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Wake up, Time for us to realize
Wake up, Show appreciation
Wake up, Time for us to realize"
~ Calling from The World Ends With You (Subarashiki Kono Sekai)

Song of the Day
"Hateshinai kono michi wo futari de
Ikitsuku basho wa kimatte inakute mo
Tada koe wo kiku dake de soba ni iru dake de
Aruite ikeru to shinjiteta"
~ Another Days sung by w-inds.

Translation
"There’s no set place for us to end up together
On this endless road
But just hearing your voice, just being by your side
Made me believe that I could keep walking"
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College has been fine, lots of studying and projects..but still fun times. The whole Persona thing still plays its part. I really can't wait to go back home. I miss my parents, family, and friends very much. But all in all, I'm glad that I went out of state for college. I really like my university a lot, and I am proud to be a student of it. It makes me glad that I got rejected from my first choice school (an instate school), because I was able to come here and meet many different people. Also, I'm allowed to bring/store/cook with my rice cooker in the dorm room here.

Finals are coming up in two weeks. I need to start studying. I also need to get back to drawing..i've been saying this a lot lately aihh..i only got to do a doodle of Persona 3's MC, Minato Arisato, today..and a not soo good Sora from KH..cuz i completely forgot how to draw him by heart (omg what has happened to me?!)

Omg. I had these Peppermint/candy cane salt water taffy in class one day...they were sooo good!! I need to go up on the ave to get some.

My dining account ran out..due to spending money on medicine and tons of Honest Tea from the dorm's convience store..so I'm happy that I have my rice cooker...and bags of instant ramen..and friends who get me food..and in turn I cook for them. I made fried rice for them. They really enjoyed it. lol

So I was suppose to start studying today, but that failed. I mostly just napped or updating myself on things with the internet (like w-inds. , some manga, anime, video games, etc) only to realize how i haven't visited certain sites for so long that some of the ppl on the forum are going "where's hearts?"
lol I had a movie night with my friends yesterday, watching "Ten Inch Hero" (such a cute, heart-warming movie!!), "Stay Alive" (great horrow movie about a video game becoming reality. no it's not one of those stupid ones.), "I Know What You Did Last Summer" (needed to watch a not so scary horror movie after, and one where u just yell at the people for being stupid), and "White Chicks" (because we needed a funny movie to clear the scary stuff). Hence, I took a long nap after waking up at 9 am....then going back to sleep at 1 pm.

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http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/27836137/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 13:24:46 PDT "Dreamless dorm, ticking clock
I walk away from the soundless room
Windless night, moonlight melts
My ghostly shadow to the lukewarm gloom
Nightly dance of bleeding swords
Reminds me that I still live"
~ "Burn my Dread" from Persona 3


Song of the Day
The Overworld theme for the Female MC in Persona 3 Portable
[link]
"I tried hard but will deal this alone
Heart break good bye once they are over again
Withered dream from outside will
That despair us in the end"

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So srsly, I always feel like college is kinda like playing the game Persona 3...except there's no shadows to fight etc..and the Dark Hour doesn't exactly exist here..
The whole social link concept really does apply though..and so does the options like "Sleep Early" or "Study" at late evening. lol

i'm suppose to be doing my Chemistry and Envrionmental Studies homework now...most of my homework is online..so that doesn't help me focus at all. Environmental Studies is paperless..so all the articles are online....Chemistry HW is submitted online..and so are all the other reflection papers that I have to do for my Freshmen Interest Group classes...*sighs*
Also midterms are coming up..most of my friends are having theirs this week..my Chem midterm is a week from Monday..and my Environmental Studies is Nov 4..but then i also have a project due sometime b/w them

I only did some homework yesterday in the morning..when everyone else was sleeping in...I went shopping to Trader Joes with a whole bunch of friends..walking in the rain lol..and then waited for a friend who was getting her hair cut and talking to a dinosaur on aim...then going to safeway and got snacks there..then head back to dorm..and talk to my "twin" and two of my other guyfriends...one of them was with my twin and the other one was the dinosaur. I want to visit my "twin" and all my friends back home!!
Later, I just watch the football game..yeah we lost to ASU XD

oh yeah...so Persona 3 will be coming out on the PSP soon..in Japan at least. I really want a PSP instead now...so I can play Persona 3 Portable, KH: Birth by Sleep, and FFXIII: Agito.

I haven't been drawing for awhile...i need to get back on that srsly!!
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http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/26715082/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 14:14:19 PDT "Sora. You're lucky. Looks like my summer vacation is... over."
~Roxas in KH2

Song of the Day
Namida Drop by Plastic Tree
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This is going to be a very boring entry..I'm just updating cuz I am soo tired of seeing "Spring Break is going bye bye"
Wow! Summer has gone by really fast. June was full of graduations, July was UW and get-togethers, and August was "Holy Crap! I'm leaving soon!"

So am I done packing? No! In the sense that none of my luggage is filled. I got everything arrange and set up...kinda I just need to put them in XD. ohhh I got this really cool engraving tool (it's from one of those TV guide cm..really works)..so I've been engraving on my I-pod, Wacom tablet (i dunno if i'll bring that though..I still lack photoshop on my laptop soo XD, laptops, hard drive, smart pen, usb, etc. I think would enjoy this engraving tool..she might even have one in her workshop already.

I finally got my scanner fix up..so that's why there are lil more random pics up.
ok back to packing..

Ja ne!

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yes this is another of my ramble XD again..it is pretty disorganized so please bear with it lol

This spring break has gone by pretty fast for me. I had a short but unforgettable time in Seattle then hit back the college to-do-list, which took up most of my days >_>;, and homework...gahh *shoots herself*
hehehe..but I did get to catch up with some fanfic reading..like one of the SoraxRiku KH fics that I have been following since *calculating* SEVENTH GRADE! Yes, the author is still writing!! HURRAH!!
then crashed a couple of times with Final Fantasy XII and with random Death Note stuff (LxRaito=HOT) and having the constant study in the daytime and chat at night w/ my buddies on AIM...random Facebook messaging lol
*thinks back*
majority of the fun free time was dedicated to girugamesh ^0^ cuz I really did not want to forget that whole autograph event/night. Meeting and making new friends, seeing girugamesh, satoshi "saving" my camera XD, getting their autographs, spazz with other fan girls, yeah good times ^_^
I did not get to go to the Antic Cafe (or An Cafe) concert cuz I traded it for girugamesh lol...that was the hidden deal with my parents lol
But I didn't mind, cuz deal or no deal..I would still choose girugamesh XD since I'm a bigger fan of them than Antic Cafe. hmm...but i think my love for Plastic Tree and girugamesh are pretty equal...maybe a lil more for Arimura Ryutaro lol

Life truly is a roller coaster. It goes up, goes down, goes smoothly, or rocky. The only thing is that it never ends...well it ends...in time..but you know what I mean.
Once college decision is done..there are the AP exams..once that's done..final project..then it is that final report card..then all that business of preparing for graduation...graduation..and let the summer of planning begin! XD
oohh but there are cool things in between....specifically the end of May
Fanime, Senior Disney Land trip, and week of freedom b4 grad cuz I've got no finals on finals week!! well..i do have that whole grad practice thing actually but at least no work required really.

whoever said that 2nd sm of senior year is easy..is a BIG FAT LIAR!!

now..i'll go transfer that girugamesh CD that I recently bought into my tiny mp3 player.
lol i'm kinda glad that I didn't order their CD from cdjapan yet...cuz I got for A LOT cheaper under US record label...and the limited edition was gone by the time I wanted to order it X_X
*sighs* I really want/need to buy Plastic Tree's Nega to Posi album cuz I just love the songs on there..actually i need to buy all of their albums if possible lol

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http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/24211095/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 22:22:35 PDT "Kotobamo nai jidai Kanjoudakede wakachiai
Tagaio motomeau Sorega aino kigen"

Translation:
"In a time when not words but emotions
speak
The need for one another, that was the origin
of love"

From "Ishtar" by girugamesh
Listen on youtube: [link]

First, let me say this:
"Please excuse for any grammar mistakes, acronyms, slang, and any of my rambling that annoyed you when you read this. I'm sorry that if this is eye straining to read..believe i know cuz I was trying to reread it too lol. Thank you for cooperating.^_^"

I came back from my trip today. IT WAS AWESOME!! THE UNIVERSITY IS AWESOME AND THE CITY IS AWESOME!!!

So…since my “school shopping” was done (yes! I convinced my parents to let me go to college there! They really love the city of Seattle!!)…and somehow thanx to Kami-sama that the drive south was far…my parents were like “So where should we go now?” cuz they didn’t want to drive all the way to Puget Sound. Then, I told them that there was a mall aka South center Mall in the direction that we’re heading too and that GIRUGAMESH is there at the Hot Topic for signing at 6:30 pm! So my mom was like get the map, and we were able to go there (arrived 2:00)

I rushed to the Hot Topic, after figuring out where the escalator was, and then asked the cashier if they were still giving out “autograph wristband vouchers” and he was like you are lucky cuz we’re down to only 23 left (actually..i think there a little bit more than that left..but he just said that). So..apparently you could get one wristband for EACH girugamesh item..well I asked the guy..and he said sure that’s fine.(so I got 3) Later, I just went out shopping for awhile, then start “stalking the Hot Topic” at the food court which was across from it. Then, I saw some fans lining up so I went to join; and then made friends. It was awesome cuz there are not many girugamesh fans in CA, especially ones that are srsly crazy about them. Lol We were asked to not line up yet until 5:30…so we technically continue to “stalk the Hot Topic” at the nearby benches. (how convenient!)

