deviantART: by:grimreapersmistress

supporting a cause

~grimreapersmistress — Mon, 17 Nov 2008 22:17:23 PST

im tireed

~grimreapersmistress — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:30:11 PDT

sheltered alone in a place so dreary
being something you want me to be
cant do it no more cause im tireed
you get worn out after 14 years

a change of scenery mabey
or a new crush
anything to draw awy the pain form my bleading heart
someone to stitch it up is all i need
im tired
i need my knight in shining whatever please

life is good

~grimreapersmistress — Sat, 31 May 2008 20:40:15 PDT

life is going just great for me rite now! i have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me. im trapeezing every weekend, and i get to be with my dad again in 2 months and 2 days(and hopefully get some awsome pics in washington). i couldnt be happyer!!!! and to top it all of like chocolate rainbow sprnke, school gets out in less than three weeks!!!!

osmething interesting that happened on my trip to dc was when one of my roomies split her lip oppen from falling down stairs(wich is something that i would totaly do) she had to get 8 to 10 stiches. she told me and my other roomie that she abbout wanted to rip off 2 of the nurses heads, but she also said that her oral sergon was hot so that made up for it >^.^<

oh and news for people who may not know yet, but i am moving to washington in 2 years to live with my dad and im realy excited.

Devious Journal Entry

~grimreapersmistress — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:32:40 PDT

east coast rip is in three days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im goingeverywhere i will try to upload pics later

ive tried

~grimreapersmistress — Sun, 13 Jan 2008 09:20:44 PST

ive tried to stop thinking about you
remembering the way your face looks
the way your eyesbsparkel when your sad
the way you would look at me through the corners of your eyes

ive tried to forget how i felt around you
the way butterflies allways seem to be present when your around

ive tried to forget that your in love with another now

but yet i cant forget because you are ingraved in my memory

football and the shim

~grimreapersmistress — Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:03:41 PST

as many of you proably know its that time at marston. . . football
we started playing co-ed teams on monday andthen on friday they decided to combine teams to make them bigger. aftrer they combiended our teams, we had 4 girls and 3 boys. half way through the game our co-captian said that we needed to block bettr.
and he started saying that we have 3 girls. he first pointed to 2 of them andthen to me
and then i say"actualy we have 4 girls" and i point to behind me, so the person that i pointed to behind me was saul which is kinda true in a way (katy you know what im talking about)

but that wasnt all that was good about that day it was our last play and they were kicking off to us, the ball went farther than anyone could catch and i was tired of the ball going out of bounds so i run for the ball get it and then start running with the ball.while im running a guy takes off my flag and in this football game only girls can take off girls flag, and i reealize this and run it for the winning touch down for our team!!!

cheeting little bastard

~grimreapersmistress — Thu, 01 Nov 2007 18:09:28 PDT

okay so in my last entry u heard about my crush jon
a week later we got together, and he was so sweet and nice to me,but he was going to fast so i told him to slow down and he did
then i had to leav for san fansisco, and that was AWSOME!!!!
then the fires hit so i didnt see him till tuseday
when i get to school one of my friends comes over and is like i need to talk to you about jon, and im all ok
so she takes me over to a corner and says, your boyfriend was grabing my ass and a few other girls asses, and im just in total shok
he comes over to me and gives me a hug and then i ask him were u grabing other girls asses, and he all no, and im all it sounds like your lien to me and he says i know
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!!!!
so i tell him i dont know if i can trust him or not and that i would ask around
so i do just that come to find out he was grabing there asses
THAT CHEETING LITTLE BASTARD!!!
so i tell him that its not gona work out between us
he hasnt been at`school since
hope your havn a good week cause i sure the hell am not,and remember
ITS NOT WORTH IT!!!*~*
o and i hate my teachers right now!!!

the life beond

~grimreapersmistress — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 17:31:51 PDT

omg soooooooo happy right now !!! i just got out of grounding and this is my freedom lettr
dont ever get grounded! and if you do make sure its for a good reason!!!

schools goon goood but yeah its realy realy boring for me cause i pretty much allready know everything!
my secdule is:
advisory: mr. kent in jazz band
history: mrs. chen
band: mr. kent again
math: mrs. huyn
english: ms. elerman(shes a total bitch and she smells realy bad to)
LUNCH!!!!
p.e.
science: Mr. Laycock, yes thats his real last name

oh yeah i also have a crush!!! his name is jon hes soooooo sweet and i think he lilkes me to! yeah!

oh and about those kittnes i got not one but 2 there sooooo adorable! i promise to post pictures as soon as i can
thats all for now

kitten/school demon from the 5th layer of hell

~grimreapersmistress — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 22:12:52 PDT

im like so frign happy right now cause im going to be getting a kitten saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tried to convince my parents that we should name it You. as in "you stop that", "you get out of there", or even "come here You". i think you get the point though.
other tha that school is starting up next week
usualy i would be hapy 2 go bak 2 school(i know totaly wierd ,but i miss my friends),but theres this girl named Athena and she basicaly screws with your mind and then eats your soul
what she would do thoug would make me want to tear her head off!(and i would to, if it wasnt illeagel) and to top it off shes comeing to the same school as me T_T.
you know mabey it wont be so bad i mean i could try to avoid her but she fallows me around like a baby pitbull. one second shes cute and inocent and then before you can say______(fill in your own blank) shes biteing your nose off!!!!
im not scared of her i just have a tendency to give people a shelter, and try to help them, and then i dont think about me, which is kinda bad i guess, but its what i do. if anyone has advice on how to deal with this please send me a msg.

THE EVE

~grimreapersmistress — Fri, 27 Jul 2007 10:53:12 PDT

its the eve of comic con for me and im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oo excited about it cause its my first one ever im going w/ 2 of my friends and im proud to say that katy and i r finaly getting saul into black genes its quite a shocker for us cause weve been tryn to get him to were them 4 a year now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its quite exhausting work ill make sure to post pictures of it

is there anyone out there

~grimreapersmistress — Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:13:41 PDT

hello is there anyone out there that will at leats acnolige
me please
i feelso alone

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrr
ok mood swing over