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I feel like i've been travelling at like 1000mph, and now all of a sudden everything has almost stop and froze for a day. Its a very strange feeling of which I'm not used to!

I'm moving in with my boyfriend, which means leaving every I've had and re-building it somewhere else, which I think will be BRILLIANT btw! But its so weird when I just step back and see what it has taken for me to get here....

The change that I have gone through is so weird, and I feel like everyone who have gotten used to has just over time, well slipped away for whatever reason and I am just feeling, scared in case this all happens again.

...I hope this is the start of my happy ending...

]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6525553/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6525553/ Sat, 17 Sep 2005 02:21:39 PDT ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6347474/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6347474/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 01:59:53 PDT
English Lit: B _ woot!
English Lang: C
Maths: C - I so thought I had failed!!!!
Food tech: C
Science: C C
Humanities: C
Business: C
ICT: Pass
Media: D - I am very, very shocked at this grade as i was predicted like an F/E So ha!!! lol ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6040007/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/6040007/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 13:36:50 PDT
I am on hoilday!! - still, and I am adapting to the lazy-bum role v.well. Its great!!! I have done nothing but laze around - hence the lazy bum bit.

I hope everybody hu is on hoilday is having a great time like i am!!!

I get my results on the 25th and i can tell you i am soo worried!! I am keen on doing my AS levels and if i dont get in, i will be gutted!!!!!

Anyways, I'm prob boring ya... So, cya xx ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5664820/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5664820/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 09:46:43 PDT
I'm just chilling in very hyper mood now. The only downside is that I can't see Gazz today! lol. Well, i gotta go and sit on my arse more!!!!!

WOOO HOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5361332/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5361332/ Sun, 15 May 2005 03:25:12 PDT
Last night, I was looking forward to a little chat with Sian and Emma at school, as it is tradition for us to gossip on mondays through science and i know, I will never have that again, and I cried!!

I didn't ever think a day like that would come, that it would be goodbyes, but there it was. I'm part of the wide world, what I do is up to me now, and it seems weird knowing that good friends of mine will not be there.

As I said it was the last day, so I will be studying ALOT!! So I will not be putting much if anything up for the next month I guess.

Hope everybody is okay, and are happy, and will talk to you soon. xxx ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5128839/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5128839/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 10:55:19 PDT I never expected to get over 100 so thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!

Erm what else to say, I'm doing okay study leave is coming up and i will throw eggs and flour at everyone It's gonna b great! lol!

hope everyone is good.

Luv Louise x ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5059985/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5059985/ Mon, 11 Apr 2005 11:53:38 PDT
Well, I have had a great half term, been busy so not been to lazy... lol, expect all i did today was sleep on a bus when i was going to thrope park... lol. O well... ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5015824/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/5015824/ Wed, 06 Apr 2005 11:58:06 PDT
I've had a great half term, it make me think that once I leave who I will actually see myself meeting up with, and who I won't see. It's kinda sad really, knowing that most of your mates that you have been friends with since you were little you won't see any of them again... But the mates I will see are great! and I love em all!!! lol.

Also the fact that I moved from Offord and still have great friends there (i knew since I was 5!) But yet the people who I have met in Sawtry and through the school, alot of them I will never see again... O well hey? I have all the mates I need, even if it aint loads of people!

Its my bday on the 14th and Gazz is taking me to town, to get me a ring for my birthday, he has £100 to spend on me (worried look lol) and he said, min cost will be £90 and I was like gazz!!!! lol. So i will being that 2mo, but i have no idea what ring i want lol!!

Hope everyone is okay! Cya xxxxxx ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4931253/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4931253/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 06:06:00 PST Even drinking all the coke in the world wud not make this happy, as i am right now!!! i thought he was coming back on wed but for 2mo.. WOW!!!!

Anyways... I couldnt be any happier right now, and nothing cud make me unhappy now!!!
...not even pepsi.... ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4899097/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4899097/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 10:28:57 PST
I have been able to do my media coursework, part of me doesnt understand why cos my teacher is not the best and is failing us all. But hey I've done that as well. she just tells me 'Yeh louise you have 2 lesson 7 (i was in lesson 3) to start/finsh your c/w!!!'

But i was soo happy once i had finshed all these pieces, but the only thing that wasnt so great was gazz not being here... it seems so weird to see some1 all the tym and then to just stop that... ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4887807/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4887807/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 05:26:23 PST 1. How i have been able to great great friends
2. The way I am open-minded
3. How I dont get depressed to easy.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. How easily I get annoyed with people and let them know maybe to soon.
2. How i cant put on a little bit of weight at all!
3. Can't think of a third... at the moment

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Hurting my friends
2. Being alone my whole life
3. Losing Gazz

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Air
2. Friends
3. Gazz

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. School unifrom, black trousers, white shirt & tie
2. The bracelet gazz got me
3.Gazz's t-shirt

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. Alex band
2. My chemical romance
3. Papa Roach