When the queue was ready, we all rush to it!! 6th person in line ^_^! Well, the ppl in front whom I was talking with said that I could go first..since I waited since 2pm at the mall…but I said it’s ok cuz they got stuff prepared for them (propose!), nice ppl, and they are really hardcore fans…and I really will blank out from shock if I see girugamesh right there..soo lol I wanted to see wut they were going to do. Talked some more and kept checking the clocks! My new friend, who I was talking with the whole time (exchange LJs), asked if she could trade for one of my extra wristband to get a signature for her friend—who wasn’t able to come and for her b-day present. I was totally surprise when she wanted to exchange with the official merchandise 0_0 that I realllly wanted after seeing it on the Japanese merchandise site for girugamesh gear ^0^. It was a lil girugamesh pouch (with the four members on it in chibi form I guess) and inside is an eco-bag. She was really nice, so I really didn't mind exchanging with her. If it were another random person that just asked me randomly if they could exchange, I’ll think about it twice (even when I really wanted the item)…and probably wouldn't do it cuz then I rather save it and get the T-shirt signed. But I didn't mind exchanging it with her! ^_^

Anyways, it was finally time for the autograph session!! So ppl march in 10s! 1st batch yay!!

Anyways, once I saw them;I completely froze. Omg! They were all soo cute! Lol I blanked out on how to say Thank you in Japanese (and for those who know me..this is REALLY weird) and in any other language but French..and then I heard my newly-made friend say it..and I was like oh yeah it’s Arigatou!! I got two CD booklets signed, and was like “Konnichiwa! Arigatou!” to Ryo, Shuu, and Nii…still can’t believe that it’s actually them RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME…then Satoshi..and my brain totally wiped out!

Me: Kon…Konnichiwa. ano..ehh (hand CD booklets for signing)
Satoshi: Arigatou! (CD hand back)
Me: Arigatou! *reach out for handshake*
Ok…and I completely forgot that my camera was swinging on my right wrist so..as I reached to shake his hand…the camera nearly banged on the side of table..*thinking*..oh it actually did bang the table lol..but to prevent it from hitting again..Satoshi held it and was like…
Satoshi: Ok? *handshake with empty hand*
Me: Ok! Daijoubu! Arigatou! *handshake*
Then before I left…the phrase “ganbatte” was totally out of my mind..and more random French words came to my mind..so..
Me: uhhh..Puh... Please make more music *thumbs up... ]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/24074285/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/24074285/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 11:29:08 PDT "Tsuyogari warae ima Boys&Girls/
Namida miseinaiyoni Boys&Girls/
egaoni nareba tsuyoku narerusa/
haruka miraino keshikinante/
daremo wakariwa shinaidaro?
'korekara' wa ima kimiga tsukamumono"

Translation:
"Show your courage and smile now boys & girls,
never show your tears boy & girls
If you smile you will be strong
Nobody knows what the distant future looks like
"Tomorrow" is what you seize today."

From "Break down" by girugamesh
Music Video: [link]

Only 4 more school days till Spring Break!!! I can't wait!!

I think the Nintendo DSi comes out here, today, too! 8D
But I'm still debating whether I should get one...>_> cuz I want to buy 3 Plastic Tree's albums
..however the DSi would save my money from getting a new mp3 player (although this isn't necessary really) and I can play games on it..and take photos...but then I have to buy games..which adds up more money...at least i wont be video game deprived in college lol...oh well maybe I should drop the DSi and go for the Plastic Tree albums (cuz I'll be wanting that no matter what)

Antic Cafe's concert is next week on Tuesday! Hopefully, I can go!! I hope they have some kinda autograph session too 0_0 but no word about it yet.

I really like drawing Arimura Ryutaro! 0_0
btw. Plastic Tree has updated their official site. No more Buchi-san.

ok I shall get back to my homework.


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http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/23936300/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 15:16:17 PDT anywayz, I got a pretty bad fever and sore throat on Thursday night from screaming too much during Spirit Week, unnecessary stress, eating unhealthy, and lack of sleep >_<

I took some Thera-Flu and dude that stuff really works for me 0_0. I just drink it for two days, and my sore throat is gone...and now I'm in the last phase which is running nose >_>;. It is so troublesome doing homework with a running nose. I wonder how many rolls of toilet paper did I use during my illness....about 3
I really hate doing homework, while I'm sick >_>, but gotta do it cuz so many exams next week.

oh...but spring break is coming soon. looking forward to that!
gotta make final college decisions and AP exams.

so I'm technically stuck cuz everytime i look down at my book, my nose keeps running >_<

anywayz. Good news. I found some guitar tabs for a couple of Plastic Tree songs, so I hope to try them out soon.

Oh yeah. So I was reading stuff on Antic Cafe's blog. 0_0
I found out that Kanon watches Tora Dora!! which reminds me that I need to watch the last episode.

Song of Day:
ザザ降り、ザザ鳴り: Zaza furi, Zaza nari by Plastic Tree
[link]

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1, What color is your toothbrush?
blue, silver, and white

2, Name one person who made you smile today:
one of my friend who gave me a call. lol but I thought it was prank call at first cuz I had 5 of them right before his. lol so I hit the busy tone. Then, he text me and was like it's me..and apparently he was at a track meet and saw my school there and wonder if I was there since I used to run. lol nope I stopped doing track after freshmen year cuz I got more injuries from that! I love cross country so much more!!! so anywayz. I just call him back to tell him good luck.

3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning:
bored in Physics Honors, studying for Psych test

4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
studying for Calculus and doing homework for Calculus

5, What is your favorite candy bar?
I prefer Japanese gummies and Haribo's mini gummy bears...but fine!
candy bar will be Three Musketeers!! ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL!!!


6, Have you ever been to a strip club?
HOLY CRAP! NEVER!!

7, What is the last thing you said aloud?
I am sooo dead!

8, What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
awww...this is hard. depends...but let's go with vanilla or green tea...oohh and coffee ice cream!! lol but i stopped that because I get SUPER HYPER with coffee

9, What was the last thing you had to drink?
Chrysanthemum Tea Drink

10, Do you like your wallet?
Yup. I had it since I was in 6th grade. But I'll love it more if it had more money

11, What was the last thing you ate?
Strawberry pocky

12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
nothing this week...but last weekend I bought a skirt and a top.

13, The last sporting event you watched?
no idea! maybe cross country?

14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
BUTTER

15, Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
the friend whom I mentioned in question 1

16, Ever go camping?
yup! S'MORES!!!

17, Do you take vitamins daily?
hahahahahahah...i forget...on purpose!

18, Do you go to church every Sunday?
nope.

19, Do you have a tan?
yup!! But at least my sock tan isn't as bad as before. At my middle school graduation, my principal thought I was wearing socks with my high heels!!! >_<

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
YES!!! but...REAL CHINESE FOOD!!!

21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Sometimes...whenever I can get my hands on to a straw. It just more fun

22, What did your last text message say?
GOOD LUCK! (^_^)

23, What are you doing tomorrow?
AP Psych quiz, AP Calc. quiz, English vocab test....SELLING FOOD FOR JAPAN CLUB!!!!

25, Look to your left, what do you see?
This pic [link]
my LM.C fanart

26, What color is your watch?
like a navy dark purple 0_0 and light purplish blue 0_0 dunno the exact name of color....oh!! INDIGO!!

27, What do you think of when you hear Australia?
the random question that my Global Studies teacher put on the final exam about his wife.

28, What is your birthstone?
RUBY!!!

29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru.
drive thru!!

30, What is your favorite number?

TWENTY-ONE!!!! 21!!!

31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?

the friend that I mentioned in question #1

32, Any plans today?

LOL I only got 20 minutes left of March 18, 2009!!! soo..once i'm done with this...Psychology Homework..

33, How many states have you lived in?
ONE!!!

34, Biggest annoyance right now?
still got homework to do.....

35, Last song listened to?
Ghost by Plastic Tree

36,Can you say the alphabet backwards?
uhhhh....i suck!!

37, Do you have a maid service clean your house?
nope!!

38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
lol my pair Merrell (i think that's how you spell it) brand shoes. cept now i'm giving them a break and wearing boots.

39, Are you jealous of anyone?
I suppose.

40, Is anyone jealous of you?
I dunno...

41, Do you... ]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/23523868/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/23523868/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 12:52:09 PST "namida koboretara nani ga naku naru
no?
SAYONARA toketara nani ga nokoru
kana?
kotoba ni naranai
omoi hitoshizuku tsumetaku
kawaite sukoshi dake nigai na"

Translation:
"When tears flow, what is it that dies?
When goodbye dissolves, then what will remain?
The voice pounding in my chest is you!
I must hold my feelings down, or you'll break them."
~ Arimura Ryutaro: lyrics of Plastic Tree's "Namida Drop"

I am actually in school now....free block..now it's lunch when I press [Send]...school library...i'm not suppose to eat in here...but I am...yum!

well...i actually wrote a long journal entry last night about how I was in "drawing phase" and began doing quick sketches (only 2 though last night) of some J-rock artists. well...I only intended to draw Plastic Tree's vocalist, Ryutaro, at first...but then i just had to come up with the idea of putting the vocalists of my favorite J-rock bands on a T-shirt. XD
Ryutaro (Plastic Tree), Satoshi (girugamesh), Miku (Antic Cafe), Maya (LM.C), and Yomi (Naitomea *Nightmare*)

But yeah...that entry was gone..cuz I accidentally closed the page that it was on..and can't retrieve it back
ahhhhhhhhh...what a waste..and I'm too lazy to rewrite the whole thing...you'll rather have me use the time for drawing, neh?

