http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:goddessbutterfly&section=today deviantART RSS for by:goddessbutterfly en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 17:34:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/3155014/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/3155014/ Tue, 14 Sep 2004 23:00:50 PDT This is me
This is my stock account

I would like to see more people use my stock if you want a sertin pose i can work on that for you if you ask...DON'T FORGET TO SAY PLEASE

I'VE BEEN WORKING ON SOME NEW ART AND CREATED A GROUP AS WELL SO I HOPE SOME OF YOU JOIN IT

ALSO I WANT TO RECOGNIZE SOME ONE WHO I THINK HAS TALENT AND IM GONNA START PICKING ONE NAME A MONTH ON WHO I THINK SHOULD BEEN SEEN MORE
HIS NAME ON HERE IS tumbler591


Ok here is the list of friends of mine and people i watch...

FRIENDS:AND PEEPS I WATCH







:icongaun:

http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2562293/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 09:11:54 PDT

This is my stock account


These are my pals on deviant:

:iconfresheyecoffee:
:icongrotesquepupstock: :iconmiyukiros:







Other deviants on my list:
http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2542619/ Sun, 30 May 2004 12:24:26 PDT yes this little has got her stock acount and has had some people do some but i am still looking for the creative part
tarabutterfly-stock here is my link - [link]

i hope some one will try something took me like 3 hours to get all the stock up i had had some ask me to have it and now i do ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2520867/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2520867/ Thu, 27 May 2004 12:00:22 PDT
Mood: grovey baby gerrr
Listening to: noughty girl
Reading: 10 hotest tips to s*x
Watching: jack ass

[link] <------My stock acount !!!!!!


yes I did it after all this time .. tonight they will all be posted
tarabutterfly-stock is where you can get all the fun pictures and do stock stuff make sure you credit me or ill have to spank ohh i am bad lol.... any request fill out the message thingy on the other page... and ill let you know what i can do.. some times we have ideas but when searching threw stock we cant quit find what it is we are wanting so if i can help i will...
my art why cant i get it noticed.. what do i need to do homeside photoes dang.. tel you what i ainnt flashing vergina pitures on this here thing just to get a responce from deviant art lol so any way i am going to hershey pa where the candy bar is made to the theme park and i am doing coaster shots and what not.. hope youll like it.... any way got some decent pictures im gonna put up on stock tonight i hope youll look ill be home near 7 so after that till i am done doing it i guess yeah fun loading all those pictures.. yeeaa freakin haaa.... ok peeps talk to you later... pease love yeah whoo hooo...

I am the light from the darkness, I am the kiss you desire..,I am the the warmth that holds your heart, I am goddess butterfly ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2482902/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2482902/ Sat, 22 May 2004 10:24:38 PDT
Mood: yeah baby
Listening to: black eye peas- hey mamma
Watching: jack ass

hey first off thanks to my buddy mike who helped me make this awesome icon avatar thinger her got it doing the flashy thing and got it looing good so thanks mike..[link] this is his site so go look at his other stuff.

any way i am feeling ok gloomy cuzz a week ago my cat ran off and hasent come back.. think the wild dogs got him.. crying now.. ihe was a memeber of my little family i miss you fritz..... any way people i am a little sad and i wish i could cheer up.. but any way thanks to all the people who come to visit my page .. please any sugestions that could help me do better please let me know thanks bye

I am the light from the darkness, I am the kiss you desire..,I am the the warmth that holds your heart, I am goddess butterfly ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2466226/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2466226/ Wed, 19 May 2004 22:09:57 PDT
Mood: freaking right !!!
Listening to: ill nino- how can i live
Reading: aubrey hepburns story
Watching: white olander

first off i am doing stock pictures got any of you i can do please message me with the link to the picture i love to do it.. i actullie will be thanking those who i used later on email first to thank all of the people who are talented listed below..

really good friends on here:

propain6 [link]
sthrnswetpea444 [link]

abstracttoro [link]
mike-johnson [link]
mizillian [link]
morbid-robot [link]
nonsensible [link]


Iwill add more later i wanted to show icons but im not smart yet to know how but i will lol.. any way these are people who come see my stuff almost daily thank you all for the suport

also thank you to those who have let us all share your stock photos

i hope to add my stock photoes soon if there is one of me you want to try to use feel free just tell me link me on it ect thanks bye

