http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:hellbrain&section=today deviantART RSS for by:hellbrain en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 22:15:07 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/25192210/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/25192210/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 06:26:06 PDT This one, Hellbrain, is going to be dropped, I think. I don't ever update it, and it's so old that it doesn't really seem to fit in with everything else that is currently...me? I guess.

ANYWAY. This doesn't mean I'm leaving DA. Nope nope, not at all. But I AM moving~ So, if you're interested and want to friend me, my new gallery is . That's where you'll find me. :3


As for Hellbrain, I'll leave it here, but essentially it's dead.

See you round, all.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/23676140/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/23676140/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 12:54:34 PDT Then again, I do hate fighting with my roommate's scanner. ~___~; I don't think it likes me much...

ANYWAY. Eventually, I'll have things to post here~ Yes indeedy. And so lovely shall they be. :3 But for now, just sorta saying 'holla', as it were. Still alive and all that bollox. Hello to folks like Jades and Star! :3 *wave wave*

Star, my wisdom teeth have been paid a visit to by the void-dentist. XD

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/23135818/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/23135818/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 09:32:38 PST
I don't get it. I was perfectly content to just stay in the back and keep quiet, keep to myself. I've never spoken out (publicly or otherwise) against either Gina or April, and yet I'm still getting called names, being insulted, and told in various phrases that I'm an awful person.
All this after I've done...what, exactly?
Oh, that's right. I haven't done anything. Because, just like the whoooole seven years that I've known the both of them, the only role I ever played was "person in the background, who kind of has an idea of what's going on".
Or, a better term for me would have been "the therapist".

Yeah.
So I've removed Gina's name from my FL on Deviantart. So what? That means she gets to lash out at me and tell me I'm "fake", an "asshole", a "sheep" (meaning blind follower), among other spiteful things? On a public entry? Very classy.
And yet, here I thought MY actions were warranted, since her pals were looking me up on the internet and sending me letters which cussed me out. (And honestly, if they're really your friends, and they're doing something which pertains to your other acquaintances, how can you NOT now what they're getting up to? Not to mention, if you "had nothing to do with it" like you claim, then how did you manage to know exactly which one was harassing me? How did you even know to correct me when I mentioned the wrong person?)

But I'M the asshole, because I decided to say nothing, and quietly remove myself from the situation?

Well. It's good to know where people REALLY stand.
It's good to know which one of you is my REAL friend, and which one just needs to use me as a punching bag because she can't get over the fact that her girlfriend actually left her.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/22163501/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/22163501/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 10:45:44 PST Actually, I need to have these wisdom teeth removed, which will cost money, which I don't have.
Sooo~

-=OPEN FOR SKETCH COMMISSIONS!=-
*One sketch: $5 USD
*I'll draw...anything at all
*Pay with PayPal (Full of convenience!)

Don't want a commission? Help me out, tell your friends!
Interested? Send me a Note!

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/21309713/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/21309713/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 22:57:35 PST
*Put your music player on shuffle and answer the questions.
No skipping.

#1- If someone asks "Are you okay"?
Answer: Massive Attack - Teardrop (totally fitting)

#2- How would you describe yourself?
Answer: Cowboy Bebop Movie OST - Butterfly

#3- What do you like in a guy/girl?
Answer: Buck Tick - Angelic Conversation

#4- How do you feel today?
Answer: Tori Amos - Cruel (Life, that is.)

#5- What's your life's purpose?
Answer: Full Metal Alchemist OST - Ineraseable Sin (...So I'm a pervert?)

#6- What is your motto?
Answer: Aqua Timez - Himawari (Perfecto!)

#7- What do your friends think of you?
Answer: Buck Tick - Baby, I want you (*blush* Ara~)

#8- What do you think of your parents?
Answer: Shoujo Kakumei Utena OST - Virtual Star Hasseigaku (I have no idea what this should mean)

#9- What Do You Think Often?
Answer: Romeo and Juliet soundtrack - Escape From Mantua (bingo)

#10- What is 2+2?
Answer: Sailor Moon Germany OST - Kampfe Sailor Moon

#11- What do you think of your best friend?
Answer: Angel Sanctuary OST - Sanctus

#12- What do you think of the person you like?
Answer: Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy (This might have happened because I don't have a "person I like")

#13- What is your life story?
Answer: Okinawa Minyou - Shima-uta

#14- What do you want to be when you grow up?
Answer: Chaba - Namida (Damn you, indecipherable Japanese lyrics, with your vague intentions)

#15- What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Answer: Yuko Sasaki - Cherry Tunnel (WAAAH! That's amazing!)

#16- What will you dance to at your wedding?
Answer: Lost Boys soundtrack - Cry Little Sister =club mix=

#17- How do you feel when you see the person you like?
Answer: Deathklok - The Lost Vikings (Yeah, I guess that works too...?)

#18- What will they play at your funeral?
Answer: Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife (lulz.)

#19- What is your hobby/interest?
Answer: Coldplay - Strawberry Swing

#20- What is your biggest fear?
Answer: Buck Tick - Nalsis

#21- What is your biggest secret?
Answer: Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl (...Oh. )

#22- What do you think of your friends?
Answer: Cune - Samurai Drive =cosmic version=

#23- What do you do when you're bored?
Answer: Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Haruka Kanata

#24- What is your theme song?
Answer: Buck Tick - Seraphim (lord...this song is discordant...)

#25- How's life treating you?
Answer: Susumu Hirasawa - Dream Island Obsessional Park

#26- How do people at school see you?
Answer: AAA - Samurai Drive =instrumental=

#27- How do strangers see you?
Answer: Nightwalker - Gessekai (oooh, I must be mysterious~)

THAT WAS FUN!
I tag whoever feels like doing it.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/21307372/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/21307372/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 19:36:07 PST
Let's see... I took a drawing hiatus, just for a while. I can't really spend time drawing, when I need to work, and focus on making things that will actually bring some money in...
I have a new job~ My movie theater thing pretty much collapsed, which is actually a relief.
The job I have now is not paying for my rent, however, and I've...honestly...not been grocery shopping in a few months. .__.
I've been eating either nothing, or whatever people are kind enough to buy for me when we hang out.