Dream time:
I had a weird dream last night. 0_0 It involved Plastic Tree...but mainly Ryutaro. I apparently was "backstage" of Plastic Tree concert (not like I've been to one. I want to, especially there's one only for the Jellyfish Breed members in March cuz that's Bucchi's last performance w/ Plastic Tree). The only concert I've been to was Antic Cafe's concert, and I'll be seeing them again soon ^_^) and I was watching Ryutaro sing. Then, all of a sudden, he came up to me and handshake. Then, my friend came up and was like "Let me take a picture". So, she took a pic of me and Ryutaro together with her digi-cam..except when we checked the photo..only Ryutaro was on it..not me. Then, somehow I came to the conclusion that I was "dead" cuz ghosts can't appear on photos..and Ryutaro just gave me a hug from there and said "Daijobu" or "It's alright". I suppose I didn't really care that I was for some reason "dead"...cuz at least I got a hug from Ryutaro! yeah...again weird dream.
End Dream Time

I swear. I love reading Ryuataro's lyrics.

*Kurage means jellyfish in Japanese. Plastic Tree's fanclub (renamed) is now called "Jellyfish Breed", so their fans often are called Kurage. It's kinda like how Antic Cafe call their fans "Cafekko"


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~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22926258/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22926258/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 15:50:08 PST okay....i'm drawing now..cuz I just feel like it...and can actually draw well today...
i shall do my homework later...
ack I woke up at 11:00 pm today X_X since I slept only had 2.5 hours of sleep on Friday.
ok back to drawing...doing Persona 3 fanart


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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22632607/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22632607/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 12:00:25 PST
ok now time for me to go back and hit the books.
Good luck to everyone who have finals during this time.

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22363996/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/22363996/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 22:09:42 PST I only have a few days left til school resumes NOOOOOOOO!!!then again I wake up when I need to wake up...T_T omg i need to finish stuff!! 0_0 sucks when reality hits you and blows up in front of your face like a ticking bomb. yes i'm pretty random today...that's soooo OC of me...unless i've eaten a bunch of candy and get really hyper to the point where my friends would be freaked out.
*sighs* at least tomorrow I'll be meeting up with a couple of my friends at the mall and for dinner...well cept it wont be the whole group...only 3 of us...the group is 5..i think one just can't make it cuz she lives 2 hours from us and the other is in Japan. anywayz just time for us to get together b4 school starts again.
i really should "try" to sleep early tonight...since i'll be sleeping at midnight, 1, or 2 in general when school starts. omg few of my teachers noticed that I've been "dazing" in class...lol one even told me that it's ok for me to chomp on candy or some kind of drink to keep myself awake. srsly if I just have a lollipop stuck in my mouth i'll be awake! like those mickey mouse head lollipops that always get for a whole bunch of us after trips to Disneyland. lol those make me happy so thank you, Roxas!

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21983195/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21983195/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 15:20:26 PST lol I named my character Akiharu Ryutaro (last, first). Akiharu from Miku of Antic Cafe and Ryutaro from the vocals of Plastic Tree. The dude's real name is suppose to be Minato Arisato (according to the manga of Persona 3). actually...i was going to name the character that...I remembered that his name began with an A...but I forgot his complete name..and was too lazy to look it up again A_A lol

I love the music from it, especially the one when you are at the school. "Want to be Close" such a good homework song...oh geez I should get back to doing that >_>

I also bought Final Fantasy X-2 (finally). It uses the same gaming system as Final Fantasy VIII, but wow 0_0 the attack gauge goes by so much faster...You have to wait a longer time to attack in FFVIII X_X
oh well...i appear to be having more fun with Persona FS3 lol

*sighs* I can't wait for holiday break to come...one more full week argghhh. oh my...I still have to make my T-shirts T_T
soo many things to do...so little time

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I suppose the only good thing about today would be these chocolate cookies that my friend, Tricia, shared with me from my other friend Yvonne. lol we were joking about "who would die first of eating the cookie?" So I ate it first, and it was really good. Not to rich, and it is chewy and soft. ^_^
ooh...tomorrow I will be going out for a field trip..so I'll be missing the whole day of school along w/ my other buddies..since the Physics, Trig/Precal, and Calculus students will be going to the Exploratorium (no idea how to spell it) and then do assignments and observations for it >_<;

I was watching a J-dorama yesterday. Aiba Hiroki appears in both. lol His character was soo different from the Fuji character lol. The two dramas were: Delicious Gakuen (Delicious Academy) and "How to Produce a Prince"
*sighs* ok I shall do homework now. Ja ne!

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21755516/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21755516/ Sun, 30 Nov 2008 19:22:41 PST
Randomly found a parody of Tennis no Oujisama called Houkago no Oujisama (Prince of Afterschool)...apparently a parody by Sakura Kenichi who is the creator the manga Dragon Drive for SQ Shonen Jump magazine (which Konomi-sensei's Prince of Tennis is featured in as well)The parody has just been released a few weeks ago..apparently...after the end of Tennis no Oujisama in March. *sighs* good news is that Konomi-sensei plans on writing a sequel for it...or another series of it...hopefully Ryoma is still the protagonist!
lol Houkago no Oujisama is pretty funny...then again..you could only understand it if you have read the series.

anywayz...yesterday, I went to Kinokuniya Bookstore..and it totally made up for my absence on Black Friday. They still had a good sale...so I bought quite a few stuff that I wanted...lol well I just randomly came across the items..but lucky!!
Soooo...here's wut i bought

Manga: The Land of the Blindfold Volumes: 1,2,5-9 (they were missing 3 and 4 or else I would have the whole set) Each book was $1.00 sooo...total $7.00

DVD: w-inds. Works 4 DVD
Original Price: $40 Bought: $10.00

Music: AAA (All Around Attack) limited edition mini album set: contains CD, an AAA pouch, and AAA t-shirt.
Original: $72.00 Bought: $10.00 (This one was the best buy!!)

And then...Japanese magazines were 20% off...so I bought one magazine that was $7.00 originally...but unlike the others..it came with a free cute tote bag!! sooo..got that too.

Everything with tax came to about $35.00 LOL That's like buying and ordering ONE Japanese music album online!!

hehehehe...that was a very good day ^_^

hai! I shall return to my studies now. *sighs* I really want to get Persona 3 FES...seems interesting to play..plus I was reading the manga.
lol I finally got back to playing Final Fantasy VIII yesterday...*sighs* you really need time to play these games..there aren't many save points T_T

I wonder how Nabari no Ou is turning out...oh well


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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21700113/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21700113/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 13:28:29 PST
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....i really want the Prince of Tennis Driving Smash:Genius Side Special Edition which comes with ubberly goody goods
dunno if there is any left since it came out last year T_T
comes with little Seigaku purse, Prince of Tennis case for your DS Lite, screen protection with Ryoma design on it, charm, and a box of trading cards that you can use to upload characters or outfits ^_^.

[link]

why am i always obsessed with Prince of Tennis during crucial time? >_<
anywayz, I'm also keeping up with Kuroshitsuji. Ciel is sooo kakkoi(cool)!!

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21544436/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21544436/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 01:31:31 PST it is really bad for me to get this obsession worse than my KH obsession lol
because Tennis no Oujisama has sooooo many things to look at...manga, anime, music, Dream Live musical, etc. I'm really sad that it ended (manga) T_T...i didn't want it to end...and the ending wasn't really that satisfying...but then again..the manga had to end once Seishun Gakuen (Seigaku) becomes Japan's No. 1 team.
no RyomaxSakuno...though...only a very short part but I wont say this cuz it'll spoil about wut happened to Ryoma during the later chapters..
there is the Momoshiro and Ryoma "best friend" moment also. wahhhhh...if u haven't finish reading..finish!!
i got into this series around 5th or 6th grade i think...I learned a bit of tennis over the summer in 5th. lol but now I just stick with running cross country. lol the reason why i picked it up..was cuz I thought Ryoma look hot lol.

]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21292624/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21292624/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 23:23:44 PST w-inds.: [link]
LM.C: [link]
I just finished a sketch design for LEAD today. The next few that i'll be working on would be a couple of my friends fave music artists..well i like them too as well. I shall do one for DBSK, Antic Cafe, Panic at the Disco, WFL (w-inds.,Flame,LEAD); girugamesh, naitomea,..a lot i suppose
maybe I'll make an anime one later..and then create some T-shirt designs w/ my Innocence is a Sorrow OCs. hehehe..it's soo much fun to design t-shirts type of stuff . I wanna buy that book about how to cut up T-shirts and turn them to something cool...i must relearn simple sewing again and how to work the sewing machine...i forgot how >_<;

I'm hoping to put these on T-shirts or tote bags. lol...but I have to get all of my college applications done first! Then, my mom will let me work on the T-shirts etc. ^_^

omg this song is sooo addicting
BoA Kwon's Eat You Up for US release. I like this version of MV better
[link]

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21024328/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21024328/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 22:02:23 PDT
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:
Journey by w-inds.

