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Im really bored

so i guess life has been pretty good with you,
your like a cold tongue unto the skin of my back,
the music that only ease drops in my ears,
your the soft fingertips that wipe away my suffering,
the book that i love to read.
Your the water that carves out the curves of my skin,
your the brand of happiness only meant for me,
your everything Ive looked for in my dreams,
ill love you forever and always,
in the cold,
the rain,
or sunshine,
our love has yet to die.


]]> ~heart-defectant-art im excited http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/28273325/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/28273325/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:56:42 PST
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]]> ~heart-defectant-art YAY! new news!! http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/27607497/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/27607497/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 23:22:02 PDT i'm really glad that even though yes my high school art classes gave me a challenge, i'm glad that my art class in college is like trying to run with heavy clothes on in 100 degree weather, its hard! but challenging non-the-less and i love it. But i hate that its drawing 1 and we have surfaced every nitty gritty detail you can think of about the basics of art, the grades of pencils, how to draw ellipses, how to draw straight accurate lines, how to sit when you draw, using your shoulder to draw and only your shoulder < that was a pain in the ass..everything! i hate it so much, i don't like basics, but I've learned a whole lot and a big smack in the face because i didn't know anything until i stepped into this classroom.
I love my teacher, he is the bluntest man alive; the other day he came up first thing and said we all suck *he said suck ass, but ill just go with suck* at drawing cylinders and ellipses so were dedicating an entire week to drawing them right. Its good because i know i suck at drawing cylinders, so it was the grace of god that we got this assignment. Although the guy is humorous at least besides blunt, he dedicated one lecture to star wars, and beer in a paper bag, so awesome.
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i found this article on the front page today and thought i would share for any photography loving peoples around, i thought it was awesome and Ive gotten so many ideas that im gonna explore when time gives me the chance, should also check out the author of this article, its a club that im sure any of you that love taking pictures would find interesting and join!
Later days

]]> ~heart-defectant-art Devious Journal Entry http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26829099/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26829099/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 02:57:14 PDT
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. ashe
2. my real name
3. kitty

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. iamdead1990
2. none only had one
3. i dont see the point of having multiple scnms, its pointless


THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My legs
3. my sarcasm

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my embarrassment over insignificant things
2. not being able to take jokes well
3. the multiple things wrong with me

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. German
3. English

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. people who abide by traffic laws lol
2. getting drunk (id rather laugh at the drunk fucks and no whats going on so i can draw crap on their faces when they pass out) haha, what?, its so much funner..
3. life in general

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people who slow down right before train tracks and their car is made for that shit..T_T
2. talking on the phone
3. trends, cliques, all of it can go to hell, be yourself.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Heights
2. Losing the things/people I care for
3. bugs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. out and doing somthing
2. a shower, i like to feel clean
3. knowing i didnt waste the entire day

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. underwears
2. a band t-shirt
3. socks

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. i dont have a desk bitch, if i did: my tin of sketching pencils
2. sunglasses
3. a camera

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. bad words
2. bad words
3. i love you

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. celldweller
2. the black eyed peas
3. lady gaga lol i dont care if its a band or not

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. tragedy-celldweller
2. rock that body-black eyed peas
3. montreal calling-mobile

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. zack (screamo)
2. james
3. zach my bf

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
1. they say obscene things
2. their randum
3. not afraid to smack my butt and piss me off

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. someone who can have a good time
2. who is goofy as fuck
3. caring and i can trust

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. their eyes
2. i like the bigger boys
3. if they can give a good hug

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. stop biting my nails
2. stop thinking
3. stop drawing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. Drawing
3. Reading

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. to talk to zach
2. a job
3. to be with zach....i miss him so fucking much

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. idk

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. sagatuck MI
2. up north
3. germany

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. write a book
2. do some kickass art
3. spend it with the people i love

]]> ~heart-defectant-art favorite deviants this week =) http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26266238/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26266238/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 23:17:35 PDT in no order:

Styush
:iconstyush:

favorite piece:

27 weeks
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When i came across this picture i immediately looked at her gallery, it is amazing, she is a great photographer, and very brave for posting her pregnancy photos, but they are beautiful, every piece is beautiful.

Benoitpaille
:iconbenoitpaille:

Favorite pieces:

The art of being mother mate
[link]
Anorexia, faceless enemy
[link]
overwight
[link]
the furred animals
[link]
la realite est lente
[link]
When i came across this deviants page, i was baffled by his photography, its all beautiful, but besides beauty i thought it showed everyday people in everyday life, he had photoed older gentleman and ladys, younger youth, some with tattoos, some with not, it just seemed so ordinary yet extraordinary at the same time and i loved all of his work.