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Where ever you will go - the calling
2. Helena - My chemical romance
3.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Try to not fall out with any1!
2. Be able to pass my exams and do well
3. To not forget any of my mates when we leave school.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. To feel loved
2. To be trusted
3. To know that we are both happy.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I have not had my heart borken
2. I am still deeply in love with my childhood crush
3. That i have comitted murder.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. His mind
2. His eyes
3. His hands

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Hate somebody so much i wud kill them
2. To let somebody drag me down
3. Give up and loss gazz

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO THAT:
1. Be with Gazz
2. Piss people off
3. Be happy

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Friends and gazz
2. Writting
3. Cooking sometimes... lol

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Be with gazz
2. To have passed my exams
3. get a job

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Nurse
2. Teaching (younger kids)
3. Unsure about that

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. France (dont know, i just love it..)
2. Japan
3. Hawaii

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1….
2….
3….

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Ensure i can be there, for those that need me
2. Know that i have achieved something good in life
3. To have friends

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:

Meh, whoever can be bothered! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4819318/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4819318/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 11:43:54 PST
But yunno what I am having a disagreement lets say, and I just have the feelings "I really cannot be bothered". I have had to many fallouts with this person, and can't be bothered with her.

I think the bottom line here is I dislike people who are fake, or people who seek for attention and can't get enough of themselves. I think a few of you may now who i am referring to. ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4710850/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4710850/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 12:29:13 PST
I ad sum science tests 2day which were as boring as hell, but then serious things r nvr fun eh? Apart frm that i have been surrounded and drown with c/w and it is seriously startin 2 piss me off! lol. But I'm doin okay apart frm that! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4567531/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4567531/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 05:31:58 PST And So, i need to thanks to gazz, cos he is so great, he really is, and i love him to bits. You should all check out his user brokenopen (he watches me so look n there) he is great, and everyone that knows him SHUD agree lol.
I'm having a school half term @ the mo, and if any of you are, i hope you enjoy it! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4509953/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4509953/ Sun, 06 Feb 2005 07:52:17 PST
I'm great at the moment mainly cos i spend most of time when ever i can with gazz. lol ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4501029/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4501029/ Sat, 05 Feb 2005 02:48:58 PST
Apart from that, I'm fine!!!! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4398921/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4398921/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 00:22:33 PST I have a i.t exam today first thing and then if that cud get any worse i then i.t again later on in the day!!! 3hrs of i.t. And trust me when i say like 10 mins of mr cameron seems more like a life time!!! how am I gonna cope..... *burst into tears* You know how it feels vikki! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4317560/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4317560/ Fri, 14 Jan 2005 09:57:10 PST Also i was worried cos even i dislike amy (his gf) they didnt brake up, which is good as i will not feel gulity about it all happening. So i am happy!!! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4301954/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4301954/ Wed, 12 Jan 2005 10:59:59 PST I hate people who do anything for attention, and are so fake and two-faced, and its hard when that person was your friend. I had a mate who left me in the middle of her and her life, she was 'depressed' and so she thought she would bring me down, and she put me in a such a awrkard position. when somebody would tell me how much they care and love someone and this other person spme react the same as they are going out, but instead makes out she all this shit and then when she is with this person makes out it never happened at all!
But now she knows she wont bring me down and everybody knows what i know and know what happens, well everyone apart from the person who really needs to know, but as usual it is all up to me, and i cant cope cos i dont know if i can break him.
Why is it me who delivers all the bad news, why do people leave it up too me to say and do everything. I HATE IT!!!!!!! i really do, and dont know how much of this i can take before i break down, and just cry again..... ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4252886/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4252886/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 09:21:02 PST ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4201639/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4201639/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 11:18:04 PST ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4124711/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4124711/ Wed, 22 Dec 2004 03:52:26 PST
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4095554/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4095554/ Sat, 18 Dec 2004 13:10:10 PST My mate was bitching about my best mate and i wouldnt have it, so i went off n one, but i mean i wouldnt do it to them so why should they too me? I would listen i will refuse and now we arent tkin bcos i feel this way? And i feel gulity!!!!! WHY???!!!! What should I do? Do I talk to this person or wait for them 2 tlk to me? I am so confused!!!! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4086833/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4086833/ Fri, 17 Dec 2004 09:07:03 PST ) Everyone was depressed and cos they were uphappy it brought me down, so i feel like s***! o joy! ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4017807/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4017807/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 09:35:29 PST Tell me what do you do if you need to sort things out, cos i kno i need to! but wheneva we try everybody comes and starts tkin 2 me and saying me name, and i am like hold on.... hold on... hold on.... I wana just escape this whole mess, but i cnt cos other people aint letn me!!!

apart frm a HUGE problem, yeh i cool u? ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4002237/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/4002237/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 11:11:40 PST If somebody was to feel this way I would tell them to do what they want and ingore everybody else. But i feel guilty because others around arent happy.
So to sum up, me life is crap, how about urs? ]]> ~happy-eskimo15 http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/3993733/ http://happy-eskimo15.deviantart.com/journal/3993733/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 09:38:47 PST ~happy-eskimo15