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Maybe I'll be a gayfag and use the other account as my "something else" account.. You know.. Be all exclusive and stuff. Ugh, I don't like it when people do that though, and I dont have enough stuff to do it, really..

You know what this is like? Breaking up with a boyfriend because you didn't like a certain tick he had, and then seeing him with another girl and wanting him back. :/ Damn you, old account, you're so sexy to me now I left you behind..

New account.. not much there right now, but anyway:

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13322805/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13322805/ Tue, 12 Jun 2007 22:09:33 PDT

Stand by for details! Probably won't move my stuff there, don't wanna get rid of all the comments and favs or whatever.. This nickname just went from being funny to being sort of.. crude, haha. So uh, yeah.. Catch y'all on there from now on, I suppose.


Bu kullanici adini sevmedigim icin yeni bir account actim.. Gencken komikti ama simdi biraz ayip geliyor, ve bana uymuyor artik.. Bu accountdaki resimlerimi, cizimlerimi falan burada birakacagim, yeni seylerimi yeni accountuma koyarimmm.. Eurrrghh Turkcem fena kotuuu, haha.. Neyse, whatever

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13223383/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13223383/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:36:55 PDT

Myes.. Well.. Artistic block seems to have partially lifted, which I'm happy about.. I think I just need to start practising actually colouring my pictures.. A lot of the time I just don't have the patience, really :/

All is well in the land of Yas.

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13123273/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/13123273/ Mon, 28 May 2007 09:25:02 PDT
Why the fuck do I have to be negative to be creative? Why the fuck do I have to have a frown on my face to take myself seriously? All I wanna do is lighten the fuck up, chill out, and still be as artistically intense.. I feel these tingles at my fingertips and wrists and at the front of my brain but all I can produce is the same shit I've scribbled out a million motherfucking times before. A pretty girl. A pretty girl with elf ears. A very similar looking pretty girl with cat ears. A pretty girl with cat ears and half a torso and maybe an attempt at an expression on her face.

And it's not just not being inspired, you know? I feel all this artistic energy going BUZZZZ and have all these ideas, the kind of inspiration I used to feel when I'd draw things I'd be pleased with, but nowadays nothing comes out.. Is it just that deep down I'm actually telling myself I will fail? Am I tricking myself into thinking I'm being positive? What a fucked up thought. Tricking myself into tricking myself. Now that I've thought that, of course, I'll get stuck on it and probably manifest it in some messed up way, even if I pretend I won't. Way to go, brain. I love you sometimes.

So, so many underlying thoughts.. There are like, so many layers.. One positive, one negative, one positive, one negative, and I just have to keep making sure that the one(s) furthest down are positive. And I think they are even now, in my moment of keyboard-burning-typing-rage-and-frustration..

I want my camera to be fixed, I can't even photoshop anything because I don't have a fucking camera.

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/12775529/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/12775529/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 07:32:24 PDT Just sometimes I look in my eyes and see myself falling into them so deep that it makes drowning seem like flying
Just sometimes I stop and spin and realise I don't know where the fuck I am
Just sometimes it seems a little too easy to step back and float away from what I can touch
Just sometimes I don't know what the hell is going on
Just sometimes I want to hurt someone and force them to believe it was their fault, even if it wasn't
Just sometimes I feel like crying for attention
Just sometimes I want to break something really expensive
Just sometimes I want to tell people all the bad things I think about them
Just sometimes I feel like letting the person think of these things take over
But most of the time, I'm just fine

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/12021784/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/12021784/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 03:09:20 PST
Oil glistens on fingertips, the olives make the tastebuds jump and squeal like excited little school girls, shivering and quivering as they hitch their skirts up and say "Right there, that's where I want it."

Everything's boring after a while. I'm not talking about what you think I might be talking about. Or maybe you're thinking about the right thing. Who knows. Who cares.

I would secks Billy Zane, and global warming is scaring the shit out of me.

PS:

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/11983205/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/11983205/ Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:52:21 PST Will definitely be trying my hand at a few of those sooner rather than later. Feel free to message me with moar ideas!

Sydneyyy.. whenever I come to Sydney, I get sick. Last time i was here I had the same stuffy, runny nose. And here it is again! I just recovered from pneumonia, the last thing I want is to be sick again, and if this runny nose slash head cold (the button that the slash and question mark are on doesn't work..) turns into a sinus infection or cough of any sort, I'm going to be very angry. Very angry indeed. Immune system, if you don't work soon, I'ma come in there and kick you in the teeth.. *shakes fist threateningly* I love painkillers long time.

