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which remains titleless....

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/12939630/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/12939630/ Sun, 13 May 2007 09:10:45 PDT


through the
well worn years

i've discovered that God
is just lonely


the only thing that remains the same
and will always love me
is my hitter

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11397408/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11397408/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:18:13 PST i don't just hate school....i loath it.
except mrs. gilpin and AT.
that's always fun
'specially when sam and megan spar with each other....
any ways
i have to be at school right now unfortunatly....
but then i get a four day weekend so there is plenty of time to submit the script for the manga/play thingymabob that we're writing.
its called eyeshadow and is very very intresting.
hoorah.
in art i'm currently making a paper mache moogle. a moogle of course is a really cute little creature from final fantasy.
dani is making the chessire cat. and its funny because shes making it out of baloons.
my english teacher tells me i need to work on my capitalization.
i don't belive in capitalization.
but my computer makes me do it so....i have to deal. in all my journals that i write to tom there isn't capitalization except when shoeing yelling or song titles.
whats wrong with no capitalization?
honestly.....i use well enough grammer as it is so why do i have to capitalize. E.E. Cummings didn't use capitalization and he's a famous poet.
so why do i have to?
sorry little rant there.
i'm happy...i'm wearing freaking pink and black faery pants.
how awesome?
SO FREAKING AWESOME!
i love DA. but i do have a problem with the new submission techniques.
i tried to upload something and i was all happy and stated that in my last journal but....it wouldn't let me which makes me very very sad.
i just loaned out my watercolor color pencils.
they better be well taken care of and not brutally sharpened.
i miss final fantasy twelve.
i wish that i owned that.
*sighs*
i really don't want to go to gym.
because it is hell and coach tinkle is the DEVIL!
finished.

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11256862/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11256862/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:33:57 PST hes so adorable and i miss him....
but on a lighter note, the disturbed concert was awesome
and being in the same room with corey taylor made me about peee my pants...
stone sour played too...
but hey i finally put up a new deviantion and let me say i completely hate the new submission thing...
it sucks....

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11065843/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/11065843/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 18:43:19 PST it feels like my friends are taking turns not talking to me....
like megan....she wouldnt talk to me for a long time....
and that was really upsetting...
and now shes back to talking to me and all....
and now my other best friend won't talk to me either....theres the occasional nod......or shrug....
and it bothers me because everytime you ask " hey, what's wrong?" and they just shrug at you.....its sad....
and i don't know what i did.

i dunno what to do....

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10821568/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10821568/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:07:20 PST monday was my birthday
it was crappy
i woke up to my grandmother screaming at me....
then i got some sork of rock or stick in my eye and had to leave school early to dig it out in a rather painful way with a Q-tip.
and today is thanks giving and i'm sure annoying people are going to show up soon.
i'm sleepy anyways.
there is a very adorable dog at my house it's name is yankee...
pictures soon i hope
if i ever find the time.
and zack warnick is awesome and gave me several rides to the afterparties of the play....which is why he is awesome

]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10607724/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10607724/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 19:47:46 PST its funny colors...

wells.....
i haven't updated in what seems to be years....and yes i am guilty.
please don't kill me oh loyal homies of deviant art - it doesn't mean i love you less!
i should be submitting a painting of amy lee soon if its any consolation....
its cool
the back ground will make you think that you're on PCP or maybe LSD or THC....!!!!!!!!!!! (sorry ongoing jokes with me and my G-dizzles.....) yes....

and mightent i add that the Importance of Being earnest is one of the awesomest plays in the whole world.....muffins i say
and Monty Mittleton is a genious artist and made andrew feel like a mole.
hee hee hee....


onward silver goats of hell!!!!! *insane cackling*


oh yes...and might i say that i friggn' pretzle Jacob.