So! I'll probably have to have a talk with my roommate, and let her know that I can't afford living in this apt anymore. I'll probably have to move back in with mum till I can get on my feet...
I really hate to move. Hauling furniture is the worst. But I guess I'll just have to deal with it. Roommate can get angry with me if she has to, but I honestly have no more options. It's getting worse with every month, and I'm exhausted.

Hmmm... well. that's what's going on. It's a little depressing this time. Heh.. ^__^; guess that's all though~

Oh, and keep your eyes peeled for the next journal update! Hopefully soon, I'll have some pictures of amigurumi animals, and some loligoth headdresses, which will be for sale, for very lovely prices.
So remember: Even if you're not interested in buying one, please refer people who might be! I need all the assistance I can get, but I'm willing to work for my money. XD;;

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/20490920/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/20490920/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 14:21:03 PDT I'll never get anything done for AWA, at this rate. *sigh* I need to get myself together. There's only a few days left. IT'S NEXT WEEKEND!

Aaaanyway. ART! I'm drawing it! My current project is a S&B group picture~ YAAAY! I can't quite think of ideas that are metal and amazing enough for Dethklok yet, so I've settled myself with Pickles' old band. :3

For now.

Let's see... other things? I've been doing a but-ton of amigurumi, that I hope to get pictures of before I sell it all this upcoming weekend. Bunnies and kitties! Yaaay! Bunnies and kitties while I listen to super angry metal.

I am a mismatched child indeed.

Oh yes, I'm also making super super chou-kawaii desu desu ne charms! XD
And Loli headdresses!

Well. That's all for now. Pictures and crap soon! (Yes, Lex. That includes our dear ol' CFO.)
TIME FOR SHOWER AND NAP!
Maybe not nap. D: Maybe some Shinedown, and some crochet.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/20349957/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/20349957/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 00:26:47 PDT
I have turned into a slobbering, quasi-rabid puddle of fangirl, and cannot control myself. Dethklok, in its entirety (yes, I'll even include Murderface. Just a little.) has won over my spaceheart forever. Ofdensen is AWESOME. (Fictional guys beware, word to the wise: Being covered in blood only makes me like you more.)
Nathan is AWESOME. Toki is AWESOME (and in need of therapy. Badly. Jeeze, Mr. Small, have a heart.). PICKLES IS AWESOME. Skwisgaar is AWESOME. Murderface is...well. He's still Murderface. But he's become a Murderface that I can tolerate, (and no longer in an "Ug, if I HAVE to.." kind of way, either.) and therefore...AWESOME.

Yeah. I said it. D: That's the only time, though! Gah.

So, I'm guessing that I'll be drawing a ton-and-a-half of Metalocalypse fanart. Prepare yourselves. It might be the only thing you see from me for a long, long time.

A very long time.

I might not survive the airing of season III. o______o

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/19652175/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/19652175/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 23:43:37 PDT I should be sleeping. Or at least studying, if I refuse to sleep.

Hmmmm.

Naaaaaah.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/15498340/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/15498340/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 18:55:51 PST (One day I'll start updating again, I promise... It's just that I STILL can't afford a new scanner)

8 Random Things About Yourself
1.- post the rules
2.- write down 8 random things about yourself.
3.- you must tag 8 folks

**HaHA! To end this vicious cycle of meme death, I tag...NO ONE! MWAAAAHAHAHAA!
Actually I have no one to tag. *shrug* I mean, I DO have people to tag, but I'm pretty sure they're too busy with things like...I dunno. Art. (I love to stalk you aaaaall!)

1.) Ummm... Okay, here's something. I'm really bad at talking about myself. More to the point, if someone were to ask me a specific question, I could ramble ooooon and on about it FOREVER. BUT, if someone were to just say, "Say something about yourself, I'd have a really hard time thinking of anything to say. So this meme is going to take me like....hours to fill out. .___.;

2.) Lately I've been really content to stay at home and talk to nobody. I think the most social contact I've had lately is when I go to work and chat with my employees/co-workers/bosses. This is okay, because most of them are pretty cool~ But still, I don't see any of them outside of work. Sometimes I get a little depressed when I don't talk to someone for a long time, but I find that when I DO talk to them, I just end up very irritated with them, and humanity in general, and then I remember why I stopped talking to people to begin with. I think part of my problem is that I have too few friends that are too close. I know so many of their personality flaws, and ect. Another problem is that I only really hang out with one or two at a time, instead of going from person to person~ So I guess that makes me get irritated with them faster. :\ Although...this, I think, can only REALLY apply to my Athens friends. I don't see my OL friends enough to get along with them, let along get annoyed with them. That's the fault of my antisocialism too.


3.)For as much as I may act the opposite, I really do like filling out memes. I get bored so easily on the internet sometimes. @__@ Memes are a GREAT way to go braindead and waste some time that I can't use for productive things.

4.) I secretly want to pack up a backpack and just leave. I'd go traveling on foot in the boonies of Japan, with nothing to worry about except the skill level of my Japanese.
My guilt, fear, and attachment to people, things, pets, the future, will never allow me to do this. Unless someone told me I was going to die in one year.

5.) I barely remember what I'm dreaming anymore.

6.) Regardless of how cheery and happysmiley I may seem when I'm hanging out with someone, I'm actually undergoing a very severe problem of feeling self-conscience, clumsy, oafish, stupid, annoying, loud, boring... Basically, when hanging out with people, i mentally beat myself into a little pulp. This is something I seriously need to work out with myself. I think it's another very big reason why I've lost pretty much any interest in talking with people. I only feel awful about myself when I socialize, so I'd really like to get over that before forcing myself into the public again.

7.) Okay, I think everything up until now has been pretty unnecessarily depressing. Time for something good. I recently go a portfolio turned in to someone with the know-how and hook-ups to potentially get me into a college. More importantly, an art college. In.... ITALY! I'm way hyped. Even if I don't go to Italy, this is a really big opportunity for me to finally get some of my stuff shown around!

8.) Most everyone knows this already, but I have 14 cats. Yes, you read that correctly. I've never in my life had no cats at all, and there was no point in my life after I turned 3 that I've had less than 2 cats. WHEEEEE! Kitties!