Preeetty sure my housemates and I pwn n00bz all day long. We are the raddest ever, you shall ph34r us.

plz2be 18 already kthx

Also.. OH EM GEE EL OH EL. Nein Inch Neihls. HALT. HAMMERZEIT. *explodes from joy at the fact that I'm going to go and see them in May* kekekekekekek *leaks pleasure all over the place*.. (..ew)

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/11762706/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/11762706/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 16:19:09 PST

Other than that, umm.. Moving soon! Moving out of home with my pal - Hannah, and it's realll exciting. I was supposed to be going to university this year, lol, but .. *gameshow fail noise*. My op and folio were good enough and everything, but basically I fucked up my application.

Stuff feels good. I'm feeling strong, emotionally moreso than physically, but I don't feel scared that I won't be able to gain that physical strength back. I've decided to hit the gym pretty hard, tone up a fair bit, make that one of my focuses in life, as I don't have many right now other than to work and pay the rent, hah.

I want to travel and learn Spanish, meet some new and different people. Not saying my friends aren't good enough of course, rofl, I just like making new ones and having stories to tell.

On another note: I'm having an outrageous breakout of pimples. DO NOT WANT.

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/10501630/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/10501630/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 20:14:17 PDT
a huge house of my own, every room lusciously decorated in a different colour

a computer with EXTREME amounts of memory on it, so I could photoshop to my heart's content and not have to delete the photoshop file, grargh.

a great camera

a tripod

costumes

rargh..

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/9927100/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/9927100/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 06:56:42 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7681520/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7681520/ Mon, 23 Jan 2006 01:48:56 PST
.zomfg.

*dies* ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7528392/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7528392/ Fri, 06 Jan 2006 16:45:02 PST Missed out on ticket for SummaFieldayze D:
-> Has to sit for hours at Robina tomorrow looking after the jewellery stall. Omg boring alert..
->
-> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7257784/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7257784/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 16:50:48 PST
"Did.. uh.. Did that horse just eat that kid? Because.. 'cuz I think that horse just ate that kid. Yeah. Yeah."

And omg, for those of you who have seen it..

THE KITTEN!!! D: D: D:!!!!

kthxbyeg2g2pool ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7189333/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7189333/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 20:09:46 PST
So is it that for some people 'this is great' is just as rude as 'this is crap', because they don't give an explanation? Or is it just people being stupid and obnoxious and automatically assuming people don't have a more extensive vocabulary because every time they want to make a positive comment about something they don't spend an hour on it? o.O? ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7153070/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/7153070/ Sat, 26 Nov 2005 20:58:23 PST
Ah, so year 11 is OVER! It finally hit me today that I'm going to be - 0mgz - in year 12 next year! The OLDEST in the school. I won't feel like the oldest until I'm like halfway through the year though, anyway, lol. Mmm, I could really go for some choccy right now eh..

Yay it's gonna storm! I love rain on relaxed days.. Hey, I'm gonna make a list of things I love, LOL (ohhh dearrr):

I loooove..

-> (as mentioned before) Rain on days when you feel GOOD doing nothing, because you've done something the day before / night before..
-> chokolayt.
-> music.. omg I need music brbz lol. Ok got it.
-> my mini iPod. Yaya.
-> plucking my eyebrows, lol
-> drawing stuff.. when I can draw properly.
-> watching movies.. holy crap I should be watching a movie omg.

Yeah .. I donno, lol. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6908164/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6908164/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 15:54:59 PST
I'm gonna go do a Halloween drawing, lawl. Ciao. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6815496/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6815496/ Sun, 23 Oct 2005 00:16:25 PDT
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual. (I'll get back to you on that one, lol.)(Homosexual for sure. LOL.)
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books. (Wish I did though)
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic
[ ] I love Disney Movies. (Lion King, yes)
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly..
[x] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me. (Kind of contradicts the self-conscious thing, really..)
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a myspace relationship.
[ ] Gotten lost in your city.
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[ ] I had a serious Surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger (If it counts if you JUST met them.)
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[x] Been in a fist fight. (Sort of. Lol.)
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] laughed and had milk/RICE come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator
[x] Swore at your parents
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts
[ ]Been close to love.
[ ]Been to a casino.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Broken a bone.
[x] Skipped school.
[x] Flashed someone.
[ ] Saw a therapist
[ ] Have a personality disorder
[ ] Taken anti psychotic meds
[ ] Taken Valium
[ ] Done a split.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[ ] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ]Crashed into a friend's car
[x] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
[ ] Stole something from your job. (Kinda hard when the only job you've had is doing henna tattoos, lol. "Hehe, I'll just steal some INK." ...Well I guess that works.)
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/sub (That really hot art teacher that was at our school for a while. Hot-dang! Well I didn't really have a CRUSH on him lol)
[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[x] Been to Europe
[ ] Slept with a co-worker. (I work for mum. How does that work out? Lol. Ewe.)
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced
[ ] Had children
[ ] Saw someone dying.
[x] Been to Africa
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day (Don't know how many km's that is..)
[ ] Been to Canada
[ ] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] Been moshing at a rock show.
[ ] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child
[ ] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[ ] Had someone cheat on you. (Not that I KNOW, lol.)
[x] Miss someone right now.
[ ] Don't like anyone in your town enough to call them a "friend". (<~ I don't really.. get it..) ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6767880/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6767880/ Fri, 14 Oct 2005 16:09:07 PDT
Doesn't look like the bus is coming, I might as well go to the toilet.

