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]]> ~hadoolket http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/26925612/ http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/26925612/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 21:42:20 PDT some people are into censorship of vaginas! i know deviantart itself is a corporate business suits-infested world already pretending to market itself as deviant to the hot-topic-shopping masses while corporations make money off of it and pretend that the tax payers are *solely* at fault for any economic down-turn

i'm not saying fight the system, but expose it for what it is by spinning a web of lies

then, the deception of m.bison will be uncovered

meanwhile, for anyone who plays blazblue, my psn id is hadoolket for those of you who wanted to play someone for a few matches or something

ps ragna's crest looks like a vagina can't unsee

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yay litchi \o/

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]]> ~hadoolket http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/22834335/ http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/22834335/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 22:01:47 PST
There's quite a few places I stopped going to recently for personal reasons. One, it was too much of a hassle to keep my cool around certain people. They make me want to flashkick them in half and then sonic boom them into an exploding dog and then angrily shout "BISOOOON!" while raising my fist in the air. I can't imagine that being a great attitude to have, especially when I'd like to be able to get along with just anybody.

Second of all, it was kind of a hassle ineffectually being around certain places. I get kind of cross when being overlooked in conversation. It happens a few times; it's okay, people sometimes miss things or may have something on their mind at the time or they're talking to other people. But when it's such a consistent occurrence, one has to wonder if the only way to get feedback is to punch people in the face and then grab their hair and then knee their noses into their skulls while yelling "tiger knee", and while that would have felt great, it wouldn't have resolved any underlying concerns. I cite this as probably the most ultimate issue, to be honest. Feedback is, to understate, kind of important when it comes to interpersonal relationships, so I felt it was stupid of me to stick around. It was mentally wearing me down.

I like providing a complementary attitude within a social environment--the silly to the serious, and vice versa. That naturally doesn't sit well with anybody, and it's not like I have any right to pine for it. Nobody wants to have a serious discussion be crashed by someone cartwheeling around and doing the macarena on their coffee table telling them to laugh it up. And likewise, people who want to have standup don't want insertion of some perhaps thoughtful remark to inspire overanalysis. So I probably need to take a step back and think, what the fuck am I doing this for? Finding an answer and reassessing the situation won't make me feel like coming back to those places, but at least I'll probably have a slightly different attitude towards conversation, assuming that happens.

Which brings me back to #2 which I said was my ultimate concern. Maybe it has something to do with how I'm talking or what I'm talking about that doesn't interest anybody, and that's why I'm stepping back and out of the way and probably not back in. With all that said, I'm done talking and will continue to be around the places I'm still frequenting

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so send me paypal moneys to help prevent that

my paypal address is keychanrox@gmail.com

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zutara is this crazy fangirl faction devoted to the holy matrimony of two cartoon characters from some cartoon named avatar...which can make sense because cartoon characters are the equivalent of real life humans in australia so committing any sort of heinous acts on them is also manslaughter--now we can arrest the guro fetishists! in australia

but seriously, it's all in good fun and a lot of us probably have unconscious desires to pair one character up with another in some eccentric fit when it comes to cartoons and anime, and i even admit i have a thing for eri sawachika and harima kenji in school rumble. biases aside, nobody really needs to take this seriously as they're fictional characters and it'd be healthier for us to start worrying about our real life relationships with our friends, if any. if you don't have these, i'm with ya. most people are pretty fair weather as it is and being a lone ranger is sometimes a niche that adds variety to life

however, as desperate as relationships are, and as short as people make life out to be, people do seem to take the whole thing a bit far and it almost becomes ironically religious. though parables of other zany acts of bombing abortion clinics doesn't seem to shake anyone out of their autism, people adopt a holier-than-thou attitude over pairing children's cartoon characters but to the normal person who doesn't get concerned over these things, it seems like a big joke made between people with downs and it's really ludicrous

but that's not the point of the picture "zutara" i just submitted, i actually have nothing against the denizens of a certain fanbase that wishes to combine the forces of zuko and katara in the way we combine people like justin timberlake and britney spears or kirk cameron and jennifer connelly, and pretend it's not analogous. the picture i submitted was because i like to search for pictures on deviantart of specific characters and many times do i find that the character i'm searching for is not even shown in many of the artworks that pop up in the hits

granted, deviantart is free, and computers are a fucking easy convenience and there's no point in complaining when we have it better off than ethiopians whose search engine consists of throwing rocks at a bush and seeing what falls out of it

but at the same time, there is no excuse for the nonchalant attitude that people take for granted which is the same as "since we have it better off, we'll just be lazy and stupid" and it's okay to be lazy and stupid. it's not, it's cocky and ignorant and resigns itself from being educated on the grounds that it doesn't need to better itself to give back to the community that provides these awesome conveniences to us and allows us the opportunity to utilize them to make ourselves better.