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/14523357/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/14523357/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:11:44 PDT
1. post these rules
2. post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about yourself
3. tags should write a blogpost of these facts
4. at the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5. go to their blog and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

About me :

1. I know how to prepare peyote for ingestion in eight different ways.
2. I'm secretly in love with anime/book/comic characters. V, Dream, and probably Ghost. But now it's not a secret...
3. I would totally marry Patrick Stewart. Screw the age difference!
4. I'm am now 22 years old. TWO DECADES!
5. I have an Utena complex, and sometimes wish I were a guy. Guy's can be cool and heroic. (And if I were a guy, I could cosplay guys soooo much less painfully)
6. I believe cats can be princes in disguise.
7. If I were a boy, my middle name would have been Seth.
8. My middle name, because I turned out to be a girl, is Aleena, and not Seth at all.

I tag....um...Gadz, who watched me anymore? Um, I tag JadeGL, Thye, starchanchan...
And that's all, because everyone else who watches me had already been tagged for this. XD;

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/11356732/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/11356732/ Sun, 07 Jan 2007 23:44:05 PST
[link]

I guess if someone from DA was actually compelled to comment on the newer things there, then they could say what they wanted to in reply to this journal. (Assuming they wouldn't have an SA account)

Oooh, Jade! I especially want you to go look, because I've uploaded a few samples from that Mermaid comic I had told you about! ^__^ (Maelstrom) Unfortunatly, there's no full pages to see~ But you can see what the drawing will look like~
I hope you enjoy them!

Well... That's all. Updates are lovely~

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10922272/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10922272/ Sat, 02 Dec 2006 07:50:49 PST

Ooookay! Here's the deal ladies and gents~! As of next thursday, I will no longer have a job. Because, (THANK LORDY) I have finally put in my two week's notice with Carmike! w00t, right?
So, during the month of December, I'm going to be having a lot of free time to get things done, finish my paperwork for the college applications, and so forth. However, I'll also not have a job for a month. :\
No job = no money = difficult things.

SO, what I plan to do is open up for commissions!
Cheap, near-Christmas commissions, even!
So at least I can put gas in the car, right?

For a single-character, no background pencil sketch, $5
Want it inked? Add $5
Colored? Add another $5
If you want a simple background, that's only another $2
And if you want more than one character, it's only $1 for every character you add.
I'll draw anything you like, EXCEPT for pornyporny.
To order, PM me. :3

It'd make a nice, super affordable Christmas present for someone this year~ And the few extra dollars would really help me out (Therefore it'd be a nice Christmas present to *me*, too~). :3

Sooo, there we go! ^__^ Yays. (*waits for the crickets to stop chirping*)

Edit: Please refer to This Gallery if you need good examples.

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10631360/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10631360/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 23:52:40 PST
I've uploaded four new pictures to this gallery~! OMG, pictures? From Ryce? HERE?!? No wai! Rly?

Ya, rly!

So, for those of you who watch me on Sheezy, you've probably already seen these pictures~ Still, I do sometimes feel bad for my DA account.

Innyway, aside from the snail-like procession of my two projects, "100 Theme Challenge" and "Ryce is crazy and plans to draw every single character she's ever made", I also want to try and upload here a few other certian pictures.
Suchlike: the return of Absence and Nothing, Ammory is 21, and a small introduction picture of Sarabiki Ento Christopher Marcus, who coincidentally, can spell better than me, AND forms the link between Ammory and Russia. (Being the character, not the country)
I guess that means I'll have to post a picture of Russia, too. Group photo op!

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10311488/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/10311488/ Sat, 07 Oct 2006 07:04:58 PDT )
So, I'm very glad people still like ym art, even though most of it here at DA is old, and I cringe when I see it. :3
Thank you thank you!

Once again, I will try to fine nice things to post here, but please also take a look at my Sheezy account~ (studiohellbrain.sheezyart.com)

LATE FOR WORK!

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9855426/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9855426/ Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:47:59 PDT So here we go~
Post a reply to this journal, and I'll reply back with answers for you.

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. If I do this, you should post this in your journal



On a random note... MAN, I wanna lose some weight! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9700274/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9700274/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 09:06:40 PDT
I hear that Disney Casting is now hiring for park workers.... Do I want to move to Florida and work in the Magic Kingdom...?
I'm seriously considering it. o____o;




Anyway, sorry for the long absence and no-reply status~ I were away for a week and wasn't about to touch an internet device. I mean, come on. It was DISNEY!
I didn't see the Mad Hatter OR Peter Pan... ;.; But I did see Robin (of Robin Hood), so that's okay. Even though I'm scared of the big-headed animal costumes. *shiver*

I'll talk more later (and maybe even update! yay!) But right now I'm typing over a cat, and it's slowly getting painful in the arms.

Think of a wonderful thought~ Any happy little thought~ X3 ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9571649/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9571649/ Tue, 01 Aug 2006 23:05:55 PDT
Rules: List 10 things about your art and post it in your journal. Then pick three all other deviants to do the same.

1. Sometimes, I draw the arms too short, and it looks really weird. I didn't used to do this back when I was still a gimpy Pokemon fan-artist. :\

2. I can't draw realistic style. In middle school I could, and did all the time. I have no idea where the talent drizzled off to.

3. The joint of the wrist/hands and the base of the neck/collarbones are the most sexy things to draw. How's that for creepy?

4. I draw faster in paintchat, but better on paper~

5. While some anime artists like to draw things where gravity doesn't apply, I tend to lean more towards drawing things that express or accent gravity even more.

6. I have serious trouble drawing noses. I wish people didn't have them!

7. I did a little project once, and I found out that I mostly draw people with red, or black hair. The second most-used color for hair is white.

8. I rarely color my things.

9. When I *do* color things, I put MUCH more effort into the hair and eyes than anything else. (Actually, everything else either turns out crappy, or is left white.)

