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Dad gave me his gift this morning XD Huge box of chocolate and 2 chocholate bars XD
and my friends called me this morning and started singing me birthday song XD
and girls from my class wished me happy birthday also
and my granma called me yesterday to come to visit her today and she had cake for meh! She also gave me 20 euros as a gift ^^
when I came home there was a envelope on the fridge that had b-day card, gum XD and 10 euros shopcard XD
mom sent me text message that said "I was going to wait till the 18:55 to congrats but couldn't XD Very happy birthday, I take youto Leather heaven for birthday shopping when I have money =3" Yay, I loves my mom
and my facebook page had comments from my friends too ^^

and this is only the start But thanks already for all those who wished me happy birthday

~huispe

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I didn't come up with better title so far so I added this for now.
Other things:
I decided to write new journal (even thoug no one reads them) so I can have another journal on my front page. I'm much more cheerful now, even though I have stress in my life still but I'm not gonna let it bother me...much it's nothing huge...I guess, my friend doesn't talk to me anymore, I don't know what I have done to her but everytime I say hi to her in school corridor she doesn't even look at me... My other friend doesn't spend time with me anymore

Then of course my crush is giving me headache...It isn't fun to have good hearing. Mine works so that I can pick certain voice in huge noise in class which I want to hear...or which I wouldn't want to hear...not fun...I can hear things I end up wishing I haven't...probably better that I won't tell what...I have started to listen music on lessons again, so I don't have to listen them Anyway...then people give me even worse headache by telling me "they were (probably) just joking ^^"... And for few weeks now my crush has been acting...well, normal, like I wouldn't mean anything anymore Well so be it! Fine with me! Maybe I now could finally get over him!
Another things:
well family life is going pretty well. I noticed last weekend, when I was really stressed and depressed, that all my stress disappeared when I heard my moms voice when she came home first thought in my head was "I'm so gonna come here next weekend!" and here I am XD
School life in the other hand...is going very annoying. You try to focus on lesson when boys are making huge noise so you can't concentrate. Everything what teachers tells us goes inside my ear and out from another....and teachers have asked boys to stop it but no, they don't.
well that's about those things! In here snowed the other day!! Unfortenetly the snow stayed only for a day...But it looked so pretty XD

I have planned for my x-mas pic...yes I do it already, every year when it starts snowing I go in christmas mood, it last only few days, don't worry XDDD btw, I hope somebody makes secret santa this year, because last year I had so much fun with it (my first secret santa ) that I want to try again...hey it's already November 1st...so shut up! My friend is already planning valentines things so yeah, shut up, this isn't even bad. XD

Hugs for all~
~huispe

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~ I have dyed my hair since 3rd grade
~ my birthday is 12.11.93
~ I come along better with people older than me
~ I can watch a movie 15 times and still laugh at the jokes.
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100% Done http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/27590381/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 02:46:12 PDT

my family isn't helping me.
Dad: money, money, money, women, women ,women...
Brother won't leave me alone when I really want to.
Mom and I had huge fight. She thought "I'm gonna ruin her betrothal party by not cleaning well enough" and she's yelling at me how "I should even try to ruin it." (gee...that was the first plan in my to-do-list...) and I had had the most depressing week ever so I was tired...AND I WOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO COME THERE, I USED MY OWN MONEY THE GET A FREAKING BUS THERE SO I CAN SEE MY MOM HAVING FUN WITH THE MAN WHO LOVES HER MORE THAN ENOUGH EVEN AFTER HER SHITTY PERSONALITY THAT YACKS ABOUT EVERYTHING...I was happy for her, and still am because she has found someone who cares for her...all I wanted was to help her even though I had had awful time...

Last weekend was awful!!! Dad's friends came at our house... joy... stayed for sauna... JOY!!! One of them tried to touch my ass all the time and I just scream "I'M 15!!!" and dad says to him "Hey, I try to respect atleast one of my children" Then the other guy kept saying I'm gonna be his future wife!!! Hell no!!! his sixteen years older than me!!! dad said It's just his habbit to talk to women and see if he gets lucky. I'M STILL 15!!!!

These days I always feel like I need someone to hug me... but every person I would want to hug me are far away or something else... And then people don't understand how huge miracle it is when I smile these days... All the time I would want to cry... I try to cheer myself up by thinking the time when one person called me a "goddess" and an "angel". How I'm one of the kindest people that person knows... How I try to help people even when I have problems and will do all I can to help them. How I don't decide that someone is an asshole before I get to know them and even after that I try to live with them...I can only wish other people would see that in me too...


till next time:
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4 facts about me:
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~ I don't smoke but I don't look deadly at people who do
~ I like rain
~ Love songs cheer me up (if persons really means it when they want me to hear it. Not as "I love you" but as a friend's love who really wants me to cheer up.)
~ Once when you have lost my trust, there's almost no way to get it back.

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I'll upload pic every sunday!

scetches to color in files: 37 (ENOUGH!!!) and I just keep making more...!

other things:
Test week's going on, it'll end on wednesday...and I'm tired as hell!
love life goes like crap...
few girls told me I look stupid!!
other girls said to me my laughing voice is..."different"


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~ I sleep with plushies...XP (you didn't hear that from me)
~ I don't drink alcohol even though my parents would let me
~ It took me few years and few decays before I learned to wash my theets well...
~ People have bad habbit to decide I'm an asshole before they get to know me.

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The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch (notice, scetch, no coloring), but, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment. You still qualify.

rules same!!!!
1) I will not list people who don't know exactly what they want.
2) I will only draw ONE character per person.
3) Link me references to your character.
4) Please don't bug me if I'm not done with the sketches yet. I'm SLOW
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6) SCETCH, NO COLORING



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~ I hate running without special reason
~ I'm half goth
~ I have almost 100 manga books
~ If I listen music, it's loud!

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]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/27105310/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/27105310/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:19:17 PDT
well haven't wrote journals for a while and now I have time so I thought "nah, what the hell, why not."

well outside is windy, sun should be up already but nope, can't see it.

School today, and my first lesson is music...joy...for somereason I don't feel like singing in there anymore...and what is even more worse!!! I hate when our teachers says "just yell the answers" when we are checking our schoolwork...I can't yell...I just can't, and if affects our grade!!!

and my friend is making me feel even more depressed because he doesn't care about anything I say
and lately in school hasn't happened anything interesting, at all. my crush is acting like an idiot because I made something that pissed him off last friday (hey he deserved it!)
and my cursh hurted my feelings on that friday...avenged probably T_T we made test of which behaviour is more hated in which cender (men or women). there was "teachers flattering" and my crush yells "Hanna!"
Well first thing!!! I don't flatter them! but I don't see reason to treat them like dogs (they've feelings too people) !!! I like talking to them because they take me seriously and don't act like monkeys if I talk to them!!! Man I would have wanted to stand up and went there where he was sitting at give him a good kick on the -...T_T

"ahem..."
other things that has happened!!!
~I have made new friend in school ^^
~I have passed the licence for scooter test
~I have to start working because of my mistake. I went to this site where is gothic type clothes...."I wanna, I wanna"....and so I have to make money!
~I have already made money for 45 euros ( I get paid for 5 euros/hour) aaaand I'm gonna spend them already...2 plushies I want...he...hehe..