*walks over to bathrooms, just as the door closes...*

VRRROOOOM!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-*head explodes* ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6727144/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6727144/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 05:27:47 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6464669/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6464669/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 03:30:46 PDT
What should I get on the back of my year 12 jersey?

These are the ones I'm thinking of:

(The) Yazmachine
(The) Yasmeister
or
Yazmizzle (fo Shizzle)


The parts in brackets are parts I might or might not have added on.

So give me your opinion, damn it!

Also, as suggested by
ANIGAV

So people could be like "What IS that?" and I could be like "Read it backwards, f00'." But I want something more.. like, personal. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6374840/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6374840/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 03:21:38 PDT
I hate Gene Simmons. Or however the fuck you spell his name. In fact, I hate kiss. I hate that stupid "Rock School" show - just go see School of Rock, the kids aren't stuck up poncy horribly kids like these, plus it has Jack Black in it, so much better. I was watching the aforementioned show just before, and Mr I Have Long Hair and Wear Glasses All the Time But I Can't Actually Sing to Save My Life (aka Gene Simmons) said some bullshit about "It doesn't matter if you get the key right, or the right sound, it's rock n roll.." or something really similar. I mean.. what the hell? Sure, you know, it's rock n roll, you could shoot a BB gun at the drums and shit on the strings of the guitar, that's okay, it would produce some kind of noise, and as long as you call it rock n roll, people will stick their tongues out and bang their heads to it. What a fuckin' tard. Seriously. Every two seconds he was like "I'm arrogant. I'm really arrogant. I told you I was arrogant." dude, you obviously have some issues if you gotta remind people of that. People who really are arrogant most of the time don't even realise / know it, let alone INTRODUCING themselves as 'arrogant'. Oh. GOD. *bangs head against desk repeatedly* Jesus..!

Religious person: Don't blaspheme!
Me: Go nail yourself to a cross.

*angry face*

My dad goes back to South Africa tomorrow and I'm gonna be bawling practically all day, and I have a Japanese reading test to do. Good freaking luck, Yasemin. I asked Ms Tobin about it but she's all like "Well.. NO. You can't get an extension." Alright, fine, how about I just try to make out where every single little stroke is on every single little kanji with tears streaming from my eyes. Thank you for being so frackin' understanding, dudette.

I went to go outside just before, for a walk or something, and I realised I have ABSOLUTELY NOWHERE TO GO. Hey, here's a fucking idea, I'll go down and CHILL AT THE SERVICE STATION FOR A WHILE, you know, get checked out by a few dirty old fat men and ponder about what I'll do next, and get pissed off because I'll realise I'm just gonna have to head back home after that and END UP RIGHT BACK AT STEP ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spare chill pill anyone? x.x

xjosfjco{FJEFPQ!!!!!!!!

Oh, and I will KILL anyone who even dares to THINK ABOUT writing "LOL emo" as a comment after this. Now a bunch of smart-arses will, to be funny, won't they. No they won't, not now that I've mentioned it. But now that I've said "No they won't, not now that I've mentioned it" they will. Go on, do it, see if I don't chop your genitalia off with a rusty fucking chainsaw. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6257406/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6257406/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:02:49 PDT How cool is that. 8 more holes in my body than I'm supposed to have. No gross inuendos.

I got my cartilage re-done.. Those peepx0rz who know me irl might remember I had two in the top of my left cartilage, but I had to take them out because they kept screwing up really really bad, and so now I have exactly the same thing done in my right ear, lol. =] Hooray for body mutilationx0rz. Though prefer to call it decoration.

I really need a job. Still.

I got an A for my Japanese SPEAKING test. An A for a SPEAKING TEST, how frikkin gooooood do I feel? *puffs out chest and struts around like a rooster*

I'll submit some good.. drawings soon. Haven't really done that much at all lately Things I plan on drawing are:

Batman
Some Sin City characters
Another good drawing of Tigris
Cartoonised animal person version of me, lol. Or try anyway. I donno. Maybee.

