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                <title>3,000!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2007 16:58:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I PWN TEH DEVIANTART!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hallowedbmyname</author>
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                <title>2,991!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Sep 2007 19:41:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Only nine more to go!!!! YAYAYAY!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Vermilion</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Sep 2007 23:46:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She seems dressed in all the rings<br />
Of past fatalities<br />
So fragile, yet so devious<br />
She continues to see<br />
Climatic hands that press her temples and my chest<br />
Enter the night that she came home... Forever<br />
<br />
Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad<br />
<br />
She is everything and more... The solemn hypnotic<br />
My Dahlia, bathed in possesion<br />
She is home to me<br />
I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse<br />
But the stress is astounding<br />
It's now or never<br />
She's coming home... Forever<br />
<br />
Oh... She's the only one that makes me sad<br />
<br />
Hard to say what caught my attention<br />
Fixed and crazy... Aphid attraction<br />
Carve my name in my face... To recognize<br />
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize<br />
<br />
I wont let this build up inside of me <br />
<br />
I'm a slave and I am a master<br />
No restraints and unchecked collectors<br />
I exist through my need... to self-oblige<br />
She is something in me that I despise<br />
<br />
I won't let this build up inside of me <br />
I won't let this build up inside of me <br />
<br />
She isn't real<br />
I can't make her real<br />
She isn't real<br />
I can't make her real<br />
She isn't real (she isn't real)<br />
I can't make her real (I can't make her real)<br />
She isn't real (she isn't real)<br />
I can't make her real<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nutshell</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Sep 2007 10:29:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We chase misprinted lies<br />
We face the path of time<br />
And yet I fight<br />
And yet I fight<br />
This battle all alone<br />
No one to cry to<br />
No place to call home<br />
<br />
My gift of self is raped<br />
My privacy is raked<br />
And yet I find<br />
And yet I find<br />
Repeating in my head<br />
If I can't be my own<br />
I'd feel better dead<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2007 18:46:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm alone now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Surfing...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Sep 2007 14:49:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I can't post my pics until I can find the card reader for my memory card. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> . The trip was great. I'm ready to go again! Ha!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Out into the deep blue... again</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:49:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, guys. I'm packing up right now for a two day surfing expidition to Pensacola. It's going to be sooo fucking boss! We're staying for two nights this time, and surfing for two days. That means my chances of becoming shark food or breaking my neck have just doubled, hah! So, wish me luck, and I'll see you all when I get back.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Photoshoot Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 22:18:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alright...the pics from my photoshoot will be posted to my scraps. there were about a billion pictures taken, so i am only going to post my favorites. hope you like them.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Beer Cart Girl</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Aug 2007 05:53:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I have to go out to our casino's golf course today to drive the beer cart. Which means dealing with a 105+ degree heat index, and drunken golfers. WEEEEEE! For EIGHT HOURS! YAAAAAY! Hopefully it won't be too bad and I'll make some decent money, but I doubt it, considering it's a Thursday and there probably won't be that many people out there. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>How long?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:33:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why'd you go and break what's already broken?<br />
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking<br />
How long til this goes away?<br />
I try to remember to forget you<br />
But I break down every time I do<br />
It's left me less than zero<br />
Beat down and bruised<br />
I can't see her with you<br />
<br />
I can't seem to get my heart over you<br />
Cause you creep into everything I do<br />
And now I'm dying to know<br />
How she touches you<br />
I can't see her with you<br />
Why'd you go and break what's already broken?<br />
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking<br />
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her<br />
How long til this goes away?<br />
He said he wants to be friends<br />
I took a big step back<br />
He said he's sorry<br />
With one finger<br />
I said fuck that<br />
<br />
I can tell you're lying when your lips move<br />
Cause of one lie, "It's not me, it's you"<br />
It's left me less than zero<br />
Beat down and bruised<br />
I can't see her with you<br />
Why'd you go and break what's already broken?<br />
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking<br />
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold her<br />
How long till this goes away?<br />
<br />
He said he wants to be friends<br />
I took a big step back<br />
He said he's sorry<br />
With one finger<br />
I said fuck that<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>When your heart is breaking...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:40:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think you can do much better than me...<br />
After all the lies that I made you believe..<br /><br />When your heart is breaking, and you don't even know why, it's the worst thing in the world. So much time has gone by that I should be over it. I thought I had moved on when I brought him into my life, and now that he's gone too, it leaves me wondering what I have to do now. I'm so busy working, that I have no friends anymore. All I have is my sister, and she's got her own life to live. So, what do you do when you're alone and your heart is breaking?<br /><br />I told myself I won't miss you, but then I remembered what it feels like beside you...<br />
And I think you should know this, <br />
You deserve much better than me... ]]></description>
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                <title>My first photo shoot!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Aug 2007 15:37:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've spent the last two days at the casino, taking pictures for all of the advertisements. now, i wasn't running around doing background work, i was actually doing center shots and posing in various places on the casino floor along with the hotel rooms. it was a lot of fun, and the photographer asked me if he could do my portfolio! of course, i agreed... i would have been stupid not to. hopefully i can get some of the shots and post them on here. oh, yeah, some of the pictures will be used for billboards around the gulf coast area! i'm still waiting for the commercial i worked in to air, also! woo hoo!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>heh...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Jul 2007 06:49:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, I watched "I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry" last night. It was pretty funny. I thought it would be mostly a bunch of gay bashing, but I was pleasantly surprised to see it was pretty much about equality and treating people like people, instead of their sexual orientation. It also had a great little phrase in it, "chubby chaser". I know a few chubby chasers. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Hah.<br />