I am the light from the darkness, I am the kiss you desire..,I am the the warmth that holds your heart, I am goddess butterfly ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2446873/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2446873/ Mon, 17 May 2004 15:49:30 PDT
Mood: freaking right !!!
Listening to: ill nino- how can i live
Reading: vampire armond- anne rice
Watching: original sin- antonio banderas -angelina jolie

well i've started an online journal called a blog and so i've neclected this one.. but i wanted to catch up and say hello to all of you who are loyal to me and keep watching my work i love you all your awesome.. and for those who don't "sorry about your bad luck" I am unque and if that should change then for ever do i lay my camra, brush, pencil down for ever...
well peeps i'll be on and off all day submiting pictures and poems
smile
this guy i thought was my friend rated me a 3 as in ugly .. ok so people do you agree this is fun.. lol oh well im brilliant and cute and franklie my dear i dont give a damn hahah as rhett buttler from gone with the wind once said

I am the light from the darkness, I am the kiss you desire..,I am the the warmth that holds your heart, I am goddess butterfly ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2394437/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2394437/ Sun, 09 May 2004 18:40:36 PDT
Mood: freaking right !!!
Listening to: esence of butterfly
Reading: anne of green gables
Watching: up town gurls

ok i am bck from my vacation i went to camabelo canada an island of canada a provence of new brunswick... very beautiful.. but then i always thought canada was.. so any way i did some photography and im gonna post after i load them on my pc i took a crap load and your all gonna get a chance tyo see them i thought of a few of you who have shown me some hints on my work and i hope i have done just..; i missed you guys and gals and hope to chat soon
TAras in the house!!!!!!!!!!!

The roof the roof the roof is on fire..... come on baby light my fire......... tara is back and better then ever.. i got so much energy ... i am the bomb ... Ka BOOOOOOOOMMMMM ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2363657/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2363657/ Wed, 05 May 2004 06:51:33 PDT
Mood: relaxing calm sarene
Listening to: one hand in my pockette
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: the secratery

he all im doing awesome today i took alot of pics at my moms house and captured some col pictures, tryed to get the moon but it looks like a star lol....
my mother has these creapy tress in her yard like something outta sleepy hallow so i took pictures and gonna try to do something with them. also going to use the scanner and scan the pictures ive drawn the look better then taking a picture of them i think youll se more detail i dont know maybe im crazy lol.....
life is working out great..
and i wanted to thank all those of you who care and look at all my stuff every day thank you thank you thank you..
and i do try to read all your journals and such every day and respond if i dont itsw a slip up and im sorry...

THOUGHT OF ME:i am tara goddess of love and laughter hahahah ....i am beautiful, smart funny and good at what i do in the artistic world.. could always use improvement but this will come in time ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2359266/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2359266/ Tue, 04 May 2004 14:58:57 PDT
Mood: relaxing calm sarene
Listening to: you outta know
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: throw mamma off the train

WELL YES TONIGHT IM GOING TO MY MOTHERS HOUSE OVER NIGHT DO LAUNDREY AND CLEAN HER HOUSE WHILE SHE IS ATWORK TOMORROW I WILL BE ON LINE TOMORROW JUST AT A DIFFERNT LOCATION AND UM I AM GOING TO FIDDLE WITH HER PROGRAMS FOR ART AND SEE WHATI CAN COME UP WITH SO WE CHALL SEE! ANY WAY I HOPE YOU ALL OF AN AWESOME NIGHT!!!!!!!!!

PS ANDY WHEN DOYOU WANT TO GO FOR COFFIE OR WHAT EVER LET ME KNOW!!!!!!