10. Backgrounds are a no for me, and that's bad. :\

Tags: , iffin you want to. I don't think any of my other peoples like memes. ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9512011/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9512011/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 13:24:54 PDT

1) Name: Cassie
2) Name Backwards: Eissac (that could be a real name, couldn't it? XD)
3) Were you named after anyone?: yes! Sort of..
4) Does your name mean anything?: It's the way my aunt's Japanese boyfriend pronnouced "Cathy", and it's also a short version of the constellation "Cassiopia"
5) Nick Name(s): Ryce, Hyula
6) Screen Name(s): Ryce, Hyula (I'm assuming this doesn't mean usernames)
7) Date Of Birth: July 23
8) Place of Birth: Swedish Medical Center, Denver CO
9) Nationality: American
10) Current Location: Athens, GA
11) Sign: Leo (I'm more like a Cancer...)
12) Religion: Um....I can't explain
13) Height: 5'6 or 7"?
14) Weight: I'm not gonna say...
15) Shoe Size: 11 in women's
16) Hair colour: right now?: Copper (I's a red-head!)
17) Eye colour: blue, with yellow near the pupils (really!)
18) What do you look like?: I look like a girl with freckles~
19) Innie or Outie?: Innie
20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous: LEFTY!
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight (WTF is "other"?)
22) Best friend(s): Jiroko, Kata, Maggie, Lex, Gina
23) Best friend you trust the most: Hmm...
24) Best friends {your sex}: The ones I've already listed ()
25) Best friends of the opposite sex: None
26) Best Bud(s): Are buds different than friends?
27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Single... ;.; Where's my boyfriend??
28) Crush: Well... it's embarrasing to say...
29) Parent(s): Jadalee (mom), I rennounce any father I might have had
30) Worst Enemy: A significant LACK of money
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): Ooooh, good question. How many guys do I know OL, anyway...?
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): Lex, Gina, JadeGL, CatNip
33) Funniest friend: Jiroko (MY SPACE HEART!! )
34) Craziest friend: Lex
35) Advice Friend: I don't really get advice from people
36) Loudest Friend: We're all pretty volume-controlled
37) Person you cry with: O_o?

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: 1 (well...two half sisters. I grew up with one, and I've never met the other one)
39) Any brothers: one half brother (never met him, either)
40) Any pets: 14 cats
41) A Disease: Nope
42) A Pager: No
43) A Personal phone line: No
44) A Cell phone: No
45) A Lava lamp: No
46) A Pool or hot tub: Does the YMCA count?
47) A Car: Yes~ One that's slowly falling apart

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Silly, sincere
49) Driving: Depends on the traffic
50) Car or one you want: I have a Grand Marqui, I want...something with windows I can roll up...
51) Room: Big and wonderful. And I'm being moved upstairs into small and gaudy.
52) What’s missing?: This is a kind of vauge question
53) School: Eventually going to college (I know I keep saying this...)
54) Bed: Firm matress, covered in toys~
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Goodly

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: On good days~
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: Half of me does
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Very
60) Get Along with your parents: I get along with mom, anyway
61) Save your e-mail conversations: If they're super important
62) Pray: I'm not sure
63) Believe in reincarnation: Still not sure
64) Like to make fun of people: No, but sometimes I still do it. :\
65) Like to talk on the phone: Yeah, but it depends on the person
66) Like to eat?: I LOVE FOOD!!!
67) Like to drive: NOT AT ALL!
68) Get motion sickness: Never
69) Eat the stems of broccolietchay: Yum!
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Yeah. I'm tempted to wear gloves, too. XD
71) Dream in color: Yes~
72) Type with your fingers on home row: XD That's a joke, right?
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Always

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: A lovely blue cup that had tea in it only moments ago~
75) On the walls of your room: Some little shelves, some posters
76) On your mouse pad: the "Wacom" logo
77) Your dream car: One that I'd never have to fix or fill with gas
78) Your dream date: Don't really know. Die fr... ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9384186/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9384186/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 10:23:28 PDT Here I am, trying to save money for many various things, and my eye goes and gets itself fucked up enough that I have to pay SIXTY DOLLARS. For a tube of GOO no bigger than my pinky.
Needless to say, I'm upset about that, but my bank account is moreso. :\

Still, those aren't really reasons that would keep me offline. *shrug* Except for the being lazy part.

Here's to random chitterings until I have to go to work!

1.) I think I'm gaining weight, and that upsets me. I already don't like my waist, butt, ect... It's my fault I weigh what I do (which isn't really all that much, really, considering my height and build) but that doesn't mean I have to like it. But I'm going to start swimming again, and do that whole, no drinking soda, no eating popcorn. Actually, I started gaining more weight *after* I started drinking soda again...

2.) I'm drawing *some*. Really, I feel like I'm in another dry phase, but this time it's almost self-induced. I'm SOOOOOOO LAZY!!! Though I do have a few more things to scan...

3.) OOOOOH!!! Speaking of SCAN!! My sister now has CABLE INTERNET! And her laptop is being lovely! Which means... I CAN SCAN MY CRAP AGAIN!
Actually, I just now realized this, even though she's had internet for a few days...() Maybe this will give me some motivation. :3

4.) I hate when my vision is impared, even if it's just a little. *irritated* This crap I have to put in my left eye is almost like a jelly, and keeps my vision blurry for a really looooooong time. And I have to apply it three times a day... So essentially, everything seen through my left eye looks like it's all underwater. ALL. DAY. LONG. And I have to wonder what customers are going to think when a girl with a puffy, bright red eyeball hands them their popcorn. (No, I don't have pinkeye, so yes, I do have to work.)

Umm...other stuff... Yeah. Current works being:
Alice and/or Hatter piccies. (I partially blame this on Bri-chan. She's so cool! X3
"M&A" (I'm not going to refer to this comic by it's actually name until I can establish that there's no safe way for anyone to nab it. )
Picnic in a Boat
Ninja fight scene
more 100 theme
Naptime for Jacob, Sil and D'vinn (it's a cute one!)
"The Sleeping King"
"Funeral of the Witch-Son"
Motherhood: part 1
Motherhood: part 2
Maelstrom goodies
ect
ect...

Bother me enough about it, and I'll probly get it all done sooner~ XD
Sorry this one was long and obnoxious! TIME FOR WOOOOORK!
(Work=money= ) ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9167619/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/9167619/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 09:38:28 PDT
This, of course, will happen once I actually have a scanner again... ;_;

Kay, the list:

One: I'll be uploading anything pertaining to the 100 Theme Challenge. YAYS!

Two: I've decided to upload my fanart here. So...if I have a picture of an original character from a show that already exists, they'll not be here. But if it's a picture of a character belonging to that show, then yus. :3

Three: SOME of my original work, but only if it's kinda...bleh. Like I said, I don't really want my "super beautiful" stuff in a place that thinks they own it. (was that engrish?)

Um. So yeah. There's that. So hopefully I don't have to discard this gallery entirely now~ Cause that would be sad.

Anyway, this was a very pointless journal, but I've been kinda absent lately, and felt I needed to put up SOMETHING even *vaugly* newish.