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]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10104943/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/10104943/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 19:12:34 PDT jessica got the 2nd episode DVD of invader zim!!!!
and my art is in a friggin' gallery a pic or so shall be up tonight.
bow down
bow down
before the power of santa
or be crushed
be crushed
by his jolly boots of
DOOOOOMMMMMMMm



yay!!!! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9815917/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9815917/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:42:12 PDT today was my first day of school.
it was intresting.
i had to go up and down many many steps and forgot my locker combination.
anywhoo.
so.
yay i have Art class first hour and an art show on saturday.
and the owner of the art gallery -in which my artwork is to be hung - called and said that he wants to make prints of 8 of my works and hang them.
hooooorraaayyyy.
then now that psychoticchic27 has a better scanner than i do- i can submit some of my larger works.
yay
i'm excited. ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9710574/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9710574/ Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:56:28 PDT but anyways
i got a"position" at an art gallery calle d "the beacon" i said BEACON not BACON, so yay.
but i feel naked 'cause the art guy took allllllllllll
my paintings and it was like givin' way my babehs.
but anyways.......
nyaah nyaah





tomb raider 2 is really addiciting.





THE END!!!!!!! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9670446/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9670446/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 21:30:57 PDT for reason i will not share because i don't know anything for sure.
but anyway
just please please please wish me luck because this would mean so much to me in the advance ment of my art.
so....yeah


anyway i found a new art shop in town and am going there tomorrow ( YAY)
so hopefully i'll be able to find prismacolor watercolor pencils for a cheaper price....
hopefully.
so yeah i've been on the phone all day...and have a headache right now....
so yeah
i should be painting right now but in the past 3 days i have finished six paintings that are currently flatening under two JC Penny's catalouges and one huge "CHRONICLES OF AMERICA" book which i am on tape reading stuff 'bout crazy indians and abraham lincoln when i was like 5
cause i was intelligent...
yeah...
what the heck happened right?


so yeah imma go to bed night! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9563668/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9563668/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 08:59:45 PDT i'm in the process of putting up some pictures of my new awesome room.
and soon enough after those are edited pictures of some clothes that i have designed and made with some help from psychoticchic27. who is awesome.


i get to go underwear shopping soon.
i'm excited cause underwear is a passion of mine....yay.

i'm happy cause i got a new alice in wonderland purse and its pretty and i likes it.
i was hopping that i could find one with the chessire cat on it but i couldn't.
well i did but it was like $15.00 and it was itty bitty and my sketch book wouldn't fit.
but still.
yay. ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9524661/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9524661/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:46:51 PDT i am not joanne.
inside joke.
so, i painted my room right?
i should have pictures up right?
well my camera is outta bateries but i'm getting s'more tomorrow...
it's really neat i lurve it
i al so get to go to joann's fabric shop tomorrow also
no the store has nothing to do with the inside joke.
i get ten dollar soon too...
so i'll have a grand total of $16.00
kay
so, i decided it would take about twenty years to afford a new camera and i should spend the money i have and am getting on my new school clothes. the ones i'm making anyways.
so far i have made two tank tops, one hoodie, and still more to come.
most likely two beanies.
hoorah for me.
and does anyone know if the guy who is the voice of invader zim( richard ....i forgot the last name) plays the squirlle guy from that new TV show on cartoon network " squirlle Boy" cause it sounds like him....
i'll have new art work up soo.

much love and kisses and more love.(even though you guys haven't commented my new flavor peices ((no not the ghetto kinda flava....so shut up....cracker...)) *sticks tongue out at your unsupportive butts* )
hoorah. ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9397976/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9397976/ Sun, 16 Jul 2006 18:57:15 PDT i get to paint my room.
really fun colors too!!
mainly teal, lime green, and hot pink.
don't worry i'll have neato pitures up soon
i was thinking of saving my money up to get a new camera....
at walmart they have a couple polaroids that i've been eyeing.
i think i might have to go to like...best buy instead though because they have a wider selection.
i just got a new itunes card and am not in need of any supplys so i think i can treat myself with one
and maybe some cosmo magazines....
i'm right now in the process of submitting pictures of some of the clothes i made...
so you all have to tell me if you like them because if tattooing doesn't work out like i want then i just might be a designer and you guys have to tell me if my "products" are buyable.


speaking of which
i'm excited because i have a very neat idea involving a robot, colorful fabric scraps, and bleach.
i'm excited 'cause in a couple weeks my grandma is going to take me to see about some school clothes.
YAY PANTS
and pretty shirts that i didn't make.