Aeromachia
:iconaeromachia:

favorites:

[link]
When i came across this fine deviant i was immediately drawn to her literature series, "Shades of Evening", it was the best literature i had found in a while and was pleased to read it and keep track of it. The story provided me with an amazing plot i could instantly get into with people who held lots of flaws instead of flawless characters i see alot of now a days, lots of obscene scenes, blood, characters with unique names, and vampires so sophisticated and flawed i fell in love....this is a great series, i would recommend it to anyone looking for a good read. but besides the literature, she does great drawings of all her characters.

Scarlettletters
:iconscarlettletters:

I would have to say i like everything in his gallery, he writes amazing poetry, that's sensational, crisp and heartfelt. All provides with amazing imagery and emotions, what i like the most about his poetry, and i always enjoy his deviations. Please read them for yourself, they are awesome.

Dokurome
:icondokurome:

Favorite piece:

Go Find Love.

[link]
I have known this deviant for a while and we are good friends, he is an amazing photographer and his works have improved greatly since i started watching him two years ago. But with his photos are also his words, they are beautiful dark and of all his truest darkest feelings, they are written with passion, and get me to the heart, they are heartfelt, and written with with a great sense of vocabulary, so please visit his gallery.

DiamondIvy
:icondiamondivy:

favorite pieces:

Splayed
[link]
fan
[link]
also her literature, Phobia pt. 1,2,3

I loved this deviant first because of the variety of art she had displayed in her gallery, i dont see alot of people like that, so i loved she had photography, paintings and drawings, and literature as well. I really love her lit. it drew... ]]> ~heart-defectant-art YAY!!! http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26190781/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/26190781/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 13:11:35 PDT so wish me luck there.
I hope at some point here i can get a subscription, but who knoes, i could do so much with it, and i hope my mind comes to terms with its writers block, i want to write a chapter story of sorts, but everything has come at me so fast, school, getting into school, money, getting a job, that i havent really had time to think about writing or any ideas, so i hope at some point i can write......

]]> ~heart-defectant-art my beloved http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25934433/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25934433/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 03:37:36 PDT
I never thought I would meet someone who could make me laugh till I cried, who watched funny comedies all the time, which I enjoy also; who shared so much in common with me

Were almost like twins, its almost freaky in a sense

I feel absolutely beloved in your presence

I never thought in my life time I could feel such a way that my heart felt warm instead of bitter sarcastic cold in the face.

I love that you’re so weird and that I have someone to think about and miss.

I love how you know how to laugh and not mockingly laugh in my face.

I love how you make me feel warm, that includes body temperature

You don’t find it weird I call you fluffy elmo or any other nickname I may come up with

You’re a techi and a gamer so if I have questions because sometimes I’m technologically confused, you can answer them with ease

You don’t find my sleeping habits at all weird because you sleep the same way

You support the art side of me and the me as a whole

And you comfort me when im having panic attacks because you know how they feel

]]> ~heart-defectant-art Is DA about the money or the community? http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25925839/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25925839/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 17:17:25 PDT
Quite frankly to many non subscribed deviants like myself think it makes them seem like free loaders on the site and the people who have subs somehow inferior to them. But even subscribed deviants don’t like this change, if I was a subscribed individual I would feel the exact same way; if I was a gift giver, I certainly would feel this way. As a gift giver some want to be anonymous about who they give subs too, I think it should be the gift giver and the deviant receiving the subs business, I don’t think the fact that, ex. Marry got a sub from such and such should be displayed on her page, it might give extra attention on that gift giver and bring much harassment to them about giving out subscriptions, maybe to much attention, and make marry look like she cant support getting subscriptions on her own. I don’t think this should be displayed for the entire deviant community to see. It should be something private between two people and those two people alone.
However some gift givers rather like the fact their names show on the deviant’s page they have given a subscription to, it gives them the sense of creditability honestly, but not all like some like being exposed in such a way. I think this tactic is pushing away more gift givers then drawing them in personally.

Even having a subscription, some feel like they don’t have the time or use for all the things they can do with a sub, some feel content with what is given to them without a sub and feel like, the “needs premium membership” shown at the top of their pages, might be pressuring them into getting a subscription, but honestly truth be told they don’t want one.

I feel like this is separating the deviant community more than it should be, testing or not. Its making those who have a subscription, feel like they are not apart of the community and those without one even more not with the community. When I first found this site and entered it, I had a sure sense of being a part of everything, being a part of the community and all its happenings and found I was very content with the services given to me without a subscription, I only thought of buying one when they introduced “journal skins” because honestly I thought that was a pretty cool feature and I like being able to personalize things but I thought that even that should be available to non subscribed members, because I feel like ALL deviants should be able to have a sense of personalization. It never bothered me much when the outlook of all the profile pages changed, I thought, “ok, that’s pretty cool all things considered”. Honestly nothing in this world stays the same, it constantly changes, and so I accepted the change and moved on; I thought it was simple and easier to change things around on my page and not so much a hassle or time consuming like it was before this change happened.