P.S. I WENT CLUBBING. I WAS HOT. OOOOOHYEAH! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8976551/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8976551/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 09:14:07 PDT

Well, not really. I mean, in terms of Deviantart, yes I am... But otherwise I think I'm being very productive. I'm working hard at Carmike again. I *was* going to quit, until I found out that the notion upset my boss more than I thought, and that apparently I'm on of his (and a few other's) favorite employees. I still dislike Carmike a LOT, but it makes the job easier when you know you're apreciated even a little.

But I'm not staying there for another year, reguardless. No. Effing. Way.

Also, I've been hanging about Sheezy a lot. I don't feel too comfortable uploading my things here anymore, because of that TOS... I'll put a few things up from time to time, but all my best stuff goes on the Sheez. It makes more sense anyway, since I'm going to be a gallery moderator there soon. It'd be kind of silly to spend so much time here, when I've got a kind of job there. XD
I just wish it was a paying one. :\
I also wish more of my friends used Sheezy, so I could talk with them there, too. I think there's like...three people from here that also go there, and then everyone else is a DA-comfy person.
Buuuuuut it's all good.

Someone needs to tell me again why I took a shift for Emily on one of my precious off-days. I really hate for work-realted things (or anything, for that matter) to interrupt the plans I've saved up for when I don't have to work. And now here I am, doing a night-shift in the ticket booth on a monday! ;___;
But maybe because I'm doing a good deed, it'll be slow tonight... And maybe I'll hang about to watch The Omen afterwards.

Ramble ramle ramble~ My sister's birthday is coming up! And then next month will be mine and Lex's! I have to dance! I love birthdays! And PotC2 comes out in July, just for us July babies! Pirates love us! XD

ummm. So that's enough random chattering. I'm sure it's enough to tide you all overtill I actually having something important to say.
Now to go get my cat's morning kill out from under my bed! *pose* I hear it was a shrew... ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8221796/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8221796/ Wed, 10 May 2006 14:10:22 PDT
Number of artwork complete: 0/100
Last Update: March 20, 2006
Themes Updated: n/a

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8219994/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8219994/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 17:59:18 PST
So, I'm giving myself two MASSIVE art projects!
The first one is that I'm going to draw all the characters I've ever made, that have actual storylines, starting from when I first began drawing (1999) to right now (2006)
I have roughly 170-something characters...

The second one is the 100 Theme Challenge I found while visiting 's gallery.

I think...I'm insane.

The next two journal entries will be the lists for the projects. Heads up!

~The Queen of all Regal and Fantastic Items ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8215355/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8215355/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 09:50:18 PST
Um... Squee. So, I might be drawing a bit more in the next few days... I did try for a while, but nothing seemed to come out properly. Everything feels like it's all the same picture.
Well, anyway, I have a list; it's hidden somewhere on LJ.
Also, if people have requests... (I don't see why they would), but if they do, speak up. I can't promise a shiny picture filled with wonder and glory, but I will do my best~ Plus, I *can* promise that said request will be completely finished. Ink, color, everything. Huzzah. So, ask for anything. Except smex. Hard thing to scan smex when one has to use little sister's scanner and wot...
Zar.

Last bit; I stepped on a little chunkett of glass today. It made me sad, as I was barefoot. My cat has been sleeping on my lap a lot, and I smile. Coffee is the life-blood, and I wish I could spend my Monday hanging out with someone.

~The Queen of all Regal and Fantastic Items ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8110739/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8110739/ Thu, 09 Mar 2006 09:21:18 PST Let's just say, it was a weird sort of love story.

Next up. Vampires and Werewolves don't like each other *at all*. (Ala Underworld, anybody?) All the older vampires have gone out to do some terribly dangerous and important thing, leaving the younger of the coven members alone in their somewhat delapidating home. They really aren't strong enough to fend for themselves against all these werewolves that are suddenly stalking around the house, so when they finally break in, the shit hits the fan for the coven kids.
But, wonders one fledgling, if we get more powerful from drinking older vampire's blood, what would happen if we drank the blood of a werewolf...?

Also, Superman decided to pay a visit to the humble town of Athens today, and found the crime rate much easier to keep track of than in his massive home of Metropolis. On slow days, he enjoyed srtolling along the streets in his fancy red cape, and commented, "Lot's of people would just wave and smile at me like I was a regular person. It was a nice change from the citizens crying out, 'It's Superman!' like no one could tell."
Of course, there truly is no place like home, so Superman will be returning to Metropolis int he next few....Oh wait, this just in; He's already there.

So, I'm vastly procrastinating right now... I was gonna go to work at noon, and it's noon-seventeen. *shrug* I almost don't care. Isn't that brilliant? But don't worry, I'm not so bad that I won't be going at all...
Oh, but there was something of a vauge importance that I wanted to say, and now I've forgotten.... Ah well! Busy day today! I have to at least *try* to leave. XD

P.S. I'm all feckin obsessed with vampires again. Ah, Louis~ And the grossly romantic Tarquin. And Lestat, of course. And my vampires as well, because they're oh-so death-tastic. Mmmm, death and crazies. ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8007329/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/8007329/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 10:17:05 PST m? What a waste of my nice vacation. On top of that, I had to have a shitty dream about Carmike, only it was a fucking restraunt with bitchy customers, and I didn't know how to do anything cause it was all new, and everyone thought I was retarded.
And WTF is Mister Whiskey??? ARG, THAT OLD FUCKING MAN!

I'm only glad it was an aggrivating dream, and not reality.

I made up another bizzare and random costume with the assorted crap in my closet last night. I seem to be hideously good at that... But the costume, plus some HMC fanfics I was reading, gave me this awsome idea for a new story~ (As if I don't have enough already that I'm *not* working on...)
So it's just a few bits of dialogue, an idea of a personality, some glimpses of other characters, a general feel for the atmosphere of the story, and Zonder.... But this is usually how my better sotries start, so I'm hoping this one grows up into something really nice. Because that costume was awsome.

Ummm... No one's gonna do it, but if you know about the various stories I write, and *also* happen to know their titles, take my poll.
Otherwise, just take the poll and pick whatever title looks most interesting~
YAY!

