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deviantART: by:hisokegrieve4 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:hisokegrieve4&section=today deviantART RSS for by:hisokegrieve4 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 01:09:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png . Lovely~ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/28932861/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/28932861/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 22:19:35 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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. Kiru Kano
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_{So my parents have been talking a lot about getting another puppy.

By strange turns of events, we pretty much got our golden retriever for free and we are kicking ourselves in the ass for not buying his brother when we got him... fucking dumb move x'D
But now we're thinking about adding another puppy to our family, so our doggie won't be so lonely. He longs for other canine attention x'D
It's pathetic really, he whines all day long and mopes around the house xP; So we're hoping to get him a buddy so he won't whine so much and lay around all depressed like.
When he is around other dogs he runs runs runsss!! He plays and acts like a big goof ball.
So, I do hope we get another puppy. I will be home more to train it, which would be good. (Because of class I had a hard time helping with our dog now)

And we're definitely getting a new kitten too :>
Maybe my mom can get one, and I can get one <3 I'd kinda like to have a cat I could call my own and pay for all it's shots and everything I feel like it would be a really cool responsibility to add to my list already (Phone bill, car bill, car insurance, student loans)

I had a lot more to stay, but right now I am not feeling so well.

:< *groans and rubs stomach* I have been sick to my stomach all night... I have hardly wanted to even touch food.
Probably my lack of sleep getting to me. *sips at water*

bai bai now~

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. uhh..
http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/28863515/
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Thu, 10 Dec 2009 12:24:11 PST

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_{= -=; new Naruto chapter

ewww Sasuke. I am so mad at him right now.
otl.

:'D I WANT BLEACH UPDATE

*deletes silly emo journal before this*

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Thu, 19 Nov 2009 12:14:52 PST

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_{The first 10 people to comment on this journal entry will get 1 free sketch. So catch them while they're still hot of the grill~ A sketch means there will be no color, it will be a simple drawing, and there will be no background. Compish? I hope so~ It would be nice if you guys offer the 10 free sketches too... but if you already did and I missed it, poor me '^'

About the sketches, I prefer if...
a) You gave me a reference picture in your comment.
b) you didn't expect me to have this finished in a day or two. I do work constantly and I have other pictures to draw. (Commissions, Gaia, Art Trades, etc.)
c)I am only going to draw bust shots :] and one character a piece as well.

1. Ciel from Kuroshitsuji. [link]
2. Original Character [link]
3. Original Characters (Just because he's my boy <3)[link]
4. Original Character Pokemon Trainer [link]
5. Kaname from Vampire Knight [link]
6. Original Character [link]
7. Rei Ayanami from NGE [link]
8. Original Character
9. Original... ]]>}}}}} =hisokegrieve4 .Well Jeez! http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27997241/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27997241/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:26:08 PDT _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{I am feeling especially lovey lately O_O;
I am happy with how this feels. I feel a lot better about myself lately, and I am enjoying the small things :]

So I am working on my commissions! I HAVE ONE LEFT OMG AND IT'S SKETCHED AND I'M GOING TO INK IT AND FINISH IT TONIGHT!!!

and I just got another bribe commission, which I already have sketched as well!!! :]
I am also working on Noni's commission * w*

and I are thinking about doing a joint chibi auction around Christmas time!! I can't wait YEY SHELLY SO MUCH FUNNN!!!

Bakucon is coming up really quick. 8D I AM SO EXCITED TO SEE MY FRIENDS AGAIN <3

Work is going well ^_^ I am working a LOT. O_O; it's pretty crazy how many hours I work.
But I luv the money~!!! :] I can't wait to see what extra hours I can pick up next month~

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need to draw
http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27713460/
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Sun, 11 Oct 2009 18:45:53 PDT

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yess....

need... motivation

*dead*

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Sat, 10 Oct 2009 16:42:27 PDT

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_{I wish I had more to say right now

But I am drawing a major blank.

Need to get that last journal off my front page so I can get my mind off it for a little while.

Just went and saw Zombieland, and it was amazing.
I am happy that finally bought two mangas today. I haven't purchased anime/manga in what feels like forever... With the internet it isn't really needed.

Sam gave me some awesome stuff for my birthday.
And Michelle made me adorable little keychains of my characters I wish people would draw them moar D<

I am almost done all my gaia commissions, and then I might take a break for a little while... I haven't thought about it very much...

I don't feel like myself lately.

I feel more quiet and withdrawn than I have ever felt lately.

I just keep distancing myself and... I worry that I am going to lose who I really am.

Or... if I even really know...

oh joy, I also just worked 55.5 hours last week otl.
hopefully I will be getting a bonus for taking up extra days, everyone else is...
Money is one of the only things that can motivate me lately.

I am working on Noni's commission :] Haha, maybe I can try and sell RL commissions for a while and practice on my art before swamping myself with Gaia commissions again.

I am about to start and 11 day stretch at work without any days off, so I won't be online talking very much... which might be for the very best.

I need to find out who I am again.

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Mon, 05 Oct 2009 20:24:15 PDT

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_{I will forever remember all the days we spent laying around the house...
Never will I forget all the times you came to lend a paw when I was crying...

I'd give anything to make things different
I would change everything if I could just have you greet me again, at the door when I come home from work...
I will miss your meow... your paws... your soft grey fur...

My heart feels broken, and weighed down with regret with your passing.
How can I come home and not look up to see if you're there waiting for me?
I can't stop crying... when I realize that you're not going to lay on my feet tonight when we are sleeping...

I remember how things were before this happened to you.
I miss those days... I wish that we had said no to the other cat
Then you'd still be here with me! I would be fighting to keep you off my keyboard...

But...

you're gone...

and I feel like I lost one of my best friends.

I am so sorry Gimper.

My beautiful Zackuary Binks...
I am so... so sorry.

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Sunday Sunday Sunday~
http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27577446/
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Sun, 04 Oct 2009 12:01:15 PDT

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_{So today is my 20th birthday.
I have gotten many birthday wishes <3 Cards as well from my family ^___^

The house smells like cupcakes, which is wonderful. I can't wait to eat my cupcake!
And blow out a candle. :] Mom got lollipop candies.

I got the best gift ever though... cept it wasn't really a gift but I am still happy as hell about it!

The Bleach movie Fade to Black (I call your name) finally came out subbed.
And I forgot completely how much I fucking LOOOOOOVE the IchigoxRukia pairing * w*;;

*screams* it's so good. I love movie animation so much and I am REALLY enjoying this movie so far :'D So pretty and wonderful!

Ichigo makes me faint x'D oh lordy. *wiggles*

I am working like crazy lately. I like it though, I like working so much and filling up my bank account ^_______^
I always work, and I like picking up extra days and helping everyone out.
I am a little upset about my lack of weekend time though -_-; Normally I have Friday-Sunday off every other weekend, but for this month I don't ;_; Which makes seeing my boyfriend difficult ;_; I am going to switch some time with my co-worker who works overnights.

Oh yeah, and I'm officially the other "Overnight" staff. :] I work 5 days a week, if I don't have to pick up an extra shift, and I work by myself from 10pm-6:30am

That is just about all I want to say I think... Bakuretsucon is at the end of the month and I think I might just cosplay Sasuke.
Easiest cosplay and warmest. It's getting very cold for October xP I like it though.

I'll post a journal later :]

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Holy shit . . . .
http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27550099/
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Sat, 03 Oct 2009 00:37:27 PDT

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_{Well...

I officially turn 20... in less than 24 hours.

OTL.

To think... I thought I would NEVER be 20... isn't that strange?
I remember being 10 years old, playing outside and wondering if I would ever be 16...

Let alone 20.

*crumbles*

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... ]]>
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About the Artist . Interesting? :]
http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/27512730/
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Wed, 30 Sep 2009 21:41:42 PDT

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_{ãAbout Artistã

âYour name?
Tori Lynn

âIf possible, your age?
19, but I will be 20 on Sunday.

âWhen did you start drawing?
I started seriously drawing when I was in the 6th grade, that is when I started making it a real hobby.

âWhich hand do you use for drawing?
My right haaand.

âWhich is easier to draw - male or female?
Males.

âWhich is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Both are pretty easy, but I can't draw REALLY short hair like crew-cuts .-.; or... BALD.

âIs it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
right, I think

âIs it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
it is much easier to draw the front instead of side views.

âWhat do you have problems in drawing?
So many things to name D8 Backgrounds, some hair styles, poses, hands+feet, clothes, everything T___T;

âWhat do you like to draw?
anime peoples :] chibis... lanky people.

âAre you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Both! Digital just takes SO LOOONG OTL.