But this new change, presented before all our attention, I feel is not fair to the community as a whole. Its pushing more deviants away and making me and many others feel not welcome here anymore as a non subscribed member; all of us, non subscribed or subscribed take the time to post out inspirations, our passions, our imagination and feel this is a great place to do so, but this change is fueling us to question that sense. Is this really about being a deviant and being a part of the community or is it just about money? It sure seems to be turning that route more then going the other way, and I’m beginning to question whether I should still be apart of it or give in to buying a sub with what limited money I have.

]]> ~heart-defectant-art my life as it is now http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25809159/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/25809159/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 01:44:06 PDT
today i had to take those damn assessment tests before i could see a counselor about my classes, so bloody ridiculous, i thought i would start hyperventilating when it came to the math portion...or melt into a puddle of blood and skin and vagina, yes because i suck balls at math, i hate math, i wish the subject ceased to exist. oo and when the lady at the desk handed me my test results, she gave me this mocking smile as if to say, "woooow you sucked", i was gonna go off on her in two seconds, but i held my tongue until i was happily in my room.....

the other good news is my very lovely boyfriend, i think he has to be the greatest of them all, he tops every bf ive ever had in the past so im a happy lady

]]> ~heart-defectant-art how i feel about certain things http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/24453930/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/24453930/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 21:02:38 PDT I can’t draw tonight because I’m thinking about way to many other things and the fact I have a dead line makes it even more challenging to keep my head above and beyond the skies limit of thoughts. They say we have 26 something odd wake up days but for me it feels more like an eternity of time I have to keep myself somehow continuously motivated, that’s a pain in the butt!
-I know that this thing they call motivation is slowly draining itself from a mind slowly boiling in agitation of high school and sleep deprived, I don’t feel like taking the time to go to bed early, my motivation to do that slowly leaked out of my pores and doesn’t seem to be present at this very moment and time. Its no loss to me, it just kicks my butt the next day since school is boring me to death, it’s a bad sign when your teacher shows you a movie about Egypt and you cant find a comfortable way upon your desk to sleep.
So school is slowly but surely driving me up the wall, and I thought it would never happen, But I guess it doesn’t last forever.
Trying to get through the hallway during passing time is like trying to push myself through pain in the ass, non-moving, standing in the middle of the hallway, cattle, I don’t even consider any of them people anymore, there all stupid and ignorant cows. But when I leave ill definitely miss shoving people out of the way since ive had to resort to that; none of these dumb fucks respond to could you please get out of my way, they take it offensively so I just shove them and get on with my day.

]]> ~heart-defectant-art fluff and stupple http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23646488/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23646488/ Wed, 11 Mar 2009 16:12:20 PDT
ugh so this week hasnt been particularly plentiful, enjoyible went out the door apparently. Boyfriend broke up with me *sighs*, i knew it was coming, so no shocker there, but i definightly had a date with the pillow and blowing my nose after i heard the news =(, but it happens, screw boys tho!!!.
On other notesie things, im going to my highschool senior prom with my best friend zach =), my dress is kick ass, i wish very, truly very much that i had a picture of it but i dont =(, but its beautiful.
ugh, tommororw i have to get a haircut because my mother hates my hair, i only dislike parts of it, but im glad im getting a new hairdue, i think its time for a change of pace, because im tired of the old crap now, including highschool!!; i cant stand being in that building anymore, i cant stand all the kids who act more like children then their age, and i just cant stand it anymore, the getting up early thing, thats getting old, riding the bus, id tell all the kids (children) who ride it with me to kiss my ass because ill condem them all to their deaths later on. (apprently i have sick humor)
so i guess this is all i have to say, i love you all

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Ok so I have a place to put up my poems, pictures, photos (here on this lovely site) so now I have somewhere else to write down my thoughts and such, if youd like to, you can visit it, [link] check it out, ive got two or three posts on it, but its ready to be looked at (blogger.com)

Thanks to all ^_^

]]> ~heart-defectant-art 100 themes challenge club *join it* http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23091823/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23091823/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 20:48:26 PST 100ThemesChallenge

try it!!

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~heart-defectant-art a virus on DA? http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23083785/ http://heart-defectant-art.deviantart.com/journal/23083785/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:52:42 PST
But unfortunately since i clicked it once, ive been on here for two years and ive never seen anything so widespread such as this, of course i changed my pass word, but if any of you recieve these from me, i did not send them personally

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