Waking Up:
Endless Moment by w-inds.

First Day At School:
Replace by Hamasaki Ayumi

Falling In Love:
The Middle by Jimmy Eats World
...so i'm guessing i'll be stuck in a love triangle lol

During a sex scene, you scream:
Wasurenagusa (Forget-Me-Not) by w-inds.
.....ok this is very awkward

Fight Song:
Rewrite by Asian Kung-fu Generation

Breaking Up:
Fake by Mr. Children

After getting drunk you say:
OVER by HIGH and MIGHTY COLORS

Prom:
Koiyake by NEWS
"Yeee-ah Yeah Yee-ah Yeah yeahhhh...Now we melt and we kiss..and we touch as we love..."

At your speech after you become prom queen/king you say:
Song 4 u by w-inds.

Life's OK:
Colorless Wind by Aira Yuki (Sola Opening)

Mental Breakdown:
Love is Message by w-inds.
lol..yeah love totally gives me a mental breakdown..or more like a headache at times..mostly in times of contradiction and denial

Driving:
Shiny Road by FLAME
lol wow..this totally fits the prompt..love the Izaki twins voice!! Yusuke!!

Flashback:
A Fool by BIG BANG
..*sighs* yes we all do foolish things in our past

Getting Back Together:
Dirty by Naitomea (NIGHTMARE)
...this sounds wrong lol

Wedding:
Cocktail by Hysteric Blue (Spiral: Suiri no Kizuna ending)
lol enjoying a whole bunch of cocktails with lil umbrellas!!

Birth of Child:
Gift by w-ind
A child truly is the greatest gift to parents in the world.

Paying the Dues:
Background music for Dance Corner @ w-inds. Journey Concert
..hmmm..i have no dues to pay so i'll be dancing!!!

Your deepest secret:
IT'S UP TO YOU by The Brilliant Green
lol u get to guess about it yourself

Night Before War:
Sakura Kiss by Kawabe Chieco
i totally would kiss my beloved before war

Final Battle:
Fundamental Loop by FLAME


Moment of Triumph:
Time to Dance by Panic! at the Disco
Nice!!! HAVE SOME COMPOSURE WHERE IS YOUR POSTURE OHHH NO NOOOO!! YOU'RE PULLING THE TRIGGER PULLING THE TRIGGER ALL WRONG!!

Death Scene:
Bambism of Asia by DA PUMP
no idea....i forget why i even have this song on my i-pod..the only song that i like from DA PUMP is "Like This" and "ALRIGHT"

Funeral Song:
Saigo no Kajitsu (The Last Fruit) by Sakamoto Maya (Tsubasa Reservoire Chronicles OVA Ending)
beautiful funeral song

End Credits:
Paradox by w-inds.

FIN
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~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21010304/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/21010304/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 23:58:43 PDT oh well the other time i slept at like 1:00 am and I still manage to run fast and get 1st in the JV race. *sighs* yes you can call me crazy.
If it were varsity...I sooo would not get first lol..probably be like in the middle.
If you don't have patience to read another of my drabbles, then don't read it.

anywayz...yes I am currently obsessed with MiharuxYoite. why?
they are cute together? ...sure why not...
lol but really i'm more interested in couples that have an undefined relationship...like it's not going to be like voila they are a couple!! but they share a stronger bond..probably beyond love. it's not like that cheesy kind..it's deeper..and yes I usually like stories like this more actually.just like in Mary Gentle's "Ilario: The Lion's Eye" and the second book "Ilario: The Stone Golem"( maybe u heard of these book or not..it's very limited..but u can check it out at the Fantasy/Science Fiction place at ur bookstore...)anywayz the "love" relationship b/w Ilario (who is apparently also a hemaphrodite *cough cough* the also refers to u-know-who if u got far enough in Nabari no Ou *the manga reveals more*) and Rekhmire (just some spy who bought him as a scribe/slave) is like YoitexMiharu's relationship...i mean they both don't have to straight out say "I love you"...just through their actions and concerns it's a bit obvious that there is something deeper between the two.
lol i suppose Ilario and Rekhmire's relationship is further revealed towards the end of the second book...in a funny and a slightly inappropriate way (well nothing happened..NOTHING can happen cuz they both can NOT do it anywayz cuz Rekmire is castrated..the reason why Ilario in the first book was like why did u ruining yourself to Rekhmire..cuz hemaphrodites are the black sheep in society for the book)...i laughed at Rekmire's reaction lol. yes i suppose the book is another way to discuss the issue of sexism in society (well mostly ancient history)
there goes psychology AP again..."companionate love" as they define it..usually this is the type of love you may feel after marriage..ur love is not just about passion but it is about caring for the other (actually more than that you get the point..Miharu and Yoite is a prime example)

oohhh downloaad for Ep 22 just finished...perfect timing!

ok so that's the end of my drabble...yes i do write random journal entries at times. thanx for bearing w/ it. Good night!

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20938319/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20938319/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 14:09:29 PDT Even though my cousin told me about this manga/anime in like Spring 2008, I finally got the chance to check out Nabari no Ou. Well..i actually ran into to accidentally on mangafox.com..and then was like this looks oddly familiar and was like AHHH IT'S THAT BOY (aka Miharu) lol. The first time that my cousin should it to me..the comic was in raw scans. I like these type of story..stories like Nabari no Ou.
An art book just came out 0_0 i wanna get it! lol I went to Kinokuniya yesterday, but they don't have it yet...but found Volumes 1-8 in Japanese..lol I would buy Volume 9 if they had it..cuz i like that one (if u read it..u would know wut i am talking about) anywayz..the manga is still ongoing...i'm left with a cliff hanger X_X

ohh..i also took a look at some Japanese magazines there. There was one really nice magazine (paper is like photobook thick) with LM.C and AN CAFE. I was going to get it..but it was $20 and i was like. (lol my mom was looking at the magazines too to see what kinda things i like..and helping me find one with w-inds. on the cover) i rather save money for something else...like w-inds. new single (omg i love the new songs) and the Nabari no Ou Artbook....i really want to go back to France to see if they have the Nabari no Ou translated there...since they are kinda ahead of America in most manga. i should have bought more manga there T_T cuz i like the manga quality in France better (but i was afriad my parents would get mad...apparently not..cuz they were like aihhh just buy it so u wont regret it. They know i probably treasure these more than the souvenirs 0_0..thus they are saying my spending on souvenirs is more wasteful than buying the mangas lol) and I can understand most of it still. i don't feel like buying English manga anymore >_>.

okay. i should get back to homework and college apps. I can't wait to get college applications done T_T...one stress down after i get them finished.
Ja ne!

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]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20432014/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20432014/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 23:58:26 PDT
Set your music player to random/shuffle and put the song as the answer.

1. What will the weather be like?
"Crazy" by Se7en
9_9; ok....

2. Love Forecast?
"Take over" by Ryohei Yamamoto
lol except I don't have anyone nor any interest...dunno..lol go for the bishies! Hongo Kanata!

3. Money Forecast?
"Kirieda" by w-inds.
..."You're Beautiful"...lol dunno..good money i hope..really need it >_<


4. School/work -related matters?
"Long Road" by w-inds.
LOL my favorite song
...yup soo true...mada mada dane

5. Physical Health?
"Grow up" by Hysteric Blue
0_0 ok...

6. Dealings with Relatives?
"We Only Smile For Pictures V2" by ZXP (band consisting of my friends and I)

7. Dealings with Friends?
the music from the dance corner of w-inds. Journey concert
sooo...i guess we dance dance lol

8. This will bring you Good Luck.
Voyage by Hamasaki Ayumi
TAKE A TRIP YAY!!

9. This must be avoided.
Kibouhou by Strawberry Jam
0_0 i forgot wut the title means >_<

10. General Advice:
"We Only Smile For Pictures V1" by ZXP (band consisting of my friends and I)
again...lol

I really should sleep 0_0....sleep early to get ready for a race on Friday....



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20364240/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20364240/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 20:05:41 PDT _< Good thing I drank like 150 oz of water before the race 0_0; that's a lot of water!! anywayz. oh I also saw one of my grade school friends in the race...well she was right next to me in the race..then past me..so my time was off hers by 6 seconds. i was glad to see her, cuz over the summer she e-mail me telling me that she might not be able to do XC cuz of an injury...but glad it got better ^_^
anywayz...i should be getting back to homework..but it's late T_T and I'm tired -_-;....and i should eat dinner 9o9...but i'm watching Total Drama Island now...
still waiting for the subs of Ep 8 and 9 for Seigi no Mikata.
yay two of my friends' b-days are coming up this coming week!