âWhere do you start drawing from?
I start with the shape of the face.

âWhat is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I have to have background noise x.x I can't draw if it is very quiet.

âWhat do you keep in mind when you do lineart?
When I am actually inking? I have to keep telling myself to be careful because I shake so much!

âAny tips for coloring/shading?
Uh, do it?
Coloring/shading adds depth to the artwork.

âHow long does it take to finish a piece of art?
Depends Is it a fast art or is it something I really need to focus on.
I would say 20 minutes to a few hours.
Specially when it comes to digital art.

âWhat music do you listen to while you draw?
All different kinds :]! I love my music.

âHow long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Uh, sometimes a few minutes, to a few hours.

âYour favorite drawing utensils?
My special drafting pencils.
Copic markers
Pentel pens
Prismacolor colored pencils
annd...

âYour favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
I love to color green eyes.
LOVE TO COLOR THEM.
I love all colors though~

âYour favorite style(s)?
Long, lanky :] Skinny style.
I have so many styles I like
Just look at my manga collection haha!

âAre you satisfied with your current art?
Of course not, I strive to be better all the time!!

âWhat kind of artist are you aiming for?
I just want it to be my hobby, my passion. I don't want it to be my life, I can't live off my artwork.

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Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:56:01 PDT

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_{(this is my recent chibi work)

I am considering commissions

I would charge $5 for a colored chibi, and $10 for a regular colored character.
and then for an additional character it would be half the price added on.
Backgrounds would be $2 more.

And you can pick from Copic markers, watercolors, CG, or colored pencils.

If anyone is interested, please let me know!

I can only accept paypal :] (Or if you know me in person you can pay me that way... haha)

1. Chibi Couple for = $7.50

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Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:07:06 PDT

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_{I haven't updated since the beginning on August... which is totally unlike me x'D I usually make a journal very often O_____O;

I wish I had a lot to say... but really I can't think of anything to write :<

Life has been hectic with work, My boyfriend is in college and I go and visit him as much as I can, and I have my own car now.
My own car with my own payments... oh lordy. Haha. It's kinda rough.

:'D I spend all my time on gaia OTL.

I am waiting to get awesome fanarts ^_____^

Oh and my birthday is coming up so soon D: October 4th! ahh I'm going to be 20 T______T;

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Mon, 10 Aug 2009 10:51:31 PDT

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_{My figurine came in the mail today <3

HOMG IT WAS SO FAST! I ordered it on Wednesday and it's already here! The website said it was going to take 10-14 business days, and it certainly hasn't been that long x'D!

I am really happy with it x3!

... I still fail at updating.

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Wed, 05 Aug 2009 20:55:03 PDT

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_{I have a blog spot now.
[link]

I am working on my Gaia commissions
as well as my art trade w/ (Check out Ruka's deviations if you wanna see some awesome art x3!)
She drew Hisoke ; -;
[link]
^------- Look at how adorable she made him look <3333

I have been working a lot D: Also just doing stuff around the house.
Helping my brother with his college stuff.

:] But, I am here.
Kicking.

If you wanna read more about me, follow my blog. I am thinking that DA journals are going to be a LOT LESS PERSONAL.
X3

Sam's birthday is this month I bought him a PSP~
Also...

I AM GOING TO BE TWENTY YEARS OLD IN LESS THAN TWO MONTHS WHAT THE HELLLLLL DX *cries*
I got my birthday present from my best friend Jessica
It's a hoodie from Gaia with a Kokeshi doll on it~!!
I love it :>

*hangs head*

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Mon, 13 Jul 2009 10:37:34 PDT

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_{The Themes:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

So I am going to do the 100 art challenge all over again, and I am only going to submit art of my story PPAP, or ATG.

:] I am hoping this will get me in the mood to write my story.

I will color ALL the pictures in either traditional or digital media

I will be submitting journals about Art Trades and Commissions soon as well :]

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Mon, 06 Jul 2009 22:15:11 PDT

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_{I would love to write a nice, long, in-depth journal about what is going on with me... but I just don't have the time x'D

When I am not working, I am usually with Sam

I am drawing, right now, actually. I set my pencil down to write this.

Just want to update, I am feeling a bit better lately. I don't know how long it will last.

I would love to write about my thoughts right now.
'specially about some little child who can't grow the fuck up.
But I'll take it to another spot to rant :>

I am probably going to make a blog spot > w>; I have a few people I want to follow on there

I'm going to work on this commission.

I seriously need to like, clear my list for once x'D

P.S
Do you love me?
Could you LEARN to love me?

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_{Creatures lay here, looking through the window

Has anyone seen the new Lady Gaga video, Paparazzi? It's uh, pretty fucking amazing O_O; I was like... MIND FUCK after it.
*w*

Thanks everyone for the page views. I realized I hit 41k
And hello to my new watchers :>
Thanks for watching me <3 I hope you like what you see in the future.

I am bogged with Gaia commissions.
But I am thinking about doing some Art Trades here on DA.

I got bit by our dog.
On my left calf.
[link] <-- I wouldn't click the link if you don't like seeing wounds.
I am sad for my dad, because it seems we are going to put his dog down.
But I am happy for my mom, because she is finally going to not be afraid to come into the house.
Yeah, it did hurt.

I went to Sam's house.
I wasn't able to attend his graduation
Or his party.
Because of my job.

Today was mental break down day.
I'm drained . . .

Good night.

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Mon, 08 Jun 2009 22:28:18 PDT

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_{Just a quick journal to get that other stuff off my page.

I might write an actual journal tomorrow... *sigh* I want to get up early but it's like... what 1:30 already? Jesus christ I fail at this whole "SLEEPING" thing.
*shakes head*
I can't wait to go to the doctor's and get on some new damn medication ._____.; I'd like to get 8 hours of sleep... like, NON-RESTLESS sleep. I toss and turn SO much it's hard to believe I actually sleep D8

Anyways. I am trying to get more on the ball D8 I have Gaia commissions to finish from MARCH.
*disappointed* Dx I always let myself get REALLY far behind... then again that happens when you accept 10 regular commissions, 3 bribe commissions, and 4 art trades x.x;
.... and then watch anime instead of draw 8DDDDD

I went to Delaware this past weekend. It was great to see my girl Jessica <3 I bought some stuff for Aruba~ (Dresses)

I don't want to write too much right now D8 because I don't wanna stay up any later.

I wanted to go to the gym tomorrow. I bet I won't *CRY*

being a girl sucks -_- I have such bad cramps.

*tries to go to sleep*

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_{This is just a journal to claim my cosplays xD
From my group of friends lol.

I AM GOING TO BE MEIRIN (Maylene) from Kuro Shitsuji

And I also claim Eruka Frog from Soul Eater.

YUP. Need a third cosplay xD

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_{So it's over.
Anime Boston 2009 is over.
The best con I have ever been to is over.

TIME TO START PLANNING FOR NEXT YEAR~ OH YEEEAH~ *sparkle*

So anyways. I went to Anime Boston last weekend and it was absolutely amazing. Everything I worried about worked out perfectly.
Michelle had her art table and she didn't get kicked for being too young hehe. I didn't even pick up my artist alley little tab to put in my badge x' lmao.
Our rooms worked out and we didn't get sent home for having too many people
and I didn't look as terrible as I thought I would~

I have a lot of planning to do for next year, as well as goals to meet T^T; Ouuuhh. I have to start going to the gym again D: No time for anything lately. (WORK WORK WORK)

Our skit won in the masquerade. We took first place in our division, that is the second time we have won! I am rather excited that my group of friends can say that we have two first place trophies for our skits :> hehe. I feel that we should have a youttube channel for our awesomeness. I am trying to think up awesome names to title our cosplay group.

I want to cosplay some really outrageous characters for Boston next year xP I did Sasuke and a silent hill nurse for Boston. I didn't end up using my Rukia costume because I didn't feel comfortable in it, an since Sunday was the last day to run around and grab stuff I didn't want to be uncomfortable. *laughs*

I have a few ideas, but at first I need to work on getting to the gym every morning. I haven't gained any weight, thankfully. Even though I thought I was going to. I actually lost weight after Boston (Even after I indulged in so many tasty treats). I don't want to be a pole, don't get me wrong. I just want to be back to the weight I feel comfortable in~

Running on the treadmill actually makes me feel really good, and lifting weights is lots of fun. I can already see definition forming in my arms and legs :> It's rather cool.

I am not going to write much because I have to go to work. Pulling a double tonight (Going to be at work for 17 hours D8 ORZ)

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Thu, 07 May 2009 08:34:34 PDT

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_{Yup, that's right :] I have a FULL TIME JOB.