i'm not saying the next time i search for misato from evangelion on deviantart and in turn i find a series of asuka-only pictures that i'll choke a brother out, but i feel i needed to observe this and whoever is reading this tl;dr text may find it a little poignantly perceptive as to the mentality people generally have and why some people could use a good wake-up rather than an excuse to their sorry attitudes of life

with that said, zutara4evr!!!!!!

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being a smartass is a wonderful thing, and really adds a lot of flavor and sometimes even humor, even if one or two people might find themselves the victims of this cocky attitude, and as long as it isn't really too personal, people can get along or at least keep their emotional distances from each other

i mean hey, i'm a smartass sometimes, or sometimes even a dumbass when i'm clueless and that's part of being human and i don't confess to knowing everything there is to everything. it's a great defense mechanism (for emotional distance) and sometimes can inspire a jolt of laughter here and there when well-delivered, and i certainly don't mind people being a smartass to me when it takes that to probably drive a point that i'm probably overlooking

it's great and it communicates some tip of the tongue or below the radar information that often finds itself otherwise dismissed over its deceptive simplicity and sometimes we could stand to use a little wake-up in that form when no other kind of attitude drags us from our self-diagnosed aspergers where we claim to be fragile minds while establishing ourselves as annoyingly sensitive people who make a mountain out of a mole hill because someone made fun of our fursonas and diaper fetishes and whatever else crazy thing hides in deviantart's nooks 'n crannies.

but sometimes, and maybe i'm just being paranoid, but i think that the attitude can be a little too socially destructive when someone gets absorbed by it or turns it into a serious thing or makes some kind of occupation out of it, and it becomes a little too personal

it's great to have variety, even having the bad apple to proverbially try and ruin the whole barrel is there as an obstacle that people just have to arbitrarily contend with along with maybe their own mindsets and to say it shouldn't exist is to have a perfectionist, almost nazi-like attitude about what should exist in life

people can be a little too persistent with this attitude to the point that it never goes away and that's great yet maybe a little jarring and not exactly going the right direction as far as resolving anything. it's be great if it resolved internal and maybe external conflicts, but it seems to constantly perpetuate and even justify its own existence like an apologist (or a fetishist and his or her deviant behavior) and continue on with its mischief, and mischief is indeed an awesome element of life

but when it keeps happening and it maintains itself like that, it sort of gives off the impression that something's wrong, and that guy needs a hug

even jung is often iterated; events that occur consistently or are perceived to be linked to each other will yield a perceivingly symbolic value to those who witness or experience them, and this gives rise to the notion that there is indeed symbolic meaning disguised by the venues of try-hard apathy and, i guess, comedy...?

it's not that the attitude will cement the idea that people like that cannot have friends or whatever i'm trying to express, but if there's an underlying issue, maybe it's probably best that whoever in question find a certain outlet--otherwise, the derisive behavior will do what derision does by definition, which is alienate others

or maybe it won't, some chicks find it hot because it's a sexy character flaw like zuko's burnt out eye

but also, the attitude itself doesn't escape the possibility of being corny and needlessly full of itself

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then you can come back

hulk hogan/paris hilton 08

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]]> ~hadoolket http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/13165976/ http://hadoolket.deviantart.com/journal/13165976/ Thu, 31 May 2007 15:50:41 PDT
rydia (with my preferred hairstyle !!!!!!!!!!!!111five)
irma from ninja turtles
red mage viera from ffta
shermie
hikaru shidou from rayearth
ranma (girltype)
pink from gunstar heroes
wendy from psychic force


THERE IS NOT A PATTERN

that is all

yes im really in iraq fighting the good fight (for oil i mean peace)

leave me alone you dirty hippies

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