and i get to go paint, bed sheet, and scrap hunting tomorrow.
woopee. ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9348427/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9348427/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 21:32:21 PDT tom left a week ago...tomorrow...
i miss that kid
sheesh
he left me his sockens so its all good...
and...
i stole the sheets he slept on...they still smell like him a bit
i felt bad cause he had to sleep in our basement
which is more like another house..seeing as it has a kitchen a television....
ummmmm
and a couch...
and a KIMBAL piano where i work...
and my painting room where i work...
and my PS2 where i ...sit and am lazish and get way to excited about tomb raider two....

and ways
i felt kinda bad cause...
it reeks of fabric softener and has that cold smell...
i like it down there myself....but then again i am pert sewer rat...

awwwwwww
i miss his cuddliness....
and those purdy blue eyes...
and the way his eyebrows moved when he said certain things...

well we still got the telephone
and instant messenger...
and nueclear cake weapons..
so i don't have to go TOO emo....


speaking of shich since when the hell is underoath emo.,..
thats not emo...
thats a group of sexxy boys who created the one handed
*does the one handed*


oh well...
*sigh* ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9239680/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9239680/ Sat, 01 Jul 2006 07:43:08 PDT he's so adorable!!!!!!
(and a really good kisser*
i'm so happy!!!!!
wait....tom is here
so why the hell am i on the computer! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9204523/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9204523/ Tue, 27 Jun 2006 21:07:07 PDT *growls*
they need to stop playing where'd you go....by fortminor with those other two people
cause it reminds me of my dad
and it's not good.....
cause ...it sucks.....


but on the brightside *ginny grin grinism*
tom gets to come see me in about...a day
a friggin' friggin' day man
be happy with me....
*dancy the groovy grinism dance of partyness* woot woot
you know why this is especially awesome?
do ya do ya do ya?
well....
cause he's the friggn' best cuddler ever!!!!!!
E-V-E-R
yeah........
there will be awesome pictures uploaded soon on that note
wooohpeeeee ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9068529/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/9068529/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 16:12:43 PDT guesse what hoes!!!
the new underoath CD comes out in less than a week
6 friggn' days!!!
im so happy!!!!
they're so adorable and awesome..yay ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8914043/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8914043/ Mon, 29 May 2006 17:48:59 PDT i came up with a new sceme and everythin'
i wrote a little note and gave out my cell and house number and planed to give it to him when we went to pick up report cards....
but he wasnt there
so i gave it to the secretary.....
but...
she prolly didn't give it to him
geez i feel lousy

but hey...
guesse what...
i might be gettin' me some blue/teal highlights...
ppaarrttaaay
and you have to read that in your head using a french accent...
it just makes things better.
so...me and my cuz mason (a featured model) had a joint graduation partay (french again) with a really neato cake....of course...i could've made a better design but...it was still cool.
i got 123 $ now....
so im goin' to the mall to get some stuff...
i want to look for some new watercolour (*more fench!) pencils but...i havn't used the ones i have all up yet...
i have new art coming..and two little tribute things...
you will like it...
cause it's colorful and two of them have scene hair...
wot did you say (old brittish flower woman accent)
SCENE HAIR
wot!
SCENE HAIR
yes i am very excited.....


ttyl
(keep hoping i find the number too!) ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8847205/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8847205/ Mon, 22 May 2006 17:10:35 PDT im tired
i went to the movies last night
with my wife
we saw amerian haunting....
it was coolio....'cause they had southern accents....and funneh screams
i'm mad right now
because my homie g-dizzle jesse (the one from school) gave me his pohne numer at graduation on friday and i'm dumb and i lost it.
so i am sad
cause he is sooooo rad...
(
and me and jesska ( psychoticchic27/my wife) jesse and jacob and luke...and some other friends all have to hang out over the summer so we don't like...break up our friendships over the summer
and i can't find jesse's phone numbe.r..so i can't call him so he can come party with us...
but i will prevail!!!! prevail!!!!!!
any ways
READ MY NEW STUFFFFFFFFFFFFS
their coolio! dizzle

i love my ipod...it's black...and its a nano...and i'ms a gettin' a nightmare before X-mas case for it!! woot woot
and thanks to nemorin...it's gots its first name...
albercarf
and don't pretend to hide you envy with your angry sarcasim...i know the truth...
i know you're jealous
much love and kisses
hope i find the phone number!!!! please ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8295148/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8295148/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 13:38:21 PST