By winter time I will have enough earn time to take a PAID VACATION.
How awesome is that?

I finally got a full time position at my work, and it's about time D8 I has been working there for almost FOUR YEARS :[ It will be 4 years in July, and then I will get a raise 8D I need to work really hard and show my boss that I am an extremely dependable worker :C I haven't called in to work sick in AGES. :]
I also picked up a TON of extra shifts. I just worked a double on Monday night. I went into work at 2, we got a call that the night worker has the "flu" and couldn't work, so I picked up her shift I worked from 2pm-8pm, and then worked from 10pm-6:30am. Then the next day I went into work and worked from 2pm-10:30pm x'D AH!
I am also working tonight

TOOK THE WEEKEND OFF THOUGH
For dress rehearsal at Noni's house SILENT HILL SKIT FTW.

UHHHHHH. I wanted to say more but I'm like... blonde as ever and can't think of ANYTHING I want to talk about.

:] I have to get ready for work.

I ORDERED A REALLY NICE LOLITA DRESS.

I am going to have it made to my measurements~

OH AND I FUCKING LOVE PERFUME'S NEW SONG. One room disco.
EPIC. LISTEN TO IT D<
[link] 8D Yay youtube.

ALSO. it's almost been a year and a half for Sam and I <3
I have an idea of what I would like to get him for our anniversary~

My mom is paying for my hair cut+rootdye tomorrow which makes me rather happy :< <33

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Sun, 26 Apr 2009 08:31:50 PDT

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_{I have been rather lame lately, really.

I shouldn't be complaining about the new house, because no one but me will understand how bad it feels.

So I am just going to lock all my emotions away and pretend that it doesn't bother me :] so then my mom won't be "mad" at me for not liking the house with the giant moose head on the wall and the dirty, rusty, ancient tools nailed to the whole front-side of the house. Whatever -_-; I just have to deal with it... I wish I had a bunch of people I could move into an apartment with x'D

I have been rather lazy lately :/ Going to the gym is hard for me to do with the stress. Also I have had a runny nose for a while (It's annoying when I am working out because I have to stop and blow it -____-; ) So I plan on going to the gym as much as possible within the next few weeks. D: *faints* I hate not having motivation.

I should be working on my final project for North Country Literature. I also have a paper due for Math that is going to be kinda hard to write :] Yeah... I hate so much right now.

In other news, besides school and working out, I work. All the fucking time. And it drives me insane. I work 32-40 hours as a PART TIME WORKER? Explain how that works :/ I am wicked pissed about it. I want to have a full time position, right now. I don't get any earn time (You work 32-40 hours and get like, 8 hours a week) and you use the earn time to take days off and still get paid for them .______.; They did this to me last summer, and since I was "going to school" in the fall they wouldn't give me full time. Well, I am in school and still working full time so seriously? I am pissed. I am sick of being used. I pick up extra days all the time and I am scheduled to work 5 out of 7 days. (Next week I have to work 6 out of 7)

*throws hands up* I give up. They keep a girl on full-time who can only work 16 hours a week per-doctor's order. I hate my work so much sometimes... So many things shouldn't be allowed to go on, but they do. We have a woman who can only use one of her arms (Because she pulled the tendons in her left arm) and now she can only work 4 hours a night. Which means the person working with her ends up doing ALL of the work. Just because she is there doesn't mean she can do anything .______. She's not only LAZY as hell, she's got ONE arm to work with. I usually just try and do all the work.
Plus, she's a major risk. If a resident falls, she can't help them. She's not allowed to lift anything, or even help residents walk. :/ YEAH. Explain that shit to me? I don't leave the floor for my break because I am afraid my residents will get hurt if she's the only one upstairs .________.;
A woman wanted help to her seat in the dining room (Which is MAYBE a 10 foot distance from the door) and she said that she couldn't help the woman walk to her seat .____.;
Then the doctor sent my boss a fax stating that said worker couldn't come to work for two weeks. HA. The worker didn't even CALL to say that she couldn't work :] really nice of her huh? But when she came in to pick up her paycheck she was just as cheery as ever.
Bull fucking shit. That's what it is. And I am sick of it *shakes head* I am sick of working with her because I come home at 10:30 and want to shoot myself I am so tired.

I have a ton of gaia commissions to... ]]>}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} =hisokegrieve4 Journal http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/24425592/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/24425592/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 10:21:07 PDT _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{I would like to write something meaningful, but right now I am feeling very blah :/

I had an awful night at work yesterday, as well as an awful day in general.

I can't wait for summer, but at the same time I seriously am dreading it ._____.; I am not happy about moving what-so-ever and I honestly wish I had somewhere else I could live :/ I can't wait to move. My dad honestly believes that I want to live with them forever and I'm like yeah FUCK no. If I had a place to move to right now, I'd do it. I am sick of dealing with him and his mean mouth .______.

I can't wait for Boston. But today I am feeling very, very depressed.

Off to work.

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Well.
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_{The new house is terrible.

I don't want to fucking move.

I would give anything to be able to stay here, and not have to move into the house my parents picked.

I fucking hate it.

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_{Right? It's going to be just fine.
Everything will be alright.

It's Easter. My family and I are more or less Atheist so we don't believe in the crap behind it.
No chocolate bunnys... no nothing this year. Usually I get a little basket, but I didn't buy myself one this year.

Why didn't I buy one you ask?
I am starting on a diet, as well as a work out routine.
I go to the gym daily, and I bought my very first gym membership.

We're moving. But I don't know where yet.
I have boxes in my room to start packing stuff that I don't need right now (Movies, books, action figures, posters, etc)

I have a lot of stuff going on in my life. A lot of confusion, but I am going to try and work through everything.
Getting into the LNA course to get my first license in this field. I am planning on working my way up to getting a degree in nursing, but instead of rushing I am going to take my time. Right now the program is crammed, and it amazes me how some people could actually pass the NLN to get into the fuckin program.

Oh well. I am not going to give up hope. A lot of older people are working to get into the program, and if Sam and I have to move than me being in college might hinder our plans.

Thinking about the future a lot lately :[

I am getting my hair done on Wednesday, and getting pink streaks in it :] I shall put up a new DA ID after my hair appointment.

uh... maybe I will post a better entry when it's not SNOWING outside .________.;;

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_{So a lot of shit is going down right now.

My parents are going to a Laywer about our financial status.
We're going to lose our house.

And we're going to be moving.

I would LOVE to be happy about it, but right now it just aches.

We worked so hard on this house. Putting in an addition, painting the walls and adding trim (etc), and what not.

Now I'm going to have to go somewhere else... and I hate the thought of ripping apart my room.

It won't be far away.
My parents told me that.

But it still hurts you know? To know that my parents are suffering that much .______. And that other people are fucking leeching off the system.

*shakes head* I'm just so angry right now.

We tired to do everything right! We invested our money in funds, and we've lost just about all of it ._______. It's TOTALLY fucked up.

I hate all those fucking people who ran our country into the ground.
I'd like to fucking run them over.

Please don't leave me comments and say how it could be much worse.
It could be I suppose
But right now this feels like hell for me.
Leaving those kind of comments isn't going to make me feel any better.

I've lived in this house since I was 5 or 6 years old.
It hurts to think of leaving it.

*goes off to write papers and sulk*

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_{Thank you so much for the 40,000+ Pageviews! :]

So I had a wonderful weekend out with my friends :] We had a big party at my boyfriend's house and some of it was even taped. My boyfriend put it on his youtube and I will put up the links when I get home.

I am sitting in the library at my school and I am bored to the point of tears almost. I thought I had a paper due today but it turns out it is due next week, as well as the rest of this book. So I am going to wait to write it so I can include the ending of this book in my paper.

I am very busy lately. Working short handed, because we don't have enough residents to have fulltime staff, makes it very difficult to come home with enough energy to draw or work on something. I come home and go to bed within 1/2 an hour or an hour usually. X____X; Pretty sad, because I end up doing the work of 2 people instead of just my work. Also we have residents that shouldn't be living in our Assisted living home, they are complete care and we are only supposed to be doing assisted Care. (I shouldn't have to tell someone to wash their privates or do it for them ._.; ) and it's just been SO hectic. I just want to die x'D
I worked last night and it was such a stressful night. I felt like crying when I came home .____.; But we're not supposed to be that stressed out and I REFUSE to go see the consouler that they want us to go see if we're stressed. I probably won't be okay until we have our staff working around the clock again. It's scary to be alone for more than 2 hours ._.; I feel like anything could go wrong.

