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Uhh... I think I've mad some stuff since I went on hiatus [sp?] Cheah... well I'm going to submit some of my works after I finish writing this.





weeeeeeeee. ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/5068279/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/5068279/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 09:36:53 PDT


-_-' Cheah... kyle is punished... he might get off on april 18th... which is a month before he would have originally have gotten off. Welll... I only have 2 more minutes in this class [web design] it was a free period today. YAY! now I have to go to gym which I'm actually happy about.


I love gym... I just wish I could go running and not play stupid candy ass pinball and get hit in the face with balls >_< I hate boys! ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4760717/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4760717/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 13:49:30 PST
I've been wanting to talk to Kyle for a while because I haven't been feeling that great... and it's just like... impossible for him to talk to me. I feel like just saying... "You know what call me when YOU feel like talking."

*cry* And it's like I've been fucking depressed for the last couple of days and all I want to do is talk to him.... Now i don't even fucking want to... I don't want anything to do with him. I don't want to talk to him about how i feel in anyway shape or form. I don't want to tell him how my fucking weekend was or what happened at school.

*sob* All i wanted to do was talk to him and now I don't want anything to do with him.

fuck. ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4751822/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4751822/ Mon, 07 Mar 2005 13:45:19 PST

mom- "did i do something wrong? what's wrong? are you crying?"

me- "no nothing is wrong! just please leave me alone!!" (meanwhile what i want to say is yes something is wrong but i dont want to fucking talk to you about it so just get the fuck away from me and yes im fucking crying okay?!)

mom- "no im not leaving you alone!" *storms out of my room and turns my light off like that's suppose to do anything to me*

me- "dont turn off my fricken light!" *gets up turns light on and slams door*

kyle is STILL punished... i was looking foward to talking to him ALL day... and now I don't even want to anymore. I'm so mad at him. I've been feeling like shit and he has to go and staple a kids hand and get grounded! God what a fucking idiot!

*sigh* fucking amateurs ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4560476/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4560476/ Sat, 12 Feb 2005 08:34:08 PST
"I'm sorry! I said I'm sorry and I mean it truly and if you can not forgive me and stop acting like an ass then that's it! I've had it."

so then he finally stopped and talked about how he really felt... and then after a little while of calmly talking... we were fine. Joking about it and everything....

it was exhausting. ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4545490/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4545490/ Thu, 10 Feb 2005 11:16:28 PST

*starts to sing*

You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey!

*stops*

heh -_-' ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4529727/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4529727/ Tue, 08 Feb 2005 13:35:59 PST
-my grades
-my confidence in myself and my boyfriend
-my happiness

I know that i don't want to take medication but I also know that i don't want to talk to my parents about it. Hopefully once I'm not sick and i have the energy... I'll do something about it. I just don't want to break up with my boyfriend... *sigh* I don't want to break his heart but I never know how to feel about guys... I know that I love him... but it seems everytime I get into a relationship the guy loses interest in keeping me entertained because they have me now. Well I get bored easily dammit! I need entertainment! ugh... ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4520436/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4520436/ Mon, 07 Feb 2005 12:42:01 PST
I got iO today ^^ and i ordered anime network ^^ so awesome.

*stares off into oblivion*

Eh I feel like I'm on friggin drugs. I'm so out of it....




I made a new wallpaper... my friends and family seem to like it. but who can trust them? they only want to encourage you. -_-' ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4482213/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4482213/ Wed, 02 Feb 2005 17:44:55 PST
I feel like I need some extra cirriculur activities. But everytime I TRY to stay after... I'm too tired... after spending 6 HOURS there... i just want to LEAVE!


ehh well... I'm going to go... FUDGE SICLES! ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4408898/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4408898/ Tue, 25 Jan 2005 06:26:07 PST ~holdingTHEmayo http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4400907/ http://holdingTHEmayo.deviantart.com/journal/4400907/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 08:48:50 PST _<, kyle... i don't know my mind is just cluttered... *twtich* haven't much inspriration either... the snow is driving me insane... but I mean going out and doing things doesn't really get my creative juice flowing... I just hope that I'm not insane thinking I'm pretty okay... I don't know... the wallpapers I make are for me... I only make them for me and what I like... I mean depends on a request but still I make so that I like it... sorry if you guys don't >_< no one is probably reading this anyways. ]]> ~holdingTHEmayo