THOUGHT OF ME: I AM ONE SEXY BABE WITH PERSONALITY SHINNING BRIGHTER THEN THE STAR IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT DON'T LOOK! IF YOU CAN LOVE ME FOR ME FU*K OFF!!! I AM THE BOMB :HEADBANG: ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2357072/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2357072/ Tue, 04 May 2004 09:00:12 PDT
Mood: unalive
Listening to: blue
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: throw mamma off the train

TODAY IS TUESDAY....GOING TO CAMOBELLO FRIDAY WHICH IS IN CANADA, GOING TO CAPTURE SOME PICTURES THERE.....
ALSO TAKING TIME TO MAKE AN ESESMENT OF MY SELF, I HAVE READ PEOPLES JOURNALS ALOT ACTULLIE
I USE TO INTREQUE PEOPLE AND I USED TO MAKE PEOPLE THINK, NOW I FEL LIKE I SCREWED UP SO BAD THAT , I DO NOT REALLY DO ANY THING LOL,
I HAVE A FLOATING HEART , YES ITS JUST WAITING TO EATHER FALL ON THE FLOOR AND BREAK INTO PEICES AND OR GO INTO PLACE,
ANY ONE HERE EVER JUST LIKE DO THE WRONGE THING OR SAY THE WRONG THING AND PEOPLE JUDGE THAT ONE BAD THING OVER ALL THE OTHR GOOD THING YOU HAE DONE OR SAID?
MAYBE IM JUST TALKING TO MY SELF ON HERE LOL I DONT KNOW BUT IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD TO TALK ALOUD THEN IN MY HEAD....
I HAVE THINGS TO SAY BUT CANT EVER FIND THE WORDS TO SPEAK THEM,,,
BUT MY MOUTH ALWAYS SEEMS TO LEAVE ME ALONE LATELY,
I THOUGHT I WAS SUNSHINE, TURNED OUT TO BE A RAIN CLOUD,,,,
I AM MAKEING A PROCLAMATION THOUGH
I AM FROM THIS DAY FORWARD NAMEING ONE POSITIVE ABOUT ME NOT JUST EVERY ONE ELSE,
I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS A GREAT PERSON AND THAT ANY ONE WOULD BE LUCKY TO HAVE ME,
MY PROBLEM IS I GO ABOU TIT ALL THE WRONG WAY ON SHOWING THAT
AND WHEN I FELT REJECTION I END UP SCREWING SHIT UP AND I HATE THAT ABOUT ME....
I THINK WAY TO MUCH WAY TO MUCH...
THIS SUMMER IM REALLY GONNA LICE... AND IM NOT GONNA STOP SMILING,

THOUGHT OF ME: I AM ONE SEXY BABE WITH PERSONALITY SHINNING BRIGHTER THEN THE STAR IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT DON'T LOOK! IF YOU CAN LOVE ME FOR ME FU*K OFF!!! I AM THE BOMB :HEADBANG: ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2352788/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2352788/ Mon, 03 May 2004 16:50:32 PDT

Mood: happy energenic
Listening to: sickness disturbed
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: the craft

hello all first thanks to all my page views threw the day you guys and gals are awesome and all very talented, secondly i heard from my pal andy and he seems to be ok and i am happy for that and agin hope that the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow finds him

wowo i wanted to draw and i never expected to draw my monkey but i didi and i am really happy.....

you all have lit my day with your smiles and kindness im am so greatfull for the helpfull hints as well...


"save me from the nothing i'v be come" evernesence


"the truth shall set you free" ane of green gables

life is not worth living if your not loved in this life time" ever after....

Let the bodies hit the floor let the bodys hit the floor let the BODIES HIT THE FLOORRRRRRRR"<---dedicated to andy lol
"I"M to sexy for this pc to sexy to sexy for this desk top oh two sexxy to to sexy: ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2345436/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2345436/ Sun, 02 May 2004 16:33:18 PDT
Mood: happy energenic
Listening to: sickness disturbed
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: the craft

well today i read journals of a few friends, miss my one friend like so much, and like i am submiting a few poems i have writin in the past...

umm hummm oh yeah god told im hot two times today lol
you guys are cute any im normal think im cute see how nice my brain looks lol..