Someone just walked by with a salad that had TONS of onions on it and I feel like puking x'D It smells like really bad B.O... and anyone who truly knows me should know how much that smell bothers me x_______x; GWAH I want to run away now LOL.

So yes, this book, "We Took To The Woods" by Louise Dickinson Rich, is about as entertaining as watching grass grow. x_____x; I hate the book selection for this class .____.; I took it because my English teacher before made it seem like it would be a FUN AND INTERESTING CLASS, when really I just want to rip out my teeth ._____.; oh lordy.

So I am going to go eat lunch soon, and I should try to finish up this book... Like hell I am going to though D: It's a boring read and she assigned over 100 pages.

-_-; like hell I have time to read and do all my other homework + work all the time.

I like to complain I guess.

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_{Absolutely love it so far :]

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Rei The first episode was SO funny. I loved it <3 I'm so excited to see what the series is going to offer *_*~ I love the new opening too *O*

I was VERY disappointed in the Kuroshitsuji ending .______.; I still can't believe it's over *throws hands up* It's SO like..... ARG I just wanna explode.

I am excited for the Manga updates for Bleach and Naruto *____*; I wish it was Friday morning

I was going to make a longer journal... but I'm not feeling it anymore x'D

and no .______.; no april fool's joke.

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Alright, Commissions
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Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:22:23 PDT

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_{For right now I would like people who are interested in buying a commission from me to please send me a note :]
We can talk about a price and a method of payment that way <3
Then I can generate a listing of prices based on how much people are willing to pay.

It's always better to discuss things.

SO LOOK WHAT I PRE-ORDERED.

ONG *FAPFAPFAP* I can't wait to get it in JUNE x3 Arg I am so excited for it.

I am going to stare at it ._.; all day long... fuck.

I dunno what else to say x'D I have math in the morning and I SHOULD be sleeping >_>; I have to take a make-up math test T_______T; I so did bad, and it's not even funny D: I am hoping I can at least get a 60 or a 70 on the test ; -;

I am working on my gaia commissions as well, and I brought up my prices LOL. *rolls over* Once I actually get some RL commissions I will put my Gaia commissions on Hiatus.

Plus my gaia commissions are NOT going to be as good as my RL commissions. I plan on spending actual TIME on any commissions for money. I am also thinking about making a few keychains for Michelle to sell at the table for Anime Boston~ Since the table is in my name, I might have to spend some time at it T^T; I should get a table for an upcoming convention~

It's nice to have my bills paid too~ I am excited to start saving money again.

I need to work on my cosplays for Anime Boston... I have like, less than 2 months left I am a little worried, but if worst comes to worst I WILL buy my costume. I could rather wear a bought costume than not cosplay at all :< I want to make my Sasuke cloak REALLY badly. I need a wig for that cosplay too. My Rukia wig is alright :] I wonder if I should do her Shinigami outfit or her school girl outfit~

I'm gonna gooooooo~ XD I should probably be sleeping T-T;

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_{So I am wondering how many people would be interested.

I would like to have payment through paypal :] I do have a paypal account~
I am also willing to take mailed money.

I am a little worried on what I should do for pricing XP

I will probably stop doing Gaia commissions when the time comes, if I get orders :] Or my gaia commissions will not be as good as my real-life commissions

*shrugs* XD I don't know. Give me your input please! ; -; Help with pricing, if you would want one or not. etc

Update Also when I do a commission, I full intend on sending the finished piece to my commissioner through the mail. Artwork can be laminated or put in a plastic sleeve to avoid damage (The Laminated pictures are very nice, very hard to bend them :]) Even if the picture was CG'd I send the original sketch and a signed print off of the picture.

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_{There, I'll get that sad, stupid journal off my front page and write about some other stuff.

*sigh* But I don't know what to talk about, really xP;

I am still upset, and confused about what to do with everything that has been put on my plate.
I just... don't even want to talk about it because sometimes what people say make me feel worse T-T;

I don't want to go to work, but I have to xP <3 I am getting sick of everything being so contradictory and fucked up. *shrugs* But I am just going to try and listen to who I think is right and if they call me out on it... well FUCK I will give them a piece of my mind. We are never told anything, like when policies change, and it's THEIR fucking fault. Not mine.
If you want something done RIGHT, you need to INFORM the workers. 9____9 I am NOT a mind reader, and I can never be one -_-;

Well I weighed myself 5 days ago, and was very depressed by what I saw on the scale. I didn't realize that I had gained about 6 pounds of water weight, due to that time of the month. Weighed myself again and I am back down to my normal weight. I am happy about it

I don't know what else to write.

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Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:53:35 PDT

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_{I feel no hope right now.

I feel like crying, breaking down. Everything is so fucked up in the world... everything is so fucked up in my world.

Just trying to make ends meet... The struggle is starting to take it's toll.

What if they do file it? What will happen to us?

How is it that my parents worked, and WORKED their asses off in their profession
and we've got nothing?

Losing money hand over fist because fat cats suck us dry of every thing we have left.

Everything is gone.

I feel empty, scared, and hopeless.

I feel like a complete waste of space... an unneeded source of debt that can't do anything good at all.

Why are we even trying? When other people can sit on their asses all fucking day and claim our hard earned money?

Why do they get health care for free when we have to WORK for it.

So wonderful that you can afford that $5,000 dress you're going to wear once. How about you take it and fucking SHOVE it up your ass. I fucking HATE it.

I'm scared, and for some reason I find no hope... no light at the end of the tunnel.

I feel like I've wasted my life. I could have been better at school if I hadn't paid attention to all the fucking drama. If I had said "Hey fuck you, wanna pick a guy over me? Whatever, that's awesome!"
Instead I let it crawl under my skin, and eat me alive until I was a hollow corpse walking down the hallways.

I don't want anything anymore but happiness.

I don't want a Dollfie.
I don't want a new laptop
I don't want to spend money in Boston
I don't need to go to Boston

I just want to see you happy again... I want to see my Mom laugh and smile.
I don't wanna see her hurt for something we can't control.

We did everything right
Paid the bills on time... Made sure the Business was Legit.
Didn't hire people under the table

And what do we have to show for it?

Will we make it through this? Would it be better if I was miles away in a college dorm?
I know we're not the only ones.
I know others are hurting

But why us...? Why.

Right now... I don't know what I want to do with my life
and I am wasting time
I am wasting space
I am wasting money
I'm wasting everything.

I am a waste.

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Mon, 16 Mar 2009 07:12:19 PDT

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_{Is my worst enemy lately x'D

I have no drive for class right now :/ I feel like it's pointless Dx

But I will push onwards :>

It's beautiful and sunny outside and I don't wanna spend the day in class/in work but I gotta do what I gotta do x'D

I will write a better journal when the time comes :< Right now I'm feeling kinda... bleh.

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Tue, 03 Mar 2009 15:23:19 PST

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_{So I went to the Doctor's today because I have a fever, chest congestion, bad cough, etc cold symptoms.

Just wanted to make sure I didn't have anything serious, when it turns out I kinda did D:

I first got checked for Influenza, which was a disturbing test ._.; They take a swap (like a q-tip with a long handle) and stick it up your nose all the way back. My eyes instantly teared up when she did it and I began to cough and cry. It was pretty painful, and I wasn't expecting it to be that way x'D I didn't actually BAWL, but just felt tears running down my cheeks x'D At least I didn't smack my head into the wall to get away from her lol.

So they did a series of tests on me to see what was wrong. I found out that I have fluid behind my eardrums, which is making stuff sound muffled. A polyp in my right nostril that causes the blockage (Wow I was surprised by that)
and when listening to my lungs the Doctor said he noticed a faint difference between my right and left lung.

So I am being treated for Pneumonia :/ If I had let the cold persist I would have probably gotten a LOT sicker by the end of the week x.x;
I am on medicine now too :< it sucks. I hate taking pills, especially since Antibiotics can interfere with birth control pills ; -; *makes a very sad face*

Along with the sickness I have decreased appetite, which is hard because I want to eat really badly but I just... can't make myself eat. I get hungry but the feeling goes away when I actually have food in front of me. D8

I was starting my work outs, but this sickness has put a real damper on my plans and I feel like crying. I refused to allow the Nurse to weigh me today because I knew it would send me into a frenzy. I hate having people weigh me... I'm always afraid they will make a comment about it.
I might not be considered "fat" yet, but I am overweight. I can, thankfully, carry my weight well and dress in ways that conceal my true body. I dunno, I'm hoping I can slim down and tone up before anime boston.

