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I' m ALIVEEEE

~gizcorpse — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 11:59:15 PDT

well since i' ve been all quiet for a really long time with no chance to upload new photos, thought i' d say hi to y' all. And i uploaded new photos as well such a happy moment for tme right now well see ya peeps hope u' re all ok. LATERZ!

Oh yes plz :3

~gizcorpse — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 22:15:24 PDT

I am now officially a 2nd year med student i thought i was gonna fail but i didn' t well that' s it

Silly little butterfly

~gizcorpse — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 08:58:23 PDT

Last night a butterfly came in through my window and i was quite scared of it at first well it was flying around my head =_= but then it found itself a place on the curtain which i could see outside through. After that it flew couple more times but landed on the same spot each time. As the night went on i got used to it and took my time to observe the little butterfly. Then i realised how beautiful it was, it had dark orange wings with black dots on it, it was truely beautiful. I didn' t sleep and watched it the entire night and then it hit me that it only has 1 day to live and it is spending it in my room. I felt kinda sad about it for a while. Now the black dots on its wings are a dull whitish colour and it probably died or is about to die. Now i feel sad like someone i knew died, i know it is stupid to feel like that for an insect but i can' t help it.Silly little butterfly spent its whole life on that curtain which i can see outside through.

peace of mind

~gizcorpse — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 16:34:42 PDT

What i want, what we all want, isn' t it just a peace of mind... to just relax, not worry about a thing, to be able to walk on the streets without being have to carry something on my back, to be able to run in endless fields, to be able to run just after the butterflies or a piece of paper that flies with the warm spring wind, without time chasing me by... how i want that peace of mind... I wonder if i will ever get it!

LIFE IS SO BORING... AGAIN :(

~gizcorpse — Sat, 14 Mar 2009 15:26:24 PDT

that' s all--> life is boring for me as usual cos nothing ever happens; go to school-->come back to dorm-->eat-->study-->sleep-->wake up again to do what GO TO SCHOOL! ennoooouuuggghhhhh!ugh

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~gizcorpse — Mon, 09 Mar 2009 08:50:03 PDT

BEYPAZARI gezisi

~gizcorpse — Sun, 01 Mar 2009 05:18:57 PST

Yesterday i went to a trip to BeypazarÄ± along with my classmates and some of my profs. We went sightseeing to some touristic places and the old architectural buildings, our tourguide gave us some info about the history of BeypazarÄ±. I took lots of photos I' ll post some as soon as i get the chance( hectic schedule right now )
and i may have mistakenly bankrupt myself cause i bought a lot of silver accessories
and then there is this food called ' kuru' which is BeypazarÄ±' s famous food i assume Actually 'kuru' means dry in english and it is quite a dry food indeed and a bit hard too well i had so much fun but i am still exhausted so i' ll go back to doing nothing bye peeps!

BACK AGAIN :)

~gizcorpse — Mon, 23 Feb 2009 10:25:28 PST

School starts again and i am so happy about it even though i enjoyed my holiday i still find it very exciting to be in a different city and learn new stuff *i even missed my dorm, my bed, and every petty little detail about it * yeah i am a bit weird i gues take care peeps
by the way i realized that i am a complete moron when it comes to pc games i am giving up on them even my 11 year old brother plays better then me

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~gizcorpse — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:57:22 PST

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~gizcorpse — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 14:55:51 PST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! yeah yeah it is my b day but i don' t think i' ll celebrate it though, i feel too old to do that this year maybe next year then XD well that' s it take care peeps

yesh finally.....

~gizcorpse — Fri, 06 Feb 2009 11:09:00 PST

Ahem.... My finals and committee exam are over and i am so relieved and i am going back to my hometown for a 15 day vacation sooo....
That' s it folks! X3

ALL BETTER NOW

~gizcorpse — Sat, 03 Jan 2009 15:19:17 PST

I HAVE REVIVED
as u can understand from the title i got a lot better since my last entry and i can breathe from my nose again what a joy hope u guys r fine too!
check out my japanese name too

My authentic japanese name is å±±å£ Yamaguchi (mouth of the mountain) åç§ Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
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my other name

My authentic japanese name is èç° Sonoda (garden field) æ© Ayumu (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
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dÃ¼ÅÃ¼nmek birlikte aÄlamak gÃ¼lmek.
Ve buradayken bile seni Ã§Ä±lgÄ±nca Ã¶zlemek...
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Sensiz gecelerde sana sÃ¶yleyemediklerimi yÄ±ldÄ±zlara aya
anlatmak...
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Seninle olmanÄ±n en zor yanÄ± ne biliyor musun?
Seni kaybetme korkusuyla hayatta ilk kez tattÄ±ÄÄ±m o tarifsiz
duygularÄ±mÄ± umut denizinin ortasÄ±nda kÃ¼reksiz bir sandala hapsetmek.

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bÃ¶yle her ÅarkÄ±da serhoÅ olmazdÄ±m.
KorkmazdÄ±m seni kaybetmekten
ayaklarÄ±m kan revan atlardÄ±m sandaldan denize...
Ve her kulaÃ§ta
haykÄ±rÄ±rdÄ±m seni..
Ama sen hiÃ§ benimle olmadÄ±n ki...
YA AKLIN BAÅKA YERLERDEYDÄ° YA YÃREÄÄ°N...

CAN YÃCEL
this how urbandictionary defines my name:
A Gizem is usually a turkish name for a bright girl with a nice attitude. She's also known for her warm, caring way. The best Gizem's are Gizem A's (A stands for awesome).
Also, Gizem's often have a nice Badonkadonk and know how to shake it.
"Look at that Gizem, she's SO awesome, she MUST be a Gizem A!"
"Gizem danced with me, she knew how to get that booty shakin'!"
and my age:
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.
"Welcome to the 19th level of The Dark Tower."

"The whole fucking world has gone 19."

i should tag ppl but i don' t wanna go ahead and do it if u want

TIRED TIRED TIRED

~gizcorpse — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 10:21:39 PST

I am in pain right now. I' m trying to manage with 4 hours of sleep( each day) during these 3 or 4 days and i started having daydreamz and droolin in class and i got really absent minded* not good for my grades at all* imma need to sleep but i can' t sleep too. The less i sleep the more imsomniac i get *runz off*

SMOOTH

~gizcorpse — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 13:14:48 PST

I' m all better now and i feel great actually
i look bad at that photo dammit XD

DAMN YOU COMPUTERZ!!!!!

~gizcorpse — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 07:49:44 PST

I have declared a war against my computer cause it' s pushing mah buttonz anymore! i mean how much moar slower can it possibly be?
FUCKIN FUCK FUCK 1kb/s download speed at tops x_x