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¤ I'm really shy, more than I look.
¤ I have habbit to say "mjau" instead of "hi"
¤ I have had a crush with (yes people, with) a guy, for almost a year (few more days and it's our anniversary of this whole frigging thing!)
¤ I'm helpess romanticist

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http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26754921/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:08:51 PDT yeah, my school has started 11 days ago and boy have I had weird time there!
Well my class is weird...there's the one b*tch who once called me a horrible person...awfully nice to me (I don't trust her! T_T ) she says I have beautiful voice when I sing at music lessons and has said that more than once...which is suspicious because she has been really mean to me, (more than once!) so I can't trust her! aaaand I got in same class with 7 people from my previous 9th grade...yay...! one annoying boy who can never just shut up! few others who I have seen at other 9th grades...one of them stares me and starts smiling if he sees me at store...scary....just like my crush did when he started...anyway, and few new people, only one new boy, rest are girls.

first day of the highschool...was horrible. No matter what I did, everything felt awful. And for some reason my crush kept looking at me right on the first day. I told myself that he just probably tried to look if there was more people he knew when I was with the girls from my previous class...and I'm at same class as him....XD still my day went somehow depressing...Next day went better though.

we had this grouping day thing last thursday, we went to this place near my home and we were put in groups and we had to work together to win this stupid game the seniours of the highschool had came up with! my group won...joy...! it's not like I was thanked because I did the best job in 2 game spots of 6...quiz where we had to came up with questions of anything to our group in one minute as much as we could. I came up with 11, which was the highest...then the water thing at beach. We had to fill up a bucket without using the other bucket, anything else could be used from the ground. anything! so I was first...I took my hat and shoe off and ran to water, not caring of my legs getting wet with my sock on other and shoe on other leg. Filled up my hat and shoe and went to fill the bucket. after it's done one of the seniours said "...well this group certainly used their imagination...!" but was I thanked of my "sacrifice"...no...only the boy who also had rant to the water with his shoes on was praised, and he used my shoe and hat. Only one teacher said it was really great. so rest of my day I had to walk bare feet...which hurted like h*ll because there was tiny rocks on the ground...ow! at the end of the day, every step I took, I let a whine out.
And just try to imagine this. the new people of the school, came because the school is "horse highschool". They have already made friends with each others at stall. What is left is the ex 9th graders from the school who already know each other...so I was left alone for the day. I tried to talk with others, useless! I was inviciple. So I was really sad and depressed because of it. After it was over I asked if my friend Jake "would want to come at my home to say "Hi" to me", good thing he did. my day went better after that. he took me for a ride and I didn't bother myself with the group day thing anymore.

My crush has been acting weird lately too...in a good way XD; one music lesson we listened this finnish song called "the love song" horrible, I can tell that. Just when we had finished listening it I hear voices from the back road where boys sit and when I turn around to look, I see my crush hitting this boy with a book smiling and all red he went even more red when he saw me looking at him. Last friday on our music lesson again we listened the love song again because one boy asked if we could play the song.
I wasn't feeling well so I didn't sing, and this boy says to me "Go sing Hanna, this song fits you so well." and I stare him like "Say wha...". The song tells of a man who loves woman saying "I thought I finally found my own muffin" and says to her ear "my darling" but the woman doesn't want them to be together.
one part this boy who said about the song fitting for me looked at this one boy and the boy looks at him with asking face at him and then he look at me and looks back at the boy saying "oh!"...WTF PEOPLE!!! even more weird was that my crush always plays the basso. has sing only twice....once when it was a song called "really beautiful" where a man sings
"you're really beautiful,
you live only once.
You're really smart,
you live only for a while"
(and when teachers asked if we could sing the song in parts my crush says in to the mic "Hanna sings the solo". my reaction ----> "WHAT, SOLO, ME, WHY!")
and second time was this love song. he played the basso and actually singed at same time...he never does that...

trust me, that is weird...You should see my crush sometimes. He would probably do even somersaults to g... ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26607777/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26607777/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 11:21:46 PDT

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. If you had any pokemon real which one would you have?
29. If you had one of my characters real, which one would it be?
30. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26495209/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26495209/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:47:41 PDT

well *sniff* it's good thing that I managed to wake 9:00 am today, I have to wake up 7:50 tomorrow, earlier if I go to shower...

9th grade is over...and new school ahead. My mom has asked me for something. "To finish the high school." my mother didn't finish hers because she went at age of 16 as an au pair (=nursemaid) in England. And my brother has quit his high school because he want to start a massaging school.
So I guess it's up to me now...(I hate when people tell me they're expecting certain things from me. I don't mean it as I can't do them, I just get nervous and it most of the time ends up screwing up everything...)

Well, wish me luck for the school. It's a good thing that the highschool is in same building as my junior high school is. I don't get so easily lost ^^ and another plus side, I saw the student counsellor of our school, I asked her where I should go on the first day and now I know and can relax about that...


~huispe

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]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26183748/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/26183748/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 04:48:06 PDT is it so hard to comment??? I am pretty pissed off about few things. I understand if you comment but not fav...but faving without commenting!!! That, is annoying.
My newest work got 1 comment and 3 favs!? and those 3 favs, aren't from the one who commented. So I ask again, is it so hard? I mean, I love when people comment, but even the word "Nice" seems to be too much to ask for. For once I would like to see that there's more comments than journals in my messages....For some reason, seeing that makes my day so much better.

Do you have any idea of how much I work for those pics??
~It can take 1 whole day to draw one
~2 hours (MIN) to line it (which doesn't feel like worth it)
~and 2 hours (MIN) to color it!!!
It really doesn't feel like worth of having 3 favs and 1 comment. Sometimes I feel like I wouldn't want to puplish anything anymore!

And this isn't for those who comment my works, really, I appreaciate that ^^

-Oh who the h*ll I'm kidding, you people don't even read these!!!-

School:
*sigh* it stars 11th day....I don't know actually, I feel happy and not so happy that it starts.

It gives:
+ the order back in my life (wake up, wash theets, go to school, eat there, etc etc)
+ something to do for the day (I'm bored as h*ll!!!)
+ I get to meet my friends (My friend will be at Lahti for 3 weeks...she returns when the school starts....! I miss her, I have more friends too but she's the only girl friend at Ruovesi where I live and I can't really talk about my lovelife problems to ....well I can but I bet neither one of us wants to)
- but I can meet them even on holidays
- I have to meet some of my old classmates
+ ...I get to see that one...well...one person there much more than on holidays
+ there's 50% possiblility that the one comes on the same class as me...
- there's also 50% possibility that I get one of the worst teachers to be my homeroom teacher...
- School food....you got the point, right?
- meeting my old classmate from Orivesi (note: I changed school from there, because of bullying, and this girl wasn't one of my "oh I love these guys!!! list")
+ I get away from home!!! (hey if you were living in my family, you would want to get away from there too!)

