-fetish Meet and Geek http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/19886899/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/19886899/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 21:31:00 PDT
Chi! Whateverz, besides that this was one of the better years at Otakon.
I was brave enough to dance at the raaaave! The best part was the dancing Macarena. It wasn't really out of place... we're supposed to be dorky nerds who can't dance anyway.

The Dealer's room was crazy as usual. DVDs weren't easy to find though, it was more about fashion and books this year. The imported games section was bigger. Plushies supply was pretty much the same, but with less variety.

There were 5 people/groups I was supposed to meet up with this year. Rhiannon couldn't make it, I couldn't find the ModelMayhem photoshoot group, the Sailor Moon Artbook group was short a lot of senshi but it was oh so lovely anyway. Becky is so cool.
aaaand, I found Jeramy in the Dealer's room. ^__^ He's so pretty. and tall.
Chibi was L. hmmm, you know ...lots of people were L.
Cassy was beautiful as ever, showcasing her mad-cosplaying skills.
aaand Poptart, Epic, Fail, Jim, and his girl were at the rave. There was much glowstick dancing.
...My little brother even got into it. He's such a shy little thing. His first rave! ...awww

The Masquerade was so silly this year too!
What DID he do with those boxers, hmmm??? You know what I'm talking about if you were there. *nudge*
And, there was this Link cosplayer that got a standing ovation from the audience.
She was a phenomenally cool flute player. heehee, and lots of people had out their phones for it so it looked like we were in the Lost Woods at night surrounded by fairie lights!
...it was so cooool.
There was excellent audience participation this year. ex. someone shouted "Head-shot!" at the perfect moment.

Artist Alley was packed this year.
^_^ I got to meet some people from DA there! With so much pretty artwork I couldn't decide which print to buy so I ended up just enjoying the views. One fellow there had his com hooked up to another screen so we could watch him draw.
eee! cool idea.

; _ ; I wish my feet didn't still feel like someone is slicing my toes and sides. They were bleeding at the con (which stained my pretty shoezies). mewr... oww.

More later, hmmm... so, so sleepy-noodles and tuckered out from the con. 'specially the Otaku-rave, ohmigoodness, maybe I should have had a Cinderella curfew so I would have slept some.

would i have listened?

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So, there was this funny situation the first day...
We were all lolling about doing nothing and half of us couldn't take it anymore so we got up to leave for the Dealers' Room. But um, I forgot peop... ]]> ~giggle-fetish at the end of the day http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/19491334/ http://giggle-fetish.deviantart.com/journal/19491334/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 22:31:24 PDT
I got lost in it.
The drunken scene was priceless and absolutely adorable. XD
"i can't smiile withoout yoouu..."

heheh... hmm, well, and I went gaga over the spooky elf prince. *shudder* phwoar.
< (me whenever Prince Nuada was on screen.)
aeehhhhk!!! I KNEW Nuala had to die because she was so sweet & noble. and that she was going to have to kill herself so her brother would die, but I was still soo mad when I turned out to be right. so upset.
ABE! oh poor Abe, *sniffle* it's just not fair and it's so cruel. He finds his soulmate, his match, and she DIES.
..he got to tell her how he felt though, through sweet mind-ready linked goodness.
sooo...sweeet...

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I'm installing/hooking up my drawing tablet soon.
...kinda worried something'll go wrong.
There's movement on the bike painting front! soon, very soon little motorcycle you will be a lovely fushia/hot pink color and terrify hardcore bikers everywhere!
Otakon is really soon.
I'm sleepy!!!

nighty night loveliez <3

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