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I never know what to put in these diaries, I don’t want to put in a heap of feelings and emotions because it seems pointless, no one would really care if I feel like painting my naked body red and playing chess with a zebra. But I hate the same thing just sitting there for months at a time. Plus I like candy. It’s pretty.

So instead, I thought I’d just put some poetry. And people can take from it what they want. After all that’s what poetry is isn’t it? You write it coz your bored or you feel like rhyming egg with tree… yet someone will say “wow deep, this poem defines the difference between the complexities of life vs. the uncertainties of death.” Or something or other, when actually I just thought it sounded cool..


*~* UNTITLED *~*

Patterns, shapes, continuity.
Need, desire, a red umbrella.
Green yellow and blue, colours of despair
Green yellow blue, the object of nature.
Brushes, leaves, flowers and stems.
Drugs, clothes and toe nail polish.
Patterns, shapes and envy.
Needs, desire and a see through window.

*~* DROUGHT *~*

It makes me angry
A sprinkler watering green grass
While out back
Two trees fight over the one dog.

It makes me sad
Man washing his sparkling car
While next door
A kangaroo dies of thirst.

It makes me jealous
Two children laughing under a sprinkler
While in front of their eyes
Our country withers and dies.

It makes me furious
A running tap forgotten
While our dams
Dry out and crack in the sun.

It makes me cry
... ]]> *haveyouseenmyname new and spiffy http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/28247340/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/28247340/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 16:05:22 PST
yay for free skins...

DROUGHT

It makes me angry
A sprinkler watering green grass
While out back
Two trees fight over the one dog.

It makes me sad
Man washing his sparkling car
While next door
A kangaroo dies of thirst.

It makes me jealous
Two children laughing under a sprinkler
While in front of their eyes
Our country withers and dies.

It makes me furious
A running tap forgotten
While our dams
Dry out and crack in the sun.

It makes me cry
As animals die
As fire dances with the trees
As creeks dry out
And water disappears.

I am the earth
I am the dessert
And the mountains
I am the animals
And the plants
I am dying
Can’t you see?
Can’t you feel my tears?
As my cracked bleeding lips beg
But you turn your back
And walk away.


I've never done this before so please forgive me if i get it wrong and it looks funny. I'm a total noobie, (oi, don't give me that look, you were a noobie too once...)

]]> *haveyouseenmyname new journal http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/19618649/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/19618649/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 06:38:18 PDT
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If you happen to ask anyone in the small town of Nuboolie, that happens to be in the middle of a huge, scary looking marsh, who the saddest little boy was, they would all point at little Timmy Norberry. For he was, in fact the saddest little boy there ever was, or ever happened to be.
Since the unfortunate day little Timmy Norberry was born, in the middle of the cold, snowy winters night, as all the tree’s leaned down their scraggily branches to scratch the windows of the cosy little cottage that Dear Mrs Norberry was in, his fate had in fact landed into the wrong hands. It wasn’t his fault, nor was it his dear mothers fault. It wasn’t even the fault of the fairy that was meant to be there, but was in fact stuck in traffic several miles down the road. It was, in truth, the mean little goblin that sat outside the window, giggling and cavorting as he took poor Timmy’s fate into his snotty, bumpy little hands and ran away with it into the depths of the trees.
As time went by, and Timmy grew into a boy, no bigger than a giant’s knee, he had bad luck wherever he went, for a goblin followed him with a sly evil grin. After a time, he decided it was best, to exclude himself from every game. From things that could bring his bad luck onto others, so he just sat and watched, with big sad eyes, as all of his friends played and laughed.
For many years he just sat and watched, until one day he just stoped. He hid in his room and drew on the walls. He drew on paper, bedspreads and more. He drew of all things, big and small; he drew off all things, real or not. For no matter how hard the goblin tried, he could not bring bad luck to the boy’s imagination.
But vile was the goblin’s heart, so he went away to plot and think, of how to get at poor Timmy’s happiness. And as he sat, among the mud and slime, the best place there ever was for a creature like him. A thought struck down, with lightning force. Singeing his hair and zapping him down. But, oh how evil the thought was to be, how shocking and dreadful it was for poor Timmy. What he would do, in the dead of the night, is take Mrs. Norberry’s socks and blanket. That way in the morning she will have caught such a cold, to leave her sneezing for weeks on end. But that is not all the goblin did. Oh no, his evil is much worse by far. He swapped the sugar for salt and fresh tea for mud; he curdled the milk and turned the cake into sludge. He ran around causing all types of mischief, disruption and mess. Then waited for morning, when all would be found, chuckling and snorting from under the sink, blocking the water with a terrible stink.
When dear Mrs. Norberry rose that next morning, sniffling and sneezing all over the floor, she walked into her once clean kitchen, and screamed. Watching from under the sink, the gleeful goblin gloated at his victory, before disappearing into a cloud of sticky black mess. Leaving Mrs. Norberry in the middle of his wicked disarray, yet as the goblin was sneaky and mean; there were things she would not know to clean. Sitting down on her wobbly chair, expecting a nice cup of tea to be there, yet as she raised it to unexpected lips, a sweet milky tea is not what she got.
But to the goblins dismay, his efforts were waisted. For all it did was feed Timmy's imagination. Laughing with glee, amusement and fun, he drew of everything, all the mischief he’d spun. So the goblin was once again, left to ponder on the mean things to be done, it was his job after all, to taunt and tease, sneer at and gloat. For what would the goblins father think if he were to find out he’d not? Oh what a terrible thought! The goblin cried as he cuddled his knees, when suddenly a tap from behind stoped his tears. A little green turtle, as cute as could be, looked up at the goblin and grinned with glee.
“I know how you can bring bad luck, to the boy; I know what you can do to make him cry. I may not be fast or sharp to the touch, but I do know a thing or two about luck.”
Suddenly interested, the goblin asked, “but how? I've tried everything I knew how to do; I've used every trick in the book of TO DO.”
“Ah yes you have, and more so than that” replied the turtle with a grin “but there are things, in your haste, you forget to see, you need to step back and watch like me. But my knowledge comes at a price, oh yes it dose, you’ll have to sneak into the wizards hut, and steal me a hat. But before you think of how easy this could be; you have to sit down and listen you see. What I seek is not any hat, it’s a magical hat and protected by spells, you get me that hat and ill give you the boy. “
Greed brimmed in the goblins... ]]> *haveyouseenmyname ...tagged... http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/17173048/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/17173048/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 22:49:35 PST
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
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I was tagged by : :iconhooded-warrior:

