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yay!!! im at ~Taquisha's house and i finally am getting to upload arts
so im NOT dead!! never was, never will be :3

haha!!! ~Taquisha and i were sitting together watching TV when i elbowed her and she screamed and startled it was funny!! xD
we are having a party by ourselves 8D

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28294882/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28294882/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:25:57 PST

besided being sad about Onyx, i had a horrible day.

i cried in the courtyard of my school, but my friends comforted me... all but one. my besf friend ignored me the whole day. during lunch, when i saw her she told me she didnt want to be anywhere near me because she didnt want to get depressed too. i wanted to say something, but i didnt know what to say. i cried, and walked away from her.
when i really need her, she was not there. i wanted her to comfort me, but she was didnt.

if she feels that for her own good that she needs to stay away from me, then im fine with that. i want her to be happy, and even if it means to stay away from me.
i still really care for her, and as long as this was what she prefered, then im ok with it. i still love her.

im sad about something else too.
my freaken cousin. he came over for dinner, and we were talking about Christmas gifts. last year i gave my family members each a copied piece of my art, and this year i wanted to do the same, just with completely new drawings. my cousin didnt say anything. (btw, he is like 30, so he drives me places a lot if i need him) i was like, whut??? u dont like it??
and he said he didnt like it at all. he didnt want a drawing from me, he said my art doesnt take time or talent to do.
i almost went on a rant, but i didnt.
so i walked away.....

im tired of people ignoring or not liking me. its happened a lot this week and last week. it suks D>

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my trainer, Sarah, called us today while i was at school. on the car ride home, i heard the news...




Onyx is dead.
he is gone.
ill never see him again.
he taught me how to ride,
how to jump.
how to canter.
he has always been my favorite horse.
ill always love him


i was shocked
i almost passed out in the car. i couldnt do anything excpet lean my head back and let the tears flow out. i was shaking, and still am.
i hate death, but we should not fear it. Onyx is better off getting out of this world, he will be in a happier, better place now.


all i want to do now is draw and custom horses of Onyx. i wish so bad i could ride him again, or see him again.
i want to be with him, pet his soft fur, comb through his mane, and clean out his hooves.
i want to ge to a show again, like we used to.
i want to watch my friend ride him,
i want to see him fly over the jumps like he used to,
i want to give him a bath after our lesson,
i want to make him bow while he was drying off,
i want to walk him around,
i want to let him graze,
i want to see him again,
i want hold him close again...

but that will never happen..............

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W00H
trying a journal skin

hope u guys like ^^

im going to now atempt a feature

:thumb:138136553:

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i finally got to see Sarah!!! my trainer!!! <3 i missed her so much!!!
ok, so about the new barn, its really nice!!!
they have 2 arenas, one for western where it has lots of barrels, and another arena with lots of jumps.
and Bella will be there!!! if you didnt know, i rode her at Ledesma a lot, she was like my horsie ^^ so im very happy she is there <3

i rode a three year old thoughroughbred named Muchacha. she is goofy and cant syand still xD when cantering if i put any bit of pressure on one rein more than the other she would do a flying lead change, and its hard to keep her staright D8

today was her first day jumping!!
we only did poles. Sarah put like three poles piled on each other and i would trot her over them. she refused every time tho, but she is only three and like never jumped before. i fell off three times when she refused. she throws her head down, dead stops, and backs up :/ its so hard to stay on when she does that

she looks just like Onyx too
im so happy to finally be back with Sarah and my friends <3

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it has no ears, a resculpted thick mane, and no tail.
i really want to finish him, but i have no idea for custom

PLEASE give me suggestions!!! anything will do

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so Julio didnt have to leave to Brazil and im so excited!!
Julio is such the awesome person xD

im excited to see the new place and new horses ~Iku-DarkWolf and i will get to ride, and deal with apparently the new barn is extrememly big and clean. it is a very beautiful facility, so i've heard. so in the next few weeks, i will get to ride there <3 moreover, start my new riding life there <3

i finally am starting to have free time and school is starting to lighten up on work so i gets to draw more now