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20251290/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20251290/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:01:49 PDT yay i am sooo happy to see all of my buddies..lol we all 'migrated'our lockers to new spots..b/c we were all separated from each other...and the original lockers that we had were towards the end of the hall..soo we moved up closer to the doors..and also sitting spots...cuz the other end is full of another group....I like love 's locker!! ahhhhhhh..JaeJoong!! oh..i still need to see 's locker lol..and i need to decorate mine...and my agenda bookie too.
anywayz...I helped out at the Tapestry Arts Festival yesterday with my cross country team. I was working in the Sculpture sections...so we had to help the artist construct a tree out of paper mache. lol We also got little kids to help...oh...and most of them were girls. many of the little boys were like "it's sticky...i don't want to get dirty" 0_0 but the girls just go at it LOL. One boy was asking his little brother to join in...and the lil bro was like "I don't like getting sticky" and then the older bro was like "Come on! You're a boy!" LOL anywayz..that was fun.
Later, I dropped by to Michael's and got one of those Klutz kits again...this tiem on Bead Loom Bracelets...it is really hard >_< ahhh just stringing the loom too long..and beading was >_< THE NEEDLE WONT GO THROUGH THE BEADS!!!...so i had to start all over T_T and then redo it..i only got like 8 rows done T_T...that's not a lot..considering it's using sand beads. *sighs* It'll take me a while to finish this bracelet..i hope to get the hang of this so i can make one for all of my buddies...but if not a bracelet...a ring then. well then again i bought this kit..b/c i didn't know what to do with all the other sand beads i have..plus all the other beading books i have were complicated designs and used various beads...not to mention that the books were in Japanese..although pics are shown..yeah...
Now I'm doing homework...sighs..back to school for reals now
although tomorrow is labor day..i still have to get up early..cuz i have cross country at 8:30 am tomorrow. ok i shall get back to my homework.



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20159478/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/20159478/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 01:04:34 PDT
Day After Tomorrow's Horoscope!

Set your music player to random/shuffle and put the song as the answer.

1. What will the weather be like?
"All Systems Go" by East Clubbers vs DJ Muh
I'm guessing good, clear weather then XD

2. Love Forecast?
"Robust Conviction" by girugamesh [link]
0_0...uhhh..so i'll be guilty of love?

3. Money Forecast?
Hollow Bastion by YokoShimomura
ahhh I love this song from KH..but not the fact that I'll be broke T_T

4. School/work -related matters?
Christmas Night by Wada Kouji
lol It'll be relaxing. I finished all of my summer work...just need to pack books, pencils, notebooks, and goodies for locker ^_^

5. Physical Health?
Feel the Fate by w-inds. [link]aJ21UE2FAk
lol pretty energetic

6. Dealings with Relatives?
"It's Up to You" by The Brilliant Green

7. Dealings with Friends?
Haruka Kanata by Asian Kung-fu Generation [link]
lol

8. This will bring you Good Luck.
"Pieces" by w-inds. [link]
^_^ lol pieces of what? 0_0 i wonder...

9. This must be avoided.
akane by Nightmare
[link]
ack i dunno what "Akane" (茜 means.

10. General Advice:
"Big Bang" by Big Bang
WTF! 0_0 sooo party..i guess >_>;
______________________________________________
hmm..that was boring >_< got sidetracked in it (1 am now) okay 2nd try

1. What will the weather be like?
"Viens me voir" (trans. Come see me) by Jenifer
I guess good weather 0_0;
2. Love Forecast?
Stand up! by Lead (KHR ED 6)
LOL but I don't have any one soo yeah ^_^; lol oh well..

3. Money Forecast?
Top of the World by w-inds.
YES!! I SHALL BE RICH AND OWE YOU MORTALS!! ok now that totally isn't me...I'M HUNGRY I WANT PIZZA I WANT FAST FOOD I WANT FRENCH FRIES I WANT CHEETOS!!!

4. School/work -related matters?
FANTASY by Alice Nine
lol yeah i'm done with summer homework..only need to pack stuff for 1st day of school tomorrow...

5. Physical Health?
That Boy Waiting for Me by The Brillian Green
0_0 WTF. ok so i will have a certain someone to bug my mind T_T; ok...
anywayz i really like this song ^_^

6. Dealings with Relatives?
Tonight by DBSK

7. Dealings with Friends?
Love is Waiting For You by The Brilliant Green
i really like this song too, i wonder if I still have the guitar tabs..hmmm

8. This will bring you Good Luck.
Summer Madness by Lead
LOVE THIS SONG! lol well might as well enjoy the last day of summer

9. This must be avoided.
Top Secret by w-inds.
WUT?!!! XD ahhh i wont know wut to avoid...dun dun..XD

10. General Advice:
Crazy by Se7en
*listens* "WARNING WARNING THE DRAMA KING IS IN THE BUILDING THE DRAMA KING IS IN THE BUILDING" ...ok
_________end of that_______
ROCK ROCK THE LMC. [link]
http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19944364/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 23:51:14 PDT lol but i do get jealous of Mirai since she always end up co-starring with all the cute japanese guys, such as w/ Miura Haruma (the main guy, Hiro, in Koizora)in 14 Sai no Haha, with Kamiki Ryunosuke, Kaname Jun, and Yamada Ryosuke (part of Hey!Say!Jump!) in Tantei Gakuen Q, and then now she gets to act with Hongo Kanata-kun in Seigi no Mikata!
lol i really like watching Seigi no Mikata...cuz Kanata is taking..a cuter role i guess you could say. Most of his past role held a loner personality. Now, he's acting as Okamoto Riku aka the popular, and soon-to-be crush of Nakata Yoko (Shida Mirai). ahhh you get to see him laugh and smile more. However, since that is not the focus of the story..there are only certain RikuxYoko moments...not to mention how Yoko gets slapped by Riku's childhood friend, Chika..hehehe rivalry.
anywayz...in the lil sneak preview of ep 7..ahhh i think it was..it should Riku holding Yoko's hand! kyaaa!! XD how lucky to get Hongo Kanata to hold her hand!! lol then again, it is acting.
yes i am a Hongo Kanata fan girl...i was actually quite surprised 0_0..i think only until high school that i've really start fanning over celebrities.
anywayz..BUT i'm not one of those crazy fangirls who goes like "I HATE THAT GIRL FOR STEALING HIM". >_< I find it a bit absurd..sure i'll go like awww too bad..but gosh i'll be happy that the guy actually had the time for a love life or dating (but most of them are prevented from dating until they reach a certain age) I wonder how long will it be until w-inds. find someone they love T_T..lol when Tachibana Keita was 14 or 15, he answered a question about his future and he said that he hoped to get married by age 21 or 22 somewhere there. kinda early i find it...but it was back in the days when ppl used to get married earlier..now times have changed. *sighs* especially...since they are busy now with their careers..no time for dating and love etc.
anywayz..i still think Shida Mirai looks cuter with Yamada Ryosuke though lol. not to mention how in an interview Yamada Ryosuke was like "She's very different from other girls. She's so cool and unique." I hope they act in a drama or something together in the future again.

lol dude i've only watched the RAW version of Seigi no Mikata ep 6..but then i can still understand a bit..just by watching and knowing the story. lol..i can't wait for the subs. i want to understand what Riku said to Yoko when they had to cook curry for the evil sister.

oh yeah. i went to the bookstore today, since i had to hang out somewhere close by cross country practice. So I decided to read one of Tad William's books because Patrick Rothfuss (author of The Name of the Wind) says that he is one of his favorite authors..so i thought I might also like Tad William's work as well (well he is also a well-known Sci-fi/Fantasy writer). So the first book i pick up was Shadowplay..lol later on i stopped cuz i found out it was a book 2. Book 1 is Shadowmarch. So I switched to reading "Rite", which is just a collection of his shortstories. My favorite short story from it was "Child of an Ancient City". If you read it, you'll know why..because I love those types of stories that draw sorrow and sympathy for a character.
here's the book if you are curious: [link]
http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19906709/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 22:23:36 PDT yeah welcome to another of my random journal entries..maybe i'm kinda in a happy mode b/c i'm tired from XC practice, ate two cookies and 1 wrether original's hard candy (I LOVE THAT CANDY!!), listened to a part of An Cafe's new song "Summer Drive, and watching Lead's UPTURN concert in 2006...performing "Summer Madness"..and they are all wearing random things including a bear cap, bunny ears, cat ears,..and one of them is just a wrapped towel(i think it was Shinya).
so i shall share them with you. Ok..since this one is short, here's An Cafe's Summer Drive.
[link]
Love Miku's vocals. lol and Miku playing the drums on Yu-ki's head. lol love the parts where Miku groups up with Yu-ki and Kanon then singing together. lol soo happy to catch a glimpse of Teruki on the drums..i was like ahhh they are blocking him..then there was a sudden close up at 00:24...yeah only one second but still love it!! closing with Takuya's guitar solo. I love this band and their songs. Always keep my "Nyappy" and happy.
oh yeah just found. Q&A at Fanime for An Cafe. "If you could cosplay an anime character, who would it be?" Watch to find out. I love Yu-ki's answer! [link]

Next is my other favorite J-pop boy band, Lead. You might have heard this band from Katekyo Hitman Reborn's Ending # 6 with song "Stand Up". (ED # 7 is Ame Ato by w-inds.) They also started the same time as w-inds. and Flame. also known as the whole group as band buddies "wFL" (w-inds., FLAME, Lead) I love these trio boy bands under Pony Canyon! ;D As for my fave members in each band..listed here
w-inds. : Chiba Ryohei
FLAME: Izaki Yusuke and also former band member Kyohei Kaneko (he later went off solo)
Lead: Furuya Keita (i usually refer to him as Keifu as most fans do..to not get confused with Tachibana Keita from w-inds.)