1. I was never given a name. But i am known, by associates, as Scarlet
2. Sabiatha Colendie.
3. Just call me Maddie =)


A. Are you a boy or a girl?
1. I am whatever you perceive me to be
2. I am a female.
3. Im just some chick.

B. How old are you?
1. Im not sure. I believe im between the age of 17 and 20.
2. I am old enough to kill. Thats all that matters
3. Not telling..... ok 27.... ok ok... 32... but if u tell anyone.....

C. YOU WANT A HUG?? XD
1. Id like to see you try!
2. Um?... *raises eyebrow and steps back slightly*
3. *shrugs* sure why not?


D. You got any bad habits?
1. I don’t think i have any GOOD ones
2. Well i tend not to listen to the elders, disobey them alot. They don’t seem to like that much
3. Chocolate?

E. Favourite food?
1. Anything i can get my hands on
2. A freshly caught fish, lightly cooked with freshly picked herbs.
3. Mmm... everything and anything =P


F. Favourite Ice cream flavour?
1. Never had it.
2. What’s ice...cream...?
3. Double chocolate with choc- chip and sprinkles?

G. Who's your mate/spouse?
1. ...*glares*
2. Warriors are not alowd to have such distractions as a mate.
3. Weeeeelllll..... tough question.im gonna pretend it was neva asked...


H. You a virgin?
1. No.
2. What does this mean?
3. Hhmm, i should hope not, ive been married for awile now... tho im kinda doubtfull


J. Killed anyone?
1. ...yes... you got a problem with that?
2. ... duh
3. *gasp*... how could you ever even think that?

K. Hate anyone?
1. ...what do you think?
2. No not really. I don’t really like the elders very much but i don’t hate anyone really. I only kill people coz im told to. I have no real problem with them.
3. I guess the only person i could think of would be my ex husband, well... ex if he ever signs those papers anyway. But i don’t think i could ever HATE anyone. Its just too much of a strong word.


L. Any secrets?
1. Wats it to you?
2. Many.
3. Well if i told u they wouldn’t be a secret now would they?


M. Favourite season?
1. Summer. its definitely easyer in the summer
2. Spring. When the flowers are blooming, and the grass is lush. The herbs are fresh adn full of flavour...
3. Winter. I love to sit infront of a crackling fire snuggled up to someone.... mmm...

N. Who's your best friend?
1. I have acquaintances. Not friends
2. I guess im only a friend to animals. Humans don’t like me.
3. I used to have friends. Before i married. Then he separated me from everything and everyone i ever knew. So i guess Robbie is the only friend ive had since hughie.