I still have a while to go, and I am going to do a few workouts that don't need me to use my lungs as much as running/walking would.
I do have to get up though, or I'm going to go insane D:

NOW LET'S PUT THAT DEPRESSING TOPIC ASIDE AND TALK ABOUT SOMETHING INTERESTING AND HAPPY, NE?

I am watching an Anime called Soul Eater, and it's fucking AMAZING. I am so in love with it right now x'D I keep finding all these great animes through my friends and it makes me really happy :] I love having stuff to watch when I'm bored.

I did a little bit of cleaning in my room this weekend and dusted off my television and a bookcase that I keep all my movies in, and I keep my Pinky Street dolls on top of it :]

I want to get my Dollfie, but I am thinking that I might wait a little while, because I have a few things to pay for first.
Or maybe I will buy it asap >_>; I dunno yet. Lol. I am thinking about it D8 LEAVE ME ALONE lol. I know it's a lot of money to spend on a doll but it's something that I have always really wanted :<

mew.

Anime Boston is all paid for
I need to pay my boyfriend's mom for our trip this summer

and I need to go eat :]

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_{This Heath Ledger show makes me so sad. :'< mewww, I loved this guy D8 I wish he hadn't died... I loved all of his movies. I really want to buy The Dark Knight, because I am seriously in love with that movie
I say we kill the batman
I have two t-shirts with the Joker on them X'D I have always loved Batman movies, but this one just made me cream my pants D<

I got three of my commissions done for gaia I am very proud of myself that I got at least 3 done in two days ^_^ One of them was just a chibi sketch... but still cool anyways xD I am going to try and keep drawing D: I have a bad habit of not taking the time, or finding the time to draw

WELL, Today is the 22nd it marks the 1 year and 3 month point for Sam and I :3 I am really happy that we are still together and that we are both still in love = w= mew.

I am enjoying the new animes I got very much :> they are super exciting!

I dunno what else to write... I had a big idea for a long journal and now it's kinda poofed away from my brain D8

I ordered new pencils for drawing...
I am still planning on my dollfie (Going to keep it a surprise on which one I get until I actually have her and can take pictures of her :>

I really hate working sometimes, and other times I really love it. I love the fact that I have money
I paid for my share of the room for Anime Boston.
I have money for all the material I need for my costumes, but need to start working on them x'D

I am going on a strict work out routine starting tomorrow. I did some work outs all this week (Bike riding, weight lifting, core workouts etc) but I will be starting the offical hardcore stuff this week. I needed to warm up before I took things too seriously. I could hurt myself if I do X'D I couldn't walk right for two days after riding on the bike for 45 minutes (Goes to show how out of shape I am D8)

I'm supposed to buy a TI-89 calculator for college, but I really don't wanna spend over $100 on a fuckin' calculator -________-; I am seriously disappointed in my math class and can't stand taking it ._.; I am really bad at math and I just DON'T understand how I am going to use any of the shit I am learning in my career field. I wish they had a class that was for "Nursing Mathematics" because I don't ever plan on having a career that deals directly with math. I am terrible at it, and I just can't force myself to understand the material.
Graphing on a calculator? What happened to the days of just graphing on fucking paper ._.; I'm not even... ]]>}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} =hisokegrieve4 . Well, I'll be damned -Rewrite- http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/23268516/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/23268516/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:25:09 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{Today has been pretty much amazing, I must say.

I got my hair done this morning. Cut off, roots died, and she even trimmed my brows and styled them all for $55, normally it would cost more, and I am really happy. :] I tipped her $10, and we made another appointment for next month, in 4 weeks.
I am excited to go to my next appointment, because we might put in some funky color >D which would be WICKED sweet. Like light blue and pink 8D it would be hot lol.

And then I went to my Anatomy class, which actually REALLY wasn't that bad at all :] We joked around for once, and my teacher called the bathroom the "Tinkle Terrarium" xD which made me laugh. Then I went to Lab and we didn't have a quiz, AND left almost an hour early xD

So I just went to walmart and bought some pens (My ink is low and I need them for work )
and some KY Yours & Mine lol... ;D

Now I am sitting here, waiting for Psychology class, which I hope gets canceled actually x'D It's supposed to storm tonight ... so even if Psychology doesn't get canceled... maybe Math will tomorrow xD

I am going to order my Dollfie before Boston, but I am pretty sure I am going to wait until at least April to get it.
I am probably going to get a female, and I am definitely going going to buy her from Dollmore :]
Here are the two that I am thinking about getting :
[link]
or
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And I plan on getting a Male doll by the end of the year :] so I will have a male and a female.
But I don't know if I want to wait and get a Migidoll head ... or just look around for a whole male doll to buy x'D

I finished Higurashi Season Two and I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THAT ANIME
I want to watch it all over again xD it was THAT good to me :] I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.
I can't wait for season three niipah~

I can't wait to start watching Reborn and Soul Eater :] I am going to watch a few episodes when I get home <3

I LOVEEE Bleach so much right now as well
But I am getting a little sick of Naruto .____.; really kinda sick of it... LOL

Kuro Shitsuji is epic as well x3 I enjoyed episode 18 very much

Sam is coming over on Sunday~! For a whole week x3 I am so excited to seeee himmmm

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_{So I am sitting here in Anatomy class. Rather bored XP So I thought I would make a DA journal xD
My professor just made me laugh xD Today it just a good day.
It's like, almost 50 degrees outside and beautiful!

I feel like going to the car wash :But my car will just get dirty anyways since the roads are wet and salty D:

I am planning on getting a Dollfie in the near future :> not telling which one or anything just yet~ I have been looking at clothes to buy as well.
And wigs nyuuu~!

I am working a lot more now D: meww. One of my co-workers got hurt so now I have to work :<

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_{So I have been pretty busy lately T_T Haven't even had time to SKETCH anything .______.;

I need to renew my subscription tomorrow because I dun wanna go to the Ad-cluttered DA page xD

I am having a party next weekend I have been planning on what I want to buy for food :> (Not a lot of junk food, more healthy stuffs!)

and Courtney was over last night and we worked on my dress a little

I am more motivated to lose weight

I miss my boyfriend ;____; *sulks*

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . Oh my godness http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22937542/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22937542/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 07:34:10 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{I had a great day yesterday with my friends.

We hung out at the mall. I bought new pants and some new shirts (Yey finally some pants I can wear ;-; I usually have to wait for laundry to come out of the dryer or I have no pants xD

I also bought a really cut black and white hat that I love

But then things started to get ugly when I went to Toys R Us with my friends. My stomach started to hurt really bad and I thought it was because I was hungry at first.

Oh no it wasn't hunger.

In fact I had food poisoning :/ I couldn't enjoy the movie because I kept getting sharp, sharp pains in my stomach and felt like I was going to vomit. I did eventually vomit after the movies, and it was TERRIBLE T_____T; I hate throwing up in public restrooms. I was cringing and crying the whole time.
So I went back to Sam's with him >_>; He tried to drive my car but was obviously worried about me and drove over a curb and somehow broke the rim for my tire D8
On the way back I couldn't keep the contents of my stomach down and had to stop at a rest area to once again vomit ._.; I was the only one at the rest area except for the old man working there He of course asked me if I was okay when I came out of the bathroom.

I was throwing up all night. I still feel pretty bad but at least I can eat and drink water ._. I was so dehydrated this morning that I felt like my mouth was a wasteland. My throat is sore from breathing out of my mouth all night and not having any water.

So yeah. I feel pretty shitty right now. My legs and stomach hurt from sitting in the bathroom for hours and from puking u____u; BLAH

I hate being sick :/ and of COURSE it had to happen here with Sam T_T;

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . mmmhm http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22901466/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22901466/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 09:59:08 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{D8 Was does mouth wash have to burn so much? DAMN.
At least my teeth feel nice and smooth and clean

I wish I could submit some art right now :< I have gaia commissions I should be doing but I just don't feel like drawing D8

I'm a little worried about the whole skit thing for Anime Boston T^T; I am nervous that I will fall or something silly :< LOL
I am a bit of a clutz

I can't wait to go to the Mall tomorrow! I want to shop! I need a new pair of jeans ; -; Or a few tops that I can wear with confidence!
I am thinking about some babydoll tops. Not t-shirts. Just something that will be nice and flow :>

I think I will try and draw :>
THIS JOURNAL IS POINTLESS.... YEY

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . HAHA http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22879478/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22879478/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 05:35:33 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{My mom just gave me a check for $400~!!!

TIME TO GO SHOPPING~!

For Sam's present lol... and get an oil change... and buy 1 new pair of pants... and maybe a new bra... BUT OTHER THAN THAT. Nothing really.