dancin in my living room and proud of it... dance

i love it
any one want to dance with me

Let the bodies hit the floor let the bodys hit the floor let the BODIES HIT THE FLOORRRRRRRR"<---dedicated to andy lol
"I"M to sexy for this pc to sexy to sexy for this desk top oh two sexxy to to sexy: ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2343948/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2343948/ Sun, 02 May 2004 12:41:39 PDT
Mood: sexual lol
Listening to: my way
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: the craft

things have been prteey good miss andy but agin he is having to move and so forth so he is bussy, miss his artistic skills and him asking what i think, ever since i messed up though i feel like i lost him and thats sad..... i always mess things up some how... ok my mood is sad no so any way great time to write a poem....depresion in the down low sinking feelings with in...... any way i am going to write and what ever and hope you all are having a good day... ive been doing picture ut side seems photography is better then my drawings latlie any way .. talk to you all later and hope your all haveing fun... love tara

Let the bodies hit the floor let the bodys hit the floor let the BODIES HIT THE FLOORRRRRRRR"<---dedicated to andy lol
"I"M to sexy for this pc to sexy to sexy for this desk top oh two sexxy to to sexy: ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2335851/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2335851/ Sat, 01 May 2004 07:12:12 PDT

Mood: freaky
Listening to: rum shaker lol
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: mona lisa smile

ok so its nice out here i am gonna take some pictures with my crapy camra ha haa haa and then if any are good i'll share them and like it could be fun, like you know,

and like one time at band camp there was this bear and a gurl and he ate her .... ok okok yes i feel so silly today i want to have fun and laugh any one want to join me ? got a joke to tell let me hear i want to laugh!!!!!!!

" i'm so pretty oh so pretty" do do do do do do dodo " i'lll never tell~" haha haa
ohhhhh i am the pirate king ha h ha ha ha ha or would i have to be the queen dang you dirty apes dang you all to hells fire..... ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2331773/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2331773/ Fri, 30 Apr 2004 15:24:46 PDT

Mood: happy
Listening to: im a bi*ch, im a lover, im a child
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: mona lisa smile

Ok i am happy..... me and andy are friends well have been but had a ruff time but being grown up we solved the issues and once agin i felel 100 persent nifty

I made a real cool friend on here and she knows who she is...(untill iask i wont put her name) she let me vent so thank you

to the others thank you for looking at my site... i know that i am odd at times ..... but i am so unique there is no other me....

"hey lets make a date you studd muffin (a) when you are on let me know....unofical "date" meeting haha

hahah these lil icons are the sh*t hahah....

on the other side i am working on slipnot pictures of people and i am trying to to justice.. if you knew how i loaded my pics on to pc you would laugh .... some time i will share with you.....
ok well dont be shy say heyyyy any time
so relax and have some
~tara~

"draw what moves you , groves you or captures" ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2330688/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2330688/ Fri, 30 Apr 2004 12:28:32 PDT

Mood: confused
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: mona lisa smile

well you know i thought art was about exspressing ones self , i find some people are over critical on here, i did a wall paper put my example with it and was critised that they couldent read it .(a) i made the im box small because i was keeping the other party hidden to who i was talking to out of respect(b) look in the dictionary on what the word ruft draft means and example (C) i like what i like and dont care if any one likes it.... i am still learning and could use the slack of meaness that some feel they can portray ... some may be better then others but who cares im not competeing and i wont .... some have gone to art school and majored not i ... i went for a year and basicly was self tought.. and if you people who judge me read you would know that i said the plainversion to use if you wished was oin my page... open your eyes and not your mouth because its one thing if you actulle took the time to read what i write... if your that vaine and think your crap dont stink fine but dont trash my site with your insults critesisem is fine i asked for help .... not judgement and i have been nice and never judged any one cruely and ask for the same respect thank you

those who matter or those that i care to hear from... nice peaole rock and mean people suck save your breath just walk away/.... never to be heard ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2327045/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2327045/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 20:49:04 PDT P P P