Anywayz..back to Lead So here's a performance of their song "Summer Madness"
[link]
Cat ears and fan: Furuya Keita
Bunny ears: Nakadoi Hiroki
Teddy bear cap: Kagimoto Akira
White towel bandanna:Tanuichi Shinya
I really want Akira's teddy bear cap!
another performance of Summer Madness..more dancing. they looks hot here. especially at the part when Shinya (guy in white hat)starts rapping and they dance in the back..ahhh keifu sooo cute and smexy!
[link]
other vids of Lead
First song i heard from them: Show me the way [link]
lol their lil boys
Song I love: Drive Alive [link]

okay let's end this small summer music fest with w-inds.'s "Stay". I can't find "Summer Days" online, so i'll use Stay instead
[link]



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19808695/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19808695/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:40:06 PDT the first night w/ it...i still had nightmares >_<; geez i really wonder what goes through my head at night *shivers*
So I was like I HATE YOU PILLOW!!
The next 2 nights after...well..I ended up just hugging the pillow instead...*sighs* i can't sleep w/ my head on it..it's too thin..anywayz...I had REALLY GOOD DREAMS!!! like omg i haven't had a good dream for a loooonnnggg time!!
hehehehe...so i apologized to my pillow...a lot...today lol and thanked it for the good dreams...yes i'm really out of it now..
so i learned..yeah...i can't sleep with my head on that pillow...i just have to hug it..
my mom later asked me how many pillows i actually have on my bed...i have 4. Two are for my head..cuz i hate sleeping flat..one for hugging..and then one as like a leg rest..so i don't get random leg cramps at night. lol Now, how does all of those 4 pillows fit on my lil twin size bed..with teddy bears? I dunno.
hehehehe...so i hope the good dream 'marathon' will continue. lol


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19563581/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19563581/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:58:54 PDT _<;. I kinda got scraped again T_T *sighs* i think some of us (incl. me) ran about 6.8 mi today... Z_Z

Anywayz, I got a drawing tablet! ahhhh...I love it!! It's sooo much easier to outline with the pen tool compared to a mouse lol...i also can do things faster..now I just need to practice using Adobe Photoshop lol...i don't have it on the laptop that i'm using now...only on the ancient desktop..which i only use just for Adobe Photoshop 6.0 (yes the old version but hey it still works ^_^) soo far I only completed one pic with my tablet. I colored an old pic that I did a loooong time ago. This lil fellow here [link]

ack i'm so tired...no drawing on tablet today..maybe I'll just doodle some more pics. i have community service tomorrow. bye bye



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19455690/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19455690/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 23:13:13 PDT lol I also learned an interesting fact today as well from one of my forum buddies.
Maya, lead singer of LM.C, is a fan of w-inds. as well!! lol i was very surprised and happy to hear this. well, they are under the same company, Pony Canyon. lol but it's so cool! lol I also found a pic of them together so yeah.
ahhh i really should go to sleep....so tired >_<; night night.
hmmm...i should draw a collaboration pic of all of my favorite music artists/groups. lol



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19381507/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19381507/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:14:57 PDT , , and Clair (i wonder if she has a dA 0_0) went to a Japanese Obon festival. It was really...well small. But it had good food!!! Anywayz..I bet you are wondering why the subject title is "Flying Tempura".
lol I told that I'm putting this on here. So anywayz, we were both trying to find at this small/crowded festival; until saw her across the street. I was right next to , busy eating my tempura until < (not Big Bang) ran into me when she was trying to run off and hide/scare ....sooo one of my tempura technically flew out of the little box it was in on to the pavement..but hey 10 sec rule...i picked it up..and it's all good lol. CHOMP!! I suppose the funniest part was the fact that we were both near an ambulance..so when we bumped to each other the ambulance ppl were like ARE YOU OKAY?!! and we were just laughing like crazy saying "we're fine"..then ambulance ppl were like "teenagers..." lol
anywayz did not manage to scare b/c i called 's name and she turned around and spotted !! *sighs* good times. later on, we all met up with Clair and ate red bean paste pancakes (ahhh it's been a long time since i've eaten a freshly made one)!! sooo good.
hmm...we also visited a small Japanese market place constantly to buy Calpico and other random stuff (Pocky, snacks, japanese version of shonen jump, etc). lol I bought Nakayoshi (by Kodansha..also the mag where CCS was in) just for the Shugo Chara pencil bag that came with the fat/light shoujo manga magazine. lol i was also happy to find AAA (the manga) in there! My parents said that I was pretty 'out of the blue' yesterday lol...they were like "you didn't even see us when you and your friends passed by our table!! lol u were so busy having fun talking lol!!" 0_0 I was like heh?!! u were there?!! I also didn't notice the cross country assistant coach until like 45 secs later of wondering why the heck did a stranger with a mohawk pat me on the head (cuz my friends and I let he and his friend get out of the store 1st b4 we enter) then when it finally hit me i was like "ahhhh..Coach!!" lol at least I was able to find my parents at the temple later..so i wasn't that "out of the blue". ahhh too bad i didn't go on Sunday..cuz then I can see my cross country buddy cuz she's helping out at the festival. I think and me were really out of it 0_0...especially after t... ]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19291523/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19291523/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:06:55 PDT lol but it is funny that he didn't even notice his chibiness until MUCH later LOL