O. Hobbies?
1. No not really. U don’t have time to do anything fun.
2. animals
3. art


P. Favourite Drink?
1. Anything alcoholic
2. mead
3. Chocolate?


Q.When's your birthday?
1. I think weve covered this earlier.
2. Third day of autumn
3. Jan 10th


R. What age did you die and why?
1. I am not dead.
2. I havnt died yet, but im sure its prolly gonna be soon. Wat with all my enemys and wat not
3. Im dead????... why did no one tell me????


S. Are you nice or mean?
1. mean
2. Depends on who u ask. If u only talk to the ppl i kill then ull prolly got a pretty one sided argument.
3. Nice. Of corse.

T. What's the highest rank you achieve before you die?
1. You shall see in 2 weeks.
2. Warrior, mage, or a glorified death.
3. Dunno. Wanna find me a prince to marry?


U. What's your goal in life?
1. To seek vengeance
2. To escape the confines of the elders.
3. To finally be happy.


V. What were you known as and who gave you that name?
1. I was never given a name. Born on the streets with a drug addicted mother, i was never known as any... ]]> *haveyouseenmyname quiz dooba whackie http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/16021592/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/16021592/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 22:15:42 PST Heres a quizz thing i stole.... do if u want


1. Is there anyone you want to date?
yep, i'm dating him <-- (i think lama coverd that one pretty well)

2. Name something annoying:
myspace, ppl who are fake... people who take the thigs they have for granted, such as money or love...

3. Are you usually the heartbreaker or the heartbroken?
bit of both... ive done both on different occasions... it realy depends on the person and the situation

4. What is your name?
tessa... wait.. no... its a secret... noone is alowd to know.. *twitchy eyes*

5. Name a quote from a song that you're listening to:
im not listening to any, but if i was... it would be..... "IM A LITTLE TEAPOT SHORT AND STOUT... HERE IS MY HANDLE, HERE IS MY... uh... oh... im a sugar bowl..."

6. How is your life going right now?
extreme. i got so much going on. but i got my jon to make everything betta in the end.

7. Missing your ex gf/bf?
i miss him occasionally, but dont worry, my aim is getting betta

8. Are you keeping a secret from someone that needs to know the truth?
....nooooooooo *punches someone and hides*... lol... nar im not.. but if i was ud so be on the floor right now twitchin...

9. Who do you really want?
i want... i want... i want SANTA!!!. hes got prezzies for me.. but i want jon more coz hes sexy... aagghhh... now im all confuzed!!... thats it im settling on jon with santa and the waster bunny hidden in the bacement!!!

10. Name a song(s) that tells how you feel:
u know that song that u hear wen u go to the circus???... du du dooodle li di do dooo dooo doooooooooo.....

11. What was the reason you last cried?
a movie.. it was sad shuddup dont judge me!!!!

12. What's the first thing you thought when you woke up today?
mmm... that was a long time ago... wait... *giggles*.. i was woken by carlie coming in and asking for tampons... so my first thought was "where the hell do i keep my tamons???"

13. Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
i have a profile song??... is this the circus one that i said earlyer??... if it is... then no not really... im just off my nutter in gueneral (and i cant spell)

14. Do you have a best friend?
i used to... ive had verious best friends over time. some of them have left. some of them, weve jsut... grown apart, some of them have broken my heart... so i tend not to have a BEST friend anymore. i have lots of friends. some are incredably closer than others granted. but i dont have a best BEST friend

15. What was the reason your last relationship failed?
oh... lotts of reasons. he was woking all the time. i neva saw him. we had religious and cultural differnces, the age difference (16 yrs can u beleive it?) and i think the kicker is, my current stole me away from him...

16. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
well... no... not that i can really think of. ive neva hated anyone in my life (exept for that bastard who dislocated my jaw) adn the ppl ive disliked ive neva really got to no....

17. What do you think of people who don't have sex before marriage?
i think that theyre gonna be in a rocky relationship. people who only have sex with one person in their life tend to be curious about other people. its jsut common sence. so if u have someone hows a virgin on that faitfull nite of marraige, chances are, down the track... they is gonna be gettin some.. and not with the one they said "i do" to

18. Do you own a pair of green pants?
mmm... grrreeeennnn... lets be specific here... are they dark army green or fluro green???.. wait.. i dont have green pants... neva mind...

19. Are you more independent or dependant?
hhhmmm... tought on. i like to think im indepent. i mean i work, go to uni, i can cross the road WITHOUT anyone holding my hand. but i live with my bruther... on the other hand i do pay rent, cook for myself, i spend less time there than i do at my bfs... so id say im 70- 30 independent.

20. Ever had the opposite sex over when someone was home?
hahaha... since i was like 15!!!

21. Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
defiantly. havnt u ppl been watching my name is earl???... common got with teh times!!!!