But I probably won't do any of those, lol.

Solaris is on. I'm not.. getting it.

Donate money to me ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6147227/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6147227/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 03:55:31 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6118815/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6118815/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 02:16:17 PDT
Effing City Beach effing telling me my effing application at City Beach was effing unsuccessful. I'll show YOU effing unsuccessful, fuckers *flips them off*

YEAH, how you like THEM apples?


*stomps feet in spoilt brat manner*

:[

le sad! Someone give me money. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6002440/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/6002440/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 07:17:50 PDT
Anyways, I'm off. Night night.

Stock: ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5940620/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5940620/ Fri, 15 Jul 2005 08:51:24 PDT I love the piercing, it rocks my worrrrllld. Literally. ( .. ?)

I should probably go to sleep. Hmm. Maybe not.

I need to scan in so many drawings I've done, but it's so hard and awkward because they're in my art books which are.. hard to scan from.. sort of thing. What I'm gonna do with my most recent drawing is take it to school, get it photocopied there and shrunk down to A4 size and see how that turns out. Yeah. Then I'll scan that in if it's not too shithouse.

I need something exciting to happen. You know, turning 16 and getting my tongue pierced and going to Brisbane and having a movie night wasn't enough. No.

I wanna travel.

And crap, I want to learn Spanish so badly. Anyone wanna teach me? Pretty please?

Anyways, sleep times for the Yazmachine. God, how lame.

Nighty nights. *falls asleep*



Stock account:

So need a good avatar for that, lol. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5891913/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5891913/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 03:59:09 PDT

R


TEH


16


!!!1one

Went to Brisbane today. It was windy, and I was cold. lol. The valley was boring ('cept for that one really good looking guy who said hi to me. Man, he was good looking), so me and Tulsi walked to Queen St Mall. It was cool. I found some black cowboy boots that I'm going to go back and get at a later date. So yeah, I had a good time. Then on the train back some person started talking to me, you know, the "I dress stylishly and think I'm good looking but I'm actually an idiot" type, and was saying "What's your name? Yasemin, huh? You're very attractive Yasemin. Do you think I'm attractive? I do some acting and modelling and stuff. Do you do any modelling? No? Oh, not yet. You should. I'll represent you."

I was like okay great, SHUT UP PLEASE. But I acted nice. lol.

Yeah then this other dude made me feel relatively uncomfortable by staring at me. Lovely.

But yeah. I'm 16. It rocks.

I'll submit some pixxx of me and Tulsi now. Bye byes.

Oh yeah, stock account: ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5873810/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5873810/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:02:40 PDT
My dad's visiting from south africa!! <3

It's my birthday on Sunday - the big ONE SIX!! (16.. lol)

And I now have my very own DIGITAL CAMERA. w00 w00. (I've been using my mum's huge.. errr.. video camera thing lol.)

And it's the coolest thing ever! In the world! It swivels around and.. omgz omgz. I'm gonna go play with it LOL

Byesness.

Stock account ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5843380/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5843380/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 01:47:35 PDT Thanks for the comments and favs people!
Thought I doubt anyone will read that, lol.

It's my birthday in FIVE DAYS! I'm gonna be 16! Which means there's not long until I can go for my L's! lol

I had SUCH BAD LUCK today. I've had all this negative stuff going on since last night, actually.

Last night, my brother decided to be a royal asshole, so I hit him, he went crying to mum and mum told ME off, and he came back and grinned at me from where mum couldn't see, and - surprise surprise - she didn't do anything about her when I told her. So he kept annoying me and I hit him again. It's not like I PUNCH him either I just like give him a tiny slap or whatever, and anyways.. Then she has this full on go at me about me "PUNCHING HIM" and how I need "THERAPY" and I should "take pills for my anger problems." Yeah, what drives me crazy is fucking UNFAIR treatment from you, mum, and my little brother annoying me so bad I want to kick the shit out of him!

So I get this huge headache, f*cking crying, leave the house and go sit at the park, and I called one of my friends and spoke to him on the phone for like an hour. Which was good.

Then I got home, Kaan (brother) is acting like nothing happened and asks "WHAT DID I DO??" and I want to kick him again, but I just ignore him. THEN the headache gets even worse, and I start feeling sick. And I thought my art assignment was due today so I was like "FUUUCK" and just went to sleep, thinking "I'll deal with it later"

Turns out my assignment WASN'T due today anyways. Then all this stuff happened at school. I tripped and hurt my hand while walking out of the toilets, left my phone at home, and then at 4.10 after late classes I realised I was supposed to be home at the usual time after 3 and catch the bus, so I called mum and she was like "WELL WHERE'S KAAN??" and I'm like "I don't know mum, I completely forgot I had late classes!" and she said something gay, and then the phone stuffed up and I had to hang up. So I'm like okay maybe there's a bus that goes in a sec from the train station, and as I'm walking there, my bag falls off my shoulder (it's kind of broken), and my glasses fall out of my pocket, and the number 25 bus - my bus - goes past, mocking me. It was lovely. Lol.