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BTW: my lesson partner got a dA its ~Iku-DarkWolf ^^

So her and i took a half hour private with the owner out there. i rode a really "good" horse. he was so chill and go with the flow. i actually got to ride an easy and comfortable hors i havent ridden an easy horse in like 2 years.
the trainer is very smart and stuff, but as a trainer i dont like her. she was shooting down my dreams of owning and being a great rider and jumping high and stuff. D<
and she doesnt have anything EXCEPT good chill horses. she has no horses that can jump over 3 foot, or actually have to work when riding because they dont know it.

it felt so weird to have her teach me. and what SUKED was i had like a major brain fart and i said all this crazy stuff about riding. and she kept asking these questions and i know them, but i swear i coul dnot remmeber anything today Dx but i rode just fine. go figure :/

Yeah, this place is deffinitly temporary until i go with Sarah. she really is the ONLY trainer for me <3

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my traier just sent an email saying that the barn will close down and be gone by the end of the month. and ALL the lesson horses are gone!!! D> JAsper, Bella, Ceasar.... they're all gone... my Jasper... he's gone....
the first chance ive ever had to own a horse.....
and its completely gone.

i can barely type, im shaking. i hate this. why does everything bad happen to me?!?!?!???????!!!!!! Goddamn i hate this!!! Jasper and Bella are gone!!! my horses D<

Julio is moving to Brazil. he was the owner of the barn. im going to miss him so much!!! he was the best. i loved him, he was so awesome...

i cant do anything now. our lessons are canceled tomorrow for sure, as far as i know.
yeah. i just got an email. there are no more lessons. F*** F*** F***********************

i hate this...

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27509075/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27509075/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 17:58:33 PDT ive been sick....
it suks...

i went to the ER yesterday and apparently i dont have anything serious, just the seasonal flu it started on Sunday, and i should be better by Friday or Saturday. and if i am, i may be bringing Jasper to a out of town show the show will be close to the beach, idk which one yet.
i still have to wait and see if im better or not and if my friends arent going to the show, then i dont want to go. thats the way we are. Anna and Kaley and i wont show unless all three of us are there xD

this weekend im supposed to haz a sleepover at Kaley's house after our lesson. her birthday was today so she is 13!!! and she will finally be able to get a dA!!! she got the rock band beetles version. ill gets to try it out this weekend