<br />
Now, I'm sitting here watching "America's Next Top Model"... I don't really care for the show. But the way these girls treat each other and pull this catty as bullshit, it just makes me sick. That, right there is why I won't try out for that show.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i WILL have a better life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jul 2007 22:19:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am beautiful, I am independent, I am funny. I am giving, loving, and caring. Most importantly, I am a good person.. I deserve a good, happy life and I WILL have one. No matter where I have to go, or who I have to leave behind, I will have a better life.<br /><br />shhh.. ]]></description>
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                <title>Happy Friday the 13th!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jul 2007 08:29:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy Friday the 13th, BITCHES!<br />
<br><br />
<img src="http://www.webwombat.com.au/entertainment/movies/images/fvj2.JPG" alt="Jason Voorhees" /><br />
<br><br />
Just thought I'd drop in and share a little Jason action...*I prefer Freddie, myself.*</br></br><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>You know...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 09:59:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't feel your lips like the first kiss...<br /><br />This is an art site, right? Well, I find it rather tactless to run around bashing other people's art. I work very hard on the majority of my deviations, and I am very proud of the distance I have come since I joined this site. It makes me sad and angry that stupid people can come by your page and just belittle you. If I don't care for your work, I just don't comment. But, maybe that's because I'm a nice person and I consider the way something negative I say will make that person feel. So please, if you don't have anything nice to say, just don't say anything at all.<br /><br />I'd rather run away than sit to face the truth... ]]></description>
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                <title>...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Jun 2007 22:29:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't feel your lips like the first kiss...<br /><br />Was I too loud, was I too bad?<br />
Was I too open?<br />
Was I too high, was I too fast?<br />
Was I too close?<br /><br />I'd rather run away than sit to face the truth... ]]></description>
                <author>~hallowedbmyname</author>
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                <title>Telepopmusik</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 May 2007 21:25:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ listen to them!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>how does shit get so fucked up...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Mar 2007 22:21:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ everything is so horrible right now. i want to crawl into a tiny dark space and just disappear...<br />
i'm so full of hatred and rage, it's almost terrifying...<br />
<br />
but now, i choose to surround myself with people who lift me up, rather than bring me down...who love me for me...and who would never do a thing to hurt me.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>things</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:54:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ change..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>why</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jan 2007 20:07:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why doesn't anything ever work out for me? and why can't i stop crying?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hallowedbmyname</author>
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                <title>I hate you, Rammstein.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:56:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know, i fucking hate rammstein right now. i dont get fucking volkerball because those weiner-asses wont make a fucking third pressing of it. im so fucking sick of this shit.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>stock, perhaps?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Dec 2006 16:43:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, i am thinking of making a stock page. yeah... what do ya'll think?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i hate life</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:52:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my computer crashed, and i hate my life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>teh birthday...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:19:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ come and knock on our door...<br /><br />alright, its been frigging forever.<br />
    kyle bought me a subscription to dA for my birthday! its sooooo neat. he's so supportive of my attempts at art! hehe....<br />
<br />
i'm turning 22 on monday, for anyone who cares to know, heh. ive been so tired from work, that i havent done a photoshop in forever, but i took some amazing pictures that i am about to post... i think you guys will like it...<br />
<br />
so bored...<br /><br />we've been waiting for youuuu...<br />
<br />
<br />
(fire up that doob. bitch) ]]></description>
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                <title>hahahahahaa</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 21:19:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so, uh..what up my shiggies? east siiiiiide. damn. ]]></description>
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                <title>oh schnap!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Apr 2006 06:56:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got tagged by ~ntoxic8d<br />
<br />
Rules : The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....<br />
<br />
1. I am a mortician.<br />
2. I always order the same EXACT thing at EVERY restaraunt I go to.<br />
3. I cannot physically stand the smell of vanilla, but I can eat vanilla ice cream   just fine.<br />
4. I am very afraid of heights.<br />
5. I despise roses.<br />
6. I like fountain Coke, but not canned or bottled Coke.<br />
<br />
Dear<br />
cinnibon<br />
AddeG<br />
jfarchaul<br />
mobby05<br />
ColdContactKiss<br />
Halon0ne <br />
YOURE TAGGED!<br />
<br />
ps:i cant count ]]></description>
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                <title>I'M A CUCUMBER!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Apr 2006 08:20:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ boooya! lelalalalaldeeedeedada. ]]></description>
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                <title>suck me dry...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Mar 2006 08:14:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you want to know how someone really is in this world? who they really are? you give them a chance to act like an adult. let them move in with you, and if they just keep fucking you and fucking you and fucking you financially (because they definately dont fuck you PHYSICALLY anymore), then you can see how much they really care. im sick and fucking tired of his bullshit. like life isn't enough shit without him not giving a goddam about me, my finances, or the fucking burden he puts on my shoulders at the end of the month. its enough to make you want to swallow razor blades. too bad im out of razor blades, though. i locked my bedroom door last night so that he couldnt come in here in the morning and try to speak to me. i have nothing to say to him...except give me my fucking money you worthless, lazy, never-gonna-amount-to-shit, motherfucker. ]]></description>
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                <title>people make me ill</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Feb 2006 21:55:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ blech<br /><br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: hilf mir _ rammstein<br /><br />people are users. sometimes you find one or two good ones. otherwise your fucked, because they are the ones fucking you...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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