/end complaint. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5827354/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5827354/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 08:05:03 PDT
I created a stock account.

I'm sorry, yet I'm not. Lol.



]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5818165/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5818165/ Sat, 02 Jul 2005 05:58:12 PDT
I just saw War of the Worlds. And that, surprisingly enough, was REALLY GOOD!!!1 I <3'd it. I was really tense throughout the whole movie, lol.

I'm going through a really weird phase. My brain is like "No, you're not gonna like half the things you liked before, MWAHAHAHA". I can't explain it. Usually I can justify things but I can't with this..

What the fuck. I found this weird blood thing in my arm. o.O

Anyways. Bed time for moi.

Adios. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5759945/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5759945/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 07:01:54 PDT
It was a 16+ rave at the RNA Showgrounds in Brisbane, for those of you who.. were curious, lol.

I only kinda ended up with the plan to go the day before it was on, because Tulsi's friend who she was supposed to go with got really sick and stuff, and so I'm like "Well.. I could buy her ticket off her, and go with you" so yeah, that's what we did.

AND IT RULED.

And jesus.. the Brunswick Station area is the seediest area that time of night, I swear, lol. -shudders- Some homeless guy called me "lovely".. I kinda of.. awkwardly smiled and sped up, hoping that my fingerless glove thing intimidated him maybe a little so he would stay the fuck away from me, lol. I woulda kicked his ass aye bro!!!1onewon

I'm getting a digital camera for my birthday! So you guys are gonna get spamx0rised with photos of me and my friends being complete tools, lol. Oh and of course, more photos of me. I mean, come on, lol. So yeah I was meant to get a new phone, but I realised hey, I need some photos of me and FRIENDS, and I'd make much better use out of a camera, lol. Photos are awesome

Now suck my cock.

I mean.. *cleares throat* I love.. my.. glock?

Man I'm tired. And my back and neck hurt from crazy retard dancing last night. Man that rocked.

And we also met two guys who WEREN'T MEXICANS. They were wearing ponchos, and sombreros, lol, but their names were Ryan (or "Ryan-o".. which sounds like "Rhino". Teehee.) and Glen.

And yes.. it was.. the greatest.

I'm also having trouble figuring out what I should do for my birthday. How many days are there in June? 30 or 31? Who the freak knows.

I'm off to bed now.

Buenas noches mutherfuckers. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5700377/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5700377/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 02:14:33 PDT
I'm in the worst mood :/ lol. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5662688/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5662688/ Thu, 16 Jun 2005 05:13:43 PDT

-falls asleep sadly- ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5622703/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5622703/ Sat, 11 Jun 2005 22:27:34 PDT
"Bir cisim yaklasiyor efendim!"

"Kimsin sen??"

"Cik disari, cik!"

~*~

Anyways, lol.. That is all ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5606883/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5606883/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 07:05:09 PDT [link]

Extraversion 76%
Stability 13%
Orderliness 30%
Altruism 30%
Interdependence 63%
Intellectual 43%
Mystical 30%
Artistic 90%
Religious 10%
Hedonism 23%
Materialism 90%
Narcissism 70%
Adventurousness 76%
Work ethic 30%
Self absorbed 70%
Conflict seeking 36%
Need to dominate 30%
Romantic 56%
Avoidant 10%
Anti-authority 63%
Wealth 30%
Dependency 43%
Change averse 50%
Cautiousness 50%
Individuality 70%
Sexuality 76%
Peter pan complex 43%
Physical security 63%
Physical fitness 64%
Histrionic 56%
Paranoia 56%
Vanity 90%
Hypersensitivity 76%
Female cliche 90%


Most of that I agree with. But .. Wealth 30%?? OKAY THEN.

Notice the percentage of the things to do with being self absorbed, and vain, are WAYYY up there :S nice. I guess I agree, lol. And I think my Stability is a LITTLE MORE than 13% LOL.

Artistic 90% -sleazy smile- ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5594214/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5594214/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 23:28:52 PDT
Yeah Photoshop's really confusing me. If anyone wants to give me any little tips and stuff like that, please go right ahead. I don't know what kind of tips they'd be, but .. meh. Any will do, lol.

That is all.