22. What is your favorite fruit?
watermellon, grapes and mango

23. Are you happy for your last ex?
um... i guess... i dont really think abotu him that often...

24. Are you thirsty?
gee... now that u mentiond it... HEY wat kind of a qusetion is that??? making me thirsty at a time like this...

25. What is the most important thing in any relationship?
Honesty, trust, love, sex, companionship, compatablility, pizza...

26. What's the last... ]]> *haveyouseenmyname this that and the other http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/15714396/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/15714396/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 21:50:47 PST
1- i gt kickd outa my house

2- i moved

3- the plac i moved into has no internet (mainly coz our poes ille but shhhh dont tll anyone)

im trying to fix it... btu coz i now got a job adn im working from 12pm, till 8pm so im pretty busy...

anyway i should prolly go now... im sorry everyone... i lov you all... your all my bitches...

oh yeah and one other thing,... i had a massive bk up with my boy friend... but i got a new one... so yeah... lots of stuff has been happning...

]]> *haveyouseenmyname feature me baby!!! http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14610961/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14610961/ Wed, 12 Sep 2007 23:05:56 PDT
The first 10 people who say they want to will be featured. I will go through your gallery and choose three of your deviations I like the most and post them in my journal for everyone to see! It's pretty much to show you off. Who doesn't want that?

The catch?

You gotta put this in your journal as well if you want to be featured.

If nobody replies to this I'll pick some random people and put them in here anyway >: D


ok... firstly, i cant be stoofed askeing ppl if they wanna b fetured!!... imjsut gonna do it and stiff titties to them (something my dad used t say... dont ever quote me!!!)

1. :iconhooded-warrior: yeah shes sexy, shes awsome....
the first one im gonna feature is just a totally awsome shot.... the colour, the, awsomeness... just everythng!!!... i think ull agree!!!
[link]

2. this is the funnst poem EVER!!!... i love it so much!!! comon ppl... if u dont laugh at this u deserve a good hard wedgie!!!!
[link]

3. u know its one of her first... but its just beautiful...
[link]

okies... next person... ho can i pic on now??? i know....

:iconllostris: yeah thats right.... u no u love me...

1.she loves to swerl... adn i think everyone will agree with me on the fact that its a gient occtpus!!!
[link]

2. oh so scary, yet oh so cute, smile for the camera!!!
[link]

3. bw down to the all migty mr bigglesworth!!!
[link]

NEXT!!!... im on a roll baby... heheheheh

:iconbleed-blaque: ...oh... no cool picture... oh well... everyone this is jess... jess everyone... jess is crazy... i love her like a pet!!:hug:

1. she may be crazy but se sure knows how to use a pencil!!... watching her draw made me feel as tho i was the equivilent of a kindie kid!!!
[link]

2. shes so good she can even make her little brother sexy... i know!! i couldnt beleive it either!!!
[link]

3. no words....
[link]

next...
:iconblonde-lama:
she may be blond but se knows her stuff...

1. this is awsome
[link]

2.sexy sexy sexy!!!
[link]

3.great contrast... colours... everything...
[link]

NEXT...
:iconqueenofladiestoilets:
her stuff is so god... sometimes im breathless... but then i rememba to breathe again and everything is ok...

1. tis peice is spimply magical!
[link]

2. i love the surealism in this... its just so... beautiful!!
[link]

3. i dont know why... but i jsut love love love this... maybe u can tell me y...
http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14597620/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 23:32:48 PDT
it all started on saterday, i rang up mum to ask how to make a really good potato salad and found out that a fucin deer wenth through their windscreen!!... adn although theyre ok im still pretty shaken up in the realization that they could have died on friday...

then, it was carlies party, now dont get me wrong, i love her, and shes been my brothers girlfriend for like 3 years now... but... shes a nuttcase...

so i spent most of saterday, looking after her coz her an cris has a fight and he put his fist through the window adn left. so afte cleanin up the bed and the carpet from all the glass, calming poor carlie down, cleaning up a bit, finding cris and bringin him back, etc etc etc... it was like 4in the morning. i had aout an hours sleep b4 cris snuck bac into bed with carlie adn everything was ok again... yay...

then i get home and poor buk's thorowing his guts op, so ive spent the last cupple of days looking after him... and i know im gonna get sick too coz thats jsut inevitable...

sigh...

oh well... on the brighter side... uuumm... lets see...
yeah... ill get back to u on that one...