Home:
Well you can guess already that things aren't going in my way....after that "I get away from home". but I think I'll save that writing till next time I'm pissed off about my family...and I know that won't be far away, lately only thing I have had to do is walk downstairs away from my room and there they are, and my day is ruined.

Friends:
Is having b-day soon.

~Huispe-Chan


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100% Done http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/25532840/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 06:33:57 PDT Thought I could actually tease you little bit. If more than 5 DIFFERENT people comment this journal, I'll update new pic within a week (of something else than me).
It actually is about time for me submit new works, it's over a week of my last work and it's been almost a month of my real serious work...yeah...Huispe is starting to have a life XD I haven't had time for drawing now. Yesterday I was cleaning our home for 5 hours (today 4 and half), so I can earn money for 2 of these awesome panths I saw *eyes glowing* ^^ 9 and half hours done of 18 hours in two days!!! HAH, and they call me lazy, in your face relatives, in your face!!! XD

ahem... anyway, I'll return to my fathers home probably in saturday, I'm meeting my old friend tomorrow, haven't seen her in over 3 years.

Well that's pretty much it...till next time


~huispe


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]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/25228780/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/25228780/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 03:02:42 PDT - dad tries to get Suski (his ex-ex-ex-ex-ex...SUPER EX) back...again.
- my crush is being an asshole to me of a thing I didn't do!
- ...one private thing...
- and A LOT other things...

oh yeah, while I'm there I'm gonna buy new computer mouse, I haven't been able to color my works since it broke...

~huispe


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]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/25044122/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/25044122/ Sun, 31 May 2009 03:26:24 PDT 1½ hour yesterday!!! I just had to spoke to somebody... and my other friends didn't have time (hellooooo....clock was 22.35 PM or something ) but me good friend Kuro had time a lot!!! YAY!!!

I just had soooo weird day yesterday!!! Since school ended and summer has began, the 9th graders (or ex 9th graders) celebrated it at one beach (by drinking alcohol...) I went there too, I didn't drink anything else but soda and ignored when this one girl asked twice "Hanna aren't you going to drink?" all I answered was "I have my reasons why I don't ^^"

if you count me in, there was 3 person who were with clear head, I talked with those 2 girls, we came along actually pretty well I switched phonenumbers with the other one ^^

and I found out that most girls think I'm cool there came 2 girls (in drunk) saying "Hannaaaa!!! you're like our best friend!" and when I asked whyyyy...? they said because I'm so cool and I wear so cool clothes...uuh, 'kay....first when I come to school there they act like assholes...and now when I'm cool, they want to be my friend nice... they gave me their msns...we'll see if I add them. T_T but you know...I actually don't care if I'm cool to other people... I mean I didn't ask to be it...

One moment there this other girls yelled "Hanna! our basketball girl, your like the best at it!!! Highfive!!" and etc etc... O_O I just stared "'kay....thx...I haven't never really (you know, as a hobby) played basketball..." I just like throwing it and playing it at P.E lessons.

this one girl from my class told me one thing about the boys from my class. it was about the P.E day at school when we had baseball. They had talked things like "Hanna actually made a score..." HAH!!! THEY UNDERESTIMATED ME!!! >XD

oh well that's all I guess. Oh yeah, CHECK THIS OUT!!! [link] MY FRIEND MADE HER PART OF OUR TRADE PIC. MY CHAR LOOKS SOOOOOO AWESOME!!!


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~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24936555/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24936555/ Mon, 25 May 2009 05:41:18 PDT we had P.E day today at school. It went actually like....crap....! But I don't care I had fun. =3

I was kinda nervous because I though I would screw up the whole game. When our teacher had asked from my class last week who wanted to play in the baseball team and I volunteered first from girls (and I was only one) ,when teacher said my name "okay Hanna is one of the 5 girls" boys were already there "noooo...!" I was pissed off!!! they had never seen me playing!!! So I decided I would show them today that Hanna can f*cking play!!!! AND I DID BWAHAHAAA!!!! I DID IT!!!!

First baseball match:
-my turn: AND IT WENT FAR!!!! All the boys watched me and said "oh..."
I was all clam and acted "hmm...cool T_T" but in my head: IN YOUR FACE, BWAHAHAA!!! YEAH BABY, WHO'S BAD!!! WHO'S BAD!!! WHO'S DA MAN!!!! WHO'S DA MAN!!!! XD
our second match didn't go so well. but I don't care, I showed them!

then started the football match. I was the defender (my crush was the keeper so yeah! I was defender,... near.... the... keeper... ahaha... XD)
and I did pretty good job there. My crush actually said few times "good work Hanna" *sigh* yeah...no problem... XD I kicked the ball far away.
and I actually knew this girl would kick the ball right at my face and didn't care. It hit the forehead so it didn't hurt. ^^

then started the last baseball match. I showed them again. I was 100% sure I would screw up that time but I didn't. I hit the ball far again that pretty much all. I had great day again ^^

oh yeah, I have dyed my hair now.

that's all now

~huispe

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24817201/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24817201/ Mon, 18 May 2009 06:16:04 PDT
That happened to me today. On 7th grade I wanted to look like a badass...I didn't succeed...Today (9th grade) a boy from my class called me a badass, all because I catched the freaking basketball when it was bouncing towards me. I took it and rolled it on my finger and gave it back ...so what if I wear black hoodie, black and white hat, dye my hair and today inked violet cuts on my left hand on lesson (hey, they're better than real cuts )...
when I asked my friend am I a badass he said no I'm not when that boy called me a badass I said to him I'm not and that I maybe look like one but I'm not really like that. Then my friend said I sounded like one XD you know, the whole badass looking thing is only this. I like black, I like hoodie because I can breath in it without worrying about what my stomach looks like (like I would care but still) and dye my hair because I want to. I don't want to look like others. I like wearing cool things. and my whole evil/mean look on my face is because I'm scared to show my real emotions

well that's enough of the badass thing, but I could tell few other things even though you don't read this.
Since our school has decided to put 2 basketball stands on the school yard, I want to throw basketball there. I love playing it.
also some boys from my class and other 9th graders play there. anyway, it was so amusing today when the boys were playing there and hit the basket only 5 times of...75 times. me and my friend where doing there "does it go....NO!" and you know...I got a good excuse to look at my crush XD. And he actually looked a bit worried when I looked at other boys throwing the ball and when I turned around and looked at the boy who went to get the ball when it was throwen away. when one boy accidentally throw the ball so that it didn't hit the board but went behind it. he yelled to me "Hanna, go get the ball! >XD " I didn't go, no, I sat there and yelled at him back "Fetch! Fetch the ball Janne! Go get the ball! Good boy!" other boys find it really funny and yelled it to Janne 3 times when the ball again bounched away. then I started to have enough of the fact them making funny of Janne with my idea. >__< so when his cousin (my crush ^^) started to say again to Janne the fetch thing I yelled at him "No, Janne is already tired. Go Kalle, fetch the ball! Go!" and he yelled back at me "F*ck you!" and smiled. I just showed the finger and smiled at him. then I yelled it to one other boy and said "Go, fetch, you get a snack!" I yelled once even back at Janne "bad boy...you should have fetch the ball!" XDDD