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5564260/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5564260/ Tue, 07 Jun 2005 04:08:51 PDT
There I was alllll excited, thinking "OH YEAH, getting my tongue pierced today!", thrusting my pelvis in a vulgar fashion, and I call up the place to ask if someone over 18 has to be with you when you get it done, and they say you have to be 16 to get it done anyways! BAH! I was like "WTF! DAMN YOU!!" because in Brisbane, we asked some people and they said there was no age! It was more expensive but DAMN IT, I could have had it done by now! D:< SO ANNOYED RIGHT NOW! I was really looking forward to that!

BAH, fucking Japanese writing and speaking tests coming up, I'm gonna fuck them up SO BAD, you'll see. Listening and reading I'm fine, but putting the information back out, FUCK THAT. I'm sick of it. Bah! Speaking might be OKAY, I got a B+ (or something) for my last speaking test so I guess I'll be okay, but writing, DAMN! All that fracking Kanji!

Any Japanese people out there want to swap brains for a week?

Bah. WHAT-EVERRR. So totally gay liek yeh. lol -shrugs-

Man I'm bored.. Again. What was I gonna say? I don't know.

Our scanner / printer is being fix0red right now so I can't scan any of the drawings I've been wanting to. I went over and coloured (with pencils! *GASP*) some old drawings so I can scan them in and stuff.. So yeah. Good times.

OH YEAH! I WENT ON THE SLINGSHOT ON SATURDAY NIGHT!! MAN THAT WAS SOOOOO GOOOD!!!!

For teh peoplez who don't know what the Slingshot is, it's.. man I really can't be bothered explaining, you basically sit in a circular-shaped thing and get flung into the air, held by elastic ropes at either side, and you go flying up, then bounce back down then up and down and up and down and upside down, etc. Good stuff. Scary as crap, but good stuff. My friend went Bungee Jumping off that crane thing too, but there's no way I was doing that. No freaking way. Lol.

Anyways, that's me! Byes.

ADDITION-NESS: Yeah, good news lol, I got a B overall for my English exam in shutdowns, and a B for my radio play thing for English. And an A- for my Artist's Book for Art! w00t w00t!

Also, I'm just going to rock up during the holidays at the piercing place with my mum and be like "Yo hoez, I'm 16 fo sheezey, pierce dis bitch" and stick my tongue out, and mum will be like "She's 16 fo' real, y'all"

and that is all.

I rule. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5528090/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5528090/ Thu, 02 Jun 2005 04:47:57 PDT
Lolx0r.

Mmm.. Nothing to write -drools-

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5453520/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5453520/ Wed, 25 May 2005 00:55:56 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5431680/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5431680/ Sun, 22 May 2005 17:30:26 PDT
Lol I have the Imperial March tune on my phone now. In all it's monophonic glory! Alriiight.

B-A-B-A-S!!!!!11one

Don't you just hate creepy old men? They're so.. creepy.. and old. Lol.

Might submit some stuff soon. Actually, I know what I'll scan right after this and submit. Tee-hee. Not actually a drawing or anything of MINE, but I'm still in it. Lol.

I <3 my hat.

Going to Brisbane/ Brizzy/ Brisbayne/ Brisbain/ Brizface (lol) this Saturday for some birthday shopping with Toyah for her birthday, although her birthday is officially tomorrow. Mine is in.. One month and 18 days or something like that. Ah, the big 1-6, LOL.

Listening to mewzik. "Hungry" by Kosheen has to be one of the best songs that has ever existed. And I the hottest person. Rofl.

Gud bai. Will add stuff later if I need to. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5226785/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/5226785/ Sat, 30 Apr 2005 03:05:28 PDT Yes, I know, amazing newz, lol. I love them. Mine's called Mario, and so my brother's one is called Luigi. Mine's Mario because he's .. fatter, lol, and I chose the name first. I will submit pics soon.. but not yet..

SOON.. but not yet..



SOON!!!!!!..




...but not yet..

Why the hell is everyone on my MSN list AWAY? SIGH.

I r board(game). ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4886825/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4886825/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 00:26:18 PST . I mean even if I was a little 'un, it's so.. just.. NO. According to Dr Who, shining a very bright light in someone's eyes + crappy sound effect = MIND C0NTR0L.

LIGHT HAXX0RS IN TEH YUOR EYEZ!?!?!!1one

lol.

'Constantine' is awesome! I was afraid that it was going to be a couple of hours of lame calls and corny looks and a couple of demons thrown in here and there, but it was pretty gewd IMO, the person who played Gabriel was absolutely PERFECT for the role, and the outfit he/she/it was wearing at the end scene seemed very anime inspired to me indeed! I might draw some new things to do with angels and demons and such now, but I have to improve on my wing-drawing-skills yet. Hmmx0r.