wish me luck that i get better soon <3

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27431046/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27431046/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 07:37:28 PDT heller people! this is ~Taquisha i need people to enter into my contest and i just wanted to know if any of you were interested? you DO NOT have to draw my cararcters! heres a link to the journal [link]
please check it out! i promise i do have decent prizes! and it will be fun ^^

~~~
yup yup yup!!!

at my barn, there is a horse named Jasper, and noone likes him he is very uncomfortable and goofy horse when he jumps :/ his jump is the most uncomfortable. its so round and literally pops u out of the saddle Dx and he tends to refuse a lot D8 My trainer hates him but i luvs him
but since noone likes him and he doesnt get used a lot for lessons..............................

Julio, the owner of the barn. said i can have him for free
we would just have to start paying boarding
but my parents cant afford the boarding, so they said if i can work something out i might be able to get him

Jasper has the most unique markings <3 ill try to take pictures on my next lesson that is, if i ride him xD
either way, im going to work something out so i can own him, or at least pretty much ride and take care of him when i want



TONIGHT*******

i haz homecoming dance at meh school!!
is at meh house and we are going together
not as a date xD lol We dun roll that way!! xD
we wont be back till like 1 am D8 then we stop at fast food to get midnight snack >3
see you guys when we get back!!!

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27379504/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27379504/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 18:40:23 PDT be patient in letting it load, it may take a while

[link]

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Yes people, i really need ur help!!!
if you can tell me the name of this song, u will win a headshot fully colored with bg
IF you can send me a link to a youtube video, or some website where i can download the song, u will win a FULL BODY fully colored request with bg!!!!

here's the link ^^
and this is my neopets account btw xD

[link]

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]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27190882/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27190882/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 12:54:49 PDT
that right, imma squirrel assasin xD lol
ill explain.
i have two 3-4 story tall pecan trees in my back yard. and every year freaken squirrels rape and devastat the tree. and when thet do that, the tree wont produce pecans for the following year
my dad and i used to take a BB gun and shoot the squirrels out of the tree without killing them

now the squirels has trippled in population and wont leave the tree if we shoot them Dx
so we kill them now. i personally dont like the job. and it feels weird to pick up their bloody bodies when they are still quivering Dx but my mom hasnt had a good crop of pecans in a while, and i want to make sure she can have them this year

today i killed 3 squirrels. i shoot them out of the tree, and when the fall my dog finishes them its a dog's dream come true xD
im just wish they wouldnt like attack out tree Dx

i DONT want any stupid comments!!!
and if u do, i may block u :/ so just no stupid comments!!!

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26958046/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26958046/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:38:23 PDT there is nothing wrong with me
mt blood work is perfect and my ultrasound is perfect

i want to laugh in my doctor's face so bad >D and she thought i was going to die
that stupid biotch!!! i hate her!!!!!!!!!! D< she suks ass. hard


Silent Moon Stables
is in the process of being made
there will be 3 owners each offering 2 diciplines for horses.
i will be offering showjumping and racing/steeple chases
so far i have been getting some horses for the barn. and as u can guess ill have warmbloods and thoroughbreds

breeding will be open for all horses and some of my OC horses will be open for limited breeding like Zore and Akurei
once the barn officially opens, i will make a list for breeding

sales will be every so often. i plan on having horse characters bred in Silent Moon Stables for others to "buy"
horses will be bought with art

if you have any questions or ideas please tell!!!

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26922883/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26922883/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 18:58:29 PDT
ok, so saturday was really happy and fun!!!
my friend Anna, who i met a devonwood is moving to Ledesma group lessons with me and Kaley!!! so it will be like 3 best freiends in one lesson together and Saturday Anna came to my house and we hung out all day, and we went to Baskin Robbins
we both got three HUGE scoops of ice cream in a waffle come and dared each other to eat it!!! we both did, and we had somewhat of a tummy ache
since she couldnt spend the night yesterday, we r hopefully going to haz a sleep over Friday night and then hang out all day Saturday after horseback and Kaley might be able to hang with us at my house too
iz mini party

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26880924/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26880924/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 17:45:09 PDT i downloaded photoshop 7 on my computer a few days ago im still learning how to use it. and ive been doodling in it with all of the different brushes xD i dont haz a tablet, so im just using my mouse for now :/

ANNDDD!!!
i got the Breyer Smarty Jones mold monday in the mail!!!
i love that mold so much <3 as u can guess, i got it off eBay

UPDATES

i havent been drawing much :/ not for reasons u think tho
ive been customizing 2 Breyer model horses and its taking lots of time actually i have another mold im trying to paint
and i need color suggestions

i hope to upload some photoshop drawings soon

]]> ~horseandGodzillaluvr http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26617231/ http://horseandGodzillaluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26617231/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 20:43:31 PDT
i rode Bella and we were in jumpers off of 2'3 i just rode two courses, both speed rounds off of 2'3.

ok, so my friend, Kaley, and i memorise our course. since my trainer was with the little kids, we were on our own. we memorise out first course, but it was the second course and the judges changed it before we started D:
but no worries, we got our first course ^^ i forgot one jump in the middle of it tho so i had to turn around to it. i got second place, only because i screwed up that jump, lol
see me ride the course here ^^
[link]


the second course was running really good until i forgot the same jump again xD i was circuling back around to it when my girth unhooked itself!! so me and the saddle slipped. the saddle went to the side of the girth, and i fell off i ddint get hurt, i was just so shocked that my saddle slipped
i got fouth im that class tho idk how that happened!!! xD

but today wasnt a good day for riders we had about 30-40 riders, and 10 of them fell off. 5 of them knocked down lots of poles or their horses gave them a bad day
thankfully Kaley and i were just fine besides me falling off

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