Mood: sooooo happy
Listening to: whoo hoo
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: mona lisa smile

you are my sun shine my only sun shine you make me happy when skis are gray youll never know dear how much i like you , dont take my sun shine away

me and my friend worked things out.... friendship is rare so i fight to keep it.... so all you know i look at every ones art and i am amazed how some think they suck i mean you read what they write and you see this gleaming photo or picture and you go what .... some of you inspire me .. i hope to make a few friends on here i think i would lear a bit form you all and techneques

whoooo hooo im the queen of the world ok that was not right lol haha haa ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2325401/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2325401/ Thu, 29 Apr 2004 16:46:26 PDT
Mood: sad
Listening to: hurting
Reading: anne rice is what i like to read
Watching: mona lisa smile

hurt,
disapointed, tired of crying,
feelings arent mutural cuzz your in hiding,
confused , mineds wondering,
where we went wrong,
no warning, things happen,

tired of saying sorry ,
wanting to move on,

hurting, i'm hurting,
exsploreing where we went wrong,
just begun,
second chance,

make it last,
time heals wounds,
not bad fight,
could of delt,
made me under stand,

made a list of my faults, today
where i went wrong was you,
hurt, my hurt
my bad,
lost , found,
here
there
your not i am,
darkness, confussion set on me,
damned, cold,
hurt, so hurt,

start agin, let the truth be told,
lust, love, like
power,
your the one who made me smile saw things in a man i did not see,

i can be me but you make the rays warm in the sun,
you make the color of green green, and the sky blue
your the creative muse,
the wave in the ocean,

cheap rymes ,i try so hard , let down my guard,
then you disapeard

change my mind show me you , be true,
ive lost the focus, ive paid my dues,
try agin,
hanging , dangling of the edge,
lost in this place called life,
hanging on by the thread of my shirt,

you got the scisors you can cut this string of life,
or you can be you and save me,
dont let me go, hold on,
start fresh,
things happen then you start anew,

lost confused
hurt , my hurt,
are you hurt,
tell me ,
yell let me know your alive,

hurt, so hurt, more hurt
time passes by ,
hurt.....

always hurt by my actions adding yours equals my hurt ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2320111/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2320111/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 20:36:37 PDT i wont cry after today,
i wont shed the tears you gave me, i wont care,
i wont slander you,
i want say fu*k you,

i just wont be any more,
i wont care, i wont laugh,
i wont dare to try,
i wont show any one me,
ill be chained to non existence,

maybe ill blend in the darkness agin,
maybe the oieces falling of my heart wont shatter to bad,
maybe i wont try to under stand,

why a nice gurl like me finished last agin,
maybe i wont care that , he wouldent talk to me,
maybe i wont tell him how hurt i am,
maybe i wont mop the tear of my floor,
maybe i just wont care,

maybe ill stand in the rain,
let it wetten my face,
let the cold breeze freeze the tears in which he gave,

maybe i wont bother to show him any more what a good person i am,
every one rather see me as bad any way,
maybe i wasent made to be liked,
maybe my hearts made of ice,

maybe i cant be loved,
maybe my hearts just to much, maybe they run from me ,
instead of being happy,

some times i wonder why , i was told not to quit,
yet i was quited on,
left her in the dark in the puddle of tears,

i read it yes i read it ,
i cried,
i had no idea how angrey you felt insie,
i mis understood,

but i wont cry after tonight,
i thought the light was here and then he licked his fingers and damped it out...
if i could take it back i would...

if he would of talken to be like he said he would ...
thered be no fight...
i dont yell...

i dont yell...
yet you left a note and said you werent talking to me.. yet you dident tell me.....

i waited to night to tell you im sorry and you dient let me you hid...
so tonight is the last night i cry.... ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2317322/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2317322/ Wed, 28 Apr 2004 14:02:54 PDT but im better at other drawings and such any way imotional today this guy i really like well im puching him away and i know thats bad but i dont feel likeim worthy any more lol im not a beauty wqueen and im so afraide to get broken hearted .... i love his personality cold love him just on that, he is a great looking guy and is preppy and i liked that too but he has this retro look as well and so like the who thingis like perfect for me , and if he could love just who i am and my heart and personality then i would be relly happy as well. any way i want to run... i want to do a piece on how i feel but it could be a real dark peice of art and i dont know if any one would loikeit let alone me.. still having trouble posting my works as well so if its in the wrong place let me know where to put it and how to change it( ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2312843/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2312843/ Tue, 27 Apr 2004 20:25:10 PDT ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2306454/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2306454/ Mon, 26 Apr 2004 21:38:10 PDT ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2299300/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2299300/ Sun, 25 Apr 2004 23:08:32 PDT so bright for you, you just have to grasp the light,
the sun, for you,
let it cheer you up,
i may not always be there, i may disapear, like a windy day,
like a leaf i blow away, but the memory is still with you,
like my drawing of the sun,
i try to light your way, make your laughter shine,
your like its rays,
brilliantly you shine, brilliant you shine -ahh ahh
you shine- and your rays are bright, brighter to many,
blinding some,
you are the sun if you let the darkness go,
free your self from those chains,
let them drown in the rain,
let the river cary them on....
yor the rays of the sun, you portray, and a hero ,
hero , of the day,
the sun, the sun, raises and sets, just like our days , when we wake up and fall asleep
and like your charms you make things bright
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the end of another ruft draft song dedicated to andrew, yes toy ou my good man, haha you need to smile and know this to shall pass, the sun has been givin to you and only you and now youll have light always ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2291800/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2291800/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 21:40:47 PDT the reflection of me, like goast i fly away,
looking for some where to play,
i open a window, i fly threw the trees,
i look for an ocean, to cary me in it waves,