You know, some people don't want to play there because they don't want to fail in front of the whole yard looking at them. I don't care, if it goes wrong, then it goes. ^^ anyway, I was playing alone (as always) and there was students on stairs. Suddenly they yelled "HOORAY!!! GO HUISPE!!!" when I got the ball in the basket. when it went wrong they yelled "AWW!!!" and you can believe I was embarrased... I showed them the finger...and yelled "okay that's enough!" I couldn't help it. I started smiling everytime they yelled after the break was over I went to take the ball there where we keep them. Then this one girl said "Go Hanna!" and I said again that's enough and she started to say "no really, you're really good." and things like that...me soo shy...

but you know...this day was actually really great to be a monday <3



Trades:
http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24547042/ Sat, 02 May 2009 11:36:56 PDT )

I'm feeling pretty good now.

I spent the May Day with my mom. We had really cool time. Mom and my stepfathers friends came to visit, not much, only 2 married couple. One of them had a girl my age. Really nice one, we had really fun. One of the guests wanted to see my drawings from dA. He really liked them, it always makes me happy when people say they like my works. It makes me feel really good that I haven't worked for 9 years for nothing. When I showed the works to him, also other guests came to see...I was sooo shy...but all of them said they look great that I should keep up with it. me sooooo happeeh! ^^

Me and mom were doing some shopping today. Bought 2 shirts, socks and new shoes for me XD mom said the shoes look horrible, nah, don't worry, she was just joking. I usually say to people if they ask something like "Don't you worry that you're a bit too...standing out from others?" simply how I feel about standing out, "If people can't accept me like the way I want to look, it's their problem because all I want is to look the way I'm happy! ^^" and isn't it true?

Oh, we also bought new pencils for drawing!!! YAY!

school starts again on monday...time there has actually started to be nice (yes people, you heard me right XD) I don't mean as I would love doing my homeworks and wordtests, no, I mean that in there happens something cool pretty much everyday and so I don't get bored =3 I get to school just to see what happens. In there is now going one thing that I'm not sure about but I guess I'll wait and see how it goes.

Pretty nice also, my friend makes my day there better, when it's from h*ll, by bringing me a lollipop X3 not that my other friends wouldn't cheer me up, they're just so awesome, coolest friends I have ever had in the world and huispe hasn't never be so happy in school! ^^

Well, till next time I bother to annoy you by writing something,
*huispe

Trades:
100% Done. [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link]
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
100% Done [link]

Gifts:
10% Done
35% Done

"Thx" pics:
25% Done

"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24423387/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24423387/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 07:41:31 PDT
Today is saturay isn't it, yes?
And kids don't go to school on saturdays, yes?
Well, not today!!! yes people, I had to go to school today!!! and now people are pissed off because of me, because I'm cranky, grouchy and an assh*le. Well trust me, you would be too if you would have to go to school on saturday!!! I didn't sleep very well last night, so no wonder why I'm ready to shoot somebody!
Now, I was just trying to have some sleep when my friend calls me and askes could we see (really bad time because when I'm sleepy I sound really rude even when I don't mean it) well fine, it isn't sure can she come here yet but I still made sure it's ok for my dad.
"Well sure...it's ok, but we are going to Tampere tomorrow and you're coming with us."
I'm just there like "I'm sorry...?when did you decided that?"
and he tells it was, the day before yesterday, and we will leave at 09:30am...nice...thanks for letting me know you got huge plans for me...no, no, I wouldn't have even though about sleeping late because sunday is my only free day from this week...
okay, so I asked why, only asnwer "you see" okay, it's a surprise, you could have still told me that you're going to take me with you with an annoying 8 years old kid who thinks I am her goddess!!! I can't stand it, I tell ya this, I have 2 older brothers (2!!!OLDER!!!) means! I have always been the youngest and only girl!!! and now suddenly they want me to be a bigsister to a girl who hangs on my arm "Hanna, Hanna, let's draw together!" (and almost starts to cry if I say "sorry, but I don't feel like drawing right now." and isn't it true, artists can't draw all the time, we need breaks!) or then she askes "Hanna, Hanna, where are you going, can I come with you!!". and I would want to be alone. If I say "sorry but I would want to be alone now" I'm being mean to her.
I know, she's just a kid...but try to look it from my eyes...I'm not ready to be a bigsister...and she's sooooo holy that "nobody can't never yell at her except her mommy"...no matter how wrong she does, I can't yell. I have to build all the angry feelings inside me and left them there.
I mean, listen to this. She asked can she borrow my manga books so she can look poses from there. I wouldn't have wanted to. My manga books are really important to me and I want to keep them clean. But I had to. So, I handed few to her AND I said "Don't open them too much, I don't want that the covers will twist." and then comes the next day...what I see when I walked to other room and looked at her table on the way? MY BOOK! COVER TWISTED THAT THE ANGLE OF IT WAS FACING THE ROOF!!! and my favorite one! I was so angry!!! I would have wanted to ran to the living room where she was and yell at her al the words I had left unheard. I didn't. I wasn't allowed. Even when she ruined something (and only thing!!!) I want to keep safe and clean.

Tell me people. Am I being cranky for no reason? is it anyhow understandable me not ready to be bigsister? Is it not fair that my dad decides things and doesn't tell them?

And no, I'm not going to get a chair and hang myself. I just needed to let the words out somehow...

*huispe

Trades:
100% Done. [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link]
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/24318759/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 02:57:44 PDT Don't get use to it, it's just because of the weekend. tomorrow I'll be going back to school....

Well that's pretty much all, I just made a journal so I can update my trade pic and commission part.



Trades:
100% Done. [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link] Made this for me [link]
100% Done [link]
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
100% Done [link]

Gifts:
10% Done
35% Done

"Thx" pics:
25% Done

"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
0% Done. ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23984137/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23984137/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 11:28:02 PDT Thank you guys, I still don't understand what you see in my art, but my the heck with that! XDD

I could actually make some kind of pageview pic this time...

was the lucky one who catched the 8,000 pageview, so I'll make something special for her ^^

Love ya all
*huispe



Trades:
100% Done. [link]
100% Done [link]
5% Done
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
5% Done

Gifts:
10% Done
35% Done

"Thx" pics:
25% Done

"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
0% Done. ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23944985/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23944985/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 04:20:20 PDT
oh well, first of all, I'm at my mothers home (and for petes sake this keyboard sucks!), anyway, I know you people are waiting for the trades and etc etc....and I still haven't finished my (3 months) late b-day work for ~Slyfanitor...but school is making me busy. I have wordtests pretty much everyday and atleast 1 exam every week...I hardly have time to even touch the pencils...but I want to infrom few things for you

for the JCA fans:
The work I made for my friend Vicky, was just, and only, a little gift I wanted to make for her. It's not a thing I'll do for every JCA fan. I'm sorry if people have told you otherwise but this is the truth. I did that work for her because we have one funny thing that makes me, her and one else some kind of a group. I'll only make works of us, and only of us. think I'm selfish? Okay then. Then you think I am. I'm way too tired to start explain why not and why yes.