I
HATE
MRS
STOREY.

All you Robina DA Mafia, yoooou'll know what I mean. I want to swipe her head clean off her shoulders with an axe. A nice big axe, too. But not so heavy that I can't hold it up. Lol. Yeah.

*pwns everyone with a shotgun* yooouuu knowww what I mean, f00(s).

Gud bye. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4633836/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4633836/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 23:29:28 PST

So yeah turns out we might be getting evicted soon, fucking w00t -_-.

On a good note, House of Flying Daggers is an AWESOME movie! Bar the kissing/making out scenes. They obviously haven't been to Yasemin Allen's Centre for Lovers who can't Make Out Good, and Wanna Learn to Do "Other Stuff" Good Too. But yeah I'm glad I saw it, it rox..

Well on the getting evicted note, I guess it's good, seeing as though the people across the ROAD have been robbed now, and that happened when the two people were just sleeping on the couch, and someone just walked in, saw they were asleep and took their bags and money and shit. Can't wait until I get out of this seedy hole.

Mum just told me I look tired. Maddie just agreed. I suppose I am tired :S

k.. bye. <3

Oh and almost 700 pageviews ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4416910/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4416910/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:39:29 PST LOL.

I watched Fight Club today. God, that movie confused me so much. NOTHING like I expected it would be. I kinda thought it would be like oh yeah, two guys form a club, for fighting, and some bad stuff happens, some shooting action, I donno. But.. no. It was very different. o.o But good, anyways.

Well, turns out mum can't come back until the 31st, because my brother got an ear infection and - as some of you may already know - you can't go on an aeroplane if you have an ear infection. So yeah.. My nan's still coming on the 30th, NO idea what's going on with that, who's picking her up (where she's SLEEPING, for that matter, absolutely no room in my house, lol) etc. -Shrugs- Wateva!!1

About school anyways.. My timetable rocks my socks. The four straight periods of Art on Tuesday MIGHT get boring at some point in the next two years, but.. it might be alright. My Drama teacher, Mrs Storey, called me a "creature of contrast", at which someone yelled "YOU'RE A CREATURE!!!1". O.o

Liar Liar is on TV.. again.

Okay, I'm.. done? Byes. I'll add anything if I remember. Ciao. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4251107/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4251107/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 02:03:42 PST

Despite the fact that I have to start school on the 24th (or.. 25th.. I'm not actually sure.. On one piece of paper it says "TUESDAY THE 24TH OF JANUARY!!" and the other one it says "TUESDAY THE 25TH OF JANUARY!!" so yeah..), I'm in quite high spirits.. Except today, I'm bored. It's one of those "recovering from the night before" type of days, and the fact that it's totally overcast and humid doesn't make it any better. The type of weather that just makes you wanna sit on your butt and.. do.. nothing, you know?

God what a useless entry, lol. But hey, aren't they all

Well.. my house got robbed last Sunday. F*cking bastards, took my PlayStation 2.. Not my computer or cd player or discman (thank God) but yeah.. all this other random stuff. But yeah if they'd taken the computer, I'd be.. pretty devastated (not to mention completely bored out of my mind until we could get a computer next!).. I was pretty annoyed actually, I've never been anything but nice to anyone around here. That's not.. REALLY the point, I guess, but meh.

Oh my God, Ryan Reynolds is the most gorgeous thing ever. Except they shouldn't have made him grow a beard for Blade Trinity. That just looks off. My fav scene, of course, is the one where he's topless, chained up, and making funny remarks

Things I'm looking forward to!!!!1:

~ 19th of January : Scott gets backs from Italy.
~ 22nd of January: Mum gets back from Turkey. (FINALLY, JESUS CHRIST!!!1)
~ 30th of January: My nan comes to Aussieland for a visit

..and.. err

~10th of July: MY BIRTHDAY!!! Lol

omgwtfhaxxbbqbyebye!! ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4159049/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4159049/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 01:48:17 PST
Waddup all? I hope you all had very jolly (yes, jolly) Christmases I did. I got lots and lotsa JEWELLERY! (Which is awesome)..

Yeah, finished Order of the Phoenix a while ago, couldn't stop bawling out these eyes of mine It was like this awful vicious cycle of sniffing, crying, wiping my eyes so I could see the text on the page and putting the book aside for a few seconds to recover and stop crying, then star reading again. Oh it was awful..! Awfully GOOD! Har-har.

I don't like ladies from South Africa called Melody who sit around a dinner table in a serong criticising me. They suck.

So yeah.. Well, this is corny, but I love you all Bye bye. Happy new year and stuff.

~*~

]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4039592/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/4039592/ Sat, 11 Dec 2004 01:42:25 PST
"This is my peepeeplace!"