]]> *haveyouseenmyname grab your slippers girls, its a sleep over.. http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14550620/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14550620/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 19:11:12 PDT
ok so last night im at my brothers girlfriends birthday party (she turned 20, go her adn her awsomeness) and she invited her little brother who invited about 5 of his mates... so theres about 6 16/17 yr old guys there, and them, like me, were stayin the night...

and as i lay in bed, listening to them all in the next room at 4 in the morning, i came to a stunning realization.... guy sleep overs are exactly te same as girl sleepovers!!! (ok without the slippers, flannelet pjs, teddys and chocolate milk, but we shall ignore that) not only did they play pranks on the first to go to sleep, but they stayed up till dawn gossiping!! they talked about what chic they thought was a hottie (what guy we think is cute), who theyd like to bang (who we'd like to go out with) that hot chick that was totally checking out my guns (do u think he likes me?????) whos banging who (whoes cheating on who) etc etc... and then fall into a content sleep, hppyly knowing that that chick totally diggs you oz all your friends totally agree and promising yourself that tomorow ur gonna definitly hit on her, but then "mysteriously" forget about it the next morning.

and then when they all wake up in the morning, laughing at the guy in the bathroom trying desteratly to get all the permanent marker off his face and the melted chocolate out of his hair, they come to an agreement that everythign that happend last night was jsut between them. and that if any one of them told anyone what happend theyd kick their friggin teeth in!!....it was so exactly like a girls sleepover party i couldnt sleep i was so fasinated by it!!... i mean comon girls!... its just a matter of interpeting theyre language!!!

so there you go... use that info how u want... lol... but i tell u wat i NEVER would have thought that a guys sleep over would be exactly like one of ours!!!

kisses!!!

]]> *haveyouseenmyname tagged http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14522905/ http://haveyouseenmyname.deviantart.com/journal/14522905/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 20:29:48 PDT (by the way ppl i cant spell for nutts so bear with me on this one)

the rules....

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves - and write a separate journal about 'em.
4. At the end of the post 8 more peeps are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged]

ok here goes...

8 random facts about moi...

1. i grew up without tv... i had movies but thats different... because of this my mind is incredably warped and im kinda... weird... lol... but in a good way i sware!!! *twitch*

2. when i get drunk i have a tendency to get... naked... i warn ppl b4hand... but... it seems that they either forget about my warnings and try adn run through walls, knoking themselved out, or prepare the video camera... the latter i think being the more evil... i tell u wat im NOT looking farward to my 21st if i invite smithy and he brings along an inconspicues tape....

3. im trying to lurn russian at the moment coz im going there at xmas... and im having great difficulty... i suc at luring things i sware!!... yet wen it comes to idle things that have no meaning or use in my brain, stick there forever!!!... eg. "have you ever baugt or rente a video tape that wasnt quite right?... it my have been a pirate copy!....*fast farward*" yeah i kno that by heart... i also memba poetry... random shakespere quotes... rndom things ppl say... but not things that are important like other languages!!...

4. id like to say im amidextrious, but not yet... im gettng there... ive been practicing alot... my writing can be sightly legele (refer to, 'ode to the left hand' in hooded-warrior 's gallery...) but my pictures are ok...

5. my fav thing to draw/ paint is the naked form... i guess growing up in such a free and easy enviroment, without the influence of tv or religion or anythign like that, i dont feel as though being naked is bad... or like embaresing or anything.. i think its beautiful (and i totally got myself a willing male moddel!! score) and it also explanes alot about my last job, but im not gonna get into that...

6. the only things i wont eat ar fish (or anythign related to it, such as seaweed) olivs, aspararess and silverbeet... that about it i think... i mean, i wont eat the fat on meat but thats differnet... i think.. *shrugs*...

7. growing up i had 5 cats, then one died, then we got another one, it died, got another 2, one had babies, then we had to put it down coz it turned ferrel and tried to kill everything, we kept a baby... so now, at mums house they have 7. molly, daisy, spotty, tiger, sweety, mr scruffy, possem. and my puppy bozo... (whoes the size of a horse and not really a puppy)

8. (and final) im a uni student studying art and writing. i want to be a writer and one the other day a publisher looked at one of my stories and asked for it for her magazine!!... i was so friggen exited!!... so i went home... finished it... lol.. and sent it to her... i should prolly post it on here, im not sure, its only like 335 words... *contemplates*

well t-t-tats allll folks!!!!

lol... i hope you enjoyd them... i dunno... im kinda boring so if u fell asleep reading this i shall forgive you *secretly gets out gun* lol... nar

ok now 8 ppl to tag....
=night-fate
~evil-buu
~Llostris
~Hooded-Warrior (yes i know ur the one that tagged me but oh well)
~bleed-blaque
*FaeDahl
~maruhana-bachi
~wb-skinner

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