Gokudera (unaware of his chibiness): Reborn-san!
Reborn: What is it? 9_9
Gokudera: ara...You seem closer to me than usual. ^_^
Reborn: I feel the same way. ^_^;
~~
Gokudera to Tsuna.
Gokudera: "You seem so big" (puppy dog ears appear)9o9
Tsuna: huh? ~_~
Gokudera: Is it your aura? You seem taller than your actual height. >o<
....
Tsuna: ehh? He hasn't notice that he's gotten smaller >_<;
~~~
Gokudera: My legs are little?!
*measuring and checking his body*
Gokudera: I'VE SHRUNK!!!
Tsuna: He just noticed!!
Gokudera: And what is with this chubbiness? (squishy face)

lol i just love those scenes lol



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19241623/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19241623/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 19:04:10 PDT [link] !!!!!!

Yesterday, I ordered w-inds. newest album, 7th Avenue, along with 2 other singles: LM.C's 88 (KHR version) and Tsubaki's Style. hehehe..i looking forward to getting them.

It's really warm today ...ahhhh
Okay..i think i'm going to go back and doodle...or read..or watch stuff...ok



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19127440/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/19127440/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 12:31:46 PDT They are really, really smart kids!
ok anywayz..i'm like in AN CAFE moment now...so i've been watching vids of AN CAFE the past hour...how productive i am >_<; *sighs*...well i'll be going running anywayz later for XC.

anywayz..i never get tired of watching Miku say "Je t'aime" to the Cafeccos in France.
[link]

oh yeah..here's AN CAFE's photoshoot for Zy magazine
[link]
lol i love how they were taking pics with the balloons..then playing balloon volleyball lol

[link]
An Cafe talking about Visual Kei style

random vid of Miku and Kanon:
[link]

[link]
Miku..and Donald..who apparently attacks Miku..KAMEHAAA (DBZ)...

well...there are sooo many vids that you can watch of them ^_^. actually..there aren't many...but they are all entertaining lol


oh dear and i losing interest in w-inds. 0_0...well i'll just state that i'm not as crazy as before...cuz not much new news is coming out about them except...THEIR NEW ALBUM 7th Avenue IS COMING OUT THIS WEDNESDAY JULY 2!!...i still need to order it >_<..but i feel like getting some LM.C stuff too...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..LM.C is coming to ANIME EXPO and I can't go ;_;..cuz i have SSLP >_<..so i can't just go off to LA and see them >_<...i hope they come to Fanime.

ok i should get back to work now >_<



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18978112/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18978112/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 06:11:16 PDT _<...i just think i should get on with the story...*sighs*

lol Roxas!! So happy about you at Warp Tour with Gabe lol! u should totally make him the plushie!!

Music time!
Okaeri by Ayaka (ending song for Zettai Kareshi) [link]

Liar Liar by LM.C (aka Lovely-Mocochang.com) [link]
OMG OMG LM.C is going to the ANIME EXPO in LA in like first week of July (days 3 and 5) wahhhh i want to see them!!! but i can't cuz i'll be working on my senior service projects on those days...exactly those day actually wahhhhh. oh well..at least i got to see AN CAFE this year..so i'm pretty content

Yurameki by Dir en Grey [link]

One Love by Arashi [link]

again i never get tired of this song
Style by Tsubaki (the band)
[link]

Le Ciel by KAT-TUN [link]




]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18705355/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18705355/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 21:46:15 PDT ohhh...i was about to transfer music into my Creative Mp3 player (it has a voice recorder as well)..and I found a I-thought-it-never-existed recording of audio of the AN CAFE concert >_< I was like what is this..and then heard screaming..the bass vibrations..and then Miku's voice!! apparently. i must have accidently pressed the button of the recorder in the crowd b/c the voice recorder was in the front pocket of my purse 0_0;
...and to think that I discovered this like one week and 5 days l8r 0_0;
oh well...i can't hear anything...especially during the songs...cuz the amps are really loud..and i could only get the vibrations of it...although i did catch AN CAFE's introduction..when they were saying their names and stuff....Yu-ki's part was the clearest. ahhhh but still there's a lot of background noise...T_T i was very surprised that the last 25 min of the concert got recorded....T_T...
LOL oh well..i saved the file to my comp..and shall copy it into a cd...lol just for a memory of An Cafe concert...my first concert lol ^_^

ok i should go to sleep soon T_T

i've been watching the Live Drama version of Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)
It's totally different from the manga..except the idea of the girl getting a robot boyfriend..and the names of some of the characters...but it is totally different from the manga...lol so gotta watch both.




]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18671412/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18671412/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 23:01:25 PDT
It is called 恋空 or Koizora or Sky of Love. It is on crunchyroll [link]
Please watch it, if you get a chance or like Asian films. If you have watched and liked the series One Liter of Tears and the anime Boku ga Ita, then you mostly likely would enjoy this movie. lol I think this has become one of my favorites lol I still love Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru (a slow movie but with a lot of emotions and meaning).
ただ、君を愛してる (Just, Loving You Loving You, Just So Heavenly Forest) aka Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru [link]

hai! oyasumi! *good night*




]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18618583/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18618583/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:16:34 PDT My final is at 9:45 on monday sooo..i've got some time to kill in the morning i guess....i wont be sleeping in..cuz i need my brain to settle in for awhile before a test..or else i get drowzier. also have a meeting for EAC after school, looking forward to that!

*sighs* i always feel more awake before exams T_T...so I don't feel like sleeping now...although I SHOULD!! lol

oh..for new anime...watch Special A. actually..reading it is good too lol
g2g bye




]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18602030/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18602030/ Sat, 31 May 2008 23:36:40 PDT I should go to sleep soon...

i seriously never get tired of reading/looking at this KH fancomic. lol [link]
and i just think this is ubberly cute [link]
and this always makes me laugh!!
[link]
and chibi Roxas remembers that he doesn't have a heart
[link]

lol i also love this video of Kanon of Antic Cafe when he was promoting the album Shikisai Moments and a concert with Pyoko!! lol pleez watch. it is funny, especially Miku's laugh lol
[link]

and here u go again, Sakito from Naitomea (Nightmare) playing super mario lol
[link]



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18503397/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18503397/ Mon, 26 May 2008 00:03:02 PDT the concert started at like 9:00 instead cuz they wanted to have more ppl come in!!! omg IT WAS AWESOME!!!!
lol I was standing...omg and like my friend, Claire and I, kept getting closer and closer to the stage to the point where we can like see the security guards...i think we were like about 10-15 or 20 feet away from AN CAFE!!!! ahhh but tall people blocked me!!! i was standing on my tippy-toes the whole time. lol but i still got to see them!!! i was so happy when I got to see Teruki (the drummer, and my fave member)..omg and see the lead vocals, Miku, he was soo cool *squeal* !! Takuya was just hot playing the guitar!! Kanon was hecka awesome on his bass solos!! Yu-ki lol with his hair and big sunglasses, totally rule the keyboard!!
OMG I WAS SOOOOO HAPPY WHEN I SAW THEM!!!! :e-love
but wow it was squishy and crowded...and no doubt sweaty :e-sweat
oh just in case u wonder wut they look like..here's a pic of AN CAFE although not the best lol
[URL=[link]
Left to Right
Kanon (bass), Yu-ki (keyboard), Miku (vocals), Takuya (guitar), and Teruki (drums)
Both Yu-ki and Takuya joined the band in 2007, after Bou (former guitar player) left.

oh...i forgot to mention..and i did not realize this until i was at the concert...
AN CAFE: Nyappy Go Around the World is MY VERY FIRST CONCERT IN MY LIFE!! YES MY FIRST CONCERT EVER!!
lol i recorded it in my diary...lol and saved the ticket.
omg i want to thank my BUDDIES!!!especially, and my parents!!! ARIGOTO!!!



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18494017/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18494017/ Sun, 25 May 2008 11:55:46 PDT ooh..and my mom allowed me to go to the AN CAFE concert right after my SAT class...because I told her about how my buddies got me a ticket..and then she was like "well..it seems like u really want to go..so i guess i can take u there?!" omg ARIGOTO KAMI-SAMA!!!

we've got a surprise for you soooo...hehehehe...

wow...i bought a lot of KH stuff this time...last year it was Prince of Tennis. i guess the reason is the fact that i've been playing KH2 in the past week (since like 4ever), read too many SoraxRiku fics, and stared at too many KH fanarts on here lol.



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18456586/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18456586/ Fri, 23 May 2008 00:54:22 PDT _<
ok i shall go to sleep now..it's like coming to 1 am LOL
well...i'm so used to sleeping at this hour anywayz....
ok time for sleepy night night



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18455038/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18455038/ Thu, 22 May 2008 21:25:16 PDT [link]
hmm...i might just do collaboration of pics...and steal some of their poses lol

hehehe...i'm looking forward to Fanime!!
omg...w-inds. new album is out for preorder...ahhh i must really watch my spending at Fanime. lol

]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18435481/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18435481/ Wed, 21 May 2008 17:34:27 PDT ahhhh...i need to take my driver's permit test >_<; oh dear.....
then continue studying for SATs...
oh..and i need to draw the fanart for An Cafe...
okie


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18420162/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18420162/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:05:24 PDT
Once I get this paper done, I shall continue working on stuff for French..since my partner and I will be presenting tomorrow. Since the chapter is about a court case, we're deciding to do a role play where each person in the class would be a character in the book..and must play that character throughout the court case. So...we need to create the instructions and questions to ask.
Fanime is coming up! I better watch my wallet...i'm going to France/Spain in the summer. I will mostly likely shop more at the Artist Station then the actual shops lol, cuz i like those goodies better. hehehehe..SoraxRiku...i want to buy doujinshis!!

ahhh..i'm really hungry!! Tomorrow, in APUSH, we'll be having a small party (well food party) while everyone present their history projects.
ok i shall get back to that paper. bye bye


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18382822/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18382822/ Sun, 18 May 2008 12:35:30 PDT yeah...i just found out today..that I'm going to miss An Cafe's concert...because my mom signed me up for an SAT review class...and it has to be like DURING THE CONCERT!!! why can't it be in the morning grrrr!! or on Saturday AHHHHH!! I F***ING HATE THIS!! I have been looking forward to this..like ever since Claire told me that An Cafe was going to Fanime! i was kinda surprised how upset i was...cuz i just walked up stairs and feel like tearing up. i dunno partially it is because i have been missing out a lot of stuff due to school work etc, and I really need a freakin break! and technically...the one main reason i would go to Fanime this year...is because of An Cafe..or else I would not go...ahh and it's their 1st performance in the US!! wut makes it worse if that i get mad at my parents especially when they are like "how come u didn't register early?" and i'm like "You didn't allow me to register early!!"
*sighs* ok they are just like that it wasn't w-inds., naitomea, or girugamesh else i would really be upset!!

hehehe..^_^ i think as long as my friend, Claire, is able to go..everything is cool..because she's the ultimate,crazy An Cafe fan of my friends and also the one who introduced An Cafe to me. lol ^_^

ok...so i still really don't know if i would go for the early half of fanime...cuz i might go on Monday instead when the tickets are cheaper and even though the stuff be sold is left over...prices may be lowered a bit...and if i go like SUPER early..i might get a chance at getting the autograph voucher for An Cafe...and then it would give me sometime to create a fanart for them. i'll see how everything goes...ok now i'll go back to my project for history but b4 that i shall read SoraxRiku fanfic again..to make me happy lol i think i like the idea of SoraxRiku more than Kingdom Hearts o_0


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18372565/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18372565/ Sat, 17 May 2008 19:50:38 PDT yeah I watched the movie this morning; it is awesome!! So if you haven't watched this movie yet..see it!!
that's all i will say...if u want spoilers find them somewhere else...or READ THE BOOK!!!!