and not like school wouldn't make me busy enough, one f*cking bitch in there is making me crazy, I don't understand, we came along really well and suddenly she starts to hate me. It would be nice to know wtf I did. she yells at me that I'm a horrible person (then why the hell are you talking with me if I'm that horrible?!)
And boys! they're are making me crazy for reals. One day, they threw dry spagetti on me at the home economic lesson. I said there "why the hell are they doing that" and the bitch said "maybe because they don't like you!" and my dad (and mom, and brother, and dad's woman friend, and my moms future husband) said if they would hate me, they would ignore me. and they also said that "somebody has a crush on huispe...or maybe not just one XD". Well fine, have a crush, but do something f*ucking about it!!! and not mentione the guy who I have a crush...his acting weird...by acting like a normal guy but still keeping it a bit mysterious. nowadays he talks to me and even looks me in the eyes. before that he hardly could talk to me, not mentione that he couldn't even look at me, NOT to mentione he could hardly stand next to me. and now this! half of my days I'm there standing "...wtf" and even other boys from my class have started to talk to me. they tease me time after time...it's annoying, but I can take that. it just makes me crazy and doesn't help me to read the test. really, I'm not use to that the boys would be nice to me, not pushing me around and bullying me.

anyway, like I alreay said, I hardly have time to do anything. Dad made soooo nice thing that now I owe him over 40 euros, it's a lot from me. my brother still owes me money and he can't pay back for months. If I want to pay those 40 euros back to dad, I would have to work. I.Don't.Have.time! I should read to the f*cking tests, I should draw those f*cking pictures so that people would leave me alone. I tell you this, nothing, I repeat, nothing, is more annoying to me, than people reminding me of things for the 10th time. I have a life outside the dA.

P.S. I know I sounded really mean there, but really, I know you people can understand this. When you're busy, you would have to do things for everybody, and then they start to ask after them. It makes you even more angry, and then no one has fun.

lov ya all

*huispe

Trades:
100% Done. [link]
100% Done [link]
5% Done
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23296021/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 19:48:54 PST

I feel tired most of the time so I sleep, that's why I haven't got time (don't even have the energy) to work on the trades or commissons. Please be patient I'll work on them as much as I can but I'm not the ruler of time (If I would be, I would have made the weekends last much longer XD )

Let's hope I'll get well soon, our another school holiday is beginning today, it'll be week without school so I really do hope I'll get better soon, I don't want to spend my holidays sick

Trades:
100% Done. [link]
100% Done [link]
5% Done
100% Done [link]


Commissions:
5% Done

Gifts:
10% Done
15% Done

"Thx" pics:
10% Done

"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
0% Done. ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23067672/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23067672/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 18:28:55 PST ;;;;

Anyway, I have been cleaning our house for over 5 hours now, doing the freaking laundry, dishes, cleaning kitchen and my own room and I'm still not done!!!
It's always the deal, if I want to spend the weekend alone at home, I have to make works atleast a little bit, besides, I have deal with dad that I get 5 euros for an hour so I have one damn good reason to work! >3 I have no money...I haven't had money for a month now T_T besides, my brother owes me 20 euros -_-

Okay, yes, I did have something else to tell than just that thing up there (but I guess nobody will read this part anymore because they though it was only about that =/ )

First, I have now a virus block so I can come to net again, sorry about it but I can't help the fact that I'm careful, I have important things on my computer and it would be really bad if I would lost them =/

Okay, so I have started my trades, commission, etc...etc by scetching some poses. It's not much but hey, it's a start.

luv ya all,

*huispe

P.S. I still don't get how the hell this damn CSS journal thing works!

Trades:
100% Done. [link]
100% Done [link]
5% Done
0% Done


Commissions:
5% Done

Gifts:
10% Done
15% Done

"Thx" pics:
10% Done

"I need a reason for everything...?" pics:
0% Done. ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23003184/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/23003184/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 13:50:03 PST I afraid to go to net. My computer said it's virus block thingy is out of date, so I don't have it anymore on my computer. I don't wanna go to net coz I'm scared I'll have viruses
sorry people, I can't upload my new works (pissing me off because I just finished lining 's work!!!) well, I'll color it and then I'll line some of my other works too...

sorry people...I'll work on the trades and commissions, I don't remember what did you character look like but I'll make poses for them as soon as I can.

I'll be answering your messages from my dad's computer everytime when I get there (very rarely) but still.

hugs for ya all

*huispe



Trades:
100% Done. [link]
65% Done
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Commissions:
0% Done

Gifts:
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"Thx" pics:
0% Done ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22961422/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22961422/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 10:25:32 PST thanks guys, it's nice to know you like my art ^^

anyway, I though I should tell few things
First, the art trades, I am lining 's pic already coz she made her part of the trade already ^^ and it's really pretty, go and take a look [link] =3
after I have done the work for her, I want to finish this pic [link] because some people have already asked it
after that I'll make the other trades/commissions and etc etc (except the gifts, I want to make them soon...sorry ...I'm lazy buddy you know it...his b day was a month ago)^^ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

P.S. One thing, don't think I don't work on the other pics already, I think about good ideas and poses for them everyday and coloring will take a while, I want to make my works as good as possible ^^

Love ya all

*huispe

Trades:
100% Done. [link]
35% Done
0% Done


Commissions:
0% Done

Gifts:
0% Done
0% Done

"Thx" pics:
0% Done ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22818916/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22818916/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 08:19:23 PST
Trades:
100% Done.
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Commissions:
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Gifts:
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"Thx" pics:
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]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22747094/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22747094/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 20:37:01 PST
READ THIS BEFORE YOU ASK FOR ANYTHING!!!
(and wiseguys, I didn't mean read <----this! I mean read THAT down there!)

All you need to do is tell me what kind of pic you want.
-send a pic(s) of the character you want me to draw.
-tell me if there's something you want the character to do/to have in the drawing


-I can also do just a scetch.

there's few things that are "making extra" for me.
1) More than 1 character.
2) Backgrounds (their not hard, but I'm lazy).
3) Animals (they're really hard to make)
4) Dragons (not so hard but I have drew dragons only few times)

and cause I'm not really good at telling what I want you'll send me how much you think I have earn in the subscription.