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7978873/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7978873/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 08:25:19 PST In love with the back story for Illisse and Jalen~ They's so sweet. What a fun couple... Even though they die. XD;
Will I scan them? Well...I can try. XD I don't feel too good about putting up art that I like a lot on DA though...what with that new "we own your soul" thing and all. I'll putt up iffy pictures, but not ones I'm really really really proud of...
Go look for those on Sheezyart, until they decide to steal my soul as well. (I'm studiohellbrain)

Um. I really have nothing else to say... I just thought it'd be nice to let people know I was still breathing. *DANCE!*

Typing with gloves on makes me spell things dumb anyway.

I want to talk on the phone...

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7394934/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7394934/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 20:07:25 PST Wow. I are either teh lazy, or teh paranoid.
YOU DECIDE! ^____^

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7394922/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/7394922/ Fri, 23 Dec 2005 17:58:53 PST I looooooves yoooooooou~! <3 *dancy dancy dancy*

]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/4487102/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/4487102/ Thu, 03 Feb 2005 09:35:13 PST So now I'm able to be alive here again! *does a jig*

But more importantly, I'm able to announce that I'll be doing commissions and wot, if anyone were to feel complelled to ask that of me~
I'm still willing to do trades, but I'm in a bad way for money right now, so trades and gifts will have to be fewish. :\

Still, I'm not so expensive! And I'd defenatly be giving one my absolute best quality of work, so.. if there's anyone interested, please contact me for details! I'll draw pretty much anything you want! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/4063900/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/4063900/ Tue, 14 Dec 2004 07:41:02 PST So for a while at least, I'm putting Hellbrain in sleep-mode~
Will be back when I be having the items I be needin~ ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/3580006/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/3580006/ Wed, 13 Oct 2004 10:14:04 PDT
Anyway, so there goes the things I was coloring digitally...and some oekaki I had done... No ways to get them back at all. ~~; I could scream.
But there's why I won't be uploading for a long, long time. No scanner access, and I now need to buy a compleatly new computer. (even if I did just get a new hard drive, my Cdrive and my sound card were fucked up to begin with, so...bah. It'd just be cheaper to buy a new one.)

I so need a job, like RIGHT NOW. I'd offer to do commisions for money till I got hired somewhere, but guess what! I can't scan anything! lwieht;qow8Y[0n!!!!! Fucking Pizza Hut bitches. XP

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So far I've got a Nemo sketch, and one picture for The Last Unicorn, some ninjas (one original, and the others are cannon), a foonky picture I did for my website, and a four-piece picture I'm hoping to sell later~
And GASP, there's going to be some color pictures uploaded as well! Holy color pencils Batman! that's rare for me!
Also, I'm planning on doing a few more sketches of mah new ninja, who hath no name... AND I wanna try and do a sketch or two of my LXG fan charrie I have.
Good times, yo. I'm actually drawing more than I thought I had been.

BUT until then, I give you nothing. But I will amuse with by saying that I seem to know more about my mummy's new buisness than she does, AND that I'm quite happy with the new DA club I joined~ Which be for LXG. ^.^ I loves that movie.

Kata-chan, I'm going to be annoying for a moment and go "How's the coloring of Yume goooooing?" *pokepokepoke*

Now then, I'm off to harrass people! Baaaaai! (is be hyper today for cake)

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http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/3299356/ Sat, 11 Sep 2004 20:44:46 PDT
Wiggy wiggy wiggy.
Oh yeah, and I got lemonade that's lemony something good.

Rented "Happenstance" and the "Secret Window"
Haven't watched either yet cause Momma's taking a nap. But I don't want to see Jonny Depp drill a hole in his dog's head... Someone told me that happens.

Soo, I have to go record last night's little adventures, and work on my new website, and hooray. Nothing real important to say today~ Except that I can't type right because my fingernails are getting too long again.

Oh, and I potentially have an electric guitar now~

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Everyone, if ou want to go see two really amaizing things at once, go look at She That Grants Us...
It's both a beautiful photo done by ~ chauni, and an super-spiffily pulled off costume, by...someone. ()

Together they make for some awsome art!

Also, congrats to ~celelorien for being closest to hit my 3,000 kiriban! That's twice now, Kata-chan! XD (She hit 3,003, btw.)

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Anyway, the point of this post being: Kudos and a picture to whomsoever hits my next kiriban, 3000!! (Woo, that makes me exited! I feel loved~)

I feel liek I should post more, but I can't think... :\ So... That's all! Bye bye!

...."Bother!"

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Phantom of the Opera
Labyrinth
The Lost Boys
Rigoletto
The Crow
Dreamchild

And that's all because I got sidetracked and fogot what I was doing! Oh wait, no! There's cartoons!

Perter Pan and the Pirates
Gargoyles
The Pirates of Dark Water
The Last Unicorn
The Hobbit
The Princess and the Goblins

And NOW that's all! A lot of those start with "the". I'm not suppsed to be online atm! BWARGHARGHARG!!!!

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I stalks: ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2928077/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2928077/ Wed, 21 Jul 2004 09:11:42 PDT TELL ME NOW, YOU PIECE OF PUTRID INFESTATION OF MAGGOTTY MEAT DOOOOOOM!!!!
And WORMS!

Now, I hope this solves our little problem... Lest someone is fired. Do we understand? *glare*

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Poor me, even, for having bad dreams.

Well, in the waking world, there was a PAR-TAY! All lovely Gothic&Lolita, and just uber spifftacular all around. ^.^ There was MUCHO good food to be had, including more pinktacular strawberry shakes, and a manicotti dish that I cooked all by myself.
And YumYum's yummy brownies, and...oooh, just lots. *weeps of food*
And we all dressed lovley, and Jiroko dressed the room lovely, and, and...it were COOL! *dance*

Oh, and I were annoying today and 'kissed' six deviants! You may slap me, or kiss me, as you see fit.
I drew some~ Will update when I color the first one and get around to scanning stoofins~
JOY ABOUNDS!

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So um... Goo! Yoy!

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It didn't used to bother me to go down so deep, but since I don't swim EVERY DAY like I used to before we moved, I've become a water wussy.

This makes me sad. But swimming was fun.
Even though my left ear aches and feels deaf. :\

Oh well. As long as I'm not blind! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2747072/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2747072/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 11:29:12 PDT
EVERYONE help me keep working on Tokyo Pop!! I need motivation BADS, yo!! MOTIVATION COOKIES!!!

