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                <title>When words dont matter.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Apr 2008 06:27:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .......<br />My heart jumped.....<br />My mind so confused......<br />My world, changed into a rushing bolt of light......<br />I kept on talking.....<br /><br />My words......<br />Some made sense......<br />Some were just there cause nothing else would be......<br />There was only talking........<br /><br />You're eyes.....<br />They questioned so much.....<br />Searching for answers from deep inside of me......<br />You kept on talking.......<br /><br />I know we were both speechless actually......<br />I know we wanted answers to questions we dare not ask.......<br />We needed time out from maybe......each other......<br />Maybe from the effect we were having on each other......<br />Which is why......<br />To hush ourselves.......we kept on talking.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hera-k</author>
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                <title>A moment aside.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 09:52:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Away from my life.........away from my world........I take a moment aside.......I am not me........away from my identity.......away from my name.........I take a moment aside.......I look away........away from my surroundings........away from this place.........I take a moment aside.......I don't know this feeling anymore.........feeling of being away.........away from my dreams........away from my hopes.........when nothing matters..........what I had and what I lost.........when nothing hurts.........what someone said or what someone did........when nothing is confusing........of where to go and where not to be........I take this moment aside.........just to sit and give the inner me the tightest hug.........thank you me for surviving through the darkest moments and still shining......<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hera-k</author>
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                <title>.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Apr 2008 08:02:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing makes sense.......everything seems blurred.......I cant see my way ahead.......and I dont have the strength to travel back........I blame.......myself.......more than anyone else.......others dont walk our footsteps for us........I blame you ME!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hera-k</author>
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                <title>To a person dear to me....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 22:14:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ " Today I stand here.......so ashamed.....so broken.......so torn........and the worst part is I know it's all my fault........I am responsible for putting you through so much even though I know how alone you were........I know you didn't want much........and the little that you wanted.....I couldn't provide........everytime I saw the pain in your eyes.......the tears.......everytime you silently cried......somewhere I knew it was all my fault.......you didn't deserve this.......but I made you go through this for my personal wants.........you never told me to do whatever I did.......I just decided for myself that I had to do this.........never thinking about what would happen to you......and I wouldn't even call myself selfish.......cause that would have been better for you........for so many long years you suffered.......because of me......if I hadn't made the choices I made so many years ago you would have been free now.......free from all this pain.......free from the vacum that you feel inside......I know you won't ever be able to trust anyone ever.......and it's all because of me.......I broke all the trust.....the innocence......the purity you had in you......I took it all away.......and left you so alone and so defensive that you want to build walls around you so that no one would ever come through em again and know you......you can't dare to think of taking that risk ever again.........you say you are better off on your own........that you don't need anybody ever again........that you will fight all your battles alone.......you've been dissrespected so many times......yelled upon......mistreated......to the extend of emotional abuse.......I know emotionally you are drained.......you feel so numb that you don't even cry.......I know every feeling you're going through cause trust me I am that close to you........<br />   But today when I see you I admire you......I never knew you had this much strength in you that you would go through your worst nightmare and yet come out of it.........I admire you because this didn't break you.......you might be broken but you still want to live......you might be scared but you still want to go on......I don't know at what point my pain gave way to your strength.......at what point I gave in and you took over........but I know one thing for sure......if you hadn't taken over it would have been the end of me......<br />  I pray I will never ever put you through this again........cause I never meant to.........It just happened the way it did.......I chose the wrong person at the wrong time for the wrong reasons........but I wanted to give you a home.......I wanted you to have someone there with you when you faced life alone......so that people wouldn't look at you with pity.......so that you wouldn't be the poor little one......but I guess all I gave you was pain, tears and a whole lot of baggage to carry........I am sorry......"<br /><br />This was for the person closest to me........this was for me........cause I am sorry I put myself through so much pain.........<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hera-k</author>
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                <title>A shiny pair of wings....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:06:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everyday looking out my window I would wish........wish for........maybe comfort......maybe change.......anything different from what I had.......everyday I would hope......to find something of what I had lost........a stolen smile........a lost glance..........but everyday I was sitting at the same spot.....looking out the same window......looking at the same view........nothing changed.......!! Then one day I turned around from my window to see something glisten under my bed........I reached down for it.......and then I knew what had been missing all this while........my pair of wings........MY SHINY PAIR OF WINGS.......I had the answer all along........but I didn't search for it.......sitting at the same place everyday meant looking at the same view everyday........why limit the spot.....why limit the view.......to find our pair of shiny wings we need to get up and stop hoping against hope that we will be saved somehow........there is alot more out there than we would ever be able to see in that tiny little window of ours........*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~hera-k</author>
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