i close my eyes and see me,
see me for the first time,
see me like i otta see,

sometimes i act foolish or dream non reality,
but in the night i close my eyes
and thats when i see me,

when i close my eyes and dream , we are dancing in the leaves , we are hopelesslie dancing and our feet may never stop,

when i close my eyes and dream , there are so many things, that i could do, and no one saying i cant,
i close my eyes and see me,
see me for the first time,
see me like i otta see,

and when the new sun aproches i fly back to me,
and then my eyes are open ,
and a new day just begun,

feel the wind on my face, sands between my toes,
and then the thought of you comes floating to my mind,
like awalts i do dance , in cirlcles of dreams
then i close my eyes
i close my eyes
i close my eyes and see,,,,,,,
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ok here is another song it may suck but i like it!!!!!!! so hardy har har pappa smurf got blasted last night and came on line to tell me lol ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2287998/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2287998/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 10:02:10 PDT
oh why oh why
ohhh ohhh ohh
oh why oh why yeah yeah haa

why do i try~~~ to figure out you,
your so different , its hard to imangine
i feel consumed by you an dyour every move, i can picture life now - with ~~out you
with out you

we may just be friends but there are times when you lift me so high, my feet cant touch the ground

oh why oh why
ohhh ohhh ohh
oh why oh why yeah yeah haaa

seems to me i gone down thisroad befor, how do i know that your not like that,i had a battel once and i won that, it took all strentgh from me and i dont want to ever do that~agin

how do i know that the colors you paint for me are real , not some abstract on the wall~ some blemish of apeal,

oh why oh why
ohhh ohhh ohh
oh why oh why yeah yeah haaa

my heart is on my sleeve, dont take it pease,if you cant handle life, cant handle me,
i depict my ways threw my drawings , i create my world with reality, i dont want ~ to hide~ away from you'but i will if i have to~
i ~`i~ i will if i realy have to, i dont want to hurt agin , i dont want to run from home , i just want you to under stand me and take it apon to be so kind
i pick pick a flower for you, to compare the beauty to the way of my soul, to the ways of my souls,
to the ways ohh the ways of my soul~~ soul
oh why oh why
ohhh ohhh ohh
oh why oh why yeah yeah haaa

so if you wonder why i tend to shy by, its cuzz i dont wanna loose agin, i dont want be agin, the onlu means to freeing you misserey, so awake me with sweetness
fly me away with dreams, kiss me like the world is ours and make me bleiave in you , that your hear tis true...

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ok it really needs work its altertive style but its mushy so im gonna revise it, any way supp people, say heyyyy ha ha ha hoooooo ok thats enoug lol bye ]]> ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2285974/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2285974/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 23:44:16 PDT ~goddessbutterfly http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2284987/ http://goddessbutterfly.deviantart.com/journal/2284987/ Fri, 23 Apr 2004 20:40:41 PDT poem---end by:tara

yes i found my muse and liken it he is a pure human being of all feelings a person has but exspreses it , how can any one be like this person, he is alot like me, and deals with theings like i do and its a breath of fresh air to know that i am not to unique that i am alone
other wise life today was hard made a few mistakes in life but who doesent....
to my muse: you know whom you are and i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for just being you!!!1 ]]> ~goddessbutterfly