P.S. And people, I have life, school and friends. I can't be at home drawing everyday so you have to be patient and NOT to come on my page to comment everyday (or wiseguys every second day) and ask "hey wheres my work!?!?!?"

love ya,
~huispe

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22537899/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22537899/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 05:51:47 PST
]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22464914/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22464914/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 05:43:38 PST

P.S. Cause I am lazy (see, see, I admit it!!!) I'll do a thanks pic when I have 10 000 pageviews (then it will be really special pic ........wasn't very good excuse?)


love ya all

~huispe

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22391211/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22391211/ Sun, 04 Jan 2009 10:24:32 PST
]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22041934/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/22041934/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 23:35:59 PST
School is taking all my energy away...if I don't spend all my day in front of the computer I spend it napping XD

Even if I would spend the whole day in front of the computer I still don't have the energy to color my drawings...

well last monday and tuesday were actually pretty good. Dad had forgot to pay the internet bill so I couldn't go to net for 2 days
well it was pretty good for me,
-I finished my secret santa pic (but I can't show it to you until Christmas) sorry.
-and I drew 4 works (will start coloring them soon) ^^
-OH, and I made new eye style for me It's a little bit like the old one but there's few changes =3

*yawns* I'm right at the moment at school (the clock is about 09:35 am), our math teacher took our lesson to the computer class and here we are, I already finished my work here so I have free time to spend in the net ^^

I'm glad our Christmas holiday starts soon, on the 23rd day...and guess what, we celebrate the Christmas on the 24th day in here Finland. I think it's insane to make it like that...oh well not my problem...as soon as I get to the Christmas holiday I won't care when it will start.

I have to work on few works on that holiday, I want to make b-day gift for my friend ^^

oh well, until next time,

love ya all,

-Huispe (the insane idiot whose proud of it xD)

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21699262/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21699262/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 12:39:38 PST I use it all the time at msn ^^ I can show my ugly face to my friends there so they will see nightmares for the rest of their life >3

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21450349/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21450349/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:43:17 PST really I'm not sure was it like this that I'm suppose to do...but nah not my problem XD
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So I decided to accept this secret santa thing ^^

I would like to have a pic of Ana or myself from my secret santa.

Ana: [link]
Me: [link]

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21339244/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21339244/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 12:11:26 PST

...and only week and one day to my time at the dentist...I'm scared of dentist...

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21332627/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21332627/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 02:40:17 PST
Well everyone of the girls admitt that they have talk bad about me behind my back. I told them things about my past and I hope now that they understand why it's hard for me to get to know them.

When I told 2 days ago to my dad about this school thing he actually called his friend and asked her help.
Unfortenetly the situation went all crazy. She asked that girl's phone number who called me an asshole (thank you very much)and called her. She didn't express herself in a right way and that's why the bully girl took it as a threat. Because I didn't now that until yesterday evening it was a bit of surprise to me. She was seriously in a panic and cried today at school.
But guess what, when I told her I'm really sorry about that all she did was just "hmph!".

well I'll tell more later, lesson is about to end and I have to go. Bye!

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21294341/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21294341/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:39:31 PST
I had such a lovely weekend!!! Let's see...where to start...

-One girl from my class called me an asshole(for no reason, she just hates me) in puplic gallery to this one guy who I --->liked<---. I was so angry about it that I piled 2 huge pillow and started to hit them (and what even better...I sprained my wrist because of it)

-I found out that most people (most of them are girls) in school hates me!!!

-They talk bad about me behind my back

-They spread rumours about me (that aren't true or then they are exaggerated A LOT!!) because of those rumours, that boy who I liked has started to look at me always so unkindly. (he use to act like he would somehow have a crush on me but now his always acting so weird and I don't know what to do)

I had this one girl in my class that I ---->DID<---- trust...for some reason I don't trust her never ever again!!! I trusted her so much that I told her some pretty sencitive things that I wouldn't want others to know (just try to guess what I found out today!?!?!) She had told them atleast to every girl in my class!!!!

Today I went on a break to my homeroom teacher...I literally started to cry and said "I can't take this anymore!!!"
I had an exam of Sweden in school today but my teacher noticed that I was so confused and shocked of all of this that I couldn't do the exam so she said I should go home and go to sleep. She said that she will intervene to this bullying (I wish everything would go well...)

I WOULD SO WANNA KNOW WHY EVERYBODY HATE ME!!!!!
I haven't done nothing, they just decide that they hate me.

I'm really scared that those rumours will give a wrong picture of me and soon people will look at me like some kind of whore It's really possible...I don't know what kind of rumours there is about me but I'm still scared...

And...that boy probably won't like me ever again rumours have been so weird that I can't do nothing about them...I can't fix them and I really don't have the nerve to tell him what is true and what isn't even how much I would want it...

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21185682/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/21185682/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:05:52 PDT
damn ya too, I don't have much time to make pic for those pageviews... I have to find time for it.

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20982605/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20982605/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 08:46:14 PDT

The 12th of November I'll be 15!!!

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20950544/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20950544/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 09:34:50 PDT I finally had time to draw ^^ I have already draw 3 pics today and I'm already drawing the 4th

...*cat is bushing elbow* yeah, yeah, of course my cat Macho helped me...by bushing my elbow in the middle of my work so drawing was even harder XD

I'm right now at my moms home but I'm going back at my dads home on tuesday so then you'll see my new works


love ya all =3

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20854995/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20854995/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 09:17:23 PDT
Everytime when I come home from school I'm too tired to start drawing...

I have drawing ideas like 1,2,3,4...11...23! Atleast 23!!!!

And I should draw comics for that paper too TT^TT

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20755652/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20755652/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 08:14:04 PDT I have so many awesome ideas and I just don't have time to make them

but guess what...

Last monday was from hell...but I did have one good thing then. I went to Ruovesi-newspaper's editing office ask would they want me to draw a comic to their magazine. The manager said that he likes my ideas and my chibi style and wants to try if the readers like my comics =3 If they like I will be official comic maker in that magazine and they will make a article of me!!!! I'm so excited...!!!
Wish me luck, ok? ^^

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20719385/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20719385/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 08:36:22 PDT
Well being new in school certainly isn't easy...*sigh*
I feel myself outsider all the time...It didn't help me when I found out that some girls from my glass think I'm weird
and my teacher in sweden is soooooooo annoying. when his asking the answers and I put my hand up he picks up everybody elses but me...oh and that isn't even the best part...-.- when we are reading chapters he picks me up always because he nows very well that I suck in sweden. I JUST HATE HIM!!!!!!!!

well I do have something good going on there.
This boy who has a crush on me is always doing something funny/silly/stupid/sweet to get my attention...awww...and he looks at me almost all the time (sometimes I notice it and sometimes some girls can say to me "btw, his looking at you right now" XD) and I can make his day better by just looking at him so he can see it. <3 I have to admit that I like him too...and in some parts he seems to know it. <3 It makes my day better when I know that there's someone who likes me.

but of course there's something bad about this boy too...he smokes...I just can't stand the smell of a smoke (even only the smell makes me cough...)
I'm scared if he someday askes me out...what can I say..."I don't want/I can't because you smoke"?...or should I try to live with it...or should I ask him to quit smoking or even try to quit it...would he do that for me...or would he choose smoking...I've always be scared of dating (even if I haven't never dated before)...I'm really scared of the pain if the relationship will end...