Um, I has a new siggy. Yoy! And I stopped commeting again. ~~; I'm a bad child. Sorry everyone, who's commented and got nothing back, or who's uploaded and got no comments. ;.;
One day I shall be not of a lazy wot. I promises.

PS, does anyone live in Athens? If you do, do you know of any places that are hiring? I'm getting desperate! Save meeeeee! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2646382/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2646382/ Sat, 12 Jun 2004 20:43:13 PDT
Also. I didn't really want to upload Sasha into "Scraps"... :\ But man, where else is that kind of sketch supposed to go?

But I don't want all my pencil sketches going into Scraps... What do I dooooo?
Why can't they call it something DECENT? *shakes fist*



I'm happy about that face though. ^.^ ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2578596/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2578596/ Thu, 03 Jun 2004 23:33:33 PDT
So, having said that, I love my brain very dearly. ^.^ I had YET ANOTHER lovely dream a while ago~ I hardly update so I guess it would seem like I don't really have that many...
Not that I often put my dreams up here...so...I have no idea what I'm talking about. YAY!

Anyway, it was a really good dream, with this hideously kickass plot, but it was very sad, you know. One of my favorite actors was in it, playing a key part to the story~ But he got hit by a car. *sigh* I feel so guilty for running him over. Even though I wasn't driving. Or even in the dream.
Yeah. Sorry dude.

NEWS! Well, not really, but... So I keep looking back on my life, and recently all the things and words and ordeals that PISSED ME OFF and made me uncommonly and horrendously VIOLENT now just kinda make me think up a random snide reply and then chuckle in an malevolent fashion. I feel kinda like Snape when I do that.
lol, that evil Slytherin bastard.

Hmm.. I should update sometime. Before that I have to draw something though. :\ You see how things like that just keep me a step away from my well-deserved world fame? Jeeze.
Oh! I should steal that picture from miss Clare that I drew at her house! Darling Sasha should be scanned! Would that be okay? *dances*

I'll go draw Sandman stuff~ That will make me grin

Once again you've been forced to witness the joy that is a grossly long journal entry about ABSOLUTLY NOTHING SPECIAL! WEEEEHEW! ^.^
Marshmallow jellybean bananas! (Go ahead, say it out loud. You know you wanna.) ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2475578/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2475578/ Sat, 22 May 2004 11:13:30 PDT
But then, it did make up for thos stupid dreams by giving me good ones... Hmm..
A while ago, I had a Naruto dream~ Kakashi was training his group by sending so chakra thingy at them, Sakura had to absorb it, Sasuke had to repel it, and Naruto had to assimilate or..copy it. Yeah. And the idea was that whoever had the strongest chakra of the three would be succesful, or if they were all too weak, they'd all get smacked around by Kakashi's attack. Fun stuff. I woke up before I got to see who won. *sigh*

Then this morning I dreamed that there were these two... magician people... Oo; Going to Konoha village. One was a cat-person, and the other was a bunny-person. Then Gara poofs out of nowhere and attacks teh bunny, and the cat-girl (who's apparently also a ninja) grabs up the bunny's tophat and pulls a GIANT toad out of it. O.o;; Yeah. And the the toad grabs Gara with it's tonge and slams him into the ground. Um.. and then there's someting about Gara as a kid, and then I woke up.

Weird, but by FAR more better than those other stupid monkey-arse dreams. ~~;

I uploaded another picture today! Kyoness! I hate DA 'Scraps', and now I got draw! *foofmonkies away* ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2466167/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2466167/ Wed, 19 May 2004 21:38:40 PDT I'm almost being productive.
There's one Alice in Wonderland picture; the lovely tea party~
And there's also my Naruto fan charrie, Yume. ^^

Oh, and soon I'll scan my newest picture; one I did of...well, he's supposed to be Kyo, from Dir En Grey, with a feudal Japan twist... But it don't look like him. :\ But I'll talk about that when I actually upload it.
Ooooh, also, I'm in a very serious drawing mood all of a sudden, and feel like drawing Naruto joy and The Sandman goodness.. So maybe poor lil Kyo won't have to be uploaded all by himself.
See people, I'm poofing into drawing joy again! Happy day!

But I'll be right out of it again in June, when I have to start working on the Tokyo Pop entry... ~~; *sigh*
"How troublesome."
Aaaanyway, moofies and joygasmic thinggummies to you all! I felt like rambling, and there you go! Bye bye now!

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Hmm.. and I've noticed that everywhere I type, I end up leaving a lot of spelling errors and such.. It's all because of my desk being too high, and my fingernails being too long, and because I have a dumb and meanbit laptop that's...dumb. And meanbit.
I'm not too sure what the word means.

Anyway, I've decided that I certianly can spout some embarrasing things when I get talking about something that catches my interest (don't be perverts), and that maybe...I shouldn't care. Cause nabbit, my brain ain't gonna grow up with the rest of me. Not as far as fiction goes, anyway.

So what am I talking about? Um...I think nothing. () I'm just talking, like I do, and yoy! And... tea. And um... I go upload now! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2287767/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2287767/ Sat, 24 Apr 2004 09:17:28 PDT But I figured since I was on, I'd come and visit DevArt. I've been neglecting it. Poor DA. I'm sure they missed me. Really.

Anyway, I...haven't really been drawing much. At all. ~~; I need some kinda inspiration. *ponderponder* I mean, I have lots of inspiration! I just need...motivation! Yeah. I complain about that word often, don't I?

Ah well, you'll live.
So I have to find something to be my muse, and I need a new goal, I guess. Before, it was 'to be the greatest manga artist of my time', but that's kinda... I dunno. I still want to be that, but I have more interests that *just* that now. Y'know?
I ramble~

So! What shall I do of this minor but important dellemma in my ever hazily rotundellus of an eccentric lifestyle?
I shall!!! Get! A JOB!
I hate cowards and liars, too~
Hah. Except that only solves my money problem. Not my drawing one. ~~; So let's think of something elses.
By the way, you people who left comments or replies earlier, I'm sorry I'm slow, I'll get back to you one day. Promise.
Now then! I shall!!!! Get! Offline and go do work since now I randomly feel like being productive. Hooray for alternate means of motivation. Pep-talks are good for my soul!
This post was longer than intended. *blink* I go now. ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2112597/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/2112597/ Mon, 29 Mar 2004 22:51:42 PST It's still something I have to work on, but for now it's not such a pressing matter, and I can be more slow-paced about it.
Over my little 'break' I went to Florida and had a lovely time trying not to get sunburnt, and that was fun. I hope to go again one day, for a longer stay, so I can photograph all the horrendously pink buildings that are down there, visit Disneyland (I'll have to take my sister. Can you believe she's never been?), and enjoy the spanish moss and oranges. *nods* It will be lovely, I'm sure.