I'm going to end up trying to save most of the money~

AND IT IS TIME FOR EXTREME WORK OUTS

Because I have changed my eating habits, and my mom says now I should WORK OUT.

More than I already do.

instead of 30 minutes on the treadmill, I'm going to jog around town and back
or ride the bike for 45 minutes.

Man I want breakfast ; -; NO MILK FOR MY CEREAL

GOING TO VERMONT KAY?

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_{I feel really bitchy lately. I am just very easily angered~ *noodle arms*

I hate being snappy T_T Maybe it's just like hormones.

Look at the new stamp I put on my shoutboard :> It's at the very bottom and it's soooo cute.

I got the Hetalia episode subbed. Yey.

And for those who keep asking, NO. I have NOT read it and I frankly do not want to x_x PLEASE stop badgering me ;___; I do not like how the scans are on LJ and I find it HARD TO READ.
If the scans come out of One Manga I may consider reading it. Or I am just going to wait for the manga to come out. Either way I am not going to force myself to try and weave through the LJ entries and read it.
u_____u;
I'm not trying to be mean, I am just SICK of getting asked the same question OVER AND OVER again ;______;
I'm also not saying I am angry or hate anyone who has asked me Dx I just don't feel like explaining myself 20 times.

I will read it when I want to, and I don't care about jumping on the Bandwagon right now. I have Naruto, Bleach, Kuro Shitsuji, Vampire Knight, and Higurashi to get caught up on.

In other news. I got my hair done again today by the demand of my hair dresser. It looks good, but I am regretting the choice I made. My hair seems to be breaking and it's making me nervous x_____x I don't like my hair splitting apart!

I also am caught up on Kuro Shitsuji <3 ARG LOVE THIS ANIME SO MUCH I COULD SCREAAAAAM. I can't believe it's only going to be 26 episodes ;________; GWAH WHY DO THEY DO THIS TOO ME?! All the animes I LOVE are super short *cries plz*

I called my English teacher and told her I wouldn't be in class today because I didn't feel good. But I told her I had a fever, I was driving home from the hairdresser so I didn't know if I had one or not. I got home and took my fever after a while of sitting down. 100.2 was one reading, and when took it again recently it was 102 x______x; I don't know why, I didn't feel THAT sick... just lazy and tired D8 But it turns out I might actually be under the weather!

I am washing my blankets~

I got to Skype with Jessica today <3
If anyone wants to skype with me <3 JUST NOTE ME~ KAY?
I love my webcam :> It makes me so happppeh!

I am planning on my Valentine's party, and wondering if I will have enough money to buy people food xD;

My tax return is going to SUCK. Because my mom claimed me as a dependent T_T; It sucks because I lose like $300 to the government :< She said she's going to give me the money I didn't get but.
Blah I dunno if she WILL have the money when that time comes around T_T;

BLAH I DON'T WANNA TALK RIGHT NOW.
I want sleep and Kuro.
And to draw.
Not do homework T______T; *LAZY CHILD*

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Mon, 26 Jan 2009 15:25:04 PST

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- Available: Hello no :>
- Annoyance: People on Gaia who won't read my forum and just order art! No new episodes of Kuro Shitsuji T^T. College. Work. Not being with Sam 24/7.
- Animal: KITTIES!
- Actress: ... *shrugs*

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- Beer: Fuck no.
- Birthday: 10/04/89
- Best Friends: THE BAKUCON COUCH POTATOES~ Molly, Courtney, Elysia, Sarah, annnd... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE~!!
- Body Part on opposite sex: collar bones
- Best feeling in the world: Being with someone you truly love~
- Blind or Deaf: NEITHER D8 I would commit suicide!
- Best weather: Cloudy and warm (NOT HOT D8 ARG)
- Been in Love: I am right now
- Been bitched out?: Probably
- Been on stage?: Yupp
- Believe in yourself?: Not really... sometimes I do.
- Believe in life on other planets: Of course o_o
- Believe in miracles: Nope
- Believe in Magic: xD no...
- Believe in God: Absolutely not. Actually. xD Totally Atheist
- Believe in Satan: Nope xD
- Believe in Santa: Nope D<
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Well, now that's a tough one XD I won't believe until I see it.
- Believe in Evolution: Yesu

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- Car: Kia Rio D< Ugly Tan
- Candy: Cherry Flavored :>
- Color: Red probably. I enjoy many many colors.
- Cried in school: Yup. When my Uncle John died D8 That's one time that I remember
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese
- Cake or pie: Cake
- Country to visit: Japan

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- Day or Night: Night
- Dream vehicle: Something better than my Kia D< *glares at it*
- Dance in the rain?: Nu.
- Do the splits?: Nu.

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- Eggs: Over easy or scrambled
- Eyes: Brown
- Everyone has a: n excuse.
- Ever failed a class: nope

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- First crush: XD some kid when I was like 5.
- Full name: D8 THIS IS THE INTERNETS?
- First thoughts waking up: XD That I didn't have to bring Jeremy to school... so I slept again 8D
- Food: LASGANAAAAA D8 <333333

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- Greatest Fear: Being tortured.
- Giver or taker: XD WHICH SENSE OF THE WORDS?
- Goals: I have many of them xD But most of all my biggest goal is to be happy and make Sam happy :]
- Gum: Winterfresh
- Get along with your parents?: With my mom the most.
- Good luck charm: Umm I dun h... ]]>}}} =hisokegrieve4 . NOW I can see myself watching Hetalia! http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22817738/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22817738/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 06:38:37 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{[link] <-- Because I recognize so many voice actors xD I will be happy to watch it now!

As soon as it is subbed *head desk* X'D

; -; I am so tired today. I got sick last night around 4am, again. It happens every month T^T; on a Monday~ Gwaah D8 damn BC pills.

OFF TO DRAW COMMISSIONS ~

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . Thank you http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22800631/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22800631/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 10:37:51 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{For the 39k pageviews!

:] I would love to write more, but I have to go to work!

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . This is fucked up http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22756042/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22756042/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 09:29:08 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{[link]

What do you feel about this video?

I personally would like to make this woman SUFFER.

Who the HELL would do this?!
WHO WOULD HURT PEOPLE LIKE THIS?
WHO COULD HATE LIKE THIS?

I am so mad.

but also.. I must admit...
the new layout is starting to grow on me x'D
though it sucks that it's not just for people with subby's anymore.

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . Blah http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22720502/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22720502/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 18:41:20 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{bye journal *kicks it off DA*

meh. PMS

Blonde tomorrow morning.

I will post pictures. :<

WHY THE HELL IS THERE NO SUBBED KUROSHITSUJI?!
WTF
Someone is posting RAW versions on my SUBBED website
*headdesk* T_______T I WANT TO WATCH ME SOME SEXY BUTLER OKAY?

Maybe I should just give in and find the time to read Axis Powers Hetalia

D8 I think I just might... get a new car My mom said that I could pick any car I wanted ; -; AND I COULD GET THE COLOR I WANT (If you had known me when I got the car... the first thing that pissed me off about it was it was GOLD/TAN D8 OLD LADY PLZ. *head desk*)
I have a few ideas on what car I want to get :> *wiggly arms*

REASONS BEHIND NEW CAR
-Mom wants me to establish credit
-Brother needs a JOB. And in this area, YOU. NEED. TRANSPORTATION. No questions asked.
We do not have a bus system ._.; Or good in town jobs.
-I travel, my brother does not. Hence why I should get the car.
(I travel to school and from state to state for different reasons lol x3)

I dunno it is just starting to see like a good idea *O*~

So I feel a little better about my artwork ^_^ Showed it to some friends at school and they were actually impressed :> It's nice to get some comments/questions again >_>
Maybe I should just draw tons of fanart 8D LOLOLOLOL
too bad I SUCK at fanart... and yet my fanart of Edgar from Pandect had 24 favorites... and it looks like SHIT PLZ ._.; LOL

Maybe I should just do that.
I have a few ideas in mind of what I would LIKE to draw for fanart

I burnt my mouth on my coffee T^T; LOL

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . Seme ... or Uke? http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22680609/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22680609/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 18:47:55 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{Less than 20=Seme
More than 20=Uke