I only read the 1st book of Chronicles of Narnia a long time ago...*sighs* i should borrow the books again..and reread them....talking about reading i still need to read the 7th book of HP >_<;...i dunno...i like reading Harry Potter but i'm not that crazy about it as most of my other friends are lol.

hehehe..i was looking back at some my songs from my i-pod. here's Life is Beautiful by FLOW [link]
and Colors by FLOW [link]

oh..i forgot to also show this..of the lil disney food collection [link] they're cookies!!



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18343840/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18343840/ Thu, 15 May 2008 21:28:16 PDT anywayz....i was looking stuff up on Barbie for my history project. Since we have to create a visual display, I planning on making a doll house..and in it would be like the history of barbie and her impact on American society. I'm glad that I kept my Build-A-Bear box...cuz i'm using that LOL.
oh..i have always been obssessed with these Japanese minature toys by Re-ment.
hehehe they just came out with a disney food set!!!
[link]
it's soo cool, and the minatures are sooo detailed!!
ok...since i finish hw..and i can't do anything..i think i'll go to sleep early FOR ONCE...since i'm feeling a bit rotten now....ahhh i really hate this week...


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18328186/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18328186/ Wed, 14 May 2008 21:11:15 PDT I want to make A LOT of buttons!!
I love this song by UVERworld..called Chance
[link]
my fave part is when
as u can tell..work load has gone due..since i finished 3 AP exams. lol still have work for French (bleh)..and small projects for APES and APUSH...that will all be done like next week on Tuesday and Wednesday.....
love the part when TAKUYA∞ sings the chorus
"Kanau hazu nai ano hi no yume ga
Imada ni mune no naka matataku kara
Itsudatte toki wa saisho made modoreru
Akirame naide
Oikake tsudukete itai yo "
the translation of that part

"The dream of that day, which has no chance of coming true
Is still twinkling in my heart
Time always returns to the beginning
Don't give up
I want to always keep chasing it"
translation of whole song can be found here
[link]

*sighs* i was just studying/reviewing for SATs...now i want to watch vids and draw lol
i should upload the random "stress" sketches that i did the past few days lol
u know..maybe i would play video games...i haven't played it for soo long...hmm..FFX or KH or KH2


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18307939/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18307939/ Tue, 13 May 2008 15:57:27 PDT ok so APs are done YAY!! but still have projects; and i'm finishing my reflection for SSLP proposal....*sighs* i don't get it...we're repeating the same thing again..*sighs*
i shall get that overwith..and then finish up other crappy homework..bleh
oh i drew two things (Tsuna from KHR and Ryo from Penguin Revolution) yesterday...while i was stressing about APES (turns out that the test wasn't that bad) actually...anywayz..i think i draw better when i am stressed..sadly enough
maybe i should eat a snickerdoodle cookie...that always makes me feel better...or read a SoraxRiku fanfic
ahhh I SHALL FINISH ALL OF THIS CRAP OF HOMEWORK AND THEN I CAN PLAY!!!! okay that should do it...


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18260865/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18260865/ Sat, 10 May 2008 17:08:31 PDT
oh then my parents came home..and brought me a box of snickerdoodle cookies!!! yay!! SUGAR RELIEVES STRESS!!!
I totally need it in this hectic month of May!!

OMG!! the one thing i really want..A BUTTON MAKER!! (or pin maker)
[link]
I used to be able to make a tons at school, but when the art teacher left..she took the button maker with her (since it's hers). ahh...i really want to make buttons...actually i like to make/personalize a lot of stuff to show who i am lol. i should ask for this..for my b-day present...if everyone just cheaps in for it..i don't mind just getting that one thing for my b-day lol
i think i'm in the mood for pins and buttons due to the new app. i added on my facebook..called "Flair"
u can like create your own pins and display them virtually..ahh but i want the real thing!!
ok i shall go back to studying
tomorrow is mother's day..shall wake up early cuz we are going to brunch! lol


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18188436/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18188436/ Mon, 05 May 2008 21:04:59 PDT
i feel like drawing...but then i don't really know what to draw...please give me some ideas..*cough cough* especially
i shall go back to studying for US history...and do the practice MC questions...i should probably also finish up my proposal for SSLP..but i need to ask the teacher some questions again..b4 i actually continue writing the evaluation part and reflection part
so....i might just try..to continue writing my story again...(which had only be revealed to 2 ppl, not including myself). *sighs* writer's block sucks...i ended up rewriting the original version of the story..which i had wrote in 7th grade...sighs After all the editing and fix up...i shall start passing it out to some ppl to review..i should do that now actually *sighs* i'll figure it out lol



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18167577/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18167577/ Sun, 04 May 2008 15:43:31 PDT Ensuite, je taperai en anglaise.
lol soo...since studying time usually equals drawing time..might be posting some more things up...i wonder what i should draw....any suggestions?



]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18162138/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18162138/ Sun, 04 May 2008 09:52:14 PDT now why am i saying this...because i have the French ap exam is TOMORROW..and i SUCK @ French. now that i think about it...i don't even know why i insisted myself to just take the exam but ahhhhhhh I need to listen to more French than Japanese *sighs*
so no w-inds. today
I wish we had Japanese at our school...even though i know it'll be harder (especially for the writing in Kanji and hirigana) i really don't mind!!!
ok i'll go back to studying now


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18110459/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18110459/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 23:48:28 PDT 's journal...i got All Time Low's version of "Umbrella" stuck in my head...
"ella...ella..a..a..a"
*shakes her head*
so anywayz..i'm suppose to be in study mode..but i'm not...instead i am reading random fanfics, especially SoraxRiku (YAOI RULES!!) and a SakunaxRyoma (not yaoi) fanfic.
guess that i'm kinda tired...after being in SAT2 Math class..for 3 hours..though it was good..and took care of my studying for the exam on Saturday.
*sighs*
hehehe..i can't wait for all exams, SSLP proposals, etc to be over...FANIME IS COMING UP SOON = AN CAFE IS COMING HERE SOON!!! at first, i was thinking of not going to fanime..but since An Cafe is coming...i'm soooo going now!! must bring camera and autograph book.

*sighs* i think i'm starting to get my KH fandom back again...i think i have always been more of a SoraxRiku fan..not that i don't mind SoraxKairi but..just those lil story for SoraxRiku are sooo cute...lol the AkuRoku goodness too *smiles*

i need to get back to drawing again...i wrote a random chapter for my random story (that has only been revealed to...2 ppl..the old old original version was to 6 ppl)...that still needs work as well.
ok sleepy time. night night





]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18015704/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/18015704/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 23:21:31 PDT [link]
"Ooh gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency
Is something I can't shake (yeah)
Ooh gotta get outta here
And I'm begging you
I'm begging you
I'm begging you to be my escape"
yes i'm feeling kinda rotten now...and drained out..so yeah..*sighs* i really need my dose of sugar..BOURBON LYCHEE GUM!! lol...i should listen to w-inds. that'll make me feel better..hopefully.
..i should just write a poem now..i'm always better at it when i feel like this...but i'm lazy

Plus for those who knows how much i love to make fan videos for w-inds. check some of them out...i made a new account on yt to reupload them
[link]

My veoh has lil bit more as well lol.
[link]

oh and this w-inds. fan vid that i made with song Caramelldansen, Hamster Dance, Dub-I-Dub, and Sandstorm.
[link]
yeah...w-inds. do make me feel better now lol


]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17963159/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17963159/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 16:42:16 PDT linkie: [link]
oh oh oh u gotta watch this too...my KH buddies
[link]
someone made like KH in anime form vid...so cool!!
here's another one...
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ok i should go back to doing homework ahhhh i procastinate too much ahhhhhhhh
bye bye

]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17932708/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17932708/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 18:54:18 PDT View my entry: [link]
I just entered this contest for fun and just to see how i'll do. And yes, I did dump Shouji (another sketch) for this contest...my buddies will know wut drawing i'm talking about since i am not uploading it up here.
anywayz, now that i'm done with this...time to get back to schoolwork and studying LOL.
oh! i shall be going to see my school's spring musical Zombie Prom tomorrow....i need to prepare signs for my buddies....ok that is all.

]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17857911/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17857911/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 23:40:53 PDT ahhhhh AP testing and SATs are coming up..
I looked at the calendar today..and was like oh..next monday we don't have school..then continue...oh my god AP testing and SATs are soon!!! ahhhhhhhh...

anywayz...i was watching some vids of w-inds. again on this random chinese like youtube site that i found....how did i find it? well i was searching for an episode of Kirarin Revolution..ep 91 yes the one where she goes out on a date with Hiroto-kun!!..and that chinese site was the first thing that popped up on the yahoo search so i watched it there..and found more w-inds. vids there too...lol i was watching some of their old concerts..and Ryohei dance lol
I was also watching a video of them playing darts on a talk show. Techinically, all of guest stars on the show play this game. Your group tries to hit the most points in one shot--you get 3 tries (so 1 turn for Ryohei, Keita, and Ryuichi = 3 tries)
lol Ryohei went first, and got 21 pts. Keita as well. w-inds. was then hoping Ryuichi would hit the middle so that they could be the king of the game (they have to beat 66 points) and a miracle happened Ryuichi darted the middle and got 71 pts for w-inds. lol so w-inds. are the king of the game..lol well this was a long time ago..in 2004 I believe. lol but it was funny to watch how they reacted when they lost and won.
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The dart game is at the very end of the interview...so just leave it to load all the way..and then forward all the way to 10:33.
hehe another of my favorite w-inds. moments is this cm [link]
another of bourbon gum commercial and my fave. lol Mi-chan!! watch it to find out who Mi-chan is and the reason why i like it..besides that w-inds. is in it..
ok i shall go to sleep now ahhhh..toodles..ja ne

]]> ~heartsofthedead http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17755539/ http://heartsofthedead.deviantart.com/journal/17755539/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 21:03:51 PDT 2) Take each answer and type it into the dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday
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2. A place you'd like to travel
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3. Your favorite place
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4. Your favorite object
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it's the teddy bear ppl!!

5. Favorite food
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6. Your favorite animal
*sniff* they're going to be extinct
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7. Your favorite color
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8. The town/state/etc in which you live
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9. Name of past pet
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i'm surprise it has all 3 of them lol. they were fishes by the way.

10. A dream come true
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11. Your nickname/screenname
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all of my choices were my own drawings lol

12. Middle name
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LOL my drawings appeared again...i only had 2 choices for this one...

13. Favorite Smell
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14. Bad habit of yours
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15. Your first job
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16. Favourite Movie
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17. What are you doing right now?
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18. Whats The Weather Like?
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19. Favourite Sport
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20. Favourite Music/Style/Band
style: J-pop group: [link]
J-rock group: [link]
Clubs I'm in:


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