alright....
to begin with...
you guys on my homie list kinda suck
i havn't gotten one comment and i've submitted a TON of stuff...
i comment you guys like all the time when i see your stuff
WHERE IS MY SUPPORT HERE
i' mean...
CRAP! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8273808/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8273808/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 10:59:46 PST i got volume three of the invader zim dvds...!!!AHHHH
waffles ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8200986/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/8200986/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 19:35:24 PST but i did get two amps and one chord...and out of which i got 6 CDs with some really pimpin' music!
also
i got the 2nd cardcaptor Sakura!!!
super good day!
i got to hang out with jessica and watch invader zim
AHHH MY SPINE!!!
and i got to talk to a really sexi person


and i got to watch spirited away...finally....it was kick anus!
so yeah, awesome day ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7744037/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7744037/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 17:25:00 PST Rob Zombie is playing somewhere close to where i live, and i can't go *cries*
it's only 35$ for tickets!!!!!!!!!!
i want to go so bad..... ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7666963/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7666963/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 13:03:58 PST 1,001 page views...HELLZ YEAH ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7652073/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7652073/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:54:48 PST till i hit...1,000!!!! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7639561/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7639561/ Wed, 18 Jan 2006 13:30:12 PST 20 more page veiws before 1,000 *gets excited* ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7520235/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7520235/ Thu, 05 Jan 2006 18:18:51 PST ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7426451/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7426451/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 21:16:31 PST that is the fuckin' shit ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7309584/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7309584/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 12:49:49 PST I"M WORKING I SWEAR ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7074306/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7074306/ Thu, 17 Nov 2005 17:57:38 PST ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7044539/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/7044539/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 11:54:33 PST and also for my birthday i am getting some artsupplys (maybe) and PHOTOSHOP
so i just thought that you guys might wish to be informed of my absence......even though it probably dosen't matter to you all the much butthat is okay!!!!!
anywho....
I want you to know that i have not forgotten you
um...i'll be back perhaps before the end of the week.






( hugsand kisses!!! )









P.S.
........................................................................................................... tom is sexy
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6876893/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6876893/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:58:47 PDT







.............tom is a sexy beast....... ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6794299/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6794299/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 17:32:57 PDT but it was just technical difficulties.... ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6781467/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6781467/ Sun, 16 Oct 2005 08:35:50 PDT Insecure
Neurotic
& Emotional

just perfectly fine
thanks!, how are you?! ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6734072/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6734072/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 20:03:45 PDT ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6707685/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6707685/ Fri, 07 Oct 2005 20:55:01 PDT ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6645299/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/6645299/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 19:09:16 PDT ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5904970/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5904970/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 13:53:54 PDT you're the ones who f**k your kids
you're the ones who throw each other away
you're the ones who sit in church every sunday

- smile empty soul ]]> ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5814850/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5814850/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 19:27:17 PDT ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5592436/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5592436/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 19:24:01 PDT ~gutterclown http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5525149/ http://gutterclown.deviantart.com/journal/5525149/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 19:55:21 PDT Die a death of immorality
Atheism….
Broken record screaming…
On and on
Lost hold on me…
Resurrections see…
Rose red
Crimson effigy…



Angels touch
Devils kiss…
Puppets on a string
Waiting in a row for me
Lost so lonely…
I am hopeless and poisoned
Puppets on a string
Dance for me….

Damp and darkend…
Crystal blood for me…
Bastards underneath
All alone for mine eyes to see….
Forsaken…my forgotten…
Golden touch to blind you now
Halt unto the castle guards…
Internal atrocities…
Just impossible…
Kiss me and make me awake…
Love may I impose?
Most apologies but I cannot hear you scream…


Angels touch
Devils kiss…
Puppets on a string
Waiting in a row for me
Lost so lonely…
I am hopeless and poisoned
Puppets on a string
Nothing here to be afraid of
Only me…
Pasted smile…
Quarrels under my wings…
Rabid nation fighting for me…
Stop and look into my eyes…feel yourself being hypnotized…
(My puppets on a string…dance for me…)
trust not my company…
Until the morning sun…wait for me…
Velcro over your eyes…making you blind…
Why are you still hurting me??

Dance for me…. ]]> ~gutterclown