1-[ ] you like to be consent in everything
2-[ x ] when a person confesses his/her love to you and you donÂt like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you donÂt know what to say
3-[ x ] you enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music
4-[ x ] you are quite hyperactive (When I want to be :> )
5-[ ] if you donÂt like something, you start crying and you donÂt care if you start talking to loud
6-[ x ] you love candies or any type of caramel
7-[ x ] you like making others blush
8-[ ] you sleep with a doll/ teddy bear/ pillow in your hand (Nooo :> Just on my bed!)
9-[ x ] youÂre usually shy with the opposite sex
10-[ x ] you like romantic- funny anime
11-[ x ] between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L
12-[ x ] you have listened Âan cafÃ©Â
13-[ x ] you like listening to it (the above band)
14-[ x ] you have 1 or 2 song in you pc of Âan cafÃ©Â
15-[ ] you are innocent and a little clumsy
16-[ x ] you smile at kitties
17-[ ] you usually say Âkawaii-
18-[ x ] you like plushies
19-[ ] between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue
20-[ x ] you hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot
21-[ ] you have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema
22-[ ] you have called to the mistaken number twice or more
23-[ ] you cried with Pocahontas' ending
24-[ x ] you have used a very feminine dress or shirt
25-[ x ] you call your pets with cute names
26-[ x ] you believe that yaoi/yuri is the best
27-[ ] you're easily to convince
28-[ x ] some men scare you
29-[ ] you have seen Pucca and you like it
30-[ ] you have pink/red clothes or they are decorated with flowers
31-[ ] sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space
32-[ ] youÂve said ÂKyaoÂ or something like that before
33-[ ] when a person of your same sex gets angry with you, youÂre at the defensive
34-[ x ] you like j-pop
35-[ x ] you have cried for more than one movie/TV series
36-[] you watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi/you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa
37-[ x ] you smile with no reason
38-[ ] you usually are very positive
39-[ x ] when thereÂs a rainbow, you run out to see it
40-[ ] you usually donÂt understand what your parents say

Well... of course I would be an Uke

I wanna learn how to use all of these icons they are EXCITING :>

Does anyone know where they might all be listed? XD

... tired.

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_{If you don't watch Smosh videos on youtube, than you are seriously missing out x'D

So next Thursday I am dying my hair blonde o_____o
It's the only natural hair color I haven't had yet. I have been brown, red, and black. Now I am excited to be BLONDE *O*

I am at Sam's house, and enjoying a weekend away from home.

I bought a 4 pack of Polaroids, which was awesome. Now I have plenty of film *-* And I need to stock up on it because they are going to stop making the film this year x.x;

I dun have a lot to say. D8 Lol I am kinda bored.

I checked my grades, and they were pretty good, to my surprise! XD

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_{Kill the Batman

So I am back at home finally

*sighs* My bathroom is a damn mess because my brother is a failure -_-; Literally, there is NO toilet paper left and he used my damn paper towels ._. (I use them to wipe off my make-up and to use for my contacts as well)

I'm angry. I wish someone else could keep the bathroom clean for once. I mean wtf, the toilet is nasty as well -_- Like fuck he'd actually wipe the seat though *groooowl*
Also the trash can is over flowing, and the cat box is awful D8
(I changed it before I left and he can't spend less time playing video games to scoop it -_-)

Yeah. I get annoyed with my brother. But life goes on. I complain to him and ask him to do a little extra, but I am wasting my breath -_-
Does anyone else have a problem like this? D8

I am officially on a diet now.
I just bought a bunch of fruits, light laughing cow cheese and 100% multi-grain, healthy cereal, and 100% cranberry juicee.
I will be cutting my food portions down, as well as decreasing the amount of meat that I eat (as well as how often I eat it)
I will also stop drinking soda unless I am hanging out with friends/out to eat. Soda isn't a big part of loosing weight.

I also am going to start putting out weights to use. We have a gym in our basement and I never use it, or anyone else for that matter.
I also realize today that we have Fitness TV, can you say hello dance work out? Oh yeah bebe~
Also I still have DDR, A treadmill, and a stationary bike :<

My goal is to loose 20 pounds before Anime Boston.
Doesn't seem like a hard goal really. I just need to stick to my diet. :> I am throwing out all my junk food (that no one wants) and putting healthy food and bottles of water in my room to keep me hydrated and full :>

Not doing to take Diet pills, so don't worry. I don't trust that shit at all T-T;

I'm thinking about other things I can do for my diet. I already decided that I am going to eat more vegetables, and less starch so no need to inform me of that x'D I will be cutting Potatoes out of my diet (Maybe once or twice a week) and instead eating more vegetables.

I can't wait to see some results :< I realize that I am not fat okay?
I know people think I am CRAZY for wanting to be on a diet
The fact of the matter is that my pants don't fit me like they used to, and I can't put on a lot of my size 7 pants that I USED to wear.
I want to be able to fit into all my clothes :/ I hate buying new clothes when I have pairs of pants that are in good condition in my closet as well as shirts *hangs head*

SO yeah, that's one of my new years resolutions, GET INTO SHAPE
My goal includes being able to run a mile in 8-9 minutes. (It used to take me 15 minutes to do the mile, and now I am down to 10 minutes and 30 seconds)
Now my lungs are rather shitty :/ Many members of my family have lung troubles, and my father is a chain smoker, so I grew up around Cigarette smoke.
I also believe that if I get in shape, I will stop getting sick so easily. I'm going to start taking vitamins, and all that crap daily like the rest of my family does.

Another one of my resolutions is to get GOOD grades this semester :< Now fitting a long workout in with homework could be tricky... But I am doing to try my fucking hardest to do it.

I am super excited for Anime Boston

Hotel rooms are BOOKED.

I'm going to start my Sasuke cosplay soon, hopefully, at least the planning and making patterns.
I am... ]]>} =hisokegrieve4 . Sleepy http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22410359/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22410359/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 08:58:30 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{It's snowing outside

really slow, with big puffy flakes.

I feel sort of relaxed, and sort of anxious.

Double date tonight with Janice and Haney :]

Lol aren't we amazing?

So in other news. I am at Sam's house.
I have a cold.
I have a Bladder infection

and I need to work on my gaia commissions :<

I hate watching television commercials :/ every time the break comes on there is at least ONE dieting/diet pill commercial -.-;

Mewww~

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 HAPPY NEW YEARS http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22317994/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22317994/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:05:43 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{exciting isn't it?

2009?

I CAN'T WAIT FOR ANIME BOSTON

FUUUUUUUUUUCK

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 >_<; -le sigh- http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22239940/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22239940/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 09:31:29 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{I don't know what is with me lately. For the past two days or so I have felt really out of place.

I want to trash my whole gallery and start over for some reason. I need to actually spend time on my artwork instead of not paying attention to what I am doing u_____u;

Maybe it's just work making me feel angsty. I hate my job so much some nights. The nights when I work with a certain co-worker ._. I miss working with the only male we have on our staff. He actually gets work done, is fun to talk to, and doesn't annoy the fuck out of me.
Plus we talk about pokemans and anime.

But I don't get to work with him that much anymore. I used to just work with him, and now I am lucky if we're on the same days!

I dunno. I just feel terribly disappointed in myself lately ._. I look at my gallery and scowl at my pictures. That I could actually think some picture looked good at the time and now I look at it and shake my head.

I feel like writing to my stories, but at the same time I know I won't dedicate enough time to proof-read them and all that good crap

I am going to Vermont tomorrow :< Which normally would cheer me up but I still feel like crap right now. Maybe it's just me being a girl, but it doesn't feel like that. I just keep looking at the downsides right now to everything *sighs* I wish I could put myself together already.

I ordered some polaroids for my Polaroid camera and I am waiting for them to come in the mail. I also ordered a .2mm mechanical pencil~ It was like $18 *___*; Let's hope it will help me do finer detail and what not.

I have 11 gaia commissions to do :< So I guess people do like my artwork. I just wish I could like it too. u____u I need to work on poses/anatomy, facial features, coloring, backgrounds, EVERYTHING D8

I also want to do some fanart... really badly. Bleach, Kuro, Vampire Knight, and many more series. I was also thinking about drawing the girls from Perfume :< Because I LOVE that band~

Merry Christmas by the way <3
And a happy new year!

I didn't get that much this year, because of my snow tires :< But it is a good gift I think. Makes driving a lot easier and my mom lets me go out when she usually would not ._.; *sighs* I've been driving for 3 years, and I need to get experience when it comes to winter driving, y'know?

But anyways. I got some AWESOME stuff from my friends who I totally adore <3
Molly gave me a Joker shirt
Noni made me a Lost Souls shirt *O*
Janice's gift hasn't come in ; -; LOL Sam gave me a Polaroid Camera and Skull Candy headphones. Also he bought me the "I can has cheezeburger" book xD
Caitlin got me Yaoi, bows, and a shirt that I really wanted xD "Bitch be trippin' balls!"
Haney made cookies xD
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_{EDIT:

I am fine Just gotta wash my mouth with this stufffssss :<

*shudders* It makes my boo-boo sting ; ^;'''

So I got a call from my mom this morning and she asked me to come to our work (We both working at a Nursing home/Assisted Living building) and she wanted to get my lip checked out by one of the Nurses, who I am good friends with, since I got injured on Thursday.