The journal subject.... name... has nothing to do with the context of this journal entry, which has nothing to do with, well, anything.

I've finally got my arse around to doing some reading, becoming too much of a non-reader (..yeah, non-reader, that's right.) as of late. I'm reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, about a year or so after everyone else went "OMG OMGZZZ READ HARRY POTTER AND TEH ORDER OF TEH FEENIKS" because I got annoyed at how much everyone was talking about it at the time, lol, and decided "Hey, I'm gonna be an ASSHOLE and not read it! " So yeah.. I'm on page 69 now.. After ten days. Just kidding, lol. But I *am* on page 69.

My new skirt is in the dryer and is making that annoying noise that whenever it hits the bottom of the.. thing.. it goes CLANG because it had so many studs on it. Actually, I'm kind of worried :/ but oh well, I need it, and I need it dry.

And oh-my-GOD, I am ORDERING everyone who reads this, to GO SEE TEAM AMERICA!!!! DO IT OR I WILL "CUT YOUR BALLS OFF AND SHOVE THEM UP YOUR ASS, SO WHEN YOU SHIT, YOU SHIT ALL OVER YOUR BALLS".. Just quoting the movie there. God, please see it. Or you will make Yaseminovic cry. See, that's a tear growing in the corner of my eye. It has teeth, too. Teehee.

Ciaoz. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3838203/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3838203/ Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:20:47 PST
What I was planning to say was I guess I must be running out of things to submit if I'm submitting random pictures of my brother. Seeing as though he's last on my list of priorities. Lol. Nah. JK. Second last. w00t. Hey.. shit.. I kinda miss him He r in teh Turkey w/ mum. So yehs.

Mmm.. Gud times.

People are whipping each other with towels in my house.. again. Poor Karell (aka "Shoe" to some of you) is getting pwned pretty bad.

Bleepy bleepitty bleep.

I forgot what I wanted to write now.

OOOOOOOHZ! I got teh A+ in my Japanese reading test today! ^_________^

bye. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3769851/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3769851/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 16:22:15 PST

MWAHAHA! My friend had his birthday party at my house last night. Got a couple of noise complaints, lol. I hope that damn saxophonist got NO SLEEP AT ALL!

But yeah on another note, my carpet is totally F*CKED up, a couple of pots are broken outside, everyone's asleep or just too tired in general to help clean up just yet, so yeah. And there are quite a few wet items in my house.

On a good note, it's raining. It's nice and cool. And I R content

Plus I'm getting $50 for letting him have the party here LOL!

w00t is such a cool word..

Oh and a lot of people peed in my garden.. But yeah it's raining so that should.. wahs it away. Or at least.. dilute it or something! ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3667690/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3667690/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 00:46:14 PDT
My SAXOPHONIST WANNABE neighbour has been a pain in the bottom (*giggle* bottom) since I moved to this house, on Christmas. She plays the same old tunes over and over again, and you know she's starting when she plays these two notes. I have no idea WHY she plays them, maybe it's some saxophone thing I don't know about, bu it sounds STUPID, along with the actual MUSIC she tries to play. Her favourite one is JAILHOUSE ROCK. She puts the music on in the background, possibly on an organ, and then she starts saxophoning along to it.

The day I got back from Japan, I was trying to sleep, lying in my room with the window open and there was this blissful, perfect silence. Then.. "Nerrrrrrrr-NERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR". The two notes came. I yelled out "SHUT UP!!!!!!" in the end. God, friggin infuriating.

Sometimes I laugh, because you hear her stuff up, and she swears really loud and I think, "Wow, you really suck, lady."

And I mean.. I wouldn't mind as much if it actually sounded good I guess. But, DAMN.

Oh and how gay is Mark Philippousis, as *IF* you'd go for a romp in the hay with Paris Hilton after you went out with Delta Goodrem. What a fool, he should get his crotch dipped in acid.

Mmm, acid. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3507719/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3507719/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 01:34:04 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3485118/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3485118/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 03:19:49 PDT ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3329861/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3329861/ Fri, 10 Sep 2004 04:35:18 PDT -teh cry-.. Oh well.. I'll be there for two weeks, I get back on the 26th! :3 lol that's so cute.. So yeah.. Yeah.. Bye.. lol.. ]]> ~hasiktir http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3314078/ http://hasiktir.deviantart.com/journal/3314078/ Wed, 08 Sep 2004 06:18:56 PDT So yeah.. first day at DA.. Probably the highlight of my day, lol. But I'm off to sleep now.. So umm, hope reading this gruellingly long entry wasn't.. too gruelling. Good night o.o ]]> ~hasiktir