*sigh* why everything is always so hard...

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20371510/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20371510/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 09:03:36 PDT It's totally my luck XD

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20304122/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20304122/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 08:38:35 PDT me and my family were having little argument there...I always know that it isn't such a big deal but it always makes me feel sad I hate to argue with someone.
I just don't get use to it that I'm living with my dad (didn't want to move in here anyway )
I have always lived with mom, after my bro moved away there was just the 2 of us and most of the time she was in her night job and the days she was sleeping. I didn't mind that, I liked being alone and that's why it's hard for me to live with dad, his girlfriend and my bro.

My bro doesn't much help if you think so. If I'm arguing with someone his always on the other ones side just nodding "S/He is right Hanna. Yeah Hanna listen to her/him. S/He is right" AND THAT PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE!!!!! >__<
And this thing is actually true. I was having really bad day, I had fought with my mom in the phone and I had much worse despression then so I seriously wanted to cry. I went to my bro (FREAKING CRYING!!!) and only thing what he said was "Aw man, now what!" and just wanted to ignore me!!! D>

you know, there's only 5 things I hate. pretending, lieing, ignoring, argumetns and people playing with my feelings. Playing with my feeling means that the person doesn't care what do I feel and wants just hurt me.
I was like a puppet to everybody in my previous school and same thing in elementary school...

"I wanna punch someone? Well I punch Hanna she doesn't care"
"Oh you're mad. Go and yell to Hanna she doesn't care"
"I wanna hurt someones feeling, well I just go and hurt Hanna's feelings she wont mind anyway"
"I wanna call someone ugly. Hey, where's Hanna?" (Yeah...I don't care...just explain why from the age of 1 to 1000000000 everybody always say I'm really pretty but I still think I'm ugly and I don't see myself pretty)

And my ex doesn't help my life...I just don't understand. We're msn friends and we were suppose to be still friends after we broke up but he doesn't talk to me anymore and isn't never in msn. And when he comes in msn (after 2 moths from the last one) he doesn't talk almost anything!
(He's my dA watcher but he probably wont care to read this so I don't mind writing about it >( I have freaking feelings) and seriously, this what he's doing, is seriously playing with my feelings. I don't know are we friends anymore or not!!! If he doesn't want to be my friend anymore he should just say it. D<

well sorry if there's too much text to read for you but I wanted to tell somebody/somewhere how I feel because nobody doesn't never listen to me thanks for reading this <3

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20251455/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20251455/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:12:34 PDT
I CAN FINALLY COLOR MY WOKRS IN MY DADS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >3

I have 56 uncolored works in my computer... O_o

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20108927/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/20108927/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:34:24 PDT
LOV YOU ALL!!!!! *runs to her room to draw something for the 5000 pageviews*

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19916332/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19916332/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 13:06:24 PDT
I actually like in there, I have really nice teacher and students seems really nice too and they seem to expect me in there

I have moved to my dads home now. I do like in here but I still would more like to live with mom...well I can't have everything XP

I have already make friends ^^ Well let's hope everything will go right =3

Well I better go to sleep now so I'll be ready for school tomorrow. ^^

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19781939/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19781939/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 00:35:05 PDT
anyway I was just telling that I'm sorry I haven't put any works up for a while, I have been working at my dads home and in here isn't a skanner, paint programs, erasers or even some stupid pencils... I had to use ballpoint pen for drawing.

Well now I'm going to my moms home where is everything I need for drawing

Only problem is that I'll be there only 5 days then I go back at my dad...and btw I'm moving at my dads home...I'm little bit scared coz I've always lived with my mom, and...I dunno know...I just don't feel myself at home in here I don't wanna tell my dad but I really wouldn't wanna move in here. I'm not saying that I don't like him but I like living with mom.

I have to move in here because of school, had to change school.

I'm not sure what are we gonna do with all computer things (I need those paint programs) so I'm not sure about uploading drawings...I'll go at my mom every weekend so I can upload them but not so much as usual

well, wish me luck with new school, ok? <3

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19617552/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19617552/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 03:58:57 PDT
]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19367010/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/19367010/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 06:29:34 PDT
Sorry that I haven't comment yur works (and I don't have time now eather ) but hey, I have a lot works >3 so just wait when I come back, i won't do anything else but upload them XD

funny think, i have been in here about a week and I already have 110 deviations...I don't wanna think about that huge pile of deviations when I come back...

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18858301/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18858301/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 16:19:06 PDT
I'm gonna do it but the problem is that 06.07 I'm going for 3 weeks in england to language course and I have to work rest of this month like hell so I have money to use in there. I'll start drawing it now but I won't puplish it before I've return from England.

I hope you can wait till then...

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18849934/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18849934/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 06:42:18 PDT [link]

I'll tell little bit betterly in here (I hope) I did the explanation in the work cause ALL MY WATCHERS DON'T READ MY IMPORTANT JOURNALS!!!! (not saying that all of them would be important)

If you're one of the judge: You don't actually criticise anything in the comic. You're in there making humor even better.

If you're model: You just giv me the pic of the char and I will make atleast one comic of the character.

and like I said, it doesn't cost anything to you. I make it for fun.

If there's still something what you didn't get right...comment and I will TRY to explain it right.

(thank you for those who BOTHERED to read this.)

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18681502/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18681502/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 14:36:11 PDT
This is what I got:
"I yelled at a banana because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway." XD OMG!!!!

Pick the month you were born:
January-------I kicked
February------I loved
March--------I karate chopped
April----------I licked
May----------I jumped on
June----------I smelled
July-----------I did the Macarena With
August--------I had lunch with
September----I danced with
October-------I sang to
November-----I yelled at
December-----I ran over

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a birdbath
2-------a monster
3-------a phone
4-------a fork
5-------a snowman
6-------a gangster
7-------my mobile phone
8-------my dog
9-------my best friends' boyfriend
10-------my neighbor
11-------my science teacher
12-------a banana
13-------a fireman
14-------a stuffed animal
15-------a goat
16-------a pickle
17-------your mom
18-------a spoon
19------ - a smurf
20-------a baseball bat
21-------a ninja
22-------Chuck Norris
23-------a noodle
24-------a squirrel
25-------a football player
26-------my sister
27-------my brother
28-------an ipod
29-------a surfer
30-------a llama
31-------A homeless guy

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:
White---------because I'm cool like that
Black---------because that's how I roll.
Pink-----------because I'm crazy.
Red-----------because the voices told me to.
Blue-----------because I'm sexy and I do what I want
Green---------because I think I need some serious help.
Purple---------because I'm AWESOME!
Gray----------because Big Bird said to and he's my leader.
Yellow--------because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
Orange--------because my family thinks I'm stupid anyway.
Brown---------because I can..
Other----------because I'm a Ninja!
None----------because I can't control myself!

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18604871/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18604871/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:14:49 PDT
I look like:
I have lila and pink in my hair
I have grey eyes (but sometimes they can look like green or light blue)
I have big bones (it's true >_< )
I have glasses
I am 163,9 cm tall (we don't use feets in my country)
I like to wear t-shirts most of the time.