Here's the story. I was coming out of the bank and I had my stuffs in my hands. In front of the bank entrance there was a HUGE puddle. I dodged it when I had gone into the bank because the parking spot next to me was open. Now there was a big red truck parked there when I came out of the bank. Because I am a fool, I was wearing converse to go to the mall and I didn't feel like stepping in the puddle or going into the bank of snow if front of the truck to avoid the puddle.
Instead I decided to jump the puddle. I'm a pretty good jumper after all >_> So I sprung around the puddle and landed behind the truck. What I didn't see from the side of the truck was that there was a huge piece of very dirty sheet metal sticking out from the bed of the truck.
I hit my face on the sheet metal, on the edge, and under my nose. The sheet metal also skid across my nose and lip. I wiped the dirty away quickly and the rust. The pain made it hard for me to see and I could feel and taste blood. I got into my car and looked at the wound immediately. I didn't realize that the wound in my mouth was so bad, and went home to clean my face.

Now the inside of the mouth is very sore. My front teeth ache, I have a huge canker sore where I ripped the inside of my lip, and the right side of my face is swollen as well as my top lip.

:/ so Rosemary looked at my wound, poked it, and examined my neck/cheeks/face. She could tell as soon as I walked into the room that my face was swollen on the right side. I hadn't noticed it because I have been taking Ibephrophen/advil and that brings down inflammation. So I haven't noticed my face swelling up :/

My mom wanted to send me to the Emergency room this morning and when she called the Doctor's office they almost agreed that I should be shipped to the ER. Thankfully she got to talk to some Doctor's so now I have an appointment at 2:30 and I hope it really is nothing ._.;

I hate going to the Doctor's. I don't have a fever, which is good, but then again I only get fevers when I have Strep Throat. My mom says it might because of the Advil too that I am not burning up :/ Blah.

I have NEVER been to the ER before -.-; I frankly would like to avoid it at all costs. I hope they don't ship me from the Doctor's office ;_; I want to talk to my mom s'more but she had to go to a meeting ._.; So I came home.
People were rushing her about the meeting at work and I could tell she was getting mad at them. My mom takes family above everything else and wanted to get me an appointment at the doctor's as soon as possible.

Rosemary, the nurse who is my friend, said that I probably won't be able to clear this up on my own. I have been rinsing with salt water and watching the wound. But with the inflammation there is a very strong possibility that something is very wrong with my mouth.

I am glad I didn't have to go to the dentist though I hate my dentist SOOOO MUCH I... ]]>}
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_{I miss my friends a lot.

*upset*

Now I am alone :< Party is over, but it lasted an extra night! I loved it.

I can't wait to see my friends again~

Now I have to find something to do... clean maybe... my floor is looking a little dirty~

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 Oh man. http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22063683/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22063683/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 09:31:54 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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_{I am feeling a little dead right now T_T;

I hurt my face yesterday. I hurt my hand today. I wanna lay down and sleep T_T;

I just went to Shaws and bought food for the party tonight/tomorrow. I wanna go to sleep x'D I have to clean the bathroom... :<

Not much else to say. I hope that the party goes well tonight n_n I am all done wrapping gifts D8 BLAH!

*wonders off to take a nap*

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_{JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY *____________*

*LOVES*

They were made by WHO IS AMAZING D8 <33333333333

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 . New page :> http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22003718/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/22003718/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 18:33:03 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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. Kiru Kano
Look for me on Gaia Online

â¥ My Birthday is October 4th~ I'm gonna be 20 :3 â¥

â Next Kiribian at 100,000 hits! â

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_{I thought I should try it out... I'm open to changes here on deviant art.
I remember how much I hated it before. xD
I was like, WHERE IS EVERYTHING?!

Anyways. So this is the new profile wooo~ I'm a Beta tester now

NOW FOR QUIZZES.

Ten things that not many people know about you:

1. I cry a lot more then people think I do.
2. I do feel the need to beat some people up.
3. I do not like vegetarian/vegan diets, and I don't hold it against people who choose to live that way. I just don't like the diets xD
4. I am scared to move out of the house.
5. I don't sleep well.
6. I am truly addicted to Gaia online x.x;
7. I'd do anything for a Dolfie ._.;
8. I have the need to clean feeling at random times.
9. I am a super needy person
10. I am super afraid of the dark and panic.

Ten things that are around you at the moment:

1. Cell phone
2. Glass of water
3. Piggy Bank
4. Coke Can
5. Jewelry
6. Pills o.o
7. Action figures
8. Stapler
9. Collectible stuffs
10. speakers

I tag the following: EVERYONE D< DO IT NAOW.

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 Oh hellos http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/21871769/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/21871769/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 15:54:58 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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âª My Fiction Press âª

â¥ My Live Journal (LJ) â¥

âª My Myspace âª

â¥ ANIME BOSTON 09 is gonna ROCK MY SOCKS OFF MORE THAN 08. â¥

â Still coming up with Cosplays for Bakucon + Anime Boston â

â¥ I cosplay with my boyfriend Sam â¥

. Kiru Kano
Look for me on Gaia Online

â¥ My Birthday is October 4th~ I'm gonna be 20 :3 â¥

â Next Kiribian at 100,000 hits! â

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_{I feel better :]
About my weight.

I wore my black skinnys today~

They looked good :] Now I just gotta work on my black plaid skinnys

I am excited watchers.

In two weeks there is going to be a BIG Christmas party at my house.

I can't wait for my friends to be here

and

Are all going to be at meh house, partying it up ;D

Some are maybe coming, some are known for sure. Some don't have deviant art x3

BUT I AM SO EXCITED. I loves meh friends <3 I love Christmas
I love giving gifts
and I love receiving gifts~

GWAH I AM SO HAPPY.

Life = good x3

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___________________________________}} ]]> =hisokegrieve4 I would just like to say http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/21826595/ http://hisokegrieve4.deviantart.com/journal/21826595/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 05:50:19 PST _{â¥ N E W S â¥
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âª My Fiction Press âª

â¥ My Live Journal (LJ) â¥

âª My Myspace âª

â¥ ANIME BOSTON 09 is gonna ROCK MY SOCKS OFF MORE THAN 08. â¥

â Still coming up with Cosplays for Bakucon + Anime Boston â

â¥ I cosplay with my boyfriend Sam â¥

. Kiru Kano
Look for me on Gaia Online

â¥ My Birthday is October 4th~ I'm gonna be 20 :3 â¥

â Next Kiribian at 100,000 hits! â

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_{That I fucking LOVE the commercial where the woman is putting together a new dresser that she bought and the colored woman is talking to her

and then the colored woman says "You can even go out to a bar and meet a nice man.... or woman.... I don't Judge~"

It seriously makes me smile <3 Promoting tolerance! I love it :>

I also love the Arby's commercial where the guy is sitting in bed and his wife comes out in the Arby's uniform xD ooh gosh it's so funny.

I am at my boyfriend's house and I dropped him off at school a little while ago so I'm going to spend some time drawing or writing. I haven't decided yet.

And man is it fucking annoying to have to deal with jealous people who are like "oh man they try and rub it in my face that I don't get to see my boyfriend/girlfriend as much as they do"
God. Grow the fuck up. I'm not trying to rub it in your face, I frankly don't care! This is my journal and I'm not trying to rub it in ANYONE'S FACE.
If I was rubbing it in your face, you'd fucking know it :/
I'm simply stating what my plans are for the weekend because HELLO all my Vermont friends are here on DA and I like to let them know when I'm in VT so we can MEET UP.
Jesus H. Christ. -_-; People people PEOPLE.

Anyways. It was great waking up to Sam this morning. We watched Ju-on last night and I was a little scared... I didn't want him to know but having him in the room with me kept my nightmares away. I've been having a lot of them this week -_-; Car crashes, Kayako stalking me, snakes and bugs. *shutter* X'O
Going Christmasu shopping tomorrow! I CAN'T WAIT
I totally agree with Janice, I am going ALL OUT for Christmas this year. I spent $69 yesterday and some really nice gifts for my vermont girl friends <3

Oh lordy xD
I can't wait to see Jessie and Noni and Janice and POSSIBLY Caitlin tomorrow <3
*HAPPY GIRL* <3

I fucking love my friends so much.

Laters :>

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