I had been thinking about this for a while, and I've decided that it's time I took a turn in my drawing habits and did a million different things to improve and expand on what I can already do. I want to learn to do various styles of anime, including working on developing my own, and I want to learn different ways to draw american style cartoons, too. Also, I want to make up my own cartoon style that doesn't lean to heavily on those already influencial types out there. Busy, busy...
On top of that, I need to learn and practice with all sorts of new media... And that...all that will take forever.

I'm rambling. *sighs* Anyway, the point of this post was to say that I'm back, though it might be a while before I really become active again... I'll be commenting and stuff, but as far as my own art, I'm lazy. I do have a bunch of stuff that needs to go up, but it's all in the works, or only half done...
But now that I think about it...isn't that mostly what I post anyway? *blink* Damn.
Something smells like cat piss.

On a random note, I'm tired of allowing myself to change simply to try and meet the standards of other people, or to seem equal to them, or to impress them somehow.
I don't do it on purpose...but I notice I've changed only after it's happened, and it makes me angry. Sometimes I blame other people for my having become so much less internetty-cheerful than I used to be. *sighs* I used to be all cute an happy online, and now I feel like the majority of myself is some 'blah' miserable goth-wannabe. It's gross, and I miss being me.

I'm still rambling... I should have gone to LJ Sorry about this, whoever reads here! It was supposed to be short.. ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1956324/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1956324/ Fri, 05 Mar 2004 10:56:44 PST So I'm falling behind here, with my art, and with commenting on other people's art, and all sorts of other stuff. :\
Saa, once this contest is over, I'll come back and be all talky with everyone~ I'm so sorry for right now, that I haven't commented on ANYTHING lately! ;.; I feel mean.
But I will come back, and be good and so forth, and post happy art.

So now you all know I'm not dead. Toodles till after March 15~

P.S. I'm feeling lazy, so please excuse my lack of icon-ness. oo; ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1790879/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1790879/ Tue, 03 Feb 2004 23:42:12 PST

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Clubbins: , , , ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1770084/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1770084/ Fri, 30 Jan 2004 23:44:48 PST I like the word 'finnicky' though I can't spell it right.
Go Gaia is fun and amusing.
I'm freezing cold.
Ummm... there's an upside-down cat on m bed, he's the size of a damn moose, and he snores like your uncle.


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Clubbies: , , , ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1654646/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1654646/ Fri, 09 Jan 2004 18:37:23 PST I don't really know what to say about that, 'cepts THANKS to everyone. ;.; This really make me happy, especially after having such a crappy day~
I think I'll dance tomorrow, when I'm feeling better! YOY!
For now, you all get a heart: and more thankies. ^.^
Squeee! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1642624/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1642624/ Wed, 07 Jan 2004 10:21:28 PST
Anyway, should I do something special for when I hit 2,000? Maybe draw a 'thank you' picture, or a present for whoever shows up on the big number?
I dunno.

Anyway, the fact that people come here so often (even if it were only the same five people over and over [though I doubt it was]) makes me feel all mooshy and loved inside. Even though most of you hardly know me.
But yeah. There's a squishy moment for you.

Thanks all. ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1615470/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1615470/ Thu, 01 Jan 2004 18:20:50 PST Did everyone have good holidays? I know I did! I think the bestest best part was the belated Christmas party we had, and the fact that my sister and I set up the tree together. :3 Lots of fun there.

There were explodies in the street on New Years~ All my friends and I threw..well, explodies. It was fun. Also, I made my first toast this year and didn't screw it up. ^.^

I hope everyone else had as much fun as I did during the holidays! Will be updating soon, so no one will kill me for being lazy and not drawing anything. ()

For those of you that I have trades going with, those are my first priority in drawing, so no worries!

Guess that's all for now! Ja matta! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1489252/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1489252/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 11:01:27 PST Here's my two current DA problems: One - I need to enter the POTC contest from this club I'm in, and haven't.
Two - I need to enter a contest on TheTwins club, and haven't.
Will do said thingies soon. Like, will start today. :3

Here's my current IRL dilemma: There's two baby kitties on my lap, and they're soooo cute, but they're making it hard to type. So now my shoulder hurts.
Will suffer for the sake of cuteness.

Good news everybody! My block (though I told no one I had it) is gone! I can draw again! Go me, go! So last night I drew two Harry Potter related things (randomly inspired to do so), and a few days ago I finished Aramina's Pink Towels picture in my notebook! I feel so happy to be drawing again. ^^ It's like breathing~

Also, I have two art trades up and running, which kicks arse. Aaaand, I'm working on pictures for Christmas. ^.^ Let's see... I have.. about seven or eight to do before Christmas, and....I know what I'm going to draw for at least four of them. :3 That's not so bad, ne?

Oooh, and my keenspace comic is almost ready to get started! I just need to test out the picture..uploady..thing.. Just to see if it works alright, and then I can start the actual comic! YOY! Once it's up, I'll post a link or something, so you can all suffer my horrid comic making skills!
Unless it's already up, and then... *blink*And then whatever.
I hate livejournal.
And I need to learn how to color better. Like, much better. I need Photoshop. :\ The blendy tools on PSP don't work sometimes, and my art can look splotchy... I've been getting better at fixing that, but still. Oo;

Hmm.... I guess that's all for now. I'll be scanning soon, so duck and cover! MWAHA! ]]> ~hellbrain http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1425555/ http://hellbrain.deviantart.com/journal/1425555/ Wed, 19 Nov 2003 21:11:20 PST I'm rather unhappy with how this matter was drawn to my attention. I think it was pretty rude. Thanks dude.
But I also feel bad for being a "Llama".
I don't know if I should take down all my "llama" material, or just keep it up and..just not post anymore. Or what?

Also, I think it's kinda...stupid. I don't understand what's so disagreeable about personal photos... I just wish that maybe they had explained it better. :\

So yeah. Sorry for being a dumbass, Deviantart.

Too bad something like that had to ruin my night. ]]> ~hellbrain