My personality:

Kind, smart, funny, shy, sometimes aggressive, proud ( I can't show people that I'm weak. Means that if I fall down and hit my knee, it'll have to hurt really much to make me cry in front of people)
Pretty harmless person

Genre of Music:
Dunno. I like all kind of music's XD

My nickname(s):
Huispe, Handy, Hanski and "The beast of Kähmylandia"(um...that's a long story so please don't ask)

Family in Real Life:

1 stepsister (nickname: princess)
1 "real"brother (nickname: meadhead)
1 stepbrother (nickname: Tompson)
father, stepmother and my mother (and my stepbrothers mother but I don't think she's related to me)

Pets:
2 dogs
uh...1...2...5...7 CATS!!


Ages of my family in real life (including me):

Stepsister in real life is 7-year-old
My "real" brother will be 16 in July
My Stepbrother is 18 now (i think)
My mother is bornt 1965 (dunno about my father)

I'm 14 right now.


Names:
I won't tell my sister, brothers or parents names but...

mine is Hanna Kähkönen. (if you don't use letters "ä" or "ö" in alphabets: Don't even try to pronounce my last name)

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18345402/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18345402/ Fri, 16 May 2008 01:08:44 PDT
I'm not going to that school anymore. I don't wanna go there to be bullied and my mother won't even let me go. So I have a lot free time now (and clearly nothing else to do than color my works xD )

And now I will change school when I go to 9th grade cause even my teacher is against me and I'm not kidding!

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18272521/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/18272521/ Sun, 11 May 2008 11:43:08 PDT
I do upload new works but they are just pencil and inked works in my scraps.

So if you want to see new works from me just go to my scarps.

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17891226/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17891226/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:28:20 PDT (i still haven't done those chibis)

there should be this thing...

"The first 10 people who comment on this
journal will get a sketch, free. However,
in return, you must offer 10 free sketches
in your own journal. If you've already done
10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal
entry in your comment... You still qualify...and yadda yadda yadda...

anyway I'll do those sketches without that you also have to make 10.

1~ littlekraken a dragon
2~ pandapenguin a picture of me and her
3~GeneralDroid GD in his wolf form
4~
5~
6~
7~
8~
9~
10~

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17743114/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17743114/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 05:59:47 PDT

The rules...
1.Post these rules
2.Each person must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves
3.Tags should write a journal of these facts
4.At the end of this post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
5.Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

okay 8 facts...well......

1. I have dated only once in my life.
2. I'm scared of horses.
3. I have really weird humor.
4. Sometimes i act like a cat.
5. I'm having depression right now.
6. I love dragons.
7. I can see peoples real feeling and emotions from their eyes if they're pretending of something else (but i can't really tell what they're feeling, i just know their feelings inside me. ;;;;; )
8. well...I can do puppy eyes xD (out of ideas)

I don't wanna tag anyone. If you want, just do this.

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17643643/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17643643/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 23:04:29 PDT I LOVE YOU!!! I just can't believe this is true.

I will do special pic for the one who get's the 3000th pageview!! ^^
right now I have 2,936 pageviews.

]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17426732/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17426732/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 13:33:37 PDT
1. Full Name: i’m not gonna tell it because everybody’s are making fun of it.

2. Male/Female: Female.

3. Were you named after anyone?: well…some dead relative I guess

4. Does your name mean anything?: I don't think so.

5. Nicknames?: Huispe and Handy (cause I’m pretty handy *when I have to take garbage out*)

6. What do you think you look like?: I look stupid

7. Date of Birth: November 12th, 1993

8. Place of Birth and Current Location: I guess it was Tampere

9. Nationality: Finnish.

10. Astrological Sign: Scorpion.

11. Chinese Astrological Sign: Rooster.

12. Religion: Not in any

13. What's your favorite smell?: *start’s to think* I…have...no idea…

14. Political Position: ...Uhm…???

15. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: Milk

16. Hair and Eye Color: Hair: Lila, orange and pink, eyes: I think they’re grey.

17. Do you look like anyone famous: Nope.

18. What do you think you look like?: Like I said, I look stupid!!!

19. Any Unusual Talents?: Well, some peoples are saying, that I can read their real feelings from their eyes

20. Righty/Lefty or Ambidextrous?: Righty.

21. Gay, Straight, BI or Other?: I'm not so sure…right now I think I’m straight

22. What do you do for a living?: ...just drawing now. All my friends are saying that I’m gonna be comic artist when I grow up (but I’m not so sure about that)

23. What do you do for fun?: Write stories, draw, daydream, read books...

24. What are your favorite materials to work with?: A pencil, paper, eraser and computer?

25. What materials would you like to work with?: I don’t know

26. Have you met your Grandparents?: Yeah.

27. Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: Nope.

28. Crush?: No.

29. What celebrity would you date if you could: Nobody

30. Current Worries: Why the hell you think I’m angsting all the time!?!?! For fun?

31. Favorite online guy or girl: Too many..

32. Favorite place to be: My bed… (it’s soft place to sleep, that’s all)

33. Least favorite place to be: A place full of bugs/zombies/sharks.

34. Do you burn or tan?: Burn!!! I won’t never tan!! TT^TT Not fair!!

35. Ever break a bone?: Nope. But I’m so wild (and weird) all the time that I’m 100% sure that some day I will. xD

36. What is your favorite cereal?: None.

37. Person you cry with: Peoples don’t usually see me crying.

Do you have...
38. Any Sisters?: No.

39. Any Brothers? : Yes (one brother and one stepbrother).

40. Any Pets?: Yes, 3 cats and a dog

41. An Illness?: I guess not.

42. A Pager: No.

43. A Personal Phone: No.

44. A Cell Phone: HELL YEAH!.

45. A visible birthmark?: My brother has.

46. A pool or hot tub: No. TT^TT

47. A Car: No.

Describe your...
48. Personality: Sometimes (usually when I’ve eat WAY TOO MUCH sugar) I can be really wild and goofy xD And when I’m angry, you should stay away from me, when I’m neutral I’m just watching somewhere and thinking about all the things and when I’m just normal happy me, I’m just me xD

49. Driving: I have try (oops xD )

50. Clothing Style: Usually I wear T-shirt (even when it’s winter xD and my mother is yelling me at the door “Are you crazy, you’re freezing in there!!!” and just some trousers ( I hate skirts!)

51. Room: I have my own room!

52. What's Missing: I lost my sandwich!!!

53. School: It’s okay but I hate when there’s some idiots that are calling me fat (and I’m not), weird (when I’m drawing) and insane (I have no idea why )

54. Bed: I don’t know what the bed it’s called but it’s near the roof (so it's very high).

55. Relationship with your parents: My mom and I have good relationship ^^ and my father and I have just okay relationship. (I don’t see him... ]]> ~huispe http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17407211/ http://huispe.deviantart.com/journal/17407211/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:42:50 PDT
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